Date: Fri, 05 Mar 1999 05:58:39 GMT From: Joe Camp Subject: An Old Man's Life An Old Man's Life 17 Codes b/g M/F M/b M/t M/t/t M/M/M love story (mast, oral, anal, incest) By idc90@hotmail.com Warning: The following story is a work of fiction. It is a fantasy. It never happened, except in the author's imagination. This story contains sex between children, a man and a boy, male teens, and a man and two teenage boys. The author does not encourage or condone sex between adults and children. If you are underage, or this is illegal where you are, you already know what your supposed to do. Find something else and delet this file. If this kind of story turns you off, find something else. If your looking for a story that has someone having sex ever other sentence, this one is not it. This is a love story between an older man and a boy. This story starts with the man as a boy, and follows his life into old age, looking into the hidden corners to find how he could love a boy, and ends with the teens as men. Fiction and Real Life: This story is nearly all fiction. The experiences described between the boy at age 7 and his 9 year old sister, are true. I saw the locker room scene in the 8th grade, and it happened as described. The masturbation scene using a rayon bedspread is loosely based on my own experience. All portions of the Army experiences are true, and based on my own service in the early 1960's. Past that point, it's all fiction. My apologies to the City of Houston for placing the rent boy pickup point there. I have never been to Houston, but most big cities have an area as described where men go looking for sex. The characters in this story engage in unprotected sex. That's not real life if you want to live to old age. The characters are a product of my imagination, and can't catch anything unless I want them to. Any resemblance of characters to an actual person is purely coincidental. The author retains the copyright of this story. Placing this story on a commercial web site without the authors permission is a violation of that copyright. ---------------------------------------------------------------- London, England Paul and I got home from London a few days ago. Being apart from Bob for three months was hard for me, and I don't know how Paul and Bob stood the 6 months he was away. It was the first time Bob and I have been apart for more then a few days, in the last 13 years. I can't believe it, Bob is 24 now, and we've been together for 13 years. I used to worry about living until he was 18. I tried to let Paul and Bob have a lot of private time together over the weekend, and they couldn't keep their hands off each other. We were in the den, and I went to the kitchen to get us some drinks. By the time I got back, Bob had Paul's pants and underwear around his ankles. He was on his knees in front of Paul, and Paul's big hard dick was buried down his throat. His hand was working Paul's big nuts inside his full sac. Paul started gently fucking in and out of Bob's mouth, as he stroked the back of Bob's head. Bob slowly bobbed his head up and down on Paul's big tool in time with Paul's gentle thrusts. They both looked over and grinned without ever missing a beat, as I entered the room. I have never understood how Bob can grin with so much expression, when his mouth is full and bloated with one of our hard dicks. They weren't in any hurry, as Paul was working on his third nut of the day. It took about 20 minutes before Paul tensed and groaned, "Oh, Baby", as Bob swallowed the love offering Paul gave him, spurt by spurt. I'm not saying that Bob didn't pay me a lot of attention too. He let me know he really loves and missed me, but they're young and full of spunk, and I have trouble with once a day. I can't even remember the last time I was able to cum three times in one day. I'm sorry, I'm jumping ahead of myself. The company wanted Paul to work in the London office for six months. His boss quietly took him aside and told him he could turn the job down, but if he went, the higher ups would remember he could be counted on. He didn't say so, because he couldn't, but Paul got the impression that turning it down would not be the right career move. He only had a week to decide. They had to have time to find someone else if he didn't go. Paul was torn. He loved working for the company, and he wanted to go. It would be a great experience. The chance to see England might never come his way again. The boost it could give his career couldn't be measured. But to go without us? The family would have to break up for six months in order for Paul to go. Bob encouraged Paul to go, telling him it was what they had worked so hard for. He even let him know he was a little jealous it wasn't him they made the offer to. Bob told him six months would pass, and we could all be together again. It was Bob's idea that I spend three months in London with Paul, and three months in Houston with Bob. It wouldn't be so hard on Paul that way, and they would each share the experience of being alone. The company would give him a generous living allowance while he was there, but since we