Date: Wed, 28 Jan 2004 06:06:50 -0800 (PST) From: Alex Subject: Shut Up : Part 5 Disclaimer: This is my own personal work of fiction. The celebrity's (The members of 98 degrees & Jessica Simpson) used are in no way the way I make them out to be. I am in no way trying to say anything about there sexuality. This story is for PURE ENTERTAINMENT ONLY. Note From Author: I know that Nick and Jess are still married and I wish them the best of luck. Drew is married to and I wish him the same. I wish all the other members a good luck too! -------------------- Were we left off.... "I hate to be the bearer of bad news..but I think a lot of people aren't going to be taking this the same way that I did." "I've thought of that already and I don't want to have to worry about that right now. What do you say we get back in the tub?" Nick said this with his usual sly grin.. He hopped in the tub splashing warm water all over the place. I started to step in but he grabbed my arm and pulled me into him. I feel back and I fell almost on top of him. I put my lips on him as he moved his hands around my back again. This time they stopped right on the small of my back, and groped to my but. I still had my shorts on but it still felt good. I hands were on the bottom of the tub so that I wasn't completely smashing him. I could feel Nick's dick growing underneath of mine. I knew that was going to lead to the growth of my own. Nick started to massage my ass a little as I made a soft moaning sound. "OH MY GOD!" --------------------- Shut Up - Scene 5 --------------------- I quickly rolled off of Nick has he also pushed me off. He looked to the door to see Jessica standing there. Here mouth wide open and a tear in her eye. "Nick...." she started to say as she started to cry. She then turned around and quickly walked out of the room to the bathroom... to the living room on her way to the door. Nick looked at me as I looked at him. He looked like he wanted to day. "Go get her Nick..." He just nodded and jumped out of the tub grabbing my robe. He ran to catch her. I heard the door slam as I sat back. ** In The Hallway With/ Nick and Jessica ** "Jess... Jess. Wait UP!!!" Jessica stopped and turned to look at him with a look of disgust on her face. Along with the lines of mascara. "Nick, I don't even know what to say to you tonight. I come to talk to you about everything. I wanted to tell you my side of the story. But then I walk in and your all over some guy!! What the hell Nick?? Are you drink.. O I hope to god you are!" "Jess, I'm not drunk. Please let me explain.. that's all I want. Please Jessica. I can explain. Please.." Jessica blew out some air, and ran her fingers through her hair. "Nick," She was speechless "Fine... That's what I came to do." "I hate to do this, but could you give me five minutes?" "Three Nick; Three!" Nick nodded an ran back into the hotel room. I was in his bathroom with a towel around my waist. I just got out of the shower. "Look Nick.. I'm sorry." "It's not your fault. But do you think you could just hang back here for awhile. Jess and I are going to talk things through." "Maybe I should just take backdoor out." "NO.. please." Nick walked over to me and kissed me one more time. "Just take a shower and blow it off. Give me about twenty minutes Jason." I nodded. Nick went back to the door and opened it. Inviting in Jessica. He walked her over to the couch and she sat down. He sat on the loveseat across from the couch. They sat in silence for a few minutes before Nick spoke. "Everything is my fault Jessica." "No its not Nick." "I feel like it is. I've been having feelings that aren't exactly normal." "I already knew Nick." "What do u mean?" "Nick. Our honeymoon had to be the best night of my life. I gave you something that I can give no other man! Nick, I'm glad your the one that I gave that two. I noticed a few months ago that our sex life hasn't exactly been 'up-to-par'." Nick just nodded and kind of looked down. "Nick your not the only one guilty" "You can't lie to yourself Jess." "I'm not. Do you happen to remember Jackson?" "That guy that you did the photo shoot with?" "Ya... for Armani.. well. I've been lying to you about the shoot. It has come out." "Jessica.. what does this have to do with anything??" Jessica opened up her bag and handed a magazine to Nick. Inside was a photspread of Jessica and Jackson. They were both nude, but they were each covered by eachother. Nick stood up and tossed the magazine to Jessica. "You have got to be kidding me! Jessica... we were married!!" "So, look what was going on with you!" "I still wasn't cheating and showing other girls my dick! What the hell were you thinking?" "I was thinking that by husband couldn't be a man about it!" "Jess. I'm not going to argue with you because right now it doesn't matter. After next week your going