Date: Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:53:57 -0800 (PST) From: D One Subject: Cowpunk Jamie sat with his family in the hotel lobby. Around them were some of their neighbors. All had spent the morning in church, the afternoon visiting and now as night had darkened the skies, they ate a proper Sunday night dinner. Jamie, like many kids his age, was bored. But every Sunday everyone did the same thing. He knew it and accepted it. In the morning he'd be awakened at sunrise by his Dad to do chores until the school chime was heard. Then he'd ride the distance to spend the day with all the other kids to learn. He actually liked it, while most of the other boys were bored there. He still felt victorious having explained that by riding a horse, he could do more chores before having to go to school. And his Dad agreed. Of course his mother and father continously argued about the value of the school. Jamie wasn't that good a student but he learned. Something Jamie also learned was the freedom of having his own horse. During lunch breaks, he'd take one of his friends on a ride and they ended up somewhere isolated Jamie and he would go skinny dipping and lay on the grassy banks masturbating under the afternoon sun until the school chime rang again. More and more of his chums would ride with him and repeat the break. Jamie would wrestle naked with them and sometimes discovering their mutual excitement, satisfy himself and his friend. Nobody talked about it. It was just something that boys did. And this was decades before the words gay, queer, homosexual became the daily banter of homophobes and puritans alike. The gun shot made everyone stop eating. One or two of the men went outside to see what the source of the noises were. Since guns weren't brought to these dinners, they were ill equipped to respond and were easily beaten by the thugs that approached. The robbery was simple. Four men aimed their rifles while two others went from person to person taking money, wedding rings, broaches and anything else they could get from each family. "You all look so pios and proper" the tall grizzly leader said as he waved his shotgun "tell you what, we'll return the wedding rings and heirlooms in echange for ...." His men seemed to be ready to object but the man waved his shotgun "in exchange for one of you" "Maybe one of your sweet young virgins" he walked from table to table. His men commented on his words. Even some of the town people started to object. "ok ok, we'll leave the virgins, if there are any here, alone...for now" he went back up to the entrance. "you boy come up here" Jamie didn't move until the shotgun was aimed at his mother. He shook as he moved to where the leader stood. "maybe we'll take a boy instead." there was silence. "let's see what you look like boy" Jamie didn't move "take off your duds" the words didn't seem to make sense to Jamie until the man took his knife and slashed it down his front. Jamie heard his mother shreak. "don't worry madam, we wont' damage him, at least not that way" he laughed as did some of the other men. Jamie realized his shirt flapped open as the knige had sliced the material open. Even his long johns' buttons had been sliced off and his bare chest and stomach could be seen. "off, boy everything off" The room was silent. Jamie was scared and embarassed as he stripped off his clothing until he was butt naked in front of the entire town. "awww the bird has a few feathers...but he does have a nice ass" his men agreed. "Look here, take our rings, I have more money at the house" Jamie's father stood up. The shotgun swung back to his face. "Ah a sacrificing father. Face it you just want him to do your chores, like any farm hand." the words awakened Jamie somehow. It was as if his own words he had been thinking were suddenly spoken out loud..but not by him. "you boy, out" Jamie walked naked out the front door with some of the men. "thank you dear folks, dont' worry you won't see us again" Jamie sat on the back of one of the horses. His arms surrounded one of the men as the group galloped down the dirt road where he had run and played as a child. The town that had been the boundaries of his life were soon behind him. And as he had dreamed about for many years, Jamie left what he had known to be part of the unknown. "Get him some clothes" the leader said after making Jamie stand in front of him whiel the others made a fire. They had been riding for hours. "Nobody is following us tonight. They'll try in the morning, but we'll be way ahead of them" he said. Jamie pulled on some trousers that were too big for him and donned a shirt that hung on him like a woman's dress. "You kid, help squire" Jamie helped the cook make some kind of dinner that included beans and some sort of soup. Everyone ate, joked and acted like nothing unusual had happened that evening. Jamie was pulled down on the ground beside the leader and a metal bowl was shoved in his hands. "better eat now boy, you're going to have busy night" laughter responded to his words. Jamie stood away from the group holding his penis as he pissed. Beside him was one of the men holding a rifle. He thought about running away but the leader told him to "go ahead, and we'll find your dead body in the morning" the statement was punctuated by some kind of animal howling. Jamie returned to the camp fire. He lay down where the leader told him to and shivered from the chill of the night air. "Here boy" the leader pulled the boy close and threw part of his blanket over him. "Now it's simple boy, you belong to us. You're here to keep us happy, help squire and be an outlaw" Jamie like many of his friends had read dime store novels and exchanged stories of outlaws. Though what outlaws did was wrong, they knew, it was exciting to fantasize about getting from their parents, towns and totally free. "Just relax" Jamie felt the pain as the leader stuck his adult size penis into his buttocks. Jamie had never had this experience before, but he knew what was going on. The boys joked about being cornholed all the time. He cried as the man continued to rub his penis inside Jamie until his grunts and other audible sounds told Jamie he had finished. "See? that wasn't so bad. You'll learn to like it and want it. Don't worry there's lots of us to satisfy you boy" The man's arms held Jamie tight against him. And despite his tears, the weird feeling he felt inside him and the fear of what was going to happen to him, Jamie fell asleep. In his dreams some of his naked chums appeared to wrestle, grab his penis and make him explode. "Come on wake up kid, we have to pack up and ride" Jamie stirred. It felt like the man was sitll inside him. Jamie knew that wasn't so because the man had moved away. As he pulled the borrowed pants up, Jamie felt the wet and sticky substance that was around his own penis and genitals. He had had a wet dream he knew..just like at home. They had ridden for some days and having cross the border into Mexico, the men traded bags of jewelry they had stolen in Jamie's town and others with a local man. "Come with me kid." Jamie stood naked once again in a store with the leader. He thought he too would be sold and could only guess what was going to happen to him next. "Get the boy clothes that fit" the leader said and turned to leave "when you're done get that pretty ass outside" Jamie wore a new set of underwear, a new shirt, pants and boots when he stepped outside. "Get up" the man said stickign out his arm. Jamie took hold and rode on the back of the leader's horse. "you can thank us for not giving you to the Mexicanos later" Jamie lost track of the days or weeks he had been with the group. He cleaned boots, oiled leather, washed clothes and helped Squire make countless meals as the group rode back across the border. And during the nights, he touched men in the way he had touched his boyhood friends. He learned to use his mouth and got used to his ass being used like a woman. He was free of the life he knew but learned he had to live by the rules of those that had taken him. In time he realized he liked this life, he looked forward to the nights as well. "San Francisco tomorrow boy" the man told him one night as he lay back letting Jamie satisfy him with his mouth. "we all go our separate ways there" Jamie stopped. "Don't worry boy, I know a man there who will take good care of you. He has a house of some great women there and a boy or two like you" the leader put his hand on the back of Jamies head pushing it back to work. Jamie obeyed. "And I suspect you'll like it there too" Jamie finished him off and lay next to the man who once was his kidnapper and had become his benefactor. Jamie didn't know what else to call him. He hoped the man would put his penis into him one more time before the sunrose though.