Date: Sun, 25 Nov 2018 07:03:11 -0600 From: Dan Ansom Handsome Subject: Conflicted - Chapter 4 To the readers: My apologies for the near two year delay in this chapter. I hope to be able to continue writing and finish Conflicted as soon as possible. I'm expecting to try to squeeze out at least two more chapters. ---------------------------------------------------------------- CONFLICTED Chapter 4: The Shower "Chaz I'm getting sick of this shit!" Nikki says angrily. "Baby calm down!" Chaz replies!! "I will not calm down! You're walking around here with your head in the clouds and cannot seem to get it through your head that I am your pregnant wife! What the hell is wrong with your lately?" What was really on his mind was the fact that he hadn't really seen Jabri since their trip to see Nikki at the hospital a few months earlier. Whenever Chaz asked to come over Jabri always seemed to be busy. They would text each other to make sure the other was ok and to briefly catch up. But that was the extent to their relationship. He hoped Jabri would open up and tell him what was wrong but he never did. Chaz truly missed Jabri and the sudden change in their relationship would keep him up at night and prevent him from focusing during the day. "Nothing is wrong. This is all hard for me to take in! We were not planning to have a baby! We had already agreed a long time ago that we were not going to have kids and now here we are!" Chaz exclaimed. Nikki looked at Chaz nodding slowly and calmly replied, "Well you have finally spoken what's on your mind. You don't want me to keep this baby. I'm not sure why you decided to wait so long to say something. We could have gotten this over with a long time ago." "Baby, don't talk like that. We have created this baby together. I love our baby and I don't even know it yet." He said while hugging Nikki close to him. "You have to promise me today that you are going to be here for him and me," Nikki said softly. Chaz stopped and looked at Nikki with the biggest smile. "Wait....we are having a boy? We are having a boy!" He exclaimed jumping on the bed. With this newfound excitement about the new baby Chaz rushed out of the house and went to work. The excitement of his new soon-to-be son however, only temporarily replaced the feeling of missing his long time best friend. He knew that he loved Jabri, but he was now beginning to wonder was he in-love with Jabri. He began to think back to when they were in school and how close they became. He also thought about how every football game he could count on looking up into the stands and he would spot Jabri. Chaz also reminisced about his many night in the stands supporting his best friend during the basketball and baseball seasons. The thought of how one night of passionate romance turned everything they had built for nearly 25 years felt as though it was gone. The memories of that night and the longing to hold Jabri plagued his mind like a disease. He was drowning in a sea of depression and he couldn't swim his way out. He even began to question his love for Nikki. Was he capable of loving both of them? Would it be possible that they could all be one big happy family. Scenario after scenario ran through his subconscious for weeks. He decides enough is enough. He was going to go to Jabri's apartment and lay it all out there. On his way over he was contemplating what would he say. Will it be like last time where they got into a big fight, or will he take him as he was? Could there be a possibility of them repairing their relationship? It was beginning to get dark because a storm was about to roll in. When he pulls up to the apartment there is a tall dark skinned gentleman with a beard knocking at the door. He had on a pair of designer jeans and an orange polo shirt. He sat in his car and waited.....watching. The door opened and the gentleman casually went inside. Chaz was perplexed. Who was this stranger? He and Jabri had a very tight circle of friends and this guy was not one of them. He decided that he was going to wait until the mysterious stranger left. Suddenly to his surprise the lights in the apartment went off, replaced by the glow of the tv. His heart began to race. Was he ok? But an even more ominous thought crossed through his mind. Was there someone else? Had he been replaced? His heart sank. Tears began streaming down his face. To imagine someone else in there that wasn't him was tearing him to pieces. He got out of the car and walked to the door. By this time it had started raining. He heard laughing and the blurred sound of the tv. Just as he was about to knock he felt a buzzing in his pocket. -------------------------------------------- Nikki: where r u?!?!? Me: Im headed home. Had to run a few errands Nikki: get here quick the power is off Me: aight omw -------------------------------------------- And with that he turned around and slowly walked back to his car and headed home. As he drove home his mind raced a million miles per minute. But most importantly he wanted to know who the