Date: Thu, 31 May 2012 08:50:44 +0200
From: Amy Redek <adultreading@gmail.com>
Subject: Circus Boy. Part Four.

             This story is for persons of eighteen years or over.  All
comments, good or bad, are welcome and all will be answered.

         Part Four

     I had three more nights in the ring with the elephants, one being the
last for that town and we were soon on the road again for the next town. I
lost count of how many we went through on our way north, but with it
approaching the end of summer, changed course and began the trek south, for
winter was not the place for the circus up in the north. I also lost track
of just how many miles I must have walked with the elephants over the past
seven years, spending four winters in Texas and three in Florida, halfway
down on the west coast. We still did some shows during this time but only
after we had done all the repairs needed to our ropes and props as well as
the rehearsals for new acts to perform when back on the road again.

     My birthday's came and went with me getting taller and muscles
starting to develop in my arms, legs and chest. I now had pubic hairs that
Robby loved rubbing his nose in them as he said that he liked the smell of
me. Also that my cock had been growing too which pleased him though he no
longer could take my full erection completely into his mouth.

     With me being with the circus for two years, I think Bill Candy knew
that I was not Robby's nephew but the runaway Louis Weston, for he stopped
asking us about my supposed family. I think this was the reason that he
never actually put me on the payroll though he would slip me some money now
and then which I passed over to Robby for he was still feeding me as well
as getting me new clothes as I outgrew my others quite fast. I think he
also guessed that we were lovers for Robby was never seen with a woman and
we had quite a group of young females with us. Well he was the only one I
think, for I now began getting secret smiles from some of the girls though
I really should women, and one of them was even married. She was a tight
rope walker, quite slim with nice legs but only small tits, whereas the
horse riding performers had sturdy thighs and most with big tits.

     I was now sixteen and Robby saw some the girls eyeing me.

     `Do you fancy any of them?' he asked me one day, passing by a couple
who had smiled at me as we walked to our trailer.

     `In a way I suppose, never having been with one, but they haven't got
what you've got so the answer really is no,' I said which made him
smile. `Have you ever been with a woman?'

     `A couple when I was about your age, but after I had been with a man
found that I preferred having sex with a male and not a female.'

     `And?' I queried.

     `Well they've usually got a nice cushion to rest your head on but
otherwise, it was like throwing a sausage into the Grand Canyon. Give me
the tightness of an ass like yours every time, plus something to suck that
you can get your teeth into,' and laughed, `though not to actually bite.'

     `Would you like to suck on one now?' I asked as we reached the
trailer.

     `Now that Pepe is a stupid question,' he replied as we got inside and
began taking his clothes off. I quickly got mine off and joined him on the
bed where we began to rub and suck on each other's rampant cock and knew
that I just loved sucking on the head of his cock. Feeling the hardness of
the shaft in my hand as I moved it up and down, my tongue weaving its way
round the bare flesh and making his thighs twitch when I hit the G
string. It was even better when the head started to swell that little bit
more and have his cum spurt out into my mouth for me move round with my
tongue, getting the taste of him before swallowing it.

     The next best thing was with him on his knees in front of me, his
backside up in the air and moving in close and pushing my cock up into the
tightness of his ass and feeling his muscle play round the shaft as I fully
entered him. Into that passage that surrounded the length of my cock which
was getting longer as I was growing and hearing his little cries of
pleasure as I massaged that canal and loved his cry when I began to give
him the cum from my balls and him feeling it erupt inside him.

     Mind you, it was the same pleasure for me when I had him enter me in
the same way and give me the thrill of having him moving inside me and
giving me his cum towards the end of our anal sex. The only downside to
this was when you felt that tool of pleasure being pulled out and to feel
the cool air moving round your ass as it begins to pucker up
afterwards. Yes I loved all the aspects of male sex and couldn't get enough
of it.

