Date: Wed, 1 Nov 2017 22:06:35 +0000
From: Muscle <musclewshp@hotmail.com>
Subject: Connecting with my Step Brother - Part 2 - gay - adult friends

Story by Musclewshp@hotmail.com
Connecting with my Step Brother - Part 2


Nothing much happeened over the next day or so.. things went on pretty
normally.. Wade had been pretty reserved when i first came back to live
here but he had been slowly warming up.. I didnt know what things had been
like on his side of the divorce.. He and his older brother (still both
younger than me) grew up with thier father..

i never really saw them.. so i had no idea what their relationship was
like..

I walked down into the living room and noticed something strange.. he was
there watching TV.. but he was laying in the same spot i always lay
in. edge of the couch with his knees over the armrest.. legs dangling over
the side.. nobody ever did this but me..

"Hey, whats up".. i said as i walked by and plopped down on the other side
of the L couch.

"i stole your spot." he kinda snickered as he looked at me..

"it's the most comfortable.. well to me".. i said..

"it's alright.. but not too great on my back" he said squirming a little,
but he made no move to vacate it.

I couldnt tell.. was it a power play.. agression.. or was it something more
akin to admiration of imitation. I wasnt sure..

but i didnt think more of it.. and a few minutes later Wade crawled up and
left the room uncerimoneously..

Not much happened the rest of the day.. but when i went back to our room
that night i noticed Wade was playing on my computer..

"sorry, um can i borrow your computer" he asked as i walked in.. " Mine
isnt working"..

i was instantly worried but played it off.. "no problem.. i stripped down
to my boxers and flopped on my bed..

"so what was it like growing up with an older brother?" i asked genuinely
curious.. "i didnt have a brother growin up"..

Wades eyes didnt really leave the screen.. "it was ok.. he was always
agressive.. in control.. everything was a damn hand me down.. i never had
my own clothes.. i never had my own stuff.. " he trailed off..

"well i kinda undertsand that.. Lisa always got the new car.. the new
stereo.. and i always got her old shit.. "

then he looked at me with some steely grey eyes.. "but thats not what you
wanted to know about is it??"

i looked over at him questioningly.. and he turned my computer around to
face me.. My jaw dropped as i saw.. well this window.. I'm a guy.. there is
porn on my computer. straight.. gay.. bisexual.. all kinds of stuff.. THATS
what i expected.. not the window containing the notes i made from
before.. I mean he was reading part 1 of THIS..

"I really dont know what to say.." I stammered as he kept looking at
me.. "It's not like i'm attracted to you or going to rape you in your
sleep.."

"but clearly you got off wearing my underwear" he retorted.

"I'm not sure why.." i responded..

"You wonder what me and Chris did growing up.." he turned back to the
computer making it face him again..

"I know you said you were into girls..i know you are heavy into anime
girls.."

"um yea.. you wrote that here..." he laughed

I was apprehensive to ask the next question but it was burning in my
mind. "so did anything happen between you two growing up.."

"Chris was the golden boy" Wade said.. "first born male.. treated like a
king.. and he knew it.. everyone in the house did what he wanted them to
do.. "

Not sure what that meant i fell silent and just let him talk..

"When he was 15 or 16 he started openly jacking off in front of me because
we shared a room.. Of course he said it was natural and
normal.. whatever.."

"Well what can i say but he was my big brother.. and i wanted to be like
him.. so i started too.."

"We never really looked at each other.. or paid too much attention to each
other while we did.. well ok.. i did watch him sometimes to see if i was
doing it right.. it felt great.. "

I was only 13-14 at the time.. so i didnt ever really finish.. he did.. and
i kinda wondered what that was all about.."

"at first i thought he peed on himself.. but it was white.. ".. "then one
day a while later i was jacking off by myself.. and things were just
getting so intense.. much more intense than ever before.. and i started to
shoot.. i almost couldnt stop.. then i really understood.."

At this point i was absentmindedly stroking myself through my
underwear.. wondering if it was uncool of me.. but the story was kinda
hot..

The next day Chris noticed i was cumming.. and smiled at me after we had
finished.. he wiped himself up with a sock and then threw it at me.. it hit
my face and i pulled it off kinda disgusted.. i could smell his cum on
it.. but just proceeded to wipe myself up with it.."

"It went on that way for a while.. and we started watching porn
togeather.. straight porn.. I have no idea where he got it.. I found out
later our dad gave it to him.."

"men and women.. sucking.. fucking.. shooting.. it was great.. each from
our own beds.. trying to time our shots with the videos.. "

"It went on like that for a long time.. I mean he also dated.. i dated.. i
convinced an easy chick to let me fuck her when i was 15 and it was
heaven.. nothing like jacking off at all.. it was the best.."

I realized at this point exactly how straight he was.. he was after pussy
plain and simple, i really wasnt suprised..

"we'd lie in bed at night talking about dates.. fucking.. the whole thing
in detail.. some nights i'd get laid.. others he would.. but we'd always
talk about it over porn and a jack.."

