Date: Thu, 1 Aug 2013 21:25:57 -0400 From: Blonde Mountaineer Subject: Brotherly Love - Part 1 Brothers In Love – Part 1 by blondealover@hotmail.com DISCLAIMER: This is a fictional account of coming of age. The narration includes normal but very deep-seated curiosities by prepubescent minors about human anatomy and the sexual function of their elders in puberty and beyond. There are incidents of bullying, humiliation, and coerced nudity. The content includes incestuous explicit attractions and sexual conduct between sibling males as minors. You are warned that such written content may be impermissible to some and offensive to other readers. AUTHOR'S NOTE: This fictional account of young awakenings was inspired by Internet forums with postings by young males revealing deep attractions to their brothers, seeking the readers opinion about the pursuits of partnership with brothers in love and sexual bonding. Inspiration is also derived by forums about some actual compulsory semi-public nudity up to the 70s among young males, posted by females who actually witnessed it. I write to anyone who believes in love and being in love. I write mostly to you young guys who are so attracted to and excited by other guys ~ so turned on as if to be captive to some narcotic drug high. I write to sympathetic females whose intuition informs them that physical passions and romance can be as intense between males as between anybody. Life does not have to be just a furtive succession of peak experiences contextualized in a reality of darkness and derision. Boys growing to men and full grown men like us can have it all ~ burning lust and yearning love requited: passionate romance that is appreciated and celebrated by so many who are witness to our growing and unbreakable bond. We can have it all ~ soft but enthralling slow seductions, kink and fetishes of all sorts be it dom/sub, slave/master, leather, restraints, pain and pleasure tortures, 3-ways or group sex even increasingly with willing females, the impart of intense experiences to those coming of age into our beautiful other world of sensuality and superlative eroticism. If a pair of brothers can reach this life-affirming nirvana, than it can happen to anybody. That is what I write about now. I relate the seemingly impossible happiness that has embraced 2 sensitive young men who are brothers in the blood ~ homosexual and incestuous well beyond just the experimental,. well beyond those fleeting services to simmer down raging hormones, hence a combination of the ultimate social taboos. The reader knows there is also father/son incest, consensual or not. I will just relate that as young boys they had occasion to encounter their hairy bear 6" 2" father nude and this just did excite them to some "stiffy" swelling in their boy dicks, but that was the limit of their attractions. Gerald 27,our protagonist who is now partnered to his 29 year old brother Michael "Mikey" jr, has one sister recently turned 25, and another adored by her brothers, now 21. When Gerald was 10, they were well adjusted boys who got along very well and kept many confidences for each other. Wash times were informal and taken for granted. Going to and from the bathroom, everyone wore robes and maybe more except Daddy who did a lot of stomping around nude upstairs. When 4 year old Eva (Evangeline) would catch sight of Daddy that way, he would wink at her. "Tickle monster going to get you." She would laugh and scream with delight and run often right into the bedroom of her 2 older brothers. Even by the cool seashore the upstairs of their unairconditioned house seemed to be the hottest place anywhere. So unless someone was depositing a number 2 into the toilet, the males never thought to close the bathroom door and family would frequently walk by to encounter one or another peeing into the toilet, stepping into or out of the shower, and frequently toweling off after the many showers in the family. Males would often double up to use facilities to save time, on occasion the 2 brothers showering or sometimes taking a bath together to save time during the school year or just before a planned family outing. Mom and their 6 year old sister Genie (Genevieve) used the bathroom with the door closed. But not outspoken little Eva. While she would happily pee and poop into the toilet bowl, she would call anyone in the hall strolling by to come in and enjoy a chat with her. Toilet subjects and the difference between boys and girls were her favorite topics of conversation. She would spend the whole time in the bathroom when one or both of her brothers would bathe , usually following one or both into their bedroom later to dress. "You didn't shake it enough!" was a common announcement audible enough for the whole family. She spent more time in their room than her own. When someone who was naked would start to step into his clean "whities", she would hold up her little story book and demand "read, now!". She would often be naked herself or clad only in her baby doll undies. The brothers would look at each other feigning annoyance. That was her code that the brother was to stay undressed, all the better to snuggle up to on Gerald's lower bed on the bunk. She would suck her thumb in warm skinny cuddles with the older boy. They knew she liked them to make the noises of the animals or grumpy old adults in her story books. Their faces contorted in comical expressions, one or the other would vocalize the noises in narration to her squeals and laughter with delight. He would often jump around to enhance the effect such that unconcealed below-the-belt boy junk would jump and flop about much to a little girl's blissful merriment. The brothers adored her. To them, she was the quintessence of "cute" and could not resist allowing her all kinds of outrageous mischief. When company would arrive and she was hanging with one or both in their room, one would bend over to look her directly in the eye. and declare "Mr. & Mrs. Doe are here. They've come to visit you Eva." That was the cue to a devilish pint-sized imp to strip off any and all of her clothes and bound downstairs to streak around all the rooms on the first floor. "It 's me! I'm here!" The boys would laugh themselves silly and listen to their mother's scolding tone. "Eva, up to your room this instant. . . We could use a little help with constructive supervision up there. Don't hide away, but show our guests some pleasant hospitality." When Eva would awaken frightened by the onset of night time thunderstorms, her parents bedroom door would usually be closed. But she knew she could scuffle to her brothers' room and climb into the lower bunk with Gerald. If he was naked or only wearing whities, so much the better. His natural warmth was more consoling and she would feel more protected. Sometimes even Genie would come to join them. Just after the summer started when Gerald was 10, Mikey went to summer camp. He was to stay with this Aunt and Uncle in the Rockies for a while after camp closed. In return, starting just after the 4th of July, the brothers' family would host an 11 year old cousin for some beach fun. She was taller even than Mikey, sort of dirty blond short hair, very fair skinned with a sweet smile. She could cast a mean threatening scowl if she had ½ a mind to, as Gerald would soon discover. Intuitively, his hygiene routine became bathroom closed door policy. His sisters just could not understand. When they walked up the road to their small home from the beach, they had a usual ritual. When they first moved there, Daddy had rigged an outdoor shower just astride the driveway. They all would wash the salty sand off their feet before entering the house, but Daddy would also strip off his trunks, and stand under the running shower head for some seconds and then rinse out his swim suit, himself only birthday suited before strolling over to