"Get Ready...Tonight...Gonna make this a night [love] to remember." by Shalamar

My Kinda Guy
A Love To Remember
Chapter -- 12
by JT Poole and Nicole Brown

Jan 29, 2005 -- Washington D.C. -- The Essence Hotel

Kevin's POV

I'm glad we're here in Washington with the others now. The flight here was okay, but thinking about mom sorta pissed me off a little bit. I know JT was mad with her and to think more about it, I think he was mad at me too. I know he wanted me to try to get mom to tell us what was wrong, but I know from earlier childhood experience that if mom doesn't want to talk, she doesn't talk until she's ready. We both could feel something was seriously wrong with her, she hadn't said more than two words since we left the KITT Foundation. Oh well, I can't worry about that now, we have two little boys that are asleep in our arms and we need to get them up to our room and put them down. They might be little, but they still heavy.

"Kevin where we at?" Jaken asks me as he opens his eyes and look around.

"We're in Washington D.C.," I say as he looks around the hotel lobby.

"What we doing here?" He asks me, trying to get down out of my arms.

"This is where some of your uncles are." I tell him as he looks at me strangely.

"My uncles? I have uncles?" He asks me as I smile at him.

"Yes you do. You have a lot of uncles kid and a few aunts." I tell him as he starts to smile.

"That sounds good. When do I see uncles?" He asks me.

"Probably in the morning Jaken, I think everyone is asleep right now since it's the middle of the morning." I tell him as JT turns around with Toby in his arms.

"Alright they basically put us in the suite with everyone else. It has enough room for all of us." JT tells me as Jerry and Ty, two new additions to security and employees of JT's company meet us down in the lobby.

"Good morning Mr. Richardson," Ty says as he shakes my hand and then JT's. "Mr. Poole."

"How was your flight?" Jerry asks as JT puts Toby down on the sofa in the lobby.

"I'm surely going to be in need of a nice long massage when we finally get up to our room." JT says as I smile at him.

"Sure you are baby," I say as I turn around as the bellboy comes in with our bags and let us know he's taking them up to our room. "Alright it's time to go Jake."

"Well at least he's walking, Toby's still out." JT tells me as we walk onto the elevator with Jerry and Ty and the doors close.

"Do you want me to take him baby?" I ask him as he shakes his head.

"I got him," he says as the elevator dings and we're on our floor.

"What was that?" Jaken asks as I look down at him.

"That was the elevator signal for telling everyone that the doors are about to open." I tell him as he looks at me and then up at Jerry and Ty.

"Kevin who are those guys? Are they are uncles?" Jaken asks me.

"That's Jerry and that's Ty. They are members of our security team. We'll tell you more about that later on." I tell him as we walk down the hall towards our suite.

"We're here sirs," Ty says as he uses his keycard to open the door.

"Mr. and Mrs. Dorough are in the first room, their kids are in the second, Mr. Carter-Timberlake is in the third, Mr. Littrell is in the fourth and Mr. Mclean and Mr. Kirkpatrick are in the fifth." Ty tells us as we put the boys down on the sofa.

"Are these two rooms empty?" I ask him as he goes over and opens the room doors.

"They're empty sir," Ty says as I pick up Toby and walk into the room carrying him.

20 Minutes Later -- JT and Kevin's Room

"Oh God I'm so tired," Kevin says, flopping down on the bed.

"I'm more than tired, I'm just drained. I'm only living because my soul is still here." JT tells him as he pulls his shirt over his head and tosses it on the chair in the corner of the room. "This has been one of those days baby."

"You telling me. All we need now is a hot tub with some bubbles." Kevin tells him as he gets up and wraps his arms around JT. "I love you baby."

"I love you too Kev," JT says as he lays his head on Kevin's shoulder and sighs.

"What's wrong baby?" Kevin asks JT as he starts rubbing his back.

"Nothing's wrong Kev," JT says as he pulls away from Kevin and unzips his pants. "From what I've read, you have a busy day and I'm sure I'll have one with the boys. We both need sleep so let's go baby."

"Don't remind me J, I don't want to think about that stuff." Kevin tells him as he takes off his shirt and throws it into the same chair as JT's. "I'm dog tired, I think I'll take a shower in the morning."

"I'm going to take one now. The shower from earlier at the house has worn off." JT tells him as he steps out of his pants and walks into the bathroom.

"You sure do know how to tease a man baby," Kevin says as he pulls his pants all the way off and follows JT into the shower.

