Date: Sun, 16 Mar 2003 14:31:58 EST
From: Writersrealmmm@aol.com
Subject: Billie Joe's Journal 20

Billie Joe's Journal/or/ My 15th Year
A Rick Beck Story

Chapter 20
On The Run

Jake slid into the bed beside me.  He took a few minutes before letting his
body press up against mine.  He wrapped his arms around me but I felt like
I needed to cry.  Even in his arms I was scared, scared for Ty and scared
for myself.  He kissed the back of my neck and snuggled up against me.  I
felt him trying to keep his excitement off my ass but he slowly came to
rest with a soft moan, once his erection was pressed firmly again me.  I
held his hands and took the heat from his body to make me comfortable and
it took away my fear.

I tried not to cry but I did anyway.  I was quiet and didn't let him know
about the terror that once again rose up and threatened to overwhelm me.
The remnants of the terror from a long lonely road still haunted me and the
terror over Ty's unexplained disappearance made it worse.  I didn't have
anyone to protect me but the incestuous brother of a sex crazed kid, but
he'd have to do.

It took five minutes for him to discover me in my lie.  When he touched me,
I knew it was already too late to stop the inevitable reaction that was
about to take place.  When I rolled onto my back, he was waiting with
passionate kisses.  He let his hand slide down my stomach and onto my fuse,
setting me on fire with his touch.

His lips were thin and his tongue was the perfect size for my mouth.  His
body was hard and each muscle was carefully defined, though they weren't
that much bigger than my own.  That's not all that was hard and when I
returned his hand job, I got wet fingers for my trouble.  He pulled my hand
off his ignition switch and whispered with a panting in my ear.

"You're going to finish me off and we've got all night.  Let's make it
last."

He knew I couldn't resist him any longer and he pulled his mouth off mine
and ended up sitting on top of me.  The condom was already exposed in his
fingers as he retrieved it off the nightstand where he had carefully placed
it, just in case.

With my eyes adjusted to the darkness I was confused by the sight of him
sticking the tip of the rubber between his lips.  He bowed his head and I
felt him on my dick.  Our hands were locked together and his extraordinary
mouth carefully slipped the tight fitting cover down on my swollen dick.
His hot moist lips worked it down over my live wire.  I was ready to blow a
load as he tempted and tickled the oversensitive tissue.

"Oh man, I'm going to lose it," I moaned as he backed off me in a hurry.

"Don't ruin it.  I want you in me for awhile."

"Don't worry about that.  I can reload in a few minutes."

"Don't do it yet and we'll make it last all night."

"You're making me hot.  How'd you do it with your mouth?  That was the
hottest.  I've never felt that good in a rubber."

"It's part of what you learn, when you learn to protect yourself.  Just
make the rubber part of the sex.  Most guys go nuts when I do that."

"Most guys?"

"Let's just worry about us, Billie.  I learned it to be safe and now you
know about being safe.  Let's leave it at that."

"I want to do it to you.  Where are the rubbers?"

"No, no, I'm not going in you.  If you put your lips on me it'll go off in
a hurry.  You don't know how you turn me on.  I've been so hot for you all
day I was looking for a place to jack off just to get it to go soft for a
while.  If you hadn't stayed with me I would have jerked off by now.  I
can't hold back once I get going good, not after going without for so long.
You okay to fuck me now?"

"Yeah, I'm fine.  It's just that your lips are amazing."

As I spoke he had already pushed me against his absolutely hard butt.  The
condom did desensitize me ever so slightly but after how he put it on, that
was a good thing.  If he hadn't covered it up I'd have gone off for sure
once I broke through his tight hole.  He moaned and I tensed up when I felt
the grip it had on me.  He wasn't very big and his hole was consistent with
that, but his dick stood out like never before and thickened right before
my eyes.

As I pushed into him he protested, "No, no, hold it.  Stop.  I'm going to
cum if you push it in.  Oh Billie, you make me so hot.  Open my ass up.
Okay..., but take it easy at first."

Talking ended and we both concentrated on the task at hand.  Every inch of
the way his hole held me firmly and I too had to go slow so my thermometer
didn't burst too quickly.  He kept his hand on the bottom of my shaft and
then moved it onto my balls as I finally reached touchdown.  He wiggled his
ass on me for good measure and I reached to grab a hold of his inviting and
over charged dick.

"Don't be pulling on it.  Oh!  Don't squeeze it.  You don't know how close
I am."

