Date: Sun, 29 Oct 2000 20:28:28 -0800
From: JB Lover <jblover637@home.com>
Subject: With or Without You Ch. 1

With or Without You
By:JB Lover

Hello all! Ok this is my first story so it might not be completely perfect,
but I try and I'd like it if you guys suggested things...I am always open
to constructive critism!! You can e-mail me @: jblover637@hotmai.com I
thank you in advance for feed back and comments, etc!

Disclaimer: This story is pure fiction and anything mentioned in it,
i.e. sexual prefrences, are not implied to be true in anyway shape or form.

ON WITH THE STORY!


Chapter 1

    I watched as a chapter had been slammed shut in my life. "That lasted
long" I thought to myself as I sat there looking at the door that now seem
to hold a power over my body. I can't believe it not even a year after we
get married she wants a divorce...why? What did I do wrong? The only answer
I received was it was because of -- lets see how'd she put it -- "technical
difficulties" like I am some kind of machine! All of the sudden the phone
rang awakening me from my former suspended state.

    I began to trought toward the phone and pick it up; however, it hit the
machine before I could get it and then I heard her voice....."You've Brian
and Leigh Ann Littrel's house we aren't available to take your call your
message after the beep..." as the answering machine beeped I heard a good
friend's voice over the machine, "Hey B its Justin I am in your area and
wanted to get together and maybe go to a club...that is if Leigh Ann lets
you ::laughs:: Call---" I picked up the phone knowing I should. "H...hey
Justin! Its Brian" I was greeted with a little sound that I knew was
probably him smiling at me over the phone. "B what's up?? You sound a
little unerved...it isn't exactly like you." Justin had told me this with
such concern in his voice that I ended up telling him all about how Leigh
Ann left me for some actor or some shit like that and how I felt that my
family would think of me as a let down to them someone who couldn't even
manage his own marriage. Justin of course completely understood what I was
going through because he told me that when he and Brittney broke up during
the MMC days that he'd thought his mother would never speak to him again,
now it was time to tell him the worst part. "Here comes the kicker of it
Just..I mean Justin..she told me that we were having "technical
difficulties" can you believe that?!" I had tried to emphasize that last
part for one of two reasons: 1. I was hoping he wouldn't have caught me
calling him Just, and 2. Because I was so angry over the whole technical
difficulty thing! "She you left giving you that reason, she makes it sound
like your a fuckin robot or some shit like that. I hope you never consider
going out with her again!"
    Justin had such spites of anger in his voice that it seemed as if he
was ready to take action -- as if it happened to him. Out of no where I
herd the estate gate opening, which was wierd cause only Leigh knew how to
operate that without ending up calling the house. "B still there?" That
brought me out of it. "Yah I am, I thought I heard the gate to the estate
open...but no one knows how to operate the thing yet.." I was worried, but
not at the same time. What happened next came as a huge shock for me! "B
did I tell how good that Royal blue and Sky blue combo shirt looks on you."
All of the sudden I stopped dead in my tracks and got worried. "B look
behind you." I turned around to be greeted by 6' tall Justin Timberlake
giving me a big hug. Needless to say that was the last thing I expected...I
started to get turned on by his breathing on my neck. The hard-on was
becoming very apparent to not just myself. I also felt somethin else poking
me in the leg...it couldn't be.. could it. After about 15 minutes of being
in this hug we lost balance and fell onto the ground. All of the sudden I
heard the ringing from the gate control alerting me that someone was at my
gate. "Justin as much as I am thrilled to be in your company I am hurting
very bad right now and someone is at the gate." He looked at me with a brow
cocked and then replied, "It looks like you are hurting bad for something."