                                                            *

     I was sixteen and stood at five foot ten when he had me climb up the
mast to the platform from where he would launch himself out on his trapeze
bar to get to the other side and then swing out another bar so that he
could come back out and do a twist in the air to catch the empty bar and
land back on the platform where I was standing. He made it look so easy.

     `Are you okay being at this height from the ground?' he asked me.

     `I'm fine,' I replied, looking down at the net below, not having any
signs of vertigo with being so far up off the ground.

     `Why not give it a try, swinging out on the bar. Only out and back,'
he said. `I'll catch you on the return.' He now had hold of the bar and was
standing to one side looking at me. I'm not sure of the expression on my
face but he gave me a smile. `You'll find it fun. Just be relaxed and hold
the bar firmly.'

     `What if I slip?' I asked, still not taking hold of the bar.

     `You won't. Your arms are getting stronger all the time, besides,
there's the net below. I'll show you afterwards just how to land in the
net. Come on, give it a go, pushing the bar into my hands. I looked at the
big space out before me as I took hold of the bar and another quick look
down at the net.

     `Don't look at the net. Look at the platform opposite, but don't land
on it yet. Just swing out and swing back. Now hold on,' am gave me a push
and I was launched out into space. My heart was in my mouth as my feet left
the platform and I was only being supported by my arms with my hands
holding the bar in a firm grip as I swung out until it reached its point
where my body weight took over and sent me backwards towards the platform I
had just left.

  Robby's hands took hold of my waist and held me till my feet were back on
the platform.

     `You looked good out there,' he said, giving my waist a squeeze. `Just
keep your legs together and swing them up with your hips to give you the
momentum for the swing back. Let's do it again.'

     `My hands are sweaty,' I said, letting go of the bar.

     `Here,' and he took some powder from the small tray fixed to the side
of the platform, and rubbed my palms with the white powder there. `This
will dry them for you to keep a firm grip on the bar.' With my palms of my
hands looking white with this powder, he put the bar back into my hands and
gave me a push off the platform for the second time. Now I felt much better
this time and quite liked that swing out and back to be caught by Robby
again.

     `Okay. Now swing out on your own without me pushing you and get into
the swing of it,' and chuckled at his choice of words, `and land yourself
on the platform.'

     So I went up onto my toes and launched myself out on the swing but
missed putting my feet down on the return so I swung back out but was
caught by Robby on the return this time.

     `It just takes practice, so don't worry about missing it the first
time. I think that's enough for now and at least you've had the nerve to do
it and I think you would do well in the air. Now let's go down shall we,'
and it was me that sniggered at the thought of going down, though my
thoughts were of his cock and not of leaving the high platform. `We'll use
the net. Watch what I do and wait for me to clear the net before doing the
same. Only let go when you reach the end of the swing, bring ing your legs
up so that you land on your back, okay?' All I could do was nod my head to
this as my mouth had suddenly gone quite dry. He then took hold of the bar
and swung out and let go and I watched him bounce onto the net on his back,
the spring of the net brought him back up onto his feet and made his way to
the side and using his hands, swung himself off to drop onto the sawdust of
the ring.

     I now caught hold of the bar and looking down, could see that quite a
few of the crew had gathered down below to watch this. I gulped as I
gripped the bar and swung myself out and at the peak, gulped again and let
go to drop towards the net. I really bounced on that, so much so that it
took me back into the air to then land on my front, not like Robby bouncing
up onto my feet. I bounced twice more before I was able to scramble to the
side of the net, some of the watchers clapping at my display, and on trying
to get off the net, had my hands the wrong way and so fell off the net onto
the sawdust of the ring to some laughter.

     I had been wearing my loin cloth when I started, but on this last
fall, it had come adrift. Robby picked me up and used this to wipe the dust
off me that had clung to the sweat before giving it to me to put on. Now
the men there had seen me naked in the tent with the tub but there were a
couple of the girls there and so this was the first time I had been like
this for them to see what I had between my legs.

