Date: Mon, 18 Apr 2011 01:54:40 -0700 (PDT)
From: Ryan White <ryanstories@yahoo.com>
Subject: I'd Die For Him

Hello friends. With all my modelling shoots and shit going on, I sincerly
apologise for not writing a single story in 3 months. I feel guilty as hell
about it, but when work calls, what can you do?

Since I wrote Two of a Kind, my boyfriend, Jacques, decided to cheat on me
with a girl and got her pregnant. Trust me to say that those turn of events
inspired me to return to the one place where I can feel free to express
myself, which is of course, the beloved Nifty archive.

Please enjoy this story, got up very early on Saturday morning to write it,
lol!

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I'd Die For Him


I looked at Riaan with the most confusing glare that my low confidance
could muster. There seemed to be no point in denying it now. I love him,
and no one would take it away. If they did, I would surely kill them, but I
wasn't stupid. I mean, this was the ultimate sin, family taboo, even more
of a hell sent sin than simply just being gay could ever be. Yes, I am
Rikonuldus Stander (Fuck me if I was going to go through my life with THAT
name) so i decided to go as Ricky, im gay and I was aware of it ever since
my 15th birthday. Why only then? Because it was then that me and my twin
brother Riaan started to look at eachother with far more than obvious
brotherly love in our gleaming eyes. We were in Sutherland High School at
the moment, going on to Grade 11 the following year. During our time there,
we even went as far as beating up some of the kids that was accused of
being gay, simply because they didn't seem interest in girls, or because
they were the ones whom was deemed as geeks and rejects. You guys all know
what a bitch high school can be and in this instance it was me and Riaan
who created it. Everyone knew that Stander twins, because we made sure of
it on the sport field, where it really mattered. Rugby, Cricket, Swimming,
we did the lot. Vice to say that we had amazing bodies, a direct conclusion
fromt he above mentioned activities. And if i had to say so myself, we were
two hot pieces of Afrikaans meat. Both of us were blessed with blond hair,
greenish eyes, flat six pack abs which you could burn toast on aswell as
well sized 8cm dicks that always attracted many looks in the locker room,
not to mention that the size of our dicks quickly reached the ears of all
that was concidered to be a slut in the school. We knew in out first year
in high school that we would reign surpreme for out five year stay there,
and for a while it seemed that all out dreams would come true. Now every 14
year old boy's dream is to sleep with a hot girl, right? Boy, do I think
different of that statement now! Two of the cheerleeders that was usually
at our matches that we played hinted one afternoon, after a stunning win
against our closest Rugby rivals, that we played a good game. Now being
told this from a 18 year old girl was high praise indeed, and as tired as i
was, my cock began to swell as this sence of pride. Nicolette, her name
was, asked me if we could meet for coffee some or other time. This was
unheard of, but I said yes, simply because I was horny and she was hot as
fuck. Funny afternoon it was, as we did indeed meet at the local Mugg and
Bean, but neither of us got any coffee. As soon as she saw me in my casual
t-shirt and blue jeans, with my silver necklace hanging around my neck, she
whispered in my ear that she wanted to fuck me. Quicker than you could
say...cumming...she had me at her house, on her bed, she tore down my jeans
aswell as my boxers and engulfed my 14 year old cock, not ever knowing the
pleasure of a mouth or indeed another hand until then. Needless to say, i
didn't even last 15 seconds. I guess the buildup was too strong, and it
being my first time ofcourse. Now looking back, the image of my thick,
white, dripping cum rolling down her cheeks makes me want to throw up. I
can't help it. I desperately want to regain that motion about girls, but I
can't no matter how hard i try. I am gay, and that's something that i would
have to live with. The following afternoon, as the final bell for the day
sounded, I told Riaan that I wasn heading to Nicolette's house. He was the
only person who I would dare reveal that I was about to have sex that
afternoon. He chuckled and surprised me by putting down his back pack,
taking out his wallet, opened it, only to reveal a condom, which he placed
inside of the school blazer and slapped me on the back. My twin was the
coolest dude on the face of the Earth. Now I now this is a gay archive, so
I wont go into the details, for that matter I wouldn't want to either.
Nicolette rode my young cock so hard and fast that afternoon that i could
have sworn I saw stars for about 5 minutes. Of course I came inside her
after about a minute, but she didn't stop there, as she kept on riding my
cock, and I deposited 3 loads inside her snatch and a further 2 inside her
mouth, which she greedily swallowed. She kept on telling me how hot and
sexy as was, and that would boost any guy's ego! At that moment I felt like
I was on top of the world. I had a girlfriend, who gave me great sex. In my
naive little 14 year old mind I was telling myself that I was the only boy
in my grade who was already having sex, and it made me feel pretty damn
good. Weeks passed as me and Nicolette got closer, and I developed romantic
feelings for her. Funny as it was, she was the one to first confess her
love for me. We were happy, there wasn't a thing in the world that could
take it away. My parents, allthough at first a little sensitive about the
age difference, took it well that I felt so strongly about a girl. My
father's brother turned out to be gay later on in his life and i think it
was sheer relief that it wasn't passed on to either me or to Riaan. For a
month or so, everything was fine and dandy. Could I have been more wrong???