are not legally married, we would have to pay my way if I went with him. Poor Bob had to stay in Houston no matter what we did. Paul spent the next week getting ready to go. The big hold up, was on getting his passport and visas. He wasn't worried about getting along with his English boss, they had been communicating by e-mail ever since Paul had gone to work, and he felt they would get along fine. There are a lot of good people in the London office, but none were ready to step into the job that unexpectedly became vacant. His job in England was to groom an employee to fill it. Before we were ready for it to happen, Paul was gone, and there was an empty spot at the table. That first night, I asked Bob to fuck me. I lay on my back and lifted my legs to my chest. He used KY jelly as he slowly prepared my chute to accept his dick. I knew he was already missing Paul as much as I was. It had been a long time since it wasn't the three of us together. Bob slipped his dick into me, and slowly we started our comforting of each other. Bob went slow, working his dick into me as far as he could, before slowly starting his withdrawal. He didn't try to hit my prostate each time, we wanted it to last as long as it could. Gently he fucked me, minute by minute, sometimes hitting my prostate, sometimes not. Bob started speeding up. I tried to slow him back down, but he said, "I sorry, I've just got to cum. I can't stand it any more." He sped up, fucking harder into me, hitting my prostate each and every time, driving deep into me with his need. "Oh, Maaaatt!" My prostate felt ever pulse and contraction of his dick as he shot his load. Each warm spurt of cum being welcome in my channel. My dick shot one large glob onto my stomach, as I grunted, and then started dribbling out my cum. I held my husband close to my chest, pouring out my love and comfort to him. We didn't need to speak. When he tried to withdraw his dick from me, I locked my ankles behind him, and pushed him back tight against my butt. I don't know how long we lay there like that. When my legs started to ache, we got up and went to shower. "It's going to be harder then I thought, Matt." "I know, Bob." Paul would e-mail us several times a day. He would describe to us the places he saw and how London appeared to him. Paul could have been a writer. We knew just what his room looked like at the hotel he was staying at, and exactly what we would see if we looked out his window. We knew the waitress where he had breakfast every morning. It was almost like he was there with us, but I couldn't touch him. I couldn't hold him tight. I couldn't feel him inside me, shooting his massive load, or be inside him, showing him how much he means to me. I couldn't find his shoulder that's my pillow as I sleep. Paul would close the last e-mail of the day with the number of days left before I joined him. He was trying to find a flat, (an apartment to the rest of us), that he could rent for the few months we would be there, but wasn't having any luck. He found one available that the owner was willing to rent on short term. His e-mail said, "I won't ever let you live in a dump like that!" I e-mailed him back, "I don't care where we stay. We won't be there forever, and any place I can be with you, is going to be a castle." Paul e-mailed us that when his boss found out he had been looking for someplace for us to stay, he had offered his extra bedroom. Paul had come out to his fellow employees when he first got there, telling them he was in a gay marriage. Even though England seems to be much more liberal about gays then the USA, he hadn't known Brown (his boss) was also gay. The subject had just never come up. They made arraignments agreeable to all of us, and Paul moved into the extra bedroom. Paul began getting settled in at Brown's. He wrote he has more free time at work then he knows what to do with. He has to be there, because the job is his responsibility, but the lady he is training does all the work. He has been doing the tourist thing on his days off, and wants to take me to some of the places he's been, when I get there. Paul told us in one e-mail, that he really missed Bob's cooking. "I wish you had taught me how to cook. Brown can't cook worth shit either. We're living on canned foods and frozen dinners, or eating in restaurants." Brown has a two bedroom town house. The bathroom, or as Brown calls it, the loo, is the first door on the right down the hall. Paul's room is the second door, with Brown's bedroom across the hall. Of course Brown has the largest room, with a private bath. Paul has to go into the hallway to get to the bathroom he uses, so he bought a robe. Paul's bedroom window looks out into the small back yard, or garden as Brown refers to it. "It's a nice place, and I'm comfortable here," wrote Paul, "but it's not home, and I miss you guys something terrible." After Bob read about Paul buying a robe, there was a new one laying on our bed that night for me to take. The time of my leaving was getting closer, and I was torn between wanting to be with Paul, and having to leave Bob. Brown has 'friends' stay