     `He's got a fine figure for a young man, hasn't he,' Robby said to the
girls as he laughed. I blushed and quickly put the loin cloth back on,
seeing the smiles on the faces of those girls who had been looking at
me. The trouble for me was that knowing what they saw I had started to
become aroused though still looking as if my cock was flaccid, so it looked
bigger than it really was, and it was because of this that I had gone red
in the face.

     `He sure has,' piped up one of the girls. `Better than some I've
seen,' which gave the other girls there something to giggle about.'

     `Well keep your hands off of him,' he said to them and turning to me
still dusting down my chest. `How do you feel Pepe?'

     `With both hands,' I said with a grin, the joke on his wording made
the onlookers laugh. He laughed too and put his arm round my shoulders.

     `Let's go and have a beer. You deserve one after flying through the
air for the first time,' he said, and we went out from the ring and off to
our trailer. As he said, we had a beer each and he toasted me saying that
he was pleased at the effort and courage I had to actually swing out on a
trapeze.

     It was a good job that we stopped for the beer first and hadn't gone
straight to bed for then came a knock at the door. Robby went and opened it
to find Bill Candy standing there, and he was invited in. He entered and
accepted the bottle of beer he was offered, taking a big swig before
speaking.

     `Heard that you've had young Pepe up on the trapeze,' he said.

     `Yes,' Robby replied. `No fear at the height and swung out quite well
for a first timer. I'll see how far he can go.'

     `Well take it easy. We don't want to have Sabu breaking his neck. Have
you heard the news?' he said, pointing to the radio on the table with his
bottled hand.

     `No,'

     `It looks as if the country's going to war in Korea,' he said.

     `What the hell for?' Robby asked.

     `It's some kind of civil war between the north and south and we're
going in to support the south,' Bill told him.

     `Not like our civil war then, support being given to the north,' Robby
laughed.

     `Well if we'd had fighter planes then, we might have won,' he replied,
which said that he was from the south, and both had laughed. Bill finished
his beer and then left.

     `Glad we weren't in bed,' I said to Robby when the door was shut.

     `Too right,' he replied. `Shall we go there now?'

     `I thought you'd never ask,' I said with a laugh, taking off my loin
cloth to let him see that I was then getting an erection, and I was quickly
on the bed to watch him get his clothes off and join me. Join we did
too. As soon as he climbed onto the bed with his erect cock swinging from
side to side, I went up onto my knees to show him where I wanted the lovely
big cock of his.

     Even after nearly six years of having him fuck me, there was still
that little bit of pain as I felt the head of his cock start to expand the
entrance to my ass. But it was one that I endured for I loved it when it
finally slipped in and gave me the pleasure of feeling it throbbing away as
he began to shaft me. Feeling him smoothly slide back and forth, setting
all my nerves off into giving me tingles throughout my whole body with his
internal massage of my back canal.

     His hands firmly on my hips as his thighs kept coming up to the cheeks
of my bum as he fucked me, almost making me cry out with delight and making
my own cock even harder as it bounced between my legs. It was when he was
reaching his peak did I begin to feel his balls smacking me as he rammed
himself into me faster than before until with a big sigh, just his hips
moved as the head of his cock swelled and I could feel every spurt of his
cum as he let loose the contents of his balls. It was lovely!

     After six salvos, he came to a stop, his cock not throbbing as much as
before as he leaned over my rear end and I could hear his heavy breathing
though no drops of sweat landing on my back this time. I was flexing the
inside muscle to no avail in trying to get more of his cum out of his cock
knowing that any minute he was going to pull out and that the pleasure of
having his cock inside me was coming to an end. I tried to hold him there
as he began to move but couldn't stop that lovely cock of his from sliding
back out of me.

     I eased myself down onto my side as he got off the bed and got the
basin out and filled it with water and watched him wash himself before
drying his cock and balls, giving me a smile as he dried himself.