I was looking foward to yet another date with Nicolette. We were going to
go to the movies and afterwards for a hot fuck session at her house since
her parents were away for their anniversary. I knocked her at the door, but
to my surprise, it was side open. Thinking that Nicolette knew that I was
coming i didn't think much of it at first and I called out to her. I heard
a shuffle in her bedroom. Smiling, I walked over to the room, and my heart
stuck in my throat. My beloved Nicolette was tied to the bed posts, her
eyes red and bloodshot as she was repeatedly being raped and raped once
more. She couldn't scream since her mouth was stuffed with what looked like
socks. The bastard that was raping her was thusting into her snatch as
quick as lightning, while the other was beating her with a baseball bat,
making her body shudder and and slap against the bed. I knew that i should
have, it was two against one. But I did.

"Stop it, you motherfuckers!"

Was it my voice? It sure sounded like it, but in the heat of the moment it
didn't feel like it. The two men aswell as Nicolette turned their eyes
towards me, with my girlfriend's widening as she saw me.

"Hey, hey, hey! Look what we have here! Little brat wanna be a hero!"

By this time Nicolette was going crazy on the bed, she must have known they
were going to do something to me. I saw the danger, and I dashed out of the
house as fast as I could. But it was in vain as the two fuckers grabbed me
and tossed me on the bed along with Nicolette. The bigger of the two
slapped me in my face when it tried to get up. As i didn't know this kind
of abuse in my life, i started to cry.

"Look at the bitch boy! They just don't make them like they did anymore,
hey Steve? Wanted to be a hero and look where he is now! Crying like a
baby!"

I tried to get up and defend myself but the big fucker grabbed me by my
shirt and gave me a massive headbutt on my forehead. I yelped in pain and
fell back on the bed, with Nicolette screaming and hugging me to her. The
smaller one, who had been previously raping her tore her away from me and
held her up against her cupboard. He went about re-inserting his fat cock
inside her and continued where he left off before.

"Let her go, you fucker!" I screamed before once more trying to get to her,
but the big man was too strong and this time punched me in the face. I
curled up in pain as the blood swooped down my face and screamed with the
unfairness of it all. There was this fucker raping my girlfriend right
infront of my eyes and there was nothing that I could do about it.
Nicolette's body was being used as a rag doll. That was the Friday. By the
Saturday afternoon, Nicolette had passed out from the sheer fucking that
she had received. They had also repeatedly slapped her around and the dried
blood was starting to clod her hair. They locked me up with a handcuff to
the bed. Suddenly the door slammed opern and the two came in for the first
time that day.

"Okay, one more time and then we will be on the go. Come on, bitch! Wake
up!"

"Haven't you done enough?" I managed to croak out since my voice was rather
fucked.

"Haven't you learned your lesson yet?" the bigger one screamed and kicked
me in my ribs. Another followed to my stomach and then a final one to my
head. Nicolette's body being stabbed repeatedly with a breadknife was the
last thing I saw before everything around me went black.