overnight once in a while, and Paul told us that sometimes makes him so lonely he wants to cry for us. He said the day after Brown had one of his sleep overs, Brown noticed Paul was depressed. He asked Paul what was the matter, and Paul told him, "I miss them so much. Especially at night." Brown offered to have sex with Paul, but Paul turned him down without hurting his feelings, and told him Mr. Thumb and his four sons would have to do. The week before I left, I tried to keep Bob drained. I got him off every way I could think of. I would wake him in the mornings giving him a blowjob. I would have his pants down as soon as he came in the door from work, and I would fuck him if I could, or he would use my love chute. I would get him off the last thing every night before we went to sleep, his love making growing more frantic as our time together grew shorter. Paul met me at the gate as I cleared customs. I knew from the way Paul had described him that the man next to him was Brown. Paul grabbed me in his big bear hug, swinging me around, and telling me "Welcome to England. Let's get home fast." No one around us took any notice, except one older man that smiled. We didn't kiss, but acted as if I was his grandfather he hadn't seen in a long time. We got my bags in Brown's car, and he told me it would take about 45 minutes for us to get home. I was apprehensive of the other cars, for some reason, and then it dawned on me, even though I had expected to see it. They were all driving on the wrong side of the road. Paul and I set in the back seat on the way to Brown's. It was hard to keep from grabbing him and devouring him with kisses. I satisfied myself with just touching his leg, running my hand up and down the inside of his thigh as he was doing to me. I let my hand slip a little higher up on his leg, coming to a stop at his full package. Paul opened his legs a little more, as I cupped and massaged him. Brown had been talking ever since we had started off, pointing out points of interest along the way. I had been answering him when he asked me a question, but couldn't put my heart into the conversation. I just wanted to drink in my Paul. He was the only point of interest I was interested in. Brown had asked me something, and I looked up to see him watching me and Paul in the rear view mirror. He had a big grin on his face, letting me know he knew exactly what we were doing. "Paul's been a good lad since he's been here. I offered to help him take the edge off, but he bloody well turned me down. The poor lad's been having to be satisfied with a wank." "I know. He tells us everything." I told Brown. "Everything?" asked Brown. "Everything." I replied. We were soon at Brown's house, and unloaded my bags from the car. We had barely gotten in the house, dropping the bags in the middle of the living room, when Paul's hand was in my mouth pulling out my 'falsies'. His hands slipped down to my butt, as he pulled me tight against his body. I could feel his hard dick pressed against me, as I am sure he could feel mine. We forgot about Brown even being there, as we entered our own world. Paul's lips were crushed against my mouth, as his tongue lustfully sought mine. His tongue was running across my gums as I felt him stiffen a little, and his hard dick jump. I suspected what had happened, but I didn't want to break our kiss. I just held my Paul hard against me, and gave him a little pelvic grind. Once we felt we could loosen our hold on each other, I slipped my hand down the front of Paul's pants. As I thought, it was wet and sticky. I smiled at him and said, "Thanks, lover." I can't describe how it made me feel, knowing I had this effect on him. To know this beautiful young man that could have anyone he wants, really wants me. To know that even though I'm old and worn out, my young greek god still wants me, even after 10 years. To know just kissing me had excited him and made him cream his pants. I can't help but sometimes wonder if Paul and Bob wouldn't be happier without me. Their young and I'm old, and sometimes my age stops us from doing some things. They don't water ski, because I'm too old. Am I in the way? Do they still ask for sex with me out of a sense of duty? Do they really still want me? I knew at that moment. My Paul still wants and needs me, as much as I want and need him! Brown cleared his throat, and remarked, "Maybe you had better show Matt your bedroom Paul." I blushed as I realized where my hand was. I led Paul to our bedroom, as Brown chuckled and shook his head. Paul lowered me to our bed, kissing and caressing me. "I feel like a little school boy, creaming my pants on my first date." "No, lover" I replied. "You don't know how good that makes me feel, just knowing you missed me that much." I slipped off his shirt, caressing and loving his firm chest. I needed to feel and rediscover every spot and part of him. I let him slip off my shirt before I pushed him back down, removing his shoes and socks. I opened his pants, and he helped me slid them down by lifting his hips. I flung them to the floor, the change in his pockets spilling and clanging