Date: Sat, 03 Feb 2007 12:58:53 +0000
From: hank fawkins <frank778@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: acceptance at last ch 4

All characters in this story are completely fictitious.  Any
similarities to anyone is coincidental. This story is about
a romance between men, so if that is not your thing then you
should cease now. Also unlike other stories this is more of
a slower moving story that is not  just sex, but a slower
story about the people in it and coming into their own, so
if you are looking for something to get off too quickly this
will not be it. If you have any comments feel free to e-mail
me at frank778@hotmail.co.uk Thanks

Chapter 4 New Horizons


I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face. Juan was still sleeping
and was lying on his side facing me. The light from the bathroom
illuminated his face and I noticed that it bore no scars of his attack yet
there was a very light bruise if one looked close enough. I climbed out of
bed quietly and put on my lounge pants. It was still dark outside and I
switched on the kitchen light. I poured a glass of water from a bottle and
went to sit down on the sofa in the lounge. I still had a few minutes
before getting ready for work. My company had agreed to stay open for the
three days between Christmas and New Year and I had agreed to go in on al
three days. This would be the opportune time to speak to Rachel, the office
manager about Juan helping out for the two weeks starting after New Year.
Our company had agreed that a temporary person would not be necessary for
these three days.

I went off to shower and quietly closed the bathroom door as I did not want
to wake up Juan. After I finished showering, I retrieved clothes from my
cupboard and dressed in the spare bedroom. I was tieing one of my shoelaces
when I heard movement in the bathroom and after finishing I went back to
the bedroom. Juan came through from the bathroom and dive tackled me onto
the bed and started smothering me with kisses. I said to him that I always
wanted to be greeted every morning in this way.

Disentangling myself, I mentioned, `There is money in the tray on top of
the fridge for taxi fare and I have left a spare set of keys to the
apartment too. It would be great if you can come over to the office by
4.30pm to meet a few of the office people before starting there next
week. After that we can meet my sister and her husband for an early supper
and then the movies.'

Juan said, `That's fine. I will have a chill out day. I need to go to
Watford tomorrow morning to finalise issues with my parent's
solicitors. May I use your laptop or are you taking it to work?' I am keen
to start looking at locum work after my stint at your company.'

`I have a PC at work and please use the laptop.'

We hugged each other and I left for work. The day sailed by and Juan
arrived bang on 4.30pm. He was introduced to the office people and Rachel
took him aside to inform him what was required. We left the office at 6pm
for the restaurant. We arrived there and my sister Lisa and Harry, her
husband were already seated. Everyone was introduced and Juan and Henry
realised that they had been at the same university, albeit a few years
apart. The conversation was very relaxed and Juan excused himself to go to
the gents. In the short time that he was away, Lisa wanted to know what was
happening. She had not seen me so relaxed in a long time. I told her that
Juan would be staying at the apartment until he finds suitable
accommodation. Juan returned and we changed the subject.

The movie Casino Royale was nothing like the James Bond movies of the past
fifteen years. The tongue in cheek almost camp style had been replaced by a
new ruggedness which was enjoyed by all of us. I found Daniel Craig to be a
man's man and still very appealing to the eye. Juan and Lisa loved him in
his swimming trunks and Henry and I thought the stunts were realistic and
not far fetched as the previous bond movies.

We dropped Henry and Lisa at the train station and drove home. Juan put his
hand on my leg and said, `Thank you for introducing me to your family. I
liked both of them and I can see that you and Lisa are siblings. She is
very beautiful and has a wicked sense of humour. She asked me directly if I
was sleeping with you and when I blushed she said, I thought so!' I laughed
and said that that is typical of Lisa. She has the ability to find out
anything she wants to know. I told Juan that I am glad that he has met part
of the family and I would like him to come to family lunch at my
sister's. My mom would be there too and decided to hold back on that
information.

We walked into the apartment and I immediately noticed that the apartment
had been cleaned. I looked to Juan and asked whether my cleaner had been in
today. He said that he had tidied up however I knew that serious cleaning
had taken place. He mentioned that he had not done much except for washing
the clothes and sheets in the laundry basket. I noticed that Juan had
bought flowers for the living room and he said, `I hope that you don't mind
me using your money to buy flowers. I went to the store below to buy milk
and saw the flowers.'

