Date: Mon, 4 Feb 2008 10:04:52 -0400 From: Chris Johns Subject: Cruelty to Children Pt.6 Standard rules guys. Chapter 6 I instigate the unthinkable. "Sleepovers will cease, any sexual activity will be stopped and you Matt will be in bed at a reasonable hour each school night in your own bed. You will not come into my bed until I am satisfied with your behaviour. Do you understand?" "Yes Jase. I'm sorry." "Your schoolwork and personal discipline are the most important things in your world at the moment, I will not tolerate them slipping. I will review this in a month." Didn't work. Kevin and he had plenty of sex because I was home long after them most days. I eventually caught them, inevitable really. So what do I do? "Matt I rescued you from an abusive environment, if you are trying to destroy me knowing that I have to discipline you, that is, physically abuse you then you are going the right way about it. This is definitely the last time I let my love for you outweigh the action I know I should take. Please don't push me on this one Baby. I will die if I have to spank you." He looked suitably contrite but I wasn't fooled. I knew he loved me and I thought he knew I almost worshipped him. Why was he suddenly trying to force me to punish him? The inevitable happened. His disciplinary record continued to deteriorate until he was suspended. I felt I had no choice. Firstly I spoke to Kevin's parents and requested that they keep Kevin away from the house for the foreseeable future. Next I did the unthinkable! I walked through to Matt's room where he had gone as soon as he arrived home. The letter from the principal suspending him had been placed on my desk. No attempt to fudge or deceive me. It was almost as though he wanted to test my resolve. The psychologist in me was working. Why? I had never changed in my attitude to him. I loved him to distraction. I treated him like a son when appropriate and a lover the remainder of the time. In every way I tried to show him how much I loved him. Was he testing that love, did he think because I loved him so much that I would never chastise him? "Matt, join me in the study please." He looked at me with defiance plastered all over his face. I sat at the desk and had Matt stood in front of me. "Do you truly believe that you have become the most important person in my life Matt?" "Of course I do Jase." "I don't believe you." He looked shocked. "You don't fool me Matt. You have done everything in your power for over a year to convince me you are worthy of my love. Why are you now backing me into a corner over punishment?" "I'm not." I was getting angry, I didn't know what he was thinking. "You are and I am going to respond. Take your clothes off, all of them, and then prostrate yourself over the chair." "Wow Jase, are you getting kinky, you want to fuck me spread eagled over a chair. Wouldn't the desk be kinkier?" I felt as though he had punched me in my solar plexus. He did as he was told though. My first stroke with all my strength made my hand sting like hell it was awesome. Matt screamed like he was going to die and whipped across the study like a rocket burying himself in a corner. "I promise I'll be good Jase, please don't hit me again." "Not good enough Matt. You can get in position again or I will restrain you and beat you unconscious." He was shaking like a leaf, but resumed the position. I hit him again and he screamed, throwing himself at my feet and screaming as he begged me to forgive him and not punish him anymore. I was crying. I loved this boy more than my life and I had administered two horrendously severe strokes of my hand to his ass. I picked him up off the floor and carried him to our bed. I was crying. He was crying. I felt I had failed him, I was distraught. He saw it as I put him gently on the bed and slid in alongside him to cuddle him. "Why are you doing this to me Baby lover. I would die for you. Why are you making me do something that will destroy me." "You don't love me, you love Kevin. I watch how you make love to him. You worship his huge cock. I can't compete, I'm only little." "Is that what this is all about Matt?" "No." I looked in his eyes and it dawned on me. Matt was jealous. He perceived that when I made love to Kevin, I worshipped his cock and that left Matt feeling inadequate. I slapped his face to make him centre his attention on me. "Now you listen you little idiot. You are far and away the most important and precious thing in my life. I would die for you in a heartbeat. You are my life, you control my life, my emotions, my instincts for loving, everything in my world is you Matt. I don't believe I have ever done anything to make you believe otherwise. I make love to your best friend because you want it. Not because I want it, or Kevin wants it. If you don't want me to pleasure Kevin say so. I will devote my life to making you happy, but please Matt, don't make me punish you again. I want to die after what I have just done to you." He looked deep into my soul. "I thought you were falling in love with Kevin, Jase." "Of course I'm in love with Kevin. He is lovely, he is your best friend. He is a