Date: Mon, 20 Jan 2003 15:01:42 -0500 From: paul paris Subject: Cleaning the Spectacles 2 My stories start with; "This is fiction. None of it is true." Well after some emails all suggesting the same thing I will start this the following way. This story is fiction or is it? You decide. In some stories we all go through what is a wish or a hidden secret. We hope it is or will come true. Because this is about the relationship between a man and a boy this is something that we all can wish and fear about. The one's who read this section in Nifty would have to make up their own minds. Don't get me wrong but I never can agree that blatant abuse of boys is just another day's work. It is not. Loving them with true feelings and honesty that is reciprocated is hard to imagine but that's why I ask you to decide if it is true or Fiction. I am sorry to offend anyone and Nifty has other sites to choose from. I hope that all other things apply. Most of all, understanding. I have the copyright so please ask if you wish to reproduce this for any reason. Comments are welcome but flames will be ignored. I hope this touches the heartstrings of the readers and allows you to decide if it's true or not. Cleaning the Spectacles. I was lost in time. The house was quiet, I say quiet but I was so aware that Russell was breathing deeply while he lay next to me. I know that after reading many books and files, oh, and even Nifty, Time came when the boy in the story or tale would be fully described. The words stunner and beautiful were just some simple words to describe what his features looked to the man who had already seen them and used the boy. Russell was just 15. He looked about 13. His hair was the shape of a globe and his deep brown eyes were covered with small round spectacles. His face was smooth but did have the speckling of spots; they were small enough to just melt into his complexion. He had an earring, a single small ring. Nothing special just likes something from a Christmas cracker. His lips were full and teeth clean. He had one tooth that was chipped but if that was all then he had nothing to worry about. Around his neck was a silver chain and that hung low over a small chest. The nipples were almost skin colour making them almost invisible. From the shoulders he was thin. Right down to his hips. The thinness allowed the hipbones to protrude and he looked emancipated in a way but perfect with it. Past the pubic bone sat his penis. It was just 3-4 inches maximum. It was very dumpy with two tufts of brown hair both side and a gap in the middle. His legs were smaller than most of his age and the texture of his skin were dry and in places soft. He was not like any stunner you may have seen. He was not perfect or beautiful. What he was, was the thump in my heart, the beat in my vein's He was just like a glove. His body and my hand fitted together perfectly. Russell was spread next to me when I saw the clock. It read 11am. I slipped the sheet back so that rather than the noisy alarm I could wake him gently. The soft skin of my hand against the rugged flesh of his back tracing like the road line on a map examining all the contours that undulated over this 15 year old boy. Two mounds came to view. There softness enabled the small hairs to rise as the goose flesh rippled over the parts my hand left. Russell turned to face me. Naked and in the light his smile was like a story of love. "I thought this was all a dream David. You look like your happy so I am betting we never did anything that you will regret?" My hand against his face and the slow motion moves that rewarded him with a kiss told him the answer. I took the tip of his ear and with the tip of my tongue gave it a gentle suck then a harder kiss. I had Russell in the position where he could hear all I had to say. "I have already felt guilty about what we did. The joy for me was that you were happy. I need you to know something." I whispered so that in a very small space only we would hear. "Russell when you have no life you dream. When I first saw you my dream came true. Only on an island of love could you feel what I feel. I hate myself for doing what I did but love just took control." When I moved back there was a great big smile looking at me, and added to that, Russell placed his hand around me. "David I must have found that same island. I went with that girl Sally because everyone else had a girl. I hated it from the very beginning. I wanted the friend that I was searching for from that time and I found you. You wont be angry if I held you right now will you? You do want me then?" How do you tell a boy that you are in love with them? How do you react to a boy who tells you that he wants you? I sat back against the pillows and allowed Russell to curl up between my legs and we held tight. I kissed almost every hair with the number of caresses I made. I felt the head lean back and I saw the small face, glasses on his nose looking at me. I took the glasses off him and brought my lips to his. No sounds just the actions that would show anyone that love were there but only if you looked. It was the door closing that we never heard. Russell and I were to busy. "You two. Any chance that you might be getting up today?" Why I cannot say but we both looked at Ken and just lay in each others arms with the sheet barely covering us both up. "I wish I had a camera. You are a picture. I have never seen Russell so happy and you David have gone to the next level. I will assume that you no longer will have an eye for the boys as you have