Date: Tue, 07 Nov 2017 22:36:28 -0500 From: Sam Johnson Subject: Boy Story Boy Story by Sam Johnson If I was to rank the many boys it has my great privilege to know, Cody would easily make the top three and maybe even challenge for top spot. Thirteen years old, short dark hair that had a softness to match his dark liquid eyes, and a budding boy-form that sculptors in more enlightened times would've blunted their steely chisels on. The first two days on the beach were slow going. Cody had a shyness that was both sharply attractive and a danger to any real progress. And his mum hovered watchfully, peering over her shades -- who was this 28 year-old-man constantly chatting to her boy? Was he a danger? So I had to put in some quality time there. Talking to Cody, but loud enough for her to hear, I explained my situation. I had borrowed a friend's beachside apartment for a six week stint of writing. Time to get serious about making a mark on literature as I'd always dreamed. Cody's mum was first interested, asking some questions, both literary and personal, and was finally, cautiously, satisfied. She began leaving us alone, turning her attention more towards Cody's elder sister on her other side. The boy, unsurprisingly, had little interest in matters of writing and I was glad to drop it. Getting him to move past polite monosyllables was a challenge, though. It was only late on the second day, when I bumped into him on the way back from a swim, that we hit a few good patches, the boy chattering more freely about surf conditions, schoolyard politics. Whether he knew, in the beginning, that my interest had a sexual component, is hard to say. Innocent boys like Cody, I think, can know it without being fully conscious of it, if that's not being too subtle. Certainly he had a self-consciousness about showing his upper body, it's first tender glow of development -- that is, on the few short occasions his mum allowed him to expose it to the perilous sun. He had a carefulness in how he held himself, whether sitting, lying, slouching, or walking to the kiosk. Whatever his conscious thoughts, at an instinctual level he knew he was now hot-bed of hormonal signals. That sort of stirred awareness doesn't miss much when it comes to others looking at them. But after two days, after falling for him utterly, I still believed it was odds-on we'd take things no further. He seemed to be sticking fairly stubbornly to his boyish reserve, friendly but always a bit distant. So it was a very pleasant surprise when, on the third day, things finally shifted gears. I'd arrived at the beach a little after ten, deciding I wouldn't go and sit directly beside the boy today -- didn't want to be too obvious -- change things up a bit. I would settle down with a good book a few spaces over, see if there was any sign of the boy looking out for his fledgling new friend, then, casually notice him and say Hi, well, what do you know...etc. But Cody and co. were nowhere to be seen, dammit. I sat on the beach for another hour an a half, starting to curse my craven infatuation. Here I was wasting hours -- days -- of precious writing time, all on the off chance I might get to say "So, how about them stingrays," to a boy who might, if I was lucky, give and nod and a smile. I was on the point of giving up and going home (certainly I wouldn't have stayed more than five hours more at the most), when suddenly his feet were kicking up sand beside me. "You ever used one of these?" Cody was here on his own -- I could tell before I looked up, just from his tone of voice -- in his standard T-shirt and board shorts, and holding a tatty little foam boogie board. I got to my feet, taking it from him. "This is one sad little piece of shit, Cody," I said. "Yeah, it's crappy, I know, but it's the only --" "I'm only joking -- great idea, buddy." I threw The Sun Also Rises back on my towel. Literature was for fairies, anyway. "Let's go." He dropped his towel and canvas bag beside mine and was set. I paused a moment. "Don't you want to take your T-shirt off first?" "Um, well, Mum says I should wear it -- especially between ten and two." His mum was a nice woman, but she really needed to back off a bit. I scanned the beach, well-populated but not over-crowded. "I need to confirm that with your mum," I said. "She's not here." "Oh. Well, that makes me the responsible adult around here -- you have to do what I say." "Ha! I come here heaps