Date: Sun, 7 May 2000 18:10:08 EDT
From: DigGetDownNSYNC@aol.com
Subject: VENGEANCE 8

Hello everyone! I hope everyone enjoyed chapter 7. I realize I haven't put
a lot sex scenes in the story in a while! You'll see one in this. So
anyway, PLEASE SEND ME MAIL! I have a new email address besides
DigGetDownNSYNC@aol.com I now also have ILive4BoyBands@aol.com

You can email me on either one!  one more thing...

JANE LOVES HOWIE!

sorry bout that

Shouts out to Gilly and Steve!

~~~~~~~~~~~ Recapping chapter 7:

I was feeling a sense of relief, until I felt a tap on my back.

"JUSTIN!"

Shit! It was Nick!

"Yes, Nick?" I tried to make him feel that I wasn't nervous and intimidated
by him.

"You think your the only blonde who can win girls with there songs? I think
not! Just wait until next concert... In case you didn't realize, I love
Brandy just as much as you."

"But you did some horrible stuff to her! She deserves better!" I'm not
stupid. I noticed how Nick treated her.

"I know. That was a mistake. But I love her. And I would do anything to get
her back."

He was so close to me, and I could see his eyeballs popping out of his head
and his face red with fury. I was literally on my back, inching away from
him.

"Just you wait and see." He face relaxed, and he walked away.

I walked away, in total shock of what just happened. I knew Nick was a very
driven guy, and WOULD do anything to get her back. I didn't want to lose
her. And with someone like Nick, it wouldn't be easy to restrain her.

"Hey, JC," I placed my hand on his shoulder.

"Yeah Justin?" He gave me a congratulating smile.

"When's our next concert with the Backstreet Boys?" my voice had a sense of
panic that JC noticed.

"Tomorrow, why?" he looked at me with concern.

I gasped.

Oh shit!

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Uh oh! Will Nick get Brandy back? Will Chris EVER tell Brian, Kevin, and
Howie about what happened? This is going to be a long chapter...hold your
horses!

Love Erica

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CHAPTER 9: Back To Your Heart.

"What's wrong Just?" JC shook me to get my attention.

"Nick...he just threatened me to take away Brandy!" I cringed with
fear. Nick is the kind of guy that would never give up...no matter what!

"Oh come on Justin, you know he won't do it!"

"JC, I know him way better than you! When he wants something, he doesn't
stop until he gets it! I don't want to lose her now, or ever! I just got
her back!" I sat down, getting dizzy from worrying.

"That reminds me of a song...'Don't wanna lose you now'...ok shutting
up. Relax. She loves you, and you remember what the psychic said, right?"

"That's true."

"Don't worry Justin. She's forever yours." JC shook my shoulder and ran
off. He hopped on Lance's lap.

I was still worried about Brandy. How would Nick try to win her over? What
was going to happen? JC was right, I knew what the psychic said. But was it
true? Psychics aren't ALWAYS right.

I felt a tap on my back.  It was Brandy! I gazed into her deep blue eyes,
and I didn't worry anymore. She was mine. NOTHING would change that.

Me, AJ, Chris, Kevin, and Brian hopped in Brandy's car to back to Brandy's
castle, err, house.

"Shotgun!" AJ yelled, and saw his puny body meagerly make his way over to
the car.

"OK then!" Brandy put the keys in the ignition and started the car and we
were off.

Brian and Chris had their own conversation, while I talked with Kevin. AJ
and Brandy were engaged in a talk.

"So, I heard about you and Nick," AJ told her.

"Really," Brandy felt as if she were in trouble or something.

"Yeah...and about you and Justin,"

"Ooh."

"You really broke Nick's heart. He really loved you!"

"Well he sure as hell didn't show it! He was rude, he didn't show any
affection, it was like he wasn't there!"

"I realized...but listen, please do me favour. Give him another
chance. He's depressed! He was crying...I've never seen him cry over a girl
like that, let alone cry over a girl!"

"I dunno...I'm with Justin, remember? I love Justin!"

"But do you love Nick?"

"Yes."

"Well, good luck deciding!"

"Thanks."

"But listen to me...I've known Nick for God knows how long, and he loves
you with all his heart!"

