Date: Sun, 11 Jul 2010 07:37:42 EDT From: BlazinBlasian1@aol.com Subject: Coaching The Cougars- Part 7 Sorry I've left you guy's hanging for a while, just really been busy with life, and whatnot. I will continue to post when I can, so if you want notifications of when the next installment is up, just send me an email, and when I write I will send an alert to you. To those who continue to stand strong and follow me and actually like the story, thanks so much. This is a story that deals with older guys, having sex with younger boys. If this bothers or offends you...its your god given right,...TO NOT READ ONE WORD OF IT!!!!! Coaching The Cougars part 7 I looked down at Ray, who had the worse look I have ever seen on a kids face. I got a sudden sick feeling in my stomach. The kind, where you don't know if you want to throw up, or take a shit, but you know something is wrong. I searched all over in my mind for what to say...nothing came up. My lips got dry and I licked them to at least try and say something to break the awkward silent stare down that was going on between Ray and myself. Ray took the initiative and spoke first. " Coach...what's, going on...what are you doing?" He asked, wiping his nose as he sniffed hard. His eyes were beginning to leak even more, and they were red like he had allergies. I had to move this situation out of the rear hallway, just in case somebody else walked by, or was an earshot of the scene. " Uhhhhh...Ray...look umm, why don't you come in here, and uhhh..lets talk." I said scratching my shaved head, and slowly pulling him in and closing the door to the billiard room. Ray slowly walked passed me, toward the middle of the room. I locked the door, and looked back over my shoulder at Ray, then slowly approached him. As I got closer I could hear the sniffles, and see him standing there, his head hanging low, and his thick caramel arms folded. I walked to the front of him, and slowly got down on one knee, so that we were somewhat eye level. " Look...Ray.. I can explain" I said in a unsure tone. " WHY!...why coach?" He said cutting me off before I could say anything else. " I thought, I was the one who was suppose to be special to you but you called THEM your special boys. What about me?" He said. Finally he looked me in the eyes. I couldn't take the look in his face, the pain that I had caused him, was insane for me to look at. I had to though, I was responsible for how he felt, and I had to deal with this. So I had to say something. " Ray, you ARE very special to me. You mean so much to me, every time..." "Then why the HELL did you do it..with two other boys....my friends...Mark and Marcus are my friends...why??" He said cutting me off again and looking at me, with sadness and anger in his hazel eyes. I stood up and leaned back on the pool table. " Ray....uuhhh...look, it was just a bet...I was helping Mark and Marcus decide something....it really meant nothing to me. It definitely, didn't mean anything like what you and I did." I said, trying to reassure him, that what me and him did was special and not just something dirty. "I don't mean anything to you either!!" He snapped. " Ray, that's not true, you mean the world to me..I swear. This was just....I don't know." I told him. I tried to make the words as assuring as I could, but I was nervous. My words were paired with nervous laughter, and my body language was definitely a mixture of OH SHIT! and HEY IM NOT LYING! I realized, kids Ray's age only see what they want to see. He had heard every moan, every slap, every lick, every grunt and every word through that door. I had nothing to work with to show him, that what he was feeling was false. "Coach...the night, we did it. you said you weren't like Coach Derrin, you promised I was your little man, you promised I was ALWAYS gonna be your little man. I didn't do nothing wrong, and now Mark and Marcus are??? Why Coach....WHY????" He yelled. If he could hear us having sex through that door, I'm sure anybody else who may have passed could hear this conversation also. I needed to diffuse this quick, fast, and in a hurry. But how, totally escaped me. His words, cut me deep, because they were pretty much true. I betrayed Ray. I knew even though I did what I did with the twins, and Sean the other night, I still had an actual emotional attachment to Ray. I knew trying to explain this to him, wouldn't go well, especially in his emotional state and mind set. " Ray look...calm down. I know you feel like I hurt you, and I know you feel like I lied to you, but I really am not the same as Coach Derrin, I really promise." I told him, slowly walking back over to him. I placed my hand oh his broad shoulder, while he sat there with his head down and his arms still folded tightly. I looked at his sexy thick, soon to be muscular caramel arms he had, his brown freshly cut hair, the gold little chain he had around his neck, that had an R for a charm at the end of it. He wanted to come here and look his best for me. To get my approval, and I stabbed him in the back. I knew like anybody in life, he would go through heartbreaks, and I'm positive he would break some hearts. I felt so shitty that, heartbreak number one had to come from me. All this time, I thought because he was only 11 he just wanted physical attention. I never paid attention to his heart. I knew how I felt, but only assumed he was doing what he did, to get a quick dry nut. I felt stupid knowing he had some type of attachment to me. He looked up at me with piercing eyes, then contorted his mouth to a frown. " I HATE your promises! You ARE just like Coach Derrin...you just wanna FUCK me in my ass. You are supposed to do that with your boyfriend or girlfriend or a special person. I don't WANT a damn girl. I wanted YOU to do it. I let you...and you are doing it with other boys!!!!" He said in an angry tone. Boyfriend? I thought to myself. Were we supposed to be an official item? I asked in my head. I was confused. I knew Ray had messed with Coach Derrin, and I'm sure some of the other boys also, that much I was certain. Now he was acting like this was new. " Ray...If that's how you feel...what about Coach Derrin? I mean was he..is he.. your boyfriend or somebody special too?" I asked in a confused tone. " YUCK!! !!! I never did the same stuff with Coach Derrin or ANYBODY, I did with YOU! I wont let Coach Derrin, cause he does it to everybody else. I told you. You are supposed to do that with special people! He always wants to, and ask. But he's never put anything but his fingers in there. You put your everything in there, then you went and put it right in my two friends!!! YOU LIED...I not special to you!!! You just wanna do it to everybody on the team, Coach Derrin is nasty, and YOU.. ARE... TOO!!!" He yelled and unfolded his arms and stomped his