Date: Sat, 25 May 2002 22:22:15 +0800
From: ryan <yr_ry_@hotmail.com>
Subject: Reformation-28

*Disclaimer*

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on. If you couldn't accept themes of homosexuality and the like, please
don't read on. This is a story concerning gay males having intimate
relationships and is considered FOR ADULTS ONLY due to its sexual theme and
contents. BUT if you really like this stuff, please don't tell others.

Everything in this story is purely FICTIONAL. Or in simpler terms, it's not
true!!! Even if this story involves the Backstreet Boys, NSYNC and other
famous celebrities all that happens in here is fictional... again, it's not
true. If there are instances that it is similar to what happened in the
real world, it doesn't mean that it's really true. I don't know anything
about their sexuality, as far as the I and the world know, they're straight
as an arrow so I dunno if they're gay (but I do have my speculations) or
not but I wrote this out of freedom of speech and my love for these guys
and slash fiction. I don't own or know the Backstreet Boys, NSYNC or other
cited celebrity in the story personally. AGAIN, it's NOT TRUE!!! but don't
we all hope that it's true... hehehehe...

*First Words*

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The Reformation 28

I know that Brian and I solved many things last night. Most but not all. We
still have a long road ahead of us and I know that this is the start. When
I woke up, I felt Brian's hands around me. It was like he didn't wanna let
go. I know that it was a nice gesture and a nice thought as well but I just
can't help myself to feel guilty about all of this. I was just lucky that
Brian still loved me with what I did and for coming in Florida or this Wes
guy would have slept with Brian and I know that it's beyond repair after
that.

My mind was playing what if's again but Alex's voice just echoed in my mind
putting me to a quick stop. "Just be happy with what you have." It's always
what he said. Maybe that's why Alex is just so optimistic and sometimes,
happy-go-lucky in his life.

What do I have? I looked at Brian's sleeping face. He seems like a sleeping
angel. It was just like the first time I saw him. I just can't help myself
not to smile with the face in front of me. Slowly, his eyes opened showing
the world once more how beautiful his blue eyes are. He was just staring at
me and a smile formed in his face. "Good morning." Brian said. His southern
accent was so obvious and I find it really sexy.

"Good morning too." I told him and then gave him a light kiss. "Did you
sleep well?" I asked him as I toyed with his blond curly hair. Not like
Justin's curly hair, it was just a little wavy I guess.

"As a matter of fact, I did." He answered. "It's nice having you here in my
arms again." He tightened his embrace, maybe to emphasize his point. "It
was so lonely when we were apart. Maybe I'm used to have someone I love
beside me when I sleep. It was always restless and what we have right now
is what I really want."

"We're gonna make this happen, right?" I asked him.

"Yeah and no one is gonna stop us to be together forever." He replied. "Do
you want some breakfast?" He asked. My mouth didn't answer but a grumble in
my stomach did. "I guess you are." He laughed. He stood up and then tried
to control his bed hair. He looked at me and offered his hand. I held his
hand and he pulled me up from the bed. Our hands didn't part but just
stayed together with fingers intertwined.

"What's for breakfast?" I asked him.

Brian seemed to think about it for a while but just chuckled. "I have no
idea." He told me. "I just got home yesterday as well, remember?" He said
to me. Silly me. The two of us were walking down the flight of stairs when
I smelled something. It was bacon.

"Bacon?" I asked Brian.

"It must be Wes." Brian told me. Oh yeah, Wes. I totally forgot about
him. Maybe I was hoping that this Wes guy didn't even exist. The two of us
entered the kitchen and Brian was right, Wes was busy cooking
breakfast. "Mornin'." Brian said that made Wes jump a little bit.

Wes spun around and looked at us. He smiled at us and nodded. There were 3
plates on the dining table already. "You did all of this?" I asked him.

"Sorry, I didn't ask for your permission but I wanna do something nice this
morning." He answered.

"Thanks." Brian and I said at the same time. We sat on the chairs beside
each other and we waited for Wes to be done with what he was doing. The
food on the table wasn't that much compared to the ones we usually have
that Kevin orders but I think this was more than enough for the three of
us.

