Date: Mon, 21 Dec 2009 13:13:58 -0800 (PST)
From: T W <speedokid69@yahoo.com>
Subject: Being a loved boy    part 1

If you aren't old enough to read this then leave. If this kind of stuff is
illegal where you live then leave now to. Ok now to the point this is a
story that has sexual situations and describes sexual acts between under
age boys, teens and adults. If this sort of material offends you, well then
you shouldn't be on this site so stop reading. Other wise please enjoy and
let me know what you think. More sorries are to come.


My name is james; I'm 30 years old, married and have two boys 4 and 6 years
old. This is about my childhood and begins when I was 7 years old. What you
are about to read is a auto biography of my growing up a sexual child and a
few chapters focusing on my adolescent sexual relationship with an adult
man and how I have grown up to have a normal sexual relationship with my
wife and a lust for my sons that I have proudly not taken advantage of.
This is an erotic set of events so lube your cock up for some enjoyable
erotic reading. Enjoy


The First Touch


	I have always been a horny boy interested in making my penis bring
me pleasure as far back as I can remember. At 7y/o I would be in church
with parents and older brother and would for reasons unknown to me my penis
would become stiff as steel and strain against the fabric of my breifs and
hurt a bit so I would grab hold and wiggle and rub it. My mom would smack
my hand and tell me to stop playing with myself (a term I did not yet
understand) then ask me if I needed to pee. I didn't usually feel the need
to pee but I would say yes just so I could go downstairs to the bathroom
and pull my pants down and rub my penis and wiggle it around until i'd feel
week in the knees and it would go soft then pull my pants back up and go
back to church.

I had a few close friends in the neighborhood that I was allowed to ride my
bike to their house and play with, some I was allowed to stay over for the
night. My friend Tim was one of those friends. Tim was a goalie for the
local youth hockey program and I was a swimmer but we enjoyed lots of fun
games and sports just the two of us. One day while over Tim's house on a
rainy day we went down to his basement and opened his hockey bag to get
stuff to play hockey in his basement. He grabbed two hockey sticks and a
few pucks, made two nets out of laundry baskets and I began rifling through
his hockey bag to find us helmets and jerseys to wear. While digging
through his bag I found an odd item with an underwear waist band some
straps and a hard plastic thing that looked like a boys bulge in their
underwear. I held it up to tim and asked him "what's this?"

he replied "it's a jock, and a cup.... you wear it to keep your... um...
penis and balls safe"

I said slightly surprised "oh!.... so you put your stuff in this"

tim laughed and said "yeah. It's kinda comfortable too"

hinting that I wanted to try it on I asked "really? Will mine fit in it?"

tim said with a smirk "lets find out"

I grabbed my belt and loosened it and began to try to stuff it down my
pants.

Tim laughed and said "you know i've seen you in your speedo and naked when
we change at the pool, just drop your pants and I show you how to put
you... uh.. you know in a comfortable position"

so with Tim's approval I dropped my pants and lowered my ninja turtle
briefs to the floor exposing my not so flaccid penis to tim. And began to
put the jock on, tim without hesitation grabbed hold of my penis and balls
with one hand and helped me put the plastic cup into the pouch with my boy
parts nicely arranged inside. Tim's hand felt nice on my penis and it made
me hard as a rock.

Tim looked at me and said "so what you think? Kinda nice eh?"

I smiled back at him and said "yeah but the boner you gave me hurts being
trapped in here"

tim laughed at me and grabbed the jock and pulled it straight down "you are
hard! And big like me!"  I smiled at tim, no one ever had looked at my
penis and complimented it before "thanks!"

I smirked "since I'm naked and hard why don't you get naked and show me
yours?"

Tim barely let me finish my sentence by the time he was pealing off his
spiderman briefs exposing his also hard penis. He stood in front of each
other a few mins just looking at our bodies. I reached out to touch Tim's
penis and it twitched in excitement. His penis was so soft and warm. I
gripped the base of his shaft and let my finger tips explore the whole four
inches maybe slightly less all the way to the tip of his penis. He moaned.

I asked tim "does yours get hard all the time too?"

