Date: Thu, 22 May 2003 02:04:04 +0000 From: N D Subject: nick and ashley/all i need is you 21 DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then please leave. The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981. FIRST THINGS FIRST: Hey everyone. Well I gotta be honest with you I haven't had this much feedback about this story since the day I started it. Here's a funny story. Go back and check the bottom of the first chapter. I ask all of you if I should continue. We are now 64 chapters later. Simply amazing. 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Check out my other stories: -Rival Hearts (this directory- winner of 9 BBSA awards!) -Timmy's Love (High school directory) -Finding Support In Each Other (Young friends directory) Welcome back to the Nick and Ashley saga... RIP JustinCase RIP All I Need Is You-Chapter Twenty-One Trevor and Ashley pulled into Lance's driveway. There was two cars for some reason though and neither could recognize the other one. They both just shrugged it off and Trevor got out. "Thanks a lot Ash. Wait here for like 10 minutes in case he has company or something and doesn't wanna talk about it. If I'm not back out in 10 just head home." Trevor said as Ashley nodded. Trevor closed the door and head towards the front door. He knocked but no answer and then repeated the process still with no answer. He looked to the right of the door and saw the keyless entry. Lance had given him this in case of an emergency and Trevor fished through his wallet for it. He found the small piece of paper and entered the number as the door clicked open. 'Score' Trevor thought to himself as he decided he wanted to surprise Lance if he was sleeping. He walked around the dark house towards the stairs and noticed that the upstairs bedroom light was on. 'He must be reading or something' Trevor thought to himself as he made his way up the stairs. Trevor couldn't wait to surprise him. Lance had been through a lot these past few days. Trevor doesn't remember much about what happened after the accident, just that he woke up in the hospital with Lance next to him. Trevor winced as he remembered what he put his boyfriend through with his amnesia. It was as if he could see himself doing it but he couldn't stop himself. Trevor just shook his head and got more excited to go back to his boyfriend. As he got to Lance's bedroom however he heard some noises. He heard Lance's voice. 'Maybe he's on the phone.' Trevor thought to himself as he went closer to the door. He heard another man's voice. He couldn't make out what they were saying though so he inched up to the crack that the door was opened and peeked in. The next thing he saw was sickening. Lance and Joey were sitting on his bed facing each other talking and then Joey leaned in and kissed him. Trevor's jaw dropped and he almost fell over. He fought the urge to break the door off the hinge. He just turned back around and walked down the stairs. He went out the door and closed it so he wouldn't hear him. He wasn't in the mood for a scene. Luckily, Ashley was still there. He got back into the car and looked straight ahead. "Hey, I was just about to leave." Ashley said as he shifted the car in reverse. "Just drive please." Trevor said lifelessly. Nick was lying down on the couch with his feet stretched out all the way across. His chest rose up and down as he breathed smoothly during his nap that he was enjoying. Another person in the room was also enjoying a nap. That was Nick's son Johnny who was laying on top of Nick's chest as it melodically rose with every breath that the two of them took. Ashley came home from the studio and was about to yell out to see where everyone was and saw the two men in his life sleeping. He just stared on in admiration. It truly was a beautiful thing. Such beauty really had no words. He picked up Johnny softly as to not wake either boys and carried him to his room and onto his bed. It was time for his nap anyway. He came back into the living room where Nick was still sleeping and sat down next to him lightly. Nick flustered just a bit but returned to his peaceful state. Ashley began to play with his hair, which Nick was letting grow a bit longer again. He ran his hands through it, cherishing one of the few times it didn't have gel in it. Nick stirred a little and then opened his eyes when Ashley kissed him lightly on the cheek. "Where did Johnny go?" Nick asked. "He's fine I put him in his bed." Ashley said with a smile. "Ok good." Nick said as he grabbed the back of Ashley's head and pulled him into a passionate kiss. Ashley was enjoying it a lot but he had to talk to Nick about something first and pulled out after a minute. "Damn, haha chill out cowboy. I wanted to ask you something first." Ashley said wiping his lips. "Sorry, couldn't resist." Nick said with a smile. Ashley was a bit flustered. "Was it that good?" Nick asked with a laugh. "Don't flatter yourself." Ashley said as he slapped