Date: Fri, 11 Dec 1998 13:32:00 -0800 (PST) From: magik Subject: My Night With Howie D. Part 1 This story is completely fictional and I am not in anyway implying that Howie Dorough of the Backstreet Boys is gay (wish he was but oh well). This is my first time and I would appreciate any comments and criticisms. You can email me at magik77_1998@yahoo.com. My Night With Howie D by Magik It all began a year ago. I was living in LA, one of the most eligible teen bachelors thanks to my role on the popular series, "One of the Guys". I was 20 at the time. I am six foot, 150 lbs. with a muscular build, brown eyes and shoulder length blonde hair. It was December and I was on vacation from the show til March because of the movie I was filming. We had finished the movie and it was premiering the week of Christmas and I was looking forward to a well deserved break when my agent called me. He thought it would be a good career move to appear on a talk show and promote the release of the movie. Since I was filming the movie I really had no time, so the show had written my character off to a trip to Europe til I returned and my fans were in an uproar thinking that I was being written out of the show. An appearance would be a way to promote and reassure my status. So I was booked to appear on the Rosie O'Donnell show. That worked well because I was a big fan of hers and loved her. We had met at a party and quickly become pals. I had never appeared on her show but figured if I had to do a show it would be hers. You see, as far as my being gay, only my family and agent knew. Jeff (my agent) said it would be disastrous to my career to come out of the closet since my fan base was widely female. I grudgingly agreed. So that is how I found myself in a limo at ten o' clock in the morning. I arrived at the studio with my assistant Jeremy. We were shown to a dressing room and soon a make up woman came in and made sure I was done up for the show. "So you finally decide to grace me with your presence?" Rosie cried out as she came into the room. "Eh, publicity you know." I teased. "You bitch!" We laughed and hugged. It had been about three months since we had seen each other and we commented on how the other looked well. "So you are gonna promote the new movie?" she asked. "Yeah, Jeff figured I should do talk and ya know how I hate them, so you were my only choice. I just want to disappear for about a year or so and then come back to all this ya know?" "Things been hard for ya Craig?" she asked. "I have NO life Rosie, I can't see anyone because of my schedule and you know I don't do the one night thing." I explained. "You don't know how glad I am to hear that, I worry about you all the time." "Yep, my surrogate mom. So what's goin on with the show?" "Well, you're the second guest, you'll be up after the musical act." "Who's that?" "I think you might know them, the Backstreet Boys?" "OH MY GAWD!! You knew this and are just NOW telling me?" I said ready to faint. "Yeah well I know how you feel about a certain Howie D., so I figured I could have some fun with you. They'll be the first guest and you'll be the second. They are going to perform and then we'll schmooze and then have you come out for you interview." "You mean that they will be out there too?" I asked. "Yeah I thought you would like that. Well, I am going to go talk to them now and see you when you come out, okay?" "Sure." We hugged again and she left. About ten minutes later the show started on the monitor. The show started with a cute little girl about ten years old announcing the show. "Hi, I'm Sandy from Portland, Oregon and this is the Rosie O'Donnell show. Today's guests are the Backstreet Boys and Craig Bingham. Take it John." she said excitedly. The band started and Rosie came out with alot of cheering from the audience. She went to her desk and did her opening bit and was hilarious as usual. She then announce that Backstreet Boys would be out after the commercial. The commercials ended and came back with Rosie on the side of the stage holding the CD. "Our first guest is one of my favorite groups. They are very well known and have sold over 12 million albums. And I have to admit, they all pretty cute, not Tommy but cute. So here we go, the Backstreet Boys performing 'As Long As You Love Me'." she screamed out. They came out and started the song and I sat there in awe. They were all so fine, but my eyes were on Howie the whole time. They finished and Rosie invited them over to sit. They all sat in the chairs except for Nick and Kevin since there were only three chairs. The crowd was going wild and they were lapping it up. "I am so glad that you could make it to the show you guys." Rosie said after the noise died down. "We're all glad to be here." Brian said. "So the tour is going well?" she asked. "Yeah, we finish tonight in Central Park and then have a month of free time." Kevin said. The questions went like this for about ten minutes and then commercial, then back and she questioned each guy personally. She finished and was about to cut into another commercial. "Well we have to go to commercial again but I want you guys to stay out and I'll bring out my next guest.. Craig Bingham." The stage manager came in and told me to come with him. I followed him to the entrance of the stage, the countdown began and then the show was back. "Welcome back everybody, we have been chatting with the Backstreet Boys and now we'll bring out our next guest, but first we'll see a clip from his new movie 'Cruel Summer'," Rosie intro-ed. The light went down and the clip to my movie started. I was feeling pretty confident about going out there and sit next