Tim "yeah"

me "i love when mine is hard and I rub it to get it to go soft. It feels
nice"

tim "yeah me too! I like to hump my big teddy bear till I shake"

me "you do!? Does it feel better than your hand?"

tim "hell yeah!"

me "so... um... well can today be a day of showing me your daily stuff? You
can wear one of my speedos at the pool later."

tim "yeah"

so tim and I both still hard as steel found tim's big teady bear that was
the size of us and tim grabbed hold of the bear. He began to thrust into it
and arched his back to give me a god view of his penis rubbing on the bears
soft furry folds. I watched as his but squeezed tight and he fell onto the
bear

I asked "you ok?"

tim "oh yeah! Your turn?"

so I got into the same position that tim was in and began to hump the bear
and it did feal kinda nice but nothing to great, my penis felt nice until
it would press hard into the fake fur like it would do my briefs, thats
when a familiar yet very nice warm feeling returned to my penis. It was
tim's hand adjusting my penis up into a fold, it then felt amazing! I
pumped faster and faster till I let out a loud "UGHHHH!" and collapsed.

Tim smiled at me and said "told ya it was great, right?

Me "oh yeah! I loved it we should do this all the time"

just the Tim's dad poked his head into the room with a puzzled look on his
face. I stood right up and looked guilty forgetting I was naked and
hard. Tim turned bright red, covered his penis.

Tim stammered and said "it..it...it's nnnn not what you think" Tims dad
smiled "well to first graders are naked with hard little penis's, in one of
theirs houses basements with the door closed, grunting, looks to me like
you boys are playing with your dicks and finding out how nice they can make
you feel. . . am I right?"

at that moment I realized I was naked and still hard, so I quickly covered
my penis and turned red.

Tims dad smiled at me "no need to hide your pride kiddo, I just saw it at
full mast, nothing to be ashamed of"

tim stammered again "dddd dad we werent doing anything to each other jjjj
just rubbing them... th thats all"

Tim's dad smiled again and crouched down to our level pulled us closer to
him and said with a confident look "don't worry boys, go ahead and touch
your friends penis, lick them suck them and rub each other and have fun, do
what ever feels good. Thats my modow... now my only request is be quiet i'm
glad your having fun, I just don't need your mom's asking me what your
doing up here. It's our secret."

with that he tickled our penises and got up and walked out of the
room. Having tim's dad touch my penis made me hard right away.

Tim looked at me and said "maybe we should try some of that stuff next time
when I get to try on your speedo"

I smiled back at him "i'd like that"

with that we both agreed we should get dressed and go on with our day




Pool Party

a few weeks later tim and I were over our friends Chris's house for a pool
party. I made sure to pack all of my speedos that I owned so that the three
of us could wear them. We did the usual birthday party stuff, cake gifts
and running around screaming an all of that fun kid stuff. Chris's mom
instructed the three of us to take Chris's four year old brother Ryan up
stairs and for the four of us to put our bathing suits on. I was nervous to
ask chris to wear a speedo as I had never been to a pool with him so I
assumed he wore shorts like tim. We went to Ryan and Chris's room and Chris
opened a drawer and pulled out a leopard print speedo out and placed it on
the bed and told Ryan to get undressed. Tim and I began to get undressed
too and giggled a bit when we saw the speedo.Chris turned to look at us
giggling at the tiny speedo as he pulled a light blue superman speedo from
the same drawer in what looked like his size and asked "what you guys got
against speedos?"

I smiled and held up two speedos "nothing! I was going to wear mine and tim
was borrowing one of mine to see what it's like wearing one and
I... brought one for you too because I didn't expect you to wear them"

Chris ripped down his shorts and briefs in one quick motion "look at these
tan lines! Of corse I wear speedos like you, why elts would we have
matching sexy tan lines?"

giggling and semi hard we all put on our speedos and walked down the stairs
to the pool. Chris's mom smiled at the four of us and said "look at these
studs. I need a picture of this. Chris did you make your friends wear your
spare speedos?"

chris "no mom! They wear speedos too! Look at James's tan lines they're
almost as dark as mine!"

he grabbed my speedos and pulled down the waist a bit to show her my tan
lines. We paused and smiled for the camera to take our picture then ran off
to the pool rough housing around and splashing.  We had a blast in the pool
and spent a good few hours in there until Chris's mom made us get out and
get dry and ready to go home. We moaned in dis-approval but got out and
back to the bedroom to change. We pulled our speedos down and noticed that
little Ryan had a ity bitty boner.

