Date: Fri, 08 Oct 2010 09:23:56 -0400 From: adztheman@mail.com Subject: Diary of a Scally Lad - Part Two Tuesday morning. Wake up. Shower. Leave for school. Yes, for real, I'm actually going into school today. I really can't be fucked with all the school bollocks but I'm in Year 11 now. Last fucking year, can't wait to leave this hell known as "school". God must have hated kids to create such as foul thing. I'm in OK mood but my whorey mother spoils it by informing me that her new "boyfriend" Richard will be coming around later with his kid. I don't know who his kid is, but apparently his 22 and is in the army. Stupid wanker, I hate the army. It's just another way of people thinking they are tough when the actual fact is there basically putting thier lives at risk. Mugs. And I'll the fucking prick that. I don't eat breakfast, I smoke about 3 fags whilst sitting at the bus stop waiting for my boys to arrive. My boy Michael is first to arrive, his a bit of a chubby lad but he's a sick football player and is the only one of my mates that could drink me under the table. He's currently shagging Jodie who is only interested in him because his with the cool kids. He knows that, but is all like "Well at least I'm getitng my dick wet dude". We smoke half a joint whilst waiting for the lad's to arrive. I tell him I get laid last night by Shauna. He's all like "Who is Shauna?" and I tell him it was some 42 year old MILF who came onto me at the shops. Lies. Lies. Lies. but fuck it, I did get laid last night but he doesn't need to know it was actually with Ryan's policeman brother. The other arrives soon after, Ryan comes with that blonde piece of skirt Mel hanging off his arms, she's wearing her school shirt but the buttons are undone. Both me and Michael notice it, but unlike he, I'm not physically imagining them in my mouth right now. Next up is Jack aka Wheelz because his the only one of the gang that can drive. He drives a sick car, a Red sports car that his uncle totally stole for him. Jacks safe and is my gym buddy, Jack is also the only one of the gang who I've snogged as a drunken dare at his 17th birthday party. Jack arrives puffing on a Mayfair cigarette, his buttons on his shirt undone exposing a tiny bit of chest hair. And pretty much like Michael with Mel I'm totally imagining myself licking him right now. The other three of the school gang Lee, Luke and William arrive soon after and we walk into school. We walk into school and everyone moves out of the way. It's like something out of a shitty American high school movie but's true. We own this fucking school. Two Year 10 girls virtually heave thier breasts in my direction and I smile at them and say "You fucking wish" and walk on. Some annoying Year 7 brats are totally sitting on our bench but as they see us approaching they run. I haven't seen anyone run that fast before, except maybe Ryan when the pigs chased him for punching that shopkeeper. "I ain't fucking staying here all day, fuck that shit" I say to the boys and Mel as we sit on the bench. School starts in 5 minutes. "I'll do P.E and French then I'm off. Fuck Maths". Jack steps up "Yeah, bruv, I'm with ya man. And I havent done my Maths coursework anyway and don't want Mrs Riley on my back". "But she wants to be on her back for you!" Mel pips up and I could slap the girl but she's speaking the truth. Mrs Riley is about 39 years old but wears skirts that would make even Katie Price blush. She has a wrinkly face and looks about 20 years older then she is and she totally fancies the pants of Jack. She even dropped her fucking pen on the floor and bent over in front of him. Such a cliche. He ain't interested though, says he can't be dealing with older women. He's just split from his girlfriend of 5 months Sophie who was 10 years older then him. She had 2 kids but he hated them. A couple of the girls that we hang out with arrive. Leanne is there with her blonde hair and bigs tits but she doesn't really ackowledge me. I think she's still hurt about me ditching her arse, but too bad. Her best mate Katrina is also there, she is the complete opposite of Leanne- she isn't loud and brash, she has brunette hair and doens't really have a chest. Bless her. But shes nice and isn't a fucking drama queen like Leanne. There's also Faye who is a complete psychopath and why she isn't in prison know for murder or something is a complete mystery. We went out once and she kneed