Date: Wed, 27 Sep 2000 18:33:37 EDT
From: Derik Blake <derikab@hotmail.com>
Subject: *Nsync with my Premonitions--Part 4

September 20, 2000
Derikab@htomail.com
*Nsync with my Premonitions-Part 4

This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true
sexuality of the celebrities mentioned.  If you are under 18 years of age,
please leave now.


I woke up about 8:30 the next morning feeling completely rested.  Lying
there, I looked to my left and saw that JC was still asleep.  I carefully
got out of the bed and went to the bathroom to relieve myself.  When I was
done, I put my clothes on and walked to the great room.  No one was up yet
so, I grabbed the newspaper from the hall and made myself comfortable.

I had gotten about three pages into the paper, when Lance came out and
joined me.  By the way he was walking, you could tell he was still half
asleep.

"Would you like me to order some coffee?" I asked him.

"Yeah.  That sounds great," he replied in his deeper morning voice.

I picked up the phone and called room service for some coffee.  They said it
would be right up, and replaced the receiver.  I put the paper down and
started talking to Lance to help him wake up.  We talked for a while when I
remembered the conversation the guys and I had yesterday.  When I was
through, Lance seemed depressed.  I decided to ask him about it.

"Yesterday," I started, "when I asked you if you were OK, you said that you
had something in your eye.  I know you weren't telling the truth.  What was
wrong?"

Lance looked at me and sort of smiled and gave a really long exhale before
answering me.

"About 4 years ago, I really started having strong feelings for JC.  He was
the first guy I fell in love with.  Then one day, everyone went home to
their families because we weren't doing anything for a week.  Before
leaving, JC asked me if I would like to hang out a bit and stay at his house
for the evening.  So I went home with him and we played some basketball,
watched some TV.  Y'know, just hung out.

When it came time for us to go to bed, I told him that I was going to stay
on the couch.  He told me that I was going to sleep with him.  He had plenty
of room in his bed and we were going to share it.

After we got settled, JC moved over close to me and laid his hand on the bed
between us, touching my back.  I thought he was asleep, so I let it go.  A
minute later, he started moving his fingers and rubbing me.  His hand
eventually rubbed the entire length of my back and had found its way to my
chest.  I rolled over to look at JC and he just kissed me.  Well, after that
night, he and I started caring more about each other.  We just couldn't let
the others find out.  We didn't know how they would react.  So we kept it a
secret for about six months, until we figured it wouldn't work.  But we have
stayed very close since."

"So, you still have feelings for him?"

"Not in the romantic way, but I do love him."

"Then why were you tearing?" I asked.

"In the six months we were together, he never told me that he loved me.  He
told you the first night.  And I guess he finally found someone who he cares
for."

"He didn't tell you once?"

Lance just shook his head from side to side.  After remembering for a
moment, he smiled at me and nodded his head.

There was a knock at the door.

"That's the coffee," I told Lance

"Would you mind?" he asked.  "I'm not very decent." He was still in his tee
shirt and undies.

Once the coffee was inside, the aroma started creeping its way to the other
rooms in the suite.  One by one, the guys started stirring and showed up in
the great room waiting for their turn at the wake-up beverage.

When I returned, I handed Lance a cup and returned to my seat.  JC sat next
to me in nothing but his boxers.  Justin sat on the other side of me in his
boxers and shirt.  The other two took the chairs.  Chris had on a plain
white tee shirt and Joey had on his Superman tee.  They ere both wearing
sweat pants.  The room was silent for a few moments while everyone did their
best to wake up.  Once everyone was coherent enough, JC started talking
about our plans for the evening.

Everyone agreed and said that they had to get it approved through Tom.  JC
just sighed and started going off on how Tom was running their life.  He
just can't stand to be told what he will and won't do.  He is still
adjusting to the life on the road, listening to people telling him what he
can and can't do.  It drives him man, but he is getting better.

JC picked up the phone and pushed four buttons on the keypad and started
talking to Tom.  He asked if he would come upstairs so that they could
speak.  When Tom arrived, JC answered the door and walked into the bedroom.
Tom followed.  Through the door, we could hear the two of them yelling at
each other.  JC was screaming about how it wasn't fair that he couldn't do
what he wanted to do and Tom was screaming about how he was responsible for
the five of them.  The yelling continued for another two minutes before the
door opened and the two of them walked out.

JC came and sat next to me again and Tom continued to the front door and
slammed it as he left.  I just sat there with a guilty feeling knowing I was
the reason for the fight that just happened.  I kept my mouth shut.

"Tom said that it wouldn't be such a good idea that I come with you tonight.
  He thinks that it would be better for me to stay at the hotel and get my
rest and just leave in the morning," he said with an irritated tone.