him in the arm. "What's up?" Nick asked. "I wanted to talk about the bachelor parties for Dan and Devon." Ashley said. "I told you, I'll handle Devon's and you take care of Danny's." Nick said. "Are you sure? I figured we could do it together." Ashley said. "Can't babe. I've got a surprise that I can't even tell you about." Nick said. Ashley got excited and pounced on top of his husband. "A surprise? What is it? What is it?" Ashley asked Nick laughed. "If I told you it wouldn't be a surprise." Ashley put on a pouting face and turned around in a huff, crossing his arms. Nick was amused by his husband's antics, becoming very playful. He inched towards Ashley's neck and whispered. "Well, I was going to kiss you again but I guess not." Nick said as he licked Ashley's ear and got up and headed for the kitchen. Ashley had a shudder go down his spine and shook it off and ran towards the kitchen. He was greeted surprisingly by Nick's lips as he ran in and the two engaged in a passionate kiss again. Ashley melted in Nick's arms as he held him. Both men pulled up for air. "Come on let's go upstairs." Nick said as they both ran up the stairs as quietly as they could trying not to wake Johnny. Angela and Mark Miller, parents of the pop star Dan Miller sat in their Ohio home waiting for their two oldest sons to show up. They had called and said they were flying up to Twinsburg, their hometown for the weekend. Their three younger siblings would be home also so it would be quite the family get-together. Mark, the father sat in his reclining chair in the living room reading the paper while Angela was doing some last minute preparing in the kitchen. The doorbell rang and they both got excited and headed for the door. They opened it and saw Dan and Adam on the other side. Excitedly they pulled in their two eldest children into the house. Warm greetings and hugs were had as both parents had not seen their sons in a long time, with Dan moving out to Orlando when he joined O-town and Adam looking to start his own music career. "There's my boys." Mark said as he wrapped his arms around his sons' shoulders and dragged them into the living room, as their mother went towards the kitchen and finished setting the table. "Hey Dad." Dan said as he returned the hug. "Where's my future son?" Mark asked. "I was just about to ask where Devon was too." Angela said as she walked out of the kitchen. "He had to finish up some stuff for his new movie and then go to some premieres." Dan said. "Your fiancée the movie star." Angela said. Everyone had a good laugh. The family sat down at the kitchen table, including all of the younger siblings. Grace was said and everyone dug in. The meal consisted of salad, pasta, ham and a pot roast, along with rice and potatoes. "Everything is great Mom." Adam said. "Thank you dear." Angela responded. Everyone finished their meal and grabbed a bowl of ice cream and headed for the living room to sit down and relax. The kids went into the basement to watch TV and play video games leaving just Adam and Dan and their parents. Dan needed to figure out a way to tell his parents about Cindy. "Hey Mom." Dan said. "Yes honey." She responded "Where did that picture of me and Cindy go from prom night?" Dan asked. "Well, I took it down. I figure it wasn't appropriate since you're getting married in a week and a half." Angela said. "Mom, there's something I have to tell you about Cindy." Dan said as he sat down next to his mother. "What is it dear?" His mom asked. Dan hesitated for a minute then looked back up to his mother's worried face. This was going to break his heart but he had to do it. "You're gonna be a grandmother." Dan said His mother looked confused for a second then seemed to get some understanding. "Wait, is that why Devon's not here? Oh my, I feel so bad for him. How could you do this to him?" Angela said as she went on and on and Dan had to stop her, she wasn't getting it. "Mom, not me." Dan said interrupting her. His mom just stopped in her tracks and looked at her son. Everyone just stopped and shifted their eyes across the room to their other soon sitting in the corner with his head down. The Carter house was filled with presents. The floors were lined with boxes with fancy wrapping around it. Another thing that filled the house was people. It was a celebration, which was to be shared by all loved ones of those celebrating. One final thing that was on the floor in this house was a very happy child, who just turned 2 years old. A child that has been through more in his two years than most will in a lifetime, but he won't have to deal with those feelings until later in life. He was still young but his parents know that they will be there for their son. This was time to look forward though, not back. Johnny tore the wrapping off his presents with the help of his father Nick as everyone watched on with a smile. Every time he opened a present his eyes would open up real wide and a smile