a guy in the bollocks just because he declined her request to lend us a fag. And I thought I was violent. The bell rings and the gang split up. We high five each other. Me and Luke walk to the French block for our 10 mintue tutor session with Mr Gryffindor who is our tutor. We sit at the back with Sam and Dave who aern't really in our "group" but are our mates nonetheless. Off to P.E next which I've got with Jack, Leanne and Paul, who I used to be best mates with back in Primary school and although we're not that close now we're still pretty cool and he throws the sickest parties around. The boys are doing Football and the girls Badminton so we split up. Getting changed is easy. Me, Jack, Paul and a couple of others claim the middle of the changing rooms. We are the popular ones, the middle ones are on the edges of the changing rooms and the geeks are all in the toilets. "Sick boxers dude!" Dane calls over to me. I'm wearing a pair of tight Aussiebum boxer shorts that show of my impressive 10 inch bulge. Everyone knows I have the biggest dick in the room, and everyone is jealous. Not that they say much. "Init, bruv?" I reply back "My bitch bought them of me". My bitch. My mate Emma, who doesn't go to this school, is my bitch. Everyone thinks we are shagging but we're not and shes the only one to know my "GAY" secret. She's a pregnant lesbian and is a total darling. She's a year younger then me and we only became friends after I met at the police station last year. She was arrested for smashing up her ex boyfriends car whilst I was there for punching my mums fella at the time. She goes along with it though and she's my total cover. "Did you give it to her dirty last night" Paul jokes as he takes off his shirt and reveals a hairless skinny body. Paul used to be really fat, like REALLY FAT, but he's lost so much weight in so little time. Noone knows how he managed it. Now he's too skinny. It's not at all attractive. "Fuck yes, 3 hours and up the arse bruv!" I say and do a rude gesture with my arms. Everyone laughs except Jack who looks at me with disgust. Football is good. The boys are split into two groups of 11 and my team (obviously) wins 3-2. I don't score but thats fucking okay. Jacks the lad and he scores two impressive goals. Showers next. I'm the first to get naked and under the showers. Everyone follows suit. Next to me is Jack, who's penis is quite long and fat I'd say about 8 inches and some geek called Ryan who has a total small willy. Bless him. I look at Jack quickly and notice he has a total semi erection which is rather quite hot. It's propably the showers that do it but if anyone else notices he will get the fucking piss taken out of him. Ordinally, I wouldn't mind- Infact, I'd properly be the ringleader of the mocking but Jacks my dude. Lucky though, Mr Godden, the fit P.E teacher arrives and tells us to hurry up so everyone rushes out and Jacks arse is saved. I don't do as orignally planned, instead me and Jack sneak out of school after P.E and drive to the local offy. We buy 8 tins of beer and go to his yard. He changes out of his uniform and puts of a McKenzie hoodie and a pair of trackies. We sit drinking Fosters cans and smoking a fat joint. "Bruv, I'm not looking forward to going home tonight. Fuck, my mums fella is brining his army son around and he sounds like a right arse" I say to Jack as he puts on the telly and This Morning flashes on. "Fuck it, get stoned and your be fine" Jack laughs as we both sit on the massive sette in his living room. He lives with his mum and dad but there on holiday in Malta at the moment and he's an only child. But he hasn't got the bottle to throw a massive party because he's mum would litereally chop his cock off if he fucked the house up. "Her tits are brilliant ain't they?" Jack comments as he points to Holly whatever her name is on the telly. Her tits are quite brilliant I must say. There is something about Holly whatever her name is that is hot. My phone vibrates and I pick it up. It's a text. From Shane. [i]Wassup, boy, so last night was totally sick. Up for it again Thurs if u want it. Gt porn & I'll suck u off this time. Sweet. Shane[/i]. I smile and Jack asks who's that from. "Emma" I lie "Wants to meet up tonight. Wants this cock, I suspect" I say, grabbing my package and smiling. Jack just looks at me like I'm scum, which hurts. I quickly reply back to Shane [i]Fucking on bruv, me dick wntz ur mouf cnt