Date: Wed, 24 Apr 2002 19:48:28 -0700 From: TH Subject: andy or robbie WARNING warning WARNING You already know the usual warnings. Well, they all apply here. By the way is there any chance that your computer might turn gay from all this exposure??? If so. can I buy it ???? IF... you like it, let me know--oicu8@hotmail.com ***************************************************** Every body wants some thing The cop wants to control me. The teacher wants to teach me. Mom wants me to eat more. Dad wants me to be more athletic. The preacher wants me to ask him to forgive me. And the family living next door? The dad wants a new car, the mom wants a new hairdo, and the kid wants a bike. There's also something that every one don't want. The cop don't want me to give him any shit, the teacher won't let me catch a nod, mom says I take too long in the shower, dad keeps harping about drugs, and there's a whole bag full of things that the preacher thinks I shouldn't do. The guy next door don't want me to trim the tree, but the birds in it keep shitting on our car. And me ?? I don't want to miss out on some thing like I had last saturday. See, the last year or so I been feeling different. Like when I'm in school, I notice things. My friend robbie, he's got a girls butt. I mean it's filled out, it's shaped like a girl, it moves in his jeans like a girl, and I like walking behind him. I even drew a pic of it in science class once. It didn't look anything like the real thing, but I knew what it was. And there's other things too. In the showers after gym. Swimming at the "y". And the T.V.?? Heck, I can't stand those fake nicey-nice shows anymore. Any way, last saturday. See, me and andy, the kid from next door, were at the library. I don't mean we went there. He was just there and I came in and there he was. He's kinda young, like maybe twelve. But he's smart, and he knows about things that I'm kinda just learning. He was the only one there I knew, so I sat at his table. He didn't act like he liked it too much, but he didn't exactly say go away, either. I'm reading, but he puzzles me, you know. I mean like, he don't talk, and he keeps looking around like. So I start looking too, cause I might be missing something. 'Course I don't let on that I'm watching. I'll tell you right now, there was nothing. Just the same old guys settin around, and the lady doing the thing with the books. I feel weird setting beside andy, trying to see but not get caught looking. But hey, he's there doing this weird thing he's doing, so don't hammer me. Any way, it's freeking me out and I gotta move away. But I don't move far, see. Just over to another table. I was trying to be cool about it too , but he don't even know I left. From over here I can see what he's doing too. One old guy is over there faced to andy, and he's looking a hole in him. 'N i notice that andy is doing something too. He's got one hand down in his lap, 'n when I kinda slouch down a bit like I'm relaxing, I can see that andy is feeling himself up. THAT"S what the old guy's watching. It goes on like that for a bit, 'n I'm thinking that the old guy must be homo or something. I heard the guys at school talking about it some. I thought they were supposed to be dirty, but this guy looked as clean as my granddad. Pretty soon andy gets up and as he walks past me I can see that he's got a boner. HAH. Must not be too big either, cause it don't show a whole lot. He went up the stairs to where the toilets were, and that old guy went right behind him. I read a few more pages, but didn't, you know. Hell, the book could have been on fire. I was thinking about those two, and what I was thinking got to me quick. If andy was queer, then I wanted to know it. So I got up and went up the stairs too. Just my luck, when I opened the door, there was andy coming out. He had this look on his face like he'd just aced a test, or put some one really down or something. Then he saw me, and he grinned, and winked, and then kinda nodded to me like I was part of his secret. Well, what could I do? I went on in like I hadn't known that he was there. I mean, heck, I don't want him thinking I'm spying on him, right? I didn't really have to piss, but I stood up to the urinal anyway. First thing you know, I hear some one grunt. Then another grunt, not like he's taking a dump, more like he wants me to know he's there. So I ask if he's alright. He says yeah, but kinda quiet and then even quieter, he says "come here". Now I shoulda been freeked out right then, but I wasn't. He wasn't in the first stall and when I opened the second, there he was. He was just setting there. He didn't have his pants down so he wasn't taking a dump or nothing. He licked his lips and motioned me to come in, and I did. I mean I was a little scared, kinda, but I went any way. I did stop and was holding the door open until he motioned me to close it. When I did he put his hand right on my dick. I aint never been touched there before, 'n I twitched a little bit. He didn't pay no attention at all, just pulled me closer and started to open my pants. I mean he was taking then down, shorts too, and he did it quick like. No one else ever seen me with my pants down like that. Well, the guys in gym don't count, do they? I mean they're all naked too. And even if we all look at each other, it's just to see who's bigger, right? So now he's got his hands on my bare legs, 'n he aint holding me tight, but I can't move. And then he kinda ducks his head and loops his tongue under the end of it where it's hanging down, and raises it and then it's inside his mouth, 'n then I feel his tongue moving 'n it tickles. Not a laughing tickle, it's a different tickle. I felt it clear inside me, like about the middle of my gut. And now I kinda notice that my dick is hard, but I'm still trying to figure the tickle out, 'n it feels so good what he's doing, 'n I feel weak, "n I put my hand on his shoulder and the other one on his head, 'n THEN he slides his mouth ALL the way down on it. I mean, I can feel his teeth against the root of it where the little hairs are. ARRGHHH, that feels soooo fine. 'N then my nuts are tight, 'n my ass is too and I know I'm gonna shoot, but before I can even say it , there it is. 'N he don't stop, 'n i don't stop, 'n I got it pushed clear in his mouth 'n I don't know how to end this. But I'm done shooting, 'n my dick is getting soft, 'n I just want to get my pants up and get away and think about this. Well, he stopped and kinda moved me back and tugged up my pants a little. I hurried and got them up and fastened. He just sat there, doing nothing. I said, " uhh, thanks", and he grinned and said, "anytime sport". I was wanting to go, but he just sat there, even when I got the door open, he just stayed there. Going down the stairs I thought he must be waiting for the next boy, cause he must have done andy, and then me. On the way home andy caught up with me, 'n we walked together. "Did he do you" ? "Huh. Oh yeah". Another few steps. "Did you like it"? "I don't know". " HUH? you didn't like it"??? A few more steps while I thought about it again. "Yeah, I guess I did". "He sure didn't do you very long". We went a ways then as I tried to figure out what I was gonna do about him knowing. "It sure felt like a long time to me". "Yeah, he likes to do it. some times I have to tell him to stop". I said "yeah" but kinda like I didn't want to talk about it no more, and andy understood, cause we went the rest of the way without saying anything. Now there's the problem I got. Andy likes the old guy doing it, and I sure did too, but since that time, I kinda been thinking about how I might like doing it, and I don't know who. I don't know if I trust andy, but he knows about it, and I really like robbie too, but I don't know if he would like it, 'N I JUST DON"T KNOW....