Date: Sun, 14 Jan 2001 14:20:00 -0500 (EST) From: maxwelllite@webtv.net Subject: Lee and me I was in high school and about sixteen at the time, one of those respected leader types going steady with the most popular and attractive girl in town, and I'm sure envied by many of my friends. That all changed dramatically when Lee and his family moved into the house next to mine. Lee was of oriental parents who were both born and raised in the U.S. He was quite good looking and well built, a little shorter and smaller framed than myself, but that did not prevent him from projecting a strong sense of superiority to me. I disliked him from the moment we met and for some reason i could tell he felt the same way about me. He was unsmiling, arrogant and spoke down to me as if I was his inferior, his tone one of giving orders. Instead of being repulsed by this I strangely found it exciting to comply and obey. Encouraged by my acquiescent behavior his confidence grew quickly and soon I was reduced from the respected leader I mentioned, into Lee's personal gofor and lackey. He assumed the mantle of leadership in our group that I had held while I followed humbly at the rear. He would forget something, intentionally I'm sure, then snap his fingers and I would trot forward to be ordered to run back and retrieve it. When at the beach he would ride proudly atop my shoulders, casually digging his heels into my sides, or then forcefully if he wanted more speed as my by now former friends looked on at first amazed and then amused by their former leaders total form reversal, urging him on laughing with cries of, "Ride him hard Lee, let's see how fast he can go."...That sort of thing. I was never sure of why he had such control and power over me. As I said, I disliked him yet I seemed drawn to him much as a moth is drawn to a flame. My thought's were constantly of what it might be like to really be his slave. I suppose it was a case of natural dom meets natural sub. One day a bizarre thought entered my mind. what would it be like if I introduced my girl friend Kay to him. Would he dominate and humiliate me in her presence and perhaps take her for himself. I tried to put the idea out of my head but it became intriguing and obsessive. This may very well not be the type of thing anyone has interest in, but if there is I will continue.