"Ok. Thanks for giving me the lowdown."

"Anytime...we've gotten really close, I think you're one of my best
friends."

"Yeah I agree! You're one of my best friends too."

"Really? Well, that means I gotta tell you something..."

"Please don't tell me your in love with me too!"

"Nah! Its not that...your very attractive but..."

"Yep?"

"You promise not to hate me?"

"How could I?"

"Ok...I'm gay."

"Oh! That's ok!" He sighed with relief.

"Thank God!"

"Well, I couldn't help but hear what you just said AJ," interrupted Chris,
"and don't worry bout it...me and Joey are gay together, and so is Lance
and JC!"

"Wow! That's a relief!"

"And I'm bi too," Kevin admitted, "but we're not together."

"Jesus, am I the ONLY straight guy in a boy band?" I asked sarcastically.

"Hehe, no! Nick, Brian, Howie, they're all girl obsessed!" Kevin said

"Yeah, I'm straight," Brian announced, getting into our convo.

"But wait, aren't you getting married Kevin?" Brandy asked.

"Yeah, but not to a girl...she's just a beard. That girl is actually my
best friend!"

"Oh!" Brandy responded as she pulled into the drive way of her house.

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"Sleeping with me tonight?" I asked Brandy, jokingly. Well, it sounded
jokingly, but I really meant it.

"You bet your ASS I am!" she grabbed my hand and led me to her room. We
were both already in our pajamas (ok, my pajamas were boxers and a wife
beater and hers was boxers and a tank top). We got into her huge ass bed
and lay down. She put her head on my chest and I played with her hair.

"It feels great having you in my arms again," I told her.

"It feel great being in your arms," she said back as she closed her eyes.

"Your singing tonight-you sounded amazing."

"Thanks! You know I've always wanted a record deal."

"Really? I bet I could get you one!"

"No way!"

"Hey, you're better than every other female pop singer out there!"

"Nah!"

"Yah! You deserve one!"

"You think so?"

"I KNOW so."

"Thanks. Good night."

"Good night," I kissed her cheek and quickly dozed off.

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Chris and Joey got into bed with...erm...nothing on. They looked each other
in the eyes and smiled at each other. Chris started to massage Joey's lean,
muscular body, starting with his nipples, to his abs, to his hips, and to
his, well, thing.

"Oooh baby that feels good!" Joey cooed with pleasure as his partner jerked
him off gently. Chris moved down to using his tongue, literally swallowing
Joey's balls. His tongue played a violent game of hockey with them, then he
stopped and looked into his partner's eyes.

"Your turn,"Chris told him, ever so innocently.

"Ok."

Joey, being the usual feisty person he is, started directly with his mouth,
massaging Chris's small but thick member quickly but gently. Chris leaned
back, in shock of his partner's amazing ability to give blow jobs.

"Just like that!" Chris repeated. He was enjoying it so much. Joey massaged
harder and harder, until Chris couldn't resist his pleasure and let all cum
empty into Joey's mouth. Chris began to calm down.

"That was amazing Joey," Chris said.

"You're amazing," Joey smiled at his lover.

"You are too. I was wondering...have you ever thought about, uh, you
know...sex?"

"You mean, me and you?"

"No, you and the wall!"

Joey chuckled and replied, "Uh, sure I have, and I love you, but I just
don't know if I'm ready...its not you, its me."

"I don't care. As long as I'm with you, thats fine."

"Your the best thing to ever have existed Mr Christopher Alan Kirkpatrick."

"I don't think so, Mr Joseph Anthony Fatone...YOU are,"

"Stop it, your making me big headed!"

They kissed, rolled over, and fell asleep.

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RIIING! Phone..ring..too...early! I picked it up anyway.

"What?" I asked, grumpily.

"Justin! It's your best friend, Jason! Its 2:00 in the morning!" it was
Jason, sound ticked off as usual.

"No shit Sherlock. What do you want?"

"Just reminding you that you have to be in the office tomorrow at 9! Oh and
Johnny Wright wants to talk with that girl of yours, whats her name,
Brandy?"

"Oh. Ok. Why?"

"Something about Britney Spears and her...I wasn't paying attention to his
bullshit, as usual."

