Date: Thu, 12 Mar 1998 11:10:23 PST From: Lenny Leopold Subject: Anthony (M/M/b, cons, mast, oral) Well, I finally decided to try it. This is my first attempt at a story, so let me know what you think. The usual disclaimers are in force here, and I'm sure you all know what they are. Just sit back, relax, and try to enjoy the story. I should state that this story is purely a work of fiction, just a rambling from my little mind, and any resemblance to real people or situations is purely coincidence (even though it would be super cool if any of this actually happened!). I know it starts out kinda dry, but I promise it will get better in Chapters 3 and 4! Let me know what you think.... Lenny leopoldl@hotmail.com A N T H O N Y Chapter One This is the story of the day I finally took control of my life, and the special young man who helped. My name is Lenny, and quite honestly, I'm your typical 30 somethingish guy. A little too short, and a little too much weight, but actually a nice guy; No, Really! I've been living my life, basically keeping to myself, not bugging anyone, and simply, not enjoying myself very much. True, I made a nice living, had just about everything I needed, except one thing... Love. In order to fill that place in my heart, I used to volunteer my time to various groups. Usually for kids, cause I like being around them. They are honest, funloving, and super cute. One of these groups is a mentoring organization which puts guys like me together with younger guys that need some male influence in their life (how's that for not saying who, but making it clear...). I've been doing this for several years now, and usually have between 2 and 4 boys that I see on a regular basis. At that time, I was seeing 2 different boys, and thinking of taking on a third... I had a meeting with the placement manager at the mentoring group, and he asked me if I would take on a "Special" kid. Usually these were kids who were either retarded, or had severe emotional problems, and most of the guys wouldn't burden themselves with them. I asked what this boy's "Special" circumstances were and he looked at me with a very worried expression and said, why don't you meet him first. Oh boy, I thought I was done for! We walked into the interview room, and I asked for the boy's file, and was told; "Sorry, this one's marked 'Confidential', I can't let you look. Now I KNEW I was in deep doo doo. He asked me to sit down, and he pushed the button that told his secretary to bring in the boy. About 2 minutes later, in walked the most beautiful boy I'd ever laid eyes on. He was about 13 or 14, 5' 4" tall, and maybe weighed about 110 pounds. He had light brown hair, and hazel eyes, and a face that was a cute as a cross between Ricky Schroder and JTT! (Yep, I'm from two different time periods, but, you get the picture.) He looked at me and smiled, (I almost fainted), pushed his hand out at me, and said,"HI, I'm Anthony", "Are you going to be MY friend?". I looked at the director with a "Are you sure this is the 'Special' Case?" look, and he just smiled and nodded. I took Anthony's hand and said, "I don't know, but maybe, if you want me to". He just grabbed my hand tight and smiled. I told him a little about me, and asked him some questions, which he answered. One question I asked was what sports do you like to play, and his answer kind of shocked me, he said, "I guess I like to swim mostly, all the other guys look so hot!" After the interview, I told Anthony good bye and went back to see the Director. He looked at me and said, "Well..." I said, "Well, what? This kid seems pretty 'Normal', I thought you said he was a 'Special'" "He is, you see, Anthony is Gay." "Gay? I thought this group doesn't accept Gay Men or kids, and besides, he's only about 13, how could he know he's gay?" "Face it, he knows, and so do we. We're trying this out to see if we are going to expand to allow boys like him into our programs, and the review's we've gotten about you tell us that your boys, every one of them, has taken to you and you've become very close, you're a good role model" "What do I know about being Gay? How can I help this kid?" "It's not about being gay, it's about being a friend. You know exactly what to do, treat him just like any other kid, and let's see what happens. Let's give this a 90 day trial, and go from there." Well, I thought about it, and at the time, I didn't know why, but I accepted and agreed to be Anthony's friend. A few minutes later, Anthony and his mother came in, and we were properly introduced. I explained that I like to meet the Mother privately before my first meeting with the boy, mostly to put their minds at ease, and so they can get to know me too. After all, their son is going to be talking a lot about me, hopefully