Date: Mon, 25 Jun 2001 15:26:48 -0400 (EDT)
From: maxwelllite@webtv.net
Subject: Lee & Me Chapter 11

I found it interesting that Kay, rather than the consummate bitch Dawn, had
initiated the idea to race back.  More than just interesting, I found it
very exciting.

Once Kay had mounted my shoulders, I had a much better inkling of her
motives.  She had not yet been in the water, but the fig leaf sized piece
of fabric that barely covered her mound of Venus was definitely hot and
moist against the back of my neck.

She had no doubt been turned on by Lee's relentless and masterful use of
me, and my subservient compliance with however it pleased him to use me Now
she wanted to have a go at it herself.

She was a little unsteady at first, but as Lee had done, balanced herself
by holding on to my hair giving no thought at all to the discomfort and
pain it might cause.  I assisted by holding her around the ankles and she
was ready.

This time it was Lee who shouted "Go!"  I felt what again seemed to be a
hot poker applied to my already inflamed buttocks, with as much force as
Lee had used, and once again we were off and running.

I was so tired and sore all over from the earlier run that Worm actually
took the lead as Dawn briskly tattooed his already crisscrossed butt which
I soon noticed was causing trickles of red to run down his legs.

Kay was not a happy camper at this point and applied the crop with more
force than I would have imagined her capable of, saying, "Come on damn it!
You're NOT going to lose to that fat ass again."

The repeated impact of the crop, my excitement at serving her, and also
pleasing Lee by carrying his lady to victory, was motivation enough for me
to muster all my efforts until, sweating profusely and aching in every
muscle, I forged to the front with Kay now laughing and giggling...but
still tattooing my rump forcefully.

As if to urge me on she was gyrating noticeably. I soon realized that it
was more than urging me on that caused the gyrations.

I felt a warm trickle of liquid run down from my neck and then down her
athletic muscular runners thighs. She was in a hot turned on mode...and so
was I, as I was sure they could easily see from the prominent bulge in my
shorts.

The bulge had not gone unnoticed as Lee called out, "Look he likes it.  He
likes you beating his ass Kay." And he laughed.

I felt Kay turn on my shoulders to look back at Dawn, "Look down Dawn,
yours must like it too." They then all four erupted into laughter.

There was something about the way Kay had said, "Yours must like it,"
indicating that Worm was Dawn's to use as she pleased, just as I was Kay's
to be used in any way Kay pleased.  Property...inanimate objects.

This was super humiliation. A tent pole protruding from me, Kay soundly
nonstop blistering my rump, gaily laughing, and I as before, involuntarily
thrusting my hips forward as if to outrun her relentless crop.

Finally we reached our spot on the beach...the finish line.  I was totally
exhausted and just about collapsed to my hands and knees, bathed in sweat.

Kay, as she had seen Lee do, pushed my head down so as to more easily
dismount by walking forward.  I shamefully crouched even lower for her
convenience like the true toad I had become.

Kay was slightly breathless and excitedly said, "Oh that was such
fun. Let's do that again next time."  Then turning to Lee and throwing her
arms around his neck while looking into his eyes said, "We can, right Lee?"
thereby acknowledging his authority and leadership.  I had never felt so
insignificant.

"Sure we can.  You can have anything you want." Their lips met in a long
embrace and kiss as I knelt there sweating and bedraggled, hair askew,
looking up at Kay's magnificent body, shapely legs, rounded buttocks with
just a thong between them...the prom queen in the arms of my nemesis Lee.

Once again the remorse and jealousy feelings emerged.  At those moments I
would give anything to roll back the clock to the fateful night I had
introduced Kay to Lee...too continue on to the drive-in.  But they lasted
only for moments and I knew every time I thought of it that if I could go
back I would do the same thing again.  His attraction was compulsive and I
never knew why.

Seeing her in his arms this way was actually a turn on for me.  Imagining
her in bed with him was an even bigger turn on.

When I thought of her as being naked in bed, it was always with Lee at her
side...never myself.

I would see myself as their lowly servant...houseboy, chauffeur, gardener,
personal attendant...picking up after them, opening doors, and bowing or
kneeling when entering their presence.

It should be noted that Lee was always the motivating force in these
fantasies.  Kay would be the recipient of my subservience simply because it
would be Lee's desire that it should be so. Should they part, I would still
be on Lee's leash...so to speak.

It was nearing sunset when Lee decided it was time to leave.  Worm and I
scurried about picking up the gear, folding the large umbrella that had
shaded our masters and their girl friends, rolling blankets and policing
the area.

I always found it interesting that by this time no words had to be spoken.
Lee decided we would leave.  Worm and I sprang into action automatically
while the others watched.

As I headed for the Mustang with Lee and Kay's things, Carter said, "Where
do you think you're going with that stuff.  That's MINE for the next three
days."  He had what might best be described as an evil grin on his face,
and Dawn stood beside him with a satisfied smirk on her face.