on my own and do whatever I like." I didn't believe that for a second -- I'd have seen him the split-second he set foot on this two mile stretch of clean, packed sand." "Are you wearing sunscreen?" "Yeah." "Then lose the T-shirt -- only girls and ugly people should wear anything more than a pair of speedos on the beach." "So where's your T-shirt?" he shot back with a challenging grin -- definitely his first moment of relaxing into things a bit. I feigned as if to clip him over the ear and he ducked away exaggeratedly, but then quickly hauled his T-shirt up over his head. As he dropped it on his towel, I said, "Much better -- seriously, bud, you really shouldn't miss any opportunities to show off a body like that." He gave a slightly startled laugh, a hand hovering self-consciously about his midriff. He mumbled something about skin cancer then grabbed the boogie board from me and took off for the water. I'm a writer, so I should amend my use of the word "spectacular". It doesn't quite cut it. I'd been cautious in speaking truth to power. The boy was painfully sweet and sublime: neat, slim with a good healthy hint of his first pubescent development. He'd also managed some stolen kisses from Apollo along the way, a subtle golden glow to his smooth skin. Trying hard not to feel too much like Aschenbach from Death in Venice, I quickly followed him to the water. It really was a hopeless little boogie board, made for little kids. But the splashing around we did with it, about waist-deep, trying to catch these rough little dregs of waves, was a riotous, sexy hoot. I got physical with the boy and he responded enthusiastically, trying to help launch each other on the incoming waves, dragging each other up from another dumping, and generally wrestling about for no good reason at all. It's often the case with boys that age -- in a purely verbal, social situation, they struggle, but get them into a bit of good honest horseplay and they become angels of exuberance, free-wheeling in their self-expression. It also helped clarify things between us, again without the need for tedious, clunky words: I fancied him, big time, and he genuinely liked the attention. Nothing more, nothing less. Just fun, really. Of course, no sooner had I reached this wonderful plateau, amid the frothing waves and lusty shouts, than I was in an agony of wondering if we would go further. At one stage, as I grabbed Cody's hips to shove him onto the next wave, he turned his smiling face to me and said, "I don't need to take my bathers off as well." I gave him a quizzical look, but he just laughed and quickly splashed his way into the swamping wave. His "bathers" were the standard grotesquely over-sized board-shorts, bright orange and aqua blue, and they did indeed need to come off...but I hadn't remotely tried any funny business like that. This boy demanded a fairly innocent style of wooing -- anything too confronting would see him skittering away, never to be seen again. But I also sensed, not too far below, a definite willingness to play. Divining what boys do and don't want is an art form I study seriously -- although the practice is full of so many pitfalls and ambiguities, a man could go mad or, worse, start writing poetry. We must have been out there for almost two hours, before we staggered our way back to our towels. As we dried off, Cody says, flicking a glance at me, "I better put my T-shirt back on." Ah, sunlit moment! -- he was baiting me, teasing me, telling me I could no longer gaze upon his beautiful, budding form. So I bit into his game with relish. "No, sorry, that won't be happening." "Ha! Why not?" I gestured round the beach. "How many people would you say are here?" He shrugged, looking around. "Fifty?" "Closer to a hundred. And when we were splashing around out there, every single one of 'em was checking you out -- except maybe the two lesbians over there." "Bullshit!" He loved it. "Maybe they were checking you out." "Cody," I said seriously. "We're at a public beach, not an insane asylum. Give these people a break -- let a little beauty into their dreary work-a-day lives." He was reaching down to his canvas bag -- and stood back up with a plastic bottle of sunscreen lotion. "Is it okay if I put some sunscreen on?" I considered it, and decided I could live with the idea. As he started to apply the white cream to his chest, neck, shoulders, he said, "Where are the lesbians?" I'd made