"That's fine, JC.  I can go home this afternoon and I'll see you tomorrow.
It's not a problem."

"To me it is," he said, standing.  "I want to go with you."

"JC," Justin interrupted, "We can leave at 8:00 if you want.  It's just one
night.  You have the rest of your lives to be together."

"Yeah, and what happens if Monty gets tired of coming to the concerts?"
Chris asked.  "He may need to get away sometime and decide to go home."

"JC, it's gonna be alright.  It's just one night," Joey repeated.

After a minute of thinking, I enforced that same fact and added, "If you
guys leave by 8:00, you should be there before noon.  I want you to come
too, but you have the concert and this will give me a little more time to
work things out.  Please, just listen to Tom on this.  He already dislikes
me.  I don't want him to hate me forever."

"Fine!!" JC said, turning for his room.  Still walking, he added, "but I am
not doing this for Tom!!"

I didn't follow him.  I knew he needed to let off some steam.  I sat there
looking for an explanation for JC's actions from the guys.  They all agreed
that this was just the way he did things.  It went back to the whole,
"Nobody is going to tell me how to run my life" speech he told us about
earlier.

After finishing coffee with the guys, I walked in the room and JC was
stepping out of the shower.  I looked at him with a little disappointment in
my eyes.  JC just hugged me and apologized.  He didn't mean to carry on the
way he did, but it just burned him up that Tom said no.  I told him that I
understood and went to get my own shower.

Later on that afternoon, I told JC that I had to go back to the hotel and
pack so that I could leave.  He told me again that he wished he could go and
hugged me goodbye.  I told him that I would see him tomorrow.  He kissed me
and I left the auditorium.  I asked the driver to take me back to the hotel.
  He did.

When I finished looking over the room, I left.  I thought that if I forgot
something, JC would bring it to me.  I went down to the desk and handed my
key to the attendant and asked how I could get my car.  She told me to give
the valet stub to the one of the gentlemen outside and they would take care
of it. Ten minutes later, I was on the interstate going home.  Smiling,
because I was finally in love.

About 30 minutes past the Georgia/Tennessee line, I got tired of the radio
and hit the tape that was in the player.  It popped in and instead of music,
a man started talking.  It was JC.

"Monty, you know how disappointed I am that I couldn't be going with you
today, but like you said, we will be there by noon tomorrow.  I am glad that
you came to the club that night.  I felt as if I was going into a
depression.  I don't know why.  Everything was going fine in my life.  I
guess it was just loneliness.  The only way for me to fight my depression
attacks is to dance it off, that's what I was doing that night.  Then you
came along and pulled me out of it.  In the bar, you asked me how I knew
your name.  I had a dream that I would meet you and that you would introduce
yourself as Montgomery.  Kinda freaky, huh?

Well...., I have dubbed two songs on here for you.  I always like to express
my emotions with music, obviously, so these two songs come from my heart and
I mean every word that is sung.....  I'll let you get on with your trip and
let you hear what I want you to know.  I love you....  Oh, by the way, you
really got to the guys when all of y'all were in the rec. room talking about
how we met.  I just laid there on your lap and listened.  I wasn't asleep.
I heard every word you said.  And by the way, I fell in love with you in my
dreams.  I'm just glad it became a reality.  Now, make sure you listen to
the words because they are coming from my heart.  I'll see you tomorrow."

After JC stopped talking, the first of the two songs started playing.  It
was "That's When I'll Stop Lovin' You".  I did as he said and listened to
the words.  I couldn't help but tear up at the emotions that he put behind
the meaning.  Then his voice came over the system.  I just smiled thinking
that he was right there singing it to me.  It is a beautiful song and he
wanted me to know that I would, indeed, "have all his love".

The second song came on immediately after.  It was the same song he sang me
to sleep with the night before.  "This I Promise You."  Once again, I listen
carefully to the words that were coming over the system.  Instead of crying,
which is what I wanted to do out of joy, I just smiled.  When the tape was
over, I rewound it and listened to it again.  I repeated the process
numerous times before arriving home.

Once there, Tony met me in the driveway to help me with my things.  I
grabbed the tape and slipped it in my pocket and Tony walked with me through
the door

"Your home a day early," he noticed.  "What's up?"

"Nothin'. Actually, I met someone and I want to tell you all about it, but
first I have to use the bathroom.  Where's Mitchell?" I asked.

"He's upstairs on the computer."

"Well, get him down here.  You won't believe what I am going to tell you
guys."