the laundry line to hang it out to dry. He would shoot pretend menacing looks toward his youngest kid. "The tickle monster is going to get you." It was understood that the 2 boys would follow suit with the same plan. By this time, the 2 younger girls would often start playing on the small cordoned off lawn through the sprinkler, their 2 naked brothers would soon join them. Eva would usually complain and one of the brothers would be compelled to pull down her wet little girl swim suit and assist her stepping out of it. This was typical summertime family fun and no one gave it a second thought. No one, that is until Gerald was determined that such would not be the routine while his cousin was present. After rinsing his feet he went directly inside and stomped up the stairs to his bedroom. He could see his father was starting to pull down his trunks, thoughtless of his niece there to watch him do it. The window of the bedroom for the boys looked out on to the lawn with the shower and drain. Gerald was embarrassed and red-faced mortified to no end to see the look of astonished delight on Katelyn's face as she was able to examine her uncle in his hairy nudity up close. Genie was giggling with amusement with her father's very casual exhibition to her cousin's sense of optimum surprise. It was not until the naked man stepped away from under the shower head and started to hold his baggy trunks under the stream of water that it occurred to him that his conduct may not be socially very avuncular to a niece who had not spied on her own father nude in years. "Oh Katelyn, hon, I hope I haven't offended you. I often take my trunks off out here to rinse the salt out of them. The boys usually do the same. It 's just the way we do things around here. Speaking of the boys, where is Gerald?" That was the final injury to insult for Gerald. His own father casually informing his own niece that in the summer, her cousin only a year younger than herself routinely stripped down naked in the outdoors without a shred of modesty before availing himself of the bedroom and bathroom in privacy. Genie piped up next. "And then Gerald and Mikey sometimes join us to play though the sprinkler after they've gotten naked." Eva cackled with amusement. The more secrets out in the open, the better. He heard Katelyn snicker and then watched her smirk in her ugly pink one piece bathing suit. "Where is Gerald?" . Moments later just outside of his bedroom door, "oh Gerald, why didn't you take off your swim suit to rinse it under the shower/" Genie chimed in. "We are going to play through the sprinkler. Come out and join us the way you usually do." Katelyn especially knew these teasing giggles and laughter rendered her younger cousin vulnerable to intense humiliation and distress. It was "schadenfreud" rich with amusement. The summer was going to offer a special sort of fun and she was curious to a fault whether she could succeed in the challenge to grind his will down. After all, she had always been told boys like to get nekkid. Why couldn't he be just as playful with her as with his sisters? As days and weeks passed by, the cloying teasing and insistence in catching him in compromising undress was unrelenting. `` tugging at his robe, trying to pull down his swim trunks or shorts. "Time for Gerald to pull off his swim trunks to rinse them out." His mother did nothing to reign in the girls after that first afternoon. What was worse, his father would let her gawk at him up close and personal as much as she wanted at the shower arrangement in the yard She would pretend she was needing to bring down dirty clothes to the laundry down stairs and would wait for Daddy to pull back the shower curtain to casually chat with him about her family, her eyes ablaze with curiosity watching him towel off after his shower. Gerald knew such displays only strengthened her resolve. She would be determined to watch the 10 year old boy do the same thing. His parents must of known they were leaving him defenseless. His older brother was not here to help him fend her off. He was in a completely untenable situation. He knew that before she left, she had the strength and physical stamina to strip him bare, and if need be that would be the certain outcome. Make no mistake, he would put up a good fight and perhaps even injure her, but unless he grew up and out with more muscle tone in a big hurry, she would prevail over him and defeat him in the most derisive way a boy could be subdued. There had to be a better way to cope. He thought about it in his bed that night. Before the summer was out, he was going to be another male in the household where an 11 year old girl would be able to investigate all his private places up close and personal. He wanted this to happen in a way where he had the most control. Next week was Genie's 7th birthday party. "Hmmmmmmmm." As he came up with a plan, he started to feel a stiffie coming on. It was not for any attraction to or excitement about his cousin. It was exciting because he would reveal himself to a curious girl on his terms. She would be recipient to all his private boy places in a way that would make her feel that she was at a disadvantage. She would be reminded that she does not have the freedom or free spirit that so many boys do. "I dare you to show me your girl parts." He thought about his stiffie and ruminated almost in a panic. "I can't have a stiffie when I pull down my pants. But then he thought, "WTF, why not? It would be an education for all 3 of the girls in the household." He enjoyed rubbing his stiffie at night. Starting the next day, he took 3 or 4 showers a day and would run out only with a towel wrapped around his waist. Before he got to the room, he would start to remove it just as his cousin could catch a glimpse of bare waste and even a little butt cheek. The towel would fall away just as he was slamming his bedroom door shut. He had to admit, he was becoming a good tease. Sometimes he would quietly let Eva in the bathroom with him so the other 2 girls could listen to them chatter and joke while he took his shower. When he would step out of the tub, she would ask him the same litany of questions about his penis and "popsicles" and he would answer her with direct but sometimes comically outrageous answers. "If I tug on it long enough, I can get it to stretch out about a foot long, but then it is hard to wear my underpants." They would wait for him just the other side of the bathroom door. He knew he could push them away easily enough. He would run back to the bedroom with his hands behind him shielding his bare ass with his towel and very nimbly adjust in place just so they would never see secretive flesh and at the same time be able to slam the door in their faces before they got to him. This was a fun game and he was winning. Of course, sometimes he knew they were waiting for him in his bedroom when there would be no sign of girls in the hall when he would step out from the bathroom. He would sneak down the hall to his parents bedroom and they would be amused to see him put on some of his father's baggy clothes. He knew that soon he would need to guess which bedroom they would be waiting for him like spiders. If he opened the door when they were there, he would be able to bolt down the hall to another available bedroom, even donning girl's clothes if necessary, but he always had extra clothes for himself in the bathroom. He figured the odds were against him to win every time, so he resorted to simply changing into clothes and his robe he kept in the bathroom again. The main event was just a couple of days away. In the meantime, when they would arrive home from the beach, he would wait for Daddy to finish using the shower while the girls would watch the naked man with fixed stares. When he would step away to bring his trunks to the clothes line, Gerald would stand under the