I giggled and said "looks like some one needs to use your teddy bear tim"

tim punched me and said "look who's talking" drawing attention to my erect
penis

Chris now also becoming erect asked "do you guys... um... play with your
dicks?"

I said back "yeah. Who doesn't? Well I mean not with each others yet but I
can't wait to lick tims penis till he shakes like he's rubbing it"

Chris smiled back at me and tim "you think I could... um join you guys? My
cousin says I have great dick sucking skills"

I asked with a jealous tone "your cousin lets you... suck on his penis? Is
it fun?"

chris "yeah! I love to do it and we play all sorts of sex games he even
lets me taste his cum"

me and tim at the same time "whats cum?"

chris "its gooey and white, he says we'll make it too when we are like 11
or 12. its salty but nice" I said happily "cool! Well um if we send ryan
down stairs could you show us how to suck each others dick quickly before
our moms come get us?"

chris kneeled down and put Ryan's penis into his mouth and began to suck on
it then stopped looked at us and said "take turns and follow my lead"

tim looked at me in fear so I knelt down and grabbed Tim's stiff penis and
placed it to my lips. Then let it slide into my mouth. It felt bigger in my
mouth than it looked. Tim gasped in pleasure. I glanced at Chris working
steadily away on his 4 y/o brothers tiny stiff dick. I began to slide tim's
penis in and out of my mouth like chris was doing. Sucking in a bit. Tim's
penis rubbed on my toung and I insticktively began to tickle the tip of his
penis while it was sliding in and out of my mouth. Tim then all of a sudden
grabbed my head and forced my head all the way down onto his penis and then
gasped and fell to his knees panting.

Tim looked up at me and said "oh my god! That was amazing! Your awesome at
that!"

I smiled and said "thanks... lets see how you are at it"

tim nervously kneeled down and put the head of my penis into his mouth, it
was so warm and wet. It felt amazing my penis twitched and felt like it got
even harder than it had ever gotten. Tim licked the head of my penis and
began sucking on it like I did, it felt great. He continued to work my
penis for a few mins until my body erupted in a convulsion of pleasure. He
stopped sucking on my penis and let my still hard penis slip out of his
mouth and slap my stomach. I looked at him and thanked him. He looked happy
yet disappointed.

I asked him if he was ok

he replied "yeah... just not sure how I feel about what I just did"

chris looked over at me and said "well ryan is all happy and well he's not
the best at this game and well I'm still hard, so..."

I smiled an evil smile "i'd love to suck your penis chris! Now tomorrow
heck any day you want me to!"

Chris layed back onto his bed with his penis sticking straight into the air
like a flag pole and I lunged onto him engulfing his penis with my
mouth. Bobbing up and down swirling my tung around the head o his penis he
moaned and wriggled in pleasure. He instructed me to suck his balls a bit
the to play with them as I suck on his penis. We were both in ecstasy. I
enjoyed every min of sucking on his throbbing 4inch penis. And it was clear
he did to. Finally he bucked his hips and let out a loud groan of pleasure
and begged me to stop sucking on his stiff penis.

Chris "thanks man! You are great at that! I cant wait to show you the rest
of the sex games my cousin and I play!"

Me "Great! I cant wait either, I know it will be fun.... tim what you
think? Wana try the other sex games too?"

Tim "nah... I uh... well if you wana suck my penis you can but I think
thats all I want to do"

Me "well... ok I guess thats fine"

after that day chris and I became closer friends than we had ever been
before. We hung out all the time, we went to the beach with each others
families, ski trips, sleep overs, you name it we were inseparable. Tim on
the other hand stayed a casual friend but he grew away from us. He would
still hang out with us but he never wore a speedo ever again, never played
sex games with us again and well just want much fun.