     `I swear that your cock's now as big as mine,' he said, looking at my
erection sticking out from me as I moved to let him get back on the bed,
`and I'm going to love having it,' and settled himself on his knees with
his upper body down which brought his ass high up in the air. His legs
moved apart for me to get in between them and I bent my head and gave each
cheek of his bum a kiss before putting my hands onto his hips as I shuffled
forward and had the head of my erection touch the entrance to his ass. His
body gave a little jerk at the first touch then pressed back towards me as
I pushed forward and slowly watched the head of my cock start to disappear
as I entered him. The inside of his ass was as tight and hot as ever as I
slid in smoothly until my thighs were tight up to the cheeks of his bum and
could go no further. I made him give out a gurgle by making my cock twitch
inside him to then have his muscle gripping my tool as it did so.

     Now I began to move and enjoyed the compression around the length of
my cock as I moved myself in my fucking of his ass. Loving the smoothness
of his interior as I slid back and forth with his muscle constantly trying
to hold my cock, trying to think of other things to make this pleasure last
as long as I could. But with my balls swinging back and forth, my sperm was
getting agitated inside their sac and began to make themselves ready to
force themselves up and out. I could feel my cock getting harder and knew
it was time and began to really ram myself up hard to his backside, getting
grunts from him in the process and then they moved and held onto his hips
tightly, pulling him back onto my forward thrusts as I began cumming in his
ass. My cock was pulsating faster than ever as I shot my load until I was
empty and heard a big sigh as I came to a stop, finding that I too was now
panting as he had done in his cumming inside of me. I made him quiver by
running my fingernails up and down the sides of his chest before holding
him again and pulled out, fighting his muscle all the way until with a
sucking noise, was out to feel the air being colder than before after the
heat of his insides.

     He had given out a groan as I had left him and now started to ease
himself down onto the bed as I got off and washed my cock clean, making
sure that the foreskin was right back to ensure this. I dried myself and
got back onto the bed and into his arms.

     `Lovely as ever you young stud,' he said before he kissed me, which I
returned before snuggling into his arms that were still stronger than mine
but not now far off being the same.

     We lay together like this for a little while until the thought of what
Bill had said to us earlier and so gave voice to what I was thinking then.

     `Robby?'

     `Yes,' he replied in a slow sleepy voice.

     `With this war that Bill mentioned. If it goes on for more than two
years, do you think that they might make me join the army?' I asked.

     `It's possible but I very much doubt it,' he said.

     `How come?'

     `Who knows you are here? The name Pepe Callini isn't listed
anywhere. You're not even on the payroll, so who outside of the circus
knows? Louis Weston disappeared years ago and no trace has been found of
him, so you're safe here,' he said.

     `What's Louis Weston got to do with it?' I asked, wondering.

     `Look Pepe. Bill and I are not stupid. Remember about that police
patrol car that came to us? Both Bill and I then cottoned on to your real
name and that's now nearly six years ago, so no one apart from us know
about you and we're certainly not going to say anything now, are we?'

     `I hope not. But will I be called up to fight in this war?' I asked, a
tremor in my voice.

     `I very much doubt it. You've got another two years before you're
eighteen and this war would probably be over by then,' he said, which was
some sort of comfort anyway and there the subject was dropped though still
a trifle annoyed that he had known my real name for all the time that I'd
been with him.

     With him! The man who had befriended me and took me in. That runaway
scruffy urchin. The boy that he had seduced. Oh yes. He had seduced me and
I loved him for it. Making me fall in love with the man now in my arms who
loved me too. Loved me enough to take care of me and in making me grow
stronger and with the belief that I would make myself into something to be
proud of. Then came the thought that as much as I loved this man, could I
come to love a woman in the same way? With this last thought, I drifted off
to sleep.