good, and I like them to get a feeling for who I am. She readlily agreed, and we made plans to meet the following afternoon, while Anthony was at a friends house. I left the office wondering what I was getting myself into, if I knew then what I know now, I probably would have run for the hills, and not been anywhere near as happy as I am now. A N T H O N Y Chapter Two Sunday afternoon came, and I met with Susan, Anthony's mom. She and I hit it off and I think she genuinely liked me. When I asked her about Anthony being Gay, she looked down, and said that she still has problems accepting it, but she's pretty sure it's true. He had a friend in their old town who used to spend a lot of time over, which she and her husband didn't think was all that strange, until one weekend, about 6 months ago, when they were sleeping out back in a tent. She went out about Midnight to see if they needed anything and heard what could only be the sounds of Sex. She got furious, thinking that they had snuck girls into the backyard behind her back, and besides, he's only 12, it had to be Jimmy's idea, she'll kill that kid! When she opened the flap on the tent, she got the shock of her life!! She saw Anthony, with Jimmy's legs on his shoulder, and his penis fully imbedded into Jimmy's ass. Neither boy noticed her come in, afterall they were both kinda busy, and after a few minutes, Jimmy yelled that he was cumming, and did so, all over his belly. Then Anthony said he was and jammed himself into Jimmy hard. A few seconds later, he collapsed onto Jimmy, and Jimmy noticed Susan standing there. Jimmy said, "OH FUCK! Tony, it's your Mom!" Anthony got up, looked at his mother, and said, "Hi Mom, you know Jimmy? My Boyfriend?" Susan was beside herself. She took both boys (forgetting to let them put on some clothes) and woke up her husband. Michael, was a bit less than pleased. Matter of fact, if Jimmy hadn't pushed him, Anthony would have received a full on punch in the face from his dear old dad. Who, after hearing this got dressed, and left. He came back the next day, packed up his stuff, and hasn't been heard from since. Susan knew what this could do, and got both boys some counseling, but Jimmy's parents were more than a little bitter, and eventually made life so bad for them, that Susan decided to move away. We agreed that I would see Tony twice a week initially, and then we would go from there. The first meeting was set for the following Wednesday evening, and I was going to take him to a movie, and get some Pizza. (I knew that all kids love Pizza!) * * * Wednesday evening came, and I picked Tony up at around 5:30. After asking him if his homework was done, I asked him what he wanted to do. He said, "I dunno." We then had the following conversation: "Well Tony, I thought we'd catch a movie then get some Pizza, what movie would you like to see?" "I guess we could go see, 'The War', I think Elijah Woods is SO CUTE!" "Well, you're the boss", and drove to the theater. During the movie, Tony sat next to me and leaned his head on my side. I put my arm over his shoulders, and sat back to watch the movie. About 3/4 of the way through the movie (which wasn't all that bad), Tony grabbed my hand and just held it. This isn't normal for a first meeting, but I decided to let it slide, after all, he is a 'speical' case. But, what came next, just stunned me... A few minutes after he grabbed my hand, Tony moved both our hands to his lap, and pressed my hand under his. The kid was hard as a rock, and worse yet, he'd opened his fly and pulled his dick out! I quickly removed my hand, and gave him a look of disgust. After the movie, we left the theater, and got back into the car. I turned to Anthony and asked him: "Why? What were you thinking?" He began to cry... "I'm sorry, I just wanted to...I don't know...Well...I got horny looking at Elijah, and was hoping you'd help me out. It's much better when someone else does it" We went a few miles to the beach, and I said to him that we really need to talk. "Ok, Tony. First, I need you to understand, that I'm not Gay. And even if I was, you're only 13, it is illegal for me and you to do anything. Besides, sex is something that should not be forced. It's something that should be shared between two people who love each other, whether that be a man and a woman, or two people of the same sex." "I'm sorry, but who would know if we did anything?" "Geez Tony, we're not going to do anything sexual. I am here to be your friend, but not your lover. I'm afraid you'll have to do that for yourself." After a few minutes, I asked him if he wanted me to take him home, and he said yes. * * * It's been a month now, and Tony and I have seen each other on the average of 3 days a week. It's Saturday Morning, and I wake