In the Bathroom


This has been a long day and I'm tired as all hell right now. I was kinda shocked to see that Jerry and Ty had been sent here already, when they weren't supposed to have joined us until we got to New York. I just sent the requisition forms this morning before we got to New York and it seems Johnny has sent them out already. I don't really mind about that since the kids are going to be with us. We might need the extra security and I'm sure Nikki would agree with me on that.

Speaking of Nikki, I've been worried about her and the boys for a bit. I don't know how she's really dealing with all of this, but I feel she's hiding something from the rest of us. I know this isn't all new to her, but she seems a little bit stressed. Is everything going okay with her and Howie? He best not be getting on her nerves, if so, he might be getting a big JT beat down.

"Hey baby," Kevin says as he steps into the stall behind me.

"What are you doing in here? I thought you were gone to bed or something," I say to him as he wraps his arms around me and starts kissing my neck.

"I wasn't planning on going to be until after I saw you again." He tells me as his hand starts rubbing up and down my abdomen.

"Baby that tickles," I say as he starts to nibble on my earlobe.

"I know baby. That's why I do it." He tells me as his hand slides down to my dick and starts to stroke it. "I've wanted to be alone with you all day baby."

"I know the feeling," I say as I lean back against him as he continues to work on my neck. "We better enjoy this. We might not get another chance to."

"Why is that baby?" He asks me, stroking my dick faster now.

"We have kids now. We won't always be able to have fun when we want to. I'm just glad they're not screaming babies." I tell him as he starts to laugh.

"I'm glad too baby. They're both three and I don't think they'll be joining us too much at night." He tells me as I shake my head.

"They're three baby. I'm sure one of them is going to have a nightmare about something and come a running into the room and jump into the bed with us." I tell him as he stopped stroking me and looked at me.

"Oh man," he says as I smile at him. "Well I'm sure we can find some time during the day or night to sneak away and have fun."

"I'm sure we can baby," I say as he resumed his previous attention to my body.

"Enough about the kids, this is our time baby." He tells me as he turns me around and starts kissing me passionately as the shower spray of water rained down on our naked bodies.

Oh God, I always love it when we kiss like this. The heat from our bodies, the way our tongues duel, the way he touches me all over. I couldn't stand it much longer, I needed him and I needed him bad.

"I need you Kev, I need you in me," I breathed out as he smiles at me, turns me around and then pushes me up against the shower stall wall and leans into me, kissing my neck as I felt him enter me.

"How bad do you want it baby?" He asks me, teasing my ass as he pulls out of me. "Do you want it baby?"

"Yeah I want it, you know I do," I say as he enters me again and then pulls almost all the way out.

"Tell me baby, how much you want it," he seductively says to me as he pushes back into me hard and starts sucking on my neck.

"Oh God baby, I want you, I want you so bad." I tell him as he starts a steady rhythm in and out of me as I start moving my ass to meet his thrusts. "Oh yeah baby, fuck me. Fuck me like you mean it."

"You know I mean it baby," he says as he pulls out of me again and turns me back around to face him.

I knew what he had in mind and I wanted him to take me that way. Leaning back against the shower wall, Kevin lifted my leg and entered me again as I wrapped both of my legs around his waist and he took control of things again and made himself a home within me.

"I love this position," he breathed in my ear as he held on to me as he pushed into me.

"I love it to baby," I say as he was thrusting harder and faster into me as I held on to the towel rack.

I don't know how long we were in the shower fucking like that, but after the water turned cold, my ass felt raw, and Kevin had came in me about four or five times (I stopped counting), I tapped him on his shoulder so we could call it a night and head to bed.

"Now that's what you call love making," he says as he hands me a towel so I could dry off.

"I don't think love making is the word for that," I say as I finish drying off and open the bathroom door to see that it was already daybreak.

"Is that light shining in through the windows?" He asks me as I nod. "We spent the rest of the night fucking?"

"I guess so baby. See what happens when you have so much pent up sexual tension," I say, patting him on the ass as we both pulled on some boxers and stepped out on the balcony.

"It's a new day for us and our family," he says as we kiss as the sun continues to rise.

Later that Day -- Orlando, FL -- Pleasant Valley Sanitarium

Joey's POV

It's been two days since I last saw him. I hope he's in a better mood today. I don't know how long I can put up with all this shit from him, but I'm putting up with it because I love him. I know it's my fault that he's in this situation like this, but I don't think he's trying to get better. It's like he's holding on to his anger to torture me with it. How long is this going to go on?

