Date: Sun, 7 Jan 2018 07:06:07 -0800 From: Ryan White Subject: A Boy Called Shane Chapter 4 Hey guys!! Once again, thanks for every email I received. I really appreciate you reading and enjoying Shane #Awesome Last episode, saw David Green in quite a predicament. We found out that Tom McCaskill, Shane's adopted father was a bigot and a homophone who blamed the attack on Shane on him and Kane. Kane came out with the truth and told his father he loved Shane. But Mr Green's own feelings for the blue eyed blond boy were too strong and he made the grave mistake of kissing Shane's hand as he said goodbye...why?? Because it seems like Kane saw everything....!! What now for the Green family??? READ ON! Ryan xx CHAPTER FOUR It was as if time had decided to stand still as both Green men seemed to size each other up. As if they were in a silent but deadly battle of who deserved the love of Shane McCaskill more. Good Lord knows, Kane was winning, because David felt like shit. His son has just seen his father kissing the boy that HE loved. Holy crap, this is gonna tear the whole family apart...Kane slowly opened the door and quietly walked over to his father, looking him straight in the eye. "Where were you when we needed you? Huh? Where were you when Shane was beaten and fucked up like he was nothing? Why didn't you do anything to stop them, Dad??" Kane hissed before he started crying. He threw himself at his dad whilst his body shook with anger and rage. "Why didn't they just leave him alone when I told them to? Why did they hate us so much?" And David Green felt the relief spilling over him like sperm milked from a freshly ejaculated cock. Kane must have NOT seen him kiss Shane's hand. Instead, the hatred in his eyes and the anger inside him must have been directed to the shits that attacked Shane! Holy, holy, holy shit balls...that was too close. Of course...this was the first time Kane has seen Shane since the attack, and the fact that his face and arms were wrapped in bandages didn't really help either. "You really love him, don't you, Kane?" "With all my heart, Dad. I can't help it. I'm sorry." Kane seemed to hold his father more tight than before. He needed his dad to understand. What he didn't know was that his father didn't have that luxury as a kid. To this day no one knew David Green was gay. He has lived a lie for 34 years. There wasn't an opportunity for himself to come out. David worryingly closed his eyes and finally accepted his fate. Shane belonged with Kane, or at least someone his own age. This had to stop. It was only hurting him and it was eventually gonna tear him apart. He had to let go. He had to let Shane go. ***** ONE YEAR LATER "Oh Debbi, is this really necessary? I can't just cancel a meeting because Kane has a football match!" "We promised him, David! No wonder I've had it up to HERE with you! What is going's on? Its like Kane doesn't have a dad anymore, you're avoiding him at every turn!" "Debbi, I'm busy. Goodbye." David pressed the red button on the touch screen mobile and had to stop himself as to not throw it out of the bloody window. Of course he'd love to watch his son play football over attending some boring as fuck meeting BUT...seeing Kane would mean seeing Shane. They are on the sam football team AND they have been in a relationship for a year now AND he just cannot STAND that. He was happy that his son had all the opportunities to experience love with another boy but if it was anyone except Shane McCaskill he could live with it. Anyway...a year had passed and a lot has changed, not all for the better. Kane has turned into a vicious little monster. Ever since the attack on Shane, Kane had been taking self-defense lessons, to avoid something like that to ever happen to the two of them again. He was very keen to go, and combine that with constant working out in the home gym Mr Green had to especially insert for him, the once little tyke was now a muscle god. Sixteen years old and a rebel in shape. No one dared mess around with Kane or Shane anymore, Kane was simply too strong and too much of a badass. He could destroy you. Along with the new look, came a new attitude. Gone was the scared little boy who cried in his father's arms. Unfortunately, Kane became the guy you wanted to avoid. He was a blatant bully, and with that came a whole new fountain of respect and fear from his peers, but now he also had girls throwing themselves at him and all the boys wanted to be his friend. He was made captain of the football team and everything changed. Suddenly he became aggressive and violent to anyone who