shower head with his fingers on the band of his trunks as if he was getting ready to pull them down. Sometimes Katelyn would stand right up to him to tug at them as if she was going to help. But he would be able to get away and scoot up the stairs and into his bedroom before they could catch up with him. The day before the revelation moment, he started to run to the house but surprised them by running back right past them back under the shower head. He pushed the button for the shower and heard a gasp from Katelyn as he started to pull down the garment. She did not know he was wearing a mini brief underneath. When he was able to run around and away from them to get back into the house, knocking over Genie, he made sure that his taller cousin got a good peek at the outline of his boy organ and sac of his plump balls nestled against it. He could feel the sopping wet garment riding up the crevice between his shapely boy butt cheeks and he knew she got a good look at that too. The next morning when he awoke, he was nervous with excitement. He actually looked forward to an event without any sense of embarrassment. He had psyched himself into thinking he was outwitting this obnoxious girl in his family. Let the little bitch have her reward after having been taunted with so many teases. Starting tomorrow he would flaunt himself at her, or so he thought. Genie's party was winding down just about the time Gerald had planned. His mother was carpooling young guests back to their homes, which potentially contributed to the success of his plan. When the last little girl left with her parents and the 2 other girls were curiously checking through Genie's presents, the instigator casually made an announcement. "The beach schedule shows the life guard is back on duty. It is such a hot day I think it is time to go out for a swim." The girls seemed to ignore him. "I am going to get my beach towel and swim trunks off the line and change into them." He turned around and walked out as if the girls had not even known he was there. He unhooked the towel and trunks that had been drying on the line and walked over to the small Italian steel bench to one side of the lawn. He started to pull off his tee shirt. Suddenly inside strewn with party decorations and torn up wrapping paper, it registered to Katelyn just now what could be the boy's declared intentions. Her eyes lit up and she spoke to her cousins in the room as if in a loud whisper. "Quick, we need to go outside and see what Gerald is up to." Genie was dumbfounded. Who cared? "Just do it. Come with me." Outdoors, they spotted the male in their family who had been somewhat alienated from them for much of the summer. He was now stark naked and starting to step into his swim trunks. All three girls started to eagerly trot toward him as if they were hunting down certain delicious prey, eyes open as wide as quarters. "OMG! . . . OMG! . . . Don't put that on you." "I was wondering when you girls would figure out it might be a good time to come out here." "Stay right where you are and let us get a good look at you. . . OMG" Genie started to lose interest. Katelyn seemed to be too interested in her brother without actually teasing him or making him feel embarrassed about it. "Big deal. Eva and I have seen it all before." "Well I haven't, leastwise except for your father, not in a long time. But I am not sure you have ever seen some things so close up as I am going to make sure we get a good look at now. " That remark intrigued Genie and the light went back into her face as she studied her brother below the belt again. It was the same light that shone in Katelyn's face as she had checked out Daddy. It was that look that reminded Gerald of his humiliating disappointment in his father for so freely exhibiting himself to a scheming nosey girl who now, beyond curiosity, may be intent on exploiting his own vulnerability to bolster her standing in a power dynamic. Her eyes were glued with fascination to the boy's genitals, but he was encouraged that the tone of voice shifted to sympathetic. "Sit on the bench." He did as he was told. Without shifting her eyes., she reached down to the ground to pick up a towel and items of clothing. to hand them one-by-one to Genie, who in turn just tossed them away as far as she could. If he suddenly bolted to get away, at least they would be able to see those private boy parts uncovered flopping about in the commotion . Gerald understood in his nervousness that this was going to be very difficult and demeaning for him. But he knew at the other side of a distressing situation was going to be a sort of transcendent and transforming place of carefree liberation that no girl like Katelyn would ever really experience. That is not to say that he would not be able to be embarrassed by other girls again, but at least he would have the appreciation of precedence so that it would not mean so much to him again. What would he care what they said about him. He wanted her to satisfy as many of her curiosities as possible that afternoon and be done with it. The hellish days of the summer had to end as soon as possible or he would return to school for it having been a complete waste. He actually shoved his seat forward a little and spread his legs open some to allow the young girl more venue. She liked that. "Take your penis and shake it up and down and then side-by-side." Eva laughed but, the other girls just stared with awe and wonderment silently. The mystery of boys was going to end that afternoon. Gerald was glad he was circumcised, or probably Katelyn would have insisted he do gross things with his foreskin. "Now pick up your penis and show us your pouch with the balls in it. . . . Now, move with your other hand under the pouch and use your fingers to jiggle your balls. . . . OMG! This is so great. My parents should have given me a brother. But his deep embarrassment started to mix with a sort of excitement about being the object of such intent scrutiny and study by diligent girlish students. Slide forward a little more raising your seat and do again what you just showed us. . . OK! Sit back the way you were and pull out your penis below its ridge and stretch it out as far as you think it will go. . Now I want you to run to the other side of the lawn and run back to sit here as you are doing now." Katelyn was especially enthralled by that demonstration as was so apparent to Gerald. "Now let me take over." Gerald sighed. He was glad the girl instantly put him at ease. "Gerald I am going to start touching you down there, but I don't want to hurt you. Please let me know if I am starting to hurt you." He nodded. She scolded the naked boy who submitted himself to her so vulnerably. "You little creep, you should have let me have my way with you when I first got here. " She actually spoke with an affectionate tone. " You have got some amazing stuff here, cousin. You boys should be glad to show yourselves off to us girls who just don't know much about you." She broke out in titters and giggled. "Besides you can count on your peepee growing out to be big like your dad's before too long. The other girls laughed along, but the oldest felt some remorse and hugged him. "I think it is all very sweet and now that you finally let me get a better look at you, I think you are cute." Gerald surprised himself that he actually liked being naked and defenseless, exposed and dominated by this girl who could overpower him. "Think of this as an appointment at the doctor's office, but nicer." She lifted his penis and pulled at the skin of his pouch some . She wrapped her fingers around the pouch from up where his balls seemed to be descending and pulled down some. He shifted uncomfortably, so she stopped. With the thumb and forefinger of her other hand, she gently squeezed at the glans and was able to squeeze it just enough to cause the little