Once Wes was seated on the chair, Brian cleared his throat. "Father in
heaven, thank you for this new day and the food that's on the table. Thank
you for bringing back Martin in my life and thank you for Wes here who has
been a great friend. I hope that you continue blessing all of us. Amen."
Brian said. Once that was done, Brian was piling my plate once more with
different bits of food. "You're gonna eat right when I'm around." He told
me. I glanced at Wes who was looking at the two of us amused.

"Bri, don't you think that this is too much?" I asked looking at the amount
of food on my plate.

"Nonsense. You can finish that." He told me and I know that I was gonna
finish this pile whether I like it or not. I glanced at Wes who was
covering his mouth prolly chuckling at the display he's watching. I think
Brian is truly one in a million.

"So Wes, did you sleep well?" I asked as I started to eat my breakfast.

"It was peaceful. Again, thanks for the hospitality." Wes smiled at Brian
who just nodded in affirmation. I dunno why but it seems that there was an
air of tension among the three of us. Maybe it's the fact that Wes did
admit that he was planning on sleeping with Brian who was oblivious of
that, as what he claimed, and I came along in the picture.

"So what are you up to now?" I asked once more trying to be spark up a
conversation coz it was deathly silent already.

"I'll just continue on designing clothes and work in the cafe. You know,
the same old stuff for me." He laughed. "How about you, Martin?" Wes asked
me.

"Well, I'm just gonna enjoy my time with Brian coz this would be the last
time I'm gonna have the chance to have that." I replied.

Confusion flashed on Brian's face. Uh-oh. "Last time?" He raised his
eyebrow.

"Didn't I tell you that I landed a job in the NSYNC tour?" I said.

"No." He said. "You're gonna work in the NSYNC tour? What about us?"

"Bri, you know I can't turn down that opportunity and I do have to earn
money coz it's not just me anymore, I have Alex now. I hope you
understand." I tried to reason out with Brian. But knowing Brian, he's
gonna be stubborn about this.

"I planned our time together. We were gonna go to the Caribbean and then
we'll go home to Lexington..." He enumerated stuff that he planned but I
placed my finger on his mouth shutting him up.

"I know you planned everything up and as tempting as it may seem, I have to
decline. It's gonna be just a couple of weeks and then I'm all yours. If
you want, you can come with us. Nick's gonna be there and so is Alex." I
suggested trying to stop a growing argument between the two of us.

"Do you think it's okay for them?" Brian asked meekly.

"I think it's okay coz like I said, Nick's gonna be there and they did
allow Alex to join." I answered. Knowing the NSYNC guys, I know they'll
agree. They are a friendly bunch anyway. "So, everything okay with us?"

"Yeah." He said and kissed me. "Now, let's continue breakfast and you still
have a long way mister." Brian pointed at my plate, which seemed to be so
much in my perspective. Oh well, I guess I'll return eating.

"Sorry about that Wes." I apologized to Wes who we seemed to forget
already. He just smiled and waved his hands signifying that it was
nothing. We resumed having small talks and of course, eating. But like I
said, there was an air of tension surrounding us so it wasn't that
comfortable.  Once we're done with breakfast -- I did finish all of my
breakfast -- Brian volunteered to do cleaning duties and as usual, our
words fell unto deaf ears when Wes and I refused to let him do the chore.

"Just go to the den and I'll follow shortly." He said to the two of us. So
we did. Wes and I walked to the den and we sat on the couch -- not close to
each other but prolly the farthest to each other.

"So." I started. He looked at me. I looked at him. Our eyes locked but not
like the way Brian and I looked at each other. It was more of recognition
of his presence there. A sorta reality check that this guy is really in
front of me at Brian's house.

"So." He said repeating what I said. I guess it's not that me that's
feeling a little awkward. We have talked about the basic things yesterday
so I have no idea what I'll talk about with him at the moment.

"Are you really okay with this?" I asked him. I know it was a sensitive
topic but it's the thought that entered my mind. I just hope I didn't
offend him.

