Date: Sat, 23 Jun 2012 12:33:47 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: A Total Madness pt.1

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You will gather very quickly that this is a cross generational story. The
sex between a minor and an adult doesn't happen until the minor is sixteen
though so it is legal.

The story is quite short, complete in 5,600 words and two parts. I do have
pictures of the principal characters if you would like to see them.

			      A TOTAL MADNESS
				  Part 1

Yes, you will guess right, I am close to madness. I'm in love with a five
year old boy and that is insane. He is the son of my girl friend. She was
sixteen when she got pregnant by her high school boy friend and Romeo was
the result. We met when she and I were twenty-one. Angie was cute, a
devoted mum, but as sexy as hell. We dated, did all the petting thing, but
she stopped me at the final frontier.

"I'm sorry Jed, one unplanned pregnancy is enough. The next guy I give
myself to is going to be my husband and Romeo's step-father."

I didn't have any argument with that because I was gay and just wanted a
girlfriend for window dressing. I know, a bit calculating. Angie realised
as well after a few months and we settled into a comfortable
relationship. She laughed one day when we were alone and told me why.

"I love you Jed, and I know Romeo does as well, but in my case it is a
brotherly love. Your relationship with me keeps the wolves from my door and
I know you love Romeo so you are always going to be welcome in my home."

Nothing changed then for years. I mentored Romeo, giving advice when asked,
but mainly just being his friend. I doubt any father and son were closer. I
continued to date Angie but stepped back whenever another male appeared on
the scene. Most only lasted a couple of dates before she ditched them.

Wind forward ten years and things haven't changed between Angie and me. She
is a hardworking and devoted mum. I am the boyfriend who never went away
and Romeo grew into every gay man's wet dream, mine particularly. We were
still very close and he treated me like a special friend, confiding in me
like a friend would rather than like a son, so I nearly wet my pants when
just before his fifteenth birthday he told me he thought he was gay. We
talked about it and confirmed his feelings. Now my lust took on a different
track, but it was one that would lose me my best friend and the love of a
boy I thought of as my son. Over the years I had a few boyfriends but
nothing permanent or particularly serious, fuck and suck buddies mostly. I
had kept in good shape using the local gym three or four times a week and
it was there I most often scored. Romeo came with me frequently, cramping
my style a bit, but I had kept my sexuality from him, I thought. Questions
about why I hadn't married his mum were fielded with a joke about not
wanting to screw up a perfectly good friendship.

The reality of course was that I wanted Romeo, with him I was sure I would
have a partner for life, but if I made a move and it wasn't what he wanted
I'd lose him and Angie. Even my lust wasn't strong enough to risk that.

Still, nothing happened, I taught Romeo about gay sex, how to stay safe. I
frightened him into taking safe sex seriously, but he informed me he was
still an anal virgin and the reverse.

"I've played around with a friend Jed, and I've sucked a cock, but no one
has sucked me yet. It's quite thrilling to play, but I'm looking forward to
meeting the guy who will take my cherry."

"You sound as though you are planning to be a bottom."

He blushed, "I think I am, I've fingered myself and I think it is very
exciting."

I could have jumped in then and offered him more than a finger but the
coward in me held me back.

Sixteen came and that made it harder for me, he was now legal. Angie must
have guessed, hell she had watched me for the last eleven years. She knew I
loved Romeo and as a gay man the loving would probably take in a sexual
element with someone as beautiful as him.

"Is it very difficult being around my son now, Jed?"

I was shocked because I didn't need to ask what she meant. I blushed and
looked away from her. What could I possibly say that wouldn't condemn me?

"I guess you've given me my answer. He is a beautiful boy isn't he?"

I looked up then with the tears glistening in my eyes.

"Yes, to me he is the most beautiful boy in the world and the dearest
creature in my world. I've loved him more every day I have known him since
he was five."

"Well, why don't you tell him. He is hardly likely to make the first move
even if he wants you in that way. He's gay, one day he is going to find
another man to love. If he takes a long time to find Mr. Right he may get
into lots of trouble, risk awful diseases and God knows what. If he feels
the same way about you that you do about him you could take all that worry
away from me."

What could I say? My dearest friend was offering me her son, the son that
had been her world since he was born.

