Date: Tue, 6 Jan 2004 03:42:33 -0800 (PST) From: jay lowe Subject: Causeway:Duke Of Paducah Although I am in my 'teens now,all my life I have had a feeling that I needed to be filled.From my very first memories there was something missing,that I needed to get,or re-place:an emptyness within me. I was born in Kentucky,near the river town of Paducah,on a hardscrabble farm to an all male family.My mother died giving birth to me :The last of 7 boys,all born about two years apart.My Daddy kept me alive on goat's milk,and as he told me later man's milk. My first true memories go back to when I was about five years old,just before starting school.Daddy laid his belt on me ( to,as he would say," get my attention").Then made it clear I would get a lot worse if I talked about our family,and how we lived to any outsiders.I had no idea what I was not supposed to talk about,so,just to be safe I would hardly talk at all at school,or around anyone,except Daddy and my brothers. I know now the way we got by,was by making Moonshine,and stealing .We raised a few goats,and some corn and hay,but seemed to get by OK.My brothers were my best(read only) friends,as at school everyone shied away from all us boys.The older were tough,and mean,and the younger were mean,and getting tougher every day.Except me! I was,(and am) undersized for my age,and just didn't have it in me to try,or want,to hurt anyone,but everyone stayed far away from me,and my six brothers. At home I was the baby of the tribe,and taken care of by all the rest.In return I took care of all of them.All day,and at nite,if Daddy or any of the older boys wanted to feed me they would tell me to come over to them,and they would let me take my fill of what we called Man Milk.As far back as I remember I got to suck any of thier penises,whenever I,or they wanted.I loved the taste of their milk,and could never get enough.As I got older,and so did the boys ahead of me in age,I would get another cock to service,about every two years,until I finally had seven,(including Dad) to keep me busy.As you can imagine,with six randy teenagers,and one older man,I was sucking,and swollowing a good bit of the time.Why I didn't get fat I don't know,but I stayed skinny. When at about the age of 11,Daddy introduced me to what he called 'real lov'en' I found that there was more to fulfilment than drinking cum.I had gone out to the barn to do my chores,and Daddy came over to me,taking me by the hand,and leading me to a pile of hay that had a horse blanket thrown over it.I asumed he was in the mood for the usual,and reached for the buttons on his overalls,but, he pushed my hands away,and instead undressed me compleatly.I thought he was going to do me,as he sometimes did,and that was really a good feeling.I would get a GREAT feeling all over,although I had never made any cum juice yet. This time,tho,was a lot differant.He laid me face down across his lap,and started to run his hand gently all over my ass cheeks.I was so surprised not to be getting a spanking,and it felt so good,I just relaxed,and enjoyed it.He open'd a jar of 'Udder Cream',that is used to keep goat's udders soft and smooth,and spread a handfull all over my ass,and in my crack.It felt warm,and slick,and even when he put a finger into my hole,I liked it.He worked one finger in and out,then eased in a second one.I could feel his cock stiffing up aganst my naked belly where I was laying across his lap,and wondered what he wanted,but, I NEVER questioned anything Daddy wanted,or did,so I just lay there and enjoyed what was happening. After awhile he turned me so that I lay on my back on the hay pile, and lifted my legs up to his shoulders,and to my compleat surprise, lean'd foreward,kissing me on the lips.That was something no one had ever done before,and I was impressed by how good,and right it felt.At the same time I became aware of Daddy putting the head of hie large cock up to my asshole,and realized he was going to try to put it into me.I couldn't believe it would go in,and I tensed up.For once,Daddy was gentle and told me to re-lax,and kind of push against him,and he would stop if it hurt too much.I learned right away that he was lying,'cause when his prick got past the rim of my hole it HURT,and I begged him to stop.He didn't,and now I'm glad,but, at the time I could have killed him. I think I might have passed out for a couple of seconds,tho as I became aware that Daddy was pumping in,and out,that the pain had lessen'd, and was being replaced by a warm secure feeling.It wasn't long untill I felt for the first time,(but not the last by any means)the hot gush of cum spurting into me,and filling me with that wonderfull feeling I now realized I had been longing for. When Daddy came,and lay flat aganst me,while softening,and slowly withdrawing, I felt content,and truly fullfilled.