Date: Tue, 12 Oct 1999 13:36:27 -0700 (PDT)
From: firesong17@yahoo.com
Subject: Wishes of the Heart

	OK I assume that I need some legal stuff here. This story is
fiction. That means not real, unfortunately. That means that it does not
have any basis in reality and that it does not mean anything about the
actual sexuality of anyone mentioned in it. But one can have dreams right?
Also it is meant for those of the age of 18 or older.  If you aren't that
age, or of legal age in your area to read this. Don't ok? Also this is my
first story, I co-wrote one, so be nice. It is my first solo attempt. Email
me at firesong17@yahoo.com with comments. Thanks!

Wishes of the Heart

	Lance woke up and looked at the clock by his bedside. He groaned
when he saw that it said 2:30am. He had just gone to bed an hour ago, but
his dreams kept waking him up. This was the fifth night in a row that he
had been unable to fall asleep. It was beginning to show in practices and
even at the concerts. The other guys were starting to get concerned. He
knew he was far from the best dancer, but since sleep had stopped coming to
him, like it was supposed to, he had had difficulty concentrating on
anything.
	He reached over and turned on the light on the bed stand. He looked
down at the table and saw the package that his mother had sent him. He
raised his eyebrow and yelled at himself for not remembering to open a
birthday gift. He loved opening gifts, and so far all the gifts he had
gotten from the guys were wonderful. He had been totally shocked however
when the members of the BackStreet Boys had also had gifts for him.
	Lance smiled at the memory...
	
	He looked up from the gift from Justin; it was a silly gift, a
stuffed animal a horse to be precise. The card had read "Someone to giddy
up with." He grinned up at Justin, "Very funny smartass."
	Justin had proceeded to giggle uncontrollably, and the rest of the
guys, BSB and N'sync included started laughing to once they read the card.
	"Well Lance, we all sort of felt bad that we didn't have a gift
for... "Kevin started but Lance interrupted.
	"Kevin, you guys don't have to buy me a gift. I'm just happy you
could be here to sing Happy Birthday...though I do wish you guys could sing
in key. You would think after all this time you would know how."
	Kevin, along with everyone else, just stared at Lance for a second
until Nick, followed by Justin and than the rest of the guys started
laughing.
	"Very funny. I guess you don't want these than?"
	Kevin nodded at Nick who got up and went to the closet. He pulled
out five brightly wrapped packages, one from each of them. Lance looked at
Kevin and the guys in disbelief, and than, perfectly timed they screamed,
	"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOOP!"

	Lance grinned at the memory. He had had a lot of fun at the party,
and was relieved when there were no problems from Howie, who had given most
of the members of both bands the cold shoulder. Joey had had fun, and
though not totally involved, he seemed determined not to ruin Lance's
birthday.
	Lance shook off the memories and opened the package from his
mother, like an overeager child. Inside, was a card and a small box
gift-wrapped.
	Lance opened the wrapping and than the box. His eyes almost popped
out of his head. There was a ring, and it was gorgeous. The band was of
gold that was dark, almost as if by age, and it was an absolutely beautiful
color. Than, there was the stone. It was a sapphire, set in the band, it
seemed to sparkle with it's own internal fire. Cut in the shape of a
diamond, the light seemed to refract inside of it causing color lines of
bright reds, deep greens, and dark purples to appear and swirl. The affect
was startling and almost hypnotizing. Lance almost had to tear his eyes
away. When he did, they fell on the card that he hadn't opened. He opened
the card and smiled at the message, "Lance, Happy Birthday honey. Knowing
you have already opened the gift before the card so I do not have to worry
about ruining anything. I wish you all the love I have. I also have a
special gift for you. This ring has been in our family for centuries, and
is supposed to bring luck.  I was wearing it the day the rest of the guys
had called to ask you if you were interested in being in N'sync. I hope it
brings you as much luck as it is supposed to. Remember my son, you will
always be my little boy sitting on my lap while I sing you to
sleep. Remember that we love you Lance, and support you in all things.
							Love,
							Your Mom"
	Lance smiled. He had come out to his parents last year, and though
at first prickly, his parents had both come around and supported him. The
guys had to; of course that was probably because Jc and Justin were also
gay. So that was three. Chris hadn't minded at all, Joey on the other hand
was a slightly different story. While he hadn't seemed to vilify the three
of them, he also wasn't totally supportive either. He was however, slowly
coming around, and was no longer edgy around them.  Lance got up from the
bed and walked around the room towards the balcony, unconsciously holding
the ring in his hand as he slid the door open and stepped into the chill
night air. Once there, he looked out at the Charlotte skyline against the
night sky. He sits down in one of the balcony chairs and just looks
out. Lance has always loved star watching, and the only thing he has always
wished for was someone to share it with him.
	Lance looks down at the ring, smiling at the way that it sparkles
in the starlight, he wonders if it fits. Grins at the idea of a ring that
is supposed to be "centuries" old fitting on his hand, but he tries it
anyway. His eyes pop open in shock as the ring slides on the ring finger of
his left hand easily and snugly. Perfect fit. He looked at in complete
amazement.
	"Imagine that. This thing is a perfect fit. I think mom might have
been pulling my leg about that 'centuries old' stuff. It is beautiful
though."
	Lance looked at the stone once more, the color seems a little
darker than it did a moment before...must be because he moved it out of the
light a bit he decided. He got up and put his arms on the balcony, leaning
forward and breathing in the deep cool air.
	"This is SO totally not going to help me to get to sleep. Jesus
Lance, you might as well order room service with a pot of coffee. It's
warmer at least. Damn I wish I could fall asleep, I haven't...had a good
nights...sleep in a while..."
	While talking, his eyes begin to close, and he finds himself almost
falling asleep on the balcony. Shakes his head and grins, and than yawns
surprising himself. He shakes his head again and goes back in the room,
making sure to close the door behind him. He falls on the bed, eyes
closing, yet sleep still somehow eluding him.
	He snuggles under the covers again, and closes his eyes. Still
cannot sleep. He is starting to get extremely upset when suddenly something
pops in his mind, the lullaby that his mom had mentioned in her note. Maybe
if he sang it to himself?
	"What the fuck. It's worth a try right?"
	He got himself comfortable in the bed. He couldn't remember the
words at first so he just began to hum the song. He could feel himself
relaxing, but for some reason, he felt a surge of urgency. He closed his
eyes and tried once more. The words than began to emerge from his memory.
	" I sing to the one, the bringer of joy, I sing for him to hear. I
call you from your long lost kingdom, to aid in banishing fear. The night
abounds with dangerous minions; they fill my heart with fear. I summon you,
lord of wishes to wish me...out... of..."
	Before he could sing the last word of the song, he drifted off into
slumber. Yet right before he was totally immersed in blissful sleep he
would have sworn he heard a sound of someone screaming.