that up, but I quickly picked out a couple of sexy, bikini-clad girls. "Those two over there." "Bullshit!" He took quick looks at them. "Really?" "Oh yeah, more lesbo than all the fish in the ocean." "How can you tell?" I'd clearly hit a little pay dirt here. "Here, give it to me," I said, reaching for the bottle of suntan lotion. "Lie down on your towel -- I'll do your back." He happily complied, but wouldn't be diverted from his subject. "How can you tell they're lesbians, Ben?" I straddled the boy, a knee either side of his slim hips, and squirted a thick line of cream down the slender track of his spine. Calmly accepting the electric shocks as I ran my hands across his taut frame, I said, "They were here last week, before school holidays, when there was no one around -- and they went topless -- and you could tell they were lesbians by the way they were rubbing lotion on each other's breasts --" "Bullshit!" the boy exploded, looking open-mouthed over at them, then wrenching his head around to look at me, see if I was having him on. "That never happened!" "As God is my witness," I said. I mean, I may have been confusing those two nice girls on the beach with a video I saw on the internet, but it was true enough in a general sense. And suddenly a whole new field was opened before us. The boy wanted to talk about girls and sex and every mystery in between. I'd finished applying the sunscreen, but I stayed above him, gently massaging his firm tenderness, the sensitive flutter of his ribcage, his neck and shoulders, so boyish and vital and vulnerable, and the lad easing carefully but a little blissfully into it. Until, with a bit more silly lesbo banter, his small hips began making subtle moves, pressing down on his trapped arousal. "Three weeks ago -- a girl wanked me off!" he suddenly blurted. "You dog!" It was my turn to be somewhat agog. "How did that happen?" I casually asked. "The teacher nearly caught us -- I got jizz on my shirt!" "Okay, I need full details, Cody -- I didn't know I was hanging out with a wild man." I pressed my thumbs either side of his spine, up between his gently jutting shoulder blades, getting a small shudder from him, a tighter grind of his hips into his towel and firm-packed sand. The story spilled out of him in the over-excited way of boys. "It was at morning recess -- behind the Arts Building. Me and Daniel -- these two girls came up to us, Annabel and Fiona, and they said do we wanna see their tits -- ha, Fiona has real big ones -- and we went behind the Arts Building -- it's out of bounds -- and they said they were having a competition with these other girls -- who could wank off the most number of boys." I ran my hands down his ticklish sides to his hips, pressed as he pressed, felt his boy-tension. "Was that true -- were they really having a competition?" "Yeah...shit," he muttered. "You're cool, buddy," I said. "No one can see." We did have a bit of space around us, but I must admit I was getting a little worried at how quickly this was ramping up. "Everyone was talking about it," he continued. "They got caught the last day before the holidays -- and the cops were there and everything -- it was in the newspaper." "Did you get in trouble?" He shook his head. "Only some of the older boys, in Year 10 -- they're in big trouble." "So the hand-job -- it was good?" He laughed. "Yeah..." he said a bit uncertainly. "It was weird...I mean, it was cool, but...everyone says they're sluts, those girls, so, anyway..." It was hard to gauge his true feelings here, mainly because he obviously wasn't sure himself. I gave his hips another playful shove at sand. "So did you get to see Fiona's tits?" "No!" the boy shouted, loud enough to make a couple nearby look over. "And that was the main thing! They just...we just, you know, I just stuck it out through my fly and Fiona wanked it." "What? She didn't even kiss it, have a bit of a suck on it?" The boy gave a little yip, laughing and shaking his head and burying it in his arms brought up as a pillow, stretching his lithe form into an feathered tracing of achingly sublime perfection. I continued on: "Maybe this girl has mental problems -- seems pretty strange -- she must have at least played with your ass a bit?" I pressed the heels of my hands into the firm mounds of his little butt. "No! Jesus, Ben..." He laughed some more, giving the sand a concerted grind, then lifted his head to look over at the