"Whatever. Bye."

"Bye."

AJ stormed into our room.

"Just got paid, Friday Night!" he started singing. Brandy got up and
started laughing.

"Wild thing! You make my heart sing!" she got up and they starte dancing
together while singing. How could she move at 2 o' clock in the morning?

"Its 2 in freakin morning!" I squealed, totally unclearly. I fell onto
Brandy's bed and dozed off instantly.

"That was the funniest thing I have ever seen in my entire life!" AJ
announced as he fell to the ground with laughter.

"I know! Let's go get the other guys!" they ran out of the door
frantically!

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I woke up to Brian, who was with AJ and everyone else, singing "Lets have a
party!"

"What do you guys want?" I asked, still half asleep.

"No one feels like sleeping, so we want to have a partay!" Howie announced
as he started boogeying on down with Brandy.

"I have nothing better do. It's not like I could sleep anway." Nick said
grumpily with his arms crossed.

"Fine, I'll get up!" I rose out of bed in my boxers and wife beater, which
seemed to be the attire adorned by everyone else except for Brandy.

Everyone did the conga down the stairs (don't ask!) with Brandy and AJ
leading. We approached the kitchen.

"OH SHIT!" Brandy yelled. She nearly fainted, and AJ caught her and picked
her up in his arms. Everyone stopped dancing. Actually, everyone just
stopped. JC hurried to the front of the line we formed to catch a glimpse
of what everyone was staring at in awe. I followed him

They're was a huge poster hanging up in her kitchen. It was a mixture of
the BSB, NSYNC, and Brandy. The boys were standing in a line, starting with
Joey, then Howie, then Brian, then Kevin, Chris, Nick, Me, AJ, Lance, and
finally JC. Kevin, Chris, me, and AJ were holding Brandy horizontally, ane
the rest of the guys were just making funny poses. On top, the text read
"The Jive Tour: Backstreet Boys, *N SYNC, and Brandy Rock. Tickets on sale
January 6th, 2001."

Joey, Howie,Brian, Kevin, and Chris had red eyes.

"Uh, Brand, is this what you were telling me and Nick about 2 weeks ago?"
AJ questioned.

"Yeah, but.." Brandy said, terrified and confused.

"Nick and Kevin," JC interrupted, "They switched places."

"Whoa, what does that mean?" Kevin asked confused.

"Well, in the other pictures, Nick was always with red eyes and you
weren't. Now you have them and he doesn't." Lance answered Kevin.

"What does that mean?" Nick questioned.

"I haven't a clue." JC answered.

"Well, I think we deserve an explanation." Brian said.

"Yes you do. I'll start," I said, "Well, JC and Brandy were both having
weird dreams and they ended up being long lost brother and sister...which
is, yes, weird, but thats not it. Ok, so we went over to Brandy's house and
the lights went out. We were telling scary stories, and we heard a
noise. So we went up stairs, and there were glowing eyes telling us about
like 'finding our destiny' or something and there were these dolls and Joey
and Chris had red eyes and they were like fighting against us or something
like that."

"Then we went down stairs to get something to eat and analyze what we just
saw," Brandy continued, "The lights came on, and we went upstairs to use my
computer and research. My friend Sebestian said something about Atlantis."

"You mean the place in the Bahamas?" Howie joined in.

"No, like the myth of Atlantis." Joey said.

"Knew that." Howie responded.

"Anyway, moving on," Joey joined in, "We saw a picture of you guys. Howie,
Nick, and Brian had red eyes and AJ and Kevin, uh, didn't. We called
Jason. He said we had to pick you guys up at the airport. We forgot to tell
you guys, we thought this dissappeared, but I guess not."

"That's one fucked up story!" Kevin sat down at the kitchen table, "Who's
Brandy Rock?"

"I have no clue! I was thinking that myself!" I said.

"My last name isn't even Rock!" Brandy told us.

"What is your last name anyway?" Howie asked.

"Blair." she answered. The Backstreet Boys gasped.

"You mean, as in Blair Records?" Brian asked.

"Yup. My dad was the owner." she said. I was totally confused.

"What does that mean?" JC asked. He seemed to have read my mind.