`Juan, I love the flowers and the money in the tray is there to be
used. Please see it as yours.'

`Nick, I feel uncomfortable doing this and would rather you loan an amount
to me and when I am paid, I will repay the loan. I do not want it any other
way and please understand.'

I took £150 out of my wallet and asked, `Juan, is this enough for the next
week? If not, I can draw more tomorrow. I understand where you are coming
from and respect your opinion.' I felt it was important that I yield to his
request of borrowing money instead of receiving a hand-out.

I was tired after a first day back at work and Juan was off to Watford in
the morning. We took a shower together and could not stop kissing one
another in the shower. It followed through to the bedroom and soon we were
in a 69 position. Juan climaxed before me and he turned around to kiss me
whilst continuing to hand massage me. His kissing and massaging soon had me
over the edge. My climax was once more an explosive experience and I
flopped on top of Juan, totally spent. Juan continued kissing me whilst I
recovered

I must have fallen asleep as I woke up in the early hours of the morning
with Juan lying over me. I was desperate for a pee and extricated myself
from his clutches. I came back to bed and Juan was lying on his side away
from me. I climbed back into bed and spooned him. I placed my arm over onto
his stomach and lightly stroked the small hairs below his navel. Juan
sighed in his sleep and I hugged him tighter. I felt his penis, or cock as
Juan calls it, get harder and I started to stroke it slowly and very
lightly. My cock was getting harder too and decided that I would stop as we
had so much more to give of each other and I wanted both of us to enjoy it
together.

Juan woke first and I woke up with him staring at me. He said, `I love to
look at you sleeping and even more when you are waking up.' He leant over
and gave me a hug and a full on kiss on the lips. `Did you touch me during
the night?' He asked.

I told him what had happened and Juan said that he remembered something and
thought that he was dreaming. We lay in each other's arms and he mentioned
that he was worried about going to see the solicitors as he did not know
what this would bring. The estate had not been finalised by the time he
left and went onto the streets as the police had not concluded their
investigation on their murders. His dad had been bankrupted due to gambling
debts and a hitman had then murdered his parents.

I asked Juan whether he wanted me to go with him as this would not be a
problem however Juan said that it was something that he would need to
do. Whilst we were talking we were spooning each other with him in the
front. Juan sighed and I said `What was that?'

`Going back to Watford stirs up all kinds of memories and I hope that today
will be the last of those painful memories.'

`Juan, I can phone my office and take time off. I want to share everything
with you and today more so than ever.'

`Thanks, Nick, I cannot say no to that.' He turned over to face me and he
had a look of determination on his face when he whispered, `This means so
much to me and I want to share everything with you too. I have nothing..'

I stopped him in mid sentence, `You have something that no money can buy
and that is you have a giving heart. I am so grateful to be part of your
life now and I would like to be part of your life in the future too.'

`Nick, you have given me back my self belief and for the first time in a
year I am looking forward to what tomorrow will bring. Now I want to get
you into a position you have never been before!' Juan grabbed hold of me
and playfully wrestled me onto the flour. I was caught by surprise and was
laughing so much that he soon had me in a wrestling grip with my legs over
my head. Whilst in this grip, Juan used his index finger to flick my cock
into life. I was trying to get out of this position when I realised that
his balls were dangling within reach of my right hand. I cupped them and
squeezed them gently. For an instant Juan let his grip slacken and I
slipped out of his grasp.

We both were on our knees facing each other and I said that he was in for
the high jump. He smiled and lunged at me. In my youth I was on the school
wrestling team and the moves came to me instinctively. I feigned and caught
him off guard. I grabbed his left arm and turned him over on his back in
one movement. I fell on top of him in the classic pose and laughingly I
told him of my wrestling days. I let go of him and saw that we were both
erect. Juan pulled me toward him and kissed me hard the lips. He whispered,
`I want you inside me'

`I want it too. I need to fetch something from the bathroom' I got up and
fetched a condom and lubricant from the bathroom cabinet.