I of course had not forgotten about the bet, but the actual realization of
turning my car over to this smug arrogant SOB was repugnant.

I turned and looked at Lee.  He nodded in assent.  Just like that...a nod
of Lee's head and my beautiful convertible was in Carter's hands.  There
would be no appeal, no backing out.  Lee had spoken...well silently
spoken...and that was that.  Lee's word was law.  And besides, the car
didn't really seem to be mine at all.  It had been more Lee's than mine
since I got it.

Worm loaded the things he would take in the town car and then opened the
door for Lee and Kay to enter the back seat.  I noticed Lee waited for him
to do that. Very appropriate, I thought.  I wished that they had switched
me for Worm as well as switching cars.  It would have been very exciting
being Lee and Kay's chauffeur.

Carter and Dawn got in the front of course...I got in the back seat.
Carter was fumbling, looking for the ignition, which I had to show to him.
He was obviously inexperienced and was trying to familiarize himself with
the instrument panel.  It was very unsettling for me, but there was nothing
I could do.  I didn't even know if he had a license, but for some reason
didn't have the nerve to ask.  As I said, I didn't like him, but was
already feeling humble in his presence, much as I did when I first met
Lee. Carter had a similar arrogant and superior bearing about
him...features that for whatever reason attracted me.

Once he was ready he pressed down on the accelerator and the car shot
forward with the rear wheels spinning, throwing me backward.  Dawn laughed.

It was now more than just unsettling.  My gorgeous car was in the hands of
a completely inexperienced driver and there was absolutely nothing I could
do about it.

After a couple of more tries, Carter said, "I have the hang of it now."

"Yeah right, very reassuring," I thought as I cringed in the back seat.

Things got a little better at first, but then Carter went through a stop
sign almost causing an accident.  Fortunately there were no police around
because he said to me, "If we get stopped for anything, jump up front, I
don't have a license yet."  Instead of being outraged and demanding that he
stop and allow me to drive, I inexplicably replied, "Sure Carter, anything
you say," just the way I had responded to Lee so many times.

Carter dropped Dawn off at her place and even though she had only a small
beach bag, she handed it to me and strutted ahead with me following her to
the front door with her shapely buns bouncing up and down. "Arrogant bitch"
I thought...but SEXY!

We finally made it to Carter's house without further incident.  It was a
large, almost mansion like, residence with a sprawling lawn and circular
driveway in the most exclusive section of town.  I found out later that the
only reason Carter didn't have his own car was that his father had insisted
he wait another year.

Carter got out of the car and shut off the engine.

I held out my hand for the keys and said, "Well, I guess I'll be going
now," but not really believing it.

"Uh uh, Lee said I get the car for three days.  And I told Dawn we were
going to the midnight drive-in.  You wouldn't want me to disappoint Dawn
would you?  And besides that...you heard the bet...you heard Lee.  Are you
saying no.  Should I call him?"

"No, you don't have to do that.  I heard him."  Then I added, "Whatever Lee
says goes."

Carter had a knowing smirk on his face and said, "So I heard."

I felt my face flush with embarrassment...Lee had told him.  What else
could that mean.  How many others I wondered.  My friends, or rather former
friends.  And, oh no, Kay.  Had he told her also.  If Lee had not Carter
had, or would, tell Dawn and she would surely tell Kay. What an awful
dilemma.

Then he added, "He also said you do whatever I tell you to do...got it?"

"O.K., if that's what Lee said."  I was already feeling humble and
subservient towards Carter.  It was as if Lee had transferred his power
over to him...at least temporarily.

"I don't feel like driving you home.  Call your parents and tell them your
sleeping over.  Anyway, there's a lot of chores around here you'll be doing
tomorrow."

I looked at my former nemesis, now so different in my mind, proud,
arrogant, demanding, and wondered why I had not noticed before that he was
my superior, in the same way as he was Worm's, and answered as I would to
Lee, "Sure Carter, anything you say."

We had something to eat and Carter introduced me to his parents, who seemed
like nice people.  His mother said, "Will that other nice young man be
staying also?"  Obviously she was referring to worm, who had no doubt
stayed over before.

Carter took me up to his room.  It was sumptuous with expensive furnishings
and a large bed.  He went to a closet and took out a blanket and threw it
on the floor at the foot of the bed, saying, "That's where you sleep...I'll
be back whenever."  A few minutes later I heard my tires squealing and
spinning on his driveway.

His callous attitude and disregard for how he used my car reminded me of
Lee.  But then there was a lot about him that reminded me of Lee.

The way he used and abused Worm for instance, just as Lee used and abused
me. The way he flaunted his relationship with Worm's former girl friend,
and using Worm as their chauffeur while they rode in the back, I thought
was a particular neat stroke.

I had once wondered why Worm had allowed himself to be used and
abused...now I knew.  It was no doubt some sort of compulsion or sexual
turn on, just as my willingness to be used by Lee was.

I thought about the way I had said to Carter, "What ever Lee says goes,"
and, "O.K. if that's what Lee said."

