Date: Tue, 26 Jul 2011 18:48:27 -0700 (PDT) From: Jeff Andrews Subject: Confessions of a Lifeguard Hope you guys like this story. The title is about a lifeguard, but this first installment only mentions lifeguarding in passing. It just turned out that way once I started writing -- seemed important to give you some history. Next time I'll get more into the adventures at the pool and such. Let me know if you enjoy it. _____________________________________________________________________ Prologue It was a great summer for me. At 21 years old I was about to enter my senior year at college and I'd landed my regular summer gig as a lifeguard at a community swimming pool near my parents' house. I'd been on the swim team all through high school and was a good athlete but not really a great one. I loved it, but to tell the truth what really attracted me to swimming was being around all the hot young guys -- naked in the locker room and almost naked at the pool. Nothing ever really happened between me and my team mates -- I was gay or maybe bi, but I sure as hell wasn't suicidal! My cousin Kevin had introduced me to male sex when I was eleven and he was fourteen. It was a pretty one-sided thing for him. He loved getting his cock sucked but he wasn't too keen on putting another guy's dick in his own mouth! I was pretty much OK with the arrangement, except that it bothered me that I liked the feel of his big hard dick in my mouth so much. By the time I turned thirteen I started insisting that he suck me off if he wanted me to do him. It wasn't so much that I didn't want to suck him -- or even that I really wanted him to suck me - it was more that I didn't want him to know how much I liked doing it. It was the only way I knew to keep the sex going and still keep telling myself I wasn't gay. Well it didn't work out quite like I planned. Mostly because of the little slut named Jamie that he met his sophomore year when he turned sixteen. She had a reputation for sucking guys off and, even though Kevin admitted she couldn't do it nearly as good as I could, it was easier for him to get his blowjobs from a girl and not have to suck a dick in return. Now when I look back on it, it kind of pisses me off how selfish he was. But back then it just seemed like the way things were. But I ended up with a back-up plan. Kevin's parents, Aunt Karen and Uncle Doug, had five kids, and the third was a boy who turned nine the same year I made my ill-fated power play with his big brother. Little Benjie worshipped the ground I walked on, probably because his big brother thought he was a little pest and never played with him. One day Benjie and I were playing hide-n-seek with some of his little friends. I know I was a little too old to be playing games like that, but I really liked the kid. He was a tow- headed little blonde boy, slim and surprisingly well built for such a little guy. He looked a lot like his big brother -- cute as hell without his shirt on - and I got a hardon every time I thought about what his little penis would look like someday. He was already kind of sexy, even at that age, but I could tell he'd grow up to be a fucking stud. Benjie and I were hiding together in a cramped space, and the only way to squeeze into the space was for him to sit in my lap. It was a hot day outside and all either of us had on were loose fitting shorts and some tennis shoes. Way too much skin-on-skin contact for my thirteen year old cock to take without popping some serious wood! You know how thirteen year old dicks are -- indiscrete as hell! And pretty soon it was trying to nuzzle its way into the soft flesh of little Benjie's squirming butt. There wasn't much cloth on either one of us to hide my tent, and I knew my little cousin had to feel my hard-on poking him through the thin material. "Whats that?' he whispered with a grin that told me he already knew very well what `that' was! "Sorry, little man" I whispered back, feeling a little embarrassed "I guess you're moving around too much. When you get older your peter just does that" Benjie giggled like the little boy he was and then gave me a surprisingly grown-up answer "I won't tell anybody. Mine does that too sometimes. Especially when I rub on it" I laughed and wondered if the kid already knew how to jerk off. I decided he was probably just beginning to figure it out. But I was grateful that he wouldn't say anything -- that would have been really embarrassing -- and I squeezed his warm little body into mine and gave him a quick peck on the cheek to say thanks. He leaned back into me and ground his little butt against my now-leaking cock. I wasn't sure at first it was intentional, putting it down to innocence on his part. But as I looked down in the dim light I couldn't help notice a little tent had come up in his lap. I wanted so bad to reach down and feel his little prick that I thought my cock would bust! My throat went dry as a powerful surge of lust coursed through my body. I was stunned to have such a strong feeling about my little cousin but I just couldn't help myself. My hands shook as I moved them to his legs and cupped his little calves in an innocent embrace, running my hands up his legs to the bottom of his shorts. It was clear my little cousin liked this. His legs spread as I cupped his soft warm flesh, and he pushed back onto me even harder, crushing my hard cock between his ass-cheeks. A stream of pre-cum oozed out of my cock slit and ran down my inner thighs, leaving a damp spot on my black shorts. Just as I was reaching into the legs of little Benjie's shorts, intent on at least copping a quick feel of his hard little prick - and knowing I shouldn't - we both heard one of the other kids running toward our hiding place. We froze for a second and then both moved away from each other -- both of us understanding that we were doing something we didn't want to get caught at. I was a little bit surprised to know that he understood this but I knew he did. Nothing was said but he knew. And I knew that he knew. That night little Benjie