"sounds like a good way to get inducted into sex.." i said.. still stroking
my cock. Wade was stroking himself too through his rather thin lycra
boxerbriefs.. but i didnt know what he was looking at on the computer..

"ok so what about you.." he responded "i told you my 'induction'
story.. tell me yours.. "

I was a little apprehensive.. turned away and laid on my back..

"well.. it's not nearly as good.." i started.. "i guess i'm an early
bloomer.. i actually had my first wet dream at the age of 12. I was asleep
and dreaming of this beautiful woman.. It was hot.. she was tight.. and it
was.. wow.. amazing.. even for a dream.. i woke up covered in spunk with no
idea what had happened.."

"So at the time i withdrew from everyone. well i was by myself
anyway.. Lisa lived with our mom.. you guys all lived with your dad.. so it
was just me and my dad.. and he was always at work.. so i could and did
spend all day "entertaining" myself.. "

Wade was silent.. listening.. but still stroking and looking at the
computer..

"i was a loner in Jr high.. HS.. and just squeaked by.. when i was 15 or 16
and ended up in public school living at my moms i finally got a few friends
and started dating.. "

"I found the cheapest.. easiest girl i could find. Determined for some REAL
sex.. Her mother was a titty dancer at some club.."

"After a short dating scene i finally got her back to my house when nobody
was home (we were cutting classes).. We climbed in bed and she really just
went stiff as a board.. i dont know if she was in shock.. or just a simple
and total deadfuck.. honestly i was so turned off i totally couldnt even
get it up.. then i was embarrassed.."

"I was kinda saved from discrace because Lisa came home and i kinda darted
out of my room with a 'what the hell are you doing here'..

she responded with "we had an assembly and got out early.. what the hell
are you doing here.." i turned and went back to my room.. i told heather it
was time to go.. and sorry.. and we'll have to pick this up another
time.. "

I didnt look over at Wade but just kinda continued on..

"From there i went back to making out and wondering if i might be gay or
something.. it bugged me for a long time.. I found myself looking at women
longingly.. and even sometimes looking at men questioningly.."

"Kinda like.. wow he has a good body i bet he works out for it.. not 'wow i
wonder what his cock looks like..'"

I kinda glanced over at Wade who was quiet and just listening and watching
me.. I had stopped stroking my cock at this point and wasnt even hard.. i
really couldnt believe i was saying all this to my little step brother..

"so after dating a couple of REALLY uptight girls.. getting nowhere.. i
decided to put something to the test.."

"I mean in that day and age there were no illicit massage parlors that i
knew of.. the only place i knew a guy could go get his rocks off was at a
bookstore.. so somewhere when i was 16 or 17 (i cant even remember).. i
went to a bookstore.. found a dark booth with a glory hole.. put on some
straight porn and got a blowjob from some stranger.. never saw who it
was.. but i'm sure it was probably some 80 year old gay guy.. well maybe
60.. the person had teeth.."..

for the first time in a while Wade said something.. "wow.. i would never
have thought to do that at that age.."..

"Yea.. well there werent a lot of options for the day.. and i was tired of
playing the 'romantic' games attempting to get sex from the frigid girls at
school. You also had Chris to show you how dating was done and closing the
deal" i said although i realized i was assuming a great deal at that
point..

"How was it" he asked

"Well it was a blowjob.. and after all a blowjob is just a blowjob" i said
adjusting my dick. "i mean over the years i have found guys give better
blowjobs than girls.. but it's all pretty much the same.."

"huh" he replied and said nothing else..

"So finally i went off to college and hooked up with a girl there.. finally
got really into sex.. and how hot it was.. i mean Kats body was
incredible.. not supermodel.. big tits and an ass to match.. but soft in
all the right places and TIGHT in all the right places.. she had only ever
had sex with her one ex and me so she was pretty easy to please. but pretty
vanilla.."

"I have to say, tho, at the same time i trolled the guys too.. just like 13
i was insatiable.. and was always wanting to get off.. i didnt care if it
was Kat and her tight body.. or some closeted jock giving me a blowjob in
the bathroom.. it was all good.."

I noticed i was absentmindedly back to rubbing my cock.. and so was Wade..

After graduation kat wanted to get married.. i wanted to explore the world
and what it had to offer so we went our separate ways.. and i've dated some
girls and some guys ever since.."

I still dont know why i said so much. I had never say anything to my family
before about being even remotely bi. I guess had just outted myself to my
step brother who i barely knew.. but hey at the age of 42.. who really
cares anymore..

"wow" wade replied.."so did you ever.. you know.. "

"what?"

"be on the recieving end.. with a guy.." he was stroking while asking..

"not at first.. i was strictly a top.. but after a while i found out that
topping a girl was so much better than topping a guy.. I dont know.. they
just have soooo many more muscles down there.. they can really GRAB ON!"

"but arent guys supposed to be tight.." he asked..