A trip to the beach

chris and I stayed best buds for many years, now looking back you could
have called us boyfriends. We were to every meaning of the term. Chris had
shown me new sexual things my wildest imagination could have never
imagined. We no longer just gave each other blow jobs, chris introduced me
to anal sex, rimming, and making out. I wasn't much a fan of rimming chris
unless we were fresh out of the pool or beach, but chris loved to rim me
every time before he would fuck me. We had lots of sex, both with each
other and with his little brother ryan and his cousin. We both branched out
and began to get other friends of ours into having sex with us, I was very
successful in finding people to have sex with me as was chris (i'll tell
you about the other boys we met later on) chris joined the swim team I was
on and we were each others greatest opponent he was better in some events
than me and me better that him at others.

The summer we were 11 we were the most adventurist with our sexual
exploitations we had ever been. Our swim team did an annual beginning of
the summer beach trip to Ogunquit beach in maine for those kids who's
parents needed a break from them for a night. We took a buss to the beach
and stopped in at the motel we would be staying in to check in and drop our
luggage off and change into our bathing suits. As luck would have it Chris
and I were paired up in the same room with one of the older boys Jayson he
was 16 and one of the few older boys who would even give some one our age
the time of day. We got into our room and dropped out baggs onto one of the
three beds in the room jayson took the bed with the window and chris and I
chose the bed next to that one, jayson looked at us slightly puzzled as to
why neither of us chose the cot for ourself. Not even caring that Jayson
was there we stripped our clothes off and pulled our speedos on. I chose to
wear a baby blue one with narrow sides and chris wore a bright red one, we
grabbed our towel and headed for the door and told jayson to put his speedo
on and hurry up.

Jayson asked us "your really just wearing speedos?"

me "its all we ever wear"

chris "what you don't have the balls to wear them to the beach?"

Jayson "well if its a dare..." he slipped a black speedo on that clung
tightly to his massive cock

the three of us ran to the bus and in a few short minuets we were at the
beach. Jayson was cool he spent a good amount of time playing with us and
coming out of the waves when his speedo clung even tighter the outline of
his cock drove me wild and made me solid like a rock tenting my speedo,
jayson dove back into the waves in my direction and swam up to me. He
looked me dead in the eye

Jayson "you know its not nice to stare"

me "I don't know what your talking about"

Jayson "you.. your almost drooling at the sight of me in my speedo." and he
grabed my boner through my speedo

Jayson "i thought so" and winked at me

he walked off to the beach and layed out on his towel. Chris swam over to
me.  Chris "dood! He just felt you up! He totally wants you"

me "you think so? Did you see his dick? I'd love to play with that monster"

chris "i know of one monster cock I want to play with and know a place
where we definitely can"

me "oh.. my cock eh? And where do you have in mind? I doubt we can play
tonight in the room nor can we be there without Jayson"

chris "just follow me"

we walked out from the watter and over to the coach

chris "hey coach, james and I need to use the bathroom and want to grab a
drink from the buss"

coach "ok you boys stay together and don't be long"

we ran off once slightly out of sight of the coach chris made a bee line
for the dunes and the river in the back. I followed him into the dunes and
noticed there were a lot of other older guys in speedos just walking around
back there.  We followed a trail and came to a deep bowl of sand and peered
over the edge. At the bottom of the sand bowl were two guys in there
thirties sucking each other dicks and grabbing at each others asses. My
cock sprung to attention.

Me "chris! You see that?! Thats so hot, I bet they like all the sex games
we do"

chris "thats why they're back here, and any one of these guys would love to
have you blow them or fuck you"

me "wow really? Are you one of them?"

chris "oh yeah!"

we grasped each other and began to kiss, we layed on the sand and dry
humped each other as we made out. We mistakenly rolled down the hill into
the sand bowl as we made out. And there before our eyes were two of the
biggest dicks i'd ever seen dripping wet with spit and cum.

Man 1 "well look at what the gods have smiled upon us and delivered"

man 2 "looky here kissing boys in speedos with hard dicks! How old are you
boys?"

chris "old enough to know you could suck the chrome off a bumper"

me "eleven sir, sorry to interrupt we can do our thing some where elts and
later"

man 2 "no no! You boys need to be punished. So for spying on us I think we
should make you boys do what ever it is you were planning on doing with us
watching and stroking our dicks to the sight of your hot little bodies"

chris "well thats a deal, hope you guys like a good show because we haven't
fucked for a few days and I plan to give my friend here every inch I have
then take his!"