"I promise that whatever happens I won't hurt him emotionally and of course
the physical side the same."

"I know, that's why I don't want you to worry about me."

Decision made for me really. When Romeo got home that day I asked him to go
for a walk with me I wanted to talk to him about something important. We
went to the park. I couldn't tell you the number of hours I had spent here
with this boy, playing games with him and watching him with his friends.

"You're not going to give me another father son talk are you?" he joshed
me.

"No, something more serious, I've wanted to say this for ages but didn't
feel I ought to."

We sat on a bench and Romeo looked at me with a very serious look on his
face.

"You know I've loved you since you were five years old. I think that love
has grown every year until now you are the dearest creature in my
world. You are also the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. Throw into
that mix the fact that I am a gay man and you may have some idea about what
I want to talk about."

I heard him gasp, but I couldn't look at him. I had to finish what I wanted
to say and if I looked, I was sure I would bottle out.

"What I'm trying to say is that my love for you is that of a gay man for a
prospective lover. I know we are sixteen years apart in age but to me it
doesn't matter, although I'm sure it does to you. I just had to tell you
Romeo, I have kept it bottled up for too long, but now that you are sixteen
I had to say something. I love you so much and I realise that what I have
just said could make me lose you forever but I had to take the risk to let
you know how I feel."

I started to talk again but before I could say anything meaningful he had
thrown himself into my lap, planted an incredible kiss on my lips and then
grinning like an idiot said, "Will you for heaven's sake stop talking and
take me to bed and make love to me before I burst."

He jumped off me, grabbed my hand and pulled me up. We ran home with him
laughing all the way. When we got to his room he started undressing me.

"I've wanted to see you naked and hard for years. I've almost gagged when
I've seen you in just your shorts but now, oh God, Jed I think I might die
when I remove your briefs."

By the time he had finished that little speech I was naked, and
monumentally hard. He sat back on his haunches and just looked at it for
ages before he put out a hand and started to stroke it. I could see the
tears streaming down his face so I lifted him to his feet and kissed him as
tenderly as I had ever kissed anyone.

"I love you so much my beautiful boy."

"And I love you more than anyone else in the world, I think I always
have. I so wanted you to be my dad, but this is even better. Now please
make love to me. I want to feel your cock sliding into my bottom to make me
really yours."

I was blown away, this boy wanted the full works on our first love in. I'm
not enormous but I was quite thick so I was sure he would take a long time
to be brave enough to ask for my cock in his bottom.

I realised I needed a shave as well. This wasn't how I had wanted our first
time to be. I was a reasonably good looking guy, but nothing special. Dark
hair, medium length, very dark eyes but they were what people called honest
eyes. My body wasn't bad, but nothing to get excited over. With Romeo I
guess it was just my personality that tipped the balance. I had always been
very protective of him and his mother and my love for him must have shown
in the way I treated him.

Romeo on the other hand was a gay man's wet dream. He was quite petite,
obviously picking the genetics from his father to define his size. He had
jet black unruly hair and jet black eyes that were always happy eyes. He
was Eurasian but his European genes were the strongest. He had Angie's
gentle nature, and she told me that his Japanese father had also been a
gentle man, just no guts to stand by the girl he had got pregnant, but then
they were both young so I shouldn't be too judgemental.

I started to undress him and when I got to his underwear I couldn't control
my snigger, he was wearing Playboy trunks and grinning at me. I nearly
smothered him in kisses then before slowly peeling them off to reveal a
perfect groin area. The neatly trimmed pubic hair set off his five inch
circumcised cock. He had hair under his arms but that was it. I wanted to
die just looking at him. My eyes watered as I held him away from me to
devour his body with my eyes. Nothing in my world had ever come close to
this sight. I took him in my arms again and stroked his body as I planted
more kisses over his face. Silk felt rough in comparison to his skin, I
gasped, it was so soft. I knew then why I had never touched him like this
before, I would have raped him on the spot.