to be Jessica Simpson once again." "I think I should be going." "Don't let the door hit you on the way out" Jessica gave Nick a look of disgust. She grabbed her bag and slammed the door behind her. Nick got up and ran his hands through his hair as he walked through the bathroom. I was in his room covering up the tub. I had on a pair of workout pants and a muscle T. I grabbed them from nick's bathroom. He still had on his suit. "Nice clothes..." "Thanks Nick... I just found them lying around" "O really" Nick said that seductively as he walked over to me and kissed me. He pulled me closer by the waist of my pants. We kissed a little longer. "Is everything ok Nick?" "Ok as I think its ever going to be. Would you mind spending the night with me?" "I don't think that's such a good idea.." "WHY?" Nick said that in a bold way "Nick, we just met two days ago and I'm just not that kind of person." "That's not why I want you to stay.." "Nick, please don't pressure me. I said no." I stepped back. I picked up my bag. "Please don't go Jason.. you don't HAVE to stay. I was just asking." "Goodnight Nick." I said that as I walked out of his room. I knew that he was standing there in awe and I figured that would be the last time that I would see him in a non-professional way. I was kind of disappointed in myself but yet I was also happy. I had just met Nick and I wasn't about to sleep with him. He was a good guy and I'm sure he would have obeyed my wishes, its just that I don't think that Nick knows what he wants either and I don't want him to do something that he might regret. I went down to my own room and found a note on it that was asking me to report to the main office. I did as the note said. I guess someone needed to check in that was with an important company. They called the label and told them. The label said that I needed that room and they would just have to pay for me another room. Witch they did. It bumped me up one floor. When I entered the room I was amazed. It was bigger than my last one but yet it was still smaller than nicks. It had a full size bathroom, and bedroom. A small living room / dining room. And a small fridge. I was excited. I was also exhausted after the long day that I'd had so I decided to just go to bed. Which I did. I slept in Nick's clothes. The next morning I woke up to the smell of cinnamon and bacon. I woke up and wiped my eyes. I slipped out of bed and put on some of my own shorts and an old shirt. I only sleep in boxers. I had taken Nick's clothes off at some point during the night I guess. I stepped out of bed and walked out of my room. What I saw was amazing. I saw a beautifully decorated room full of flowers, candles, insents, and even some sports things. Then I saw a luxurious table for two set up. With two candles. On it was breakfast for two. Then, behind the table stood Nick. He had on what looked to be pajamas also. "Let me speak first," Nick said. "You mis-- understand me last night and I think I was out of line anyway. I hope that you aren't mad at me, and I know that we just got to know eachother. And I really don't want to stop. At least not yet anyway." He said that with a smile. "Its not just that Nick." "What else is it?" "Things won't be easy for me AND for you! Your a heartthrob Nick. You can't just come out and tell the world your dating a guy. And there is also three other guys that you happen to room with. They are going to take things a little funny don't ya think." Nick stood up and walked over to me. He grabbed both of my hands. "I already thought about all this. I'm going to tell the guys, today. And then I'm going to contact the record label without your help and let them know. Your right, I can't go public with this or sales will fall through the floor. But I'm not in the eye of the public all the time. You have to understand were I am coming from.." "And I do Nick. Its not me that I'm worried about, its you. I don't think that you realize how hard putting work into a relationship between us is going to be." "I'm willing to try!" All I could do is smile and look at Nick. He then leaned down and kissed me as he stepped closer to me. He then stopped the kiss and pulled me into a hug. "I hope your hungry. I had breakfast delivered here AND I even stayed in my pj's because I know you wouldn't exactly be ready to go when I got here." I let go of Nick. "Thanks nick" "Anytime.. now lets dig in" Nick pulled out my chair as he himself went to sit down. We both ate like we've never eaten before. We just sat there a minute or two afterward. "Do you want to come with me?" "Where nick?" "To tell the guys." "I honestly don't think that's my place." "It is your place. I could use the moral support." "Nick, you don't have to tell them for me. You can put it off if you want to." "I can't just keep putting it off because that's