Date: Wed, 13 Dec 2000 21:23:38 EST
From: Angel36745@aol.com
Subject: celebrity/boybands/the lost4

Disclaimer: I don't know the BSB or Nsync. I have on the other hand met
Nsync for a very short amout of time at a after party. I don't know if they
act the way thet did that night all the time or weather it was just the
once. This is not a Justin friendly story since he was a prick when I met
him. On the other hand Lance and JC are nice guy's from what I saw. If you
want to know all the details mail me I'd be happy to tell you. I have not
met BSB so there it's said. Anyway These *** mean a character change. I
hope you enjoy the story plase if you have time E-mail me at

E-mail: Angel36745@aol.com

*******Kevin*******

   I was more than a little worried about Tom. I knew he would be ok but I
didn't want him to get hurt again. But I had to respect his wishes no
matter the cost. I would pick up the peaces every time I didn't mind. I
looked at my watch and noticed it was almost time. I knew Tom wouldn't look
at the clock's he'd wait till I told him it was time. I could lie and not
tell him act like I had forgotten. I knew I wouldn't but I also knew I
could. Nick told me that we weren't going to leave his side this time. No
matter the cost to any of us nothing was to high. I checked my watch again
and walked to Tom. "It's time let's get on the road." He looked up and
smiled at me taking my hand. We walked to the car and off we went. Nick
didn't shut his mouth the whole way there. He did that when he was really
nervous. Once we pulled into the grave yard I slowed the van almost to a
stop. Tom pointed out where we need to go. I took the long way to see if
the area was clear. It wasn't I saw Tom's little sister standing over the
grave. A taller guy was standing beside her. Tom's eye's got a bit wide
when he saw the guy.

   Tom jumped out of the van so fast it was hard to see him move. Before
any of us could react he was in the air flying at the guy feet first. "GET
AWAY FROM MY SISTER" he shouted it so loud it was scary. Then the guy was
flying backwards he hit a tree. Nick was running after Tom before we could
stop him. We all piled out and gave chase. Tom was in a huge fight with
this guy and it didn't look to good for Tom. His sister was trying to get
them apart. Brian was pulling Tom away from the man. While his sister and
Howie were pulling the other guy away. "How dare you come to this place."
The man shouted at Tom. Tom laughed at him and slowly pulled away from
us. "You don't have room to talk you sick bastard." The man backed away
holing his mouth. "Oh, I'm sorry did you think I wouldn't say anything."
Tom was laughing at the man hard. I was scared at that momeant if I heard
what I thought I was going to hear. All hell was going to brake lose and I
wouldn't be holding Tom back anymore. The other guy's seemed to sense it to
they were getting ready. Tom's sister was backing away from the man
quickly. Her eye's were large and she was shaking. Howie had his arm around
her shoulders.

   Tom whiped blood off his lip and smiled a dark smile. "Did you really
think you would get away with it. I never forgot uncle all those nights, I
never will it's apart of my nightmares." Tom looked insane and I was
worried he looked evil. "I've been planing the day to get you back. You
broke your promise so I can brake mine." Tom looked to his sister with
something like pain in his eyes. I couldn't move I didn't understand how
this could happen. I didn't understand why Tom hadn't said anything to us
about it. Tom was smiling again while he moved closer to his uncle. I
couldn't have stopped him if I wanted to. "You promised you would never
come near my sister. I know she isn't your type but you promised. It's the
only thing that kept me at bay. I know your stronger than I am but I'm not
worried." I moved to Tom's side as did Nick and Brian. His uncle moved
swifty to attack Tom. Tom caught his foot in mid air then twisted it. I
heard the crack then the snap. It made my stomach turn it was so real. Tom
was laughing slightly at his uncle while he broke his ankle. His uncle
braught his fist up and punched Tom in the jaw. Tom almost fell back I
caught him. His uncle fell to the ground and started crawing away. Tom
looked to his sister who was moving to stop her uncle. Their uncle looked
back and forth from them. I don't I had ever seen something so scary. Tom
and his sister were floating in the air. "You did this to him, you made him
an outcast. I will see justice served this day." His sister had a beautiful
voice that rung out when she spoke.