He looked behind him checking if Brian was there and looked at
me. "Actually, no." Wes answered. "No offense but I'm not okay with what
happened. I'm happy that you two are back together but I'm a little sad
that I wasn't the one." Wow, talk about honesty and bluntness.

"None taken." I said to him. "It's nice that you're being honest. And can I
be honest too?" I said hesitantly. "I'm really uncomfortable too with, um,
this situation we have. It's just like seeing my boyfriend with the other
guy and that's just tough to handle for me."

"It's nice that we are being honest to each other." He told me. He reached
out his hand and I took it and shake it. Why? I have no idea. "Do you think
we can be friends?" Wes asked me that kinda took me by surprise.

"Friends? I think we can." I answered. I heard footsteps and the two of us
snapped back to our seats like no conversation ever took place.

"So what happened while I was gone?" He asked as he settled down beside me.

"Nothing." The two of us replied at the same time. The two of us looked at
each other and laughed out loud with the coincidence that happened.

"So, what are you two up to today? Anything you wanna do?" He asked like an
excited kid. I smiled at him finding the sparkle back in his eyes. That's
one of the things I missed about Brian -- his drive and passion. When you
look at his eyes, you'll see the sincerity and truthfulness. Just like an
angel.

"Anywhere with you is fine for me." I answered and he smiled at me. He gave
me a peck at the lips that sent a tingling feeling across my body. It's
nice to feel once more love.

"Well, I have to go back to cafe coz I do need to work to earn a living."
He answered and then looked at his watch. "Oh shit! I'm late. I have to go
Brian, Martin. Thank you for the hospitality and everything but I need to
go to work now." He stood up hastily and walked to the door.

"It's okay. If you need anything, just call me okay?" Brian walked to the
direction where Wes was walking and I followed as well.

"Yeah." He answered quickly and walked out of Brian's house. The two of us
just checked on him standing by the front door. He was almost jogging to
the gate, which was open already after Brian pressed something in a remote
control thingy. Wes looked back at us and waved a goodbye. The two of us
waved as well and when he was out of sight, we closed the door leaving the
two of us in peace.

"Do you have any plans?" I asked at him as I traced my finger across his
chest with a grin plastered on my face.

"Not yet but I think you have a good idea in mind." Brian answered me with
a tinge of longing and lust. When Brian talks that way, it totally drives
me crazy like I wanna tear away his clothes and ravish him at that
moment. I grabbed his hands and placed them at my butt. "Wonderful idea."

I locked my lips with him as he kneaded my ass. My hands were in his shirt
crawling to his nipples. Once my thumb found his nipples, I rubbed them in
a circular motion making Brian moan with our lips still sealed
together. "Bed. Now." I panted. But Brian didn't move. Instead a
mischievous grin appeared and he removed my shirt. "What?" I said confused.

He removed his shirt and we were standing topless near the front door with
just our boxers on. He kissed me once more but this one was more
hungrier. He pushed me back but my legs weren't moving and the next thing I
know was that I was lying down on the marbled floor with Brian on top of me
messing up my hair.

Oh my God. Here? But reason flew out of my mind when Brian squeezed my
crotch eliciting a moan from me. I never imagined that Brian has such
talented hands because I was experiencing the jack off of the century. I
have never experienced that much sensation when I do it alone but this was
overload. "Bri..." I moaned once more.

Brian sucked hungrily at my neck and I know what would happen after a few
more seconds. One major hickey for me. Well, I'm not complaining. My hand
just kept on roaming on Brian's body feeling the heat that he was giving
off -- heat of passion. He stopped his assault on my neck and supported by
his two hands, he pushed himself a few inches off of me and stared at me. I
saw a different side of Brian. Usually, he's the innocent and serious
looking type of guy but from my point of view at the moment, it was purely
opposite. With his hair sticking at all directions, lips swollen and his
eyes seemed to be clouded by lust and love. It was purely different and I
enjoy this side of him the most -- especially in special moments like this
one. "I want you inside me." I whispered at him as I stared at him.