foot. I really had fucked this up pretty bad. I had no idea or maybe I did, I just didn't care. I had hurt many of guys and girls by having meaningless sex, or cheating or whatever. Some of them got hit really hard by my actions and they were at least twice Rays age. So I could only imagine how this must be tearing his little pre teen heart apart. I slowly put my hand under his chin and lifted his head up to look up at me. " Ray...I....I...I don't..know what to say. I messed up big time, big man. I'm...really sorry. I will do anything..and I mean anything to make it up to you! I didn't....I didn't know...I was...you know...I was...your first! Look just tell me what you want me to do, and its done...I will do whatever you want." I said cracking a little smile, hoping my smiling and smooth tone would cause him to ease up a little and smile back. But it didn't work. He sneered, and slapped my hand from his chin. " I don't want you to ever touch me AGAIN!!!! I will go to the bathroom by MYSELF!!! And you will never, ever, ever FUCK me AGAIN!!!!!!!" He yelled, then bust into more tears, as he began wiping his eyes, trying to dry them as quick as they fell on his cute, chubby cheeks, and baby face. Just as he pretty much sealed the deal on anything with us. I heard a loud knock on the door. Damn! I thought to myself...why now? I figure I would just ignore it, feeling that this was a lot more pressing, than anything going on, unless the house was on fire, I didn't smell smoke, so I figured it wasn't. The knock came louder and I could hear a voice calling my name on the other side. I told Ray to wait right there, and walked to the door and unlocked and opened it just enough for my face to be seen. " YEA!!" I said in an annoyed tone before the door was fully open. When I finally saw who it was I realized it was Jayquin Davis, Coach Derrins young 15 year old nephew that was helping me chaperone the party. Jay needed an excuse to get out of church, so when he found out about my victory party he offered to help me control some of the chaos that might have come along with having an entire young football team in my house. I was grateful, for the fact that he had helped me set up, for the party, and was also keeping a watchful eye on the boys. I felt a little embarrassed at how I answered the door, so I put on a quick fake smile, Hoping he didn't hear anything through the door. " What's up Jay....uhh...everything alright? I asked, trying to read his face for any indication, that he heard anything. through the door. " Yea..Yea...everything is cool. But your phone has been ringing off, the hook and...uhh..I hope you don't mind..but I answered it for you. It was some of the parents sayin that they were on their way cause it was getting kind of late." He informed me. " Oh...yea...that's cool, thanks a lot Jay" I opened the door more, so that I could give him a pound. " Oh...Uncle Derrin just called me on my cell too. He said Ray's mom wants us to drop him off since, its kind of on our way home. He's on his way to get us now. I was, looking for him, but somebody said he was back here with you!" He said. " Oh...well...yea he is.." Before I could finish the statement, Ray brushed passed me, and moved out the door into the hall next to Jay. " I'm here, Jay" Ray said, still sniffling. " Oh alright little man...hey are you alright?" Jay said looking at Rays face. " Ummm...I...just feel sick Jay. My stomach hurts." As Ray told Jay the lie, that saved my ass, and explained his body language. He glanced back at me with an evil look. He then looked me up and down and began walking to the front of the house. I had lost my chance to try and make any peace with him over this situation. As he was joining his remaining team mates who were still left, and waiting for his and Jay's ride. " Uhhh...is..he gonna be alright Nate?" Jay asked, looking at Ray walk away and then he looked back at me, with a concerned look. " Yea, he's just not feeling too well. He probably ate too much, He's only 11 you know...still a baby." I said with a fake laugh. " Yea...that's one BIG ass baby man!" He said laughing. " Well he's still young you know, he's not use to dealing with a lot of pain." I said, not sure if I was talking about the fake stomach ache or the real heart ache he was going through. " Yea I guess you right BIG NATE...anyway, uumm anything you want me to do ,before I head out? I tried to straighten up as much as I could you know, your crib isn't in too bad shape." He said, smiling and looking me up and down biting his bottom lip. "No..thanks again Jay for everything. I really appreciate it, I couldn't have done it without you." I said, giving him another pound. " Anything for you...BIG Nate." He said smiling, and then walked back to the front. I sat there thinking to myself, was that a flirt? Did Jayquin just flirt with me? Anyway, that wasn't important right now. Ray was upset. I had betrayed him and for what? To fulfill a silly fantasy. I loved what I did with the twins, but when I thought of what it cost me..was it worth it? " FUCK NO!" I quietly said out loud, while I closed the door to the room that caused all this chaos, and headed to assess the damage these boys did to my house. It was about 7:30 PM when everybody was gone and I had finally got my house back in order. Jayquin was actually telling the truth, aside from a few plastic cups and chips all over, nothing was broken and it was a simple clean up. I took the last bag of trash out, and came back in racing up the stairs to take a shower. As I let the hot water hit my body and wash away the pretty, shitty Sunday I had, I began to think back on how I got myself into this mess. I came here to help repay my community, and old High School football coach, and possibly find someway to get back into the game I had dedicated my life to. In the short time I had been here, I had slept with 4 boys, and manage to develop feelings, for one, and cause him to pretty much want nothing to do with me. How would this affect us on the team? I mean Ray was our center, I was the offensive coach...we had to coexist together, otherwise the Cougars would fail. I didn't want to be responsible for that because I couldn't keep my dick in my pants. I also began to wonder, what if emotion consumed Ray so much that he told someone. I also didn't want to go to jail behind my lack of self control. I needed to calm down. My emotions and imagination was going nuts. I turned off the shower and stepped out. I began drying myself off. I came to the conclusion that If I was going to continue to deal with younger guys on a sexual level. They better be 18. I decided to administer some self discipline and said that's what I was going to do. " NO MORE COUGARS!" I said out loud as I wrapped the towel around my waist, and headed for my