As I opened my eyelids, all I felt was pain. My whole body was on fire and
i couldn't feel my legs. It was a pretty dark room where I was in and
looked messy and smelled funny. I heard the squeaking of a door opening and
in came Big. I scatted around the floor trying to get away from him, but he
just laughed evil and winked for someone to come inside the room. To my
horror I was staring at the mirror image of myself! They had Riaan aswell!!
They tossed him next to me and left the room, with only Big remaining. He
looked us over and grinned.

"Did you really think that you two boys had any kind of match for me? Lots
of men stronger, older and with more connections hadve tried in the past
and have failed. Did you know that your precious girlfriend's father owed
me money that he borrowed over 5 years ago? And he haven't paid his dues
yet! I told him a thousand times to give me the money or else someone would
pay the price for him so he can't complain now!"

"Then why did you bring us here? We did nothing to you!" Riaan asked with a
quiveirng voice.

"I couldn't take the chance of your brother reporting me to the cops. And
too many questions will be asked if you guys turn up dead. So, enjoy your
stay. And if you give me what I want, I'll give you what you want. Before
that, no water, no food, and no chance of getting out of here."

With that he stood up and walked out of the room. Riaan immediatley turned
to me and hugged me.

"Are you okay, Ricky? Fuck, you look terrible! What the hell did you get us
into?"

I tried to speak, but my throat hurt so bad that I just shook my head and
layed back on the cement floor, the tears flowing from my eyes. The last
image before I blacked out keep playing in my mind. Nicolette being stabbed
over and over and over...suddenly i let out a huge hoarse scream and beat
my fists on the floor until I felt two strong hands overwhelm me and hold
me tight. I cried in Riaan's arms until I had nothing more inside of me but
pain and anguish.

A little later on i once again opened my eyes, and i realised that I must
have fallen asleep. Riaan was busy walking up and down the room, but once
he saw that i was awake he rushed over to me. Now i could think a little
more clearly and was a bit more aware from what was going on around me.

"Hey buddy. How are you feeling?" he asked.

"Bit better...Riaan what happened to Nicolette? Please tell me she's okay?"
I whispered.

"She is in a coma, Ricky. She was stabbed many times. I don't know by
now. I don't wanna talk about it, man."

"How the hell did they get you?"

"I was walking to the shop to by a two liter Coke for dinner, and while I
was walking a car suddenly stopped next to me and i was pulled in. Now I
guess that they thought I was you, since we look alike. Dude, Mom and Dad
are gonna worry like crazy. What if...what if we..."

That was the first time since we have been there that Riaan broke down and
cried. He, like me was thinking of the implications here. These thugs could
kill us if they wanted to. What if we never see our parents again? I held
Riaan in my arms and started to cry aswell. Riaan's arms went around my
back and held on for dear life. The door opened once again.

"Oh, I see that we are making progress, ey? And I didn't even have to ask
you, maybe there is still hope! Okay, take off your clothes. Do it. DO IT
NOW!"

Riaan and I looked at eachother, we had no choice. Riaan took off his shirt
and pants aswell as his boxers, and after seeing him do it, so did I. There
we were standing, and I could clearly hear Riaan gasp at all the bruises
and cuts that i had on my body. Now what?

"Okay, now I will be reasonable. I will give you guys food and water, but
on one condition. You two have sex, right here in front of me."

Myself and Riaan looked at him, clearly confused. Big came closer and
suddenly reached over and slapped Riaan's face with the back of his hand,
the blood spurting out of his nose. From somewhere i got the courage from
to jump up and punch the shit of out Big. Big fell against the wall,
clearly not expecting me to retaliate, and held his nose.

"You little faggot", he said and grabbed me by my shoulder and pulled me
towards Riaan, who he in turn also grabbed by the neck and pushed out faces
into the others.

"Kiss him. Kiss your fucking brother. Do you hear me? Make out, kiss, suck
lips, do whatever you want, but JUST DO IT!!"

Riaan looked me in the eye, as I did him. We both knew that we were
brothers, twin brothers at that, we couldn't. It just wasn't right, and
neither of us was gay at that. Big suddenly turned and walked out, but just
as I started to turn towards Riaan, he returned, this time with the same
baseball bat in his hands as what he beat Nicolette with.

