Date: Sun, 24 Oct 2010 09:41:07 EDT
From: Julyguy1@aol.com
Subject: Discovering I was Bi-sexual Chapter 2

Discovering I was Bi-sexual. Chapter  2  © Alex Carr 2010


I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of the part of my life involved in
discovering my true sexuality.

Since I came out thanks mainly to Dan I have to admit, although I love my
wife dearly, I just cannot be cheating on her. I kept thinking if she only
knew  that when the opportunity arose and she was out for the day or
whatever, Dan and  I would be arduously fucking on the  bed. I shared with my wife.
I am  thinking it is only a matter of time when I will have to tell her the
truth and  just hope she will understand that a guy can still love a woman
and have a  homosexual relationship.
I guess every time Dan and I shared the bed I felt  guilty.

True I put a blanket over the duvet, for me that made a difference, didn't
seem like we were actually using the marriage bed, although as said in the
first  part of my story, my Mrs and I have not had intercourse since I can't
remember  when, it all seemed to go off when I was having problems in not
raising an  erection, and looking back now, remembering how the problem
effected me, my ego  and everything that is  - looking back I realise now it was
because my  leanings had changed and meeting and being with Dan have
confirmed that.

Every time we meet seems like it is fresh and new. Last week we got to
talking about blue movies and wondered what it would be like to perform with a
camera watching and a film crew as well.

Anyway one thin led to another, I told him I had a digital camcorder and
how would he like me to do our own special blue movie, something we could
both  enjoy on the big TV screen whist we enjoyed sex.

He joked that it would have to be wide screen and who was I to de-boost his
 ego. For me he was aptly equipped and his full erection fitted into me
perfectly  given a little nudge here and there until it found its little nook,
That was  nice just to be full of him with no more room in the inn! . The
adorable feeling  of his cock throbbing intently inside me was nothing but
pure heaven indeed!

He was somewhat reluctant at first worrying about what if the wrong hands
got hold of it and he was recognised. I told him it was not my intent to put
it  on the internet or anything like tha5t but it was just purely for
ourselves,  that we may derive the benefit of it.

"Tell you what, Dan" I said, "I'll set the camera in beautiful close up
not  even showing your face, simply just concentrating on me enjoying you
orally, how  would that suit?"

He paused awhile, I could tell he was thinking about it - I gave him a
squeeze through his jeans just to   persuade him, he always loved  that. The
thought of seeing myself suck him off was exciting and thrilling,  tried it
with a mirror but somehow one can lose the concentration - he closed  his
eyes, I knew how much he enjoyed me just touching him out of the blue like
that, scratching his jeans over his growing erection, but not for long because
when I unzipped him he knew what would come next, I had grown to0 know him
like  this - I sniffed him up straight away, rummaging my busy fingers around
his cock  and balls through his blue briefs,  always gorgeous to do, I
simply love to  massage him as his cock grows beneath until finally it sprouts
out beneath of  the seam, encouraged by a gentle pull from me.

"Let's give it a go, Pete" Dan said eagerly.

"It is already running," I advised having already fixed the camera in
position onto a  small tripod pointing at where I wanted Dan's magical cock
and balls to be.
Seated on an armchair  he slipped downwards as I  ripped his jeans and
briefs off him, his cock standing high by then.

"Well there it is then, Pete" he declared like always he did, I found that
 particularly enchanting about him, like he was saying  here was his
offering ` for the use of' so bloody well get down to it!

"A bit further, Baby" I urged." Just so you balls hang over the edge, that
 will be really nice when  you see the playback."

"Now?" urged Dan peeling his foreskin back tight to expose that wondrous
bulbous plum like it was just asking to be tasted and suckled.

"Now!" I returned, on my knees between his opened legs, lowering my head
down to him there, making sure I was in line with the camera as I soon took
in  Dan's inimitable scent which was always most pleasing, a real turn on, I
wanted  to do my very best job on Dan for the camera, this indeed was a
wonderfully new  thrilling episode in our relationship and tying the red ribbon
around the base  of his cock  had become standard -as I started to suck. It
 meant that  I could really do some serious footage, releasing the tie when
I wanted to  record the grand finale, I wanted to record just how strong
Dan spurts his warm  cream over my face and then into my opened mouth sucking
it down with my tongue  to the back of my throat to swallow. Adorable. I
just wanted to see that  beautiful moment when I was in full concentration,
when we were both frenzied to  the limit like a volcano had erupted .