	Outside in the hall

	Nick left the room with a small backward glance at the now
peacefully sleeping form of his latest conquest. Not newest, as he'd been
giving out "favors" for quite a long time to members of not only the
BackStreet Boys, but also to those who'd they'd toured with including
N'sync, 98degrees, and Five.
	As he walked out of Jc's room, smiling at the memory of Jc's gentle
hands, his soft voice moaning out Nick's name, and of course his gorgeous
body.
	It had all started down in the bar. Jc was sitting at the bar and
drinking his, what Nick had counted, his fifth shot of vodka. Before that,
he had had two beers, and a coke and rum. In other words, he was fairly
plastered. Nick got up from his seat, left a tip for the waitress and went
over to Jc.
	"Jc, man. I think you've had enough. Maybe you should get up to
your room and get some sleep dude."
	Jc looked at Nick from bloodshot eyes, which didn't seem to be
focusing properly.
	"I don wanna seep. Wan drink sim more." Jc had slurred out.
	Nick sighed, smiled at the bartender, gave him a good tip and than
picked up Jc, who was to drunk to protest. Nick carried him over to the
elevator, pushed the button for their floor and rode up with Jc. Jc by this
time had figured out where he was and looked at Nick.  "You wanna give me a
nightcap Nicky?" Jc grinned.
	Nick looked at Jc and smiled, knowing to what he was referring. He
smiled and nodded whereby Jc grinned and than locked his lips to
Nick's. Nick almost gagged at the smell and taste of the alcohol, but Jc's
lips were soft, and he was a really good kisser.
	When the door "binged" and started to slide open, Nick picked up Jc
again and brought him to his, Jc's, room. He pawed through Jc's jeans until
he found the key, and something else to. Jc had smiled, and Nick sighed. He
slid the key into the lock, opened the door, picked up Jc, walked in,
plopped Jc on the bed, and than went to close the door. He turned around
expecting Jc to be asleep, but found him instead lying on his back stroking
his dick.
	Nick looked at Jc and smiled. Jc's dick was about 7.5 inches and
while not the smallest, it was also not the largest dick he had ever
accommodated. That honor belonged to Drew of 98degrees.
	Nick walked slowly over to Jc and crawled up the bed. Jc looked
down at him and smiled.
	"A night cap from Nicky..."
	His voice trailed off as Nick began to suck on one of his balls. Jc
moaned softly, he wanted to move Nick to his cock, but he knew that to
leave Nick to do what he wanted was a lot better.
	Nick moved his mouth to the other hanging orb, and was rewarded
with yet another moan from Jc. He smiled and began licking the base of Jc's
cock. He licked around the base and than slowly upwards, making sure that
he licked each inch, and that the entire thing was shining from Nick's
saliva. When he reached the top, he started out gently and than with more
force licking the head like an ice-cream cone. Bye this point Jc was
practically thrashing around on the bed from ecstasy, desire, and
frustration. He was at the point that Nick liked them, at this point, they
would do anything just to have him keep going. He smiled and slowly wrapped
his lips around the head, and ever so slowly applied more and more
pressure. Jc was bucking trying to force his cock into Nick's hot mouth but
Nick simply moved with him until he heard what he wanted. Jc
whimpered. Nick looked up and actually saw tears in Jc's eyes. Jc looked
down at him and in his eyes was nothing but pure lust. "Please..."
	Nick smiled at him, and in one smooth motion engulfed the full
length of Jc's cock. Bye this point his organ was so sensitive that the
sudden motion by Nick, and the sensations caused by Nick's throat caused Jc
to scream in rapture. His hands locked on the side of Nick's head and he
began to furiously fuck Nick's mouth. Nick amplified it by moving his head
up and down faster.
	Suddenly Nick pulled off and looked up at Jc. Jc looked down at him
with a question in his eyes.
	"Not yet"
	Nick returned his mouth to Jc's cock and began again, this time at
a much slower pace, Jc once again began to fuck Nick's mouth but at a slow
rhythm. Jc closed his eyes and lost himself in the sensations that Nick's
