Date: Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:18:04 -0400
From: jeddielynnwood@aol.com
Subject: BOY ON THE BUS part 1

This Story is in part 99% true and sometimes I can still think of the day
when I first saw him. I was on my way to work one afternoon and I got
behind a school bus and the bus stopped to let some children off and the
boy who was sitting in the back seat on the bus turned and looked at me. By
law.you have to stop since I was behind the bus and I was driving a 1975
maroon camaro with pin stripes and this was 1981...the boy had dark brown
hair and and piercing blue eyes that when our eyes met.. they locked. I
remember I began trembling at this point. It was almost like we became
one.. years later..like just recently, been watching WUTHERING HEIGHTS...
Kathy says I AM HEATHCLIFF.. In that moment,.I became that boy on the
bus. I went to work that afternoon and could not shake the image of him
from my mind.. the image of perfection, youth and innocents and sexuality
in one complete package. the boy was beautiful.I was 22 years old and never
was so capivated by another male..It was his eyes that never left my
thoughts.. what did he see in my eyes and if he saw something and it made
our spirits lock and become one I was never so much in my life at this
point knew what Desire was.. I was fucking a local girl from town 5 to 6
times a night.. yes..you can do that when you`re young but now..all I could
think about was that boy! Who he was? he looked about 14 years old.. when I
got home that night, all i could think about was him.. I remember laying in
bed and reaching for my cock..It was so hard..it ached for release..I
masturbated just thinking about those blue eyes and how our eyes locked. He
and I became one as i masturbated.. I wanted to be One with him again..He
was a teenager..yet deep in my soul I realized at that moment that I might
have actually fallen in love with him. I came...my whole body shook and
trembled as my cock erupted with my seed. I remember thinking "oh god,
no..he's a boy, he's just a boy"...I knew nothing about him.. even as I
write this.. his blue eyes are in my mind locked with mine. Is there such a
thing as fate? If you gotten this far in the story then i will tell you
"yes". I began taking and wiping my semen with my right fingers and
bought them to my mouth..when I put my two fingers in my mouth covered with
my own semen from the orgasm I had from thinking about his eyes, I tasted
a sweetness never experience before from my own body.. My cock was so hard
again.. I knew I wanted to taste him. to devour the essence of life from
him.. wanted his seed..to taste him and accept it as the utimate gift and
expression one male can give and have for another..at this point I began to
realize I might be disturbed mentally ,sick, even twisted..even Mad! I was
going to get this kid out of my mind.. It was not right..but the gods had a
way of changing my fate..sometimes I wonder if we are meant for our paths
to cross..with the forces of nature driving us to a point deep within our
selves and our soul to show us who and what we really are deep down inside!
..I could tell no one about this. this was my secret. no way could I share
this with anyone..but unknown to me our paths were going to cross again in
a few weeks...had I no idea I would become a part of his life at this point
but circumstances at this point in my life.. I was no longer in control!
Something was inside of me now..a demon perhaps.. I cleaned my body and
grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around me as I knelt to the floor and
asked God to forgive me for the shameful act I had just committed.. yet..as
I prayed and closed my eyes, all I could see was those piercing blue eyes
of the entity that now had possessed my body and my soul! Yet between my
legs my own body ached with desire! SO strong.. my sexual drive was in
overload.. wanted to jerk off again..I rose up and layed on the bed and
begain jerking my cock again.. get the poison out of me I thought..he` a
boy! he only a boy..I ejaculated again very quickly! My balls beginning to
ache from the abuse I was giving them n utting so quickly! The demon inside
of me was now in control. My life was about the have a big change! Had no
idea my life was no longer mine! I belonged to him now! As I proceed with
my story..You will see I am him!