dared make a remark to him or Shane being gay. David scrated his chin...too many times in the past year he had to leave work as the principal wanted to see him and Debbi over Kane's threatening behaviour. He had enough. If he wanted to be acting like a child, that's the way he was gonna be treated. The little voice at the back of David's mind knew this was a total cop out. The real reason he has been keeping out of Kane's way was to avoid seeing Shane. Every time Kane came home for the weekend, naturally as his boyfriend, he bought Shane with him, and David made damn sure he had a "business meeting" or a "seminar" that he couldn't get out of. Debbi surely thought he had an affair or something by now, as he went out of his way to avoid seeing Kane. He felt terrible about it but he couldn't see Shane. It hurt too much. In a year's time, Shane McCaskill had transformed into a stunningly beautiful young man. He remained the same, loyal, friendly, up for a laugh guy, anytime someone needed it, and thanks to working out with Kane, he was on the verge of being a sixteen year old with an eight pack. Things had really changed as girls finally saw past his financial situation and began to discover how hot the little fucker really was. It didn't matter though, because Shane was devoted to Kane 100%. But this is where the story started to tragically unfold. ***** I decided not to go to the game. Debbi can be angry, I don't give a fuck. I don't love her. That's just life. I love Shane and I can never have him so she'd have to deal with that. Life is so unfair so why should I be fair towards anyone? I don't wanna see Kane and I don't wanna see Shane either. Simple as. I pulled out my mobile and sent Carrie a message. I hoped she wasn't too busy with little baby Seth to reply. "Is Kane and Shane coming over this weekend? Lemme know." It took Carrie literally 20 seconds to reply. "Kane is already here, no sign of Shane." Great. I can actually go home and not worry about my cock being in army mode this weekend. I pulled into the garage and heard voices the fucking moment I entered the house through the kitchen. It sounded like Kane and Carrie was having an argument. I looked at the dining table and saw Debbi's car keys were gone. Yeah right...hence my kids being at each other's throats. I wanted to interupt them but I was frozen solid by Carrie's words... "You selfish bastard! You steal my boyfriend and now you're CHEATING on him?" Wait what... "It's his own fault! He refuses to have sex with me! I'm not a fucking rock, Carrie! I have needs!" "You never used to have needs before you met Devon, did you? Because he is prepared to lube his ass five times a day for you!" "What the fuck do you care what I do? You're the one who got pregnant while you two were dating! You fucking slag..." "HEY! STOP THAT! NOW!" What on earth had Kane turned into? He was a monster! "Leave Dad. This has fuck all to do with you," Kane spat out. "My house, you little shit. And you will not talk to your sister that way. You're cheating on Shane? That boy loves you, Kane! Why are you doing this?" "Wanna know why? I'll fucking tell you why. Because he wants to be a decent dude who fucks me maybe twice a week. I told him things had to change and he didn't listen. We get back to our room after practise and he wants to study instead of giving me what I want..." "Stop right there. Who the fuck are you to demand sex from Shane whenever you want? He's a human being, not a damn prostitute! What is happening with you?" Kane walked over to me and gave me one of his infamous death stares. One of the same ones he had when Shane was beaten up a year ago. "Be careful Dad. Sounds like you want Shane more than I do..." My body ran ice cold as he spoke. He was dangerously close to the truth without even realising it. And any reaction from me would just confirm it. So I gave him exactly what he didn't want. I laughed. "That sounds as pathetic as your attitude. Shane doesn't deserve this, Kane. He has been loyal..." "Seriously who gives a fuck??? I need a cunt to fuck!" "If you want a cunt, you need to be into GIRLS, son." That shut him up. "Shane doesn't even know any of this, does he? Wow Kane, well done. Transformation completed. You're a fucking mess." And with that I left him and his sister to further fight the shit out of each other. For a year I had ignored him. For a year I didn't wanna see him, all because I choose to put Kane's feelings first. Now the little fucker was cheating on Shane?? No way. Shane was gonna hear it from me, because knowing Kane these days, he was gonna get hurt a lot less if it came from me. ***** I knocked. What the hell am I thinking. I was about to totally break Shane's heart. I wiped away a few tears. I love him, and clearly Kane does not anymore. I don't expect Shane to just fall in my arms and have passionate jungle animal sex with me. But he needs to know. Seriously, if Kane sees Shane as "a cunt to fuck" he needs to know and dump Kane's ass. My heart hoped it would be in favour of myself but my brain was listening to reality. Why would Shane ever be into me? The door creaked open. "Hey Mr Green. Something wrong? Something happen to Kane?" My God. A year had passed. 