bedroom. I lotioned up with my cocoa butter lotion and slid into some baggy gray sweats and a white tank top. I looked at the clock and saw it was 5 minutes before 9. I realized I was in the shower for a lot longer than I thought. I might as well grab a few beers and sit and watch Family Guy on the flat screen downstairs, and maybe laugh some of this mess away. I grabbed 2 Bud Lights with Lime, and headed toward the TV room. I picked up the remote and turned on the large 58" screen hanging on the wall. The Family Guy opening credits were rolling, I twisted off the top, and sat back and just exhaled, as I took a huge sip from the beer. Soon as I took my first swallow the door bell rang. " You got to be kidding me...Who the fuck????" I said, not really wanting to be bothered. I decided whoever it was would eventually go away if I didn't answer, and took another swig of beer, and kept watching TV. It rang again. I guess whoever it was really needed something, after all it could have been a parent or something. As I walked to the door I thought, maybe its Ray's mom and the police here to take me to jail. My heart started racing. Did he tell her? Did she see the tears and strife I caused her poor son, and decided to come collect my ass? The smart thing to do, would have been to look through the peephole on the door, but I figure...to hell with it. Might as well just face the music. I flung the door open and was completely amazed at who it was. " Jayquin??..What's...what's up?" I said looking really confused why he was here, at this hour. I looked passed him around the circular drive way to see who brought him here, or who was with him. I saw nothing. " Hey Nate...uuummm ...yo I left something here this afternoon..my cell, and I think my house keys." He said with an embarrassed look on his face. " Oh...well...hey come in man." I said stepping aside to let him in. He walked ahead of me as I closed the front door. As Jayquin walked ahead of me, I couldn't help but look him over. He was about 5' 8" 180 lbs, dark smooth skinned, with a nice athletic body. I knew he was Derrins nephew, and even remember when he use to come to some of the high school games as a baby. I hadn't seen him since then and wow did he really grow up into something. He wore a black T-shirt and some khaki colored cargo shorts, that were sagging low enough so that you could see the white briefs or boxer briefs, that were hugging the dark skinned bubble that looked like it wanted to escape. The few steps he took ahead of me I could see the slight jiggle of one cheek move up, while the other moved down. He stopped in the middle of the entrance area of the house, then turned around. I quickly fixed my eyes off of him so that he wouldn't see me looking him over, like the last BBQ rib at a tailgate party. " Can you believe I got all the way home, and realized I got, no keys..and no phone? I'm a dumb ass man!" He said chuckling at his own mistake. " Honestly Jay, I cleaned up and didn't see anything. You sure you left that stuff here and not in Derrins van?" I asked. " Na man,Uncle Derrin and I looked like crazy madmen in that thing...and nothin. This is the only other place I was." He said shrugging his shoulders. " Well lets go take a look and see if we can find them." I said ,ushering him further into the house. We started the search in the TV room, since that's where pretty much everybody was during the party. I looked under the coffee table and he looked around other parts of the room. " Damn man...you don't think one of the lil guys got them do you?" He said frustrated and sucking his teeth. " The boys are pretty good Jay, If they found something that wasn't theirs, I doubt they would just take it like that. Then again this IS Detroit." I said, with a sarcastic laugh. " Damn Nate, that's messed up. How you gonna trash your hometown like that!" He asked taking a slight offence. " I'm playing man...I love the D, always will, that's why I'm back." I said laughing and getting up from kneeling on the floor under the table. " Hey I have a good idea, what if I called your cell, the ring tone should come on if its in the house...and we can find it like that. "Yo...damn, I didn't even think of that....the volume is all the way up, so if its here, we should definitely hear it." He said smiling, showing a pretty set of crisp white teeth. I went to the table in the middle of the entrance area of the house, where I always kept my house keys and cell phone. I grabbed my cell off the small table and walked back into the TV room. I asked Jay for his number, and called. I heard a faint sound coming from somewhere in room, but couldn't make out its location. " I think I hear something, but....wait...let me turn this down." He grabbed the TV remote and muted the TV. Soon as he muted it, the musical ring tone could be heard coming from the couch. " Its in the couch!" He said. We both began pulling off the pillows and cushions, and there it was, along with his keys. He grabbed them and silenced the ringer, and helped me put the couch back together. " Thanks man...whew....my mom would have flipped if I lost these keys again." He said breathing a sigh of relief. " Well at least you found them." I said sitting on couch. " Wait...you live all the way on the other side of 7 mile right? near Greenfield...how the hell did you get over here?" I asked, looking at him confused. " Oh man...I had to catch the damn bus. Soon as we dropped Ray off, Uncle Derrin took me home. He didn't even stay to make sure I got in the damn house. My mom is working late tonight, so I was stuck. I couldn't even call him to come back and get me cause I had no phone. So thank god I had some money in my pocket to catch the bus, I figure I would check here since this is where I was last." He explained as he sat on the love seat to the left of the couch. He took off his black fitted hat to reveal his fresh low hair cut wit clean waves in his nice black hair. I looked at how handsome he was, his clean dark smooth face that showed the introduction of puberty by the slight hair over his lip where in a few years a nice mustache would be. A few strands of hair on his chin could also be seen trying to come through to lay their claim to make a beard. His lips were a slight red from either him drinking a soda or some type of candy on his way over making them even sweeter than they probably naturally were. His dark chocolate teen face was also accented by two sparkling earrings one that adorned each ear. I could tell just by looking at him, the cell phone he picked up was probably full of young teenage girls all who wanted a piece of what I had sitting across from me on,the love seat in my house. " Well, if you need a ride..I can run you home. Its no problem." I offered, taking the last gulp down of the first beer I