Date: Sun, 19 Aug 2007 16:32:32 -0700 (PDT) From: Danny Smith Subject: My humiliation I was happily married for 30 years and had never thought of being with another man. I had visited porno shops and masterbated watching girls being fucked and sucking off guys. Then one day I went into a video both with a glory hole. I was curious and I bent down to see into the other booth. The guy in the other booth had his cock out and was stroking it. I was mesmerized by that cock. It was at least seven inches. Mine was small - only 4.5 inches and I had never seen such a masterful cock. When he turned towards me, I was startled and stood up, but he must have seen me because he stuck his cock through the glory hole. I stared at it, frozen to the spot. I wanted to get out but I couldn't. I could not help myself and knelt down and touched the cockhead with my fingers. I felt the heat of his cock and watched it throb in my hand. I was excited by its girth and heft especially next to my puny cock. I ran my hand lightly along the cock and brushed my lips along its length. What was I doing? I was trembling with excitement. I got up and rushed out of the booth. I left the store and returned to my hotel room where I jerked off thinking about that beautiful manly cock. Later in the evening I retuned to the Arcade hoping to get another glimpse of that cock, but of course the guy had left. After that experience, I started to go on line to talk to gay and bi guys about their experience and gradually revealed my desires. At the same time I still thought of myself as not gay. Yes I had a small cock, but non of the women I had been with ever complained. I struck up a correspondence with an older guy across town who started to draw me out about my desires. I told him how I was inexperienced and wanted someone safe and experienced to guide me, but I was not sure if I would ever really go through with it. I told him I was in my early 50s about 6' tall and 175 and worked out three times a week. I was handsome and trim. After a long while I finally sent him a picture. He continued to draw me out. He told me that I owed myself the experience. I told him I had a small cock and was fascinated by bigger more manly cocks. He sent me a picture of his cock which was impressive about 7.5 inches. He told me he would be gentle and would not do anything I did not want to do. Finally after months of back and forth I agreed to meet him during a week when my wife was out of town. I did not want to be seen and agreed to meet at his house. That evening I showered nervously, doused myself with colone and and even gave myself an enema. I decided to wear shorts and a t shirt that showed off my body and allowed easy access to my cock. Since I never received a picture of him, I did not know what to expect when I arrived. I knew he was 65 and a "little overweight." When he opened the door, I saw that he was about 5' 8" with a huge gut and at least 250 pounds. I wanted to leave, but did not know how. He reached out and hugged me and said "Hello Bobbie, Come on in and make yourself comfortable. You look more handsome than your picture" With that he took my hand and led me into his living room. He was wearing a robe and I was nervous that he was nude underneath. I wanted to flee, but I wanted to be polite so I came in and sat down on his couch in his living room. The room was dimly lit with soft music playing in the background. He sat beside me and patted me on my leg. "After all you have told me about yourself, I hope you feel you are doing the right thing. "Nervous? Let me make you a drink to settle your nerves- It's Dewers and water you like if I remember." With that he left the room When he left I thought how do I get out of this. He was huge and not someone I wanted to do anything sexual with. Maybe I would have the drink and then say I had to leave. Charles thought OH yes he doesn't know it yeti, but he is going to be my pussy tonight. I saw how alarmed he was at my gut but i have something he wants. Let me open my robe so he can get a good glimpse of it. Once he sees it he won't be able to stop himself. I know a submissive cock sucker when I see one and he has that look. Let me stroke a cock a couple of time to make sure it will a bit hard. "Here you go Bobbie" He said as he returned with the drink. OH no I thought he opened his robe and his cock is just hanging there. He stood right in front of me as he handed me my drink. His cock was bobbing obscenely not more than six inches from my mouth and his balls were huge and low hangers. His cock was topped by a huge mushroom head and I could see a drop of precum in the piss slit. I tried to drag my eyes away from his cock, but I couldn't. "Like what your see? As I remember, your cock is only 4.5 inches or were you exagerating." I flushed with embarasement. I couldn't catch my breath. "Lets compare your puny girlie cock with my man's cock." I couldn't believe what was happening. I wanted to leave, but he just reached down and unzipped my fly and I did nothing to stop him. "Oh look at that, I don't think it is even 4.5 inches. Here let me have your hand so you can touch a real cock." With that he dew me to my knees and took my hand and placed it on his man cock. It felt so hefty and firm compared to mine . I could not stop myself from sliding my hand down to its base where I toughed his black pubic hair. I had to stop this and get out of here. Bobbie, just bend forward and kiss the tip and then if you want to leave you can leave." I bent forward and pursed my lips and kissed the tip wand then licked the drop of precum. Then I could not stop myself from slipping my lips over and around that mushroom head. Charles said, I knew you were going to suck my cock the minute I saw you tonight, but I did not think it would be in less than five minutes. You have the look of a girlie coksucker. You are going to be my pussy tonight. Look at you in less than five minute I have you on your knees with your lips wrapped around my cock. Look up at me while you are servicing my cock. I want to see the look in your eyes." When I looked up I realized he had a digital camera and in an instance the camera flashed. "Now you can't deny you are a true girlie faggot cocksucker, Can you." I was flushed with excitement and shame. What was I to do. I loved the