                                                        *

     Two days later I had my sixteenth birthday. It was a breakfast party
as we had an afternoon show. Tables had been set up outside our trailer and
everybody brought some goodies to eat though with Bill being there, alcohol
was forbidden, especially for those like Robby who had dangerous acts,
which was understandable. Some of the crew who didn't have to perform,
sneaked in a few spiked drinks for themselves. Having been told in advance
that the big cake that had been made, had an elephant on the top, a candy
one, not a live one, so I was made up and attended it in my loin cloth as
befitting the Elephant Boy. Frank, who was in charge of the elephants was
getting old now and only did one show a day with me taking over his role
for those that he didn't appear in.

     It was a grand summer's morning as we were travelling north again,
visiting towns that we hadn't been to before, and it remained a good day
all round with me doing both shows that day instead of Frank. I was also
excused because of it being my birthday, my school lessons with Robby and
muscle toning exercises with Alfredo. As the party began to break up, I had
my hand shook by all the crew and from the females of the troupe, I got a
kiss from everyone of them.

      Carrie, though her proper name was Caroline, whispered in my ear
after giving me a kiss that I was to go to her trailer after the afternoon
show for an extra present. I think you can guess what it would be, but I at
that time didn't. But found out when I went there.

     The afternoon show had gone off well and with the elephants taken back
to where Frank was, left them with him and went off to Carrie's trailer. I
knocked on the door which she opened and invited me inside. It was much
bigger than ours and had two beds up at the front end which was partitioned
off from the rest of the interior. Carrie was one of the horse
riders. Going round the ring standing on the back of her horse as it
cantered round, wearing a tight and revealing sequined costume and do
somersaults from a standing position off its back. That in its self was a
difficult balancing act but to do this somersault to land on her feet on
the horse's back was tremendous.

     She was wearing a gown which she told me was a kimono, something that
Japanese women would wear and was more comfortable than a bath robe. There
wasn't a sash round her waist and she held the front closed with her hand
as she closed the door with just the two of us in the trailer.

     `Let me give you a proper birthday kiss,' she said as she came up
close to me and put her arms round me and gave me a long kiss. The front of
her kimono had come open with her letting go of the front and as she
pressed her body to mine in the kiss, I could feel that she was naked
beneath it. Now I was still only wearing my loin cloth so I was bare from
the waist upwards and I could feel her big breasts being pressed against my
chest as well as having her groin pressing up tight against my loin cloth.

     Now feeling those tits against my chest and her groin pressing up to
mine, made my cock start to become an erection. She obviously felt this for
she began moving her lower body from side to side against my growing cock
as we kissed.

     `You might only be sixteen but you feel like a man,' she breathed into
my mouth, really pressing herself up to me as her groin rubbed against
mine. I can't say that it was a shock when I felt her hand leave my back
and push itself down the front of my only piece of clothing to take hold of
my now erect piece of meat. `Yes. A real man,' she said again, her voice
soft and her eyes sparkling, `and one that I want, for I am being the extra
present for you.' Her other hand now releasing my loin cloth to drop to the
floor. Letting go of my erection, she slipped off her kimono so that she
was now as naked as me and stepped back for me to see, for the first time
in my life, a fully grown naked woman. Her lovely big tits, narrow waist
and a small amount of trimmed pubic hair that didn't have a penis jutting
out from it. Her thighs were solid muscle and strong as I found out a few
minutes later. She moved back into my arms and kissed me again, squashing
my cock between our stomachs and it felt strange not to have another one
being pressed against mine.

     `Let's go to bed for your present,' she said, breaking away from me
and turned round and moved to open the partition to what was the bedroom. I
looked at her lithe body walking that short distance, seeing the round
cheeks of her backside moved from side to side as she walked, wondering
what it would be liked to be able to push my cock in between them. But
that's not where it was going to go this time, and followed her to the bed
that she got onto. She rolled over onto her back and opened her arms to me
and so I got onto the bed and laid myself down on top of her for another
kiss as I pressed my chest against those built in cushions that were her
tits.

     I've got to say that I was very nervous and felt myself trembling for
this was my first time with a naked member of the opposite sex.