your very own one. Sam thinks you both slept together because you were late getting to bed. I wont break his bubble." Russell whipped his head around and glared at Ken. "My, my Russell. Don't get angry. I am very pleased for both of you. I just wanted to make sure that everything was all right and ask if I may make a call. I'll then get out of your way?" I waved Ken away. "David you are mine. Do not let Sam spoil things like he always does. In all my life there has been very little to be happy about. It has taken me 15 years and now I am scared that I will loose you." I got out of bed and assured him that everything was going to be fine. I put on a robe and headed for the smell of coffee that was strong through the house. Ken was with Sam in the kitchen. He was already eating the last few sweets that he never managed yesterday. "You were a bad man. You went to bed very late and missed the Dinosaurs." I must have been in a good mood because I took hold of Sam's chin and asked him to tell me all about them. He smiled and went into a long speech all about what he saw. He went on a bit to long but it was then I realised that a Tyrannosaurs Rex had 10 claws each with the capacity to kill you. Russell arrived in the kitchen and placed his arms around me. I gave him a kiss. "Hey no fair. How comes Russell gets a kiss and I don't?" I went straight to Sam and gave him a big kiss. When I finished all we could hear was, "Yuk." I saw Russell nearby and saw that he had used some of my clothes to dress in. They were a bit big, especially the shirt, but who cares. "Nice things Russell. I have some things like that. Right down to the white silk boxers." I dare not make a fuss about the clothing but he sure looked good in the boxers." Ken poured a coffee and we sat while the boys ate more cereal. "So am I allowed to ask what happened?" "Ken ask Russell and if he want to tell you then fine but lets just say your visit gave me more than you'll ever know." Ken had a rather rough laugh but when Russell came and sat on my lap and slipped a hand into my robe he was silenced. "David would you call Russell's mother please." Now normal people would not worry but I had bedded her son last night and he had loved me. I called. Hello there, I am Cathy. I am Russell's mother. Ken has told me of your offer and I wanted to tell you over the phone that I agree and accept. I would love to have spoken to you face to face but work and lack of cash will prevent that. Russell's father has never been in his life and I have had to rely on him far too much. I know you would not have expected the answer so soon but I never for one reason other than my son's goodness and well being would I have agreed. May I speak to him and Please don't stay away from us." It was a strange conversation. I gave Russell the phone and sat in the armchair. "I expected that look David. Now I need to know, are you going to be prepared for it. Are you going to be whatever you can? You are entering a world that never existed and I need to know that you are ready." Russell comes screaming into the room after we heard the crash. "David do you mean it? Do you mean that we are going to be together?" Without warning Russell lunged forwards and the kiss was powerful. "Hey no fair. How comes Russell gets to give David a big kiss and I don't?" "Sam the reason is I now live here and David is my guardian." Ken looked at me and I was confused. "David, it seems that Cathy has been thinking of a way to pay her son back for all the work he has done. I suggested that she allow him to stay with my friend who Russell knew very well indeed. She has agreed as long as he goes to school and you visit once a month. The boy is yours." I just grabbed the Brandy and looked at Russell. "Don't you want me to stay David? We can be the lovers we both want and mum has said she agrees" "Dad, what are lovers and what do they do?" Ken fumbled his way through a boring story about school changing and how you would have to love it to do it. "I see so Russell and David will go to a new school so that they can be lovers?" "Something like that Sam." "Hey no fare. How comes Russell can be a lover with David and I cannot? David can I be your lover?" Out of the mouths of babes. "Well it looks like my house is not going to be mine for much longer." Ken said he was going to leave early to get the letters I needed and that would be his treat for a friend. I saw Ken in a different light after that. I was almost in limbo. I was floating but still had some sort of understanding of what going on. Ken and Sam had to leave. Russell would be staying and so would I. Stupid, of course I would whatever next? We waved goodbye and I even got a hug from Sam. It maybe because of being friendly or the box of sweets that he took with him. The latter I think. Russell was washed and dressed by now. He was looking around as if he owned the place. I was lying on the floor with the log fire ablaze drinking the last of the coffee while the second pot brew. I watched Russell every now and again. I could not resist. He was all in white, well almost. His shirt with a hood had an emblem that I had never seen before and his trousers, although bottoms of well know tracksuits, were covered in different coloured paint. I had to assume that the poor boy from a poor family had to wear something. I was going to say something real silly. I wondered what was best, Russell or coffee? No question. He was looking at everything. I watched while he examined the leaves of the plant in the corner, His fingers