Date: Mon, 29 Oct 2001 17:37:29 +0100
From: Dannii Ree <raindrops79@hotmail.com>
Subject: "the love we have" chapter 26

Disclaimer: Don't know, don't want to imply, so don't sue. This is pure
fiction.


Chapter 26 by Dannii

When Justin woke up the next morning, he was confused for a moment, because
he wasn't in his own room, but in JC's, and not only in his room, but in
his bed as well.  And then he remembered what had happened the night
before, and a happy smile appeared on his face. He noticed that he was
laying on his stomach, half on JC, snuggled into him, with his head buried
in the crook of JC's neck. He also noticed that he was dressed in his
pyjama pants and a t- shirt, while JC still wore the same shirt like the
day before, and sweat pants. And the third thing he noticed was that there
was a hand softly stroking his back, spreading a warm feeling through
him. He raised his head lazily and saw that JC was wide awake, looking at
him with a tender smile on his lips.

"Good morning", he said hoarsely, returning the smile, before he cleared
his throat.

"Good morning", JC answered and placed a kiss on Justin's forehead. "How
did you sleep?"

Justin's smile turned into a grin. "What do you think? I don't believe I've
ever slept better.  You?" JC just looked at him, letting the hand that was
stroking Justin's back wander up his spine and over the back of his neck
until it was resting on Justin's cheek.  Justin leaned into the touch and
sighed.

"I've slept wonderful", JC finally said and caressed Justin's cheek softly.
"In the arms of the man I love more than anything else in the world..."
Justin blushed slightly.

"I'm not a man, Josh, I'm just a boy. Well, at least I feel like a
schoolboy at the moment." He giggled, and JC joined in.

"Yes, I know what you mean. But, honestly - do you think that a little
schoolboy would let me do this?" Justin looked at him expectantly, and the
next moment he felt JC's lips on his.

Justin sighed and shifted so that he was laying face to face with JC, or
better, lips to lips. He rolled on top of him and let his arms rest on
either side of JC's head, so that he wasn't leaning on him with his full
weight, but on his elbows. When he felt JC's tongue softly caress his lips
and ask for entrance, he opened his mouth and welcomed it with his own.
Their tips touched, and a jolt of energy ran through both bodies. Justin
moaned quietly, and JC took this as an encouragement to let his hands
wander back to Justin's back and wrap them tightly around his waist. Their
lips duelled with each other, tasting and caressing and exploring the
other's mouth, until they had to come up for air. Justin took a deep breath
and buried his face back in the crook of JC's neck.

"I love you", he mumbled, and JC responded by relaxing his embrace and
running his hands up and down Justin's spine instead.

"I love you, too", he answered, and Justin shivered. His shirt had slipped
up a bit during the night, and when he felt JC touch his bare skin, he
tensed for a moment, but then he relaxed completely and snuggled even
closer to him, as if he was trying to crawl into the other boy's body. He
put his legs on either side of JC's, let his arms slide around JC's back
and hugged him like he never wanted to let him go, and pressed his lips to
JC's neck.  Now it was JC's turn to shiver.

As softly and gently as he could, he began to let his hands wander over the
soft skin of Justins back. It was incredible soft, like the skin of a
baby. His hands roamed over Justin's hips, up to his shoulders, sliding up
the shirt further, and down again to the small of Justin's back. Then he
let just his fingertips do the work and explore every part of Justin's
rear. He could hardly surpress a hiss when he felt Justin press his groin
into JC's, his erection *very* noticeable.  And JC immediately became
aroused as well. He barely noticed that Justin had stopped kissing his neck
and had lifted his head, so that he could look at JC. His eyes were several
shades darker than before, and JC swallowed deeply.

"I'm sorry, Just, I don't want to scare you away, but I..." Justin silenced
him with a passionate kiss. A deep, meaningful kiss, where none of the both
could tell which lips belonged to who.

