Date: Sun, 26 Mar 2000 22:49:51 EST
From: CaRtOoN80@aol.com
Subject: stuck in the middle 2

Stuck In the Middle 2

The following story is a work of fiction that does not want to imply that
anyone in this story is gay, lesbian, or bisexual. The storyline may be far
fetched but it's for entertainment purposes only. Thank you

	So, picture this. Your sitting at a fancy expensive dinner with
your cute beyond belief boyfriend as he talks about how much money he was
going to make doing the job he loves, and how much he loves you.  And yet,
all you can think about if your best friend wanting to fuck you. That's my
problem. Kevin was a wonderful boyfriend. He's helped me threw so much and
I honestly do love him. His pointy nose, his cute dimples and his sexy
bedroom eyes, that is all a guy could ever want. And as he sits there,
talking to everything, I sit and rethink what Alex's last words meant. "I'm
going to have you." Does that mean for dinner or dessert? Does Alex want to
have sex with me?

	"Ashton," Kevin said, striking me out of my trance, "are you ok,
babe?"

	"Yeah," I said as I wiped my mouth and put the napkin down, "will
you excuse me while I go to the bathroom."

	I got up and headed for the little boys' room. I open the door and
take out my cellphone. After I dial the numbers, my confidant immediately
picks up.

	"Speak to me," my friend says with his deep voice."

	"Hey, Just, it's me," I said in a desperate tone.

	"Hey, Ashton. What's up. Are you ok."

	"I'm fine, Justin," I assured him. "I just need you words of wisdom
again. Can I meet you at the Plaza Hotel tomorrow, noon?"

	"Sure," Justin said to me. "Hey, is everything with you and Kevin
alright?"

	"Just, I don't know anymore," I whispered to him.

	"Ok, Listen, I know it's late," Just started, "but why don't we
meet at Dave's. I know he's home now. I'll call him and the three of us can
discuss whatever is going on."

	"I'd like that. Thanks."

	I hung up the telephone and went to Kevin to explain to him that
Justin needed to talk.

	"Justin and Dave on the outs again," Kevin questioned.

	"I don't know, but he sounded like he needed me," I lied.

	Kevin kissed me and walked me to hail a cab. After about 20
minutes, I was off to Dave's place.

	I got there just as Justin did. Dave let us both in and I sat on
the couch.

	"Ok," Justin began, "what's going on?"

	"Well, I think Alex wants to sleep with me," I sighed.

	"I thought he already `conquered' you," Dave interjected.

	Dave knew a lot about Alex's "conquering" because that's how him
and Justin met. Alex slept with both of them. They met through an AOL
chatroom. "The AJ McLean Anonymous." Or ALMA as most guys know it.

	"I think it's different," I said to Dave as I stood up. "I think
that I may be the guy to tame Alexander McLean. I think I'm the one!"

	"Wake up," Dave said while wearing a cocky smile, "he probably just
sees you as a double conquest."

	"I agree, Ash," Justin added. "AJ is not known for his long
relationships. He's known for his bed hopping. You could just be the next
empty bed in the map of sleeping with every gay man in the continental
United States."

	"But I would be the first one he actually went back to, right," I
asked them.

	"Well, yeah you would," Justin admitted.

	"And we've been best friends for most of our lives. What if he's
ready to settle? What if he wants to settle with me?"

	"And where does your boyfriend fit into this picture," Dave asked.

	"Yes," Justin continued. " If AJ stood here and said he'd want to
be with you forever, would you end your four year relationship with Kevin?"

	"I don't know," I admitted. "Kevin's been a little conceited
lately. All he talks about if the money he's making. Besides that, he's the
best boyfriend a guy could have. And Alex would be too, if I knew his
intentions were good."

	I sat down and put my head in my hands.

	"Well, you have to decide who you want before you loose both of
them," Justin said as he rubbed my back. "That's what happened between
Chris and I. It almost happened to Dave and me. Both times I had to decide
between the person I loved and the person I wanted to be with."

	"Which was Dave," I asked both of them.

	"The person who's with me now," Justin smiled. Dave came and kissed
Justin on the lips. Then Justin turned back to me. "One of the things I
love about Dave, and you, is that neither of you care that I am part of
N'Sync. That's what makes the both you special to me. I just want you to be
as happy as Dave and me are. Now you go back to the hotel and go to sleep."

	I nodded. I took Justin's keys, as he was staying over Dave's, and
left. AS I drove, I thought about Kevin and Alex. Both of them were perfect
to me. I couldn't decide which one was the one I should be with. Little did
I know the decision was being made for me.

	I drove into the hotel parking lot and parked the car. I went to
the front desk and told them that a Justin Timberlake was picking up these
keys tomorrow morning, then I went upstairs. I decided to go to my room and
talk to Kevin and Alex tomorrow. I open the door and there is Kevin fucking
Alex's ass raw.

	"What the hell," I yelled.

	Kevin stopped and had a look of horror, as did Alex.

	As I slammed the door, I could here Kevin yelling for me to stop.

	I knew I wasn't stopping. The second I get, I would be one the
first plane back home.


To Be Continued.