Juan was now lying on the bed with his hands above his head. His cock was
still erect and was pulsing. I came over and enveloped his cock in my
mouth. He brought his hands over and rustled my hair whilst I sucked his
cock. I was very aroused too and I was rubbing my cock against the sheets
as I continued.. I then released his cock and started licking his balls and
the area between his balls and arse hole. Juan was loving it and saying
that wrestling brings out the best in me. My next move was to his hole and
my tongue was licking around it and then in it. This was a first for me as
my previous relationships were not keen on this. I leant over and placed
lubricant on my fingers and I went back to sucking his cock. I inserted one
finger in his arse and felt for his prostate. I then inserted two fingers
and I felt his cock pulsing even more

Juan then said that he wanted me inside him now. I took off the wrapper and
with Juan's help pulled it over my penis. I lubricated his hole and Juan
said, ` Please go slowly, it has been very long since....' He did not
complete his sentence however I understood fully.  I always need help at
this stage and I asked Juan to guide me in with his hands. He was lying on
his back with his legs up. He guided me in and I started to move in and out
of him making sure that I did not move in too deeply. The look on his face
made me continue very slowly as I knew that he was hurting. I asked, `Do
you want me to come out?'

`No, carry on, it is not so bad. Please do not thrust as you will tear me
apart.'

`I love you Juan. I will never hurt you. I am loving this. My penis head
can feel every tiny move I make'

He squeezed my nipples as I continued. I was in complete ecstasy and my
eyes were focussed on Juan and my mouth was open. I could feel his erect
cock against my body as I slowly thrusted. My movements were becoming more
erratic as I began to lose control and I grabbed hold of his penis and
started stroking it. Every time I moved into him, I felt his cock getting
bigger. By now Juan had a look of completeness on his face and he smiled up
at me. He implored me to go faster and deeper and I did so. Soon I was
completely out of control and my penis came out of his arse. I laughed and
fell down next to him and continued to stroke him. Juan rose and got into a
seating position on top of me and inserted my cock once again. This time he
was in control of the movements in and out. His cock was facing towards me
and I started stroking him again.

Very soon I reached the point of no return and exploded and exploded. Juan
came very soon afterwards and he lay down on top of me. I told him that I
did not want it to stop however I could not stop it from happening. He said
that at first he was very sore however when he was in control of the
movements, it was bliss.

We climbed out of bed and went to shower together. We could not stop
kissing each other in the shower and it took some effort to wash. I climbed
out first and Juan stayed in to enjoy the heat. He had not yet tired of
showering compared to the shelter's one minute soaking.

After dressing I phoned the office to say that I would not be in and would
see them in the morning. We each had a bowl of cereal and soon we were on
our way to Watford in my car. Juan had phoned ahead to inform the solicitor
that we would be there at 11am and the solicitor said that Juan would be
pleasantly surprised at the news. Juan relayed this message to me and hoped
that it meant that the estate was settled without any liabilities.

Arriving in Watford, we parked the car near to the solicitor's offices and
walked the rest of the way. The receptionist mentioned that she was
expecting Juan and that the solicitor, a Parnell Jones, would be out in a
minute. Mr Jones appeared and after being introduced to me, directed Juan
to the boardroom. Juan asked that I come with and Mr Jones had no
objection.

Mr Jones did not know that Juan had been on the streets and assumed that he
had been travelling as he had done before his parents' death. Juan told him
what had happened and that he had turned the corner. Mr Jones told Juan
that the estate had been would up eight months ago and at that time the
assets of the estate had only been sufficient to pay of the liabilities of
the estate and that there was none left for distribution. He paused and
Juan and I were ready to leave when he said, `However four months ago the
new owners of your parent's home phoned to say that they were renovating a
room when they found a false wall. All the area contained was a large box
which they had left unopened as it mentioned that it had to be opened by Mr
Jones,

The box was delivered and there was a note to Juan which was handed over to
Juan. In it his dad mentioned that he was very sorry that he had become ill
with his addiction. If anything happened to him, he asked that Juan look
after his mom. He mentioned that he had left money for him to do so and
that he wanted his mother to move out of the area and had bought a house in
France for her. His dad said that he loved Juan and that he was proud to
have him as a son. Juan was reading this and I could see the distraught
look on his face.