"This is your last chance. Do as i say. Or...I will fucking kill his
worthless ass."

I knew that he was talking to me. Riaan's tears kept flowing out of his
green eyes, and I knew that I had to protect my brother. At that point I
knew that I would die in trying to save him.

"Sorry," I mouthed to him and then leaned in, kissing him ever so slightl
on the lips. A moan escaped from Riaan's throat, he didn't wanna do this. I
placed my hand behind his neck and kept his head in place. They would kill
him if he didn't kiss me back. I deepened the kiss, like i usually did when
making out with Nicolette. It was as if Riaan somehow knew that he had to
do this, there was just no other choice, as he placed his arms around my
neck and really started to kiss me. His tongue basically demanded entry and
i gave him his freedom. I ran my fingers through my twin brother's hair as
i kissed him with every passion that i had. To my raging alarm, i could
feel my cock responding to having my brother kiss me. I looked down for a
minute and so that he had exactly the same problem. We stared at eachother
with utter fear...each knowing that we got hard, about another boy...fot
fuck's sake, we were brothers! Suddenly we were pulled apart by Big, so
vicious that i fell on the ground. I immediatly stood up to defend my twin
brother, but he pushed me out of the way and started to bash Riaan with the
bat.

"Are you fucking crazy?" I screamed and jumped on top of him to try and
stop Big from hitting Riaan, but i was too late. Two of Riaan's teeth was
knocked out of his mouth as the baseball bat once more bashed his naked
body and face. Blood spurted from every angle as I tried desperately to
stop Big, but i was just not a big enough match for him. He bashed Riaan's
legs, his arms, and stomach over and over until Riaan stopped moving,
stopped fighting, stopped screaming. Blood flowing freely, Big stopped and
turned towards me.

"This, is all your fault and you will pay for that. Attack me again and i
will kill him once and for all. I don't give a fuck." After that statement
he left. I rushed over to Riaan but there was nothing that I could
do. Riaan was totally unconcious. I cradled his bruised and battered body
in my arms and whispered to him that everything would be okay. But i knew
then, that it wouldn't ever really be, ever again. We crossed a line that
brothers never should. To my 14 year old mind, i was shaking at the
thought, at what he had done. In the end i closed my eyes, wanting this to
me nothing more than a bad dream.

I awoke with a startle, it was Big trying to pull Riaan from me. I tried to
stop him, but i was too emotionally tired to do anything. Riaan's
bloodstained body was dragged over to the door. I jumped up, trying
desperately from them taking my brother away from me. I door slammed shut,
and suddenly i was all alone. I sank down to my knees, fresh tears starting
to form. This was a nightmare, i just could not be reality. I looked up
when I heard sirens blazing. What...it couldn't be...? Suddenly there was a
loud voice over a speakerphone.

"Everybody surrender! The compound is completely surrounded! I repeat, drop
your weapons and show yourself!" Several gunshots followed that
announcement as I ran towards the left handed corner and curled myself up,
too afraid to do anything else. Riaan...what if they shoot him?? And then
from the other side of the door, i heard very clearly...it was Riaan
screaming. Bloodcurdling screams of fear and pain. I started to vomit on
the cold tile floor before i finally gave in to the darkness and passed
out.

Like so many times before in the compound, I opened my eyes to find myself
in a place that looked unfamiliar. It took awhile for my eyes to adjust to
the bright sunshine coming in through the windows after been in darkness
for so long. Frantically i searched for Riaan, but i was the only person in
the room. As i started to get worked up more and more, the monitor above my
bed started to alarm and within minutes a young woman came rushing in.

"Sshh....It's fine, everything is going to be fine, you're safe now..."

"Where is Riaan?" i screamed.

"He is resting in the ICU, please just calm down...oh Doctor, thank
goodness you are here. He is awake. Shall i call his parents?"

"No, not yet, Sister. Just tell them that he is awake, but we have to
stabilize him first."