His eyes bulged out like he has seen a ghost. "Inside you?" He stuttered. I
nodded at him. It was such a long time already and after all the drama we
underwent, I know that he didn't expect that I'll offer myself to him at
this early time. I nodded at him and he smiled at me. "I think the bed idea
is the best." He told me and I can't help not to giggle.

He scooped me off the floor and carried me like a bride entering their
honeymoon suite. But the difference is that we are already buck-naked. He
wobbled a few times when he climbed the flight of stairs that made me
laugh. "I know you can do it babe." I tried to encourage him. Well, it was
a comfortable climb except the few bumps along the way. But the point is
that we made it.

Brian placed me on the bed and then jumped on me laughing like a child as
we tangled ourselves with the sheets. I thought we were gonna have sex?
After a few minutes, all movements seized except our quick breathing. We
laid beside each other and it seemed like we had made love already but we
haven't yet. "You know, I still want you inside of me." I suggested at him.

"Well, I want that too." He giggled and looked back at him. He opened the
drawer of the table beside the bed and took out the lube. Always ready I
see. He looked back at me and moved on top of me. I could feel his hardness
pressing on my right thigh. I think he really wants this too.

The two of us kissed once more. By the minute, the intensity of the passion
we both have seemed to be increasing exponentially and it's like it was
endless -- infinite passion. I let my hands roam to look for his hand
because I know that he was still holding the lube and I was over wanting
because I need him inside of me. I found his hand carrying the lube and
took it from him.

I dunno how but I ended up with a hand filled with the lube. I took Brian's
hand and let me lubed hand to place some on his hand. I broke our kiss and
stared at him with intensity. "Work me and I'll work you." I said huskily
and my hand reached for his penis that made him jump. He smiled at me and I
felt his hand, which is cold, traversing to my ass.

I focused my attention to his penis as I jacked him off slowly making it as
slick as possible. "You're so amazing." Brian groaned and I felt a finger
at my hole that is slowly trying to enter. I tried to relax as much as
possible to make it easier and it did. His finger pushed in after a few
seconds. I could feel his finger roaming inside me and I know that
something is much better than that.

He pulled his finger out and I felt two fingers enter me. With our lips
locked, I can't say any word and so was he because all we did was some
animalistic grunts and moans. I continued my assault to his penis, which
seemed to be the slickest thing in the world. Again, his fingers pulled out
and in goes three. Now, his fingers entered with a little pain shooting
across my body but I was too overpowered by the passion and the need. His
fingers kept on roaming and stretching my hole and it was a fantastic
sensation especially when he hits my prostate.

He broke the kiss we were sharing and looked at me. "Ready?" He asked. I
was out of words and could only nod in agreement with him. He pulled out
his fingers inside of me and I released my hold unto his penis and placed
my hand at his back with my other hand. I could see the concentration in
his face as he ready himself to enter me.

I was feeling mixed emotions. I was nervous yet excited about this. I felt
the head of his penis touch my hole and I know that what I'm waiting for is
almost at hand. I felt him push and I felt his head try to enter me and
with all the stretching exercise that he did to me, I can still feel a
little sting. It was really so long since we did this. "Are you okay?" He
asked me as I winced once more once he pushed his head into me.

"Go on." I told him. He pushed some more and I tried to bite my lips so I
won't scream because of the pain. He kissed me and he pushed slowly until
he was in me completely. He didn't give me a chance to scream because his
lips are on mine. His hands kept on caressing the side of my face that gave
me tingly sensations. He stayed motionless and he released his hold on my
lips. "Make love to me, Bri." I said to him as I embraced him tightly and
our lips were locked once more.

He pulled out a bit and pushed in again hitting my prostate and his taut
stomach was rubbing my penis. Good thing we were kissing coz we were
already moaning like crazy. What can we do if we are really vocal when we
make love? He kept on pushing and pulling in me and that really was giving
me an overload of sensations and add to that the feeling of my prostate
being touched a lot and my penis being rubbed by his tummy and mine.

I have no idea how long we were making love but I really didn't care. If
it's possible, I hoped that we wouldn't stop and we would just go on
forever and ever and ever. "I'm close." Brian said in between kisses that
we were sharing.