what I'm going to want to do. Right now I have the courage and the guts to do so that's what I'm going to do. I mean, right now Jessica knows and I'm sure that she'll eventually start asking them questions about it anyways. Right?" "Your forgetting that I don't know these people." I stood up and took one last drink of orange juice as I walked over to the couch. Nick came over and sat in the couch across from me. "They will understand. I know that Drew will be okay with it. That's just how he is. Jeff is my best friend and he really has no choice. Justin on the other hand I'm a bit worried about because I've known him to be a little bit homophobic at times." "I want to help you as much as I can but I just don't feel that its my place." "There going to found out we are involved anyway?" "They are?" "Ya, the whole point of me telling them is so I can be myself around them. If I want to kiss you then I'm going to do it, if I want to hug you then I'm going to do that, if I want to touch your butt then I'm going to do that too!!" Nick said that with a grin. "O really?" "Really!" Nick said that just as he was standing up. He signaled for me to give him my hand and I did. He pulled me up as he was sitting back down. He sat in the middle of the couch and I laid down beside him. I laid my head on his lap and he put on hand on my chest and the other was stroking my hair. "I won't make you do anything your not ready for Jason." "I know, and I trust you." I laid my head against his abs and I could feel and hear him take each breath. I looked up and he had laid his head back on the couch. His right hand was still stroke my hair a little bit and his left hand was stroking my chest. I think that we both dozed off. Because when I woke up Nick had moved so that his back was against the couch and his head on a pillow. My back was facing his legs and my head was just above his crotch. He was sleeping. I crawled up so that my head was facing his. I then moved my right hand onto his face and gently stroked his cheek. His eyes fluttered open and I leaned in to kiss him. "What was that for?" He asked. "I'm going to kiss you when I want!" I said with a laugh. Nick then moved his arms around me as he held me close. I could smell his cologne. He put his chin on the top of my head. "I think its time.." He said after a few minutes. "Whenever your ready." "I think that I'm as ready as I'm as ready as I'm ever going to be." With that I sat up and so did he. We both stood up. "I don't know about you, but if I'm going to go with you then I'm going to at least put some real clothes on." "You do that, meet me in my room in lets say 15 minutes." "Gotcha" With that Nick pulled me into a big hug and then he left. I went into my room and opened up my bag. I wasn't sure what to wear to be totally honest. I usually NEVER have trouble figuring out what to were but I wasn't sure. I decided on a regular pair of jeans and a shirt that was a regular T shirt but it was cut down the center half way like a dress shirt would be. There were no buttons it was actually made to look like that. I threw on some flip flops and headed into the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my hair. All that only took about 6 or 7 minutes. I grabbed my keys, and wallet and headed upstairs. When I got to the door I knocked and didn't hear anything so I just walked in. I didn't see Nick. I didn't see anybody really. So I walked towards the bedroom. I saw Nick sitting on the bed reading a piece of paper. "Nick?" He turned to me and smiled. "Hey, come in" "You didn't answer the door so I just dropped in. I hope you don't mind." "Its not a problem. Have a seat." I sat down beside Nick. "What are you reading?" "O, its a letter from my Mom." "Did you want me to go?" "No. You could read it if you'd like..." I could tell that Nick's eyes were pleading with me to read it. So I took it from him. The letter read as follows; Dearest Nick, I hope you and your brother are doing well. I am writing you can Drew each a letter. Drews was sent about a week ago. I asked Drew not to tell you the news, and I'm sure it has been hard for him to keep it in. As you know your Uncle Bill has been doing really well since his fight with Cancer 4 years ago. I hate to be the one to have to tell you this but things took a turn for the worst not to long ago. Your Uncle was on the way home from that sports banquet he goes to every year. Well, on the way home some heavy weather hit. He lost control of the vehicle. Right now he's in ICU and I don't think he's doing well. I am sorry Nick. I understand you guys were busy and I haven't been able to tell you in person. Nick, your Uncle needs you as soon as possible. ALL of you. I know its only a few weeks away from Christmas and I'm sure that you & Jessica & the boys are very busy. But if you could. Just stop