    As I was walking toward the panel I was trying to figure out if he was
serious or not...was he flirting with me?! "Make yourself comfortable
Just." As I was glancing over I noticed a huge buldge in his paints..was
it. "Hello can I help you?" I said trying to sound polite even though I
knew who it was. "Yah its only me your own cousin..opening the gate would
be helpful." Of course, Kevin always interrupts me at important moments!
"Just, Kevin is coming you don't mind visiting with him too do you?" I was
hoping that they were on speaking terms...I mean you never know these
days. "Of course that fool hasn't called me in hella days!" The buldge was
there slowly coming down and no longer showing itself. As I walked over to
the couch to sit next to Justin I decided to make a move. "Too bad I can't
take care of that for you before Kevin comes." I whispered this into his
ear seductively slowly breathing on him. That did it his hard on was back
with a vengence. Wow not too bad I am assuming it to be about 5 1/2" and
growing...given his stats it looks like his treasure is about 7"...I could
be wrong though! Ok I realize that this may seem a bit fast but it felt so
right. It felt like on that movie Never Been Kissed with Drew Barrymore and
Michael Vartan when she describes what kissing the right person is like, I
knew by that alone. I may have been a little drunk...ok well a little more
than a little but not super drunk but he was drunk too and we happen to
kiss. I knew from then on that he had to be it, but I had Leigh Ann and she
was my wife to be in one and I didn't have the heart to break it off. "B
are you planning to answer the door or does Kevin have to relie on me to do
it?" Justin was laughing but I knew he wanted to get this visit over
with. Kevin and Justin were friends but they never were the lets all sit
together and talk type more of the Hey what's up? Ok well later! type
friendships. "Hey Kevin!" I said as I hugged Kevin and then stepped aside
to let him in. "Hey Bri! How are you and the wife -- hey Justin!" Kevin ran
and hugged Justin after just about knocking him over...I guess that's what
everyone who enters my house wants to do is knock the other person on the
floor...still I wouldn't mind Justin knocking me onto and then unbuttoning
my shirt and taking off my cloths -- "Why'd you throw a pellow at me?!" I
was mad cause I was in the middle of a nice fantasy! "You need to stop
watching people as if you are trying to imagine them naked."

    I looked at Justin and then to Kevin to see if he noticed any of the
evidence..."Him, I think the only person he is getting naked is Leigh Ann!"
I started to well up with sorrow, I was on the verge of crying...I couldn't
let Kevin know that I failed him and our family! I ran upstairs to the
master bedroom and locked the door to prevent him from finding the truth!
"Brian let me in this room now!" Kevin was always commanding me to do
things, I guess after a while of being mother hen he expects us to just
follow him and not put up resistance..not me, I can't let this happen what
would he think?! "Kevin, its ok, I know what's wrong." I knew Kevin
immediately turned to him and started drilling him with questions. All of
the sudden after what must have been over 100 different questions out of
Kevin's mouth I heard Justin's sweet voice come into the picture. "Kevin, I
have a handle on the situation and I know you are cousins but if B doesn't
want to tell you then I am not going to tell you either. I have to respect
his wishes or else I would be betraying his trust." I heard Kevin's deep
long sigh. "Ok, but you better call me if anything comes up regaurding his
health. And tell him when he's ready to talk to come to me." Wow, Kevin was
still understanding..I wonder how he'd deal with the divorce. After I heard
the door shut and the engine running followed by the sound of a car leaving
I knew it was safe. "Just are you still here." I heard no response so I
called to him again. "Just are you there?" "Yah, I am right here." As he
said here I felt a hand cover my heart, I leaned back into his arms. "You
must think I am such a whimp, running away from my cousin crying and then
locking the door and making you tell him to go away." I sighed I felt like
I was just helpless lately. "B, I know what you are going through is hard,
but I know you will survive. Your a fighter I thought you would've known
that by now." I was so at ease it was like the whole divorce or marriage
had ever occured. I locked the door and Justin lead me to the bed. "Come on
you, its time for some rest." The voice he was giving me was sooo caring I
thought we were together. "Whatever you say dearest...." As I drifted off
into sleep I felt his hot moist lips press against mine kissing me
goodnight.

**That's it for Chapter 1, I never thought there would be a point where I
could end it! Wow I have been writing for about 2 hours straight with no
breaks at all...well I was talkin on IMs too! Well comments and suggestions
are greatly welcomed from me! I hoped you liked it! I thought I might move
it a little faster, though I think I might've given Bri too much commentary
action. I really need your feedback! Later folks!**