even though stubby were adept at the job. He did not care that less than 24 hours ago he arrived with his head down, a complete stranger. "Russell come sit with me for a while." "Why?" Yes good point. Why? I knew that I wanted his company and I did not care that he looked like he had been wearing his clothing for a week, was that bad to say? I was not use to showing or saying affection so he was making it harder. Russell came across and sat crossed legged on the floor next to me. He rested his chin on his hands; I rested a hand upon his trousers and was surprised to feel the softness and silkiness. I played with his big toes while we both watched. His glasses had fallen down his nose so that his eyes looked over them. It was easy to push them back. I could smell the soap powder that was used to wash his clothing and was also surprised that he never moved. I wanted to say something and I took a breath to do so. I was the one to move but he remained still looking at me for some kind of action or response. I think he was waiting for a hand to move and show him that this was going to be fine no matter what. I did unravel his legs with his hands parting. I wanted to rest my head between his legs and look up at him. I did. "What's going on?" I panicked when he said this. I felt as if I was invading his space and had decided to move. "Sorry Russell. I thought you would not mind me being here. I will get up. Give me a lift please." I could not lift, Russell just held my shoulders. Looking over my face he stared down into it with a quizzical look all the time his hands began stroking my forehead and his thumbs found the bridge and ridge of my nose7 "David do you mind if I ask you a question?" I saw a small smile when he asked. "Russell you may ask anything. Just remember that I will answer the truth and expect the same from you." There was a slight fidgeting during the brief quiet moment. "What makes you like me as you did last night more than an adult like Ken or lets say a girl?" Now maybe you get a question that will stump many scholars. His was enormous. I wanted to kiss him but I would still have to answer the question he asked. "Russell, girls are the opposite to who I am. There is nothing, even naked ones do not excite me. I prefer the company of males and young males at that. Boys are learning and I have been hidden for so long that I am learning to. Who better to learn with than another boy? Why ask me that when I shared with you something that was so very special. You were my choice. I can feel that you are having second thoughts about us but please let me help you as best I can. So many others have what you cannot. Your mum try's and does her best. I wont buy your love or sexual favours but I still want to help." Both of us were witness to the wet patches that had formed on his trousers. I was crying all through my response. It must have been a heavy downpour. Hurt was going right through me. "Why me? Why do you want me? I am nothing special. There are boys that are better looking and will give you more than I ever could." I felt his thumbs wiping the remnants of the tears away from me. "After last night Russell there is no one that can do what you did." His face seemed to lighten. "Are you sure? You are not just saying that are you?" I was watching when Russell wrapped his hands and arms around me all but upside down. He bent forwards till I could feel the soft breath from between his lips. He removed his glasses that he placed upon the table close by. Our lips met and I wanted to find out why he had been like he was. I surrender to the touch. Russell's tongue was gently licking my lips. His hand's although they were still learning had found the place they wanted. There was a smile. I could feel fingertips tracing the shape of my lips as they tried to enter inside. When at last one did he never pushed hard he just went in far enough to cause a sucking motion from me. He was slow, he pulled it out and I saw him suckle on it himself savouring the wetness formed by my mouth. I turned to see Russell with his finger still in his mouth. That was the moment that my arms went around him. "So why did you do what you did with me? There has to be girls or other boys you can have fun with and even learn a lot from." It's hard to describe how we were sitting but we were holding each other and our legs were stretched out not together but at 12 o clock and at 6 o clock. "David who wants someone like me? Who wants a boy that likes men? Who would want a boy that fell in love with a strange man except that man? You do want me after yesterdays don't you. I have to ask to be sure. My biggest fear is that you have just had sex with me because I was free. I could not take any more if it was like that." Seeing fear in someone's face is simple but distressing. To try and take their fear away by saying that life will be fine and they have to believe it is something else. Russell needed the concrete answer. He needed to be told without a shadow of a doubt that what had happened between us was not just a molester finding a boy. This teen even if he did look younger had to know that the choice he had made was going to work. He had not made a fool of himself. I took Russell's hand. I found the ridges that made the skin undulate across the back of it. With my fingers I gently stroked it holding the finger firm to show him that I was sincere. "Will you sit between my legs for a while?" Russell was all smiles as he did this. No sooner than his bottom hit the ground was my arms around