Dan always complimented me on my oral extertise and also he reckoned I was
a quality fuck.
I started to work his cock into and around the inside of my  mouth giving
the camera plenty of showing of tongue and mouth sucking and  teasing in
different directions, teasing the tip into the crevice beneath his  foreskin and
over his plum, literally blowing it back inside then sucking it our  again
like a great big cherry - hearing Dan moaning, pleading with me not to
stop. I didn't want to, the taste of Dan in my mouth honestly was like nothing I
 have ever tasted or experienced before.

It was a good job there was plenty of footage because I took some time
enjoying in this mode, his cock was so lovely and firm to handle, to grip and
to  tantalise as I continue my long deep suck, feeling it edge into the
opening of  my throat, it was quite lovely, made me really feel he was part pf my
soul,  everything and later his divine fuck of me would complete our
wonderful  union

The pungent feel and taste of Dan was perfection in itself just like his
wonderful fuck stretching the sinews of my hole. I really enjoyed giving my
all,  like I was being urged by the knowledge that every suck and twist and
fold of  the tongue edging around his plum and delving into his p-hole was
being recorded  to enjoy later, so I was really giving it my all, showing the
camera just how I  enjoyed the wonderful experience as Dan laid back, legs
wide apart, enjoying  every move.

He truly had a magnificent cock, must have been a good eight inches. I
simply adored the way that big blue vein running down the centre sort of bulged
 making the experience so much more delightful and appetising, now I wanted
to  taste the spurt of cock, I slid my finger tips down along the length,
balling  him with the other hand as I still sucked hard and firm, feeling its
bulk  stretch against my inner cheeks, - when I undid the ribbon around his
cock he  gasped, he was like a mad animal waiting to fuck me there and
then, but I  reminded him we wanted to get the finale on our movie, meaning the
climax of our  performance, he laid back again and let me massage his cock
like a wild thing,  it was good and firm to jerk and I loved the way its head
popped in and out of  the foreskin. I knew he was near fruition, the way he
breathed, his head moving  from side to side as he yelled my name, Then I
new he was there, the absolute  gush of hot sticky liquid filling my mouth,
and again over my face, now I was  tasting the salty tang of freshly fucked
cock cream, licking it around my lips  and giving it all my worth for the
camera and for Dan.

And after that interlude he said that now it was his turn, I knew what to
expect and rearranged the position of the camera so it had good view of what
I  was about to do, as always I did for Dan, that is how he always wanted
me after  the first climax, to take his enjoyment of me bent on all fours.
The camera was  set and there was I displaying absolutely everything, ass,
asshole, balls and  cock - everything - it was like Dan had done it all before
for the camera,  stretching my cheeks so wide apart and turning my head and
looking  sideways I saw that he was turning to the camera, seemingly having
forgotten  about not wanting to be seen - now he was well and truly, I soon
enjoyed what I  always enjoyed with Dan pre-fuck, the magical feel of his
tongue exploring me, -  he complimented me again for my magnificent posture
as he put it, levered his  tongue into me teasing it around and around my
orifice, soon it would be his  finger there, anointing me with baby oil, I
loved that, the actual feel of his  finger inside, stretching me for the big
happening, then he'd fuck me with a  male vibrator, preparing me for his big
fuck, in and out stretching me so wide,  then removing it suddenly and
catching my hole still open with the full extent  of his long tongue delving
inside, Wonderful!

Then the nudging, the rapid slaps soundly spanking each cheek, a real turn
on for me, I don't know what it was but it gave me a complete feeling of
being  mastered and taken by Dan.

But soon the ultimate, the feel of his strong cock teasing my hole, giving
it a taste of things to come, and to cum - I listened out for those certain
 throat sounds to which I had become well accustomed, the sounds which
denoted  that he was ready to fuck, then I repositioned myself fort his very
best access  of me, then feeling the pleasure and thrill of his cock work  into
me,  gradual but determined, soon it would be fucking my ass like there was
no  tomorrow and I succumbed, giving it my all, rolling my ass from side to
side to  enjoy his fuck in different ways.

Then the climax, Wow! That climax, it ticked all the boxes and he made sure
 I came too, his busy hands wanking me with a wonderfully positive very
stimulating  jerk and we were in a world of our own.