     `Have you ever been with another woman?' she asked me.

     `N...no,' I stammered.

     `A virgin,' she sighed, closing her eyes for a moment. `How lovely,'
she breathed, her eyes now open and I could see that they really
sparkled. `Surely you know what a man and a woman do together when are like
we are now Pepe?'

     `Y...yes,' I stammered again.

     `Well make love to me Pepe and become a real man,' and I felt her legs
open beneath me for mine to slip in between hers. My heart was pounding
inside my chest and my erect cock was throbbing away as I eased myself down
her a little way so that my cock then slipped down through her pubic hairs
and nestled itself into the wetness I felt that was at the entrance to her
pussy.

     Her legs opened wider as she lifted them up and it was easy then for
my cock to slide in so easily into her wet cave until I was buried fully
inside the heat of her body, feeling her inside muscles flexing themselves
round my cock. Not as tight as Robby, my mind said to me as her legs came
round my waist and had the heels of her feet dig into my kidneys as I began
to move myself inside her heated body as I started to fuck my first female
in the place that she wanted me and not in the ass.

     My sausage was not in the Grand Canyon as Robby had said that a woman
was like, but there again, it wasn't as tight as an asshole either, but the
same pleasure was derived at having my cock inside an orifice that was like
a hot oven. I lifted myself up a little so that I was resting my upper body
on my elbows instead of squashing her, so that I could move myself in and
out her much better and was soon moving myself and having my cock move like
a piston engine in and out of the well oiled sleeve.

     But with it being my first time in the fucking of a female and having
this experience, I was soon coming to my peak and really rammed myself into
her as I started to cum into her vagina. She gave out little cries that
told me she was feeling me cum, her lower body bucking up to my ramming
into her, grinding her groin up against mine as I pumped out my seed before
I collapsed on top of her.

     Her legs slipped down from my back as her arms came round to hold to
her swollen tits, feeling the hard nipples against my chest which was
somewhat sweaty. She gave out a big sigh before pulling my head down to
kiss me.

     `For a first timer Pepe, that was bloody good,' she breathed. `My
nipples feel real hard. Kiss, suck and bite them Pepe, pleeese,' she said,
dragging out the last word. I lifted myself up and eased my body a little,
managing to keep my still pulsating cock inside her as I took one nipple
into my mouth and sucked on it, using my teeth too to bite, but only gently
for I didn't want to bite them off. I did this to the other nipple as well
for a couple of minutes till my cock slipped out of her. She used her inner
muscles to try and hold me there as much as Robby would do with his
sphincter muscle, but it was out to a little cry from her and eased me off
of her to finish up on my back beside her. That was only for a moment as
she moved herself down the bed and took the head of my wet cock into her
mouth to suck and chew on me now.

     This was different from what Robby and I did, for we had to wash
ourselves after a fucking, but she had gone straight down on me getting not
only any residue of my sperm but was sucking and licking at her own juices
that had helped me move so easily inside her. Her sucking actions were a
little different from Robby's, but what the fuck, I was having my cock
sucked which was still good to me. When it had really started to deflate,
she gave up and came up and laid herself on top of me.

     `How did you like your present?' she asked, her lips still wet from
the juices from down below.

     `Wonderful Carrie! Just wonderful. The best one of the day,' I lied,
for I knew that being fucked myself by Robby would be the best one that I
would get later.

     `With what you've got Pepe, I'd be only too happy to accommodate you
any time. Just say the word and I'll be yours,' she said, so I couldn't
have been that bad with her saying this.

     `I'll never forget you Carrie with the pleasure you have just given me
and most certainly will,' I said and got another kiss, a wet one this time
and got a taste, another first, of the juices of a woman. `But I think I'd
better be going, for I don't want uncle to know where I've been for this
past half hour,' I said extricating myself from her arms. She gave me a
pout as I got off the bed and went and picked up my loin cloth. With me
putting it on, she got off the bed and came and picked up her kimono to put
on. At the door I gave her another kiss.