him and I softly kissed the top of his head. "You are right for me. I am lucky to have found someone that really wanted to be with me. Most would say that I encourage this and if people knew then it would all be over." "I know. Because of my age they will put you in prison and make me take therapy for something that is my choice as well. Just promise me one thing David. Tell me now if this is just a game?" That was a strange thing to say yet it was so right. With his head against my chest I tried to answer. The explanation was weak but all I had to offer. "Russell you made my heart ache. You have been the one who has made all the wishes come true and it is you that I want. Just you." It seemed that time stopped while I was holding him. The jacket he had on was easy to open. One long zip and I came face to face with a well-worn tee shirt. Russell looked at me all the time I was opening his top. His face never left mine and together we became what we both needed. It was not at all strange to sit there with Russell. It did seem so normal. Russell when relaxed told me all about his home. His last sister was born just as his parents had split up. Social workers had moved in and everyone was sent to foster parents. While his mother was getting strong all the other children had a relatively normal life. They all were returned to a dump that his mother tried hard to keep clean and tidy. His mother's favourite time was at night when she would insist on some candles that heated some oils and made the place smell nice and relaxed everyone. What Russell's mother did not know was that he had already worked out that they had no electricity and relied on Gas fires in the winter. They played games when it got dark early and poor Russell was made to care for his 5 sisters' and 1 brother. He was never allowed friends to stay and would have been to embarrass to ask. He had even lied about the computer games to show some sort of normality. The boy had been made to grow quicker than his life allowed. He had enjoyed no childhood; you could say he was born to be a father before he even understood his. "Mum told me that if I could better myself at any time she would agree to let me go. I was beaten hard when I told mum I was gay and wanted to find a man just like she had. I told her that no matter how many bruises she produced over my body I was still gay and she had given birth to me for that right. The sisters and brother will not understand but the eldest sister Grace, she said that it will be good to see someone looking after me as I had them for so very long." We both watched the log fire for a while. Russell was clearly upset but he wanted to finish what he started. "One day when social services turned up we had no heat and no electric. The television had gone and I found out that mum had been with a man to get money to feed us. It was threatened that we would all go into care. I exploded David. I told them how we had all looked after each other. They called every 4 months if they could but we had to live day by day. We were given the help we needed and had waited so long to get. Mum took me to one side and told me that if ever I found something, somewhere or someone who could take care of me then she would allow me to go. Everyone knew that I would eventually run away. Mum and I agreed that we would do all we could. I came to visit you for a break and found something that I never thought existed. I spoke to mum who asked me if I was sure that I was making the right move. Never until this morning did I ever answer yes. Ken has to get some things as part of Mum's bargain but I have one big worry. This is something she promised me. I have b! een faithful and supportive towards her and I hope she is the same to me." I had not thought about how hard things were for Russell. I was being very selfish in a way. I had come across a boy who wanted me and I wanted him. He did not know anything about me just what Ken had told him and that was very little. Now I had a chance to do something for the boy as well as give him the love he had missed for so long. Never again would he suffer like he had. I thought about what I had said quickly. If he had been suffering that much he may well have just upped and left but he stayed for the sake of his mother. "Russell will you let me look after you now. We can look after each other. I have to hope that Ken brings some more of your clothes back or you will wear the same things all week. Now I am going to make us a drink then we can plan just what we can do." As I got up I heard the phone. It was Ken. He asked if I had a Fax machine because he had some things to send. I gave him the number and he said his goodbyes. The fax almost straight away whirred into life. The first page was a letter addressed to me. "Dear Sir, I did not believe that this time would come but I have had this ready for months just in case. I hereby give my permission for my son Russell Garrik to stay with you. He must attend school and be free to come home whenever he wants. I am sending this letter that gives temporary Guardianship of Russell to you and this lasts until he is 16. I have to make certain apologies. First I have no money for clothing and as we get most from the good will shops. I have not been able to supply anything more than what he has on. I wont be able to contribute to his keep either and so you can see this is a very big job you will take on. Our boy cannot read or write at all well so please be patient with him and if it is not too much to ask give him