I looked at chris nervously yet excited, he nodded at me and pulled his
speedo down, I followed his move and removed mine

man 1 "dam! You little queers wear speedos all the time too, look at those
sexy tan lines on those hairless asses.

Chris began to suck my dick, it was amazing how exciting it was to have two
guys watch as we played. Chris pulled off my dick and I bent over to suck
his. I slipped his cock into my mouth and moaned at the delightful taste
and the feel of his pulsing erection in my mouth.

Man 2 "blue speedo boy loves to bottom eh?"

chris told me to stop but to stay on all fours, I felt his tongue hit my
hole. He licked the quivering boy cunt until it was begging to be filled
with dick. Chris spit onto his hand rub his dick then slid his dick deep
into my hole and began to fuck me. I moaned louder than I had ever moaned
before, it felt great to have chris in me and these guys stroking their
cocks to our sex games.

Man 1 "he sure does take dick like a champ"

chris bucked into me as he orgasmed and pulled his dick out of me and I
stayed on all fours to catch my breath when I felt a tongue in my hole
again. I looked up to find one guy licking Chris's dick clean and realized
the other guy was licking my hole inside and out.

Chris thanked the men and said hey we should get going back we've been gone
some time.

Man 2 "come on baby let me fuck your friend or at least lets see him fuck
your tight ass"

chris "maybe later we cant get in trouble, come on james"

I stood up slowly wishing I could fuck chris for these guys and attempt to
fit their dicks in my hole, chris threw my speedo to me and I put it on as
did he. He said good bye to the men and climbed out of the sand dune. We
headed down the trail and up one more dune to see if the coach was looking
our way before we came out of the dunes. When we got to the top of the dune
to our surprise we saw the coach not on the beach but in the dune and with
a younger guy in a black speedo with the coach sucking furiously on the
guys dick, we ducked down to watch and not get caught. As the younger guy
shot his load of cum into the coaches mouth he bent his head backwards in
agonizing pleasure and we were able to see his face. It was Jayson! We took
off back to the beach and ran straight into the watter. Then stopped and
took it all in for a second. Jayson and the coach like sex games too and
Jayson is in our room, tonight was going to be great!




The night at the hotel at the beach

Chris and I got off the buss and went into our room to find Jayson already
out of his speedo in the shower. We closed the door and locked it. Then
stripped out of our speedos. I was slightly burnt so chris took some burn
jell his mom sent and began rubbing it into my back. He was gentle and
massaged it all over my backside. The shower turned off and Jayson stepped
into the room with just a towel on to find both of us naked and chris
massaging my back and legs.

Jayson "you guys have fun at the beach?'

me "yeah, got a bit burnt though"

Jayson "i see that, it's a good thing your lover is here to take care of
you"

chris "what do you mean lover?"

me "yeah? We're just friends"

Jayson "admit it, your sleeping in the same bed naked one on the other
rubbing the other with lotion and I know you two snuck into the dunes to
suck each others dicks"

chris "well you only know that because we took the spot you and the coach
wanted"

me "lovers... thats why those men called us queers?"

Jayson "you didn't know that your gay boyfriends"

chris "we never put a name to our sex"

me "well I guess we are... but so aren't you... you loved the coach sucking
your dick"

Jayson "well I'm glad that we got that over with. And yes I did enjoy my
blow job. But I'm sure i'll enjoy the hot gay sex we are going to have
tonight"

Jayson threw a bottle of lube at us

me "you mean the three of us? Wait you've know we're gay and had this
planned didn't you?"

Jayson "guilty, its kinda obvious you two are all ways with each other and
ive seen you two in the locker room early before practice."

we sat up on the bed, opened the bottle of lube and rubbed it onto each
others holes.

Me "so how are we doing this? We suck you, you suck us, the take turns
fucking?"