up to the phone ringing. "Hello.." "Hello, Lenny? It's Susan." "Hi Susan, what time is it?" "Sorry to call so early, it's about 6:30am, but I have a bit of an emergency" "What's wrong, something with Tony?" -- I was immediately awake. "No, My Father is in the hospital, he's had a heart attack, and I have to go to him. I don't want to take Tony, because, well, they don't expect my dad to survive, and I don't want him there." "Susan, I understand, what can I do for you?" "Can Tony stay with you for a short while?" "Well, it's not usually done, but I can see the emergency here, OK." "Lenny, you're a life saver, I'll be there in a half hour with Tony and his stuff" I hung up the phone and started thinking about what I was getting into. * * * A N T H O N Y Chapter Three I got out of bed, and decided to get things ready for Anthony's arrival. I cleaned up the apartment, and started thinking of what I got myself into. Here I was, a single guy, going to be taking care of a 13 year old boy, but not just any boy, a Gay boy, who has the hots for me. I was really feeling like it was a bad idea, when the doorbell rang. I opened the door to a very happy Tony, and his mom, (who wasn't looking as happy). I asked them in, and we sat in the living room. Susan looked at me and said, "Lenny, I'm so grateful for you doing this, I hope it's not too much of an imposition" "Susan, it's not a problem, I think I'll enjoy having Tony around, he's really a good kid." With this she smiled, and gave me all the information I would need to watch after him for about a week. She also asked if I needed any money, and I told her, "No, I think I can manage the extra expense, besides, I know you'll need it for your trip. I sincerely hope your dad will be ok." She just smiled and said goodbye to Tony, and left for the airport. * * * It's been 3 days now, since Tony has been staying with me. And, much to my surprise, it's going rather well. I heard from Susan, and her father is doing better, but will still be in the hospital for a while. I told her to stay with her mother, where she's needed, Tony and I were doing fine. She thanked me, and hung up the phone. It was getting late, so I told Tony that it was time for bed. (He was sleeping on the couch, and I still had my bedroom). I retired to my room and closed the door, stripped down, and got into bed. Sometime during the night, a storm must have blown in, because I woke up and found Tony sleeping in the bed next to me. When I woke him to ask why he'd come to my bed, he said that there was a storm and he got frightened. He snuggled up against me, and I felt something hard against my thigh. Tony was sleeping in my bed, NAKED! Well, I sorta freaked. Here I was, in my birthday suit, in bed, with a 13 year old who was also naked. If anyone saw that I'd be in REAL deep shit. I asked him why he was naked, and he said that he noticed that I was and decided he would sleep that way too. He then smiled and said, "By the way, you do have a pretty nice body, and your dick is HUGE." (Well, it's not, but I guess to a 13 year old, it is). He got out of bed, and for the first time, I actually looked at his body. He was a perfect specimen of a young teen. Nicely defined body, with pecs and abs just starting to develop. His waist was narrow, and he had a small tuft of light brown pubic hair at the base of his 4" erect cock. ERECT COCK? This kid was turned on sleeping with me! Unfortunately, my dick then showed that it had a mind of it's own, and began to inflate, something which Tony noticed instantaneously! He looked at my inflating member, and started to giggle. He said, "When was the last time you had a girlfriend?" Thinking about it, I guess it had been a long while, but I didn't know what to tell him. So, I told him the truth. "Probably a couple years. Why?" He asked me if I knew that in the USA, nearly 12% of all males are Gay? He further stated, that an additional 14% are Bi-sexual. That means that one in 4 people are either Gay or Bi. I told him that it was interesting, but where is he going with this? He said "Well, I don't know how to tell you this, but, I think you may be that one in four." "Tony, what are you talking about? The thought of me being Gay? It's not possible!" "Lenny. I've been naked and erect in front of a lot of men, it seems that every time I get naked, I get hard, so, at the YMCA, Mom's health club, school, I'm always hard. The only men who ever reacted like you did just by looking at me, were Gay men." Well. This kid just dropped a bombshell on me. What if I was. I looked back on the last few women I'd dated, and realized that I only had sex with one, and that was the worst night of my life. I couldn't perform. I couldn't get it up. I told Tony that we needed to get some sleep, and