365 days. He was now taller than me. His blond hair was tied into a ponytail that hung over his shoulder. He was lanky as ever but much, much more muscled. I felt my insides turning as my eyes fleetingly wavered over his biceps...it looked so strong and healthy...with a dust of blond hairs looking like white gold in sunset just spread majestically over his arms. If he was perfect last year, he was my dream man now. "Shane...uhm...can we talk?" "Sure, I just made coffee." He then did the most amazing thing. Before allowing me to enter, he gently hugged me, holding me very, very tight. Stunned, and slightly aroused, I returned the gesture, fucking hell...he felt so good back in my arms. After a year of torture and ignoring my feelings, thinking that he deserved better than his boyfriend's dad...he smelled wonderful. Manly. We both held the hug probably longer than was needed. But I think we both needed that release. God knows I certainly did. 10 minutes later when we both had a steaming cup of coffee in our hands he sat next to me and smiled, almost amused. It was actually starting to freak me out. "Shane, cut it out! Say something," I said jokingly, finally breaking the ice. "Its nothing. I was just thinking how it happened that I haven't seen you face to face for months. Your home has been my home for a year now and a big part of that is because you accepted me the way I am. Without money, without things to offer. You could have thrown me out that first weekend, and be honest, I looked a mess. But you didn't. You showed me what family was. What friendship was. What love was." I nearly burned my tongue sipping the coffee. "So now you can understand why I'm confused. Every time me and Kane visit you guys, you're never there. Coincidence...maybe. But definitely not EVERY time we're there. Mr Green, be honest. Did I do something wrong? If I did wrong you or offend you in any way, I'm sorry. My adopted dad...he is such a bastard, and you...you have always shown me love. Even though you barely knew me. What's changed?" My heart broke for the boy. Excuse me...not the boy...for the young man sitting before me. The pain on his face said it all. He didn't understand why I'm avoiding him...how could he? He didn't understand how I felt. The only way I could answer him...was to show him. I reached for the cup of coffee in his hand, and gently removed it. Once on the coffee table, I kept hold of his hand, and gently, ever so slowly, like time had frozen...placed it on my chest. I wanted him to feel my heart beating. My eyes never left his. I wanted him to know what I have hided from him ever since I first saw him. His eyes flickered through what must have been from confusion, to utter astonishment. There was no turning back now. There was no way he could not know what I was trying to tell him. A stray lock of blond hair had come loose from his pony tail. I released his hand and stretched mine out and carefully placed it around his ear. I caressed his face with my thumb. You beautiful, beautiful teenage man. Time stood still. My heart was pounding. His chest was heaving up and down like a horny bull terrier. "How long..."? Nothing more than a whisper. " Since I first saw you... " It was make or break now. Whatever the consequences, I'd made my bed now. He stood up. My hand fell away from his face. He reached for his coffee, and made his way across the room. Pacing. His chest was heaving pretty badly now. There was anger in his eyes. He was clenching his fists as his body shook. The next thing I knew he THREW the coffee cup SO hard against the wall that it shattered into a million little pieces. And with that, the same could be said of my heart. Tears streamed out of his eyes. "HOW DARE YOU?? HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THIS NOW?? GET OUT! GO!" Oh no!! Mr Green has told Shane how he feels and it has not gone to plan...or has it?? Want more?? LET ME KNOW!! @LiciousRyan1 whiteryan65@gmail.com