to the Backstreet Boys. The clip ran for a minute and the audience applauded rather loudly. I saw that BSB was applauding it as well. "Ladies and Gentlemen, it's my pleasure to introduce to you, my friend Craig Bingham." I stepped out and stepped onto the stage, the audience was applauding and standing!! I was impressed, the Backstreet Boys had gotten the same but I figured mine might be less so. I waved to the audience sending them into more cheers. The Backstreet Boys all stood to shake my hand. I shook them first Nick, then Kevin, A.J.,Brian and finally Howie's. He offered me his chair and sat on the floor next to it. "Rosie you definetly need some more chairs up here." "True, if I do will you all come back?" We all laughed and told her anytime. She started the questions then. "So it look like you have quite some fans Craig." "Yeah, it is pretty intense at times but I love em all" I said and the audience cheered. "What was it like making a movie as opposed to you TV series?" Rosie asked. "It was pretty kewl, but hard. And unfortunately I didn't have the time to do both so I had to take a break from the series." "And how long is this break?" she asked. "I come back in March, the producers were really cool about the movie and let me have the next two months off before returning, but don't worry I'll be back." "Hah, sounds ominous. Now tell us about 'Cruel Summer'." "Well, it stars Jennifer Love Hewitt and myself as two best friends. It deals with the two graduating from high school and coping with the world. It also deals with my character coming to terms with his sexuality." "Thats sounds really cool and the clip looked intense. I can't wait to see it." Howie said. "Yeah, when does it come out?" Brian asked. "Next week for preview and a week after that it goes national." "We can't wait to see it." Kevin said. "Well, if you all want you can be my guests for the premier, you too Rosie." "Kewl, we're there." Howie said. Rosie continued with more questions and then we all ended the show saying goodbye. After the cameras were done rolling we went into the audience and did the autographs. And while out there Brian asked me if I was going to the concert tonight. I told him I hadn't had the chance to get a ticket and they were sold out. He said that afterwards they would be going out and I could join them if I wanted. I agreed and gave him my hotel and room number. I went back and talked to Rosie and we agreed to do lunch the next day and I went to the limo with Jeremy. Once inside he told me that I was free until the premier and could do whatever I wanted. I decided to call Jeff and he picked up after two rings. "Hello?" "Jeff, its Craig." "Craig!! Great job! You answered all the negative publicity and promoted. Also that invite to the Boys was brilliant." "Kewl, umm I got a question. I got invited to go clubbing with them tonight." "EXCELLENT!! This is great you are doing publicity and not even trying. In fact I think you should stay here a couple weeks after the movie is released. We have a couple of bites from other shows and that could provide and excellent follow up." "Well, we'll see. I am headed back for the hotel and I don't plan on doing anything except go out tonight and to lunch with Rosie in a couple of days. I just want to relax." "No prob, just remember to bring Jeremy with you tonight and don't do anything harmful. Later." Meaning don't be gay. That was fine, I told Jeremy I would call him when I found out the time to leave. I got to my room and collapsed on the bed. I slept til the phone rang. The clock said it was six at night. "Hello" I said. "Craig?" a male voice said. "Yeah." I said hesitantly. "Its Howie, Brian told me we were going out tonight and to call you and let you know what we're doing." "Kewl, so whats up?" I asked trying not to sound stupid. "We are going to this place called the Lounge after the show, so about ten maybe eleven?" "No prob, you want me to meet you there?" "No, we'll pick you up from the show in the limo, your at the Hilton right?" "Yeah, so we'll see you then." "Aight, see ya." I said and hung up. I was still tired so I slept a little longer but woke up at eight and the excitement started so I decided to watch a little TV til it was time to get ready. I turned it on and found Entertainment Tonight. I watched it and saw that my appearance and comments and calmed my fans down, I watched til about nine and then showered and shaved. I decided on some CK jeans and a Polo shirt with my leather jacket. My black Nikes completed the outfit. With my hair pulled back I went for my silver hoops in my ears. I was fastening the second one when Jeremy came in with Howie! Howie was wearing Hillfiger jeans and top with a matching jacket. He had his hair down and he looked good. "Hey!" He came over and gave me a hug! "Ya ready to go hit the town?" "Sure lets go." We left and went down the hall and took the service elevator to the kitchen and got in the limo from there. I got in and noticed that no one was in it. "Where are the other guys?" Howie said,"They went back to the hotel to change and are meeting us there." We were off. We talk about music and movies. He told me about their break for a month of free time to work on the new album and I told him about my break til March and about the new scripts I was to be receiving. It was really hard sitting there in close quarters and not doing anything. But I kept my urges under control and we arrived at the restaurant. We were taken to our table and only Kevin and Brian were there. They were drinking cokes and we ordered the same. "So where are A.J. and Nick?" I asked. "They decided to crash at the