Date: Mon, 19 Mar 2001 19:47:26 -0800 (PST) From: Reilly Enis Subject: What I Want Is What I've Got Chapter 7(Gay/Celeb/BoyBand) DISCLAIMER: This story is FICTION. This is not a reflection on the Backstreet Boys, Westlife, and Boyzone or their sexuality. This is a gay story, I don't know them , and don't know anything about their sexual preference. It is complete fiction and should not be taken seriously just merely a source of entertainment. This has a homosexual theme so if you are offended by this go see another story more appropriate for your taste. Note: This story will not be nsync friendly. What I Want Is What I've Got By: Enis Chapter 7 Backstreet Boys Point Of View Westlife sits on one side of the room scattered in chairs and on the floor, while the Backstreet Boys sit on the other side mostly on chairs. The exception of the two groups being Markus and Brian who sit in the middle conversing with each other. "Okay guys let's all get to know one another, we'll go around the room saying our names and what else you think would be appropriate. Well I'll start I'm Kevin and I'm the eldest of the group." "I'm Nick, and I'm the youngest." "I'm A.J., I'm bored, and I think this is ridiculous cause everyone knows each other so let's get to the juicy stuff straight or gay? And by the way I'm straight." "Yeah as straight as a banana sweetheart." Deana says poking fun at her boyfriend. "You get him Deana, I'm Howie and I can go either way with sex. As long as my dick has a warm place." "Eww, that's disgusting Howie, well I'm gay and seeing Nicky." Kevin says hugging tightly to Nick. "I guess I don't have to answer the question anymore." Nick smiles and kisses Kevin on the cheek. "I'm Brian and I'm gay." Brian says hanging his head down a little, not wanting to see the reaction from Markus. " Hmmm... short and to the point Brian, we'll I'm Bryan too, but with a y and not an i. I myself prefer both blokes and ladies. Right now I'm with Kian." Bryan says smiling at his sweetheart. "I'm Kian and I only like blokes, and as Bryan said we are together." Kian says and kissing the bridge of Bryan's nose. "I'm Shane and I can go either way it doesn't matter to me." Shane says taking a side glance at Nickay. "I'm Nickay and I'm gay completely, I don't like the lasses." "Nickay your gay, we thought you were straight what about Georgina." Bryan says speaking for his 2 other shocked bandmates. Shane just sitting back already knowing the truth. "She's just my friend Bryan a cover. She knows and she dates who ever she wants while I'm out on the road." Nickay says addressing the group quickly. "Well I guess I'm stuck being the last on I'm Markus and I like blokes and nothing else." Mark looks down down embarrassed missing the big grin that spreads across Brian's face. " Well what movies are we gonna watch gentlemen and of course lady." Kevin says making sure not to leave Deana out. "Kevin don't push it being nice to me don't work on anyone." Deana snaps. "I vote we watch Jim Carrey" Brian says getting a pillow thrown in his face. "NO!!!!!!" All the Backstreet Boys say in unison. "Brian we are not watching any of those movies ever again..." Kevin says getting ready to give a lecture to Brian, before Markus thankfully steps in and saves Brian. "Well we have Darby O'Gill and the Little People, Armageddon, Titanic (still haven't seen that movie and don't plan on it) and Scream." Mark says going through the tapes. " We'll watch Scream I ain't watching a movie with little people in it." Nick says putting his two cents in. "No matter what movie we watch Nick, your gonna be clinging to Kevin in bed tonight from nightmares." A.J. says receiving a smack from Deana. "Leave Nicky alone!" Deana says defending Nick as always. Nick sticks his tongue out at A.J., slightly laughing cause he was being yelled at by Deana. "Put your tongue back in Carter before Kevin jumps on the chance to use it and we don't need a free porn show." Brian gets up and quickly puts the movie on and turns off the light before the fighting gets worse. He then proceeds to sit back next to Mark. Half way through the movie the only people who were watching the movie was Brian, Mark, Howie, A.J. and Deana, everyone else was making out or cuddling, or sleeping. Nick is clinging to Kevin's chest his head buried into Kevin's neck. Kevin just held him tightly kissing the top of his blonde head once in awhile. Brian and Mark have been stealing glances at each other hoping the other wouldn't notice. Deana finds it amusing watching them. After one would turn their head the other would look quickly. It is obvious to anyone that they like each other, if only they could notice it themselves. Kian and Bryan are sitting on the floor in the corner, not paying attention to the movie but each others lips. Kian sitting on Bryan's lap, his hand down Bryan's trousers. Shane and Nickay who had been sitting on the couch now lay asleep on it, using each other as a pillow. Both with smiles on their faces, being able to hold each other without the other guys noticing. Deana sits in between A.J.'s legs, A.J.'s hands on her thighs rubbing up and down. Deana obviously trying to ignore him and the appendage that was poking her in the back. Deana finally moves away from him, to keep her eyes glued on the movie with no more interruptions. A.J. now with a scowl on his face wanting so bad to go back to his room with Deana. By the end of the movie everyone had fallen asleep. Mark's head falling onto Brian in his sleep, both cuddled into each other unconsciously. Kevin and