two "lesbians". "Did they really rub stuff on each other's tits?" The boy just wanted what thirteen-year-old straight boys generally want -- some nice titties to look at, to help stoke his still-whimsical fires. I've got some doubts about today's hypersexualised culture, where straights and gays are supposed to follow their separate, preordained sexual paths from cradle to grave. Give these straight boys a break -- let 'em cavort in the brief window of homo-sex-play that nature provides between the twin towers of Mother and Wife. I know aging, happily married men, pillars of the community, who still retain fond, important memories of such times. Art, Science and Philosophy are similarly beholden to these youthful capers, these evanescent hints of the divine. I gave his gorgeous ass a firm pat and moved off onto my own towel, resisting the urge to mimic the boy's beach-grinding routine. I said, "Yeah, they were naughty girls, those two -- a bit of rubbing, some biting too, I think -- oh yeah, and they also started wrestling at one point, trying to rip each other's panties off." The boy let out a startlingly loud yelp of, "They did not!" Then he suddenly planted his hands, raised his torso up, looking down at himself. Board shorts are bloody great blank canvases of things, but there was no mistaking the jut of his excited boyhood. He adjusted himself, flicking a glance at me, another significant moment of display. I didn't seriously consider reaching for him, not here in the blazing public sunshine, but it did nearly kill me not to. Lying back down, burying his head again in his arms, showing a smooth armpit, wafting a hint of his surf-scrubbed scent, he said with a little laugh, "When I shot my jizz, she got real pissed off." "Ah, we're back to Fiona's handjob?" "Mm." "Why on earth was she pissed off -- I thought that was the idea, with the competition?" "She said it was too quick, I should have warned her." He ducked his head a bit further, so his voice was muffled. "It went all on the sleeve of her jumper." I cracked up at that. Those who come to play with a boy had better come prepared. "That's beautiful, Cody -- now I'm really impressed." "Why?" he laughed. "She wiped it all on my shirt -- and I didn't have a jumper to wear." I suddenly got serious. "Jesus, that could have been dangerous." "Huh? Why?" "Cody, a boy's semen is a very powerful intoxicant -- you're lucky half the school didn't tie you down and fuck you." "Ha! You talk a load of shit, Ben -- like the lesbo's -- they never showed their tits, did they?" I got up on one elbow and looked at him. "Speaking of things getting dangerous -- I think we probably should head over to my apartment and --" "Cody!" The boy's head spun -- his mum was standing near the grassy entrance to the beach, dressed in town clothes. She pointed theatrically to her watch and called, "Come on, we're late -- we have to get going!" I gave her a wave which she returned with a not unfriendly smile. Cody's mum went up in my estimation. She could just as easily have snuck up from behind, to see what she could see. No wonder the boy was developing such a fine character. He jumped to his feet, grabbing up his things, making some final adjustments to his still-prominent boyhood. "I forgot -- I better get going -- we gotta visit Grandma." Dear God, these matriarchs never quit, do they, with their sixth senses and white picket fences. I also scrambled for my bag, quickly wrote my address on a slip of paper. "Take this," I said. He grabbed it. "What is it?" "My address." I turned and pointed at a six storey block of apartments. "I'm on the second floor, number 12." "Ah...I'm not...I don't really think..." "It's just so you know where I live." "Mm." I really shouldn't have barrelled down this path, but I wasn't going to stop now. "Cody, it's pretty obvious, I think you're amazing and I like hanging out with you. You ever want to drop in, for a chat, play a video game, whatever, you're more than welcome. Or we can just hang out here whenever we meet -- whatever you reckon, okay." "Mm." He couldn't stop a silly grin. "Thanks, Ben...I'll probably --" Mum again: "Cody! Seriously! We have to go right NOW!" And he was off, running across the sand, trying to get his T-shirt on as he went. When he was half-way to his mum, I yelled, "Just remember not to wear that shirt!" He turned to give me a quizzical look. "The dangerous one!" Half a beat, and he