a kiss from His Mum and say that I kept my promise. Keep in touch. Cathy Garrik." The second letter was the official form all signed giving me temporary Guardianship of Russell. Ken said all the master copies of the letters and forms would be delivered by courier but for now it looked as if I had a houseguest. I made a drink and returned to see Russell leaning against a chair. I told him I had some letters and they included him. I gave them to him but offered to read them saying I knew he had a few problems. "Mum said that David. Does this mean I do not have to go home? Can I stay?" I had never seen anyone with such a feeling of freedom before. He had so many questions that I had to listen to him fire off 10 before I got a chance to answer 1. "Russell I say lets take a drive first." My boy, the boy, the precious one was all eager to see his knew surroundings. He was in a sorry state of affairs a so first thing first. Clothes. There was a department store that was not far away. I said we would get a few things to keep him going. It was like Christmas all over again. Russell was a fidget when we drove so I was pleased that we did not have to go far, the store was big enough and he looked to me to make the next move. We looked at so many things and the man offered to help. He did some measuring and he had a list from me and they went off. I made a few calls even one to a dear friend who ran a school for children with learning difficulties. We had to face up to the fact that Russell was in that category and he was to get help sooner than later. After the call I returned to see a selection of all the clothing to choose from. "David I better get some under clothes. What shall I get?" Well it seemed to be right that some of each would be the best so boxers and briefs. Russell chose them. There were not many things picked so I went mad and took the lot. I got a new Nike tracksuit and some shoes and trainers. "What about bed Russell? Pyjamas? You will have to tell me." "David do you think that I will need anything at all? Boxers if I must but that's for you to decide." I stood there watching the things being packed up remembering that Russell was wearing my Ivory brushed cotton boxers. I gave the boy £500 and he looked at me before paying for all the goods. He was given just £20 back and he was very polite when he returned it. "David how can I be worth all this. We have just met and already you have given to me more than I have ever had." We did a quick detour to collect a parcel that I had pre ordered and we were on our way home. "So, Russell, you think we have got everything you will need?" He looked around. "Just because we did things last night you go and do all this?" "No Russell I have done this to ask you to stay. I will look after you as long as you look after me. There will be times when we will be fed up with each other and times when you will feel sad. I want to be there for you and I want you to be part of me. How does that sound?" We drove in silence home after that. It was silent when the garage doors opened and still silent when they closed. I asked that the bags be brought in from the car and I went to make a drink. The bags were taken to the bedroom and onto a small bed. They would be left for us both to sort out. "David I am very grateful. Is there anything that you don't like about me? If so tell me and because I am now with you I will do all I can to change it." "You mean that you will be happy to be part of my life. You want to be an old mans partner? You can have time to think Russell but if you asked me I would take you in my arms and show you just what it is like to have a friend. The thing I hate most of all is that you have grown so quickly. I will not see that special time when you start to grow. You have hair that's shows you are Old but you also have the sweetest lips and beautiful body. I am Drunk with you Russell, Totally Drunk." This was the moment that life became us. I watched as Russell took his Jacket off followed by his shirt. He walked towards me wrapping his arms around me tightly. "You want to do the rest? I know that you are Hard I can feel it. I never knew that I could do that to anyone before. I bet I will make a fool of myself when I tell you that I am as hard as you are. I want very much for this to happen before you do anything more. I want you to know that I will do this without being bought or given anything. I do it because you are the rib in my chest. You are the beat that I miss through sorrow and you are the part of my body that has yet to grow. I love you David and I don't want a dad I need for you to be the one who teaches me how to love." It was my turn to lift this boy up and onto my sturdy kitchen table. Rather than just hold on he flopped back across it. The paint-splashed trousers had a small tent that was clear to see. Russell took his hands wrapping them behind his head. I reached behind me to a small drawer and took out a small box that I placed on the bare flesh of Russell. "What is that?" "Its something from me to you." His fingers were slow as they opened it up. There was a box inside and when that was opened Russell and I could see the watch that I had managed to get. "Lets see if it fits?" "David is this for me?" I slipped it over his wrist. After two clips the bracelet was firmly done up. It could have been made for him "Its beautiful. I have never had a watch before. Why did you do this?" "I wanted the boy I love to know that on every hour I will look at mine and remember that there is just that