"Well, when we originally wanted a record deal, we decided to go to Blair
records. We had the deal and everything, but your dad, uh, died, didn't
he?" Brian explained.

"Yep. He was murdered. No one knows who did it. Soon after, Jive records
was made and Blair records was shut down."

"What happened to your mom?" AJ asked.

"Couldn't handle my dads death. Died 2 weeks later."

"I'm sorry." AJ gave her a hug as she tried to hold back tears. As soon as
he let go, I pulled her into a hug and let her cry on my shoulder.

"I'm...I'm gonna go upstairs." Nick said quietly. He ran upstairs, followed
by Brian.

"I'm going to sleep," JC grabbed Lance by the hand and continued up stairs
with him. Everyone followed him.

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At 8:30 in the morning, we were out the door. Everyone was exhausted from
last night, except for AJ and Brandy, who had WAY too much coffee this
morning.

"Here we are!" Brandy shouted as we approached the Jive Records office in
New York City. Jason came to us as we entered the building.

"Ah, my pretty boy singing bastards! So nice of you to be on time. Let's
see if you can do it to your own concerts on tour!"

"Nice to see you too jackass!" AJ said in a Billy Madison kinda tone.

"Hmm," Jason responded to AJ's unexpected retaliation, "Oh, Dandy-"

"Brandy," corrected Brandy. She was just like the rest of us---putting up
with Jason's shit.

"Whatever. Mr. Wright wants to see you in his office over there."

"Ok. See you guys later." I hugged her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

"Bye!" all the other guys said, in sync (author's note: sorry, i HAD to say
that (in sync)).

Brandy disappeared down the hall. Jason brought us into the meeting room.

"Ok, as you know, you will be going on tour all this summer
together. Tonight your doing another show. Soon, you guys will be doing
songs together. YAY!" Jason announced.

Everyone lauged at Jason's attempt to be somewhat funny.

The meeting went for about an hour. All he did was talk about stuff, gave
us schedule after schedule. Our tour began late July and ended late
October. We were going to learn a song to do together later in the
month. It was only Mid-March anyway.

We walked of out the meeting room out of the meeting room and was greeted
by Brandy, who had a huge grin on her face.

"Brandy! How was your meeting with Johnny Wright? What did he want from
you?" JC asked.

"HE WANTED TO GIVE ME A RECORD DEAL!" she yelled at literally the top of
her lungs. People stopped there jobs at noise of shreik, paused and stared
for about 5 seconds, and then resumed working.

"And you said?" AJ questioned.

"YES! DUH!" she gave AJ a hug, literally knocking him to the floor, "Lets
get lunch!"

"Sounds good." I said.

"What about chinese food?" JC asked.

"Ok...lets go near me so you won't get killed, kapeesh?" Brandy told us.

"Sounds good!"I announced. I put my arm around her, she put her arm around
me, and we walked out.

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Lunch was good. We were bothered by one or two people, but that was really
it.

We went back to Brandy's house. I was kind of out if, thinking about
tonight. I had totally forgot about what Nick said to me last night, and I
started to get worried. What if he was going to do something? 'She likes
you. She was with you all I day' I said to myself. 'Don't worry'

"Heh, right J?" Joey said. I quickly woke from my trance.

"Wha? Oh, uh huh yeah." I said. Everyone laughed at me.

"Ok you guys, its 5. You have a concert in 3 hours. Lez go!" Brandy
announced.

Me, Nick, AJ, Brian, and Brandy went to Brandy's car and everyone else into
JC's car. We arrived at the concert.

I prayed to myself Nick wouldn't do anything.

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"BACKSTREET BOYS GO GET READY NOW!" Jason screamed, his face turning red
with anger.

"Coming jack ass!" AJ ran right passed him

"Good luck age!" Brandy told him. She nuzzled me on the neck and kissed my
cheek, "I'm going to watch the concert. Good luck you guys!"

"Thanks! Bye!" we told her.

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I watched the concert from backstage. The Backstreet Boys just finished
"The One". I noticed Nick wasn't too enthusiastic as usual. The music began
to slow down. AJ began there next song.

"Its not that I can't live without you, its just that I don't even wanna
try, every night I dream about you, ever since the day we said good bye."

Nick continued.