He handed it over to me and asked Mr Jones if he knew the contents of the
letter. Mr Jones said that he had a fair idea as the box had contained a
few surprises. He then told us that there was GBP50,000 in cash, a title
deed of a house in southern France, share certificates of listed companies
in the UK and Europe and a document itemising where the money had come from
to pay for these assets. The shares were valued once again this morning at
around GBP235,000 and the house was valued at around Euro 580,000. On top
of this the house and the shares were in Juan's name and were not part of
the estate.

Juan was then handed a cheque for GBP50k and the rest of the documents. All
this took 30 minutes and Juan walked out of the office a rich man. Juan was
still in a daze and said, `I feel very sad as I believe that my dad knew
that he was in danger and his wish that my mom be safe did not come
true. The money was there for my mom to live out her life in relative
comfort and this was not to be. I do not want all this money.'

`Juan, I do not know what to say. It must be very painful to receive the
letter from your dad. Lets go to that coffee shop across the road and talk'
We walked over and found an empty table in the corner. I fetched hot
chocolate for both of us and for the next two hours Juan poured his heart
out. He wanted so much to have told his parents how much he loved them and
that he was so grateful for all the assistance and support he had had over
the years. Their murders meant that he would never to able to do so. I
allowed hi to tell me about all the fun and not so fun times he had growing
up. Many times I noticed the tears forming and I held his hand throughout.

My last comment to him at the coffee house was that his dad knew that he
loved them both as he would not have shouldered the responsibility on him
to look after his mom if he did not think that he would do so. Juan looked
at me and said, `Nick, thanks for listening and being so
understanding. Let's go home.' He got up and took my hand and we walked
back to the car. In the car he leant over and kissed me and said that he
loved me. I said I love you too and we kissed again.

`I would like to hand over most of the cash to St Luke's shelter for them
to upgrade their beds. The beds are rotten and smell. I heard that they are
over ten years old.' Juan said on the way home. I told him that I am sure
that they will be very happy with his kind gesture and the guys sleeping
there would be even happier. The next day Juan deposited the cheque into
his bank account and was surprised that it was still active. He then
requested a cheque for GBP40k and was told that he could pick up the cheque
in five days time.

Five days later after work Juan went over to the shelter and requested that
they use the money for new mattresses. The administrator asked Juan where
he had found the money and he told him what had happened. He was very happy
for Juan and invited him to come back in a few weeks time to see for
himself the new mattresses that had been bought.

In the meantime Juan had started his temporary job at my company and was an
instant hit with the ladies in the office. They did not have a clue about
his previous circumstances and very soon they had extracted out of him that
he was living with me. The day he took the cheque over to the shelter we
had a small problem in the office. One of our clients required a legal
document urgently and the small legal company we were associated with, had
previously informed us that they would be out of town that day. We tried
unsuccessfully to engage the services of various other legal firms however
they were unable to deliver the document that same day. Juan, hearing about
our problem, came up to me and mentioned that in his previous position, he
had produced this type of document on numerous occasions.

I hesitated before answering as I knew of the legal implications however I
knew that the client required the document. `Juan, please go ahead and draw
up the document. If at any time you feel uncomfortable about it, please let
me know and we will wait until the morning when our legal associates are
back.'

`Thanks Nick, I really appreciate it.'

One of our staff relieved Juan at the front desk and he was taken to a
spare office across from mine. Within the hour Juan had produced the
document and we sent it off to our relieved client. Before Juan had
returned to the front desk, the whole office had heard that he was a
practicing lawyer.

That night Juan was very excited about his day. After dropping Juan off at
the shelter, I popped over to the liquor store to buy champagne and I
opened it as soon as he came through the front door.

`Congratulations, Mr Lawyer. You saved us a huge problem today. More
importantly I am so proud of what you have done with the shelter. You are
an inspiration!'

He kissed me and we hugged for a long time...

If you have any comments feel free to e-mail
me at frank778@hotmail.co.uk Thanks