had. I immediately put the empty bottle on the table, and picked up the second and began chugging. " Actually....I uuhhh...well I was wonderin If I could..kind of chill with you for a little bit? He asked scratching his head, and looking at me with uncertainty. " Ha...don't you have school tomorrow young buck?...Isn't bed time coming up?" I asked laughing and teasing. " Aaawww wow, you really are gonna play me like that Nate? That's not cool man. I have school, but I don't have a curfew. Besides my mom wont be home till crazy late. Its boring as hell at my house. Same crap on cable, same boring video games. I really don't feel like being home all by myself." He complained. I understood. When I was 15 ,I wanted to be everywhere but home especially if my brothers and sisters were all out. " Its cool man, I don't mind...just as long as your mom or uncle don't get in my ass cause I let you stay over." I said sucking down the last of the second beer, I then placed it on the table next to the other empty beer bottle, let out a huge belch and sat back on the couch. " Na, my mom doesn't mind as long as my ass is in school by 9 am she don't care. As far as Uncle Derrin, yea right...he definitely don't care. But what you need to do is let me get one of those beers!" He said with a smirk on his face, but at the same time being serious as a heart attack. " Yea...I don't think so. You really are trying to get me in trouble aren't you?" I asked. " Awwwwww come on Big Nate, I know you use to drink when you were 15, Uncle Derrin told me about some of your wild stories when you use to play ball in high school." He said putting on a devious smile and licking his lips. God only knows what Derrin told him, about those times, I hope not everything. I sympathized with his need to feel like an adult and have liquor and gave in. Besides I figure what was one beer right? " Ok, ok, ok. I will hook you up. But one beer, and that's it. I don't want you getting all drunk and crazy on me." I said as I got up from the couch. " Now that's what's up!" He said, clapping his hands and following right behind me. We got into the kitchen and I handed him a beer and grabbed one more for myself. We both twisted the tops, and then clicked the necks. We started talking, about me, my career and injury. We also talked about how he played high school football, and wanted to go to U of M just like I did. We talked about a lot of things from movies, to music, to even about politics. I was shocked to find out, that he wasn't that much of a womanizer as I suspected. I thought that was strange given the fact that this kid was one hot 15 year old. Those two beers we had, multiplied pretty quickly, and I noticed he began slurring a little. I had got so involved in the conversation that I just kept passing beer after beer, not realizing I was getting my old high school coaches nephew, pretty fucked up. " Hey... you're getting wasted. I think that should be your last one young buck." I told him, laughing at how the three he had to my six, had him pretty much gone for the night. " Yea...I think, I'm...pretty much...good." He slurred giggling. I went in the fridge and poured him a glass of water to flush the beer inside, out of his system and sipped it, he pulled out a chair from under the kitchen table and sat down. I stood with my back to the sink as I finished the last beer. " Sooo...Big Nate...you not married, no girl or nothing? I mean I would figure I guy like you gets so much ass, its not even funny. Especially with a crib like this!" He said, looking around. " If I had a pad like you got...I would be set....this place is like a damn castle!" He said taking the last gulp of water, and handing me the glass. " Well you are playing football in high school now right? So work hard, and play hard, get that degree, and no reason why you cant have a spot like this or even bigger and better." I assured him. " Man...yea I play football for King High School, but I don't even start...Coach Foster says...I'm too small, and don't hit hard enough...can you believe that shit??" He said pounding his fist on his muscular dark thighs. " Well what position do you play?" I asked as I looked down at his legs spread, wide open in the chair right across from me. I could see although his cargo shorts were hanging down low, they rose up enough to reveal the beginning of some nice dark muscular smooth thighs. I looked down to see his thick, and slightly hairy dark calves, that had a beautiful color contrast with the white ankle socks he had on. " Man..I'm suppose to play line backer, but its not like I play that much. Not until I beef up the coach says" He said frustrated and sucking his teeth. "Wow that must suck. But if you get a good regiment, and work out, you should have no problem. You have a great body so you shouldn't need that much work" I reassured him. "Great body??? ....Man...look at me!! Would you believe I weigh 185 man???" He complained and pulled off his black T-shirt revealing his young, teen, tight dark body. His chest, was slightly muscular with nice pecs, and nice deep dark chocolate nipples, and his arms were also nice, and toned with a slight muscular appearance. Looking down at his stomach you could see a flat stomach where some abs, looked like they wanted to come in. He threw his shirt on the floor revealing the slight hair under his arms as he reached out. I looked closer to his stomach and saw a small trail of hair pointing down to the white cotton waistband that read HANES all around it. The scent of young juvenile and beer on his breath filled my nostrils, and made my dick began to rise in my sweats. Knowing if I got hard he would easily see it, I turned my back to him and began washing my hands. When I felt I was successful in the prevention off my erection I turned off the sink and turned back around. I was in shock when he was standing right in front of me. "Damn Nate...see....I'm trying to get like you are. Look at those arms!" He licked his lips and rubbed and squeezed my biceps, first the left then the right." Look at your chest...MMMMMHH MMMMMMHH! "He said rubbing his hand on my chest. Still licking his lips."And I know the abs are sick as hell!" He said lifting up the bottom of my tank top, and looking at my six pac that I had. "Man if I could get like you! I would be GOLDEN!!!!" He said stepping back and sitting back in the chair. " I tried to bulk up, I eat what I'm suppose to, but the weight only goes to one damn place, and that shit....that shit sucks man!!" He said, throwing his hands up in defeat. I swear if I didn't know better this was the second time Jay had flirted with me today. I had long ruled out the possibility of being able to guess someone's sexual orientation. Through out life no one ever suspected that I was bisexual, so I learned