"If I wasn't such a fool, right now I'd be holding you, there's nothing I
wouldn't do, baby if you only knew"

While everyone was gracefully singing the chorus, I saw Nick storm off the
stage, his face burried in his hands. Brandy ran over to his side and they
went into the dressing room. I peeked in the door quietly. I saw Nick
hugging Brandy.

10,00 things raced through my mind as I saw the image of Nick and Brandy
cuddling yesterday, and now hugging. Is this the end of me and Brandy, or
the beginning continuing?

Howie sang Nick's parts because of his abscence. After the song finished,
the guys rushed off stage and into their dressing room.

I stood there in confusion.

I heard Jason yell, "NSYNC! ON STAGE! RRIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
we hurried on stage and began.

"Its tearin up my heart when I'm with you, but when we are apart I feel it
too, and no matter what I do I feel the pain, with or without you"

JC sang his verse, then the chorus. I missed my cue, so JC signaled the
crowd to sing on. They weren't too into the concert, probably because they
were expecting more Backstreet Boys. I caught on and began singing my
verse.

"In the corner of my mind, baby it feels like were running out of time, Let
it go,if you want me girl let me know, I am down, on my knees, i can't take
it anymore"

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I hurried off stage after singing Bye, Bye, Bye. I went over to the
Backstreet Boys dressing room to see what was up, and to say hi to my, uh,
girlfriend.

I knocked frantically on the door. AJ opened it a crack and peeped his head
out.

"Hello? Oh hi Justin what can I help you with?" I gazed over his head and
saw Brandy in Nicks arms. He was still crying and extremly shaken up. Brian
was crying too, and Kevin comforted each one of them as well as Howie.

"Uh, can I come in?" I asked.

"We're kinda trying to work out a problem. We'll meet you and Brandy's
house. Take JC's car home, ok?"

"Uh, alright."

I gathered up the guys and we drove home.

Chris and Joey were tickling each other in the back, while I just sat there
next to them, staring out the window into space. What was happening? Was
Brandy still my girlfriend? My mind got tired of wondering, but I couldn't
help but wonder.

JC and Lance were in the front, holding hands and having a telepathic
conversation...which reminded me.

"Hey, Brandy, are you Ok?" I used my mind to ask her.

"I'm fine Justin. Nick's not though. We'll be back shortly. Everything is
calming down." she answered back.

"Are you still my girlfriend?"

"We'll sort that out at my house tomorrow morning."

"Ok. Bye. Love you.

"Yeah. Bye."

I started crying. I couldn't lose her again!

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We arrived at Brandy's house. I went into me and Brandy's bed and fell
asleep crying.

The next morning, I woke up to the smell of coffee brewing and AJ, Kevin,
JC, Brandy, Nick, and Lance laughing. I rushed out of bed, forgetting I had
no shirt on, and ran down the stairs.

When I walked in, everyone stared at me (or at least my boxers) and started
laughing, as if nothing had happened last night.

"Nice breakfast attire, Justin," Nick said to me with a smile. Since when
was he so chipper?

"What do you want for breakfast, Justin?" Brandy asked as she flipped over
a piece of French toast. I noticed JC and Kevin were munching on eggs,
while AJ and Nick were chowing down on pancakes.

"Uh, nothing. Not hungry." I responded. I sat down, "So what happened last
night?"

The whole room tensed up.

"Nick was just upset about something. Thats all. Everythings fine now,"
Kevin told me.

"If why he was upset had ANYTHING to do with me, tell me NOW." I said
sternly.

"Well, it had something to do with Brandy. But not you, no."

"Does it affect me anyway?"

"Yes."

"Does it benefit anyone?"

"Yes. But not you."

"Does it hurt anyone?"

"Yes, but who knows? You might not be hurt."

"Let me guess...Brandy, your going out with Nick?"

She stopped cooking the French toast, looked me straight in the eyes, and
nodded.

I fell over crying.

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Well, you now Brandy's final decision. More spicy things to come up, now
that the whole Brandy/Justin/Nick commotion is over. Tension with AJ and
Lance, but nothing serious. And also, more about the BSB/*N SYNC tour. Find
out more about the whole Atlantean thing too.

Happy reading!

~Erica~