twigged. Having already moved so far back into Mummy's world, it caused him quite a blush. He made an awkward wave, and was gone. I lay back down and buried my head. Thanks, Ben...I'll probably... I'll probably... I'll probably... Probably what, Goddamn it? No probably about it. This kid was going to kill me. * * * The next morning I decided not to go to the beach. I wasn't playing games -- I really did need to get some writing done, and I felt giving the boy some space after yesterday wouldn't hurt. We'd blasted past my highest hopes, so a pause wouldn't hurt. I wasn't in this for some quick belt-notch in a boy-wank competition. And, surprisingly, I got some writing done. So much so, when there was a knock at the door just after 11.30, it took me a full three-quarters of a second before my heart bounded at who it could be. "Cody, hi," I said, with a pleasantly surprised smile. He was in the usual board shorts and salmon-pink T-shirt, and had regained a fair measure of his shyness. "Hi, Ben. I just -- I forgot my boogie board -- have you got it?" "Sure, come in, buddy, I'll get it." He followed me through to the living area -- a neat, bright, airy room, in the way of standard beachside apartments. "You want a coke? A coffee?" He shook his head. "I just -- Mum wanted me to get the board..." "What, it's a family heirloom?" He laughed, but back in his polite way. I went and got it from beside the couch, handed it to him. "You don't want to hang out for a bit, have a chat?" "Nah, I have to get back. How come you're not at the beach?" "I'm supposed to be on a working holiday," I said, pointing at the laptop on the glass-top dining table. "You're writing?" he asked. "That's the great hope." "What, like, a book?" "I write novels that explore the human condition in profound and original ways that don't get published." "I have to write a story before school starts," he said, obviously nonplussed by the idea. "Well if you want a hand, just yell out." "Nah -- I'll do it when we go home -- I hate English." "But Cody," I protested facetiously, "writing is a great way to explore your emotions, to unpack the deepest secrets of your heart, get in touch with your true feelings..." "You sound like Mrs. Leibowitz -- I hate that stuff! She makes us read poetry out loud in class." "Which poets?" The boy shrugged. "Dunno -- boring ones." I made a now standard faux-swipe at the boy's head, getting just a feathery touch of his neat dark hair. "You're just afraid to let the love in, Cody." "Yeah, right," he scoffed. And we talked on for a bit, the boy quickly getting back to yesterday's level of ease. Until he suddenly said, "Shit, I better go." At the door, he said, "Are you going to the beach tomorrow?" "Maybe later in the day -- I'm actually on a bit of a roll with the writing." "Cos Mum and Claire are going shopping tomorrow and Mum doesn't like me going there on my own." I could easily have asked why, then, he'd come down to the beach on his own yesterday, but I didn't -- the fact he was angling to get us together was a rare gem not to be tampered with. Besides, using his mum as a convenient safety net was entirely his prerogative. I said, "Ah, I get it -- she doesn't trust you around those lesbos..." "Who weren't even lesbos! I know that was all bullshit." "Hey, c'mon, I'm a writer -- imagining sweet sexy scenarios is my stock in trade." A bit of fun, lewd banter followed, the boy jumping on it like a pup on a slipper. Right there at the door, right as he was leaving, his boy-fire was just starting to ignite. Cruelty has always been Cupid's most reliable quiver. But I had nothing to complain about. We did agree Cody would come to my place at around ten tomorrow, and we'd head to the beach from there. * * * Three minutes to ten, he arrived. Even his punctuality was adorable. Manners, modesty, honesty -- all these qualities take on an erotic charge when appearing in a beautiful boy. Surprisingly, though, he was dressed in blue jeans and a quite breath-taking black singlet top -- a little beginner's muscle-tee. He didn't have muscles as such, but the firm hints of his future shoulders and chest were exquisitely set off. "I can't go to the beach," he announced glumly. "Mum's orders?" He nodded as he came through to the living area. "So she doesn't trust me to look out for you?" He didn't answer for a bit. "I didn't tell her we were meeting up." "Oh. She doesn't like the idea of us being