Nick have fallen into a spoon position, Nick still shaking in his sleep. Deana has moved back over to A.J. just to use him as a pillow. Kian has fallen asleep in Bryan's lap, his hand still circled around Bryan's cock. Shane and Nickay have moved even closer to each other having their arms wrapped around each other. Howie, the lonely one has passed out on a chair. Kevin: Kevin woke up very happy to have Nick wrapped around him very tightly. Kevin left him to sleep and woke everyone else. He walked past Brian and Markus not really wanting to wake them up, but he had to. When everyone was awake he picks Nick up and brings him back to their room to sleep some more before they had to get ready for the concert. A.J.: "We didn't even watch the movie! Hey Lifers you wanna do this again after the concert maybe we'll be more lively" A.J. says stretching. "Yeah sure A.J. see you then have a nice nap." Markus says walking into his own room, to go back to sleep. "I ain't going to sleep come on Deana let's go have some fun!" A.J. says grabbing Deana and pulling her out the door. "Boy if you think we're doing more than sleeping on our bed, you better go to the bathroom and jack off cause I ain't gonna give you any, you horny toad." Deana says walking out the door, waving to the Westlife boys. "Oh come on Angel, PLEASE!!!!!! you know you can't resist me" A.J. says grabbing her from behind into a tight hug kissing her softly. Deana pulls away, puts her hand over her mouth and runs to the bathroom. A.J. runs to see what's the matter, but gets the door slammed into his face. Deanna was sick again, A.J. could hear her gagging through the door and then hears her crying softly. He opens the door and sits beside her and holds her until she stops crying. He carries her into the bedroom and lays her down on the bed. He holds her until she falls asleep only then does he lets the tears fall, fearing the worst is yet to come.............. Brian: "So Mark are you gonna hang out with us tonight like A.J. said or are you gonna just go to sleep." Brian asks Mark hopeful. "I'm gonna hang out, I have nothing else to do. Anyway it would be fun to hang out with you....uhm I mean all of you again." Mark mentally hits himself for screwing up. `I want to see you so bad Mark, but in a different setting maybe a bed and nothing else. Atleast he's not mad at me for like being all up on him while we were sleeping. I hope he doesn't think I'm trying to get on him now that he knows I'm gay." Brian think to himself. "Yeah it's cool hanging out with you Lifers, your all cool when your awake of course." Brian says `But I liked waking up in your arms more. I wish I could do that all the time.' "Yeah.... look Brian I'm sorry about that whole sleeping on you thing. I guess my subconscious didn't realize what I was doing. I hope your not mad at me." Markus looks at Brian hoping he's not angered. "No I'm not mad, it's my fault too, my arms were wrapped around you as well." `god I'm not mad at you, it was nice to feel your body all close to mine, to bad our clothes were in the way.' "Well I'm going to my room to get some sleep, if I don't see you before the show good luck and to all the other Lifers." Brian says making his way out of the room. " Thanx Brian, see you later." Markus says smiling at Brian and walking into his bedroom, giving Brian a chance to check out the back of him. ` Oh lord, he's so hot, great now I have to go take a cold shower before going to sleep.. Why does he do this to me? I feel like one of those damn teenyboppers.' Brian walks into his room and goes straight to the bathroom to take his cold shower. It didn't help much, he was still thinking of Markus. He steps out of the shower hearing a knock on his door. He wraps a towel around his waist. He drops his towel when he see's who is at that door. There stands Howie in only his boxers, looking at Brian very lustfully. He looks at his body stopping at Brian's erection. "Hey Bri, can I come in." Howie says giving an almost devilish grin. "Yeah sure Howie" Brian closes the door and stares at Howie not even trying to cover himself up. "Need a little relief Brian?" Howie says dropping to his knees and inhales all of Brian's 5 inches. "No Howie.....mmm...this is wrong... we can't keep .... keep... keep... Oh god!! that feels so good!!" Howie speeds up his motions paying a lot of attention to the head of Brian's penis. When Brian was about ready to cum, Howie stops and smiles at Brian. He pulls Brian down to the floor. The two kiss passionately and strips Howie of his boxers. Howie pulls Brian's legs up and enters him quickly not even stopping to let Brian get use to the feeling. He thrust in and out as fast as he can. All Brian can think about Mark and how this is in his mind betraying his love for him. Howie cums quickly not even bothering to finish Brian before he pulls his boxers back on , kisses Brian and leaves. Brian cries hysterically until he falls asleep, naked on the floor. Nick: `Mmmm... to wake up in his strong arms is the greatest feeling. He's so cute when he sleeps. His hair all messed up, that smile on his face, the way his arms wrapped around me so protectively. I'm gonna let him sleep, I wonder what the other guys are doing.' Nick gets out of bed and dresses himself. He steps out of his room and finds Howie coming out of Brian's room zipping up his pants. "Hey Howie what are you doing coming out of Brian's room?" Nick says looking at Howie peculiarly. "Nothing Baby Nicky, don't worry about it." Howie walks to his room closing the door in Nick's