piss slit to open some. He shifted with some discomfort. The other 2 girls were just paralyzed speechless with enchantment by the whole spectacle. What she did next made him feel almost in agreement that he should have submitted himself to her right away. She massaged the organ with some pressure in her fist. It was too much but still felt sensational to Gerald. She started to massage some beyond the shaft and paid special attention to the ridge just below his pinkish gray glans. He was growing out a stiffie . He felt the thickening of his meat repel against her hand movements and figured she must be feeling the same. His 2 inches had easily swelled to at least 4. She kept sniffing at it. It smelled dirty but very appealing, nonetheless. "This is awesome. . . You have not squirted out any white semen from your pee hole yet, have you?" He shook his head. "Get up and lie on the ground with your arms and legs out like you would make angels in the snow in the winter." He did as he was told. The way his stiffie lay back on his lower abdomen with its piss slit opening was very exciting to the girls. She went back to massaging him and his breathing became labored, but looked up at his cousin with an expression that signaled he enjoyed the way he was being manipulated. She would occasionally fondle his sensitive but flexible balls sometimes.. This activity in exquisite pleasures went on this way for maybe another twelve minutes with no further talking when he thought she might make him pee, but it did not really feel like peeing. Suddenly he grunted and groaned out his first dry orgasm. "Stop, please no more." "Gerald are you alright?" He was still groaning and breathing hard but was able to start vocalizing. "Are you kidding, that felt just spectacular." The cousin dropped herself to the ground and stretched next to the naked boy with whom she seemed to strike up a bond she really didn't understand. She gently smoothed the top of his head with her palm. She looked up to the other 2 girls, grinning. "And that ladies is how boys work when you can get them naked. . Except when Gerald gets older, when his dick grows and he starts to grow hair around it, he will be able to squirt white semen out of his little hole in the type of moment you just saw. Babies are made when naked men stick their hard penises in girls holes where her slit is ~ in her vagina and then squirt their semen into it . . .Except for gay boys. Gay boys like to bugger each other with their hard penises into each others' butts. Speaking of butts, get up and lean your front on the bench." He complied only because he got pleasure from being ordered around this way. He suspected the next phase of the examination was unnecessary. She was attracted to the look of his pouch from the back side. She knelt down, and with the fingers and thumb of her right hand opened the crack of his butt cheeks where his puckering sphincter is. She stuck her nose almost right up to it and sniffed deep. As she started spitting on it., the nude patient at her charge spoke in some protest. "It 's an asshole. All you girls have one too." She started to finger him there and he could not help but grunt his pleasure for her close explorations of soft and sensitive tissue at the most mysterious of all openings. "That is quite enough, young lady. Gerald tries to keep clean. There is no need for anyone to inspect him there. Gerald stand up,now." No one had heard the car pull into the driveway . Mom had stood and watched what she expected would come to fruition eventually for seconds, but thought circumstances may be getting too personal. Gerald was facing his mother now glad his wiener hung back in normal posture. "Now Katelyn, you have been very persistent here these last days and you put your cousin through quite a trial to come by some information first hand that you apparently have not been able to learn anywhere else. I think you owe him a hug and kiss for finally very kindly consenting to provide you with detail about how nice, how beautiful men and boys can be in their natural state." Katelyn did just that and he kissed her back. "Now young lady, if Gerald chooses to conduct himself in what some might regard as revealing of himself in the comfort of his own home where we all love and cherish him, I will hear no more whispers or giggles or titters or teases at his expense. Have you got that young lady?" "Yes Ma'am." "If, on the other hand, he wants privacy, you like everyone else here will honor his needs scrupulously. Is that understood.?" "Yes, Ma'am." " I hope you have found out today that your cousin is growing to be a very nice young man. There is no reason you 2 can't be fast friends from here on out." "Oh I hope so Aunt Edna. Yes Ma'am." "Good! Now help Gerald pick up his clothes and why don't we all get a quick swim at the beach." Gerald was jubilant that the old ways started their reappearance that very afternoon. He stopped to drop his swim trunks under the shower after his dad. Through the whole event, the girls stopped to watch the males with interest, but never laughed or gawked, just smiled the whole time. Eva grabbed her brother's hand as he started into the house still sopping wet and toweling down. It certainly was an eventful and instructive day for such a little girl. "I'm glad that girl didn't hurt you, Gerald." "Oh honey, Katelyn did not hurt me. She made me feel a little small and embarrassed at first, but she actually made me feel pretty good." He winked at the tyke. "Go get your clothes and bring them to my room. I will read you a story and then we will get dressed together and we can talk about it if you want." Her little face glowed and she clambered up the stairs in a great hurry. Triumphantly, he could use the bathroom again without closing the door. In fact , sometimes Katelyn would follow Eva in and listen to the very comical conversation between her and her brother in the shower. The two older kids would laugh in unison at the bizarre dialogue of a pampered youngster. The boy came to enjoy how Katelyn would come to him in the shower and pull back the curtain a little and ask him questions. "Your mother wants to know if you want white or chocolate milk for dinner?" Not only did he once again enjoy a nude frolic with the girls through the sprinkler, he started to play board games before dinner with the girls without having put any clothes on. At first, Eva would be jealous and insist that her brother take off her clothes too, but soon she learned this was a good time for streaking the first floor. About a week before Mike Jr. was scheduled to return and Katelyn would be traveling home, it had turned cooler, but still very nice weather for sun bathing. Gerald and Eva were sunning on the lawn in their customary nudity and he very diligently made sure she was not burning. The other 2 girls had walked into town for some light shopping. He heard them talking as they turned into the driveway and raised himself to greet them. He was heart sick and panic stricken they had taken another girl to visit them. Worse yet, it was a girl he knew to be a year ahead of him in school. It was Alice Ann Chutney. She recognized him, not realizing who she would be encountering. "So you're Gerald Lincombe" She smirked and giggled as he rushed to grab the towel from the lawn and cover himself. It was too late. She had gotten a good peek at his bare boy butt and other private goods. "You shouldn't have brought her here, Katelyn. " "I am so sorry, Gerald. I did not know you would be this way this afternoon. " Alice Ann smirked again. "Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. He has gotten kind of cute. He looks better than my fat brother at his bath time." "Oh stop it you. I've ruined everything after I learned to love this family so much this summer." Gerald stomped off into the house, up the stairs to his room, and