Date: Wed, 22 Aug 2001 23:59:13 -0700
From: Sean Cronin <scronin13@home.com>
Subject: Later Years

	I like to fantasize about Scott. I first met him 13 years ago when
I was 21 and he was 19. I think he's curious but afraid to cross the line.
Let me tell you he is fine, great body and beautiful butt. He's smooth on
the top and really hairy on his legs. It's a nice soft brown/blonde body
hair with a cute happy trail. Scott was always homophobic, but seems to
have mellowed on that now. One night back in the day I found myself in his
bed, no big deal we were all deadheaded out then. I made a pass at him in
the middle of the night by wrapping my arm around his torso. He immediately
became fully erect, but didn't move or say a word. I got a bit bolder and
nervously gripped his cock with my hand and I slid my fingers up to gently
massage its sensitive tip. Several minutes passed when suddenly, I felt a
strong rhythmic rapidly throbbing pulse in his excited erection through the
sheets. He then sprang to conscienceness and exclaimed "Dude?" as I
withdrew my hand rolled over and went back to sleep. We've never spoken
about the incident but I think he regrets not going through with it. I see
Scott about once a year now, next visit I think I should confront him.

My Scott fantasy begins with me giving him a drunken back-rub and moving
with my hands down his cute legs, harmless enough... Eventually suggesting
he turns over to let me finish. I would love to play with his firm and
smooth chest as I fantasize about his bulging package.   Jumping to the
toes and feet, I'd work my way back up his hairy legs until I get to his
crotch, carelessly, "Accidentally" brushing against my ultimate goal,
Scott's beautiful, sensitive, love muscle. Would he be Hard? I hope so!
Without a word I want to lightly tease with occasional passes until I feel
confident enough to take hold of it and release it from his shorts. Once
free, I'm going to caress him lightly sliding up and down his shaft make
gentle circular touches to the engorged head of his cock. Once it seems
fully engorged and pulsing, I want to put the head in my mouth, grab it at
the base, kiss the tip and deep throat him as far as I can go. Hopefully he
is responsive! At first placid and relaxed, laid back and enjoying the
ride, eventually the excitement overcomes him as he thrusts and throbs
until he shoots the hot load I've wanted to receive for years. This brings
me to Lee.

	About the time I met Scott, Lee, a pretty 22-year-old local guy I
knew, met Scott through me. He was quite enchanted by him (I didn't know he
was gay 'til later) and we sort of competed for Scott's attention. One
night after partying at Scott's, Lee and I found each other sleeping on the
floor of Scott's room. Somehow my big toe found Lee's crotch and stayed
there through the night. The next day he made some comment how I had kept
him up all night. This was strange to me, as he had seemed asleep. The next
night Scott's roommates were gone, Lee and I fought over their bed, until
we agreed to share it. I soon started with the foot thing again. Lee was
quick to ask "Are you making a pass at me?" "No" I said (Liar) retracted my
advance and lay still for a minute or so. I then stretched my hand out
hoping to get close again, when I ran into Lee's rock hard cock sticking
out of his fly. SURPRISE!

He was quick to climb on top of me as we removed our clothes. Loving cock
in my mouth, I soon began to suck him. He stopped me and went down to
return the favor. Lee was a pro at this. His hot mouth glided over me as I
slid down his throat. No suction, just a gentle caress with a nice grip at
the base was all it took. He then got back on top of me as we kissed and
dry humped. I noticed his body slide down a bit and come back up and then
felt a thrust of his cock near my butt hole. I knew then what he wanted. I
rolled over on my stomach and he lubed me up. Then went my cherry as he
achieved penetration. He lubed his shaft, as the head was already in me,
and pushed at my tight virgin hole until he was fully in. He fucked me hard
and I wanted to scream. Finally he came in me, I wasn't sure about that
when I went to the bathroom and his boy butter came squirting out my ass.

	Strange, we didn't talk about it at all. I did meet up with Lee a
couple more times. The 2nd time He had me be the top and positioned my
inexperienced cock right into his receiving end. OOPS, Once up his butt; I
came immediately, wait, wait he cried. He then put my legs behind my head
and went to town again, and it hurt like hell. Now the third session with
Lee, I figured out what all the hype was about. As he pushed his rock hard
and quite large cock into me, I relaxed and felt him rubbing against the
back of my prostate. This time I didn't feel any pain, only pleasure, WOW
what a sensation. Straight guys don't know what they are missing.
Unfortunately, Lee and I were too young and stupid for any kind of
relationship and did nothing but have occasional and casual sex. It was the
first time I had played with a true gay man and not just a BJ buddy.

	One night a funny thing happened. I was sleeping on one end of an
enormous couch and I thought Lee had the other end. I made some advances
with my toes right up into his crotch, felt a nice erection and was happy
with sleeping like that. When I woke up it wasn't Lee but it had been Tim.
He obviously wasn't annoyed but didn't say anything. Hippie like as we were
we would party and sleep anywhere. I found myself on the floor near Tim
many nights. If he liked it the first time maybe he would like it again? So
I reached under his blanket and touched his privates. He became aroused and
seemed quite content. I explored deeper and unbuttoned his fly. I played
with his hard meat and caressed the slippery head as it oozed pre-cum. This
became a regular event, Tim seemed to have no objections but never spoke to
me about it in the morning. He was a cute thin boy with blue eyes, brown
hair, a nice body, which was fun to massage as he was quite responsive

	Some time later we ended up in bed with Kate, in what seemed like a
3-some, which was abruptly interrupted when Kate mumbled something and left
Tim and me in bed together. With no inhibitions, Tim and I started to kiss
and fondle one another. We progressed to undressing each other. Tim was
straight, saying he wished Kate had stayed, and soon was asking why we were
doing these dirty things to each other. I noticed his interest waning and
went to work. He was on his back and I went down to get what I was lusting
for. Tim's raging cock shooting hot boy juice in my mouth. He became
relaxed and motionless as I performed a deep throat skull fuck on his
engorged and sweet prick. He arched his back as a flood of semen filled my
mouth. I cherished every drop. 20 minutes later I brought his cock back to
life again and sucked him dry. There wasn't any reciprocation at this point
but I had all I needed. There were no more nights on the floor with Tim
after that, but like I said, I got the man and he was able to satisfy any
same sex curiosities he might have had