Jayson "shut up and go with the flow"

with that he pushed me onto my back and began to suck my dick. He was
clearly a professional at dick sucking, chris pushed his head under Jayson
and began to suck hi now 7 inch long thick throbbing cock. Chris choked it
down deep and we all were moaning till I told Jayson I wanted a turn
sucking his cock so chris and I changed places. Jayson's dick was huge and
it dripped so much pre-cum that I had to swallow every few seconds to keep
from drowning. I felt Jayson's balls begin to pull up and he asked if I
wanted to drink his cum. I kept sucking and mumbled yes. His dick erupted
into my mouth jet after jet of hot salty cum so much it spilled out of my
mouth. Chris pushed me off Jayson's still cum ming cock to get a drink for
himself.

Jayson smiled at the two of us covered in cum and gave a sigh "you boys
sure are gay and are great at being gay!"

chris "well just wait till we have anal sex, we'll blow your mind"

Jayson "I've got plans of my own for that first the two of you are going to
ride my dick till you cum. And who ever isn't on my dick is to make out
with the other"

me "well I'm still loose from being fucked in the dunes so why dont I go
first?"

Jayson "you fucked in the dunes too!? Hot"

I straddled Jayson's enormous cock and put more lube onto it. I sat onto it
and pushed like there was no tomorrow and felt the sharp pain of his cock
head entering my hole. I paused.. then slid down the whole length. Jayson
clearly in awe I was doing so well. Chris and I began to make out as chris
began to pump in and out gently in my hole it felt amazing my balls clung
tight to my abdomen and I felt overwhelmed with pleasure I broke Chris's
kiss to hiss a demand to Jayson "fuck me! Don't be a pussy give it to me"
with that he started full cock length fucking me bouncing me up and down
his balls slapping my ass as I landed onto his lap. I hollered out in
ecstasy and fell backwards and for the first time in my life a spurt of
white cum erupted from my dick, chris eagerly licked it up

chris "sweet! You taste great"

me, half in a daze "what?"

chris "you shot cum!"

me "wow! I guess I should have expected it from that orgasm"

Jayson "you boys haven't cummed before?

Chris "i have a little bit but that was James's first"

Jayson "cool... well I haven't cummed again yet so... chris its your turn"

I sat up to watch the sight of my newly realized lovers hole being
penetrated by Jayson's gorgeous enormous cock. You could tell chris had a
harder time getting it in mostly because I am usually the one being fucked
even though we both love it. Jayson was pumping his dick deeply into chris
as chris and Jayson both exploded with their orgasms. Chris laying
backwards like I did and Jayson sitting up only to roll chris onto his
stomach to expose his boy hole

Jayson "go ahead taste my cum from inside your lover" I stuck my toung into
his hole, chris quivered and moaned and I got a taste. It was enjoyable but
nothing I was crazy about and Jayson knew it so he pushed me out of the way
to dive in, he licked Chris's hole for a few mins then told us

"lube up, both of you are going to fuck me one at a time then both at the
same time"

I lubed my still stiff cock and slammed it into Jayson. He jumped a bit but
I showed no mercy fucking him like a crazed animal till chris slapped my
ass

"my turn"

chris also plowed into Jayson's as for a few mins being sure not to let
jayson forget this evening. Then Jayson ordered me to slide mine into his
hole with Chris's dick in him. It was an awkward position but it felt so
cool to fuck a hot boy with the one I never admitted to my self that I
loved.

We all enjoyed yet another round of orgasms then cleaned the room up to
ready it for bed, jayson threw our speedos at us and told us to celebrate
this momentous night we should take a dip in the pool before bed.

We threw our speedos on and ran off to the pool. The adults who had no clue
a swim team was staying the night looked horrified to see three speedo clad
boys dive into the pool. A few men looked hungrily at us but said
nothing. Jayson was right this was a great way to end an amazing night.



My brothers friend Roy

My older brother Sam is four years older than me and is a bit of a nerd not
that I am not some what of a nerd myself. He always included me in most of
his activities and hanging out with his friends. One of his friends Roy
always took a liking to me and was very nice to me all the time. Roy was
quite a bit older than me but always seemed to act younger than he was. Roy
over the years that Sam had known him had become a part of our family. Roy
would come out to dinner with us join us at Christmas and even come on a
few vacations and trips to the beach. By the time I was 12 Roy was 26 and
he and I had become friends our self; my parents trusted him to keep me
safe and take me out with just he and I. Roy loved to take me swimming
usually to the pool and the beach but some times he would take me to some
very secluded ponds or rivers.