stayed there the rest of the day. Gerald's mother was polite to Alice Ann, but not warm . She fed her a snack and called her mother to come retrieve her. The girl wanted to know why her friend Katelyn kept crying. "She has shown some poor judgment today, dear, and she knows it." "Mrs. Lincombe, I am sorry I saw Gerald without any clothes on and I promise not to tell anyone about it. It was an accident." Mom was not convinced. She remembered how opportunistic girls were at that age in the gossip department. "Does Gerald get to walk around here without any clothes on in the summer time?" "That is a private matter just between us here at his home, dear." Upstairs, the young boy was fuming. He felt he had been betrayed. The night before and 2 nights before that, Katelyn and Genie had come into his room after midnight with flashlights and asked him if he thought he could jerk off his stiffie and they could watch to see if he has a dry organic or whatever that word is, again. He and Katelyn actually got warmed up trying some kissing with tongue. He pulled down his whities and Katelyn and himself took turns stroking his stiffie. It felt so great and he came both nights. At one time,Katelyn even put the end of his organ in her mouth and sucked and bathed it with her warm wet tongue. Grown ups can have so much fun. He began to think of her as his girlfriend. In the late afternoon, she sobbed outside his door, pleading for forgiveness. "Go away." "Gerald, if you want, you can see me naked the way I have seen you." "We will talk about it, later" That night, he sneaked into the bedroom where both Katelyn and Genie were sleeping. He had a flashlight. At first, Katelyn was scared but when she saw it was her dear cousin just his natural self and his dick starting to stiff out, she whimpered with joy and threw back the covers to allow him to join her. She put his hands on her to direct him to remove her pjs. Once off, she had him shine her flashlight on what she thought would be all the interesting places for him. "See how my nipples and little tits are starting to bud. . . Look how I am starting to grow soft hairs just above my girl lips. His flashlight still trained in that general region, she started to spread those nether lips open as much until it hurt. She encouraged him to climb under the covers and get a good look down there. It was definitely interesting but not so exciting and appealing as he expected. The naked pair snuggled together and quietly practiced some kissing for a few minutes. He protested that it was time to get back to his bedroom. She felt so much better as she was able to watch his bare boy buns wiggle their way out of the room once again. The next day she profusely apologized again. "Don't worry, Katelyn you didn't mean for any of this to happen." The day before Katelyn left for home, she left for town with the 2 other girls for a few travel supplies and to buy something Eva would like that she could remember her cousin by. Again, Gerald was sunning nude on his own out on the small lawn on a chaise lounge they had been able to buy at an end of summer sale. He learned to listen for any noise at the driveway and to stash a pair of quick pull-up sports shorts right at hand. His mother came out to visit with lemonade. She sat down at the steel bench and encouraged her son to rise and sit next to her. She rested her head on his small shoulder before talking. "You're father and I think that probably both you and your brother had some amazing adventures this summer. We love both of you so to pieces, we want you to have these experiences in life to learn from." "That is why you let Katelyn pester me and be mean to me for so long. " "Oh, yes. We talked about it and we thought Katelyn's overbearing and selfish attitude toward you would be a good problem for you to sort out on your own, especially as it had so much to do with your own self image. You were stuck in a very hard place, baby. And you got through it with flying colors as you and your brother always do. After all, look at how K atelyn is now so smitten with you. She has grown up so much this summer because a very smart, mostly nudist young man came up with a very sexy and loving solution to a problem she created. Now the boy dropped his head on his mother's shoulder. "Oh Mom, you always make things seem wrapped in a pretty package." "I keep telling you and your brother not to underrate yourselves. I think you both are going to take the prettiest, sweetest, sexiest cuddle bunnies for your wives some day." Gerald blushed. "But there is still the matter about Alice Ann." "Oh sweetie, I am afraid I came down a little hard on Katelyn about that. She should have been more careful to approach the house first to make sure we were presentable to receive guests. It was a thoughtless oversight on her part, but she is not used to the warm and loving intimacies in her family that we know here. . As for that creepy kid, you might just get lucky and she will honor her pledge to keep her mouth shut. But honestly, I doubt it. I think time will be your best friend in solving this problem. "You boys will be experiencing the changes before long, and what Alice Ann got a good look at today will be very different possibly in just a matter of months. Girls are going to know that by the time you are in the 7th grade. Besides, talking with her that afternoon, I think she liked what she was able to glimpse at. If 5th and 6th grade girls start smiling and flirting with you because of favorable reports they have gotten about you, you could have much worse problems, my son." Gerald blushed again. Katelyn cried on her cousin's shoulder just before she left. Gerald felt sorry but then he thought how much anguish she had put him through at the beginning of the summer. The best was when Mike, jr. returned home. Gerald missed him acutely. The returning hero spoke about the funny things that happened at camp The swimming was bathing suit optional and the boys that wore them somehow lost them by the end of the summer. One of the last days, a counselor had gotten sick, and a very attractive nurse was dispatched to the camp grounds. While she was there, one of the campers nearly drowned. She came down to the beach to investigate. All the nude swimmers scattered like roaches when the light turns on. She was amused by the incident. A few boys like Mikey and counselors were not phased by their nakedness in her presence and wrapped towels around their waists very casually and nonchalant. They spoke to her about the condition of the boy and the sick counselor. Mikey thought she seemed impressed by the men and boys in her presence who did not seem embarrassed to be interacting with her. Mikey told Gerald more things about camp in privacy. Once alone together, in their bedroom at last, Gerald ran down a synopsis of all the events of the summer ~ all about Katelyn, how nice she became, and about Alice Ann just a few days earlier. Mikey winked at his brother as he was unpacking. "Aren't you the sly one at solving problems involving girls." Mikey said their Aunt and Uncle were mentally deranged and there was no pleasing them when he lived with them. He said camp was great. He lost a little weight but he had grown an inch. He did not want Mom and Dad to know the number of campers who were starting puberty. "You would not believe the number of guys who figured out they are gay or have those feelings. Some guys would be sneaked out to the counselors quarters late at night and would be involved in 'beat off hand job' love affairs. No shit! It was creepy but kind of exciting. We did not know if the whole camp would be busted open one day. Some guys wanted their parents to come and take them right away. "Oh, speaking of puberty, I've got something I want to show you." He unbuckled his belt and dropped his shorts and jock strap. "Duh duh !!!" He pointed to