as it scattered. I didn't care. I needed Paul naked, fast. I slipped his soiled jockeys off, wadding them in a ball and tossing them aside. I lowered myself to his crotch, and used my tongue to clean the remains of his emission. I took longer then needed as I cleaned his pubic area. I licked up and down his hard tool, going over and over it, making sure he was clean. I licked each bit of skin on and around his massive nuts, using my tongue to stroke the sac clean. Paul was moaning and withering under my ministrations. I told him to get the lube, because he was going to get fucked, as I got out of the rest of my clothes. Paul reached over to the night stand, and handed me a tube of KY jelly. I put a large dab on my finger and started working it into Paul's puckered rosebud. I worked slowly and throughly, ending with three fingers inside him. It had been three long months since Paul had Bob or me inside him, and I didn't want to hurt him. Paul was relaxed and ready. He reached for me, urging me to enter him. I handed him the lube, asking him to fix me. He quickly slicked me up, and urged me to hurry. Paul placed a pillow under himself, lifted his legs to his chest, and exposed his most private spot to me. I touched his opening with my dick, and he started pushing out, urging me to enter him and fill his need. I pushed in, and as I could tell he wasn't in pain, I went in all the way. Paul was humping his ass against me, trying to urge me on, "Oh, please baby, it's been so long", he groaned. I started a slow long dicking, smoothly going back and forth, being careful to hit his prostate each time I passed it. Paul was squeezing down on my dick on the outward strokes, trying to trap me deep inside himself. The pre-cum was leaking from his dick like a small river. When we are in just the right position, I can reach his long dick with my mouth, and still stay humping inside him. I leaned over and licked the pre-cum from his big head. Paul let out a loud groan, and used his ass to let me know he wanted to speed up. I increased my speed, moving in and out a little faster. I was getting close, but Paul was too. His nuts were drawn up tight, and his breathing matched mine. We were both panting and groaning, as we knew it wouldn't be long. I had to shove hard into my lover, and I slipped my mouth over his dick as I shot into him. Paul yelled, "Oh Baby", and was filling my mouth with his juice, the taste I had been missing. He tastes a lot like Bob, but they are different. I swallowed fast, making room in my mouth for all his load, trying to let none escape. Paul pulled me up to his mouth, and kissed me, our sharing his taste. I was still inside him, and relaxed onto his chest, hugging and loving my man. We lay like that a long time, just holding each other, filling our need to be together. There was a gentle knock at the door, and Paul called out, "just a minute." I slipped out of him. We got under the covers, and I lay close at his side. "Come in", Paul called out. Brown entered, carrying two cups. "It's been quiet a while, and I thought you might be ready for some tea." He handed Paul a cup and said, "That one's tea, and this one's coffee" as he handed me my cup. "Paul told me you prefer coffee, but you really will have to try some good tea while you're here." "Thank you" I told Brown. "I'll try the tea, but I've lived too many years on coffee to give it up." "Is he always that loud?" Brown asked me as he nodded at Paul. "He was trying to be quiet." I replied. Paul just lay there grinning like the cat that ate the bird. "Well then, yes, I'll excuse myself and leave you alone." We lay close together for about an hour, holding and petting on one another, without speaking. We were together. Nothing needed to be said. Without a word, Paul reached for the lube, got a dab on his finger, and reached between my legs. I helped by spreading them wide, and slipping a pillow under my hips, raised my legs. I hadn't gotten hard again, but neither of us expected me too. Paul knew I wanted this, that I needed this. He worked a long time getting me ready to receive him. He worked each finger until my muscles were relaxed and offering no resistance. By the time he had worked three fingers in, I was as ready as I would get. He slowly pushed in, and even after the preparation, I was being stretched. It had been three months, and I wasn't used to him anymore. I tried not to show any pain, but Paul knows me too well. "I'm sorry baby." he told me as he paused to let me adjust. I pulled his lips to me and kissed him deep, holding him fast to me. I gave my butt a little hump, letting him know to precede. He started his slow long dicking, the one that drives me wild. We knew I was still empty, and wouldn't be able to climax, but the feelings my lover was giving me were great. I worked my muscles around his dick, trapping his head as he withdrew on his outward strokes. Paul was groaning and softly whispering sweet nothings in my ear, telling me how much he loves me, and had missed me. He raised up and started increasing the speed of his fucking, moaning louder and louder as he got