We looked forward to the next time  the big screen view of our new
production which I promised  Dan I would keep it under lock and key.

hope you enjoyed the first chapter of the part of my life involved in
discovering my true sexuality.

Since I came out thanks mainly to Dan I have to admit, although I love my
wife dearly, I just cannot be cheating on her. I kept thinking if she only
knew  that when the opportunity arose and she was out for the day or
whatever, Dan and  I would be arduously fucking on the  bed. I shared with my wife.
I am  thinking it is only a matter of time when I will have to tell her the
truth and  just hope she will understand that a guy can still love a woman
and have a  homosexual relationship.
I guess every time Dan and I shared the bed I felt  guilty.

True I put a blanket over the duvet, for me that made a difference, didn't
seem like we were actually using the marriage bed, although as said in the
first  part of my story, my Mrs and I have not had intercourse since I can't
remember  when, it all seemed to go off when I was having problems in not
raising an  erection, and looking back now, remembering how the problem
effected me, my ego  and everything that is  - looking back I realise now it was
because my  leanings had changed and meeting and being with Dan have
confirmed that.

Every time we meet seems like it is fresh and new. Last week we got to
talking about blue movies and wondered what it would be like to perform with a
camera watching and a film crew as well.

Anyway one thin led to another, I told him I had a digital camcorder and
how would he like me to do our own special blue movie, something we could
both  enjoy on the big TV screen whist we enjoyed sex.

He joked that it would have to be wide screen and who was I to de-boost his
 ego. For me he was aptly equipped and his full erection fitted into me
perfectly  given a little nudge here and there until it found its little nook,
That was  nice just to be full of him with no more room in the inn! . The
adorable feeling  of his cock throbbing intently inside me was nothing but
pure heaven indeed!

He was somewhat reluctant at first worrying about what if the wrong hands
got hold of it and he was recognised. I told him it was not my intent to put
it  on the internet or anything like tha5t but it was just purely for
ourselves,  that we may derive the benefit of it.

"Tell you what, Dan" I said, "I'll set the camera in beautiful close up
not  even showing your face, simply just concentrating on me enjoying you
orally, how  would that suit?"

He paused awhile, I could tell he was thinking about it - I gave him a
squeeze through his jeans just to   persuade him, he always loved  that. The
thought of seeing myself suck him off was exciting and thrilling,  tried it
with a mirror but somehow one can lose the concentration - he closed  his
eyes, I knew how much he enjoyed me just touching him out of the blue like
that, scratching his jeans over his growing erection, but not for long because
when I unzipped him he knew what would come next, I had grown to0 know him
like  this - I sniffed him up straight away, rummaging my busy fingers around
his cock  and balls through his blue briefs,  always gorgeous to do, I
simply love to  massage him as his cock grows beneath until finally it sprouts
out beneath of  the seam, encouraged by a gentle pull from me.

"Let's give it a go, Pete" Dan said eagerly.

"It is already running," I advised having already fixed the camera in
position onto a  small tripod pointing at where I wanted Dan's magical cock
and balls to be.
Seated on an armchair  he slipped downwards as I  ripped his jeans and
briefs off him, his cock standing high by then.

"Well there it is then, Pete" he declared like always he did, I found that
 particularly enchanting about him, like he was saying  here was his
offering ` for the use of' so bloody well get down to it!

"A bit further, Baby" I urged." Just so you balls hang over the edge, that
 will be really nice when  you see the playback."

"Now?" urged Dan peeling his foreskin back tight to expose that wondrous
bulbous plum like it was just asking to be tasted and suckled.

"Now!" I returned, on my knees between his opened legs, lowering my head
down to him there, making sure I was in line with the camera as I soon took
in  Dan's inimitable scent which was always most pleasing, a real turn on, I
wanted  to do my very best job on Dan for the camera, this indeed was a
wonderfully new  thrilling episode in our relationship and tying the red ribbon
around the base  of his cock  had become standard -as I started to suck. It
 meant that  I could really do some serious footage, releasing the tie when
I wanted to  record the grand finale, I wanted to record just how strong
Dan spurts his warm  cream over my face and then into my opened mouth sucking
it down with my tongue  to the back of my throat to swallow. Adorable. I
just wanted to see that  beautiful moment when I was in full concentration,
when we were both frenzied to  the limit like a volcano had erupted .