a small tuft of fuzzy pubic hair just above the base of the penis. "Off and running, as they say." To Gerald it was more interesting that Mikey's penis had clearly spread, thickened, and probably grown some as well. His circumcised glans was blossoming like a mushroom. "Man, I could do with a hot shower. The shower at Aunt and Uncle's barely dripped. It was hardly better than the showers at camp." Gerald sniffed at his pits. "I could do with a shower myself. I'll join you, but you can spend most of the time under the shower head." Mikey punched his brother in the shoulder "Hey bro, you can use the outdoor shower now that you know how to get the girls to track their sights on you when you get nekkid out there." "I don't think so ~ too cold. I am small enough down there without having to deal with cold and shriveling." In the shower, Gerald noticed his brother was leaner, but with tougher muscle tone, slightly better rounded shoulders,and a tan that shimmered as the blast of water soaked him. There was so much more here about attractions to nakedness than he had seen with Katelyn. Mikey was trying to relate more stories about camp, but Eva was on the other side of the shower curtain squawking at her brother about how she missed him over the summer and how scary that girl was sometimes. Well, your adorable brother is back sweet pea, and she is gone now. . . . What? We can read 2 or even 3 stories when we get back to the bedroom. . . . No, I won't put any clothes on, I promise. It will just be my natural self and nothing else Even Gerald will not put anything on until after our reading session." Mikey barely had a chance to step out of the tub when both Genie and Eva were in the bathroom to smother him still sopping wet with more welcome home hugs and kisses. Then Mom stepped into the bathroom to join in the fun. "OK! Let's give your poor brother a chance to dry off." "Nooooooo", the girls would respond. "Uh! I think I have an appointment to read from some story books." This was the scenario for the next 4 or 5 showers. Gerald wanted to shower with his brother almost every time now. His brother told him that the main topic of conversation at the camp was girls, despite the gay interest. He was intrigued that his brother and Katelyn had experimented with kissing. He said if they experimented with it themselves, it would not be gay since the goal would be to use it on girls. But trying varied techniques of both lips and tongues, they drew deep breaths in genuine passion and Gerald could feel himself swoon into his brother's arms. After school year started, and in short weeks and months, Mikey grew out a healthy mane of man weed and a longer penis still. He even made a point of showing Gerald the hairs that were growing out of his nuts pouch and his crotch back to the cavern that was the gateway to his butt hole. "I can't forget to sprinkle lots of talcum into my jock. Jock itch is the worst bitch there is. . . The hormones are kicking in big time now, bro'. I'm just too horny all the fucking time." Gerald was being encouraged by his brother to "relieve" him by giving him hand jobs several times a week. "Thank you, bud. You get that grip just right. I've got to find a girl who can do this." But Gerald thought his brother's 7" inch erection the most beautiful human flesh he had seen or felt anywhere, endowed by anyone. "Don't worry bro', in less than 2 years you'll be sportin' a smokin' sausage . You'll be shootin' funky man cum out of it like you're some kind of human geyser." One warm day the following early spring when both brothers had turned a year older by age, Mom heard her sons climbing out of the tub after the shower in idle chatter about this girl, or that. Eva, the toilet queen, had ensconced herself on the closed toilet lid, mouthing her usual remarks about how Mikey was beginning to look more like Daddy. The boys would wink and make faces at their sister. Mom approached the bathroom door and could not help herself but feel pangs of pride for the fast development of Mikey. His voice had lowered to almost a distinguished speaking tone. "Eva, shouldn't you be downstairs in the kitchen helping Daddy and Genie? I've told you too many times now you are old enough to start helping out around here. . . Mikey sweetie, I'd like to have a little mother to son chat in our bedroom., first thing when you can. You can still be drying off when you come in or put some clothes on first, your choice." When she left the 2 brothers, still naked after their shower, they looked at each with an expression that there may be some trouble afoot. "Uh oh !" Mikey chose to put on a clean jock strap, a sweat top, and some sport shorts. Strolling down the hall to his parents' bedroom barefoot, he tried to affect an aura of "no big deal." "Mikey, hon, I am not going to harass you now about your grades, although that will come if you don't show improvement, soon. I want this to be a nice chat even if it may seem too sappy to you. Come and sit on the bed with me. . . . Your dad and I are so pleased you are taking even more of an interest in girls and we want you to be patient for that special girl. I know you and Gerald think you 2 come up short by comparison to other boys. But you are both good looking and you have a lot of precocious integrity there. We have spoken to both of you about the changes in kids-to-youths for years. Your dad and I are not stupid and we know those feelings of change must be flooding you." She was patting his back now very sensually. "Handsome, we know you are at the age where you need a lot privacy. "We notice you and your brother spend a lot of time together in that bedroom, and always together when you are showering. Don't get me wrong, we think it is a gift that you 2 have that special bond that you share with that brat of a baby sister you have. We are so proud of both of you and would not trade the contributions you 2 make to the warmth and love in this family for anything. I think it is sweet that you share your feelings with your brother, but it is normal and healthy that at your age you cultivate active fantasies on your own that should be fun and exciting. Please don't be embarrassed by my frankness., because I have more to say on this matter . "Your dad asked the other day whether I had seen you with an erection under your pants lately. I said, outside of your morning wood, I had not. He said it was about time. The point is you don't have to hide that important side of who you are from your family. I want to celebrate along with you just like I want to celebrate when your sisters start popping their boobies. You know all about how your sisters got a good look at Gerald last summer. Of course they are curious and fascinated. But they love their brothers and they want you to feel at ease with them for whatever your own feelings are at the time." Her eyes rolled up in their sockets. "Besides, their favorite topic of mother-daughter chats is the changes that are happening to you and your brother and other boys your age." Mikey snickered and blushed. "But you still need your privacy. You can keep the bathroom door closed and locked for as long as you need and want. Don't just let Eva scoot in there with you all the time anymore. Tell her you need to number 2 a lot more than you used to. When I started my periods, I had to. Stop showering with your brother except on occasions when we really need to save time. The bathroom is still pretty confining. I've been wracking my brains trying to figure out where you and your brother can find secure privacy around here. Now that you do more of your own laundry, I am going to insist that when the door is closed, no one can ever enter until whomever is in there comes out." "Mom, won't that be pretty obvious." "Obvious, so what? I can hardly wait for you and your brother to be in there , each of you alone, with the doors