friends?" "No, it's not that -- she likes you -- she said." "So why didn't you tell her?" He just shrugged. Obviously he'd decided it wasn't to be fully her business. "Well, anyway," I said, "we can hang out here, or go down the street -- you want to see a movie?" He was looking round the room, at the cane lounge suite and matching coffee table, the television in the corner by the floor-to-ceiling glass door and windows that led onto the private balcony. "Did you say you had some video games?" "I've got an X-box somewhere -- actually, that's not a bad idea. You do that -- it's in the spare bedroom up the front -- and I'll get a bit more writing done." So he did. Got the console set up, clambering about expertly with the leads and power cord, then sorting through the disks to choose some garish fantasy world that I could never pick from another. If I got a full sentence written, I doubt it was much good. Cody's constant, Hey Ben's, took full and complete precedence, as he informed me of the finer points of his skill and strategy, along with any random thoughts that came and went like swooping swallows, all the while twisting and slouching on the couch in that uniquely boyish combination of lethargy and antsy energy. At one stage he kicked off his sneakers and I really had to tell myself not to be such a fool, taking such a serious time-out to admire his white socks. Until I rose from the table, saying, "Time to eat. You want a toasted sandwich?" "Ah, yeah, thanks." As I got the stuff out, Cody tossed the game-controller aside and came over. After a languid stretch and yawn, he smiled that little smile of his... "Do you really write sex stories?" "Not professionally. But if I'm ever struggling with a novel, I write a few porn stories to get the creative juices flowing." "Porn stories!" the boy hooted. "Like what? Like those two lesbos?" Man, when this boy got a sexy thought, he didn't let it go. "Nah. More like, there's this hot young stud in a black muscle-shirt, and he's goes down the beach one day, and he finds this real sexy babe, and her tits are so big, her little bikini top just won't stay on properly..." "...yeah, and then what happens?" I fleshed out some teasing details, bouncing breasts -- oops, sorry Ma'am, I slipped... He was on the opposite side of the island bench, leaning forward on the heels of his hands and, quite unconsciously, he'd started bumping his boyhood on the edge. "So come on -- help me out here," I said. "It's your story." He smiled, obviously thinking about it. Then he said, "Ben, are you gay?" "I'm attracted to women and boys -- a very old-fashioned sort of bisexuality." "I'm straight," he said. "I did get that impression," I said. "So, straight boy, what happens on the beach, with the babe?" He laughed, loving it, cheeks colouring. "I'd just rape her, probably," he said, trying so sweetly to be outrageous. "Whoa! Straight to the hard-core -- I love it!" I got two ham, cheese and tomato sandwiches into the machine and pressed it shut. Cody, still leaning forward, occasionally going bump-bump on the bench, said, "What's another porn story?" "About a babe on the beach?" "Or the other one you said -- about with a boy." "Well, first I'd unzip his jeans and pull them down..." "Ha! And his undies and T-shirt -- so he's totally stripped off." "Not so fast! Whose story is this?" He waited, eyes lit up, impatient. "No," I continued. "First I'd probably feel his hot hard cock in his undies -- play with it and rub it a bit so he got real excited and nearly cum in his pants --" "That's sick!" he hooted, and pushed back off the bench and returned to couch, then turned and came straight back over. His jeans were a snug fit and there was a gentle bump indicating his hardness. "Do you look at much porn on the internet?" I asked him. He shook his head. "The computer at home's in the living room. And the teachers at school reckon they can tell." "Tell what?" "If you click on porn -- Mum or someone can tell you've done it. I looked at some at Daniel's place once." "Successfully?" "How do you mean?" "Did you jerk off to it?" "No!" He seemed genuinely shocked at the idea. "Daniel was there! I wouldn't wank in front of him." I winked at him. "You would in my story." "Gross, Ben!" The sandwiches were ready, I got them on a plate and, along with a couple of cokes, we sat down at the table. Understandably, Cody asked if we might look at some porn on my computer, but