Date: Sun, 16 Dec 2018 21:58:56 +0000
From: nelsonanton@tutanota.com
Subject: A fragile gay boy [Gay/Adult-Youth]

Hi, my name is Brandon.

I was not always a fragile boy. When I was younger, I was quiet hyperactive
and a terror at school. But when I was 7, I got leukemia and it really
affected me. I couldn't do sports anymore and I spent a lot of time on my
own. After my hair grew back I wanted it to be much longer than I had ever
had. Today I'm 12, and I am very happing to have my shiny blond hair fall
down to my shoulders. Some people mistake me for a girl but I don't mind. I
like to feel pretty. The main things I like having for my birthdays is nice
clothes. I always want some nice skinny jeans and to have the latest
fashioned tee shirts and jackets. Of course the same goes to my underwears,
which kinda exasperates my mother. I like to wear these nice Freegun or
Björn Borg boxers, and to do a little catwalk in my room while wearing
them. Spending a lot of time on my own meant that I do not have many
friends and I am a bit unaware of things. For my twelthe birthday, I got a
smartphone and thanks to that, I learned a bit about things that I missed
all those years. Mostly I read about sex and I realized I probably like
boys more than girls. The thing that puzzled me the most were blowjobs. I
didn't realize that there was other ways to have sex than by... well you
know. First I thought it was gross but after a while I got obsessed by the
thought. And two weeks ago, something happened that changed my life
forever. I will now tell you about this.

My parents wanted to go out and a watch a movie, just the two of them.

Since I'm this fragile boy who is very emotional and still a bit childish,
my parents thought it would be appropriate to have a babysitter watch
me. It was a nice girl and we got along very well but then this time she
couldn't be there. So instead they asked the neighbor's son, Troy if he
could do it. Troy is a 20 years old guy who's quiet fit and handsome. He
probably does lot of sports and have many friends and girlfriends, the
exact opposite of me. He's dark haired, and muscular, and much taller than
me. Anyway, he accepted to babysit me that night, and well, it was very
different than I was used to. He barely paid attention to me and spent his
time watching TV or playing games on the family computer. At 9 pm he told
me to go to bed and I did, like the little obedient boy that I am. But
around 10 pm, I felt the need to pee so I went to the toilet. When I passed
the computer room, which was closed, I heard some weird noises. I could see
that the light was on, and it sounded like sounds of moaning. I got worried
that Troy might have had an accident so I went in and what I saw was
totally unexpected. Troy was sitting in front of the computer, pants down
to his kneew, and jerking his cock furiously while watching videos of naked
women. I knew about jerking off and stuff, but I had never seen another
boy's cock, nevertheless a man's. It was so huge to my eyes (around 18 cm/7
inches), and I was fascinated by its beauty. Troy didn't hear me because of
his headphones, but after 15 seconds or so, of me standing there in my blue
boxers, with an open mouth in chock, he moved a little and caught me in the
corner of his eye. He removed his headphones and said:

"What the hell are you doing here? You should be sleeping." while looking
at me with angry look. I looked down to my feet and said:

"I'm sorry Troy, I ... I couldn't sleep."

He looked at me, first in the eyes, and then down my body, and smiled.

"Well, if you're awake, you might as well help me out", he said.

"Help you with what?" I told him, innocently, still mesmerized by his cock,
which was now shining with precum and pointing up at its full glory.

"Just come over here", he said, while gesturing me to do so.

I approached slowly, and sat next to him.

He put his arms behind his head, and looked back at the screen again.

"What are you waiting for?" he said, while looking at me like I was an
idiot.

"I... uh" I answered, not knowing what to say.

He grabbed my hands and placed one around his throbbing cock. The other he
placed under his balls. The contact of my cold hands made him shiver a bit,
but he just moaned and said.

"Nice."

His big cock felt so warm in my hands and I enjoyed the feeling. I looked
up at him in the eyes, and he gave me a nod. So I started massasing his
balls slowly while going slowly up and down his shaft with my other
hand. He grunted and said

"Oh yeah. That's it." I started to gently jerk his cock, taking it down all
the way, to see his precum shine, and then up again, while he kept moaning
and repeated

"Good boy... good boy."

I felt so good from his compliments. Me, a little 12 years old boy was
making this handsome guy happy. I looked at his beautiful face, he was
clean shaven and smelt so good. I started to fall in love with Troy. I
closed my eyes and approached my lips to his lips slowly. Instead I felt
his hand push against my mouth.

"What the fuck. Stop it faggot!" he shouted.

I stopped what I was doing and felt tears running down my chins. I thought
that Troy liked me to. Or else why did he want me to do that?

