Date: Sun, 11 May 2003 05:12:08 +0000
From: N D <pytn18@hotmail.com>
Subject: nick and ashley/all i need is you 18

DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't
know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my
fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in
no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these
bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then
please leave.

The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley
Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981.

FIRST THINGS FIRST: I'm glad that people are responding to the story well
again. I'm having a blast bringing it back. My college career is over (well
undergraduate at least) so I have a lot more time to write. It feels like
old times again. Email me and tell me how I'm doing. Special thanks to all
the people that are emailing me telling me that I'm doing a great job and
to keep going with it. There was some small confusion about the time period
of this story. The next generation was 16 years after Randy's funeral, Past
Beginnings was before Ashley was even born and now these new chapters are
present time again (picking up right where the other ones left off). I can
see where that would get confusing though.

WEBSITES THAT HOST MY STORIES
http://jcv.5u.com/all/worldofslash/
http://www.armands-place.d2gwebsite.com

Pytn18@hotmail.com for suggestions and comments.

Check out my other stories:
-Rival Hearts (this directory- winner of 9 BBSA awards!)
-Finding Support In Each Other (Young friends directory)
-Timmy's Love (High school directory)

Welcome back to the Nick and Ashley saga...nominated for 22 BBSA awards!!!

RIP JustinCase RIP

All I Need Is You-Chapter Eighteen

"Cindy, you better not be playing around with me because now you're
involving my family." Dan said angrily

Dan and Brian were outside in a mall parking lot trying to make sense of the
news that was just given to them.

"I'm not joking Dan, I'm pregnant and I think that Adam is the father."
Cindy said

Dan became very angry.

"Even if this is true, what the hell are you doing near my brother?!" Dan
said practically screaming now.

Brian put his hand on his shoulder to calm him down.

"I was missing you and after you wouldn't answer my phone calls I wanted to
get back at you so I seduced Adam." Cindy said with her head down, her blond
hair falling over her eyes.

"You seduced my 19 year old brother...I didn't think you could do anything
else to fuck with my life but apparently you found a way." Dan said

"I didn't mean for me to get pregnant, it just kind of happened." Cindy said

"Have you slept with anyone else recently?" Brian asked trying to interject
some reason.

"A few guys." Cindy responded.

Dan just shook his head and looked down. He looked back up with hate in his
eyes.

"Then I want a DNA test." Dan said as his phone began to ring.

He grabbed his cell phone out of his wallet and handed it to Brian.

"Can you answer this for me while I figure this shit out?" Dan asked with a
sigh.

"Yeah sure" Brian said as he took the phone and walked a few steps out in
the distance.

The called ID read "Ashley Cell". Brian hit the send button and put it to
his ear.

"Look Cindy, you flew all the way to Orlando just to tell me this?" Dan
asked

"Well actually, Adam is down here trying to get his singing career started
and I came down here to help." Cindy said.

Dan couldn't believe what he was hearing. Luckily, Brian came running over.

"Dan, we gotta go." Brian said.

"I have to go find Adam first." Dan said semi-ignoring him.

"Trevor's in the hospital." Brian said.


JC parked his jeep in the driveway that was on the other side of town of the
last driveway he was just in. He shut off the car and just sat in the seat.
He shook his head and sighed heavily. Josh had just tossed him out and ended
their relationship. It was too much to handle and JC eventually broke down.
He sobbed heavily in the driver seat of his jeep. He couldn't take life
anymore. He kept screwing up and he couldn't help it.

"Jayce, is that you?" A voice said as it came out of the house.

JC quickly wiped his eyes pretending that nothing was wrong.

"Jayce, what's the matter?" Justin asked as he came closer to the car, a
bowl of cereal in his hand as he walked.

"Nothing, I was just..." JC started trying to avoid anything, still wiping
his eyes.

"Yeah right, come here." Justin said as he walked up to the car and pulled
him into a hug.

JC just crumbled in Justin's arms and cried. It felt weird and wrong, but it
felt good.

"What's the matter Jayce?" Justin asked as he just held his friend.

"Josh dumped me." JC said muffled into Justin's shoulder as he clinged to
him.

A sly smile came to Justin's face. He hated to see a good relationship end
but no one had ever turned him down in life before and he wasn't going to
let his best friend be the first. JC was more to him than that though. He
really liked him. He always has. He's finally gotten past the denial phase
and was ready to accept it. He couldn't let JC be with Josh, it just
wouldn't be right.

"Come on bud, why don't you come inside and we can talk about it" Justin
said as he helped JC out of his car and into the house.

JC knew this was all wrong. He knew Justin would come onto him again and he
knew he wouldn't have the strength or courage to stop him. It was all wrong.
He should be with Josh, but that's over now. JC had nowhere else to go in
life.


Nick and Ashley walked into the hospital with Donna in tow carrying Johnny.
Ashley had finally gotten over his fear of hospitals after what happened to
him in Chicago. He had to come here more often then he liked but he finally
kicked the habit of freezing in his tracks when he entered. He still didn't
feel comfortable though.

Nick walked up to the desk and found the information. He walked back over to
Ashley who was now watching as Donna held Johnny.

"Ash, he's in room 314. Do you want me to come with you?" Nick asked.

"No it's ok Nicky. You stay here with Donna and Johnny. I'll be ok." Ashley
said.

"Are you sure?" Nick asked

Ashley just gave him a kiss on the cheek. They were starting to get to the
point where they didn't care who saw them anymore. There were more important
things in life.

Ashley stepped into the elevator and watched as the doors closed. Ashley
smiled a bit as he remembered the last time he was in an elevator, which was
during the dream. The doors opened and he found the room he was looking for.
He didn't see anyone else around so he must have been the first one there.