He gasped each word but he continued wiggling his ass and feeling my nuts.
His body undulated on top of me as he did all he could do to make sure he
had all of me inside of him.  I'd never seen anyone as devoted to being
fucked as Jake was.  He was an amazing sexual animal and there was no doubt
it was the kind of things that ran in families.

"You're thick.  You got you an ass buster.  Thicker than John even.  Nice,"
he moaned as he talked to himself.

It was nice, mostly because it took away all the fear and terror when I
concentrated on how great my dick felt.  My hands rested on his muscled
thighs and I rubbed up and down on them until I had to reach for it again,
hoping I could at least hold it while I fucked him

I remembered how slow he needed it so he didn't go off too fast and I used
all the restraint I could muster so I didn't get carried away with the feel
of his tempting dick.  I finally got it right and he leaned back on both of
his hands and let me do what I wanted to him.  His moans and gasps had me
handling it gently.

Bursts of air shot from his mouth every few seconds as though he was
fighting to stay in control.  His hips thrust at my hand as he came up off
my dick a few inches and I let go of his dick, holding his thighs for
leverage as I drove back inside him and repeated the motion over and over
again.

"Oh fuck me," he said in a demonic voice and that exciting me even more.
"Harder, you stud.  Oh, yes!  Yes!  Fuck the shit out of me."

I went back to his erection with both of my hands this time, squeezing and
feeling every inch of the pulsing muscle.  Sensing he was once again
starting to peak, I stopped, refusing to take him where he so desperately
wanted to go.  I wanted him to last so I could continue as long as I could
hold out.  He moved in ways that stimulated me to the max.

"You bastard.  I was ready.  Oh, I've been waiting all day for you to do
this.  Just a few strokes and I'll be there.  Please!"

He protested and cried in pain when I slapped his hands off his own cock.
I fucked him even harder, putting my hands on his firm chest and when I
found his sensitive nipples, I twisted, pinching them enough to get him to
moan louder as he leaned back away from my fingers and sat further down on
my angry dick.  He started tightening and easing the hold his hole had on
me and that increased my pleasure.

Jake's body was alive with a snake like motion.

As quickly as he seemed to back away from his pending orgasm I was back
feeling his dick, caressing him, jerking him off until his muscles started
to all tighten again.  His reaction to my touch gave him away and gave me
time to let it go and stop the stimulation that had him nearing the end and
he was quick to protest.

More crying and complaining would follow but he never stopped pleasing me.
He never stopped my invasion for a second.  After letting him reach a half
a dozen teasing peaks and dropping him back into the valley of reality, the
next time I continued the strokes after all his muscles tensed, knowing we
were both about to cum, and he was like a coiled cobra ready for the
strike.  I slowed my motion in stages to keep him under control for as long
as I could manage it but then he let out that demonic growl and sobbed and
one stream after another leaped from him as he coated my face and neck with
his favor.

He continued to moan and writhe against my hand even after his discharge
was down to a trickle that came from his wide open slit, although he was
still steel in my fist.  With his hole twitching and grabbing at me in new
and exciting ways and I pumped out my own load, loving what we had done
together.

"Oh yes, yes.  That was awesome," he yelled.

He slumped his body trembled until our last drops had dripped and oozed out
of us.  I loved the feel of all the gristle still in my hand.  I felt his
stomach and chest and moved his cum around to coat his skin.  We stayed
linked together and I wasn't sure if I had gone soft or not, but his tight
ring still had a solid grip on things.

"Damn. You make a fucking mess, Billie," he finally said, getting his
fingers in the cum I had spread around.

"'Cause you're a stud," I growled down in my throat, trying to immitate his
demon.

"I want to suck a load out of you before the night is over."

"I think it can be arranged if I can fuck you again after that."

"Not a problem.  You sure?  You didn't want to do anything a little while
ago, you know," he said, looking at my eyes using the light that came in to
the room from the bathroom window.

"Who can resist you.  You were terrific," I confessed.  "I mean really
terrific."

"I've been told I know my ass from a hole in the ground if that's what you
mean."

"I mean you're so easy to be with.  I don't ever want to stop.  Don't leave
me, Jake."

"I won't but if I'm going to ever use this again, I've got to get the dick
out of it. I haven't been pounded like that since I was twelve."

"It's hard not to get turned on with you doing all that wiggling."

"We'll just say it's hard and leave it at that.  I've got to take my hole
back for now unless I want it to stay the size of that fucker you've got
stuffed up there."

