Date: Wed, 9 Aug 2000 15:30:00 -0400 (EDT) From: Candy Subject: Wishful Thinking 3 Okay: I don't Know Nsync and I can only hope I will one day, I can only Dream that they are Gay, Because I don't know If they are. This Fan Fiction is a work of FICTION from a FAN ====== *Bang* Lance let out a heavy sigh. They were having sex again. Sex, sex, sex. That was all they did!!!!! Lance could remember the day he had found out about them. He had walked in on them kissing. They told him they had been together for a while. He had hoped it would get them to treat him differently now he knew their secret. But instead it got worse. *Bang* "Oh shit." Lance had tried to keep the fact that JC and Justin were having sex in the next room out of his head, but the banging didn't help any. Lance was very aware of the pain in his groin. He closed his eyes, trying to will away his erection. He was gay. He had known it from the day he had met his first lover...... *BANG* Lance smiled in the dark at the thought of his former lover. He still loved him. They only separated because they were both Touring the world. And diffrent parts of it at that. Lance saw him last month. He was as beautiful as ever. No one ever knew about the two except his ex-lovers closest friends. They respected there decisions and even helped Lance and him meet secretly a few times. Lance could remember something one of them had said. "You two are attached at the hip." He remembers Nick just laughed and said "No, the pelvic area." Lance missed those days. He was really loved and Lance really love him. Lance noticed the banging stopped. He was about to yell "finally" until he heard his name. Than silence. What were they talking about? He tried to hear more But all he could make out was mumbling. Lance rolled over. They were most likely plotting against him. Lance closed his eyes, still thinking of his one time lover. Slowly he let an unpeaceful darkness fall over him. -DREAM- "Meus Pectus Meus." Lance opened his eyes to see a man looking at him. Chanting "Meus Pectus Meus" over and over again. Lance nodded. He understood yet he didn't know how. The man in front of him had skin as dark as the night itself. He had a necklace of bones around his neck and a cane that had the skull of a child. He felt as if he should be afraid, yet he wasn't. Lance was too busy taking in the man's appearance to notice that he had walked up to him. The man held up a Ring. THE ring Lance had received from his sister that very day. He took Lance's hand and placed it on his ring finger. At that moment Lance had wished he had never opened that package. -END DREAM- Lance awoke to a pounding headache, and a pounding on his door. "WAKE UP LANCE!!!!!" Lance looked at the door as if it was the door itself that had spoken. "LLLLLLLAAAAAANNNNNNNCE!" Slowly Lance got up and walked to the door to open it. "WHAT!!" Lance yelled as he opened it. He immediately regretted opening the door and yelling. His voice seemed louder than normal and the light was like needled in his eyes. "It's breakfast. Your late!!!! We have a meeting in 30 minuets, now get ready!!!" Joey said. Lance looked at Joey for a second before slamming the door in his face. Lance turned to his room. He remembered he dreamed, but what was it about. "Meus Pectus Meus." He said out loud. He simply nodded his head as he went to get dressed. -Candy Kane