"Good morning Mr. Fatone, I take it you're here to see Mr. Chasez?" The receptionist asks me as she opens the visitation log and places it on the counter. "You know the drill, just sign in and go on down to the lounge."

"Thank you ma'am," I say as she smiles at me and I walk down the hall to the lounge where all the patients are that are done with breakfast.

Walking into the lounge, I spot Josh sitting over in a corner with that guy from O-Town, the tall one that doesn't know how to shave. Getting closer to them, I can hear a little bit of what they're saying, but I don't catch the jist of the conversation as Josh turns around and sees me. Seeing that something was wrong, the O-Town guy stops talking and turns around to see me too.

"Good morning," I say as Josh gets up and walks towards the door. "Josh where are you going?"

"I'm going somewhere to get away from you," he says as the guy gets up from the table.

"You hold it right there. Who the hell are you and what are you doing talking to my husband?" I ask him as he gets a scared look on his face.

"Joey you know me, I'm Dan...Dan Miller in the band O-Town." He tells me as I glare at him.

"What are you doing talking to Josh?" I ask him, not worrying about what it might look like to others.

"I always talk to him...he's my therapy buddy," Dan tells me as I squint at him and he shakes his head at me.

"Therapy buddy? Why you?" I ask him.

"I guess because we have some things in common with the reasons why we're both here." He tells me.

"Why are you here anyway? Are you suicidal too?" I ask him, not caring if he wanted to tell me or not.

"Sometimes I am." He tells me as he starts trembling. "Please don't hurt me. We were only talking. It's not like I did something to him."

"Wh...what? Oh sorry." I tell him. "I guess you're not a threat to me. I thought there for a second that you were trying to make time with my man."

"Make time with your man? Why would I do something like that? I have a man of my own," he says as I look at him.

"You do? Who?" I ask him

"I'm his man," I hear from behind me as I turn around to see Ashley Angel standing there. "Would you kindly get your hands off of him before I have to call security?"

"No need for that," I say as I let him go and he rushes to get away from me and hugs Ashley.

"Are you okay baby?" Ashley asks him as he glares at me.

"Yeah I'm okay now." He tells him as I walk past the two of them to go hunt down Josh.

Outside, within the common grounds


Why is he still wasting his time coming here? I've told him over and over again that I don't want anything more to do with his trifling ass. Why can't he get the picture and just leave me the fuck alone? I'm not going to waste any more time with him. He knew we were through when he abandoned me for that floozy. I have nothing...nothing more to do with him or her. I wish I never lead eyes on that beautiful woman, I mean him.

"There you are. What are you doing out here baby?" Joey asks as he finds me standing outside looking at all the things nature had to offer to me.

"Why are you here Joe?" I ask him as he walks up to me.

"I'm here for you baby," he says as he leans and tries to kiss me.

"No Joe, don't do that. Just get away from me." I tell him as he backs away from me with that hurt look on his face. "Don't look at me like that. You brought this on yourself."

"Brought what on myself?" He asks me as looks down at the ground.

"All of this Joe! If it wasn't for you cheating on me with her, we wouldn't be here like this now!" I shout at him as he steps back.

"I didn't cheat on you, you left me remember," he says, trying to make it sound like he was right.

"I didn't leave you. I chose not to stay around you people," I say as he glares at me evilly.

"What do you mean `you people' Josh?" He asks me as he steps closer to me. "You make it sound like you can't stand being around us or something!"

"Maybe I can't stand being around you!" I shout at him as he drops his head and looks down.

"Maybe I made a mistake coming here to see you today. I just wanted to spend time with my husband, but I guess that was just...just a waste of time." He tells me as he turns around to walk away as his phone rings. "Hello? Hi Justin, I'm currently here with Josh. What's up?"

He talked on his phone for a hot minute or two and then he turned to look at me. I don't know what he and Justin were talking about, but his frown started to change into a smile as he hung up the phone and slid it back in his pocket and walked back over to me. Pushing me up against the tree, he kissed me like we were newlyweds again. I haven't felt that kind of passion in a long while and I was almost shocked when I felt the heat off that kiss.

"What was that for?" I ask him as he licks his lips and kiss me again.

"You're coming with me to celebrate my birthday." He tells me as he kisses me again and pulls me towards the building entrance.

Back in Washington D.C. -- The Essence Hotel

Kevin's POV

Here it is morning time and neither JT nor I have gotten any sleep. I didn't know our love making sessions lasted so long. When he went in to take his shower it was a little after two, when I joined him it was almost three. How the hell did the time pass by so quickly? It didn't seem like four hours had passed, but once we got out of the shower, it was already daybreak. So instead of going to bed, we just went out on the balcony and watched the sun rise.