begged his mom to spend the night at Aunt Karen's house -- that's my mom. He did that pretty often and always stayed in my room when he did. Nothing unusual. And the two of us always went to my room about an hour before bedtime to watch tv and play video games. Nothing unusual. But this time he kept wanting to sit on my lap. And that was unusual! Normally he was way too big to sit in anyone's lap, especially mine! But tonight he just couldn't seem to sit in a chair alone. And he squirmed and he squirmed and he squirmed! It was almost like he was trying to get my dick to do the same thing it'd done earlier. And of course it did! This time he didn't say anything, he just kept up his sqirming and grinding until I couldn't take anymore. "Settle down before you break something" I grinned at him, using a phrase that was his mother's favorite manta. Except I wasn't worrying about the lamps! "It won't break, silly!" he giggled back. Then he reached his little hand into my lap and grabbed my throbbing cock, "See, its way too hard and strong to break!" I gasped at his touch, and I knew I should toss the little boy off my lap and stop while I still could. But it was already too late! He had my prick in his hand and it felt really good! "It may not break, little buddy, but if you don't cut that out it might just squirt!" I croaked, feeling my legs twitch with the heat of his clutch. "Does yours really squirt?" he asked, looking genuinely surprised "I've seen Kevy's peter squirt before" "Oh yeah? How did you see that?" I asked, noticing for the first time that my hands had traveled up his loose t-shirt to caress his soft little tummy He went on to tell me in great detail how he'd hidden and watched his big brother get a sloppy blowjob from the slut he was dating, hiding behing the kitchen wall while the two young teens indiscretely played around in Aunt Janet's living room. "But she took her mouth off when he squirted and it got all over her face" he finished with his little boy enthusiasm. By this time I was so hard I was going to have to cum or die. And I could see his little weiner was straining against the thin fabric of his pajamas too. I caught his little prick between my thumb and forefinger and gave him a squeeze "Oh shit!" he squealed, then immediately went beet red for using that kind of language in front of someone who was older than him. "Watch your fucking language!" I chastised with a laugh as I stroked his little cock through his PJs. He never let go of me as he rocked his thin little hips into my hand. I reached down into his bottoms and felt the hot flesh of his little prick for the first time. To this day I've never felt a cock as hard as his. It was only about three inches long, but I think he could've driven it through a brick if he'd wanted to! Mine wasn't much softer, and with shaking arms I picked him up and put him off my lap. Walking over to the bedroom door, I locked it and turned back to where my little cousin was standing. My dick was pushing the front of my shorts out almost its entire six inch length, making it hard to walk without stooping over to relieve the pressure. I stood in front of little Benjie, unsure what to do, and knowing I should unlock the door and take a long cold shower. I'd never heard the term `molestation' at that time but I knew damn well what I was doing was wrong! But Benjie decided the point for me. I was tall for my age, and it put my crotch at Benjie's chin. He reached forward and, with a look of fascination, pulled at the front of my shorts until my stiff leaky cock popped out -- almost hitting him in the face. "Geez, Jeff, yours is bigger than Kevy's!" he gushed. And to his little eyes it probably was, even though I knew from personal experience that his brother had a good inch on me! He didn't exactly jack me off, but his exploring fingers felt better than anything I'd ever experienced. Even better than the couple of clumsy attempts his older brother had once made at sucking me off. Maybe because I could see genuine desire in little Benjie's eyes. He didn't have his fingers wrapped around my cock because he wanted anything. He was just doing it because he liked it! Pre cum was flowing from the end of my shaft, and a long slick stream dripped onto the floor. Remembering back to Kevin's seduction of me two years earlier, I reached down and took a generous helping onto my fingers. "Want to taste something really good?" I asked in a trembling voice. Benjie looked pretty unsure -- he knew I wouldn't do anything to hurt him but he wasn't sure he wanted that stuff in his mouth. "Go ahead and try it" I urged "It's not pee, and if you don't like it you can spit it out." Still he looked unsure, moving closer but not letting me bring my slimy fingers to his pretty little lips. "I eat it all the time" I finished, and that seemed to make up his mind. He opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue to accept what I was offering. "That tastes good!" he said with relief. And I grinned in relief myself, knowing what Kevin's next step had been. "Try licking some off my peter" I suggested, still using the term Benjie always used for a cock. This time he took my suggestion with the trust he'd always had in me, accepting the idea much faster that I had with his brother. He bent forward and stuck his tongue out. The heat of the wet flesh of his tongue on the underside of my cock made my legs buckle as I fought to keep from blowing a huge load all over my cousin's cute little face! He looked up in fright at my reaction. "Did that hurt?" he gasped "No, little buddy" I croaked as the heat flooded my whole body "That felt really really good!" Benjie smiled as he leaned forward and did it again. This time he sucked a little out with his lips instead of just licking it off. I think little Benjie liked making his older cousin feel good! I rocked forward a little, not wanting to put too much of my dick in his mouth, but wanting to give him all he wanted to have. I could tell I wouldn't last long and decided I should warn him. I