fantastic fuck, but he is only in our life because he is your friend and lover. I could leave here tomorrow and never see him again, but even one day without you leaves me feeling empty." "I promise I'll be good Jase. Please, just make love to me." I did, better than I had ever done. I took him to paradise more times than I could count. His ass was the most incredible piece of equipment I had ever pleasured. Kevin was kept away from the house for a month, Matt was kept on restricted routine for the same period, but he did resume sleeping with me and I made love to him almost every night. We went back to our old routine on Saturday's and the fun slowly came back into our relationship. At the end of the month I had Matt in the study for a father / son / lover type talk. "The principal tells me you have resumed your old behaviour and study pattern Matt so there are two happy adults in your life again, probably more because I imagine your teachers are breathing a sigh of relief as well. What we have to do now is decide how we are going to resume your home contact with Kevin. What would you like to do?" "I don't know Jase," was Matt's very unhelpful reply. "Well I suggest you think about it because I don't want to resume any kind of intimate contact with him if it is going to upset you. You must know though that, yes I love to play with Kevin's penis because it is quite awesome but, I love yours much more because it is so perfect, like the rest of your body. You don't have any cause to worry about your size either, believe me you are more than adequately blessed in that department." "Do you mean that Jase, you aren't just saying it are you?" I suppose because I was sporting a monster I had never thought how being average size, or in Matt's case larger than average but quite a lot smaller than the two erect penis's he was used to seeing, would affect him. I didn't know the answer really but I had to try to convince him. So I went back to basics. "No I'm not just saying that. Let me try to prove it to you. Take all your clothes off." He looked at me as though I was mad but did it and looked even more surprised when I did the same. "Now, bedroom." I made him get me an erection and I stood sideways on for him to look at me and then face on. Of course he got hard as well. "Now look at yourself side on in the dressing mirror, and full frontal." He did still looking a little bemused. "Who do you think looks the sexiest?" Huge grin on his face and quick reply, "Oh you do Jase that monster cock is the sexiest thing in the world with Kevin's running a close second." "Ok smarty pants, who do you think has the most classically beautiful look?" Still laughing he said, "I do of course." I grabbed him and tickled him. "I'm trying to be serious. I know it is difficult to be dispassionate assessing your own body and that of your lover Matt, but what I am trying to do on a purely lustful basis is get you to see that you are so perfectly proportioned down there and Kevin and I are freaks." Realising where I was going with this he moved into my arms and we cuddled, erect cocks rubbing against each other. The conversation carried on after I had made love to him. "I would never have sexual contact with Kevin if you aren't with us and when we do it I pleasure him the same as I do you. Of course his cock is an ever present object because of its size but with you I am just in awe of your perfection." More kisses and cuddles and I hoped he would get his head round a self-induced problem "Kevin can start coming here again Matt but sex and or sleepovers must be instigated by you. I want you to know when we have threesomes that we are having them because of your love for Kevin and your trust in my love for you." Back to the study to redress and the day resumed. Matt remained thoughtful for most of it but no decision on our future contact with Kevin came out of it. He did however make a decision in his mind, which he clarified with me. This was much later in the day and had obviously been debated by his two psyches. No chores or laundry had been done, or shopping so I was surprised when he wanted to continue our discussion. I had expected him to wait until Sunday. "You said I am your life Jase and that anything I instigated with or without Kevin was ok with you. Did you mean that?" "Yes of course I did otherwise I wouldn't have said it." "If I wanted to do something that was humiliating to you would you still go along with it?" I could see where this was going, a test of my love under extreme conditions. I thought I knew Matt so I couldn't see him taking this too far, but I also knew I had to let him test the limits of my love before sanity resumed. "I want to test the limits Jase, now." Hmm, perhaps I was an adequate psychologist after all. "If you think you need to you go ahead Matt. Know this, I love you with every fibre of my body and you can do anything you like to me or with me to prove it. At the end of the test though I still resume my father roll and take whatever action is necessary to guide you along the path that turns you into a young man that we are both proud of." Things get heavy next Chapter.