I'm tired as fuck, but it's too late to do anything about that now. All I can do is just roll with the flow until I can catch some Z's. I just hope what they say about three year olds isn't true. If it is, I'm going to be tired like this for weeks to come.

"Good morning guys, when did you two get in?" D asks as he walks out into the main room to see me and JT sitting on the couch.

"We got in a little after one this morning," I tell him as he sits down across from us.

"You two look like you need some sleep," he says as he looks at me closer and then looks at JT. "Did you two have a fight?"

"No D, we had no fight, in fact we've had a wonderful morning," I say as he looks at me funny and then the realization hit him.

"You two did the nasty?" He asks, sounding like it was something we didn't do often.

"Almost five hours of it," JT says as he cuddles into me more and moves his legs over the side of the sofa.

"Well damn. What brought that on? Are you two celebrating something? By the way, how did the appointment go?" D asks us as we both smile at him.

"It went," JT says as he points to the room where the boys were. "Just look in there."

"What's in here?" D asks as he gets up and looks in the room, gasping as he turns around and slowly closing the door. "You adopted two?"

"Yes we adopted two little boys," JT says as he sits up and positions himself differently on the sofa as he pulls me with him. "On the left is Jaken Rolando Cho and on the right is Tobias Darren Adams, but we call him Toby."

"Oh God, seems like you two are going to have your hands full too, just like me and the misses." D says as JT groans. "Well I don't know which is which since they're both in one bed."

"One bed? I guess that's their bonding mechanism working again," I say as JT moves to get up, but I stop him.

"Don't worry about it. Just shows they'll stick together and gang up on you two. I bet they are best friends and chatter boxes."

"Yeah they are. That's why we adopted both of them. We were only going to adopt Jaken, but after he told us that Toby was his best friend and Eric, the social worker gave us some history on Toby; we decided to adopt both of them so they wouldn't be separated. Also makes good for having someone to play with."

"Or fight with," D pipes up, smiling at the two of us.

"Don't remind us," JT says as he slips his hand under my shirt. "On the way home yesterday, they got into a quick argument, but before either of us could break it up, they were back to normal. How do you and Nikki do it? I thought I was going to loose it on more than two occasions last night."

"You'll get use to it once you guys establish a routine." D tells us as he grins and sits back done.

"If we have nights like this all the time, we might not make it." I tell him as he shakes his head and gets up to answer the door. "We took it upon ourselves to order breakfast."

"Well that was nice of you two," he says as he opens the door to see the bellboy standing there with two carts of food. "Who did you order food for?"

"Well we didn't know what to order, so we got a cereal bar with the standard breakfast bar." JT tells him as a door opens behind us and Nick comes into view.

"You're back," Nick says as he leans down and hugs me and then hugs JT. "How did things go?"

"Well tell you in a few minutes," I say as the bellboy smiles and he leaves the room as D tipped him.

"I think you two ordered enough for a small country in Africa or something," D says as he walks towards his and Nikki's room. "I'm going to get Nikki, back in a few minutes."

"So what happened yesterday guys?" Nick asks as he sits down next to me.

"Persistent isn't he?" JT asks as he tweaks my nipple.

"Yeah I am JT. I want to know if I got a nephew to spoil," Nick says as his hyper mood made the two of us laugh.

"No you didn't get a nephew to spoil," JT tells him as his smile faded quickly. "Damn, I didn't mean to kill your mood Nicky."

"You didn't get him? I'm so sorry guys." Nick tells us as he actually started crying.

"Stop that Nick." I tell him as I sit up and hug him. "Go over there in look in that room."

"What? Why?" He asks me as I smile at him. "What's in the room?"

"Just go see Nicky," JT tells him as he was hesitant about going to the room. "Kev go with him."

"What are you two up to?" Nick asks as Kevin got up off the sofa to go to the boys' room with him.

"Just go look damnit," JT says as we walk over to the room and I open the door for him as he looks into the room and turns around and smiles as I close the door back.

"Two? Two? You got two?" He asks as he hugs me and then jumps over the sofa, falling on JT and hugs him too. "You guys...you didn't have to trick me like that."

"We weren't trying to trick you Nicky," JT says as Nick slides down on the sofa and I take up my previous spot between JT's legs.

"We were just letting you know that you didn't have a nephew to spoil, you have two." I tell him as he smiles at me and hug me again.