"Yea some are.. REALLY tight.. like deathgrip, rip your dick off
tight.. others arent.. So i take it you never did anything with a guy.."

Wade continued to stroke his cock through his underwear..

"one time before college" wade started " when chris came home horny because
he didnt get any..

we were watching porn and he asked me to come give him a hand.. i didnt
really know what to do.. but i was curious so i went over to his bed and
sat down.. I kinda reached out and grabbed his cock and slowly started
stroking it.. He closed his eyes and leaned his head back smiling.."

Wade reached down into his underwear and grabbed his cock looking up at the
ceiling..

"It was hard.. yet spongy.. i had never seen another cock upclose.. and
never felt anyone's but mine.. especially not one that was boned up.. it
was kinda surreal.."

"After a few minutes he wispered 'go ahead.. suck it..' and i thought
.. this is my brother.. and i didnt know what to do.. then he moved his
hands to my head and pushed me down towards is dick.. I looked at it.. and
finally just opened my mouth and sucked it in.. I could feel it jump in my
mouth and tasted something sweet...using my tongue i could feel the channel
along the underside of his cock filling up.. it was hard.. veiny.. but it
didnt tast bad or anything.. smelled a little musky.. "

I Stroked my cock at the thought.. Chris was .. well hot.. he worked out
all the time.. had tons of bulk muscle.. but he was short.. one of those
guys who made up for his lack of height by being overdeveloped physically..

"Whos bigger" i asked.. the words slipped out of my mouth before i even
realized what i said.. "er" i stumbled.. as wade paused for a
moment.. "sorry.. i was just curious.. "

"No biggie" he replied and continued stroking.. "actually he's pretty thick
but i'm a couple of inches longer.."

I didnt ask if that was approximated or if they 'measured up' with one
another somehow.

"After a while he started to tense up.. so i tried to pull off.. but he
held my head in place.. I didnt swallow but had the aftertaste of cum once
i spit it out.. "

"Yea thats another bonus" i replied "gay guys usually swallow.. keeps
things nice and clean for easy getaways if youre in a bathroom.."

wade laughed and then went silent..

after a minute he said "well that happened a couple of times.. but thats
all.. nothing more.. "

we lay there stroking for a while.. not talking.. but then we both started
at the same time..

"whats your ultimate fantasy" i asked.. at the same time he asked "did it
hurt.. to get fucked.."

I hadnt really said I ever bottomed but i guess i implied it..

I jumped back in first.. "why" and i snickered "is that your fantasy.."

"No" he replied not defensivly at all "my ultimate fantasy would be to fuck
a girl for six or seven hours straight.. no breaks.. just cum and keep
going.. cum and keep going.. cum and keep going.."

He shivered at the thought edging himself to the brink but not coming. He
breathed deeply.. "what about you.."

"Honestly.. to fuck a hot girl while a hot guy is fucking me.." it was my
turn to shiver a the thought.. "and in answer to your question.. of
course.. at first.. but you'd never believe the sensations after that.. Try
having a girl use a strapon on you or something if you are weirded out by
it.. worth it.." i replied.

by this time Wade had one hand groping his balls and one hand stroking his
cock.. yea i was watching.. pretty intently.. and i'm sure he noticed.. i'm
pretty sure he even reached down to circle his hole..

"so have you been lusting after me.." he asked tentativly..

I paused.. just to give him the wrong idea for the moment.. well after all
he is a little brother and it's my job as a big brother to torture him a
little bit.. "No" i said.. and continued stroking..

"Well thats not really the impression i got from.. um.. what you wrote.."
he went back to stroking..

"Actually.. if you really read it.. it's more jealousy.. i want to HAVE
your body.. not have your body.." i replied. "but i have to admit i did get
turned on wearing your underwear.. but it's more of a cock to cock
thing.. not necessairly YOUR cock.. i never shared clothes with anyone
before.. especially something so.. anatomically molded.." i laughed
lightly..

"Oh" wade replied.. "well i'm used to sharing clothes.. i've done it with
Chris most of my life.. so your welcome to wear any of them.. if you can
keep your cock under control.."

"Thanks" i said.. "and you are welcome to wear mine.. it doesnt bother me
either.."

"Well it's late and i'm tired.." i finally said after a few moments of
quiet.. "i'm going to go to sleep.."

"Yea me too" wade replied" after i'm finished here.."

We lay there in silence both stroking our own cocks. I kept glancing over
at him and his long hard cock.. his flat stomach.. and the definition in
his tightened arm.. I noticed he looked over at my cock a few times
too.. but mainly kept to himself..

Strangley our breathing kept about the same rythm.. i dont know if i was
trying to time with him or him with me.. I kept thinking about his
body.. and wondered if i was lusting after him.. until finally we both
started muffled moaning at the same time.. both of us shuddering and coming
at the same time.. we shook until it finally subsided and lay there
realxing for a minute..

without a word we each wiped up.. tucked back into our underwear and fell
asleep