taste of his cock and did not care what he looked like as long as he let me have his cock I felt my own little cock getting hard. What was I doing? I had to leave. He leaned over and wispered in my ear: "Just relax Bobbie and let me take control." I could not believe what was happening. I had to leave. "Maybe I should go. I am not sure this is right" I said. "Bobbie just look at my cock. This is what you said you want." took my head and started fucking my mouth slowly. "Bobbie, you told me always wanted a big many cock. Now is your chance. Let see what you can do with it. I was so excited by what the said that I opened my mouth and licked his cock. "That's a boy. I knew when you saw this cock you would want it. Show a cock to a cocksucker and he is going to do anything to be able to suck it. Now open up. Let see what you can do with it. No teeth now. I love seeing you on your knees. You thought you would leave, but I knew if I showed you my cock your lips would be around it soon. But you were easier than I expected." His voice and command started to make my cock get hard. His cock was getting hard and I had trouble fitting in my mouth. Maybe I would suck him, but certainly not swallow any cum He pulled my mouth off his cock and said "Wait a minute, l want to see if your cock is getting hard. He stood up and pulled me to my feet, grabbed my belt and undid my pants. I had not been wearing any underpants; so he immediately saw that I was leaking cum from excitement. "Oh yes Bobbie you are a real cocksucker. In my experience the real cocksuckers cum just from sucking cocks. I am going to enjoy using you. Now get back on your knees like the fairy you are." He shoved my to my knees. "Now you can't suck it just yet. Tell me about my cock and how you want it so much you will do anything for me" Here I was on my knees with my cock dripping with excitement staring at big fat man's throbbing cock and just wanting to satisfy that cock. "The head is purple and oozing precum and the veins are pulsing. Please let me suck it." "Oh yes my little pussy you are going to enjoy this. I knew when I saw you that your lips were made for sucking cocks. You are going to beg for this before I am through with you Bobbie" "Now before you get to the main meal, lick and suck my balls" With this he pulled his cock away from my lips and presented his massing low hung ball to my mouth. I greedily licked and sucked each one into my mouth as he started groaning with desire. I want to get back to his cock and taste his cum. I didn't care that he was big and fat, I just wanted his cock and cum. "OK now Bobbie now I going to start fucking your pussy mouth my little fairy. With that he shoved his cock dripping with precum into my greedy mouth and I started sliding my lips and tongue down and up,, down and up his 7.5 inches, his mushroom head hit the back of my throat, I wanted it all. I wanted him to use my like a woman. I could hear myself slurping up and down on his cock. I forgot all about not swallowing any cum. I wanted to please him and be a good cocksucker. "OHhhhhhyes you are even a better cocksucker than I hope for. I felt his cock spasm deep in my mouth once, twice then three time . You are going to take all my cum noowww." I was slurping away on his big purple cock. It was leaking precum and the taste of it was making me even more excited. I felt this cock throb and spasm as his cum flooded into my mouth. I could not swallow it all though and some leaked our of my mouth and dribbled down my chin. I was buring with shame at what I had done and had my eyes closed, but I felt him bend over and then saw a camera flash as he took a picture of me kneeling before him with cim on my chin and my own cock throbbing with excitement. "This is just to prove you are a cocksucking fairy. Now get to work and lick all the cum off my cock. Them may I will let you jack off while you look at this picture> I was burning with shame. After I finished licking his cock clean, he lead me upstairs to his bedroom. He had laid out panties, a garter belt and miniskirt and he helped me dress. Then he put lip gloss on my lips and mascara. Now you really look like a little faggot girlie. He drew me to him and out on some dance music. What was I doing. As we danced, he started to massage my ass. " You have a nice small round ass like a girl, Bobbie" He reached down and started running his had under my dress and I could feel his finder probing down my ass slit until he began to porbe and finger my pussy. I starteed to get really excited and pressed against him. He whispered to me "You have suck and nice soft pussy. I going have that pussy tonight. I going to fuck you until you beg for more> With that he kissed me and ran his tongue in my mouth and I started to suck his tongue shamelessly He led me over to his bed and had me lie face down and began massaging my back, legs and feet. Me moved my legs apart to massage my inner thighs and I began to get excited again. Then he started massaging my ass and moved to my pussy. I groaned and started pusing against his probing fingers. He was using k-y jelly to soften up my ass. First one finger then two then three entered my virgin asshole. "Ohh yes Bobbie, you are going to really feel what it is like to be a woman, To be my pussy" With that he knelt between my thighs and I felt his hard cock pushing against my pussy. Now I wanted to take his cock and be his pussy. I had quickly changed to a pussy boy for this old guy. I could not stop myself from spreading my ass for him and pushing back against his cock. I did not care what he looked like. I just wanted his cock in me. "That's it Bobbie you want to be my pussy don't you. You are going to want this anytime I call you aren't you" "If you don't tell me you want this cock, you want to be fucked, you won't get it " OHH please fuck me, I want you to fuck me . I want you hard cock in me." WIth that I racheed back and pulled my ass cheeks wide for him and felt his big cock thrust past my sphinkter into to my pussy asshole. It hurt but I needed that cock and I pushed against it as he shoved it in deeper. When i felt it against my prostate I really went wiled and started to cum as he started fucking me with abandon. Then I felt his cum spilling into my pussy asshole. "Now baby, you are really my pussy"