     `Thank you Carrie. I never forget this day and what you gave me,' and
opened the door and left her trailer.

     I'm sure that I went off to my trailer with a swagger at having fucked
my first female but realised that as good a fuck as it was, I knew now that
I preferred the tightness of Robby's ass to the slackness of a pussy. But
still would say no to having another session sometime in the future with
Carrie again.

     `Where've you been?' Robby asked me when I bumped into him on my way
back to our trailer.

     `Wandering around saying thanks to those that came to the party,' I
said as we carried on towards the trailer. `Why?'

     `Just wondered, not having seen you for nearly an hour,' he replied
and with us now having reached the trailer, opened the door and we went
inside. Do I tell him where I've been and what I have just done was the
thought in my mind? No my mind said as I went and sat down on the bed,
re-living just what I had done and started to get an erection.

     `Would you like a beer?' Robby asked, breaking into my thoughts as he
opened the door to the small ice box we had.

     `Oh, er, yes please,' and he got two bottles out, opened them and
passed one to me as he came and sat down next to me, taking a swig from
his.

     `Do you love me?' I suddenly burst out.

     `Of course I loves yuh. I fucks yuh don't I?' he replied, taking
another swig from his bottle.

     `A fucks a fuck. Just a need of the body,' I said, now taking some of
my beer myself. `I mean love me? Love me with your mind and your heart?'

     He took his time in answering me, finishing off his beer and putting
the bottle down, knowing that he was trying to find the right words to say
in answering my question.

     `Pepe. When I first saw you. You were a young scruffy urchin, and I
wanted you, sexually. It wasn't love at first sight. You had a nice smile
and a mouth that I wanted to stick my dick in. You also had an ass that I
could fuck. But you also looked like a little boy that was lost. Lost in
the sense that you were alone. I was alone and you looked as though you
could be the son that I will never have. I'm never going to get married and
you appeared as a gift to be one for me.

     Yes, then, it was my body that wanted you and it wasn't just for me to
fuck you but for you to fuck me too, for I needed love too. This we did and
I've not regretted a moment of our really getting to know one another. For
you became not only the son I would never have, but also the wife that I
would never have, but at the same time, I would be the wife for you with
you being the husband to me. Loving me as I came to love you,' and he took
the bottle from my hand and put it to one side. `I love you now with all
three things, my mind, my heart and my body,' taking me into his arms and
kissing me. `I think I would be lost if I ever lost you now Pepe. I just
hope that you love me back to stay with me.' He had rolled onto his back
and pulled me on top of him as he kissed me again and I'm sure that he felt
I had an erection for I certainly could feel his. The words that he had
spoken had buried themselves in my heart and so now I couldn't tell him
that I'd just been with a woman as we kissed some more.

     `Make love to me then Pepe, for I love you too,' I said softly, easing
him off of me so that I could get my hand down the front of his shorts to
take hold of his throbbing cock. `Give me this where we both want it.' No
more words were needed as I took my hand off of him and took my loin cloth
off as he took of his shorts, not wearing a shirt or anything else and
getting back onto the bed, went down and gave the head of my cock a quick
suck before rolling me over onto my front. Here I then rose up onto my
knees to present him with my ass for him to put his cock into as he made
love to me.

     My body trembled as his hands came onto my hips and gave out a shiver
as I felt the head of his cock touch the entrance to my backside. I felt
the bed move a little as he shuffled up closer to me, the head of his cock
now really pressing away at my ring piece as he started to push himself
into me. There was still that little bit of pain as he widened me enough
for the head to slip inside and then had the rest of his shaft follow until
I had as much of him throbbing away inside me as I was going to get.

     God, I love being the wife to my husband! Christ! Where did those
words come from, my mind cried out. But it's true, my mind said as he began
to slowly move back and forth inside me, thrilling me with the pleasure I
was getting of having his lovely tool massage me there, sending my nerves
into all kinds tingles to travel through my body as he fucked me.