   Tom and his sister moved to each other's side. Their uncle was looking
at them with pure fear in his eyes. Tom joined hand's with his sister then
there was a golden glow. It was brighter then the glow we had seen. "I am
who I am, I can be no one else. You didn't make me what I am. But you did
take something from me. You took my heart and soul then ripped it apart."
Tom and his sister were crying like they were reading each other's
thoughts. Their uncle had stopped moving away from them. He was standing to
face them. He was now floating in the air with grace. His uncle was glowing
just as brightly as Tom and his sister. This fight could kill them all I
knew it so I joined Tom's side. I placed my hand in his hoping to let him
barrow what ever he needed. Then the golden glow spred around me. I was now
floating with him it felt wonderful. The glow around us got brighter. Nick
ran up and grabed my hand Howie grabed Tom's sister hand. With everyone
that joined hand's the glow got brighter. Soon all of us were floating in
the air looking at his uncle. "You lose uncle I have family now. We stand
together with enough love to bind us forever." Tom was speaking in a strage
voice. Then I felt it all at once I could feel the other guy's. I knew what
they were thinking and feeling. The longer I stayed in contact with Tom I
could feel more. Then I started seeing painful memories from Tom's mind. I
now understood why he had nightmares and why he hated his uncle.

   Tom looked at his uncle he was as crazy anymore. "I'm not going to kill
you. But your going to make yourself an outcast. Once you leave this place
you are to never come near my family again. Or your family I will not have
someone else go threw what I went threw. Leave and never return I believe
those are the words you told my mother to say." I started to feel something
new coming off of Tom. I could feel his love for me and how strong it
was. I knew that my love was just as strong for him. His uncle was floating
away from us quickly. Once he was out of sight we all floated back to the
ground. Tom and his sister fell to the ground. "That was amazing I never
knew we could do that" Tom said to his sister. Tom was holding his sister
in his arms. She was crying openly trying to say she was sorry. "I didn't
know what had happened to you. I was so worried about you when you left. I
never hated you for being gay, I hated you because you closed me off. I
couldn't feel you anymore in my mind, I thought you just didn't want
anything to do with me. I hated you because you pulled away from me. I knew
I could have helped if you would have let me." Tom was starting to
understand everything. He was crying while he talked with his sister. I
just backed away I didn't want to interfere with their reunion. Tom stood
and pulled me to his lips. "Thank you for loving me." It was so simple to
say with words. "Welcome to the family Kevin." It was his sister talking
now.

   Thing's started to happen fast after that. We all learned that Sarah had
packed a big and was waiting for us. Her uncle had stayed with her at the
grave site because he didn't want to leave her alone. Tom is taking his
sister to LA with him. Sarah kept looking at us funny for a while. Then it
hit her who we were she freaked out. Sarah jumped on Tom's back and
playfully hit him in the back of the head. Everyone was laughing at how his
sister played around. Once Tom said good bye to his father we left the
grave yard. Sarah kept asking us all out on a date. She told us it would
the best night of ours lives. I let Brian drive while I kept my arms around
Tom. His sister scared the hell out of me she was just so perky. She almost
reminded me of Nick after he got into the suger. I knew she and Nick would
get along great. I just didn't know who was going to brake it to her that
most of us didn't like girl's all that much. I deicided to let Tom tell her
when he was ready. He hadn't broke down when he said good bye. He seemed to
gain a joyfulness I didn't understand. I guess it was the small fact that
he had his sister back. Even if it was going to be a little hard from
him. His sister acted like everything was fine another thing I didn't
understand. Maybe she they just weren't close to there father at all. I
didn't know but I really didn't care.

*****************Tom

   I was happy truely happy for the first time in a long time. I had the
man of my dreams he was my knight. I now had my little sister back and
understood her a lot better. She wasn't so little anymore I know it had
only been a few months. But in that time she had changed a lot at least in
my eyes. I use to see thing's that weren't there also. I use to see her as
the little girl I use to watch over. Now I saw the woman she had become and
she had her eyes on Howie. I always thought she liked Nick and Brian I
guess they changed to. I didn't miss my father I had said what I needed to
say. I hadn't really been close to him but I did love him. Even with what
he had said to me that night I would miss him. I had my family and I would
survive this world. I pulled Kevin closer to myself and looked into the
furture. I knew I was going to have a happy life from this point on. I knew
that there would be bump's in the road. I would remain so would Kevin we
would be happy. I was now looking forward to meeting up with Nsync at the
awards show. I was going to teach Justin a leason he would never forget. I
had been planing this little stunt with Britney. As much as the world
believed they were madly in love she hated him. Well, she hated him after
she learned what he did on tour. I don't know how that got back to
her. There was a tape and a few other thing's to prove him guilty. I had
made sure of that when I sent it. That's was when we became close
friends. I took a deep breath and looked out the window of the van. I am
who I am I can be no one else.



               	TO BE CONTINUED MAYBE........

Ok I could write a little more on this story if people write and tell me to
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