"I'm sorry Brandon" he said, with a compasionate look.

"I'll let you kiss me if you do a good job, ok? he said, and grabbed my
head.

Slowly but firmly, he pushed my head against his hard cock, and as much as
I was excited, I was a bit scared. When I felt my lips against the head of
his cock, my fears went away and I instictively opened my mouth, which he
took the advantage of, to push me down as much as he could. I felt his
salty precum on my tongue and then half his cock was inside my mouth till I
couldn't take any more of it. His dick felt so hot in my mouth and I felt
butterflies in my belly from having his manly organ in my little mouth. I
loved the shape of it, I loved the taste of it, and I suddenly felt like
this was an important duty that Troy had given me. When he saw that I was
obtempering, he let me suck him on my own and I gave all my efforts to give
him the best blowjob he had ever had. It probably was because he was
panting and moaning loudly, while playing with my hair. His large member
was distorting my mouth and I felt some pain in my jaw mucles after a while
so I tried to please him in other ways, by kissing his shaft and jerking
him at the same time. I felt so proud of me for giving him so much
pleasure. I was rarely acknowledged by other boys in my age, and never by
older guys, but this handsome guy was encuraging me and caressing me.

"Oh Brandon you're doing very well. You're such a good little cocksucker"
he said to me while looking at me directly.

I blushed and smiled timidly, while licking his cock like a big ice cream.

He then proceeded to remove his shirt and I saw his beautiful torse, with
nicely defined muscles and awesome abs and pecs. I wanted to kiss him
everywhere but I knew he would probably reject me so I started sucking him
again. I was very happy that he was not watching his porn anymore, but
looking at me directly, with lust in his eyes. He probably tried to imagine
me as a little girl but I didn't mind. Soon he was taking more and more
control, and held my head with his strong hands, while thrusting his cock
in my mouth. My back started to hurt, so I got on my knees in front of him
to be more confortable. I now had his naked hairy legs around me and I
could take more of his dick in my mouth. My own little dick (11 cm/4
inches), was tenting in my boxers and almost hurting me, and I really
wanted to touch it, but I was afraid of what Troy would think. I was too
busy taking care of his balls and cock with my hands anyway so I decided to
focus on that instead. Soon I felt him speed up, and he was getting more
verbal, saying things like "That's my good little whore" and other stuff I
didn't understand. I kinda knew what was coming but I was not really
prepared for it. I was a bit afraid because I did not want to swallow it,
as I thought it was still a bit gross. Finally he thrusted a few final
times and released my head from his hands. I then felt a warm shot in my
mouth, and I took his cock of his mouth. Several other shots of hot cum
landed on my lips and nose, and I spitted out what I had in mouth on his
cock. During this, he was looking up and grunting loudly with an expression
of pure pleasure on his face. But when he regained his senses and saw my
face covered cum, he looked a bit pissed.

"Can I kiss you now?" I asked, with pleading eyes.

"I told you you could if you did a good job.." he said, and I looked up at
him smiling.

"But you didn't swallow my cum." he added.

"Next time, maybe", and then he patted my head.

"Now go back to bed, it's way past over your bed time." he ordered me.

I felt cheated, and sad. But I was too tired to argue so I didn't say
anything.  I stood up again and left the room. I headed for the bathroom
where I cleaned up my face. with some water and a towel. My face was all
red from the efforts and my lips were shiny. I admired myself in the mirror
and looked at my body. I wondered if Troy liked it a bit, at least maybe he
liked my butt, which sticks out in my little boxers. I liked that I had a
bit of butt, even if it was still far from what girls my age have. I had
noticed some older me looking at it at the swimming pool on a few
occasions. I tried to find some hair under my arms or on my pubes but there
was still nothing. I wonder how long I would be hairless like this.

But anyway, my little dick was still poiting straight up so I removed my
boxres, went to my bedroom, slipped under the covers and enjoyed the
feelings of my dickie against the cover. I closed my eyes and imagined
Troy's cock in my mouth again. I took two fingers in my mouth that I
pretended sucking as I jerked my little dick with my other hand. After only
30 seconds, I felt the tingly feelings and a few droplets ran down from my
dick. I stayled like this, on my back and felt myself fall to sleep rather
quickly.



This was a mistake, since when fall asleep on my back, I usually have
nightmares. This was the case this time, and I woke up again around 1 am,
after a dream about being at the hospital again. Usually when I do so, I go
to my parent's bedroom and they confort me and let me sleep with them. But
they weren't home yet so I put on my underwear again and went to the living
room instead. Troy was there, sitting on the sofa and watching TV. I went
to him and half crying, I told him

"I had a nightmare."