     `I love you Robby. Especially where you are now,' I whispered.

     `I love you too Pepe,' he said having heard the soft words I had
uttered. `Even more so when we are like this.' Tears came to my eyes as he
kept moving himself inside me, thrilling me beyond words making it even
better when his hands gripped me tighter as he gave me his cum. Shooting it
out for me to feel every shot coating my channel with his grunts as he kept
ramming into me with every spurt of his cum.

     `God, I do love you Pepe,' he panted as he leaned over my lower back,
his cock still throbbing away inside me. `So much that I want you to love
me in the same way and get your pleasure from using my body this way.' My
heart swelled at this and gave out a small cry as he began to pull out, me
using my muscle to try and hold him there, to keep having his cock pulsate
and throb and thrill me. But it left me to feel the cool air wash round my
ring piece as he sat back on his heels, still taking in deep breaths.

     I cannot explain what I did next, for I turned round to see the smile
on his face as he sat there with his still hard cock sticking up and out
from his thighs and went down onto my front and took the head of his cock
into my mouth and sucked on him, using my hand to squeeze the shaft to try
and get out any residue of his sperm that would still be inside. If Carrie
could suck my cock after cumming inside her, why couldn't I suck on my
lover and show him that I loved him too. I think he was too shocked to
react immediately, but after several sucks getting some of his cum into my
mouth did he lifted my head up off of him.

     `No Pepe,' he had cried out. `You should let me wash myself first.'

     `It's one other way of showing that I love you Robby,' I said going
back down on him for a few more sucks before letting go of him and getting
off the bed myself and filling the basin with some water and with a cloth
in my hand, went back and washed his cock while he still sat there with a
bemused expression on his face. I then, when finished, got off the bed and
put the cloth and basin to one side as I used the cloth to wipe my mouth
and got a towel to dry him before throwing it aside. He came up onto his
knees as I got back onto the bed and pulled me into his arms and kissed me
several times before we broke off, both of us smiling at each other.

     `My turn now,' I said, `to make love to my uncle, father, mother, wife
and lover and commit incest to my depraved mind,' saying all this with a
grin that he returned before moving and assuming the same position that I
had been in. With his ass in the air, I gave both cheeks of his bum a kiss
before shifting his legs even wider making the cheeks of his bum part at
the crease for me to see where I was going to stick my now, really
throbbing cock. With my hands on his hips, he gave out a little cry as the
head widened him to enter, my cock now being nearly as big and fat as his
as I rammed myself fully up inside him until our thighs met and I could go
no further. Such was my need for release, there wasn't any finesse to my
fucking of him, ramming away and soon had him cry out as he felt my cum
spraying his insides until I had emptied myself and came to a halt.

     After I pulled out of him, I was quickly off the bed to wash myself
not putting him into the position of having to suck on my cock after having
it up in his ass just because I had sucked on his after him leaving me. I
was soon back on the bed for us to kiss and fondle each other as well as
kissing and sucking on each other's nipples, raising them up to little buds
to gently nip with the teeth.

     We would fuck and suck each other nearly every day, sometimes having
sex facing each other so that we could still stay joined as we kissed, but
we did the face to face fucking each other mostly using the hard backed
chair so that the one on top could cum between our chests for us to lick
off afterwards.

     With me still helping Frank with the elephants, I was still doing some
old school lessons, fewer now, toning up my muscles with Alfredo and
spending more time now going up with Robby to be shown how to act on the
trapeze though it took me six months before I could gather up the courage
to swing opposite him and then let go of my bar for him to catch my hands
and then on the reverse swing let go and turn in the air to catch my swing
bar and return to the opposite platform. It was another six months before
we did this and a few other tricks before an audience.

     I also fucked Carrie twice more during that year and found that as
nice as it was, I preferred Robby over her, as he had said, a woman doesn't
have a cock to suck and use on you in making love.

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