we'd talk more in the morning. He climbed back into bed, snuggled against me, and went to sleep. I tossed and turned for what seemed hours, but finally dropped off to sleep. * * * Morning came to a WONDERFUL feeling. I had my usual morning hardon, but it felt much better than normal. Then I realized, that someone was jacking me off, and doing a very good job of it! I looked down and saw Tony, with a big smile on his face, jacking my tool, while doing the same to himself. I tried to stop him, but I was too close, and I guess my little head took over. I began to cum at the same time as Tony, much to his delight. What he did next really got to me. He began to scoop up the cum off my belly, and eat it! He smiled, and told me that it was good, and offered me some. I declined. I don't know why, but I wasn't mad. I guess I was more confused than anything. I didn't say anything to him, but I got up, and went in to take a shower. When I was finished, and he was as well, we sat down to breakfast. "Tony, what happened in there..." He cut me off, "Lenny. You didn't do anything. It was all me, but you looked like you enjoyed it. I have a friend who I think you want to talk to." With that, he picked up the phone, and called someone. After about 5 minutes, he said that a friend named Nathan was going to come over. I immediately thought it was another kid, but 20 minutes later when the doorbell rang, there stood a guy of about 25. He smiled, and shook my hand. I invited him in. We sat down, and he told me that Tony had explained things to him, and he was glad to finally meet me. I looked puzzled, so he further explained that he worked for a Gay/Lesbian Center nearby, and he was a counselor, Tony has been seeing him for about a year. He and Tony had discussed me at length, and he knows that I think the world of Tony and wouldn't do anything to hurt him. Nathan further explained, that I needed to take a good hard look at my life, and be open. Not to take any preconcieved ideas, and really take an honest look at myself. He recommended a few books, and left me with one. The book was all about men who lived in denial of their true sexuality, and how they came to grips with it. He offered to talk anytime I needed to, gave me his business card, shook my hand and left. Well. I was more than a bit confused. Tony came over to me, hugged me, and said that he would entertain himself by watching TV, so I could think. And Read! That day went by slowly, but the more I read in the book, the more it shed light onto my life. When I finished the book that afternoon, I was actually thinking that I may have been hiding something even from myself. I called Tony, and we talked for a long time. He told me that the best way to find out if I was truly gay, was to agree to have sex with another male. He then smiled. "Tony, look, I'm scared shitless right now, but even if I agreed, I wouldn't have sex with a 13 year old boy! That is SO illegal!" He told me he understood, and had already talked to Nathan about it. Nathan agreed that if I wanted to try it, he would be my partner. Well, I didn't know what to do. Finally, I called Nathan, and we talked for a long time. He told me that if I wanted to have sex, he would be willing, and I could call the shots. I say stop, and we stop. Something inside me told me to continue and agree, so I did. Nathan told me he'd be over that evening. A N T H O N Y Chapter Four Nathan arrived around 8pm that evening, and he honestly looked fantastic. He came in, and we sat down. Tony was there, and asked if I wanted him to leave. He'd go to the mall, or next door to a friend if I wanted. I told him, that he could stay in the living room, because I didn't want him to leave by himself, but not to come into the bedroom until after Nathan left. He agreed. Nathan and I went into the bedroom and closed the door. We talked a little while, mainly to ease my nerves, and he then came up to me and wrapped his arms around me. He just held me there. It felt wonderful. A minute later, he looked at me, brought his face in front of me, and kissed me. Full on the lips. A second later, I felt his tongue trying to push into my mouth, so I allowed it. What happened next shocked me to the core. I got a feeling. One of those feelings that everything is right in the world. That I was at peace. I began taking an active role at that point, rubbing my hands over his back while we kissed. Nathan was doing the same to me, and it felt great. Next thing I know, I've got a hardon which was more intense than I ever remembered. It felt like my dick was going to burst! Nathan broke the kiss, and smiled. He asked me what I was feeling, and I just smiled. He reached down and began to remove my shirt. Once he had, he removed his own, and I got a look