Date: Mon, 13 Apr 2015 15:11:43 -0400
From: Andrew Phillips <andrewphil69@gmail.com>
Subject: Andy & Sean (Part 11)

Andy and Sean


This is a story of the emerging sexual relationship and adventures of Andy
Johnson and Sean Allcock, from both their perspectives.   It is fictional,
aspirational, and hot.

For more background on how they met, found each other and realized their
mutual attraction you can find parts 1 to 4 of a story called "He and I" in
the Gay Male — Adult Youth section of nifty.org.


*Part 1 of Andy and Sean** is identical to **Part 5 of "He and I"**.  So
you can follow their developing relationship at either location. *

Suffice to say, Andy, 18, is a recent high school graduate and Sean, 27,
was his young teacher and swim team coach, who is now his good friend.
They are about to become "friends with benefits," or even more, as Sean
drives Andy to Springfield for Andy's college orientation and a weekend of
discovery.

My name is Andrew (andrewphil69@gmail.com).  People call me Drew.  I would
appreciate feedback and any suggestions to make these stories even hotter
and more, well, satisfying to my readers' needs.

If you like this story or others like it, don't forget to make a
contribution to those who help us get our rocks off by supplying us with
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Part 11 – Some questions and the possible future(s)

Andy:

It was time for me to sort out lust and love.  I think I lust after every
handsome buffed male I see: in the flesh, in a magazine, in a video.  The
more endowed they are, the more I lust after them.  But love was something
else, much more complicated.

I know I have been lusting after Chad, ever since our brief encounter in
Springfield.  My fantasies include him, and often include both Chad and
Sean in a threesome.  I realize the absurdity of my imagination, mixing
lust with love.

Can they be separated?  Can one love without lust?  Can one lust without
love?  As the song goes, "What's love got to do with it?"   Can one satisfy
one's lust for one person without compromising one's love for another?  Can
one love, both emotionally and sexually, more than one person at a time?
What does it mean to be "faithful?"  Full of faith!

I think Sean loves Joyce, but can he love me at the same time?  He
apparently lusts for us both.  Equally?  Can he really be bisexual?  I know
I'm not.  I know that a nude, handsome man has a very different affect on
me than a nude, beautiful woman.  I do appreciate a beautiful woman, and
could surely `make love' to one, but it wouldn't be the same.  I don't
think it would fully take care of my inner urges.

I don't want to lose Sean.  If I come on to Chad am I putting at risk my
relationship with Sean?  Why did he tell me all about minimizing the risks
of sex if he didn't expect me to explore?  Lots of questions needing lots
of answers.  I guess I will have to have a man-to-man talk with Sean, or
maybe even with Chad, if things progress in that direction.

Which brings me to a stopping point in my journal.  Life goes on.  Love and
lust, satisfying appetites, both emotional and sexual.

If you are interested in my future journeys please email the author (
andrewphil69@gmail.com) and he will consider telling more of the complex
relationships of me (Andy) and Sean, as well as Chad and Joyce.  When, once
more, stories are generated the author will be happy to alert you.

Since the lives of all folks are complex there is ample room to fulfill
your own fantasies, so the author is willing to produce stories with you in
a leading role, doing what you would like.  Try me.

Today is Andy's (and the author's) birthday, April 13th.  The author is 46
today, with lots of vivid and explicit memories real and imagined.

Stay hard,  Drew