closed more than they are open." The caring mother reached for a pillow to toss at her surprised son. "Handsome, I will keep telling you I want to celebrate these years of discovery and intense feelings you kids will confront whether you want to, or not. I want you to find your own fireworks in them. I've felt this way since I was first pregnant with you. Speaking of handsome, when I see the bulge of your boned up Mama's boy in your pants as you step into the laundry room and close the door behind you, I will practically weep with joy that I had the privilege of being the mother of sons. Mikey could not contain his emotions any longer. He turned around to hug his mother. "Mom, you're the best." Mom was trying to control her sniffles. "But if you can think of another place for privacy around here, be sure to let me know. We'll need to discuss it because," she giggled, "I don't want your sisters to walk in on you. I don't know how well they could handle it. . . But I worry some about Gerald. He is the smartest in our family, but he has more difficulty making friends than any of you others." "Gerald will be fine. He's really deep. He'll find a smart girl. And I think my sisters would be able to handle walking in on me better than a lot of other girls with their brothers." "Oh to be sure. This is not a big place. After that incident with Gerald and that sallow Alice Ann, your father thinks accidents are bound to happen with our curious lot. You boys can still use the shower outdoors in the summer, but I think this sprinkler fun and nude sunning is going to have to cease. Your father has strong suspicions that neighbors have found ways to peek in and that they may get some wrong ideas now that you boys are older. . . But let's just work to prevent future accidents, huh?" "Sure Mom." "You know you can talk to me or Daddy about these things at a drop of a hat. " "Yes Mom. I love you." "Then please give me another hug, now. I need for you and the rest of my family to approach me and give me lots of hugs. . . . . . Now go to your room and put on some shoes or sandals before going down stairs for dinner. I love you, son." He arose from the bed and suddenly stood still at the bedroom door to turn back to his mother. His feelings, thoughts, and emotions were still in a jumble. "Mom!" "Yes, sweetie." "Suppose Gerald or I turn out to be gay?" His mother never ceased to surprise her son. "Oh hon, do you find men attractive and exciting enough that it stimulates your erection?" "Well, sort of." "At your age, with the abundance of hormones that afflicts you, you can find yourself being drawn to so many young people, both boys and girls. I know you have to be careful what you say to others at school, but just sit with your feelings as they are and enjoy what is appealing to you regardless as to what it is." In time, you will figure out what your true orientation is, You and Gerald may find that you are bisexual. One or both of you may fall in love with a nice handsome man for a time. If either or even both of you turn out to be gay, then your father and I will celebrate your strong attractions to other gay males. We will love the man or men who partner with you and cherish them for the happiness you all share.". "Thanks Mom." Mikey was about to step into the hall when his mother called him in again. She ½ joked. "Sweetie, your mother gives you permission to hang out in the locker room for as long as they will let you, at school. Be discreet ! So long as no one else notices your interest, satisfy all your curiosities and get in all the looks you can at strong athletes and their coaches. You can make that a special part of your day to enjoy yourself." The teen laughed at his mother "Thanks again Mom. Gerald and I have noticed that some guys are scoping out each other and getting in their looks since back in the 5th grade." "Well, there you go. Have fun and make sure that is one of the ways you enjoy life." "Lucky stiffs", Mikey thought back in his room. "Our Mom is the coolest and nicest babe to have ever had kids." But he needed to get with Gerald. Mom and Dad obviously had their suspicions and they needed to make it seem that at least Mikey was beating off alone in the shower or elsewhere. They both had a good laugh when the older brother related that their mother was setting aside the laundry room as a special sanctuary for j/o time. But always horny Mikey tried it out within a few days, anyway. Within a month, in their bedroom after completing homework, Mikey expressed one of the more profound of many confidences to his younger brother. "You know bro', I've been thinking about something else Mom said when we had that talk. She told me to sit with my feelings. Well one of the important feelings for me is that you are the best bud I have ever had. When it comes to good sex, you know how to deliver because I know how tight we are. When we look back at these times, we can remember how important we were to each other when we both got so horny. Trust me when I say you will start getting very horny in about a year, maybe a little longer." Mikey smiled. "Sometimes I think you have already started. Even after I get myself a girl and we have gotten past suck face, but you have not yet, I want you to know I am still there for you. I love you so much, Gerald. We share these things and that still doesn't make us gay." They kissed, first tenderly, then sucking on each others lips, then tongue tips led to winding moves of oral mating. Their passions ran deep with hot desires. They stripped each other down and cuddled naked together in Mikey's top bunk, tissues on hand to clean away any dreamy climaxes. They fell asleep in each others arms but Gerald climbed down about 3:00 AM, afraid he might fall off. This was the night that gave them permission to try everything only limited by the boundaries of fertile horny boy imaginations. As nights became warmer into the summer, Mom had a harder time sleeping. She would hear her sons were getting up more frequently to use the bathroom. She wondered what it was at their age that they would need to go so much at night. Neither of them should be afflicted with prostate issues at their age. A couple of nights she actually moved a chair close to the door and opened it a crack to look out and spy. She would see one son or another stumble his way to the bathroom. "We need to get a brighter night light for the hallway." He would always be nude. Often, Mikey would have his 7" cock boned out. Such beautiful boys she and Dad made. Is it just a mother's bias, why aren't girls just crawling all over them? She wondered what was going on. Gerald was so eager and willing to please the brother he loved. He needed him as much as the air he breathed. It got to the point that when he would start to put his brother's always appealing warm throbbing dude gristle into his mouth, his throat would start to contract and open as an involuntary Pavlovian response. Its flavor was raw and funky dense, enough to grow his own stiffie in its own right. His gag reflex was steadily under better control. The quantity, texture, and strength of flavor of the fresh ejaculation Mikey would squirt into his brother's mouth, often times directly down his throat, was more intensifying all the time. He would not have it any other way, but he wondered when his brother would be able to start sucking down the boy cream he could churn out from his own nuts and elsewhere. The next night, Gerald was awoken by his brother climbing off the top bunk shortly after midnight. Typically, he was nude and hard. "Let this be the night, bro'. Do you think you are up for it?" In truth, Gerald had been "up" for this variant of gay sex for many weeks. Mikey started to step out of the bedroom to retrieve some of Mom's hand lotion from the bathroom to use as lube. Part way down the hall, he noticed the bathroom door