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That First Night

I lost my cherry at 19 years old. I grew up in a small homophobic midwestern farm town. To my knowledge, gay guys didn't exist...I was the only one. To work out some of my sexual energy, I started working out at a shitty gym in my hometown. Mostly it was older people and those bitches that tan too much and hit on you as if they are hot or something. But I stuck with it cause I wanted to bulk up just like every other 19 year old guy. I, also, had a hot buddy that I worked out with. His name was Ben. We started talking and hanging out because we were the only two guys below the age of 30 at the gym when we'd go there and work out. One day I made a comment in the sauna about how freaky the leather handbag ladies were and, after that introduction, we became work out buddies. We'd work out and sometimes hang out over some grub after our workouts. Ben was 29, tall, hairy chested and a hard tight body. I checked him out every chance I could in the locker room. His cock was pretty big when soft and I was a curious horny 19 year old guy. Ben had just left the Marine Corps and was back in town to get a job and remain close to his family. He was smart, caring and, most importantly, had been outside my hometown. I craved any stories about life outside of the shit hole I lived in...and he had plenty. He also let me come over for a beer now and then. Looking back on it, I idolized him.

Well one night I was over at his place and I noticed a tape under the coffee table. I didn't think much of it but I thought I'd be nice and pick it up so it wouldn't get stepped on. Hot Male Mechanics, what's that! I thought. So of course, I asked Ben what the tape was about. Big mistake! Ben didn't take the question well once he saw what I had in my hand. He asked me if I was snooping around. Being from a small town and clueless and also unable to think that anyone might actually be a sick ass homo but me, I didn't know what I'd done to upset him. I just knew I didn't want him mad at me. In the end, he took the tape and threw me out. I refused to leave until he let me back inside. Largely because my coat was on his bed and my keys were in my coat. And I wasn't going anywhere with out my car keys.

I finally got him to open the door and talk to me. He was shaking and upset. I was scared. Finally, after shouting such lame shit as - "Its just a tape, how bad could it be?" and "Jesus dude, we all have porno." It finally dawned on me what HOT - MALE - MECHANICS might signal. Ben was a faggot! I had a brilliant idea...

"I'm gay too." I said.

"You are?" He asked with a dumbfounded look on his face. I paused. I'd said it...I'd told someone I was gay.

"Yeah, I am." I said swallowing hard and trying to control the butterflies in my stomach.

Ben didn't say anything. He grabbed me and pulled me back inside the house closing the door quickly once I was beyond the threshold.

"That's why you have the tape, right?" I asked trying not to sound as nervous as I really was. What if he's not gay? I thought suddenly feeling my brilliant idea wasn't so smart. I might have just outed myself and lost about the only interesting friend I had.

"Yeah." He replied while looking at me out of the corner of his eye. My heart was liable to beat its way out of my chest but I couldn't think of anything to say in reply. I'd wanked off nightly thinking about Ben since the first time I saw him working out at the gym. He was perfect AND he was gay! I just stood there...looking at him.

"Want to watch it?" He finally asked while walking over to the TV.

"What?" I replied.

"Do you want to watch the tape?" He said looking at me like I was trying to be obtuse on purpose.

"Yeah!" I said and went and took a seat on the couch. I was hoping he'd sit next to me. But, after popping the tape in, Ben settled down on the floor in front of the TV. I'd never seen gay sex on the small screen before but soon my eyes and ears were filled with the sounds of an Eastern European twink getting his ass plowed by another well-hung Euro boy. I could feel myself getting turned on and my cock was pressing against my fly trying to get out. Every now and then I'd look down at Ben. He just laid there and watched the TV.

"Come down here." Ben said snapping me out of my hormone-induced trance.

I looked at his extended hand. My heart leapt up into my throat. So this is how it happens. I thought as I moved down onto the floor next to him.

"Are you nervous?" He asked as he pulled me close to him.

I shook my head yes. I was so hard my cock was sore. All I could do was stare at his eyes. Once I was on the floor with him, he put his hand behind my head and kissed me. I think he just wanted it to be a little peck but I'd waited 19 years to get laid. I opened my mouth and slipped my tongue between this lips. Ben didn't need any more encouragement. He rolled me over onto my back and laid on top of me pressing me to the floor. His mouth never left mine and his tongue was deep in my mouth.

I let my hands explore his body - feeling his back, his arms, his butt, his chest. He was as tight as I'd imagined all those times jacking off. The smell of him filled my brain - Irish Spring from his morning shower mixed in with this underlying musky smell. My mind was going wild. So this is what a man smells like.

I came back to my senses feeling him pulling my shirt out of my pants. I took the hint and started pulling his up also.

He stopped kissing me, sat up and began pulling his shirt off. I almost shot right there watching him as he pulled his shirt over his head. His body was just so perfect to me. Watching his muscles move under his skin as he raised his arms above his head was sending me into heat.

I sat up and took mine off too. Then I leaned forward and kissed his chest. I could feel his hard cock pressed against my stomach. Knowing he was turned on got me even more worked up. I inhaled his scent.

After a few more of my kisses on his chest, Ben pushed me back to the floor and started to pull my pants off. I wasn't about to resist. I wanted to do everything with him, I'd waited so long. I followed his lead and started to undo his fly also. As I undid his fly, I could feel his cock straining to get out just like mine was. It was stiff and hard under his briefs and the back of my hand was pressed against it over and over as I undid the buttons one at a time.