It suddenly occurred to me that I wasn't even ashamed of my subservience to
Lee.  It had become a natural state of affairs which I now freely accepted
and acknowledged.

It was no longer what I wanted in any way, it was only what Lee wanted that
mattered.  "Yes Lee, no Lee, what ever you say Lee, may I present my girl
friend to you Lee. My car?..of course Lee, it's yours to use as you see fit
anytime at all.  What's that?  you want to lend me to your friend
Carter. Of course Lee, anything you say Lee."

Sure, he now had something to hold over me, but it also occurred to me that
even if he didn't, I did not think anything would be different at all.  I
had allowed him to take complete control from day one and guide me to where
I was right now.

I asked permission from Carter's mother to use the shower off Carter's room
and borrow a clean pair of briefs, which she cheerfully agreed too.  She
didn't seem concerned that Carter had gone out leaving me behind.  He had
probably done that many times in the past, leaving Worm behind while he was
off having a ball with Worm's ex, Dawn.

The warm water felt good on my inflamed buttocks.  I had seen them in the
mirrored wall and was incredibly surprised at the crimson redness and slash
marks, many left there by Kay.

Kay's participation had been a real surprise.  Before she had met Lee she
had never given me any indication of having a dominant or cruel nature.

Maybe it was always there and just needed someone like Lee to bring it to
the surface.  Whatever...while it had been a painful enlightenment, it had
also been an exciting one.  Just thinking about her up there laughing and
slashing away, gave me a fierce erection.

I rolled the blanket out at the foot of Carter's bed as he had told me to
do.  Somehow it didn't seem out of line at all.  Where else would he put
me.

I was exhausted from the day's activities and exertion, but found it
difficult to drop off to sleep.  I slept between fits of wakefulness and
during one of those moments I heard the car coming up the driveway.

A few moments later Carter entered the room.  The thought of assuming the
Kow Tow position as I would for Lee entered my mind.  Not that I was going
too, but I found it interesting that the thought had entered my mind.

Carter went into the bathroom.  I heard the toilet flush and when he came
out I felt a forceful kick in the side.  "Wake up and make yourself
useful."  His voice sounded a bit slurred as if he had been drinking. I
could only imagine one use he might have for me at that time.

The room was only dimly lit by the light from the bath room, but I could
see Carter had undressed and was naked.  He seemed to be teetering slightly
and it was obvious he had had at least a couple of beers or something
alcoholic.

I rolled over from my side and up to hands and knees.  As I was about to
rise Carter said, "No, stay like that...I like seeing you that way. Right
where you belong, on your knees, just like Worm."

"Why don't you touch the floor with your nose, the way you do for Lee."

Then he added, "That's right, he told me about that, and every thing else."
He accentuated the word everything.

There was no sense in denying it, so I feebly said, "Lee said he wouldn't
say anything about all that."

"Don't worry, I'm the only one who knows," then he added ominously, "So
far."

The hole I had dug for myself was getting deeper.  Now I had two merciless
bastards holding a heavy weight over my head.

"If you want to keep it that way, all you have to do is do what I tell you
to do...understand?"

"I will, I mean it, I'll do anything, just don't spread the word
around. O.K."

Here I was on my knees pleading.  It reminded me of a scene from a movie
where some guy who was about to have his head chopped off had wrapped his
arms around the executioners ankles while pleading for his life.  I would
do that also if it was necessary to insure Carter's silence.  I could think
of nothing worse than that kind of exposure.

"Good, that's what I want to hear.  Dawn and I did some heavy necking at
the drive-in, but it's that time of month if you know what I mean.  when I
dropped her off I had a big one.  Lee said you give pretty good
head...prove it.

"Come on Carter, don't make me do that."

He replied with, "Didn't I just hear something about 'do anything?'"

He was of course right and his demand really came as no big surprise.
Besides, I didn't want to admit it even to myself, but I was getting turned
on by this new turn of events.

I got up to a kneeling position as Carter stood there naked with his hands
on his hips. He had not lied about a 'big one.'  Even though I had blown
Lee and this was not a first, it was still a tremendous humiliation for me.

He entered and filled my mouth until I gagged initially.  Then as if well
experienced, he took control, moving rhythmically.  His experience no doubt
had come from Worm's administrations.

Too further humiliate me, he held fast to both of my ears and then just
when he was about to come he withdrew and spurted forcefully into my face.

I lost count of the number of spurts, but my hair and entire face was
covered in a thick creamy liquid.

He stepped back and said, "You know something?  I have always wanted to do
that to you.  Ever since that time way back when we had that argument in
the school yard."

I remembered that he had backed down and hadn't looked good in front of his
friends.

He continued with, "You thought you were hot shit then, didn't you?  But
boy look at you now.  Right where you belong.  I just wish they all could
see you now."

He had held a grudge for all that time, and now it was pay back time. I
knew the next couple of days would not be easy.  He could pay back any way
he wanted and I would not resist...could not resist.