"So?" he answered. "Go back to bed, you're 12 for god's sake."

I know damn well that I'm 12 but it's not my fault if I am so emotional. I
ignored him and went close to him

"Usually dad and mom let me stay with them when I have a nightmare." I told
him, with pleading eyes.

"Fine." he said, concentrating on the movie. "But don't bother me."

I then went to sit on his lap and laid my back against his torso.

"What are you doing?" he said, with a questioned look.

"Nothing." I told him innocently.

He sighed but didn't move, probably too lazy to care.

It felt nice, to sit on my beautiful man, and to be like his little
brother. I loved to feel my fragile body against him. Trying to get more
confortable, I wiggled my butt around, which made Troy tense up a
little. But after a few seconds I suddenly felt something hard pressing
against my butt, and I felt even better, happy that my body has some effect
on him. Furtively, I took down the waist of my underwear a little, so that
he would be able to see my crack. He didn't notice right away, as he was
watching the movie, but then when the TV ads came, I felt him staring down
at my butt. Soon his cock was getting even harder agaisnt my ass, but Troy
didn't dare to say anything or move. Seeing that he was not as bold as
previously, probably because he was tired or felt guilty, I decided to take
more initiative. I pushed down my underwear even more so that my pale bare
ass was now right against his pants and rubbed my butt against him. He
grabbed me by my wrist and said:

"Ok you win you little cockteaster."

He lifted me with his strong arms and took down his pants. His large cock
bounced against his belly as he did so, and he placed by ass against it.

It felt so nice to have his hot cock against my ass, as he pressed it
against my back, going up and down like he was fucking me. He put his arms
around me to keep me steady and slid his cock up and down my butt against
my back. Sometimes he tried to push a little against my hole but I was too
tight and I think he knew it. As much as he was enjoying to rub his dick
against my ass, I felt that he was also getting frustrated. So after a
while he lifted me up, took down my boxers completely, and placed his cock
between my legs instead. Now it was rubbing against my two hairless legs,
and I could compare our two cocks directly. My little dick was pointing
straight up again, but his was a monster compared to mine. Each time his
cock appeared between my legs, I admired it and touched its head with my
fingers. I felt the urge to have it in my mouth again and I sensed that
Troy was soon done. I decided to give him what he wanted, and stood up,
with my ass almost touching his face. I was quiet flexible so I was able to
bend down my head to his cock while standing up like this. As he felt my
lips agaist his cock, he moaned loudly and said:

"Oh my god, Brandon." And I bobbed my head up and down.

"You're the best cocksucker I've ever seen."

He slapped my butt a few times whilte holding my legs.

"And your ass is SO amazing" he said.

I continued my sucking, and a lot of saliva was falling down from my mouth
on his shaft. I was giving him a very sloppy blowjob, and in this position
I could his balls very well. They looked so big, and I took them in my
hands to feel them well. It felt so great, and his hands caressingmy butt
was making me feel so good and pretty. In my horniness, I decided to give
up my fears, and take his cum in my mouth. I grabbed his cock with my two
hands with my mouth on his head, and jerked him in my mouth rapidly to make
him cum. It took only a few seconds before I felt a warm load in my mouth,
and as more was coming, I tried to swallow as fast as possible. It was not
as bad as I thought and it went down my throat quiet fast before I was even
able to taste it. He grunted a lot and his whole body was shaking from the
orgasm. At this moment I felt like I was fullfilled and had found my
pleasure in life. I gave his cock a little kiss and pulled back his
foreskin. I then turned around and saw Troy with a large smile.

"Alright, you've earned your kiss" he told me. "Come over here."

I almost jumped into his arms, completely naked. He caught me, laughing a
little, and took my face in his hands. I closed my eyes and then felt his
lips against mine. He held me like this for five seconds, giving me a good
smack and then released me.

I was loving every moment but it felt so short and I was feeling completely
devoted to him. I wanted him to love me back as much as I loved me but he
just tood up, patted on my butt and said.

"Come on now. Go back to bed before your parents come home."

He put his clothes back on and I looked at him, with my puppy eyes.

"You have to take me back to my bed, I'm still scared."

He sighed and said:

"Alright."

I grabbed him by the hand, and we went together to my room. It was funny
because he was fully clothed and I was totally naked. It felt kinda weird
but also very exciting at the same time. As we came in the room, he lifted
my naked body, placed me on the bed and whispered:

"Good night my little gay boy."

He pulled up the covers on me, gave me a kiss on the forehead and then
turned down the light. This time, I made sure to lay down on my belly, and
fell asleep rather quickly. I don't remember what I dreamt of but it was
good dreams and I slept very well.



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