After several minutes that each felt like hours, Mom and Dad was allowed to
come in. Mom ran to me, her face red with crying and hugged me tightly. Dad
stayed in the doorway, but when Mom signaled him to come over, he slowly
did. When he was at the bed, he knelt on his knees and pulled my head
towards him, and I could feel his tears falling onto my chest as he
cried. He released me, kissed my forehead and turned away. As the time
passed i learned about everything that happened. Nicolette's father's
refusal to pay the loan shark ultimately led to her death as I just
happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. She passed away as a
result of the seventeen stab wounds she received from them. Because they
couldn't allow me to go and killing me would lead to further questions,
they took me along to their compound. And because of my looks and Big being
bisexual, they wanted to have their way with me too. It was just unlucky
that Riaan, who ofcourse look exactly like me, happened to be on the way to
the shops when they spotted him and thought that I had escaped. What we
didn't know was that we were held inside the compound for over 3 days. The
reason that I kept passing out was because we both were dehydrating from
the lack of water. However, Nicolette's father alerted the police and they
followed the smaller one back to the compound when he went to buy
cigarettes. But as a bargaining chip in the deal, they sliced off Riaan's
middle toe with a gardening tool. That was the bloodcurdling scream that i
heard before I passed out. The police rescued us just before they could
finally kill Riaan and we were saved. Riaan was in ICU because of internal
bleeding to his vital organs aswell as a partly cracked skull. It was a
question of time before we would know if he was going to pull through.

Almost two years had passed since it happened. It was all over. But a scar
was left, and a massive one at that. I came home from school in the
afternoon after swimming practice. I had to give up Rugby and Cricket since
i had a panic attack when I saw my teammates charge at me to get the ball
aswell as when i was bouled to in Cricket. Swim was still safe. I saw that
Riaan was in his room, reading. He looked up to me, putting the book
down. I sat next to him on the bed and placed my hand on his knee.

"I missed you, you know," I said.

"Me too, buddy. Come here"

Riaan and I grabbed eachother and passionately kissed. I hungrily sucked at
his neck while i showed him how much I loved him. His hands were
everywhere, caressing my back, rubbing my chest at each turn. He layed down
on the bed, with me on top of him and returned to our kissing. I tore off
his shirt from his body, and, as each time that we made love i gently
kissed the remains of the scars on his otherwise sexy six pack abs.

"Oh baby, I love you so much...keep going Ricky...God I love you so much!"
Riaan moaned. Like i was gonna stop. I carefully pulled his trousers and
boxers down and out popped his 8 inch cock. I attacked the juicy piece of
meat and sucked in down like a lollypop. I felt Riaan's hands going through
my hair as I licked his sweet pre cum dripping cock. The taste was
fantastic, his cock was so hard, so red and so incredibly warm, when he
blasted his jock cum into my mouth i nearly choked at the volume that it
spilt out of my mouth. Riaan pulled me up and kissed me so hard I nearly
lost my breath. I broke it off and looked into his eyes, caressed his face
and kissed his nose.

"Once again, I dont care that we are twins, I love you, Riaan."

"I love you too, buddy. I dont wanna live without you."

We never discussed what happened at the compound that day, when we were
forced to kiss against our will. It took a significant point of time before
Riaan would even speak to any of us. Even me. He became serverly depressed.
About two months after he was released from hospital, I decided that enough
was enough and I forced myself into his room and demanded that he speak to
me. Nothing was said from his side. It was me who stroked the side of his
face and he fell into me, hugging me very, very tightly. I stroked his hair
and told him that I loved him. It was then that he looked me in the eye and
softly kissed me. We pushed our foreheads together and swore that we would
always be together. I went from a girl chasing bully to being in love with
the most amazing person in the world. Riaan's first words in nearly five
months was...Ricky, I love you.

Allthough our parents have asked us what exactly they did to us at the
compound, we would never reveal it. Me and my twin brother are inlove, and
it took a near death experience to make us see that. Some people would say
it is a pcychological aftermath of what happened, but i refused to accept
that. Riaan was never the same again. He might have gotten over what
happened, but losing his middle toe, being sliced off by a gardering sheer,
kept giving him nightmares. I didn't want to admit it, but we could say
goodbye to the Riaan who just went through life carefree. What happened
made men out of us. And as I layed next to the love of my life, and kissed
him goodnight, I thanked God that the nightmare was finally over.



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