not to expect anything when it came to dealing with other guys who messed around. But this kid? Jay? I thought to myself. It had to be the beer that had him acting so odd. I thought to myself. "You say all the weight goes to one place. I mean I must admit, for 185 you are kind of slim...Where does the weight go??" I asked, with a curious look on my face. "Oh you wont believe this shit...check it!" He said as he stood up and began unfastening his shorts. What the hell was he doing??? I thought to myself. Before I could clearly reason what, he let his shorts drop to his feet and turned around and slightly arched his back. Revealing a huge, round, fat, bubble ass smothered in the tightest pair of crisp white boxer briefs. He then reach around with both hands and pushed both cheeks up from the bottom, making his ass jiggle like two white water balloons next to each other. "This!!!...This is where it all goes! My ass. Its huge, especially for my size. My mom says I got it from her. But whatever man. I eat anything and it all goes here, That wont help me start!!" He said turning around frustrated. I instantly looked down to see the white cotton, smothering the huge bulge in front. It looked like a small snake in a cotton sack. His dark thighs were thick, smooth and muscular, his body was flawless, It may not have been good enough to play line backer, but it was damn good for anything else. Lust and the beer began to take over, I didn't care nor pay attention to what I was saying. " Well Jay, I definitely don't think all that food is going to the back. Most of it maybe, but from the looks of it, it goes to the front too." I said licking my lips and smiling looking at his teen bulge. What did I just say? I thought to myself. Was I crazy? "Yea... you and my damn boyfriend notice, Just wish he would pay attention to the damn back as much as he does the front!!" He blurted as he sat down in the chair only in his underwear and socks, his shorts still at his feet. "Ummmm...Jay....did you just say...ummm BOYFRIEND???" I said looking at him with a confused face. "WHAT!!!..Oh..I mean...girlfriend...my bad man, its this...well..I didn't mean boy...What I meant to...you know...UGH!" He tried explaining. From the look on his face, I could tell he realized the beer became a truth potion and made him admit something, he didn't want to. "FUCK!!! ....Look...Nate...man, I'm sorry. Yo please don't tell my uncle yo. He would flip out if he knew I got down like that." He said pleading with me and looking scared to death of the involuntary error he just made. However if only he knew the truth about his uncle I thought to myself. "Look Jay, Its cool...its pretty common now a days anyway, especially among athletes...its just how it is. But don't worry your secret is safe with me." I said trying to make him feel at ease. I walked over to him, and placed my hands on his shoulders. He then looked up at me with sad puppy dog eyes. "Yo Jay, don't worry its nothing to be ashamed of, I mean...lots of guys do it. I promise I wont tell a soul." I told him in a soft tone. "Nate its not even that man...I hate this relationship. Its so one sided. He only cares about what he wants...and dude the sex fuckin sucks. I always gotta be the top. Its like I have all this ass, and its useless!!!" He said pouring his heart out while looking deep at me with his dark chestnut brown eyes. As soon as the reference to him, having sex ,his ass, him being with another man fully registered. I couldn't hold back my erection anymore. All 10 1/2 inches instantly began tenting in my sweats. Any closer to him, and his sweet lips would have touched the fabric of my sweats. "GOD DAMN!!!!!..WHAT THE HELL YOU GOT IN THERE???" He yelled in amazement, as his eyes widened and focused on my crotch. "Look, Jay my bad man...I didn't mean.." Before I could finish the statement. He took his hand and yanked down the front of my sweats, allowing for my fully erect, dick to flop out and point directly at his mouth. "DAMN NATE!!!!...SHIT! I bet you would know what to do with a lot of ass if somebody put it in front of you!!" He said licking his lips, then looking back up at me, his eyes pleading to let it into his mouth. I tried my hardest to stick to my promise I made earlier, 18 only. I thought to myself. Yes I wanted Jay, in the worst way, but I couldn't. Jay was 15 and that's a no,no. He looked at my face and saw the confused look I had. He instantly let go of my pants and sat back in the chair. "Yo...Nate, I'm sorry man....I'm just coming on to you like that..you don't even get down like that, and I'm practically trying to rape you. I'm sorry please man, don't tell my uncle about this he would flip, and I don't want you to think I'm a perv or anything like that" He said feeling more than awkward and reaching for his shirt. "Jay, its not even that....its just I'm going through some things...and...well...you are Derrins nephew...and...you..you are only 15...and you just said you have a boyfriend. I mean maybe this isn't a good idea. I mean like I said, Its common, especially with athletes...but..I don't know." I said, trying to make sense of this myself, I wanted this, I wanted him. Was I really about to put myself in the same shit again? Jay stood up and looked in my eyes. He licked his lips and pressed his body up against mine. " Yea I'm 15..but I'm mature for it. Yea I got a boyfriend, but that's the problem... he's a boy. I want a man, a real, strong...MAN! Derrin doesn't have to know, just me and you. You going through something? Let me help you think of something else. Come on Big Nate, show me what its like to be with a real man. " He said getting on his toes and kissing me. Our tongues swam together while in each other mouth., I could taste, the sweetness of candy, and beer, and boy breath. I reached down to grab, the two dark bubble globes smothered in the tight, cotton boxer briefs he had on. Soon as I squeezed his ass, he moaned, delivering a hot burst of breath into my mouth as we locked, and quick blast of hot air from his nose. I broke our kiss, while still holding on to his ass cheeks kneading them like bread dough. "Jay, I don't want to hurt you...I really don't think you are ready for this."I said, trying to offer him a way out of what I was going to do if he allowed me to. But the sexual desire was too strong, and resistance was futile on both our parts at this point."I know, its gonna hurt...shit, just looking at it, hurts. But I don't give a fuck, Nate, I'm a soldier, I can take pain. I really want this...I really do." He said in a soft seductive tone. I couldn't take it' enough was enough, I had to go through with this, after the Ray situation, I was so frustrated, I needed to work out my frustrations...what better way, than this hot piece of dark, teen jock ass I had