I walked to the bathroom as Tony went after Mitchell.  When we all met back
in the kitchen, I went to the fridge and found me something to eat.  Tony
and Mitchell were just looking at me, waiting.  I told them about almost
everything.  I told them about my premonition of meeting 'Josh' and how we
met and so on.  I never let them know who he was exactly.  I told them that
he took me to the *Nsync concert and they went berserk.  They both love
*Nsync.  Tony likes Justin, but Mitchell loves JC.  I wanted to tell them so
bad who he was, but held back.  I couldn't wait to see their faces when they
would meet the guys tomorrow.

I told them to come in the living room and, since he ever mentioned who he
was, I played the tape.  Neither one recognized JC's voice.  I was happy
they didn't.  It would only make the surprise better.  They listened and
when it was done, they each voiced their concerns.

"He sounds like he's possessive.  He told you he loved you on the first
night?" Tony asked.

"Yeah," I answered.

"That's scary," Mitchell added.  "If Tony told me he loved me on the first
night, I would've probably run the other way."

"Well, you don't know Josh yet.  When you meet him, you'll think
differently.
By the way, were you able to get the tickets for Thursday?"

"No," Mitchell said disappointed.  "They were sold out.  I told you we
should've camped out for those tickets.  They went fast."

"Well, let me make a few calls and see if I can't find you some.  I do have
a few connections.  They really put on an excellent show."

"Bitch," they both called in unison.

"Well, I'm gonna unpack.  I have a lot to do.  I'll talk to you later."

As I was walking up the stairs, Tony asked me one last question.

"Have you two had sex yet?"

"No," I answered.  "We made love."  I continued up the stairs and went to my
room.

At about 11:45 the phone rang.  I thought it was for one of them so I didn't
bother picking up the receiver.  Mitchell knocked at my door and told me it
was Josh.  I picked up the phone and waited for Mitchell to hang it up.
When he did, I said hello.

"Hey, baby.  Just wanted to call and tell you goodnight."

"Hey, JC.  How'd the concert go?

"It was fine."  After a slight pause, he continued, "I wish I was sleeping
with you tonight."

"I know," I agreed, "I can't seem to sleep well tonight.  I guess it's
because you're not beside me."

"Just wait until tomorrow night.  I'll be with you then."

"Just thought I might warn you.  I have two roommates.  Tony and Mitchell.
They are lovers.  I have known them forever and they share the house with
me.  And I haven't told them who you are.  They just know that I met a guy
named Josh."

"You gonna surprise them?  That's cool."

"Well, they both love the group, but Tony likes Justin and Mitchell is the
biggest JC fan.  Well, second biggest.  When he sees you tomorrow, he may go
a little or a lot crazy."

JC just laughed.

"Are they trustworthy?" he asked.

"Yeah, why?"

"Well, we don't need the local papers and TV stations outing me before I get
a change to do it myself."

"You don't have to worry about them.  If you ask them not to, they won't.
By the way, can you do something about getting them in the concert?  They
weren't able to get any tickets."

"It shouldn't be a problem.  Will you be coming with them?"

"Yes, but I will just be backstage.  I have already seen the show, so that
gives someone else my seat.  But, yes, I will be there."

"Great.  Well, I'll let you get to sleep."

"OK.  Sleep well.  I love you."

"I love you, too," he said before hanging up.  I just kept the phone to my
ear until I heard the dial tone, and then hung it up.

I laid my head on the pillow and fell fast asleep with *Nsync playing softly
in the background.

The next morning, I woke up about 10:30.  When I went down stairs, Tony and
Mitchell were watching TV and eating brunch.  They were both still in their
pj's and bathrobes.

"Mornin'," I said through a yawn.

"Mornin'," they called back.

After pouring a cup of coffee, I went back to the living room and took a
seat next to Tony.  When the program went to a commercial, I told them that
Josh would be here soon and they needed to get dressed.  They will be ready
they assured me.  I finished my cup and went upstairs to get my shower and
get dressed.  When I came back downstairs, I started cleaning a little to
make the house look more decent.  The phone rang a little later and it was
JC telling me that they were in town.

"Do you want me to come and get you?" I asked.

"No, the driver will bring me.  He needs to know the way so the guys can
come over later if it's OK with you."

"They're not coming with you?"

"No.  They want to get settled first.  Plus they went back to bed."

I just chuckled and gave him the directions on how to get here.  I told him
to leave a note for the guys letting them know they could come if they
wanted.  He said he would and said he would see me soon.  I hung up the
phone with my heart beating just a little faster.  I guess it was the fact
that I was in love and the fact that in a few minutes, Tony and Mitchell
will probably pee on themselves when they find out who Josh is.

