Date: Tue, 9 Jul 2019 23:00:12 -0700
From: TB
Subject: Playing Doctor with my Cousins

It started at Aunt Jo's house in the shed behind the kitchen. My cousins
Larry, Rob and I were betting whether their sister Lisa, 15 would look at
our dicks, or more. I told her we were going to play doctor and asked her
if she would be the nurse and she said yes. She was there the first time.
Larry, Rob and I pulled our pants down and she touched us all briefly,
squeezing our cocks, saying we were good patients. That lasted 5-10
minutes. Lisa never joined us again.

From there, Larry, Rob and I would agree to play doctor pretty often when
they lived two blocks from my house. Most of the activity happened there,
but once upstairs in my room at our house, a couple times behind the
baseball backstop on the school playground, and 2-3 times down at the local
creek. Larry and I touched each other and put our mouths on each other but
we were too young to cum or even know what to do, so it was just sporadic
messing around. We were 10 or 11. Rob was 15 and was pretty big, maybe 8"
(hard to tell since I was so young and had not seen a real cock before, but
definitely big. I remember when he was hard it stuck up past his belly
button. He was circumcised. That was interesting to me since I was not. The
first few times, Larry and I would end up focusing on him, touching and
rubbing and putting our mouths on his cock (not putting him in our mouths
then). He never came during those times.

Then, one time, he showed me how to jack him off. I did that for what seems
like 5 minutes and he came. Larry had left by then. I remember I had some
on my hand and looked at it -- that's when he told me it was called cum.
Then he got up and left.

I jacked him off probably 10 times, maybe more. Sometimes Larry would be
there joining in, but he would seem to lose interest if it took too long.
Rob could cum. I made him cum every time. The last time I did that, he
asked me to taste it. I licked it off the head of his cock. I didn't mind
it. I actually liked it -- it didn't seem to have much taste, but it was fun.

The next time we played doctor, he asked me to put my mouth on him, then he
asked me to put him in my mouth. I did that, and he showed me how to move
my head up and down on him. It seems like I moved really slowly. His cock
was in my mouth about an inch or two. After maybe 7-8 minutes, he came in
my mouth. I was surprised, it seemed really warm and it seemed like really
a lot of cum. He said just swallow it and I did. I remember it took 4-5 big
swallows to get it all down. I really didn't mind it at all. I felt like I
did it right and I was excited. I remember I liked the taste. I kept
sucking him but he got soft and said it was ok. He said I did really good.

From there, whenever we messed around I sucked him. He would lay on the
couch in the shed and I would kneel beside it to suck him. He came in my
mouth every time (probably 10-12 times like that). The next several times,
it was just like the first -- he didn't move and I moved my mouth on him
until he came. I learned that if I pushed my tongue so his cock head pushed
against it every stroke, it seemed like he came faster. It always seemed
like a lot of cum. 5 or 6 big splashes that shot out hard. Once I saw him
shoot two big squirts of cum up to his chest. It always took 4-5 big
swallows to swallow it all. He never said anything, but moaned a little as
he came. After a few more times, he would push his cock deeper in my mouth
just before he came, but would pull out a little so his cum went in my
mouth, not my throat. One of those times was upstairs in our house, he put
his whole cock in my mouth, all the way in. Larry was there and tried but
could not fit more than about  ½ or 2/3 of it. When he came, I gagged and
even choked a little but it was easy to swallow.

After 8-9 of those times, we were behind the backstop at the ball field and
he said he didn't want to go to the house. I said ok and he pulled his
pants down and I got on my knees and sucked him. That was the first time he
really moved much, he fucked my mouth pretty good. I remember I was
surprised but it did not bother me. I think a couple of the neighborhood
kids  saw me. He came after 7-8 minutes and we went back to playing
baseball.

From then, for another 6-7 times when we messed around, he was pretty
aggressive. He really pushed deep more and more and a couple times he was
going all the way in my mouth every push, fucking my mouth hard. I could
feel the base of his cock and his balls right by my mouth. I had to turn my
head so his cock would fit down my throat. I gagged but he laughed and kept
going. He came deeper in my mouth then, sometimes really deep so I didn't
even taste it. Once I laid on the couch and my head was facing sideways and
he was on his knees and it seemed like he was fucking my mouth so hard and
it went on for a long time, it seems like 20 minutes or so. I remember I
tasted a salty taste, I think now it was pre-cum. It was really aggressive
mouth fucking and his cock was just slamming in my mouth all the way in my
throat. My head was getting bounced around and I was just trying to keep
him in my mouth. When he came, he kept his cock pushed all the way in my
mouth afterward and I felt him get soft. He probably kept it in my mouth
for 4-5 minutes, moving really slowly. I didn't know what to do so just
kept sucking and letting him move around in my mouth. He stayed in my mouth
and I felt him get soft and his cock got smaller. Then he got up and left.
He told me later he had just jacked off before I sucked him, that's why it
took so long.

The last time I sucked him, I hadn't seen him for a few weeks. We went down
to the Creek and he laid on his jacket on the rocks. It was pretty cold
outside, probably in the 40's. I knelt beside him and leaned over. He put
his hands on my head and pushed all the way in my mouth, way down my throat
3 or 4 times. I gagged the most ever but kept my mouth on him. He pushed in
the hardest he ever did, 6-7 thrusts and for a minute I couldn't breathe at
all. Then pulled his cock out almost all the way and came in my mouth. I
could feel it shooting really hard in my mouth, it seemed like 5-6 big
squirts. I think it was the most he ever came. 6-7 big swallows or maybe
more. I didn't mind the taste at all. He said it was so much because he
hadn't done anything in like three weeks. There was some cum on the head of
his cock after he pulled out of my mouth and I licked it off and sucked his
head.

After that time, I lost interest. It had been fun and titillating and
enjoyable up until then. About 3 days later he asked if I wanted to go in
the shed and I said no. I said I'm not going to do that anymore. He pulled
his cock out and showed it to me, and I said it didn't matter. He said ok
and left. He asked me once more about a month later. He said are you sure.
I said I'm sure. That was the last and I never sucked another cock.