hot, and talented mouth was causing.
	"Oh yeah. Fuck yeah Nick. You are SO good..."
	Nick by this point had tuned Jc out. All that existed for him was
the cock in his mouth, and the best way to get the cum from the balls, and
into his throat. He began to quicken the pace and the pressure. He wrapped
his hand around the base of Jc's cock and began to do a hand/blowjob. Jc's
head went back and his eyes rolled back into his head. He suddenly screamed
in pleasure and Nick's mouth was filled with Jc's cum. He swallowed every
bit and, when Jc was done, licked his lips, and than Jc's cock for any
extra.
	"Feel better now?"
	"Much...thank you."
	Nick smiled, tucked Jc under the covers, kissed him on the
forehead, and walked out the door.
	Nick sighed as he went back to the room he shared with Brian. He
slipped his key in and entered the typical upper class hotel suite; two
bedrooms, a bathroom and a sitting room that overlooked a wonderful view of
Charlotte, NC. As Brian wasn't in at the moment he quickly shed his
clothes, leaving only his boxers and walked over to the balcony. He looked
up at the stars grinning at the taste of Jc still in his mouth, rolling the
taste around in his mouth, grinning like the Cheshire Cat. He turns to go
to into his room, and is stopped when he sees Brian sitting there watching
him. He breathes to stop his heart from pounding, as he hadn't heard Brian
come in the room.
	"Jesus Christ Brian you just gave me a fucking heart attack. How
the hell long have you been there?"
	Brian looked at Nick and he couldn't stop his eyes from drifting
down Nick's half-naked body; the arms, the chest, the perfect abs. No
wonder Nick was the "heart throb" of the group. He hadn't realized how long
he had been staring at Nick until Nick interrupted his thoughts.
	"Brian! Brian, hello? Do you like what you see? I think you
do... Maybe you'd like to see more?"
	Brian looked at Nick in shock as Nick slowly lowered his boxers in
a quick yet highly erotic dance. Brian's breathing quickened as they went
lower and lower finally revealing Nick's prize. 3 - 4 inches soft it was
quickly hardening to its full length of 7 inches. Nick walked up to Brian
slowly, looked down fast and saw a bulge growing in Brian's jeans. Nick
walked right up to him. He tilted Brian's head back so that he could look
down into those beautiful crystal blue eyes. He smiled softly and bent down
to kiss Brian. Brian was the only member, other than Howie and Joey, of
either band, that Nick had never been with and he planned on fixing that,
right now.
	His lips connected to Brian's and he felt a small shock go through
him. He slid his tongue in and caressed Brian's, however there was no
response. He pulled back and looked down into Brian's eyes and didn't see
lust, or desire. He backed off at what he saw. He saw fear. Those crystal
blue eyes were filled with unshed tears, and were overflowing with fear. He
saw that Brian's breathing was fast and shallow. He made a step towards him
in comfort and something happened that he never would have
anticipated. Brian knocked his hand away and ran. He ran from the sitting
room into his part of the suite, closed and than locked the door. Nick sat
there totally stupefied.
	"What the fuck just happened...and what the hell did I just do?"

	 
	Well how was it? Was it ok? The sex scene was my first but my one
friend told me the idea of JC thrashing around was really hot <grins>. Well
as I said this is my first story and I hope I did it ok. The next chapter
should, please notice should, be out within two weeks. I want to thank Dave
for his support, Rick for letting me help him with his story which gave me
the belief that I could to this, to Kevin(clocky) for always telling me
it's bed time, to Patrick for being a great friend, for Mac for aiding me
when I needed it most, and of course not but never least, Cassie for just
being you <grins again>. Email me at firesong17@yahoo.com or at
firesong18@aol.com. WARNING! If you email me at AOL you have to put
something in the subject so I'll read it. Put my name, which is Jason, put
"wishes" "genie" "story" anything like that, otherwise I will delete
it. The yahoo doesn't have that kind of warning. Thank you for reading!