Dan always complimented me on my oral extertise and also he reckoned I was
a quality fuck.
I started to work his cock into and around the inside of my  mouth giving
the camera plenty of showing of tongue and mouth sucking and  teasing in
different directions, teasing the tip into the crevice beneath his  foreskin and
over his plum, literally blowing it back inside then sucking it our  again
like a great big cherry - hearing Dan moaning, pleading with me not to
stop. I didn't want to, the taste of Dan in my mouth honestly was like nothing I
 have ever tasted or experienced before.

It was a good job there was plenty of footage because I took some time
enjoying in this mode, his cock was so lovely and firm to handle, to grip and
to  tantalise as I continue my long deep suck, feeling it edge into the
opening of  my throat, it was quite lovely, made me really feel he was part pf my
soul,  everything and later his divine fuck of me would complete our
wonderful  union

The pungent feel and taste of Dan was perfection in itself just like his
wonderful fuck stretching the sinews of my hole. I really enjoyed giving my
all,  like I was being urged by the knowledge that every suck and twist and
fold of  the tongue edging around his plum and delving into his p-hole was
being recorded  to enjoy later, so I was really giving it my all, showing the
camera just how I  enjoyed the wonderful experience as Dan laid back, legs
wide apart, enjoying  every move.

He truly had a magnificent cock, must have been a good eight inches. I
simply adored the way that big blue vein running down the centre sort of bulged
 making the experience so much more delightful and appetising, now I wanted
to  taste the spurt of cock, I slid my finger tips down along the length,
balling  him with the other hand as I still sucked hard and firm, feeling its
bulk  stretch against my inner cheeks, - when I undid the ribbon around his
cock he  gasped, he was like a mad animal waiting to fuck me there and
then, but I  reminded him we wanted to get the finale on our movie, meaning the
climax of our  performance, he laid back again and let me massage his cock
like a wild thing,  it was good and firm to jerk and I loved the way its head
popped in and out of  the foreskin. I knew he was near fruition, the way he
breathed, his head moving  from side to side as he yelled my name, Then I
new he was there, the absolute  gush of hot sticky liquid filling my mouth,
and again over my face, now I was  tasting the salty tang of freshly fucked
cock cream, licking it around my lips  and giving it all my worth for the
camera and for Dan.

And after that interlude he said that now it was his turn, I knew what to
expect and rearranged the position of the camera so it had good view of what
I  was about to do, as always I did for Dan, that is how he always wanted
me after  the first climax, to take his enjoyment of me bent on all fours.
The camera was  set and there was I displaying absolutely everything, ass,
asshole, balls and  cock - everything - it was like Dan had done it all before
for the camera,  stretching my cheeks so wide apart and turning my head and
looking  sideways I saw that he was turning to the camera, seemingly having
forgotten  about not wanting to be seen - now he was well and truly, I soon
enjoyed what I  always enjoyed with Dan pre-fuck, the magical feel of his
tongue exploring me, -  he complimented me again for my magnificent posture
as he put it, levered his  tongue into me teasing it around and around my
orifice, soon it would be his  finger there, anointing me with baby oil, I
loved that, the actual feel of his  finger inside, stretching me for the big
happening, then he'd fuck me with a  male vibrator, preparing me for his big
fuck, in and out stretching me so wide,  then removing it suddenly and
catching my hole still open with the full extent  of his long tongue delving
inside, Wonderful!

Then the nudging, the rapid slaps soundly spanking each cheek, a real turn
on for me, I don't know what it was but it gave me a complete feeling of
being  mastered and taken by Dan.

But soon the ultimate, the feel of his strong cock teasing my hole, giving
it a taste of things to come, and to cum - I listened out for those certain
 throat sounds to which I had become well accustomed, the sounds which
denoted  that he was ready to fuck, then I repositioned myself fort his very
best access  of me, then feeling the pleasure and thrill of his cock work  into
me,  gradual but determined, soon it would be fucking my ass like there was
no  tomorrow and I succumbed, giving it my all, rolling my ass from side to
side to  enjoy his fuck in different ways.

Then the climax, Wow! That climax, it ticked all the boxes and he made sure
 I came too, his busy hands wanking me with a wonderfully positive very
stimulating  jerk and we were in a world of our own.

We looked forward to the next time  the big screen view of our new
production which I promised  Dan I would keep it under lock and key.