Once I got his pants off, I saw how big is cock was and I wanted it even more. His balls filled the pouch of his briefs and his cock curved up under the band onto his upper thigh. It was so big the waistband didn't even touch his waist anymore. I knew my cock was on the small side but I'd read enough about male anatomy at the local library to know Ben was way above average. I was fixated on his bulge. I wanted it in my mouth and in my ass. He just stood straddling me.

I decided to take a risk and pull his briefs off too. He didn't stop me and moved over onto his back so I could pull them off. Soon his cock was in my hand. It was hot and I could feel his pulse through his cock. Ben reached down and put his hand in my briefs. It was calloused and felt rough on my cock. I stroked it slowly and watched the tip become wet with precum.

"You like my big cock don't you boy?" He asked. My cock jumped at his dirty talk. "I see you do." He said with a grin as he pushed me onto my back again.

After yanking off my briefs, Ben straddled me so his cock was hanging above my face. His nuts almost touched the tip of my nose and I could smell the musky scent of him more strongly. My mind exploded in pleasure as I felt Ben's mouth close around my cock. The warm wet feeling of his mouth was unlike nothing I'd ever been able to do to myself while jacking off.

I didn't need any encouragement. I began sucking Ben's cock like I'd fantasized about over and over again. I could only get a few inches in my mouth without gagging but I did the best I could with his meat. I wanted him to feel as good as he was making me feel. I lost myself sucking his cock, licking his pole, and sucking on his nuts.

Feeling Ben's tongue on my asshole brought be back to reality in a rush of pleasure. I was again experiencing a type of pleasure I was unable to give myself. His tongue flicking across my hole sent me into heat. I couldn't stop moaning as I slurped down Ben's cock. It just felt so good. After what seemed like hours of hard licking and Ben fingering my hole, I was burning to feel his cock inside of me.

"You want my rod in you boy?" Ben asked taking a break from tonguing my ass.

"Yes." I moaned in reply. I wanted him inside of me so bad.

"Good boy." He said as he rolled off of me and pulled my legs up onto his shoulders. I could feel his cock pushing against my wet exposed hole.

"I won't hurt you." He whispered in my ear as he reached back and moved his cock around the outside of my hole teasing it and lubing it up more with his precum. After a few moments of the teasing he pulled my head back and kissed me hard. As he kissed me, he pushed his cock against my butt. I could feel him being to slip inside me. It burned and I felt like I was being split in two. My moans become more insistent.

"It will feel good boy. Just let me get it all in you." Ben said as he pulled back a bit and let my tight ass adjust.

Once he began pushing back into my ass again, I could feel him sliding in easier. My ass slowly filled with his cock as he pushed in and then pulled back a bit to let me adjust. Soon I could feel his balls resting against mine. The feeling of his cock inside my ass was amazing. I could feel his cock throbbing as his heart beat. I couldn't stop panting, his cock just filled me completely.

"You ready boy?" He asked.

"Yes." I panted in reply.

Ben began to slowly fuck my ass. My cock was rock hard and I could feel the carpet becoming wet with the cum leaking out of it. We kissed passionately as he began to pound my ass harder and harder. I'd never had my prostate stimulated, not even by myself when I jacked off, so the feeling of having his cock pounding it was unlike anything I'd ever known. Each time he pushed into me, I felt intense waves of pleasure shoot from my ass. After just a few minutes, I could feel an orgasm building inside me, but I was powerless to communicate. The pleasure was just too intense to allow me to think clearly. All I could do was moan and squirm under Ben's weight. I shot my load. That orgasm was the most intense orgasm I'd experienced.

"Yeah boy, blow your load." I heard Ben say into my ear as he picked up the pace and pounded me harder while my ass tightened on his cock to the rhythm of my spurts. I shot load after load onto his carpet. My body shuddered with each spurt.

"I'm gonna cum." Ben yelled as he began shooting his hot cum up my ass feeling the warmth spreading into my guts. So this is what it feels like. I thought to myself as my orgasm left me.

For a while afterwards, Ben laid on top of me. His heavy breathing filled my ears and the sweat from his chest coated my back. I was in heaven and I didn't want to spoil the moment by saying something stupid. I just laid there quietly and waited to see what he'd do next while feeling the heat come off his body.

"Ready for round two?" Ben asked. I felt his cock twitch inside my ass.

"Yeah!" I replied before I really thought about what he'd ask.

"Good boy. Lets get into the bedroom. These next few loads are going to take a bit longer." Ben said as he slowly pulled his cock out of my ass. He was still rock hard.

"Do you want to shower?" I asked.

"Yeah, lets do that." Ben said with a big grin. I couldn't believe I was looking at his sweaty bod as we walked to the bathroom. My ass was beginning to feel sore from his fat cock but I wanted his meat in me again.

We both came two more times that evening. I got home at about 1 am. Luckily for me, my parents weren't the type to wait up. From then on, Ben and I had sex every time I could sneak out to his place until I left for college that Fall. Once I'd left town, we lost touch but I still think back on him and I'm still amazed I was able to take his meat that first night.