little time less before I see you when you are at school." I reached across to plant a kiss on the sweetest lips that I had known. Russell was taking control. He was trying desperately to get my shirt off and he did not care how he did it. "Before this gets out of hand, how about you take a bath and we will have something to eat after." I helped Russell up and escorted him to the bathroom. Even if he knew how to run a bath I showed him what to do before I left. I made some Stew with Noodles all the time listening to the melodic song that came from the tub. His voice had not broken just yet so the choirboy was set free. I was sitting down when Russell came out placing his clothing in the basket as I had said on day 1. The towel went to the small room and he returned looking delicious. The tee shirt was crisp and white while the boxers were new. Blue and white stripped with a tight fit. He came to me and we sat ready for the meal. I suggested he prepare the table while I added some logs to the fire. I was done but had to laugh when in the kitchen the blinds had been drawn but Russell was lying on the table once again suggesting that he may be the main course. I reached across after turning the saucepan down low to kiss him. He removed his glasses himself this time. "Better?" I suppose he needed to know every time and I told him what he wanted because his grin was larger than ever. The shirt had ridden up to show his belly button all clean and soft. I raised it further until his head and arms were free from its constraints. His hair very unkempt was all over but I was in charge. No hair at all under the arms and his nipples were almost nowhere to be seen. I rested my chin between them turning and sending a short breath across each one. They both in turn slowly stood erect after growing before my eyes. Moving down I found that the strips of the boxers had what could only be described as a straight sausage forming underneath. I pulled them tight to get a better view. Russell laughed when he saw me looking at it twitching under the material. I had one long fingernail and that was put to good use. I stroked and scratched the length almost sure that it was growing further. All over some sort of deodorant was present. I cannot describe it but the word "G! runt" seemed appropriate. "David is it just me or is this real nice?" I took my boy and we seemed to kiss for real. It was the first time that this kiss was more than any other. "David, Have you got any clean rags and the stuff you use to make things look good?" "Russell I am kissing the one I love and you want to talk about cleaning." "Not really. It's just that if we keep going like this there will be a lot of mess to clear up. Mine first I hope. You make me feel so good. It's better than my hand did at the Christmas party at school. I was touching myself for an hour. I want you to make me go that stage further again." I stood back and took his foot. Spreading his legs apart I started to kiss his leg with gentle touches. Again no hair. No fluff just the smoothness you associate with a baby's bottom. It was just too much and he had to loose the shorts. I did not need to tug he raised himself off the table making it easy for me to slip them down. I continued the kissing, all the way up to the small sack that was between his legs. I lifted to make sure he was smiling and it was then that I saw it. Not his dumpy erection. Not the tip of the head peeping through the skin. Not the eyes looking at me but the tufts of hair that he had were gone. I touched the area with my finger. "I used your razor. I hope you do not mind. You like me better this way David?" I kissed the slightly red skin allowing me the chance to touch his erection with my lips also. His lower back arched and it was easy to wrap my lips over the skin. I sucked gently, bobbed up and down freeing the small head that had been trapped by the skin. I held his thighs while I allowed the dumpy tool to almost hit the back of my throat. "Shit what are you doing to me?" Blaspheming with pleasure. I tried to suck harder and Russell started to become very animated. He was shaking, rocking. He was also shouting small words of pleasure that became quicker as time went on. Suddenly Russell became stiff. From his toes to the third hair that stuck up from his head he stretched and groaned just as if he was a bear at the zoo. I felt a single spurt followed by several big drops running down the deflating penis. I held every drop. I kissed him depositing a small amount on his lips then let him watch as I spit out the rest onto his chest. I then was very slow at licking the clear sperm and its residue up until all that remained was a wet clean patch. "That was wonderful. Don't you ever let me go David? Do not ever leave me now that we have found each other. Maybe you want to change places so that I can have a try?" I dished up the stew. Russell never dressed while we ate. Most of all there was a difference in the way that we had become. He ate while I touched. Russell had found what another day could bring. "I think I will have a bath after tea. I think I will go straight to bed. Do you want to stay and watch television or come with me?" The lights went out so I had my answer. Any comments to shaksbeer@ureach.com Many thanks for all the emails and suggestions. Flames will be ignored so do not bother. I guess there will be a part 3 One thing that was missed, is this a real story or not. I will be interested in what you have to say. Just true or fiction is all that's needed.