by. Love Always, MoM I didn't know what to say. I looked over at Nick who was looking out the window. "Nick..." Nick didn't even look at me. I heard him make a small sniffle and I'm sure he was crying and didn't want me to know. I put my arm around him and pulled him into me. He sniffle again as he leaned his head into my right side. "Its going to be ok Nick." "How could Drew not tell me?? We did everything with our Uncle growing up. Even when I took the guys home all five of us got to hang out. My uncle thought me almost everything about life. Oh my god.. What am I going to do?" "Its going to be ok Nick. I'm sure he'll pull out of it. God grants miracle's every day." Nick looked up at me. His eyes were now read and there were streaks on his face were the tears had fallen. "He's already had his." "Oh Nick.." I put my hands on either side of his face as I turned to face him. "There's is nobody else you can look to now, not the doctors, not your family, and not even Drew. this is in gods hands baby." "I know... its just so hard." "And its going to be for a long time. I know what its like to loose family. I lost my aunt, uncle, and one of my cousins to a fire. I know that its hard, but all you can do is stay strong. He needs you to do that." "Your right. I need to visit him though. I need to make sure that I at least say goodbye." "You can do that. The label has you guys off until almost the middle of January. Go see your dad. I'll let the label know and I'll even have them cover your flight." "You don't have to do that." "Ya I do. Maybe you should get your stuff together." Nick agreed as he stood up and went to his closet to grab his bags I guess. I stood up and tried to smile. I walked over to were Nick was. "Do you mind if I help?" "No....baby." He said that with a small smile. We got all of his clothes packed up and all of his other stuff to. While Nick was in the bathroom grabbing a few other things like the soap which he insisted that he keep. Making me laugh. I had called the label. "Hey Nick.." I said while approaching the bathroom. "Ya?" "I just talked to the boss and he said that everything is fine. He did have you booked for a talk show January 21st, but he said that it can be re-scheduled if needed. Also you were set to meet with some music producers on the 23rd. He also canceled that until further notice. Also, he tried to get a plane but everything is booked. So he has a small charter plane landing at the airport to personally take you guys to Ohio." "You guys?" "Well ya." "Aren't you going to come?" "Nick, I couldn't. You need to be with your family right now." "Please..I need you." I was about to protest when I saw the look on Nick's face. He looked like he was going to cry again. I walked over and gave him a hug. "I'll go." "Thanks... and thank you for everything." "No problem. You should probably talk to the other guys." "They are on there way over. I talked to Justin earlier." "Ok... well, if I'm going to head out with you guys then I'd better be packing up my stuff." "Wait, don't go yet!" "Is there something else that you needed help with??" "Yes, telling the guys ...about.... US." "You really don't have to do that right now Nick. I honestly don't think that this is the time to be totally honest with you." "Now is the perfect time. They are going to have something else on there minds, and I can't wait. I want to be with you on this trip." "What about your family." "We can cross that road when we come to it." "You really aren't lying to me are you..." "No, I'm not. I really care about you and I'd like to make all this work. Now, can you please just.." Nick broke into a little bit of a song "..Shut up don't say anything at all" That made me laugh. We finished packing Nick's things and we had everything sent downstairs to be loaded into an awaiting limousine. Not soon enough... the guys came. Jeff was the first to barge in. He had a bit of a surprised look on his face. Nick was fixing his hair and I was sitting on the couch. I flicked the TV off. "Hey bro, what's up with all your stuff? Did you know that it was just leaving you room man?" He saw me "Hey Jason What's up?" "Ya, I packed all my stuff and had it sent to the limo." "Why?" Drew said. "Do you think you could all sit down. I need to talk to you all about a few things." "Whoa.. here comes the big stuff." Justin said just as everyone was sitting down. We all had a good laugh. I started to get up and walk somewhere else when Nick grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him. He just kind of looked at me and I felt bad for attempting to leave Nick alone on this. He had only known about likening me for a few days. I stood beside him as the guys sat down. "Are you ok Nick?" Drew said. "Yes and No" Drew gave him a funny look, but Nick went on. "I'm going to start with the good news