About 15 minutes later, I was still cleaning when there was a knock at the
door.  I opened it and JC stood there with his arms outstretched waiting for
a hug.  I wasted no time in accommodating his wishes.  I even added a kiss
to it.  When we let go, I closed the door and told him to have a seat.

"Where are the others?"

"They are upstairs.  Are you ready to meet them?" I asked, smiling.

"It's now or never," he told me.

Before I could call them, Mitchell and Tony were already coming down the
stairs.

"Did you know there's a limo outside?" Tony asked me.

"Yeah," I answered, noticing they went right past JC without seeing him.
They went to the front window and said, "I wonder who's in it."

"Tony, Mitchell, I would like you to meet Josh."

When they both turned around, they acted as if nothing was out of place.
Tony shook his hand and then Mitchell did the same.  While Mitchell had JC's
hand, he realized who he was.

"OH MY GOD!!!!!!!" Mitchell announced.

"Here it comes," I said to JC as I walked passed him.

"Your JC from *Nsync.  Oh my God.  I can't believe I am shaking your hand,"
he said, still shaking it.

"Can I have my hand back?" JC asked laughing.

"Oh, shit," Mitchell said, "I'm sorry."

"Tony, you alright?" I asked.

"Tony!" I said again.

Shaking his head a little, he answered me.  "Huh??"

"This is Josh."

"I know who he is, silly bitch.  I just can't believe he's in our house,"
Tony said.

"Well, I'm here," JC said smiling.

"Sit down, guys," I told them.  JC sat on the couch and Mitchell immediately
sat next to him while Tony sat in the chair next to the couch.

"JC, you want a cup of coffee?" I asked.

"Sounds great," he said.

I walked into the kitchen and poured a cup and brought it back to him.  When
I got to the couch, I told Mitchell to move down.  He didn't want to but he
got up and sat in the other chair so he could still see JC better.  Setting
his coffee down, I leaned over and kissed him.  The guys couldn't believe
that I just kissed JC.  Their mouths just dropped.

We just sat and talked for a couple of hours.  Well, Tony and Mitchell just
asked questions and JC patiently answered each one of them.  JC looked at me
and asked if I had told them how we met.

"I didn't tell them the whole story.  I wanted to leave something for the
surprise."

I started retelling the story, this time I filled in all the gaps that I had
left out earlier.  When I finished, I asked if the others were coming.  JC
told me that they should be here soon.  They were going to call the driver
when they were ready.

"Mitchell, could you look and see if the car is still here?" JC asked.

Without saying a word, he jumped up and went to the door.  He looked back
and said that it had left.

"You mean to tell me that Justin and the others are coming too?" Tony asked.

"Yeah," JC answered.

Tony almost fainted.  The thought of Justin in our house made him
speechless.  This never happens.  Tony always has something to say.  He
couldn't even sit still.  He got up walked for a bit and then came back and
sat down.  He did this a couple of times when the bell rang.

"Wanna get that Tony?" JC asked, smiling.

"Actually, I better do that.  Tony, sit down.  You look nervous," I said.

"I am," Tony admitted.

When I opened the door, the other four members stood there.  I invited them
in and shook their hands as they passed.  Once inside, I introduced them to
Tony and Mitchell.  Tony still couldn't talk.  He was still in shock.  I
offered the guys a seat and asked Tony if he could help me bring in some
chairs from the other room.  When we were alone, I told him that they were
just like anyone else.  He said he knew that, but he still couldn't believe
they were here.  When we brought the chair in, Chris, Justin and Joey took a
seat.  Lance was sitting at the opposite end of the couch next to me.

We sat around a bit longer so the initial shock of the celebrities sitting
in front of them could wear off.  After about another hour, it did.  We all
started talking as if we had known each other for years.  Tony even told the
group stories that embarrassed me in front of JC.

He even started telling about an afternoon we spent at the local ice rink.
I interrupted by saying, "If you tell this story, I am gonna kill you
later."

"Fine bitch, kill me then," Tony replied.  They guys just laughed and I put
my head in my hands and waited for the embarrassment to overtake me.

"Let's see.  It was Mitchell and myself, Monty, a guy he met named Derik,
and it was their first date.  We decided to go ice skating.  Well, we were
having a good time when Mitchell and I decided to get off the ice and just
watch the people.  We noticed that Monty couldn't skate too well.  It was
only his second or third time.  So he and Derik are on the other side of the
rink when they go to kiss.  Instead of kissing, Monty's skates go out from
underneath him and his legs go flying up until he hit Derik in the nuts."
Everyone in the room took a deep breath and grabbed between their legs.

"Derik fell to the ice grabbing his balls and couldn't breathe for about 5
minutes.  Monty was just apologizing like there was no tomorrow.  It didn't
work though.  Derik never came around any of us again."

