Date: Mon, 7 Feb 2000 19:03:33 -0800 (PST)
From: blazing_eagle@yahoo.com
Subject: Spending Time with Brian

Okay, this is my first attempt at writing a story like this so please keep
your criticisms to a dull minimum. I am trying my best.

This story is completely fictitious and not meant to imply anything on the
sexuality of Brian Litrell or any of the Backstreet Boys members.


			 Spending Time with Brian
			  Blazing_Eagle@yahoo.com


Chapter 1

	I woke up fairly early. Today was the day I had been waiting for
for two weeks. It was my birthday and I was getting to go see the
Backstreet Boys in Concert. I was up and ready to go four hours before the
concert. I was finally getting to see my idol, Brian Litrell in person. My
mother had gotten me some backstage passes.

 We left early so I could see the band prepare to perform. By the time we
got there, the entire parking lot was packed. My parents pulled over to the
side and let me out with my best friend Alex.

"Chris, you and Alex go on ahead while your father and I find a place to
park. We'll meet you in back. Make sure you tell the guard that we're
coming so he'll let us in too." "Okay mom." I said.

Alex (who is also gay and has the hugest crush on Nick Carter) and I went
backstage and showed our passes to the guard and informed them of my
parents coming. Then we made our way to the dressing rooms to see the guys
get ready.

Alex and I walked in to see the guys getting ready with their makeup. I
looked around and saw all the Backstreet Boys, except Brian. Then I heard
some screaming coming from the back room.

	"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO YOU AND
YOU PULL THIS SHIT ON ME. FINE THEN. FUCK YOU, JASON."

The door opened and out walked a crying Brian, right into me. We both fell
on the floor, him on top of me.

"Oh, sorry man." Said Brian as he started to get up and dust himself off. I
turned my head to hide my blushing; with no success I'm afraid. Brian
extended his hand out to help me up and I took it. I felt a shiver run
through my body at his touch.

"Thanks," I said coyly "but what was that all about?"

"It's nothing." He said, getting some control of himself. I could see from
his eyes that he must have been crying for quite some time.

I turned around as I heard someone else walk through the door and into the
room. I looked at him and frowned. "This must be Jason." I thought to
myself.

I did my best to keep my temper under control, promising myself that if I
ever ran into Jason again, I would make him suffer for whatever it was he
did.

"Why'd you leave? We aren't done yet." Jason said, looking to Brian.

"I have nothing more to say to you, Jason. GET OUT!" said Brian, his tears
beginning to well up again.

Jason walked out the door solemnly with his head hung low. Immediately I
was concerned. What could Jason have done to make Brian so angry? I turned
to the rest of the guys, who were hugging Brian, trying to get him to calm
down.

"Don't worry about it Brian. Things will get better soon enough for you."
Said Nick with a very concerned look on his face.

I coughed lightly to get their attention. It worked.

"Hi" I said lightly "My name is Chris and this..."I gestured to Alex" is my
friend Alex" Alex nodded and said his "hello".

I heard a quintet of hello's as each one introduced themselves. We all
shook hands and I looked to Brian.

"Are you okay?" I asked worriedly.

"Yeah I'll be fine. He's just a jerk that did something a bit to fucked up
for me to forgive."

"Okay."

My parents turned into the room. I turned to look at them and gasped to see
my father leaning on my mother with a pained look in his eyes. I rushed
over to help him.

"Dad, what happened?"

"We were walking in and some strange guy knocked right into your father,
tossing him to the floor. He didn't even turn around or apologize. Help me
get him to the couch." My mom said breathlessly.

I clenched my fist into a tight ball before grabbing my father and pulling
him carefully to the couch. My mom shot me a warning glance, having caught
the sight of fist. Not a word was spoken between the two of us, as I knew
what it was she was going to say. I unclenched my fist and forced myself to
calm down. Alex came up behind me and started to rub my shoulders. I
immediately calmed down and looked at him, my eyes saying all he needed to
hear.

I turned back to my father who was trying to sit up. I slowly and gently
pushed him back down.

"You're not getting up until I say so. I don't want to have to tie you down
so stay put." I said while looking at my father who just nodded and looked
helplessly to my mother. She just shrugged and held out her hands.

Brian walked over to my father and apologized.

"That was Jason who hit you. I made him angry and I'm sorry that he stormed
right into you like that."

"It's alright. There was nothing you could have done to have stopped him at
the rate he was going." Said my father.

My mother turned to me. "I'm sorry hon., but we should take your father
home so he doesn't get injured further. I'm sorry you have to miss your
concert, but we'll order it on Pay Per View and have your birthday party at
the house."

I just looked down at the ground as Brian walked up to my mother.

"I'll take him home after the concert if you wouldn't mind. It's the least
I can do."

I looked up at him with "Thank you" written all over my face. My mother
just looked at him awkwardly.

"Are you sure? You don't have to do that. I know how busy you guys can
get. I listen to Chris rant on about where you guys are going and where you
have been. You sound very busy."

"No it's alright. I would hate for a fan to have to miss out on the fun,
especially on his birthday."