first. Its really hard for me to say this. I'm sure you have all been wondering what is up with me and Jessica. As you all I'm sure know by now even if I HAVEN'T told you." He looked at Drew as his face turned red. "Jessica filed for Divorce. It was on my terms only. Things haven't been going very well and the relationship. I don't love Jessica in the same way that I used to. And, I don't think I ever can" There was a mixed reaction between the guys. "You love her though.. you've told me that time and time again." Said Jeff with a frown. "I do.. I mean.. I DID. Once we were married I realized that there was something missing in my life. Something that I was just not getting with Jessica." "I can second that. That's why I don't think I could ever settle down." Said Justin with another small laugh. "Its not that Justin. I...ah... its just that." Nick was fumbling and I didn't know what to do. His hands were behind his back. We were almost side by side and nobody could see behind us anyway. So, I grabbed Nick's hand and held onto it. Squeezing it as tight as I could for support. Drew looked another direction. He didn't see us.. he just knew what was coming. "You can tell us anything Nick." Said Jeff sympathetically. "I'm gay." Justin and Jeff both looked at eachother. They looked like they were speechless. "Is that all you needed to tell us?" Said Drew in a somewhat harsh tone. "Drew, that was a big thing for me to say!!" "As if we couldn't notice. At least I could. I tried to say something to Jeff, but he just blew me off." "You never told me that you thought he was gay drew!" Said Jeff. "I was hinting. And I came out and told you that I thought something was wrong. I told you all the signs and you blew it off." "Does this mean your going to act like a girl and wear panties?" Said Justin. "Hell No!! Just because I'd rather kiss Jason instead of Jessica.." There was silence, he didn't realize that he hadn't told them about us. He just continued. "Doesn't mean that I'm going to wear panties. I like guys not guys that want to be girls. Not that I have a problem with someone acting like that. Its just not my thing." "So that's what Jessica was crying about?" Drew said. "Hunh?" Said Nick. "Last night Jessica called me crying. I didn't understand what she was saying through the tears and madness but now I do. She walked in on the two of you kissing. Nick, I don't have a problem with any of this but that fact that you would let Jessica walk in and find you like that is another thing." "It was nothing like that Drew. No matter which hotel I go to Jess can get into my room by showing her ID and saying she's my wife." He nodded his head. "I'm sorry Nick" said Justin. "I didn't mean to ask that question. I was just a bit stunned and surprised. I mean this is a lot to take in. I don't have a problem with it and we are still the best of buds. Its just that you have to forgive me." Jeff started to nod his head. "Me too... and I respect you for having the courage to tell us straight up. So how long have you too been.. you know... fooling around??" "First off, there was no fooling around like your thinking and it was just last night that we KISSED and nothing more." "I'm sure.." Drew said that with a big grin on his face. At that moment I knew that everything was going to be ok. At least for now anyway. Just then Nick pulled his hands out from behind our backs. Everyone then saw that we were holding hands. There was kind of an awkward silence. That Drew thankfully broke. "So what was this other news??" Nick hesitated as he looked at me. I smiled and squeezed his hand. "Drew, I got my letter from mom today." Drew's face went white and I could tell that he was at the breaking point of tears. "Mom told me that I couldn't..." Nick cut him off. "I know what mom told you. I'm disappointed a little that you didn't tell me but its ok. I'll live. Well, he's not getting any better and Mom says that he's now in ICU. She wants us all to come visit?" I saw tears come out of Drew's eyes as Jeff moved closer to him and hugged him in a friendly manner. Justin again looked lost. "Who are we talking about??" "There Uncle Bill." Drew must have told Jeff. "Oh my god... not Uncle Bill. Do you know what's happening?" Said Justin. They all must have been really close to him. "I have no idea Justin. All I know is that mom wants us all to take a little trip up to at least say our goodbyes if its needed." The looks on all there faces somewhat scared me. They all looked white and almost in tears. I squeezed Nick's hand one more time as I saw a tear roll down his cheek. I felt so bad and yet there wasn't anything I could do for him. "I hate to be the one to say it buts its going to be hell getting a flight this late in December." Jeff said that. "Don't worry.. Jason's got it all covered. We have a chartered