Jake rolled off me and slipped into the bathroom, shutting shut the door
for esthetic considerations.  It was an awesome evening and so was he.  I
thought I could really get to like Jake and he seemed to like me fine.  It
had worked out okay but I was still left wondering about Ty and why he
hadn't come back.  No one stayed with me for long.  If they weren't leaving
me I was leaving them.

He came back and lay down with me, using his body on mine in a most
comforting way.  I was half a sleep but he was soon lying on top of me,
rubbing his body against mine more vigorously.  As soon as he was sure he
had my attention he started kissing me to bring me out of my fog and soon
we were both overheated again.  His muscles bulged with enthusiasm as I
felt his back and shoulders while he held his chest and his lips against
mine.

We were soon lost in lust and we sweat love out of every pour.  It mingled
gloriously between us, creating a sound of its own.  I got off first this
time, having no desire to hold back the flood when the damn burst, hoping
that if I ended it more swiftly we could start over fresh before anyone
else showed up to use the room.

No sooner had I flooded our bodies with my load of cum then he shot one of
his own, giggling and laughing as he kissed and licked my face before
collapsing on top of me.  We used our mixture of fluids to keep our bodies
excited and alive with pleasure.  With his face on mine and both of us
panting for all we were worth, he took to chewing on my ear, pushing his
tongue into my frazzled brain, making me whimper, giggle, and moan, all at
the same time and with no thought of stopping him.

I looked up when the door opened.  I wanted it to be Ty and felt guilty for
being in Jake's arms.  I couldn't help it.  I couldn't be alone.  He left
me.  I had to get by the best I could, but it was only Harvey and Bryce.
They ended up in the other bed, ignoring us, having needs of their own.  I
could see Bryce on top of Harvey.  They hardly made a sound but I could
smell the sex in the room.  I didn't know if it was their's or ours and no
one seemed to care.

We used a towel that Jake had brought back from the bathroom with him.  It
was getting cooler and our overflowing moisture was becoming a bit
uncomfortable, but after we wiped ourselves down we got under the covers
together.  His kisses became longer and easier and they sent me on a deep
and dark withdrawal to a place where I felt secure and loved by him.  I
woke the next time when Tim and Tony came into the room.  They stole a
pillow from beside my head and the blanket from the other bed and they
disappeared at the foot of our bed, ignoring the other involvements going
on in the room.

Bryce was still on top of Harvey when I looked but they didn't move or show
any signs that Timmy and Tony's presence changed what they had in mind for
each other.  Jake planted his face on my crotch, remembering my earlier
request.  I was surprised at his devotion and technique.  After a few
minutes he got all of me in his throat and he kept me there until my toes
were pointed, my hips raised, and my muscles tightened, as he drank down my
final offering of the evening.

Jake made a soft little sound as he breathed deep and fell asleep with his
face staying on my crotch.  I wanted him to move his face up next to mine
but I didn't disturb his rest, even though his proximity to my most
volatile area was arousing me yet again.  It was late and there were too
many eyes for me to want to do anything else.  I listened to the boys at
the foot of the bed making out as I drifted off and away from the room.

Gene and Don came in next, too loudly.  Don climbed into our bed and
wrapped himself around Jake, like he'd done it about a million times, and
Jake moved up but Gene was now in between us.  Gene pushed his back against
me as he tried to make enough room to fit us in four wide.  Luckily we were
all half-pints.  Jake was the bulkiest but he was far from being big at 125
or 130 pounds.  Gene pressed his crack up against me until I finally turned
toward him and of course my new erection rested in the warmth of his crack
by accident or by mutual design.  It was the kind of thing I was helpless
to stop.

 I wrapped my arms around him and I didn't resist letting him put my hands
down on what seemed to be his forever erect cock, all the time I was
listening to Don tried to interest Jake in fun and games.  Gene's thickness
excited me as he held both of my arms around in front of his body so that
he could use my hands as a receptacle for his arousal.  As he started to
react to this stimulation, he took to wiggling his ass against me, trying
to create some interest from that end, not knowing I was already on fire.

I did like Gene.  His youth and smoothness was awesome and even though he
was taller than me, he fit easily inside my arms.  Feeling him want me so
desperately was okay too, although He'd probably have settled for anyone in
the room.  He seemed insatiable and determined to receive satisfaction with
or without my assistance, but I was dizzy with delight over him wanting me
at all.

"Hurry up," Jake growled, with his face in his pillow and Don on top of
him, humping away.