was closed. He listened at the door and heard the toilet flush. From where Gerald was lying in the bedroom, he could see out the door where Mikey had turned to scoot back toward the bedroom and toward himself, the youth's hard cock bouncing in all the scurry. What a funny and sexy brother he had. The door was closed just a crack so Mikey could peek out at who had been in the bathroom. Genie must have heard him in the hall because she looked right at the bedroom door . "Goodnight, Mikey." She was only wearing a little girl oversized tee shirt. "Shshshsh! People are sleeping. Good night, dreamy Genie. Now go back to bed." Instead she started skipping toward him in the bedroom, whispering loudly. "Are you naked?" "Stop. Go back to bed. That is a stupid little girl question. It 's too hot, Gerald and I are always naked at this time of the year. Get out of here, scoot." She started to jump up and down, knowing if she started a commotion, she would get her way. Her big brothers were such an easy play. "Let me in for just a little while." This young kid was so uncooperative fortunately her brother lost his arousal. He let her in. She looked her brother up and down. "You look good with all your changes, Mikey. You seem so grown up now that you have hair growing around your penis. Melinda Sutton says she has a brother who has hair growing around his penis, too." "Good for Melinda and her brother. Now you need to go back to bed and get your rest." She looked at Gerald who seemed so comfortable in his bed. "I want to snuggle with Gerald for a little while." As soon as she had the covers over her, she reached directly between his legs and tugged at his boy organ. He pulled her little hand away. "You're so warm and soft. Don't worry, Gerald. Soon you will grow hair around your penis, too." "I'm not worried." "Eva and I miss you boys the way you used to be. Please find a way to come play with us without your clothes on. Pleeeeeease!" . "Shshshshsh! Pipe down you crazy little scamp. You're going to get us all in big trouble. I promise you we will work on it. " "I know. You guys could be naked when Mikey plays twister with me while Gerald is reading Eva's stories to her." "Like Mom always says, don't work your hopes up on flimsy dreams. I don't know how Mom would take to us playing naked twister." The little girl's expression wrinkled into a disapproving frown. "Mom and Dad don't have to know everything we do." While both of the brothers agreed with their kid sister, they were not going to tell her so to her face. Mikey hushed every word she spoke from then on, so she simply fell asleep in the crook of her brother's arm. About an hour later, a thunderstorm started to approach from a distance. Sure enough, within seconds little Eva ran into the room and threw herself on to Gerald's bed. Two little sisters clambered over naked Gerald for protection and nurturing consolation. The boy on the verge of another momentous chapter in his life, wearing nothing, contemplated his current predicament as oddly primal ~ something out of a caveman movie. . Within a couple of hours of daylight, Gerald felt his brother tugging at his shoulder. "The storm's over, bro'. Time to get them out of here and back to their own beds. You know why." Slowly they shuffled the two sleepy headed girls, grumpy and complaining out of the bed and into the hall. That summer, Eva and Genie were sleeping in the same room again. Mom had woken up to investigate. "Mom, the girls came running into our bedroom during the storm." "I'll see that they are tucked in again. Go back to bed, boys, you need your rest." She was about to instruct them that they should keep pairs of shorts nearby in the event of invasions by frightened little girls. But she thought it could wait. She feared that the girls' notions of their brothers affections are too predicated on their nudity and enamored pre-pubescent females should be weaned off that image. Back in their bedroom, Mikey grabbed his brother by the arm and made his play. They were kissing with such ardor in a way that portended other things to come. He had him in a powerful arm lock of love and Gerald feared his knees would give way in the swoon of building and paralytic trance. The older brother steered him over to the side of the lower bunk and they sat. Mikey broke his kiss to whisper hotly and breathily into his brother's ear. "Doggy style is the easiest for the first time, don't you think, Bro.? I love you dude, and would never hurt you in a thousand lifetimes". Gerald just sighed and hugged his brother in a warmly shifting embrace. Watching his aroused partner move from one end of the room to the other with the swaggering and bouncing right-and-ready ram-rod that was primed to take his cherry this morning, he felt a mess of lust. Mikey reached for the hand lotion he had retrieved during the night. Gerald accidentally brushed his chest with his hand and noticed his little nipples were pointing hard. Nervously on all fours on the mattress. in a way that he could spread his propped up little ass, he felt sexy, kittenish. He knew in his viscera that he wanted this. He felt his brother's confident fingers and thumb open his crack back there ~ even more confident than had been Katelyn's nearly one year ago. The application of the cool slick to his tender virginal pucker by exploring fingers was like little shots of warm electric pleasure deep into him. He was reminded that he has had urges for months now to French kiss his brother there, but that would cross a line for seeming too gay. He was breeched very easily and an exploring damp finger and then 2 proved to a sensual naked boy that he had a tight but responsive love hole that would certainly become acquainted to many erotic possibilities. The brother grabbed his right waist with one hand and with the other fumbled the desired truncheon of teen flesh such that he could feel the soft but insistent glans line up to the little wrinkled barrier for the memorable break through. When the kneeling brother was confident that his impatient slicked up tool was firmly flush with the tiny opening he grabbed his partner's other waist and pushed just as Gerald pushed out to greet the invasion. This was the second transcendent moment for Gerald in less than a year. Again it defined him to the very core. No mistaking, he was a full fledged gay male on the cusp of many adventures in lust and love. He sensed it was a stroke of great liberating good fortune. His initiation was by the person he loved as much as life itself. He loved every slightly painful inch being thrust into him and it was the unparalleled thrill of his life-to-date that he was being filled by his brother's majestic manhood. The soothing gush of treasured teen slither so deep past even his bowels at the end sealed a bond he knew could never be shattered no matter how distant their geographical locations or circumstances in life. Here in transformation, an 11 year old boy was teaching himself about the most important features of his life. He still was not even capable of ejaculating sloppy wet. Yet there would be no need of questions or any confusion. All was crystal clear in a way that often is not so even for people in their 20s. Time was his friend. He would continue the charade with his brother that they are somehow bisexual. All in his own time, he would reveal to a brother that he is joyous to be completely gay, as queer as a 3 dollar bill, and ultimately that Mikey himself is the object of his most heartfelt lusting love and affection. Their mother had spoken to him of challenges in life and how capable he and his brother are of meeting and overcoming them. He knew that early morning as summer sunlight started to drift through the window of their bedroom window that the greatest challenges and hurdles were yet to come, and yet somehow he would prevail. to be continued ...