I lied and told him I didn't have an internet connection. There's nothing easier than joining a thirteen-year-old boy in some sex-play in front of some porn, but I was hoping we could do better than that. Besides, the stuff on the internet is too coarse, too bludgeoning of a boy's first tender heat. The breaking of bread worked to re-civilise us for the moment -- the boy suddenly realising he was starving, wolfing down a second one no worries -- and talk tended to more mundane matters. I found out Cody was going to be here for another eight days, which was as good as could be expected, but painfully brief. We lived in different towns and while I'd happily make regular three-hour drives to see him, it wasn't going to have the close-friend quality that comes from regular day-to-day contact. After clearing the table -- Cody having helped with another unprompted display of his adorable good manners -- I sat back at my laptop. "Now, back to the story." "Ha! Which one?" He was sitting opposite me, elbows on the table, roaming his hands around on the glass table-top. I liked the look in his eye -- as though he might jump across the table to try and hump the amorphous sexy vibe that kept appearing out of thin air. "I'm actually thinking of your English project -- the story you have to write." "What, write a porn story for it?" he laughed. "Yes." "Shit, Ben -- write a story about how I ripped a girl's clothes off on the beach -- I'd get expelled!" "Or Mrs. Leibowitz might ask you out on a date." "Gross!" "No, here's what I mean. You write a story -- the dirtiest story you can think of -- based on the dirtiest sex-fantasies you have -- then you turn that into a nice, neat, clean story that'll get you full marks at school. That's the way I use my porn stories to help me when I'm stuck." He thought this ridiculous, hilarious -- and not a little bit hot, judging by the hand now making occasional adjustments under the table. "Come on, at the very least it'll be a good laugh. Now, what's the dirtiest fantasy about girls that you have?" "I don't have any fantasies," he said, still teetering just shy of jumping in. "Don't lie. The moment I asked you about the babe on the beach you said you'd rape her, you dirty bastard." "Ha! Well, yeah, I wouldn't really." "I realise that, Cody -- that's why it's called a fantasy." "Do you have sick fantasies?" "Shit yeah. Although probably not as sick as when I was your age -- Jesus I had this one about tying girls up and --" "I do that one!" he yelped. "A girl gets tied up against one of the posts at the school gate." "Bingo! Excellent." I started typing. "Okay, details: any particular girl?" Despite a deepening blush, he didn't hesitate. "Jasmine, mostly." "Sexy name. Good. What does she look like?" "Ah, well, she's short and she's got blonde hair, down to about here" -- indicating just below his shoulder -- "and she's sorta real pretty." I was typing away and the boy was virtually climbing onto the table to peer over at the screen, half-expecting, I think, to see some lurid sex act taking place on my keyboard. He didn't have a lot to give me. Just tied this girl up, ripped off all her clothes, and felt her up. Job done. But it was something to watch how excited the boy got, telling me these things. "And another one," he blurted. "Mr. Selwyn makes all the girls take their clothes off in class and..." And on and on, basically repeating his one favourite motif. A girl forced to undress and unable to stop the boy feeling her up. I was a little surprised at the innocence of his fantasies, but I guess having no access to porn or actual experience, he wasn't able to take it any further yet. But it sure worked to arouse him. As he chortled on, randy as a spring buck, he came round beside me, saying "Lemme see," and reading my work -- which I made easily accessible with a nice big bold font size. And I fleshed out his stories a little, added in some detail, hard nipples, little bites of her soft breasts, cries of pleasure-pain, which the boy read out loud, laughing, gulping, jostling against my shoulder, making some lewd suggestions, squeezing his boyhood through his denim jeans. Until he found a little move he liked, bumping his boy-package into the side of my arm -- I shot a look at him -- he wasn't really conscious of what he was doing, his attention fixed on the screen, on relishing the story details. My own arousal was threating to top the