in my hands. " So you want it huh?" I asked while taking one of my hands off his ass and grabbing the back of his head and pulling it toward me for a kiss. The kiss was harder, my tongue wrestling his, the slob leaking out of both of our mouths as boy kissed man. He broke the kiss and looked down at my bouncing dick hanging out my sweats "Yea, I want it Nate...let me show you how much." He sad then instantly sat down in the chair and began stroking my stick. I simply looked down, at his young, dark strong hand stroking me, not able to fully close his hand around my thickness. " Fuck, Nate, you are so big...you're gonna rip me apart." He said looking up at me, biting his bottom lip. I could tell in his voice and eyes, he had a strong desire for this, but was scared shitless about what was about to happen to him. " Well...time to soldier up buddy boy..you said you wanted a man...lets make this happen." I said as I smiled down at him. Soon as I said that, Jay leaned forward and began licking, the mushroom head of my 10 1/2 inch monster. He licked along the shaft, getting it nice and wet, then lifted it up to my navel, and began licking up and down the under shaft. I slid my sweats down, to my thighs so that my balls, were available for the tongue work that my dick was receiving also. Jay licked down the shaft, and down to my balls. He began sucking, on my smooth balls, alternating between licks and sucks. I moaned and threw my head back in pure bliss. Now this was a blow job, I thought to myself. My recent experiences had been great, but this was something different, this was a boy, who had an understanding of what he was doing. He rose his mouth off my balls, and placed the head of my dick in his mouth. "MMMMMMMMM..YEEEAAA...That's it baby boy! "I moaned and then whispered to him. I looked down to see he had started bobbing, his head, on it. I saw those sexy lips being stretched to capacity due to my thick girth, and curve. He had managed to get a steady bobbing motion and managed to get down to half of my dick, but I wanted more. I wanted to feel his sweet, teen throat. I placed my hand on the back of his head and began pushing him past the point of where he was going. With each push of his head from my gripping hand, I added a slight thrust with my hips. With each thrust I felt more and more warmth in his mouth. A few times, I heard him gag, but ignored it. He wanted this, I was going to give him what he wanted. He wanted to experience a full, grown man, I was going to fuck him like one. " You...like...that?" I asked as he slurped, and slobbered, and sucked on my dick. "MMMMMMM HHHHMMM" He replied and nodded yes as I picked up my thrust and began fucking his mouth. " Yea...you wanted a mans dick, now you got one...open your mouth more, relax your throat. I want you to take it all Jay, take it all for me." I said, as I picked up my thrusting pace into his mouth. I felt the tip hit close to his throat. Then he let out a huge choking gag, and pulled off of it. Soon as my dick plopped out of his mouth, a huge rope of spit hit the floor. " UGH...UGH...UGH...Damn, Nate...I cant take the whole thing...you....you too big!" He panted, catching his breath, and looking up at me teary eyed from the gagging. I simply just grabbed the back of his head and thrust it back in his mouth. Fucking his face more rapid this time. His mouth was warm and wet, like slipping on a fresh pair of silk boxers. I took both hands and grabbed the back of his head and began really fucking his mouth hard, each thrust I got deeper and deeper hearing, popping, and slurping, and moaning coming from him with each pass and me getting closer to my goal, his throat. Finally I hit my target and as he tried to pull back I forced his head and face into my pubic hair region. I felt his body convulse and stiffen, as it signaled he needed air. Him throwing up was the last thing I wanted so I obliged and let him pull off.. " UGH...UGH...UGH...Shit yo....Damn....Nate...That's too much dick man." He panted, taking in air. " I guess I'm gonna have to put it someplace else then," I said with an evil grin. I lifted him out of the chair. Between my situation with Ray, the beer, the lust for this boy, aggression became, my mind set. I Pulled his white boxer briefs down,to his feet and watched as he stepped out of them. I slapped his dark, smooth, bubble globes, one at a time, with a nice hard slap. He jumped and moaned with each slap that echoed the entire kitchen. He saw the lustful rage in my eyes. I saw his face that had the look of;what have I gotten myself into. I picked him up and layed him on his back on the kitchen table. I then sat in the chair he was sitting in before and turned and positioned it, so that I was sitting face level with his crotch. I lifted his legs and pushed them up in the air, so that his dick, balls and ass were all exposed. I was in awe. His thick, fat, dark uncut 8 inch dick, that was nestled in sweet, teen dark, black hair. His sweet dark chocolate mini egg sized balls, or his sweet hairless dark tight ass hole. It was a buffet, that I didn't know where to begin at. But I couldn't resist any further. I lifted his legs by his ankles, and slid my hands down on his under thighs to keep them up, exposing his tight, black teen hole. I dove in face first, licking the hole in circles going clockwise, very slow at first, then speeding up going counter clockwise. With each passing of my tongue I felt his legs tighten and his body stiffen and constrict. All signals, that this was the first time anybody had done this to him. " Oh SHIT...UGH...SHIT....DAMN...NATE...MMMMMM...OH FUCK...DAMN YO, UGH..NAAAAAATE...MMMMMM!!!!!!!!" He moaned and panted. He then lifted his head up, and looked down at me, between his legs, licking and lapping at his hole. " Damn....Nate....you....wanna...wanna..go to....your...room....UGH??" He asked, in between breaths, and licks. " Naaaaa, this is the kitchen...Id rather eat here.!" I said, then diving right back into his hole, this time stuffing my fat and strong tongue up inside the hot, sweet, teen, dark jock center. " OH....MY GOD!!!...NATE...DAMN....SHIT...UHHHHHHGGGH." Jay moaned as I began tongue fucking him. I began licking and lapping, at the dark hairless crack, stuffing my tongue deep in his sweet hole. The sweetness of teen juices leaking into my mouth with each thrust as I fucked my tongue deep inside him."MMMMM...MMMMM...MMMMMM...NNNNAAAATTEE...UGH!!! I cant...I cant...I cant take it yo....its too...too...too fuckin gooooood!" He moaned as his hands gripped my wrist. " Na, little man...you have to take it." I said as I continued his anal tongue lashing. I then moved up and began sucking and licking and lapping his balls. I licked them, bathing them with my tongue. I looked over my handy work, seeing his