He opened the door and it was like deja vu. He saw Trevor in a hospital bed,
asleep with a bandage around his head and one around his arm. Ashley
wondered if that's what he looked like when he was knocked out from the
falling light. That was a day he'd like to forget quickly, although he saved
Nick's life that day.

Ashley shook off the thoughts and went closer to Trevor's bed. There was a
doctor writing something in a chart, who turned around to look at Ashley.

"Doctor, what happened?" Ashley asked as he still looked at Trevor, whose
monitor was beeping steadily.

"Car accident" He said as he shook his head.

Ashley looked up at him.

"Is he gonna be ok?" Ashley asked.

"Well, he's got a severe concussion and a deeply bruised shoulder. He had
some internal bleeding when he first came in, not too much thank God. He's
stable now but is still in critical condition. He hasn't woken up since we
brought him in. The next 24 hours are extremely important." The doctor said
as he walked out.

Ashley sat down next to Trevor. He didn't know what to do. One of his
friends was unconscious in a hospital bed. He felt helpless. He remembered
Nick. He remembered how he was strong and stayed next to his bed when he was
hurt. He had to be strong for his friend. It was the only way he would pull
through. He didn't have the answers to the questions right now about how it
happened but he would eventually. There was only one thing he thought he
could do right now that would help.

He lightly placed his hand on Trevor's head and closed his eyes. Ashley
began to pray.


AJ walked up to the O-town house and rang the doorbell. He wasn't going to
just give up on Jacob. He wanted to patch things up even though they have
been very rocky lately. There was just something about him that was
different. It seemed familiar but AJ couldn't put his finger on it.

No answer. AJ rang again. Still no answer.

He tried the doorknob and to his surprise it was open. He walked in slowly
and yelled out to see if anyone was home but no one was. He saw a note on
the table.

'If anyone comes home, I'll be right back. Went to the store.
     -Jacob'

'I'll just wait until he gets back.' AJ thought to himself.

AJ sat down on Jacob's bed in his room and turned on the TV. He leaned back
on the pillow and felt something hard behind his head.

'What the hell was that?' AJ thought to himself.

He reached inside the pillowcase and pulled out Jacob's pipe. AJ knew it.
Jacob was doing the same thing AJ did when he started drinking. He was
pushing everyone else away. He held the pipe in his hand and just shook his
head.

"What are you doing in here?" Jacob said out loud.

"What is this Jake?" AJ turned around with the pipe in his hand.

"Give me that, what are you doing snooping in my room?!" Jacob said getting
angry and snatching the pipe from him.

"I wasn't snooping, I found it when I went to lie down." AJ said.

"Look I was doing this way before I even met you." Jacob said.

"Jake, this isn't like you." AJ said.

"No, all of this isn't like me." Jacob said holding out his arms talking
about the house. "How do you know what is me and isn't me?" Jacob asked

"I used to think I knew" AJ said.

"Well maybe you didn't" Jacob said.

"Jake, I've been there. Let me help you." AJ said

"Help me what?! There's nothing wrong with me. Just leave me alone." Jacob
yelled out.

Just then the door opened and Erik ran in.

"Hey whatever you two are arguing about, drop it. Trevor's in the hospital,
we gotta go now." Erik said.

Jacob grabbed his jacket and got in his car and sped off. Erik gave AJ a
lift as they all headed in the same direction to the hospital.


Lance ran into the hospital and right up to the desk throwing out questions
and angry remarks all over the place. He was completely flustered after he
found out what happened to Trevor.

Ashley came running up to him and tried to calm him down. By now all of the
O-town guys had been there and visited him. It was just a matter of waiting
now. They each took their turn spending time with him and Dan had just come
out so Ashley figured now would be a good time for Lance to go in.

"This is all my fault Ashley." Lance said with tears in his eyes.

"Lance, he had an accident. Don't think like that." Ashley said

"He just wanted to go see a movie." Lance said again sobbing.

"Hey, hey." Ashley said as he lifted Lance's eyes to look at his. "No matter
what happened before this, it was an accident. Those tears aren't gonna
bring him back. You have to be strong for him. Now go in there and spend
time with him." Ashley said leading him up to the door and opening it for
him.

Lance nodded, walked in and saw Trevor attached to about three machines. He
put his hand over his mouth and gasped. He was about to turn and run away
but he remembered what Ashley said. He had to be strong.

He sat down next to Trevor. He put his hand on his, which had an intravenous
attached to it. He slowly stroked his hand and tried to talk to him.

"Trev, I'm so sorry" Lance started out with what was almost a whisper then
he cleared his throat and wiped his eyes. "Trevor I need you to wake up.
Please baby wake up."

Lance just put his head down and cried as Trevor remained asleep.


Dan was in the cafeteria with his head down on one of the tables. He had
gone down there just for a snack but he really just wanted to get away from
it all. Someone sat down next to him but he barely even noticed. This day
was way too rough to even care about the outside world. He only jumped when
the person ran their hands through his hair.

He looked up and saw Devon with a smile on his face.

"Now there's a site for sore eyes." Dan said as he hugged his fiancee.

"Rough day baby?" Devon asked as he held him.

"You have no idea. We have to talk." Dan said as he pulled out of the hug.

Just then, Ashley came running into the cafeteria.

"Guys, Trevor's awake. Come quick." Ashley yelled out as all three men ran
down the white hallway toward his room.

They all slowed their pace when they walked in as to not startle him.

"Hey Trev, how you feeling?" Ashley said as he, Lance, Dan and Devon all
looked excitedly toward his bed.

"I'm ok, just a real bad headache. I just have one question?" Trevor said.

"Sure, go ahead." Lance said.

"Who are all of you?"

TO BE CONTINUED...

<<<< Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. Email me and tell me
how I'm doing. Thanks to everyone who came to the BBSA awards ceremony. >>>>

---ND---