boy's but his playful cavorting was so hot I stayed put and typed. When I began describing how the boy spread the girls legs apart and began to feel her, slide his finger into her soft tight wet little slit, and got his own hard cock out to stick in her, his laughter tapered off a bit and I heard him say under his breath, "Fuck, Ben...Jesus." With a frown of sharp discomfort he pushed at his trapped cock. Then, still in an unaware sexy dream state, he undid the button of his jeans, tugged the zipper down a bit, let his savagely stiff little boy-cock stick out in his undies -- the royal blue boxer-briefs had a bit of play in them and allowed a nice rude tent to spring out between the spread fly of his jeans. The little dot of wetness where his squashed knob strained against the undies threatened to bring us both undone. We pressed on, the boy now jabbing his stiff cock at my arm, which I tried to angle to best help him, the boy shifting his stance a little to find a rub that felt best. I noticed he wasn't reading the screen now, wasn't talking or laughing, suddenly just concentrating on rubbing his cock on me, one hand on my shoulder now -- God, he was like some exuberant puppy humping his master's leg, and heaven help anyone who tried to stop him! Until he said in a bit of a croaky voice, "Do that other one, Ben." "What other one?" I said. "That one, you know, that story you said, what you do with a boy..." Oh I was cruel bastard, because I said, "Ah, you mean the one where we go out for a pizza?" It brought a flash of frustrated smile in the midst his frowsy sex heat. "Fuck, Ben...you said it before, you know, when you take his pants off..." "But in that one I do really filthy things to his cock." "Uh, yeah, that one," he said, with a sweet hint of pleading. But when he added, so softly, "Please..." all games were done with. "Take your shirt off," I said, turning the chair from screen to boy. He quickly hauled it up over his head -- always a special moment with a boy, the sexual display of his sublime young form, arms raised to show smooth armpits slick with sex-tangy perspiration. But this lad was in a hurry and the moment flashed by as his black T-shirt was flung aside. I hooked a finger in a belt-loop of his jeans and tugged him forward to me, white socks shuffling across the white tiles. Then I firmly yanked his jeans down, wobbling the boy a bit so he threw out an arm to stay balanced. Then hooked his undies, pulling the band out and then down, rushing the soft cotton down his smooth legs to puddle with his pants around his ankles. His boy-cock sprang out and up, quivering like a little life-divining rod, and, quicker than a compass needle, pointed straight up to heaven. We both looked at his exposed heat as he made a few involuntary sex-clenches, bucking his stiffy up like a cartoon advertisement of his need to ejaculate. And he would ejaculate, certainly. His balls had some weight and the ticklish beginnings of his pubic hair told the world he was here. I leant forward to take him in my mouth -- put my hands on his little butt and encouraged him to plunge himself fully into my wet deep kiss of him. He was in an instant state of flinching consternation, of "Oh fuck," at the tongue and lips across the too-sensitive swollen tip of him -- "Shit..nngh..." -- shuffling his trapped feet in his pants and dipping and curving his back, then giving me a full straining boy-fuck, his cock making a nice urgent thrust to the back of my throat, letting me lip his damp boy-curls, take in the hot sex-scent of him, nuzzle the softest skin of a boy's smooth pubis. His hands grabbed around uncertainly, on my shoulders, at my hair, pressing his finger-tips to the base of his buried cock, to get some measure of it, the fierce fuck-throbbing of his tender boyhood. And he was spectacularly fast -- no more teasing -- full-throttled -- straining, up on his toes -- tender little grunts -- surging fiercely into his ejaculation, a pulsing milky boy-stream, the free-flowing spill of generous youth, torn from his tender core -- me swallowing him down, taking all the pain of his need, absorbing the deepest, hottest secrets of a boy's own story, just staring to be told. ----- THE END ------ Thanks for reading. Feedback always welcome at samjohnson665@protonmail.com And please consider a Nifty donation to keep this fine site going: http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html