"I'm so happy for you two. What's the other one's name?" Nick asks.

"His name is Toby," JT tells him as I lay back down against JT's chest as Nikki drags out of her and D's room and looks over to us.

"You're back," Nikki says as she perks up and walks over to us rubbing her stomach. "So what's the good news guys?"

"This is going to go on and on," I say as Nick starts to giggle. "Should we wake them up baby?"

"Them? What do you mean them?" Nikki asks as she sits back in the chair and starts rubbing her stomach again.

"We adopted two little boys instead of one," JT says as her eyes went wide.

"You did?" She asks us.

"Yes we did." I tell her as she smirks.

"Now you two would know what I go through on a daily basis," she says, smiling now. "Always picking on me and talking shit. You're about to experience first hand what I go through."

"Girl please, we're already experiencing it." JT tells her. "We've been here since before two this morning and we haven't gone to sleep yet."

"They have problems sleeping?" Nikki asks us.

"No we had problems getting out of the shower," JT says as she gasps and starts smiling.

"I guess you have to get it while you can," she says as she starts laughing as Nick looks at her strangely. "Now that you have them, you're going to have to get it when they're asleep or out of the house."

"Well they were sleeping; we just haven't gotten there yet." I tell her as she smirks again.

"Well you'll figure out when you can and can't," she says as D come out of the second room with the twins.

"Hi boys," I say as JC sits down next to Nikki and CJ just hid behind D.

"Hi strangers. What's up?" JT asks them as CJ walks over to him and hugs him. "Hey lil man, what's going on?"

"Nuttin," CJ says as he smiles at JT.

"Cool. You ready for breakfast?" JT asks him.

"Yeah," he says as JT pats him on his back and gets up.

"Well I'm going to get our little boys, your new little cousins and we can get started chowing down," JT says as he gets up off the sofa and smiles at me as he walks into the room. "Kev what you waiting for, get your narra behind in here and get your son."

"You heard your husband," Nikki says as I get up and go into the room to help JT with the boys.

"Seems they don't want to wake up," I say as JT picks up Jaken and I pick up Toby.

"Well I'm quite sure they'll wake up when they smell the food." JT tells me as Jaken wraps his arms around JT's neck.

"Morning JT," Jaken says as he yawns and smiles at JT.

"Morning kid. How did you sleep?" JT asks him as Toby open his eyes too and looks at me.

"Hey Mista Kevin," Toby says as he looks at me and yawns too.

"Mister Kevin? My name is Kevin." I tell him as he looks down at something on my chest and then looks back up at me.

"I'm sorry Kevin." He tells me as I kiss him on his forehead.

"Nothing to be sorry for Toby," I say as I toss him over my shoulder playfully and kiss JT on the cheek. "Let's go introduce our boys to the rest of the family."

As we walked into the main room, both of the boys were giggling until we put them down in front of everyone. Looking at them, I didn't know what to expect. I didn't know if they were going to run away crying or what. JT and I were both surprised when Jaken run behind me and Toby ran behind him. Oh well, we should have expected that, but I'm sure they would warm up to everyone and get over it.

"Awwww, they shy," Nikki says as she stands up and walks over to the four of us. "Who do we have here?"

"Come on Jake, Nikki's not going to hurt you. She's like our sister," I say to him as he peeks from behind my leg and looks at her.

"I'm not going to hurt you sweetie," she says as JT steps aside, exposing Toby to her. "Well hello there sweetie, what's your name?"

"My name is Jaken," Jaken says as Nikki shakes his hand.

"I Toby," Toby says moving closer to Nikki and shaking her hand.

"They the cutest little things," Nikki says hugging both boys as she smiles and then sits back down. "D where's my breakfast?"

"Coming dear," D says preparing plates for his wife and boys.

"What do you two want to eat for breakfast?" JT asks them as knelt down in front of them.

"Serial," Toby says.

"Oatmeal," Jaken says, looking around nervously.

"Howie is there some oatmeal over there?" JT asks him.

"There's some instant oatmeal here and a kettle of hot water." D answers him.

"Alright, thanks." JT tells him as he smiles at me. "I'm going to take them into the bathroom to wash up, will you prepare their meals please handsome?"

"Sure baby. What do you want?" I ask him.

"I ate whatever you're having," he says as he takes the boys into the bathroom.

"They are so cute. I'm so taking them shopping when we get back to Orlando." Nick tells me as he sits down.

"Oh no you're not. We're going to spoil them first." I tell him as he smiles at me.