flight. Its going to pick us up at the airport. Its going to take us directly to our destination." "Hotel reservations?" Justin "You guys can stay at our house..." Drew said. "I hate to break it to you. But you guys shared a bedroom. You have one couch." Justin said sarcastically. "We also have TONS of floor space." Drew said with a smile. "Drew, I know for sure that mom will want you and I at the house. Jason can stay with us there. The two of you are more than welcome to accommodate at the house or take a hotel." "No Nick, mom won't need me. She needs you and you know that. Besides, when I talked to her. She said that she was at the hospital. Dad is away on a trip too. So we won't have to worry about that." "I totally forgot about that. Ok, well. How about Jeff and Justin take mom and dads room." Justin blew a kiss to Jeff. He pretended to catch it as he sent a sloppy one back that made us all laugh. "I'll take the couch so that Jason can have my bed." "You don't have to do that Drew." "Yes I do, your our guest in our home. Plus.. I wouldn't want you to be forced to sleep with Nick. He smells." We all laughed. "Ok guys. I have the plane on its way. Everybody needs to pack and meet at the limo in 23 minutes. EXACTLY." "You know.. we need you around to keep us on time. Your good at this stuff." Justin said as he got up. Drew gave Nick a hug and told him that everything was going to be ok. The 3 guys left. "See Nick, they were ok with it." "For now anyway." Nick came up behind me and put his hands on my shoulders. "Now, lets go get all YOUR stuff packed." And that's exactly what we did. In 20 minutes Nick and I were downstairs waiting for the guys. They came right on time just as I had hoped. The limo took us to the airport. We hopped on the plain a little late. But that was no problem. The plane looked brand new and was very nice. The only people on the plain was Me, Nick, Drew, Jeff, Justin, The Pilot, and His Wife. She was there to act as a sturdiness. The seats were couches and chairs. Nick and I had a love seat. The other guys were throughout the plane. It was fairly large. There was an X-BOX in the back that was keeping them entertained. Giving Nick and I a little more time to talk. Nick and I were holding hands and he was playing with my fingers. "I'm glad that you came Jason." "I just couldn't tell you know." "You could have, but you didn't. That means a lot." "I do my best. But isn't your mom going to think anything of it??" "Me and you? Naw, my mom is the lay back type. Drew had a friend in high school that was gay. That's why I think she was ok with it. She used to sit Drew down and give him the 'gay' talk. Which is basically my mom telling you that she will except you know matter what you lifestyle is. She was always kewl with things like that." "What about your dad?" "He usually kept to himself. He never said a whole lot. I know that he won't be ok with it, but I don't plan on telling him right away. He's away on business a lot. He always was. And that never bothered me." "I'm kind of nervous.." "Nervous? About What??" "Meeting your mom." That made Nick laugh a little as he leaned in and kissed me. "You having nothing to be nervous about it. My mom will love you!" "I'm going to check on the guys." I told Nick. "I'm coming to. This old lady that walks by scares me." I laughed as I stood up. We held hands until the rooms go to small for two people to walk side-by-side. I walked first and he was behind me. Holding onto to my back pocket. I stopped before entering the last room. I saw the guys spread all over the room. With cans of pop yelling at the game. I looked back at Nick who just shrugged his shoulders. "Having Fun?" I was talking to all the guys. There was no reply. I just relaxed my stance. And at the moment I felt Nicks hands moving from my hand. To up my arms. Then I felt them sliding down my back and around to my abs and up to were the slit in my shirt was. Nick slipped in his hand and was rubbing my chest slowly. The guys didn't notice. I turned around and gave Nick a kiss. A long passionate one. He returned it and moved his other hand up the front of my shirt. My hands slide to the buttons on his as I undid them. He started to lift up my shirt when I stopped us. "Whoa.. calm down tiger." I said out of breath and a little excited. "I was getting carried away. Sorry babe." "Ya.. your a naughty boy. Now go sit down." Nick gave me a frown face. He turned around and I smacked him in the but. He then turned around and winked at me and kept walking. He sat down and leaned at and angle. I said and leaned at and angle into his body. Nick moved his right hand back into the slit in my shirt and started to rub my chest again. I just made a slight moan as I closed my eyes. ---- Well.. thats it! Please feel free to send comments. Part 6 should be soon!!