face. Nick stands there contemplating what he should do. `Maybe I should go talk to Howie. No I should go check on Brian make sure he's not getting himself in trouble with Howie again.' Nick stands there weighing his options for a few minutes before moving towards Brian's door. He knocks on the door, but no one answers. Checking the door he notices it's not locked and walks in. He walks in, gasping at the sight of Brian naked on the floor passed out from crying. He wakes Brian up and drags him to the bed and puts boxers on him before putting him to bed. Nick can't stop crying, he knows Brian is getting himself into a mess again being with Howie. When he is sure Brian is okay, he goes straight to Howie's room to give him a few choice words. Not even bothering to knock, Nick opens the door to find Howie in bed sleeping. He jumps on Howie, punching him quickly. Howie woke with a start, his sleepiness making him not understanding what is going on. When he realizes he starts screaming for help. A.J. and Kevin come running into the room along with the body guards. Kevin pulls Nick of Howie bringing him away from the bed. "What the hell is going on Nick, why are you using Howie as a punching bag?" Kevin says still holding onto Nick tightly. "Leave me alone Kevin, I was only protecting your cousin, cause I know he won't against Howie." Nick says trying to pull out of Kevin's grasp. "What the hell do you mean Nick?" A.J. says getting in Nick's face. "Always protecting Howie, even when he put Brian in the hospital. Well I'm not gonna sit around and watch that happen again. I'm not gonna let Howie near Brian, not after what I just saw. Brian laying on the cold floor naked passed out crying." Nick says not bothering fighting Kevin anymore. Kevin lets go of Nick walking swiftly to Howie's bed ready to attack. "Howard you were with Brian again? What are you thinking, stop doing this shit leave him alone." "Kevin leave me the hell alone. I don't need a lecture from you, I'm not the baby. I'm just as old as you are, I can do whatever I want and you can't tell me what to do. Brian wasn't complaining at the time, he rather enjoyed it." "Why because you manipulated him again. You are sick Howie, Brian can't resist you and you know that. I think half the time you get off on that. You told me you were gonna stop this shit, but your doing it all over again. I can't believe you I thought I knew my own best friend but I obviously don't!!" "Oh, Alex, stop your over reacting, Brian wanted it. I never did anything he didn't want and you all know the last time, when he had to go to the hospital was because we got a little out of hand with the bondage stuff. We get along fine now and he didn't object maybe he just fell asleep, cause I wore him out. And you Nick, why do you have to be so damn nosey about everything?" "Don't question me Howie I care about Brian, he's my best friend." Nick says staring to get teary eyed. "Oh do you really care about him Nick, when was the last time you hung out with him. Ever since you got with Kevin you neglected Brian atleast I pay attention to him." Nick starts to cry more. Kevin pulls him to his chest and brings him out of the room. "Nick calm down, sweetie don't get worked up on Howie. Just go get Brian and talk to him and I'll deal with Howie okay? Calm down, I hate to see you cry, your gonna make me cry." Kevin hugs Nick once more and turns to go back to Howie's room. "Okay Kevin I'll go get Brian, and talk to him. Please atleast do something to Howie." "Believe me I'm holding back as much as I can. I don't like that he did this to my cousin." Kevin kisses Nick and goes back into Howie's room. Nick moves to Brian's room and watches Brian sleep, he really doesn't want to wake him. He knew though, Kevin would be mad if no one talks to Brian. So Nick sits on the bed and lightly shakes Brian. "Kevin leave me alone... want to sleep.... you can sing my part,,, atleast you'll get some air time." Brian rolls over burying his head in the pillow before getting smacked by Nick. "Brian!, it's not Kevin and I don't appreciate that comment about my man." Brian woke up, looking around before settling on Nick's face. " Sorry Nick, uhm... what are you doing in here again?" Brian says turning himself around to face Nick. " I wanted to see if you were okay. Brian we should talk." " Nick I'm okay, I let him do it. I wanted him okay. You don't have to worry about me I'm fine." Nick pulls Brian up out of the covers to seriously look at Brian. "But I do worry about you, your my best friend. Also, I know you didn't want Howie, he probably seduced you again like he always does. Brian I'm worried about you, you can't keep letting him walk all over you." "Like you don't walk all over Kevin, playing with his emotions, haven't you seen how much of a wreck he is. So don't condemn Howie, when you do the exact same thing. Nick you have a lot to learn about life." Brian gets out of bed and goes into the bathroom locking Nick out. Nick begins to cry trying to think what Brian meant. `What have I done to Kevin, that was so bad? Was he upset about me tying him to the bed? Oh god... did I hurt him...............' Please send feedback to enis1220@yahoo.com or AIM enis1220 I'm really considering getting rid of this story cause I get no feedback so if I don't get feedback on this chapter I'm gonna post the two chapters I've already written and then end it. PLEASE SEND FEEDBACK IT WOULD HELP A LOT EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE STORY!!!!!!!!!!!! I would really appreciate it! Thanx