This summer my parents had bought me and Sam kayaks and I loved to go
paddling as often as I could. Roy planned a trip for him and I to take
Sam's kayak and mine to the river that flowed into the ocean at Ogunquit
beach. As we packed the kayaks into Roy's truck he went through a check
list asking me

Roy "life preservers, paddles, towel, lunch, speedo?"

Me "check, check, check, check, and i'll get it if you think I will need
it"

Roy "well if you flip over you should be in your bathing suit"

Me "good idea"

I was fairly sure he just liked seeing me in my speedos and I didn't mind
it one bit. I was fairly sure Roy was gay, he never had a girlfriend and
just kinda acted gay, and I was always trying to get him to admit it. I ran
up to my bedroom and grabbed the smallest pair of speedos I owned. They
were green with black stripes and I had cut the lining out for both comfort
and to show off my manhood a bit better. We loaded up our stuff and drove
off to the beach. We parked the truck and Roy began getting our stuff out
of the truck. I noticed that the parking area we were at was quite secluded
only a few spots for cars and we were the only ones there this day. As Roy
finished getting our kayaks ready for our paddle he yelled out to me

Roy "got your speedo on yet?"

Me "no... I guess I should have put it on at home eh?"

Roy "nah... I have to put mine on too"

I was shocked did he just say put mine on too? Roy never wore a speedo,
usually he just wore soccer shorts that showed of his cock quite nicely
when wet. Roy wasn't the best looking guy but he wasn't fat or gross. So I
went to the truck and began pulling my clothes off, gave a quick look
around to make sure it was just the two of us then dropped my briefs to the
ground. I bent over to pick them up and as I stood up I looked to the other
side of the truck to see roy naked hard and pulling up a black and yellow
pair of speedos. I said nothing but grabbed mine and put them on. I headed
over to the kayaks and said to roy

me "since when do you wear speedos?"

Roy "I've always liked how you look in them so I figured i'd give them a
try" as he shifted his boner to try to hide it

with a shit eating grin on my face I said to Roy "well cool, I love wearing
mine and don't worry I get boners all the time wearing mine around cute
guys too"

Roy "your always picking on me, you know that?"

Me "i only do it out fun an hey it's not like you don't man handle me and
throw me around in the pool trying to cope a feel."

Roy "you'd like it if I was trying to cope a feel"

Me "yeah so what... I'm gay, you know it, and I like guys grabbing my
stuff. What have you got against it?"

Roy shaking his head nervously no "nothing, nothing at all"

Me "see you are gay just admit it"

Roy "what ever lets just get on the watter"

so not wanting to make him mad I jumped into m kayak and started to paddle
down river. We paddled along for a good hour or so just chatting here and
there passing time. As we got closer to the beach I could see some hot
young boys wearing speedos and could not help getting hard watching them
run around on the beach and in the water like Chris and I. Roy also seemed
to take notice of them because I could see him shifting his erection
again. As we got closer to the open ocean we started to have to ride the
waves, Roy didn't do so well and flipped his almost immediately so not
wanting to ditch him I stood up in my kayak and dove out. I swam my kayak
into the beach and then swam back out to help Roy swim his in to the
beach. Since we were both wet and cold from the chilly Atlantic waters I
suggested we walk the beach to warm up. Roy looked nervous but agreed.

We dragged the kayaks way up the shore line and beached them on some
rocks. We headed down the beach to warm up in the bright summer sun. as we
neared the entrance to the dunes that Chris and I had gone frolicking in
last summer I decided to take a chance and finally get roy to admit to me
and himself that he liked men. So I told Roy to follow me and took off into
the dunes. Roy hesitantly followed me into the dunes and clearly began
noticing all the guys around his age and a bit older walking around in
speedos blatantly checking each other and us out.

I ran off from Roy as to make him pick up his pace and follow me without
realizing where I was headed. I stopped near the ridge of one of the dune
hills with just enough distance to see in but not be seen. At the bottom of
the dune were two men sucking each others dick furiously. Roy caught up to
me stopped and panted to catch his breath. Then saw what I was watching.