"Josh", Justin finally said, after one last lick at JC's lips, "I don't
want us to rush things, and I know that I'm not ready for sex now,
but.... god, this feels so incredible..." He pressed his groin further into
JC's and began to move his pelvis up and down, so that their erections were
rubbing against each other. They kissed again, moaning into each other's
mouths, and the pressure became so much that JC bent his knees slightly and
raised his hips against Justin's while pressing him down into him at the
same time, causing both boys to gasp and throw their heads back
simultaneously. JC looked at Justin and saw that his face was flushed, his
eyes closed, and his lips parted. He grabbed Justin's head with one hand
and pressed their lips together, sliding his tongue into Justin's mouth
again. They were moving faster now, and JC slid his other hand down to
Justin's ass and squeezed it. A few seconds later Justin gasped sharply and
thrusted his groin into JC's hard one final time, before he began to
tremble and shiver and came in his pants, with JC following a moment later,
coming hard in his pants.

Both boys lay on JC's bed, tangled together, panting, not able to speak for
long minutes. It was JC who finally turned his face so that he was looking
at Justin, who's head was resting on his shoulder. They smiled at each
other, and JC gave Justin a small kiss.

"I love you", he whispered, and kissed him again.

"I love you too", Justin responded.

"But?" JC wanted to know.

"How did you know that there is a but?" Justin looked at JC. JC shrugged.

"I think I know you quite good, despite the fact that we only know each
other for a few weeks."

Justin sighed and rolled down from JC, on his side, so that he could look
at him better. "Well, that exactly is the but. Don't understand me wrong,
Josh, what we did a few minutes ago was... well, incredible. Fantastic. I
mean, we had our first orgasm together." Both boys blushed when Justin
spoke it out loud. Justin continued. "I really don't regret it. And I think
we both kind of needed it, after all what happened in the last days,
especially yesterday." He grinned at JC. "But I really want to take it slow
in our relationship. I mean, we have a relationship, right?"

"I hope so", JC said. "I really want you to be my boyfriend. Do you want to
be my boyfriend?" Justin nodded, smiling.

"Of course. There's nothing I want more." They kissed softly for a moment,
then Justin spoke again.

"Like I said, I want us to take things slow. I'm not ready for more. I want
to cuddle you, and kiss you, and lay in your arms, and just enjoy the
feeling of having my first boyfriend." JC silenced him by laying a finger
on Justin's lips.

"That's what I want, too, Just. I think we're both not ready for more. And
we have all time in the world, there's no need to rush things. What is
important is that we've figured out our feelings for each other." Justin
looked him deep in the eyes, happy that JC agreed with what he said.

"And now", JC went on, "I think we should clean up the mess we
made. Because I feel kinda uncomfortable, you know..." He looked at the
ground embarrassed, until Justin tilted his chin up with one hand and
pressed a long kiss on his lips.

"Yes, I know. And we still have about thirty minutes until the alarm sets
off, so we can go back to bed after we've changed and cuddle a bit more."
Without another word they parted, and Justin went to his room. He stripped
out of his pyjama pants and boxers and changed into a pair of clean grey
boxer briefs and jogging pants. On his way back to JC's room he put the
clothes into the clothes-basket that stood in the bathroom. When he entered
JC's room again, JC already lay on the bed, dressed in clean sweatpants,
and motioned for Justin to lay down with him. He held up the covers for
Justin to climb under them, and they settled into each other comfortably,
this time the other way round: Justin lay down on his back, and JC lay on
him, his head tucked under Justin's chin, his arms below Justin's upper
body. He kissed Justin's chest through his shirt and sighed contently when
Justin began to run his hands through his hair, softly stroking over his
stitched wound. They lay this way until the alarm went on.

JC pushed himself up on his elbows and kissed Justin's nose.

"We have to get up, baby. College's calling." Justin's nose twitched, and
JC laughed. "You look adorable, do you know that? Irresistible. I could lay
here the whole day and just look at you." Justin blushed and sighed when he
heard JC's next words. "But nevertheless we have to get up now."

"One last kiss?" Justin pouted and JC rolled his eyes.

"You know I can't resist you when you look like that, right?" He pulled
himself up a bit more and leaned down until his lips brushed against
Justin's. The kiss soon became more sensual, and none of the both heard the
knock on the door. Suddenly they heard Lynn's voice call out

"What the hell is going on?"

TBC...
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