at his chest. It wasn't much really, but he wasn't flabby. He began to rub his hands through my chest hair, and whispered to me that he loved men with hair on their chest. He then leaned down and took my left nipple into his mouth and began to lick and suck on it. I thought I was going to cum right there. These were feelings I've never had before, and I really liked them! After about 15 minutes, we were both naked, and laying on the bed. Nathan had a pretty nice body. He was 5'7" tall, just like me, he weighed about 150#, and his entire body was hairless, except for his head. He even shaved his genitals! That was the most erotic thing I'd ever seen. A huge 8" hard penis, which still had the foreskin, and big low hanging balls, with not a hair on them! He looked at me, and said, "Well, here's where we find out for sure." He moved down the bed so he was face level with my 6.5" erection, and started licking the precum that had begun to flow off my dickhead. I thought I was going to blow my wad right there! He progressed sucking my dick, giving me my first blowjob by a man, and in the process, giving me more pleasure than I had ever had sexually in my life! After a minute or two, I got the intense desire to see what it was like, so I told him that I wanted to do it to him. He moved around into a 69 position, and I was there face to face (so to speak) with the first penis I ever really wanted to touch (other than my own, of course). He was dripping precum at a pretty good rate, so I tentatively licked some off, and was surprised that it didn't really taste bad! I began running my tongue around the exposed portion of his dickhead, and underneath the foreskin, when he shuddered. I got scared that I'd done something wrong, and he stopped sucking on my dick long enough to tell me that it felt wonderful, and that the dickhead on a man who was uncut was much more sensitive. That said, he resumed vacuuming my dick, and I then took the head of his into my mouth. I began to rub my tongue all around it and after a minute realized that I had about half of it in my mouth. The only way I can express the feelings I had while giving and getting my first blowjob as a cross between Nirvana and Utopia! At that moment, I knew that I'd been hiding this side of my life even from myself for my entire life. Every woman I'd ever been with was a lie! I am just glad I never married! We didn't do much more than blow each other (4 more times), because I was too scared to try anything anal. Nathan hugged me, and kissed me after we had gotten dressed and went to go out into the living room. When I opened the door, I found a sleeping Tony sitting there, with a glass on the floor next to him. The little shit had been listening. And from the number of kleenex nearby, he'd probably cum twice for every time I did! I picked up his still nude body, and put him to bed, in my bed. I then walked Nathan out to the living room and we talked. I thanked him, and he just told me that when he met me earlier that day, he'd known that I would be calling him. He asked me if we could see each other again. I told him that I would be over to see him for more counseling, to which he shook his head. I'll have to assign you to someone else. I got scared and asked "WHY?" He said that he wanted to see me more, sexually, and he didn't both have sex with and counsel the same person. His feelings got in the way, and he wasn't able to do either any good. I was shocked! I'd just had the first Gay sex of my life, and this guy wanted to see me more! I thought that I gave a pretty bad blowjob, but maybe this guy was for real. I really did like him. I smiled and told him I'd call him the next day, and with that, he left, and I went back to go to bed. * * * When I returned to the bedroom, Tony had removed the blankets, and was laying there with his usual hardon. I admired his body for a minute, before shedding my clothes again, and climbing back into bed, and covering us both up. The next morning, I woke up before Tony, (I guess he really wore himself out the night before), and stared again at his little 4" boner. I tentatively reached over to touch it, and next thing I knew, I was jacking it for all I was worth! Tony woke up just as he began to cum, and looked over at me and smiled. He looked at me and said, "Happy REBirthday, Lenny. Welcome to the world." That's it for the first installment, I'll have more in a few days, but let's just say, that it gets REAL interesting from here on out... The next part will be in a week or so, after I get some feedback on this one... I'm thinking of how to work this out with 2 relationships budding. One with Tony, and one with Nathan... Any Ideas will be appreciated, any SPAM will be ignored! Let me know what you think so far... Lenny