Roy "what the hell?!"

Me "enjoy the veiw"

Roy "ummm.. uh... your to young to be watching these guys"

me "please man, its not like I haven't done that myself... and more" and
winked at him

roy stammered again and I interrupted

me "and by the increasing size of your boner your liking the view also"

Roy "fine! Dam your persistent. I like boys, ok! Is that what you wanted to
hear. Yeah I like dick I like the boner you have right now watching these
men suck dick! Are you happy"

Roy turned and began to walk away almost crying

me "dude? Why are you so upset, you should be happy that your not lieing to
any one any more."

Roy "you don't get it. It's not men I like, that would be fine... I.... I
.... like you... and boys your age"

me with a smile "well thats cool, why didn't you say so. Don't worry we
don't have to tell anyone your into boys but honestly you need to admit you
at least like dick, its kinda awkward"

Roy "I'll think about it... but can we just go back to the beach and forget
about this?"

Me "yeah, what ever. And just so you know... you can suck my dick any day
buddy"

he smiled at me and we began to walk back to the kayaks, there was a bit of
awkward silence for a good amount of time. I broke the awkward silence by
running up to Roy and tackling him. He stumbled and rand after me swooping
me up and running into the ocean then throwing me into the ocean. We both
laughed and splashed each other a bit. The sun was starting to get low in
the sky so we headed back to the kayaks and pushed off into the river and
headed back up the river towards the truck.

As we paddled up to the landing where the truck was parked I noticed still
there was no one parked with us. I got out and pulled my kayak up to the
side of the truck and helped Roy load most of our junk into the truck as he
put the kayaks into the back. Roy threw a towel to me and he started to
change I pulled my speedo off and started to dry off making sure to rub my
dick a bit more to make it stiff, I walked to the drivers side of the truck
still drying off and asked roy

me "Roy does my back look burnt to you?" as I dropped my towel exposing my
naked erect body to him

Roy gulped and said "turn around"

so I turned to show him my hairless boy bum with my hard earned speedo tan
lines to roy

Roy "a little bit, not bad, let me put some lotion on you"

I felt his hands begin to cares my back rubbing in lotion gently, he
reached my lower back and let his fingers caress my bum just a bit I moaned
a bit and heard Roy mumble to himself "yeah". I turned to him his erect
cock standing straight out a good 6 or 7 inches Roy licked his lips at the
sight of me.

Roy "let me get your front and thighs too"

me "ok, thanks your hands feel nice"

roy again rubbed lotion gently into my chest then my smooth flat stomach
his fingers caressing the base of my extremely erect boy cock. He then
knelt down, I gasped in anticipation only for him to start rubbing lotion
onto my thighs, Roy reached between my legs and lotioned my inner thighs
and I let out a louder moan and did my best to flex my dick in his
face. Roy gulped and let out a sigh then planted his lips onto the tip of
my cock.

I hissed "yes....."

Roy plunged his lips down the length of my cock engulfing it all, tears
streaming down his face he began to fuck his mouth with my cock as he
grabbed my ass cheecks holding a finger to my hole. His finger circled my
quivering boy hole, my body shivered in excitement Roy moaned and kept
sucking my dick as if it were his las meal. Not knowing if Roy wanted me to
cum in his mouth I screamed out to him in a panic as I felt my orgasm
approach like a speeding freight train

me "Roy! Oh god! I'm cumming"

Roy didn't flinch, he kept up the pace and cummed onto my legs and feet as
he drank my spurts of sweet boy cum. I collapsed into his arms as he pulled
his lips off my cock. I wrapped my arms around Roy with a hug, and he
leaned in and kissed my lips

Roy "i love you"

me "that was amazing!"

Roy placed me onto the seat of his truck and put my briefs on me then my
shorts, he put my t shirt on me and then dressed himself. This was the
first time I had been dressed by anyone since my dad had helped me put my
suit on for a wedding when I was 5. we drove off in silence. Then roy broke
the ice by asking me about my relationship with Chris. I told him all about
everything we have done and do and all about jerking off with Tim. Roy
smiled at me knowing he was going to have more fun with me than he ever
expected