"Me too." I told him in between kisses. I could feel Brian speeding up his
motion and when he does that, he's really close but that just causes my
dick to be rubbed quicker as well and that's just starts me up to a really
quicker orgasm. "Bri, I'm cumming. Oh!" I groaned as I tensed and released
my load.

"Ohhhhh!!!!" Brian moaned out as his body tensed over me and I felt his
ejaculation in me. I could feel him shooting in me -- his seed in me. It's
the most intimate experience.

Once our climaxes were over, we laid together panting from the heavy love
making that we just did. Then, Brian began giggling. He was giggling over
me and I can feel his body convulse with his laughter. "God, I miss this!"
He whispered at my ear that made me laugh as well. Slowly, he pulled out
from me and I felt the void in me. It's one of the worse feeling I had
because it was like I was incomplete and something big from me was taken
away.

He laid on his back beside me and I just looked at him as he stared
above. "I love you." I told him. Brian's head slowly moved to my direction
until we were looking at each other. It was like I was staring at his soul
and all I can sense was love from his angelic face with his deep blue eyes.

"I love you too." He said. I moved closer to him and laid my head on his
chest; just over his heart coz I can hear his heat beating a little bit
fast. His hands toyed with my hair, which was long already -- it was like
Nick's already. I placed my hand over his stomach and I closed my eyes. I
wasn't tired but I just have the perfect lullaby in the world... and that's
his heartbeat. And it's a nice thing to think that it's beating fast
because of me.

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End of Chapter

Hi y'all!!

It's chapter 28! Yup, I finally wrote it out and it was a tough thing to
write. Well, that's my first real sex scene in the series but I still think
I'm still new at that and it's not one of my strong points to write. :-D
Anyway, there's nothing going on here that much coz I'm trying to stay away
from drama for the next few chapters coz I was reading the past chapters
and every chapter seems so heavily filled with drama. So, it would be light
and fun -- I hope.

I also want to apologize for the delay of my stories coz I'm trying to
manage to write 3 different series so it's a tedious process, plus, the
heat here in the Philippines really induces a serious writer's block for
me!

Thanks to ALL of you who have taken the time and MAILED me! I truly
appreciate it very much. A big, big shout to my Danish pals, Chris and
Danny, I hope you always be in love forever coz you compliment each other
perfectly. You two are made for each other! :-)

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him, we won't be reading any of the best slash fics in the world!

UPDATED. Also, here are my suggestions of other cool stories in the archive
that influenced me in my craft.

NSYNC Stories.
 + Jamie's Romance (Justin)
 + JC's Hitchhiker (JC)
 + Josh and Just (JC/Justin)
 + Lance in Shining Armour (Lance)
 + My New Life (Lance)
 + Justin's Dark Angel (Justin)
 + My Surprise Romance (Lance)
 + JC Dreams (JC)
 + My Soulmate JC (JC)
 + Love Thru Chat (JC/Justin, Lance)
 + Life with Justin (Justin)
 + Jimmy Needs Assistance (Lance)
 + Lance, JC and an Astral Fan (Lance/JC)
 + Lance's Search (Lance/JC)
 + Like the Rain (Justin)
 + Time Stood Still (Justin)
 + Sans Vous, Je Suis Rien (Justin)
 + Chance Meeting (Justin)
 + Needing You (Lance/Eminem)
 + Justin and Redemption (Justin)

Backstreet Stories.
 + Because I Love You (Brian/Nick)
 + Double Take (Brian, Nick)
 + Bad Boy B-Rok (Brian)
 + Kevin and Dustin (Kevin)
 + French Kiss Me (Brian)
 + Millennium Love (Brian)
 + Forever (Kevin)
 + Get Another Boyfriend (Kevin)
 + Heir to the Darkness (Nick/Brian)
 + Insecurities (Nick)
 + On the Streets (Kevin)
 + Brian and Tommy (Brian)

Crossover Stories.
 + Brian and Justin (Brian/Justin)
 + The One (Brian/Justin)
 + Mother Knows Best (Justin/Nick)
 + Living (Almost all of NSYNC, BSB and 98') --> found in www.matthewtime.com