"You better have put a condom on squirt."

"Ought oh!  What if I didn't.  I forgot, Jake.  Nobody else uses 'em.  You
never use to."

"You asshole.  Hurry up."

Donnie rocked the bed and moaned out his uninhibited love for his brother's
ass.  Gene guided me into his depths and between the two of us we drowned
out Donnie and I think Tony, who was the other moaner in the room.

Once more I was overwhelmed by the feelings of comfort and warmth brought
on by my closeness to another human being.  The problem for me was that
most of the boys would do.  Jake was by far the most manly and mature but
I'd go with any of the rest of them if it came to that.  Gene was too young
and too skinny to be any good as my protector and the terror was never far
away and it seemed like only the warmth of another boy's body could hold it
off.  There was no way I could go it alone on the dark cold streets that
surrounded me.  I had found safety in the guise of children and other
strangers.  It worked so well that I could no longer remember why I was so
afraid all the time.

The inviting warmth of Gene's hole and insides had me humping away in no
time as he held my hands on his throbbing erection.  Since Ty left me, I
had become lost in a world that drew me deeper into it with sex.  The other
boy's bodies attracted me to them and at the same time I was repulsed by
the sex I had with them, but I wasn't repulsed enough to stop doing what I
was doing.

I wondered if it was already too late for me because I wanted to have
passionate sex with Jake, and now with Gene, but Tim and Tony were both
cute, and I wanted to do everything with them if I could.  The problem with
me seemed to be that when the sex stopped, I wasn't sure everyone wasn't
going to leave me alone again.  As long as we were hooked together, they
couldn't leave me, but I was about to find out that this too was only a
false sense of security.  Nothing lasted when you lived on the streets.
There was no place where you were safe from one force or another.

Gene made me dizzy as he got up on top, and after awhile he rolled off and
was facing the door as I stayed with him, giving him what he so badly
wanted from me, and when he shot, he shot almost over to the other bed.  He
gasped several time, collapsing back on my dick once he had finished
erupting.  It didn't matter what I did after that.  He was spent and
quietly snoring in another minute, leaving me alone with my thoughts and
his available body.  I really didn't have any need once he was done, but I
stayed put and held him close.

Jake snuggled his face up on my back and the entire room had grown silent.
I thought Jake had a good idea what was going on inside me, even though I
didn't know what was inside of me for sure.  They all knew what I was and
yet I still needed to hide the truth about myself from them.  I wanted them
all but I needed some sleep before considering it any further.  Once more I
started to drift off to sleep with Gene in my arms and Jake snuggling up
behind me.  It was the kind of sleep that only exhaustion brings forth.

The room was still quiet when I was jarred awake.  I could detect no
movement anywhere in the dark.  I was still deep inside of Gene and wedged
between warm bodies, and then the door vibrated with an incredible thumping
that echoed the entire room awake.

Gene slipped off my still hard cock and he was immediately seated on the
edge of the bed, trying to clear his brain.  The banging stopped and I
thought it was all a mistake and I reached to pull Gene back down on me so
I could be inside him some more and finish what I had only started before I
fell asleep on him.

Then the door banging started anew and it seemed more violent.

"Police.  Open up," came the demand.

Eight nude boys were loose in the room all at the same time.  I was sitting
straight up in the bed.  Harvey dove for the door to block it, moving a
chair up under the knob in a panic that bought us some time.  At first Tim
and Tony stood with pillow and blanket in front of their nakedness, looking
dazed and confused as they searched for their discarded clothes.

"Come on," Gene said, reaching for my arm, and pulling me out of the bed
before I was ready to go.

I reached for Jake who was still half-sleeping and unmoved as of yet by the
night visitors.  He was following me as I was following Gene, but then he
pulled away.

"I can't leave my uniform here," he said, as he slipped my grasp and was
lost to me as he headed back into the room.

I heard a noise in the bathroom ahead of me and Gene had broken the glass
in the window as he pulled himself up through the narrow opening with his
pants in hand.  I was right behind him with my pants in my hand, not having
any desire to meet up with the cops.

I had carelessly placed one of my feet in the broken glass before leaping
up in my effort to follow Gene.  My foot stung and burned as I was pulling
myself through the window and out onto the roof.

I felt someone pulling at my feet and I looked back as a deep man's voice
announced to all concerned, "Two on the roof."

I fought him for my foot while trying to keep him from grabbing a hold of
the other one.  I couldn't get caught there like that but the cop was
determined I could.

						*****

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