"Okay, I guess I can wait until you two spoil them." Nick tells me as a cell phone starts ringing. "I think it's mine."

"Well answer it already," Nikki says, rubbing her temples as Nick ran into his room to get the phone.

"Alright boys let's go chow down," JT says as he and the boys sit down at the table. "Here's your oatmeal Jake and here's your cereal."

"This not Lucky Charms™," Toby says as I look at him.

"Sorry buddy, they didn't bring any Lucky Charms™ up," I say as he starts frowning and looks down at the table. "I'll call down and see if they have some."

"What is it that you have?" JT asks him, stopping Kevin.

"I don't like these," Toby says, pushing the bowl away from him.

"Why don't you like them Toby?" JT asks him as Toby continues to frown.

"I dunno," he answers, not looking up at JT.

"Toby why don't you try it, you might like it." JT tells him as he crosses his arms and shakes his head no.

"Baby I'll just call down and see if they have what he wants." I tell him as he shakes his head.

"Toby could you please try it for me?" JT asks him, pushing the bowl back in front of Toby.

"I don't wanna," Toby says as JT picks up the bowl.

"Would you like oatmeal instead?" JT asks him.

"No, I want Lucky Charms™," he says as JT shakes his head.

"Well I'm sorry Toby, it's time for you to eat right now and we can't wait for them to bring up Lucky Charms™, you can have that tomorrow morning, right now I need you to eat this." JT tells him as he places the bowl back in front of Toby and he starts eating.

"Phew, I thought you was going to crack and give in," I say to him in a whisper as he looks at me and lays his head on my shoulder.

"Good going JT, you didn't scream and you didn't give in. Cool move man," Nikki says, patting him on the back. "I think it's time for me to take us to the room, someone is making me feel queasy."

"Well we've had to deal with Levi and Junior before in their moods with what they wanted to eat. I just took some cues from that." JT tells her as he sits down next to me and starts eating bacon off of my plate. "So what do you guys have to do today?"

"We have a photo shoot at ten, a radio interview afterwards to promote tonight's show, then we have a lunch date with some fans that won a contest at the local radio station and we have sound check after that. Once we're done with all of that, the rest of the afternoon is free until it's time for the show." D tells us as Nick comes back into the room.

"What has you smiling like a Cheshire cat?" JT asks him as he sits back down.

"My baby will be here later on this afternoon and he's bringing Joey and Josh with him. We're going to celebrate our birthday's tonight." Nick tells us as JT perks up.

"Ummm, do you think that's wise?" JT asks him as he takes another piece of bacon from my plate. "Things seem cool, calm and collected here now. Is bringing Josh around going to cause problems for Nikki and Joey? You know they don't get along well."

"Well it's too late now. Joey has signed Josh out of Pleasant Valley and they are all on a plane on their way here." Nick tells us. "Let's not worry about anything that could possibly happen, let's all focus on having a good time. They are coming so that we can celebrate our birthdays' tonight."

"Oh yeah, your birthday was yesterday along with Joey's. Then Justin's on Monday is it?" JT asks him.

"Yeah it is. That's why he's coming so we can have the weekend to celebrate after the show tonight. We're also going to help Nikki celebrate too since she didn't celebrate her birthday." Nick tells us as D looks over at him.

"Did you clear that with her first?" D asks him.

"I'll tell her about it when she's present again." Nick tells him as he starts to eat what's left of his breakfast.

Later that Afternoon


Oh yeah this is really starting to turn out bad. It's their official first day with us as their parents and I'm failing miserably. First Toby starts crying because Kevin's been gone most of the day. I know he's upset about Kevin not being here, but I've tried explaining that he's coming back, that he's only gone to work. Can you say abandonment issues in full blast? This is past full blast abandonment; this kid thinks that Kevin has left him too and I don't know how to handle this. I'm the only one here with them and I feel like freaking out.

Yeah we thought this was going to be easy, but I can't give up now. I know Toby will calm down sooner or later, I just hope that Jaken doesn't get upset too. Speaking of Jaken, he's sitting calmly at the table coloring, while I'm sitting here in the chair in front of the television rocking Toby. Will this little boy calm down anytime soon? Who knows, but I hope he calms down before my brain shuts down.



I don't know any of the members of «N SYNC, Backstreet Boys or any other celebrities mentioned.  I don't know anything about their sexual orientation or the orientation of any other celebrities in this story (even though I wish some of them were gay).  This story is fiction and you shouldn't take it for anything else but that.  This is for entertainment value only folks.