pulled my cock back from his sucking lips and sank down to my knees to be at eye level with him. "You remember how Kevin squirted when his girlfriend sucked on his peter?" I asked while hugging my little cousin's slender form into mine. Shaking his head in the affirmative, I continued "Well, I'm about to do that too. So if you want to take your mouth off you can. But I think you'll like the way the stuff I squirt tastes" I knew from his big brother that I liked the way it tastes! He was lost in thought for a moment, considering whether he wanted to take such a big chance. Then he made up his mind and just shrugged his slim little shoulders "I'll try it" he said. I sttod back up and let the cute little blond boy continue to nurse on my leaky prick. In less than a minute I had reached the point of no return. "Here it comes!" I gasped only seconds before my cock erupted in his soft little mouth. He gagged a little and couldn't swallow fast enough so I pulled out in a panic and creamed his sweet smooth skin with my ball juice. I was still pumping out cum when he cleared his throat and bent back in to drink the remaining stream, determined to do his new job right! "Holy shit, Benjie!" I gushed as I recovered enough to see his semen streaked little face. "You did really good, buddy! But your face is a mess!" His big toothy grin told me he liked it when I praised him -- and it also allowed some of my dripping cum to slide off his upper lip into his mouth. He ran his cute pink tongue over the slimey juice and smacked his lips and laughed. "I've got your stuff all over my face!" I led him to the bathroom and ran some warm water on a rag and knelt down to mop up the cummy mess I'd made all over the cute little face of this innocent nine year old boy. He liked the attention and melted into my hands as I cleaned his cheeks. He was so sweet and so loving I couldn't help but wrap him in a big tight hug, pulling him close into me and rubbing his bare back with my fingers. He moaned as I tickled his smooth skin -- he'd always liked me to run my fingers over his back. We stayed like this for a couple of minutes and I felt my twisted little desires start to swell up again. "Does that feel good?" I crooned into his ear as he lay with his cheek on my bare shoulder" "Mmmhmmm" came his mumbled reply "Come over on the bed and I'll show you something even better" I whispered, taking his hand and shuffling out of the bathroom I placed my hands under his arms and lifted my cute little cousin onto the bed. With one hand I gently pushed him onto his back with his legs still dangling off the side. And with my other hand I pulled off his pajama bottoms -- Spiderman underwear and all -- and got my first real look at his little peter -- his cock. It was still hard as a nail. Three beautiful inches of clean white cock leading to a fat little pink head. Even three inches looked huge on such a small frame! His tiny balls were tight against his hairless groin and I ran my fingers up his inner leg and brushed them gently as I reached for his hard little shaft. Benjie gasped as I took his cock in my fingers and brought it off his flat smooth belly. It was trying to lay tight against his silky stomach, and I let it lay back in its place for a moment while I moved my attention to his creamy inner thighs I pulled his tight little legs apart and leaned in to lick the tender skin where his legs met his crotch. I could hear him gasping and he tried to raise up to see what I was doing, but I reached up and pushed him gently back down. He conceded and even spread his legs a little wider for me, not knowing exactly what I was doing but knowing that it felt really good. My cock jumped and leaked its juice as I savored the thought of such a little boy trusting me so much that he would open his most private region to me like this. As Benjie lay on the bed gasping and making little squeaking noises, I ran my tongue over his tight little balls and lapped at the little-boy cock laying flat against his belly. The stiff little organ jumped at the contact, and I spent a couple of minutes just licking it as it lay throbbing against his warm soft skin. Then, using only my forefinger, I reached under his sweet little peter and brought it off his belly. I opened my mouth wide and buried his pole in my face before I closed my mouth around the tight-stretched skin and gently ran my tongue around my little cousin's shaft. The taste was fucking incredible! The flavor of freshly washed flesh mingled with the musky zang of little boy. My saliva exploded at the sensation and I felt my cock give a lurch as I actually creamed my own shorts. That was the first time since wet-dream-days that I'd actually cum without even touching myself! I gave out a long loud moan as my cock spurted a fresh cum load into my clean shorts, and the sensation of my moaning mouth was all it took to send little Benjie into a seizure. His tiny prick got even harder in my mouth and I could feel it spasming against my tongue. My little cousin arched his back, forcing his little prick deeper into my mouth. Both of us were paralyzed by pleasure. The noise must have been enough to wake the dead! When the convulsions subsided, I pulled off my little cousin's cock and sat back on my haunches. Hot wet cum was rolling down my leg as I eyed the little boy splayed on the bed in front of me. His little cock hadn't softened one bit and I was tempted to take it again -- but then I noticed the time. Mom had one unbreakable bedtime rule -- she always came into the room to tuck me in, and little Benjie too if he was spending the night. Seeing that I only had five minutes before she'd show up -- and she was like clockwork -- I jumped to my feet and told little Benjie to put his pajamas back on. We crawled into the bed together just seconds before Mom knocked softly and came in to tuck us safely into bed for a good night's sleep. Little Benjie was already asleep. I decided to just sleep in my cum-crusted shorts that night. Part 2 Coming if you let me know you want it!