I said nothing but glanced at my mom with a pleading look on my face. She
sighed lightly and smiled at me.

"Alright. I guess that would be okay. You behave yourself and do as
Mr. Litrell tells you, or we will have words when you come home." She gave
me a stern look, showing me that she meant business. I stepped back,
cowering behind Alex playfully, which made the entire room bust up
laughing. My mom just winked at me and came over to give me a kiss. I
helped my mom and Alex take my father to the car and watched them drive off
before going back inside and seeing the guys with smiles on all their
faces.

"So it's your birthday today, huh?" Said Brian "How old are you?"

"18" "Wow, 18 years old. An adult fan that is also male. Now that is
something we don't see often." He smiled as the guys busted up laughing at
the embarrassed look on my face. The backstage manager walked into the
room.

"Two minutes guys. Better get on stage and get ready."

"Alright." They all chimed.

Alex and I turned to leave and take our seats.

"Where are you two going?" said Nick with a meaningful expression on his
face.

"We're going to take our seats and watch the concert."

"Why? Do you want to be out there with all the screaming teenage girls?"

"No"

"Then get over here. You can have a couple seats backstage and watch us up
close."

Alex and I just looked at each other and smiled excitedly. Not only were we
there but also we were just invited to sit backstage. We couldn't believe
our luck as we walked out and sat down in a couple of directors' chairs
next to the stage. We exchanged high fives with the band members and wished
them a good show. They all walked out on stage and took their places just
as the background music started to play.

"Everybody groove to the music. Everybody dance."

I kept staring at Brian while Alex's attention was focused on Nick....


We stood up and applauded as the band and singers all came backstage,
exchanging high fives for a successful show. Brian came up to Alex and me
and smiled.

"So how did you guys like the show?"

"It was great. You guys are the best in the business. Your voices interact
so well with one-another." I said wholeheartedly.

"I'm glad you think so. It took us a long time to get that effect. Anyway,
we were gonna go out for some dinner. Why don't you two join us?"

"Thanks anyway but we're broke." Alex and I said simultaneously

"It's ok. You two are our guests. It's my treat to the birthday boy." He
flashed me that gorgeous smile and I got weak. It took all my strength just
to keep from falling down.

"Okay, but I should call my mom and let her know what's happening so she
doesn't get worried. Do you have a phone?"

Brian handed me his cellular phone. I took it thankfully and punched in my
home number. My mother answered the phone.

-------On the phone-------- "Hello?"

"Hi mom, it's me."

"Oh, hi honey. How was the concert?"

"It was awesome. To bad you missed it. Anyway, the guys invited us to go
out for dinner. Is that okay?"

"Sure, you guys have fun. Just be home before 1:00 cause you have school in
the morning."

"Okay mom. I will. Bye"

"Bye babe."

I hung up the phone and handed it back to Brian, who took it and fastened
it to his belt. We all went out for dinner to a very expensive
restaurant. Brian turned to us after dinner.

"I guess it's time I took you guys home. It's almost midnight and we have a
hell of a drive ahead of us."

I sighed and looked at my watch. It was indeed almost midnight. Brian, Alex
and I hopped into the car. Alex let me sit up front with Brian. We started
pulling out of the parking lot when Nick came out to the car and knocked on
Brains window. Brian rolled his window down and looked at Nick curiously.

"Mind if I join you guys?"

"Sure if you don't mind sitting in the back."

"Cool." Nick hopped in next to Alex. We drove off onto the freeway when I
pressed play on the cassette player. I was surprised to hear NSYNC blare
on.

"You guys listen to NSYNC too?"

Brian looked at me, embarrassed. "Yeah we like their music, even though
they are our prime competitors."

I just looked at him dumbfounded. We all sang along to the music as we
drove down to my house in Bay Point. The freeway was practically empty
considering the time so we pumped up the music to a higher volume. I kept
quiet as I listened to Brian match the volume of the stereo with ease, his
beautiful voice over powering it.

We pulled up to my house as I noticed the lights were all off.

"My parents must be asleep." I muttered. I turned to look at Brian who was
unbuckling his seat belt.

"What are you doing?" I asked him in earnest.

"It is only polite to escort your guest to the door when you bring them
home." He retorted.

"Oh okay. Bye Nick, bye Alex. See you tomorrow."

"Bye Chris. Happy birthday." They both chimed in.

Brian walked me to my door and hugged me, which totally took me by
surprise. He turned around and started walking to his car.

"Happy birthday man"

"Thanks. It was nice meeting you Brian. Say bye to the others for me."

He was gone before I could finish. I just sighed and walked into the
house. I went up to my room quietly so as to not wake up my parents. I
began to get ready for bed when something fell out of my shirt. I leant
over and picked it up.

"I had fun tonight. Hope to hear from you soon. Call me at 1 (111) 555-3210

				Love Brian"

I couldn't believe my luck. Brian Litrell, the man I had been admiring
since their first album came out, just asked me to spend more time with
him. I went to bed with a smile on my face.