ready to shoot. "OOOOOOH Maaaaatt!" his hot sperm was hitting deep inside me. I had missed the feelings of his cum being so deep inside me. Paul's convulsions were slowing down, but after a second, he shivered and shot one more glob into me. He collapsed on top of me, breathing heavy. I could feel the fast beating of his heart against my chest as I hugged him tight. He was returning to normal. His heart beat was slowing down, and his breaths were becoming deeper. He locked his lips to mine, his tongue going deep into my mouth. We traded spit for a long time, as he stayed deep inside my ass. He withdrew, and lay beside me. The time differences were catching up with me. I was so tired. The adrenalin was wearing off. Our needs had been satisfied for a while. My head found it's pillow on Paul's broad chest, as I cuddled up to my husband. I was asleep in his arms. I awoke late at night. I could hear Paul's deep breathing of sleep, and my head was gently raising and falling with the movement of his chest. I needed a piss. My bags had been moved into our room, but I slipped on Paul's robe instead of trying to find mine. I went to the bathroom, and then gently slipped back into bed, climbing into my Paul's arms. I was at peace, even though my leg that usually presses against Bob as we sleep, couldn't find him. I awoke feeling Paul entering me. I had slept through his getting me ready, but awoke as his big head pushed past my prostate. I wiggled deeper onto his hard stick, giving him a low moan of satisfaction. Paul was able to keep the noise down that morning, as he gave quite moans and groans. He was slowly working his tool, gently fucking me, kissing my neck and shoulders. His passion was a deep loving need, not the powerful lust of physical release. He held me tight against him as his love exploded into me, trying to pull his whole body completely inside me. "Morning, Baby." "Mmmm, good morning, Paul. I guess I conked out on you last night." "It's ok, I couldn't get enough sleep the first few days I was here either. Brown and I are going to a cafe for breakfast. Do you want to come or stay here and sleep some more? There is milk and cereal in the kitchen, if you don't want to go." "I think I"ll sleep in today, but if you'll get some bacon and eggs, I'll fix breakfast for you tomorrow." "That would be great. You know the only way I can cook eggs is to boil or scramble them. Would you fix us one of your omelets?" "Anything you want, lover. Just remember to get some onions, potatoes, and oregano too." Paul gently removed his soft dick from me, and went to shower and get ready for work. I slid over to a dry spot on the bed and went back to sleep. I woke about 1:00 in the afternoon, and stumbled to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet a long time. I was full. Paul always shoots a lot, but he must have been saving up for days. I took my shower and dressed. I found a frozen dinner, which I fixed for my lunch, and as it was heating, I stripped our bed and found the washer and dryer. I turned on the TV, and found that British daytime TV is pretty much the same as at home. Nothing. I was still tired, but I knew if I slept any more, I wouldn't be able to sleep that night. I made our bed and found places to put my clothes away. I sent Bob an e-mail telling him I missed him, and that Paul looked good. I puttered around, until I ran out of anything to do. I got on the computer and went to alt.sex.stories.gay.moderated, found a few short stories that looked like they might be good, and downloaded them. I read them, but couldn't help but think that what I have with my husbands is better then anything in those stories. I sat in front of the idiot box until Paul and Brown came home. We went to a small restaurant for supper, and had Italian. Paul was so attentive to me, that it was almost embarrassing. We spent the rest of the evening quietly at home, just talking, and watching TV. Paul and I sent our last e-mail of the day to Bob. When we went to bed that night, our hunger for each other had been sated, and we were able to enjoy the feelings of being close together. Our sex that night was tender and full of love. I fixed my famous omelets for breakfast, and Brown said I could cook anytime I wanted to. I don't claim to be anywhere near as good a cook as Bob, but I'm not a stranger in the kitchen. I told Paul I would like to go downtown with them, and I would spend the day exploring. He took me to his office, and introduced me to the people he works with. It was apparent he had told them a lot about me, except for one thing. My age. No one really looked shocked, but there were a few funny looks. Paul gave me some British currency, and told me to get a cab and come back to his office for a rest if I got tired. I wandered around, looking in the shops, watching the people, and taking in the sights. I sat in a cafe sipping coffee, when I got tired. I killed a few hours at a movie, before I headed back to Paul's office. Being retired is a bore. I wrote Bob a long e-mail, as I waited for Paul and Brown to finish their work. We stopped and got some groceries on