ass hole and balls were slick and shiny from my mouth. I then stood up and looked down at him, as his thick, dark thighs hung off the table. I looked down, seeing his face drunk with passion, lust and pure sex. I looked at his dark muscular, chest heaving up and down from what I did, trying to get in his head, the experience he just had. He looked up at me, biting his bottom lip. " Damn....that....that was nuts. Nobody....nobody has ever...done ...done that man" He said catching his breath. " I guess this is what its like with a real man huh?" He said as he sat up on his elbows. " No...I'm about to show you what its like with a real man...right....now." I said, then bent down and began kissing him again. He placed his arms around my neck, I reached down and grabbed his ankles and wrapped them around my waist. I broke the kiss, then looked deep in his eyes, " Hold on to me tight. "I whispered. I lifted up with him still holding on to me, standing straight up. His arms around my neck his legs locked around my waist. " Damn....you're so strong...I wish my boyfriend was strong like you." He said in a sexual tone. While giving me a quick pecking kiss. "Lets not worry about him right now ok." I said kissing him again, the same way. " Ok.....sounds good to me." He smiled and kissed me again. I lowered us down to the chair, and positioned him, so that he was straddling me. I reached around making sure my thick, brown, piece of meat was lined up with his sweet, dark hole. I felt his teen entrance, and saw it was covered, in spit and nicely lubed for what I was about to do. I began, rubbing his tight, hole, then I pushed one finger inside. Between my spit, and his natural anal juices, it was like a faucet had sprung a leak. Considering the lube I had was upstairs, this was going to work to my advantage. " Uggggghhh...mmmmmmm...ohhhhhh...mmmm!!!!" He moaned, as his body tensed up, while trying to get use to my finger invading his special spot that hadn't been invaded in who knew how long. We kept kissing, for a short while. I then broke my kiss and put a huge amount of spit into my hand. Surprisingly his ass became very receptive quickly to my finger. I figure if his boyfriend wasn't doing the job, he must have been pleasuring himself, when he was alone. Again I was happy this would work to my advantage. My lust was strong, and so was my desire to fuck, and that's what I was about to do. I stroked my dick with the spit, I had on my hand, getting it nicely lubed up for what we were about to embark on. " Are you ready young buck?" I asked, then sucking on his bottom lip. "Yea...I'm ready" He whispered, still staring into my eyes. "Good...cause, here I come..just relax...let it happen." I said assuring him he will be ok. I lowered him down onto my dick, letting the head kiss the tight, hairless entrance. I then slowly slid him down, while thrusting slowly up. I felt my dick pop inside of his warm, tight dark hole. " AAAAHHHH....SHHIIIITTTT!!!...MMMMMMMMM....FUCK! He moaned as my head began exploring his, teen canal. "DAMN!!...FUUUUUUCCCCKK!!!" I screamed as, the hot, tight ass, gripped and slowly enveloped my head, and worked its way down slowly on my shaft. I felt Jays nails slowly dig into my back as he straddled me, and slowly began getting stuffed by my thick, 10 1/2 inch beast. I placed my hands on both of his huge round ass cheeks and began slowly working him up and down, with each down stroke, sliding a little more up into his tight, rarely used chute. His eyes were closed tight, and he was biting his lip and continuing to dig his nails in my back, as he slowly began riding me. I began slapping his ass cheeks Signaling, I wanted him to go faster, deeper, harder. I squeezed his huge, dark smooth ass cheeks hard and began pulling him down lower. " FUCK!.....DAMN.....AAAHHH...AHHH....AHHH...SHIT!...NATE...FUCK...YOUR...DICK IS..BIG!!!...SHIT!!!" He moaned as I slowly began working more inches into him."Come on...you said...this..is what..you wanted....come get it..baby boy!" I said, with an aggressive tone as I started pulling him harder and even more faster onto it. " UGH,..UGH...UGH...MMMHHHMMM...SHIT...OH SHIT...OH SHIT!!!" He panted and moaned as I stroked deeper into his bowels. We kept this up for about 10 more minutes. I realized between my thick thighs, and his, plus his bubble ass...getting the entire thing in him this way wasn't going to happen. I know, I wanted to be in his stomach by the time this was over. I stood up with him wrapped around me as before, this time my dick still buried in him. I laid him down on his back again on the table and pushed is legs back into the air. I Looked down, pulling my dick free from his sweet, ass and saw my brown, beefy stick covered in teen, boy juice and saw his puckering and pouting hole winking, wanting more of what I just gave a brief sample of. I was happy to give it too. I aimed my dick back at the sweet 15 yr old fuck box, and slid it in. Pushing forward with conviction. " AAAAAHHHHRRRGGGHHHH...NAAATEEE...MMMMMMMM...UUUUGGGHH!!!!!" He screamed, as I slid it in, touching places inside him he never even knew he had." DAMN!!!!....YO....ITS....IN MY...FUCKING...STOMACH MAN...I CANT...UGGH!!...SHIT..YOURE LIKE ...A FUCKING...TREE...IN MY..ASS...UGH!!!" He grunted as I began sliding in and out of him. I looked down as he laid on the table, and saw his face was a mix of bliss, pain, shock and euphoria. I grabbed his muscular thighs and began really picking up the pace, fucking him harder and harder. I looked at his thick, dark chocolate dick, that was bouncing back and forth on his stomach, then around and around. With each time it touched him, it smeared pre cum that was oozing forming a mini pool in his navel. My aggression kicked up a notch, and I placed one hand softly around his neck. I began humping harder and harder into his ass, feeling my pelvis finally touch the jiggling cheeks, that bounced with each stroke. Letting me know I was all inside him. " UGH...UGH...UGH...UGH...UGH...UGH...SHIT...UGH...UGH...DAMN...AHH...AHHH!!!!" He grunted with each stroke. This was some of the best ass I ever had. I kept thinking of the day I had, how upset I was, and now I was relieving all that aggression that I had pinned up within. " You...like...that...don't you? You like that.... grown man..dick..don't you? DONT....YOU!!!!" I said through gritted teeth, letting my lust, and aggression take over completely." AAAHHH...SHIT...YES...YES...YES...AHH!!!" He screamed as I began fucking him harder, to where the smacking sounds of my pounding his bubble butt, could be heard all through the kitchen, along with the slight movement of the table, that was rocking with each drilling stroke I delivered. I held onto his thighs, and lifted his body slightly off the table. I then began hammering, hard