I took him to bed then and made slow and gentle love to him for a couple of
hours. Describing my feelings would be difficult as I worked my way down
his body with my hands and my mouth. I licked and played with his nipples
making him gasp. I realised he was very sensitive to touch almost anywhere
on his body so areas like nipples, cock, balls, perineum and eventually
anus were super sensitive. The first time I licked his little rosebud I
thought he was going to take off. What he did do was cover his chest in the
first of many orgasms that first session. I licked up his oh so sweet cum
and cleaned off his glans as well bringing him straight back to an
erection. I sucked his balls as I allowed my hands to wander all over his
body until he was panting again and squirming like a little eel. I eased
back then and just lying alongside him stroking him gently almost made me
cum as well. Loads of little kisses to his eyes and lips as I told him how
much I loved him. How much I had always loved him from the first day I set
eyes on him. How much I would love him for the remainder of my life if he
would allow it.

When I thought it was time for the big one I started fingering him with one
finger, which I alternated with my tongue, I increased the number of
fingers and licked up two more orgasms before deciding he was ready. He saw
me lube my penis and then his anus. His eyes told me this was what he
wanted. I opened his legs wide, pushed them up and back and positioned my
glans at the entrance to his love tunnel. I looked at him for confirmation
I should continue and he smiled, the smile of an angel, and then he nodded.

"Now Jed, I want all of you, make me yours forever."

I slid over his sphincter and held, but he was so relaxed there wasn't even
a little spike of pain so I continued the penetration until I could start
fucking him. Never in my life before this had I felt anything remotely as
incredible. He welcomed me into him using his muscles to massage my cock as
it slid deeper into him until I was all the way in.

"You have all of me now my love."

"I can feel every inch of you Jed, fuck me hard now, plant your seed in me,
breed me make me yours forever."

I never wanted this to end, the sensuality that this boy brought to our
lovemaking was overpowering. I think I serially orgasmed until I went soft,
feeling drained. I fell to the side, taking him with me and we lay just
looking into each other's eyes for ages before he smiled and said.

"Will you do that to me every day for the rest of my life?"

I nodded, I couldn't speak. I wanted to cry with happiness, this angel had
shown me Paradise, and I knew I could go there every day now if I wanted
to, and I wanted to.

When Angie arrived home we were all showered and dressed, sat in the
kitchen drinking sodas. She took one look at both of us and then nodded her
head. She sat down across the breakfast bar from us and spoke to both of us
together.

"Do you want to sleep together all the time now that the deed is done?"

I blushed like crazy and Romeo laughed.

"Yes please Mum, can we?"

"Jed, the decision is yours, but I would suggest that you sell your place
and move in here permanently. There appears to be no reason to keep two
places going now that you have a bed to sleep in here."

I was overcome at that suggestion but it had its merits.

"Moving in, yes, but if you were to get married again or have a live in
lover it might be a bit embarrassing so perhaps I ought to keep my place in
case Romeo and I need a home of our own. Maybe I'll let it, that will bring
in income without burning my bridges."

Angie nodded, Romeo nodded even harder.

"Oh yes please Jed, I want to sleep curled up in your arms every night, all
night."

More blushing on my part as Angie sniggered.

"Sounds like I might have lost my last chance of a great lover."

"Oh yes Mum, he was amazing, I can't believe I've waited so long for this
to happen."

Christ, these two between them were going to keep me blushing all night if
they kept this up.

"I think I had better go and pack a few things to carry me over for a
while, see how it works. I also need to do some work unless you have ideas
of me becoming a kept man, here to just pleasure your son."

"Oh yes please Mum can you keep him?"

Too much, Angie and I just dissolved with laughter. We both had good jobs
and she could have kept me, but that wasn't going to happen. I was IT
Director for a large software company and Angie was head of Human
Resources. Both of us enjoyed our jobs and the life style it gave us. I was
going to take up the most challenging roll of my life now though. Lover and
father to this wonderful boy I was sat with.

By the time I returned with a couple of suitcases I had regained my
composure. Romeo and I sorted out where my things would sit in his bedroom,
thank heavens it was a large one. The queen size bed would be more than
adequate, I didn't intend that there was going to be much space between us
when we slept. Of course it took us longer than it should to unpack
everything because we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Angie brought
us back to reality with a shout.

"Dinner in fifteen minutes, get off each other you two."

So we did, giggling of course as we finished stowing my gear.
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Tragedy strikes in thie second par which I will submit in a couple of days