the way home, and I fixed us supper. I didn't do anything fancy, just ham steaks with mashed potatoes, redeye gravy, and green beans, but they seemed to enjoy it. That evening, Brown told us he regrets never having found someone to love as Paul and I love each other. He told us all his relationships have been short term, and for one to last three weeks would be a record. He asked how long we had been together, and when Paul told him 10 years, Brown choked and said, "But that would mean you were only--" "14" finished Paul. Paul explained about the therapy, and the months of longing he had gone through. I explained to Brown my feelings of how a relationship couldn't be based on sex. I feel you have to have a person as a friend without sex, before love can develop, and once there is love on both sides, the sex is going to happen. Until both people know in their hearts they can't stand to be apart, sex is just sex. I explained my marriage to my wife had been based on lust and loneliness, and that was why it failed. My relationship with Bob and Paul was based on love and even though the sex was great, love is what it is all about. Paul took me to all the tourist traps. We toured the Tower of London, and saw the Changing of the Guard. We went everywhere we could make in a one day trip, and Brown would sometimes go with us. We took a few weekend trips, spending the night in a little hotel. By the time we were ready to go home, we had seen more of England than I had toured of the United States, and we even flew to Paris one weekend. I went everywhere, because Paul enjoyed it so much. I would have been just as happy staying in bed holding him. Brown took us to the airport, and waited with us for our flight home. Brown had become a real friend to us, and we knew we would miss him. I've e-mailed him a few times since we've been home, telling him what's going on with us, and asking about his love life. We couldn't act sad about leaving though. We were on our way home to our Bob. Bob met us at the airport, and it was so good to be able to hug him. We got back home Saturday afternoon, so we had the rest of Saturday and all of Sunday together before they had to go back to work. I couldn't see the speedometer as Bob drove us home, but I know there were no cars passing us. Bob was almost dragging us as we headed into the house. The bags would just have to wait. The door slammed, and we were in a hug, doing our three way french kissing. Clothes were coming off, being thrown every which way. Normally, Bob gets very upset if we get sloppy, because he's a neat freak. Not that day. Bob dragged us to our bedroom, letting us know he was in charge. This was to be his day. Bob told us he wanted me to 69 him as Paul fucked him. Paul rushed the job of putting the KY in Bob, and stretching his muscle. He was in a hurry, and Bob was urging him on. I lay in the center of our bed, and Bob kneeled over me on all four. I lapped up the pre-cum hanging in a long strand from his beautiful dick. Paul got behind Bob, and slowly entered his wonderful butt. Every time Paul pushed the fat head of his dick past Bob's prostate, I received a shot of pre-cum. We were all groaning, and I knew I wouldn't last long. I was watching Paul's big dick move in and out of Bob, and with Bob on my dick, I was hot. I was watching Bob's nuts. One minute they were hanging down loose from his body, resting on the bridge of my nose. The next, they were tight against him, and his cum was filling my mouth. I started returning the favor, delivering my seed to Bob. Paul gave a long groan as he erupted inside Bob. They dropped down on the bed, with Bob between us, as we hugged and kissed on each other, whispering how good it was to be together again. Bob had spent the morning cooking, and had enough to feed an army. He had fixed all of mine and Paul's favorite dishes, and we will be eating left overs for a week. He made us clean up, and get dressed for supper. The dinning room was set for a formal dinner, and we felt special and loved. We could tell Bob had been planning this day a long time, and everything was perfect. The evening was special, and we relaxed in the den before heading back to our bed. When Paul went to work Monday, his boss took him aside for a long talk. He told Paul that the reports Brown had sent were full of praise about the job Paul had done. He then let Paul know he would be getting a promotion in about 2 months. He asked Paul not to say anything to anyone else, but told him, Paul would be taking over the department when his boss received his promotion and moved to the Singapore office. Paul felt honored, as there are several people in his department that have been with the company for years longer. When Paul told us, he said it was just being in the right place at the right time. I'm sure he was trying not to hurt Bob. Bob was genuinely happy for Paul, and told him we would celebrate next weekend. I'm just so happy to be home. It means the world to me to know how much Paul and Bob love each other, and to know I'm loved and wanted. I don't ever want to be apart from one of my husbands again.