hotel, but told I to tell you they really wanted to come." Kevin said. "No prob I know how it is." "So, Craig, we really appreciate you inviting us to your premier, it looks like a killer movie." Brian said. "Thanks, if this goes well, I may have a chance at some others. Hopefully I can work them around the series. If I have to choose though, I really don't know which I would choose right now." "Well, it does look like a great movie," Kevin said. "Thanks, I was kind of surprised you liked it though." "Why not?" Howie asked. "You know, the plot and all isn't typically something that guys would refer to as a good movie. Although Jennifer will surely bring them in." "Actually its the plot that interest me." Howie said. I looked at him and realized he had been watching me the entire time, but I didn't think anything of it because Brian had been to. Before I could say anything Kevin spoke up. "Hey, this is a great song lets dance." "Did you know this is the theme to the movie?" I aksed. "What's it called?" Howie asked. "'Cruel Summer', Ace of Base redid it." "This IS a slammin' song, lets dance."Brian said. We all got out and started dancing and having a good time. Of course we all were dancing seperately but it was still kewl. After the song ended the DJ announce us and the crowd cheered. After a discussion with the guys they played 'Everybody' and they guys started doing the dance from the video. After the song ended we went back to the table and I decided to go to the bathroom. I went and while I was pissing, I heard the door open. I turned and saw Howie. "You havin' fun?" he asked. "Yeah, I needed this after making the movie." "So how do you do relationships when your so busy?" he asked. "Well, I don't no one can really understand the whole time thing so they never work. Besides the type I am into isn't really good for my career." "Oh? And what type is that?" It was now or never. "Guys. I like guys and I can't stay in a relationship because I don't have much time and can't be seen with them." I said waiting for his reaction. "I know. Its a bitch isn't it?" "Wait, you mean your gay?" I asked. "Yeah and right now, I wouldn't mind being gay with you. Gawd that sounded totally cornball." "Yeah, but its cute and I was thinking the same thing." "Well, in that case, what do you want to do?" he asked. "We can go back to my room, but what about Kev and Brian?" "They know and they have their limo." So we walked out of the bathroom and told them where we were going. Kev smiled and said he had fun and Brian too, but Brian looked a little down. We left and go into the limo, we got into the bar and drank and kept up a steady conversation back to the hotel. We got there and went through the same way we left. I opened the door to my room and held it for Howie. I walked in and before i could hit the light he pulled me to the bed and was on top of me. I felt his tongue enter my mouth and I about came right then. We liplocked for at least five minutes before we pulled away from each other. I was laying on the bed and Howie was sitting with his ass on my crotch. "I have been wanting to do this ever since I saw you in concert." I told him. "Well, I have since I saw you step out of the shower on TV." he replied. Whoa! With that I took off his shirt and stared at the chest that drove everyone nuts in 'Quit Playing Games With my Heart'. He took my hands and I roamed all over his chest going slowly downward. I moved to the waistband of his pants and unbuckled them, then slipped my hands past his briefs to find his throbbing hard dick. It was huge, it was at least 9 inches long and dripping precum. I stroked it making him moan. I tossed him off me and tore his pants down to his feet. Then I moved up and started kissing him again. Then moving slowly down his chest, caressing and licking his erect nipples. I trailed down til I reached the patch of pubic hair and looked up at him. He was smiling and put his hands on my head urging me down more. I went lower and grabbed his cock with me hand and teasingly licked at the precum. I ran my tongue up and down a couple times and then went to his balls. Then were beautiful and big. I took them in my mouth making him groan loudly. I went back to his cock and started to slowly work my way up and down teasing with my tongue. Howie took my head and forced his cock all the way in my mouth and started thrusting with his hips. I engulfed his cock til my nose was in his pubes and he started thrusting faster and moaning louder. I felt his cock tensing and then he blew load after load of hot cum down my throat. I pulled back some to keep from choking and sucked down the rest. After I had drained him, he pulled me off and started to take off my clothes. Laying there naked with my 7 inches standing straight in the air, he just looked at me. "Has anyone ever told you how beautiful you are?" "Yes, but no one as beautiful as you." He smiled and took my cock in his hand and jerked on it while nibbling on my nipples. I was moaning and thrusting into his hand. He brought his head down and slowly took me into his mouth. He started bobbing up and down my shaft and playing with my balls. Within a minute, my dick was throbbing and I knew I was going to shoot. I started thrusting harder and he looked up at me and winked right when I blew. Load after load of hot cum down his throat. He drank it all and tried for more. Not til my dick softened did he release it. He came up and laid next to me. I turned and he took me into his arms and started kissing me like I have never been kissed before. I felt his cock hardening as well as my own and knew we were in for a long night. To Be Continued??