dark stranger was. When he turned into his subdivision the streetlights were out and a few garbage cans were blown over. As he pulled into the driveway there was another car parked in front of his side of the garage door. He pushed the button to open the garage so that he wouldn't have to walk far in the rain, completely forgetting the power was out. As he walked into the house, a familiar voice greeted him as he walked through the door. "Chaz....." "Mother....." Chaz replied dryly. His mother-in-law was here to visit. "I'm not sure if Nikki has told you yet or not but I am going to be staying with you two to help out around here." Chaz rolled his eyes, "And for what reason?" "Because it has come to my attention that you aren't taking care of business around the house. Laundry isn't getting done, meals are not being prepared, and most importantly Nikki is being ignored. Chaz you can't continue to act like this with a baby on the way." "First off, since Nikki has been on medical leave, I've had to pick up extra shifts at work. After being at work for 12-18 hours, I'm just not in the mood to cook or wash clothes when I get home. I don't mind you moving in here but don't fuckin patronize me by saying that I don't give a damn, because clearly I'm doing whatever I can just to keep a roof over her head!" Chaz said angrily. "I don't know who you are cussing at but you need to slow yo roll. Secondly, what you don't seem to understand is that things need to get done regardless to whether or not you work a million hours a day. You took vows that said for better or worse or sickness and in health. You two made this baby knowing good and damn well that you weren't ready for it. Have you at least gotten the baby's room together? No. Have you gone and registered for a baby shower? No. And another thing, last I checked you don't work on the weekends, you could have prepared meals for the week and done laundry, so don't give me that tired ass excuse that you work too hard." Chaz's level of irritation was high with this arrangement, but he realized that his mother-in-law moving in and helping around the house will relieve some of the stress that he was feeling. *** Living with his mother-in-law was not as bad as he thought it would be. She was an excellent cook and coming home to a nice warm home-cooked meal and a clean house helped relieve the stresses of the day. She planned the baby shower and went all out on it. It was a beautiful blue and orange theme with close friends and family, good food, games, and dancing. About an hour into the shower Chaz looks over, and walking up to the house is Jabri. All of a sudden a flood of emotions begin to come back to him. Trying to keep his composure he walks over to Jabri and gives him a big hug and whispers in his ear, "I've missed you." Jabri responded, "Not here, not now. Get back to Nikki." Chaz continued mingling with guests, but he kept Jabri in his periphery. He was mainly talking and chatting with the folks who were at the table with him. Eventually he gets up and heads towards the house. Chaz finishes up his conversation and follows him inside. The house was empty, but the aroma of the food could still be smelled throughout. It was strangely quiet. Since Nikki had been placed on medical there was never any silence in the house. As he continued walking up the stairs he spotted Jabri standing in the hallway. He walked up behind him and placed his hand on Jabri's shoulder. Jabri jumped a little and turned around. "Why haven't I heard from you?" Chaz said. Jabri stood motionless and looked into Chaz's eyes. "Because I am in love with you. But you are not, cannot be emotionally available for me. There is no way that I can love you while you are in love with someone else. Why do you think I have been distancing myself from you?" Chaz had a shocked look on his face, "So instead you went and replaced me?" "What do you mean?" Jabri replied "I came by your apartment a while back. I saw a guy go inside and the lights go off." Jabri shook his head, "Wow Chaz! You have hit an all time low! So now you are spying on me? How is it that you want me to be single while you are 'happily' married. You have somebody while I have nobody and you couldn't even be in the least bit happy for me. But you know, honestly I tried to get over you and move on. But he could not replace you no matter how hard I tried. We hung out a few times, but I eventually had to break it off with him. I tried to fall for him but I couldn't because every time I would see him, all I was doing was wishing that he was you. But now I have to find a way to fall out of love with you. Why do you think that I don't call or stop by here anymore. It tears me up just to even be here in your presence right now. Not because I hate you as a person, but because I hate the way you make me feel. The control that you have over me despite you not even trying. How I couldn't even be open with Jason because I felt as though I was cheating on you with him, and you and I are not even dating! I