would dawn his face. Ashley watched on from the kitchen as his boy got excited about his new toys. Watching Johnny made him think of Randy. This was his brother's son first but after Randy's death Ashley vowed to do his best to give Johnny the best life he could. He felt that he was doing a good job, doing justice to his long lost brother. Thinking of Randy put a damper on his heart but he and Nick were going to look at another child soon, which brought the smile back. The doorbell pulled him out of his trance. He walked up to the door and opened it to see his band mate Trevor. Ashley felt sorry for him. Trevor had told him what he saw in Lance's house and his heart really went out to him. "Hey what's up Trev, how you doing" Ashley asked his friend "I'm ok" Trevor lied but Ashley knew it since he saw the tear stains on his face. "Come on in, we're about to have cake." Ashley said. "Sorry Ash, I'm gonna run. I just wanted to drop this off for Johnny." Trevor said as he handed him a box. "Why don't you come in Trev? It wouldn't be a party without you." Ashley said trying to encourage his friend. "Thanks Ash. I'm ok though. I gotta take care of something." Trevor said. "You sure?" Ashley asked. "Yeah. I'll see you later Ash." Trevor said with a half-hearted smile as he walked back to his car. Ashley closed the door and sighed. He's been in that position in a relationship. It wasn't pretty. He shook it off and headed for the kitchen to put some candles on the cake. Lance sat in his office, the same chair that he was in when he found out that Trevor had been in an accident. He sat diligently at his desk working on some paperwork for Nsync. He put his pen down and ran his hands through his hair. He needed a break. He got up and walked around the room, stretching. He looked over and saw the infamous couch that he always found himself on. He sighed as he remembered sitting on that couch talking to his boyfriend a thousand times. He couldn't get Trevor out of his head, ever since Joey came over that night. <<>> Lance sat quietly on his bed crying, trying to be strong for his boyfriend who was going through a case of amnesia. The doorbell rang and he got excited and headed for the door, hoping it was Trevor. He wiped his eyes and opened it, the smile fading as he saw his band mate Joey Fatone on the other side. "Hey Joe." Lance said. "What's wrong Scoop?" Joey said as he saw his face. "Nothing, nothing." Lance said as he tried to hide his face. "Yeah right, come on talk to me." Joey said as he came in. <<>> Lance sighed as he remembered the way Joey had come in and had tried to comfort him and eventually came onto him. Lance was surprised but was feeling so down that he couldn't really stop himself. Joey kissed him that night and Lance let him. Lance felt bad but after what Trevor had said to him in his room, he felt so hurt that it was such a sticky situation right now. Lance just sighed as the situation became even more confusing, knowing he let it happen. All of a sudden he heard a noise from behind him. He quickly spun around on his heels looking out into the dark room to see who was there. Joey had said he'd stop by later to keep him company in here, so he figured it was him. "Joey, is that you?" A figure came out through the darkness. It wasn't Joey...It was Trevor. "Oh hey, Trev. You feeling better?" Lance said nervously. Trevor just kept walking towards him. Lance backed up a bit. Trevor continued to remain silent. "Trevor, you ok?" Lance asked again but Trevor just kept walking towards him. Trevor kept walking and Lance kept backing up until Lance's back was against the wall. Trevor slowly walked up to Lance and put his face right next to Lance's. He put his eyes right into Lance's green globes. "I'm not Joey." Trevor said eerily and in a whispery tone. After that Trevor balled his right fist and slammed it into the wall just inches next to Lance's face, leaving an imprint in the sheet rock. Trevor turned around and started for the door. Lance began to tremble and slid down towards the floor and put his head in his lap, beginning to sob. Trevor made his way to the door and it opened before he could reach for it. It was Joey. "Hey, what are you doing here?" Joey questioned. "Just get out of my way." Trevor said in anger. Joey looked over and saw Lance in a ball in the corner. "Hey, what did you do to him?" Joey asked angrily Trevor just tried to walk past him but Joey pushed him back in front of him and tried to take a swing at him. Trevor dodged the punch and came back with one of his own as hard as he could into Joey's stomach. Joey fell to the ground in pain. Trevor looked around at the damage he'd done. It's not what he came here to do but it would get the message across. He left and headed for his car. TO BE CONTINUED... <<<< Tell me what you think. Pytn18@hotmail.com for comments and suggestions. Lots of drama I know but it's good in the long run. Keeps the story going. >>>> ---ND---