Everyone started laughing at me.  I just held my head in my hands, smiling,
and couldn't believe that Tony actually told that story.

"Well, I didn't know how to skate," I told them.

After the embarrassment wore off, we continued to talk for another couple of
hours.  Tony and Mitchell kept embarrassing me, which they loved to do.
Chris finally broke our talk by saying he was hungry.

"Why don't we go to my restaurant?  It's Italian," Tony told them.

"It's best if we don't," Justin said.

"Oh, right," Tony agreed, remembering who they were.

"Why don't we have a cookout?" I suggested.

"Hey, sounds great to me," Lance offered.

"Me too," everyone else said.

"Well, I have to run to the store to pick up some things.  Anyone want
anything in particular?"

They gave me a list of things to pick up and JC offered to go with me.  I
told him not to worry about it and have a good time.  He kissed me goodbye
and out the door I went.

When I returned, Tony was on the floor playing his Playstation with Justin.
Mitchell and the other guys were on the deck getting the fire started.  JC
came over and helped me unload the bags and we went to the kitchen and put
things away.

While we were in there, I asked if he thought the guys would mind singing
something for us.  He said they wouldn't, so he went back to the living room
and called them around and asked.

"Hit the note for us, Monty," Justin said.

"Which one?" I asked.

"A capella," he called back.

I hit the note and they started singing.  Tony and Mitchell were mesmerized.
  They still couldn't believe it was actually them.  Tony went upstairs to
grab his camera and started flashing it at the guys.  After they were done
singing, the three of us applauded and thanked them.  Then more pictures
with the guys.  Tony told JC and myself to get together so we could have
one.  We did and he snapped about three before handing the camera to
Mitchell and told him to take a few.

When the fire was just right, Joey and Chris offered to do the cooking.
Lance talked to JC and myself and Tony and Mitchell took turns playing with
Justin on the Playstation.  About 15 minutes later all the patties were
cooked and we were ready to eat.  After lunch, we all just sat around and
relaxed.  Tony turned the TV on and started flipping through the channels
until he got something that everyone could agree on.  I sat on the floor
between JC's legs and just rested.  He just stroked my hair while talking to
the others.

A while later, I finally got up and dragged Tony and Mitchell into the
kitchen so that we could talk and clean.  When we got there, I told them
what JC and the guys asked me and what I was going to do.

"You are going on tour with them?" Tony asked in amazement.

"They asked me and I said 'yes'."

"Lucky Bitch!" they both called me.  I just smiled.

"Does Pat know about them yet?" Mitchell asked.

"No.  And he won't either.  I want to surprise him too.  Cincinnati is two
more stops away.  I'll call him and let him know that I will be stopping in
town and I want to see him.  I'll do about the same as I did to you two."

"Now do you two approve?  Because I can always call it off."
"If you do, you'd be a complete fool," Tony said.

I just laughed.

Before we could finish the kitchen completely, JC asked if we could come
back for a minute.

Joey started.  "The guys have something for you two."

Tony and Mitchell looked at each other, then at me, then back at the guys.
Chris handed a small box to JC, who handed it to Mitchell and Justin handed
another one to Tony.  When they opened their boxes, their eyes grew big.

"It's your own neck packs for the tour.  With these, you can see the concert
and get to go backstage with us," Lance explained.

"These are good at any of the concert locations.  If you decide to travel,
that is," Chris continued to explain.

The guys went crazy.  Not only did they get tickets, they were invited to
spend the day with *Nsync as I had done on Friday.  They couldn't believe
how lucky they felt.  They were so happy; they each gave the guys a hug.
The guys said it was nothing and that they were glad to do so.

For dinner, we just had leftovers from our late lunch.  When it came time
for bed, the guys said they better get back to the hotel.  I told them they
could stay if they wanted.  I explained to them that JC could stay with me.
There is an extra room upstairs with a queen bed where two more could stay
and the couch turns into another queen bed.

The guys agreed and Justin went out to let the driver know of their plans.
Joey said that they better call Tom and let him know.  JC said he would do
it and so he did.  When Tom got on the phone JC told him what they were
doing and Tom didn't approve.  JC said that he was sorry, but the driver was
on his way back, alone.  Tom was furious, but gave in because there was
nothing else he could do.  JC gave him my number and hung up the phone.

Lance and Justin decided to bunk together since the other two have been
rooming together for the past couple of weeks.  They flipped to see who
would get the bed.  Joey and Chris got the bed and the other two got the
couch.  When everyone got settled, JC held me tight with my back at his
chest, before falling asleep together.

To Be Continued..........


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