as hell. Drilling deep into him, while holding on to his thick, football player thighs. Sweat began dripping onto his dick, from my face,mixing with the pre cum on his stomach that became even more noticeable now. His grunts and moans got louder, as I lifted one hand and began slapping, and gripping his ass harder. I felt myself, getting close, but I wasn't ready yet...not till I did what I really wanted to do. I laid him fully back down on the table and pulled, my dick out. I looked down and saw my dick twitching up and down, eager for more, begging me to put it back in the sweet teens ass. I looked down and saw him sit up on his elbows, breathing hard, as he slowly put his legs down. I could see they were shaking, from the intense sensations he was going through, as they dangled off the table. His sweaty, dark body was shiny all over from intense perspiration. He wiped his face, then looked up at me with pleading eyes. " Yo...Nate...I...think...I'm done dude...I cant..I cant take no more....you're fucking the shit out of me." He panted saying trying to catch his breath. " This what you wanted baby boy...come here!" I pulled him fully off the table by his hands, then spun him around pushing him down onto the table, so he was bent over. I kept one hand on his back, keeping him in place, while using the other hand to line my dick up with his stretched hole. I looked down at the huge, sweet, dark chocolate cheeks. Damn this boy had a huge, fat ass I thought to myself. I gave both cheeks a heavy handed slap causing him to jump and whelp. Then I pushed forward, and felt the warmth of his ass once again smother my dick. Looking down I saw the huge globes give way and accept me. It was like all my 10 1/2 inches I owned was made for this 15 yr old ass. I wasted no time resuming my pounding speed. Digging deep,hard, and fast. watching his big, black, ass cheeks jiggle with each hard, pounding stroke I drilled in his ass and guts. His ass was, big, and firm, muscular but fat with a rhythmic jiggle that went so well with my hard, and rough strokes. I slapped both ass cheeks,as I pounded even harder than before. " AHH...AHHH...AHHH...SHIT...FUCK...YO...AHH...AHH...SHIT...DAMN..NATE!!...UGH!!...UGH!...SHIT!!!!!" He screamed, and grunted as I pounded harder showing his young ass no mercy. " This...what ...you wanted?...HUH? This....what..you need?...Your boyfriend....do ...it like this??.....DOES HE HIT IT...LIKE THIS???? COME ON...COME ON...GIVE ME THIS ..15..YR..OLD ASS!!!!!" I shouted and teased, as I thrust really hard, and let my doggy style assault continue on his sweet line backer cheeks. I placed a hand on the back of his neck and held him into place, as I felt him trying to wiggle away. But my strength was too much. He was stuck until I was done. " NO...HE DONT!...SHIT....FUCK MAN..DAMN......YOU....TEARIN...THIS...ASS UP...DAMN NATE...FUCK ME...FUCK ME... OH...SHIT!!!" He screamed, while his hands gripped the sides of the table so that he could brace himself. I felt my balls stir. I couldn't hold it, My body knew it was time. I wanted to stay inside him all night, but knew my dick couldn't hold out anymore. "YOOOO...SHIIIIIIIITTT...IM...BOUT...TO...CUM....OH FUCK....FUCK..FUUUUUUUUCCCCK!!!!!!" I yelled, as I felt the eruption working its way from my balls, through my shaft. I slid my entire pipe out, and soon as my dick got its first whiff of oxygen, blast of cum, shot out all over Jays back and juicy, jiggling ass cheeks. I even saw where one stream landed on the back of his neck. I panted, and tried to catch my breath, stepping back and looking at my handy work, just standing there feeling like every ounce of aggression, and pain I had built up in me over the Ray situation, was drizzled all over Jay's back. Jay laid on the table for a few minutes, trying to get his body to recoup after the anal assault it was just a victim of in my kitchen. He then rose up and turned around sitting on the edge of the table. I looked and admired his sexy body, his spent look on his face, his thick thighs that were still shaking. He looked at me, and I looked at him. I had realized he hadn't even came yet. "You...want...me to...suck or ...jack you...off?" I asked as he took one big breath, and held his stomach with one hand, and waved no with the other hand. "No yo....I'm...I'm...fucking good....shit...damn Nate...now...you ... ARE DEFINITELY..a fucking man. Shit...you ARE..THE fucking man." He said giving me a cute smile, He tried to stand on his own legs, but they were too shaky and wobbly.Soon as he got to his feet, his knees gave way. I stepped in and caught him and stood him up, embracing his body facing mine. "Damn...I cant even stand up.You tore me up!!" He said still catching his breath. "Hey..You got what you wanted...baby boy." I said giving him a smile and a quick kissing peck. " You think I could stay here for the night?...Please...I don't want to leave." He looked in my eyes and said. " Don't you have school in the morning? I don't want you to get in trouble." I reminded. " You can just drop me off at home early, Besides, I'm too tired to do anything...hell..I cant even fucking walk after what you did." He said giggling. " Ok...that's fine, Stay with me for tonight, I will take you home early in the morning, but I don't want to hear any excuses, when its time to get up! Now lets go to bed." I said slapping his ass cheek, while still embracing him with my huge arms. " No...No excuses. I promise to get up....speaking of UP...how the hell am I supposed to get up all those damn stairs, I cant even stand, let alone walk man" He said, taking a huge breath. " You don't have to...I got you!" I said,as I started lifting him up, to where his arms were around my neck, and his legs were wrapped around my waist again. I then proceeded to carry him out of the kitchen and up to my bedroom. As we walked out of the kitchen he hit the light on the way out and I proceeded to carry him up the spiral stairs to the bedroom. As we were venturing up the stairs he kept looking into my eyes, and smiling, as he enjoyed his ride. " Sooooo Nate, you're single right?." He said with a handsome smile and light in his eye. " Well, yea...why do you ask?" I asked him " Cause..maybe I should do something, about that...I need a REAL man...Like you!" He said kissing me as we reached the top of the stairs " And what about..your BOYFRIEND??" I asked giving him a skeptical look. " Like you said earlier....Lets not worry about him." He said slightly laughing as I carried him into my bedroom for the night. TO BE CONTINUED..... I hope you liked part 7. Again sorry it took so long. I appreciate any feedback you have simply email me at _BlazinBlasian1@aol.com_ (mailto:BlazinBlasian1@aol.com) With any comments. questions or whatever you may have. Thanks again.