have loved you much longer than you would ever know. But I held back how I felt for so many years because I thought that I could never be the one to make you happy. And now the time that you decide reciprocate any type of emotion, it is the least appropriate way and it is at the worst time. How long?" "How long what?" Chaz replied "How long have you been attracted to guys?" Jabri responded angrily "Maybe during college." Chaz responded "What happened?" Jabri questioned "I never acted on anything. I never wanted to be labeled or have to accept that label." Chaz's mind began to wonder back to that night when everything changed. *** One night after football practice one of the fraternities was throwing a party on campus. Chaz hadn't gotten any pussy lately, and he knew that there would be hella sorority girls at the party. Upon arriving at his dorm he noticed that his key were missing, so he had to make the 10 minute walk back to the locker room to get them. Chaz was relieved to see the coach's car was still out front so I walked over to the door and went inside. It was dark inside but he heard voices from the shower area. Chaz quietly went inside to his locker and just as he figured, the keys were laying at the bottom of the locker. As he walked past the shower area which was on the far side of the room he noticed the coach, who was 6'2, muscular, mahogany skin, and very well built, in his late 40's but didn't look as if was over 35, with a bald head showering. He had a nice muscle ass and his dick looked like it was about a good 8 inches soft and very thick. But he wasn't alone. The star wide receiver named Markus was showering with him. He was 6'0 and had a swimmer's build with milk chocolate skin and his black dreds with blonde tips laid upon his shoulders. He had a small but round butt and his dick wasn't very big compared to coach maybe 5 inches soft. Chaz was watching, maybe at first because he was surprised they were still there and because they were the only ones. He began walking towards the shower to speak to both of them, when all of a sudden Markus drops to his knees and begins to lick the tip of his coach's meat. Chaz stops in his tracks and slowly backs away. Markus takes the head in his mouth. It seemed like that was all that he could fit. The dick grew to about 13 inches and was hard as a brick. Markus was gagging on it as the coach grabbed the back of his head and pushed him further and further onto his dick. By this time Markus was on hard and his dick grew to 8.5 inches. Markus stood up and coach swallowed his entire dick with no problem. After a good 10 minutes of throat fucking himself on Markus' dick, coach turned him around and began to eat his ass out. I could tell that Markus was enjoying every but of it. He picked Markus up off the ground and was face deep in that jock ass. This was the first time that Chaz had seen guy on guy action, but the next thing he knew, was his dick was on brick. Without even realizing it, Chaz had reached into his jogging pants and began to slowly massage his own meat. Coach began to kiss Markus' neck and he let out a soft moan. The coach pinned him against the wall and rubbed his dick in between the crack if his ass. He lined the massive head up with his tight hole and began to put that monster inside of him. You could tell Markus was in pain but coach just kept pushing it inside of him. Chaz was in amazement that Markus was able to take all that dick. He began to slowly massage it in and out of himself. I could tell that he was loving it. Eventually coach took over, and he was so fuckin' aggressive. By this time Chaz had completely pulled his dick out and was jackin off. That dick looked huge going in and out of his small ass. As Markus was getting dicked down he saw Chaz in the shadows, but as in so much ecstasy it was almost like he didn't care and was giving him a show. Coach pinned him to the floor facing away so he could see his dick going in and out of that hole. He wanted to go inside and join them but was so scared so he just continued to watch from the shadows. When coach busted that nut inside of him, it's almost like he let out a roar. It was a bit scary. He laid there for a minute. Nut sack pulsating as Coach filled his guts with nut. Soon Chax got is own release onto the floor of the locker room. *** "Damn, so did Markus ever say anything to you?" Jabri asked intrigued "No, because he and I were never all that cool with each other. But after that night I never looked at him the same. I replayed that night over in my head a thousand times." Chaz chuckled to himself With no warning, Chaz grabbed Jabri and kissed him. Jabri forcefully pushed him off. "You cannot keep doing this to me! I cannot and will not be your side dude." Jabri said angrily as he quickly ran off and headed back down to the backyard to grab his things. Chaz returned to the party and there was a commotion going on. Jabri and the other guests were standing in the yard with shocked looks on their faces. Nikki's water had broken.