wait 2 pund ur ass again. X[/i] "What is your problem Jack?" I say as I put my phone in my pocket. "Your being a total fuck today bruv". Jack sighs. "Nothing is wrong with me, it's just you being a total fucking cock!" I stand up, really angry now. "How am I being a cock? Fucking prick. Want a fucking smack in the mouth, boy?". Jack stands up and pushes me and I fall back onto the sofa. "Your a fucking using cunt, you know that! I thought was you was different mate, but your not, I know your pretty much a fucking wanker in other terms but you usually respect women. But fucking Emma is pregnant and you don't even care!". He's really angry and punches the wall. "Emma's amazing, and she clearly loves you, you fucking prick!" I stand up and punch Jack on the nose. He falls onto the floor and blood begins pouring out of it. "Emma isn't pregnant with MY baby you fucking cock. Bruv, that's totally uncool! I'd never do that, I know whats is like to be abanded by a father. If you MUST know. I'm not even fucking Emma". Jack stands up and wipes his nose with a tissue he pulls out from his hoody. "I'm sorry dude, but I don't understand?" I sigh. "Me and Emma aern't shagging. We're not. I'm not the father of her baby. She's a lesbian and I'm a poof, you get it?" Jack sits down on the edge of the sofa to contemplate what I've told him. I continue standing, but pull out a fag and stick it straight in my gob. "Emma's gay.. ,and your a lesbian?" Jack says and realises what he's just said. "Or whatever?" "I am gay, you moron" I say as I sit back next to Jack. "Me and Emma have not fucked, she's my best mate". "But how are you a bender, your like, so straight?" Jack comments "And Leanne said you had amazing sex when I questioned her.. " "Leanne's a lying cow. She sucked me off a couple of times but I was thinking of someone else whilst she was dwn there, and anyway, why were you questioning her on our sex life or lack of?". Jack thinks for a moment before replying. "I was just curious, you know, I just wandered if it.. hurt her.. what with you being so... hung" he slowly says "Because my mate Sharni has a 10 inch dildo and she says it hurts her when she uses it". I laugh. "What did she say anyway? He smiles. "Just that it didn't hurt and she loved it". We both laugh for a few minutes. "Does anyone else know, you know, that you take it up the harris?" he questions. "Just Emma. And now you" I reply "And fuck off do I take it up the arse, fuck off, I'm a total top boy" "Why is it a secret though, look at you mate, if people take the piss then you can knock them the fuck out" Jack says. "I don't need that stress, the names and shit. Even if people are cool to my face they be slating me behind my back, bruv, and that's not cool" I say "And anyway, you know what happened to Eddie when he came out? He topped himself four days later. And you know why, because WE made his life hell". We both sit and ponder for a few moments. Back in Year 9 we had a mate called Eddie who during a party we caught him wanking off to gay porn in his room. Me, Jack, Luke and Ryan beat him up and called him all sorts of names. I knew I was gay then but didn't want anyone else to even think I was, thats why I went along with it. A single tear forms in Jacks eyes which shocks to me to my core. I've never seen of my mates cry before, and Jack would be the least person I'd expect to cry. Or even tear up. "And I regret what we done everyday Chaz mate, I still think of him sticking needles into his arms.. It haunts me. What we did.. was fucking disgusting. Our bullying made him kill himself". "I regret it aswell Jack, I really do.. Eddie was cool and we beat him up because he was gay. But why did you come? You didn't have to.. You know what me and Luke planned, and Luke is a violent cunt bruv.. You just came and you didn't have to.. " Jack looked up at the ceiling. "I done it because I love you Charlie, and It's something I regret everyday". "I love you aswell Wheelz, your one of my bessie's you know that?" I say to him. "But you don't get it, do you? I love you. Not in mate love, as in love love. I always have done. Why do you think I asked Siobhan to make it you I kissed at the party and not Luke or Ryan? And why do you think I became friends with your lot in the first place when what you lot do makes me sick? I hate the violence but I do it because of you". I'm stunned. Litereally. I can't speak for what feels like hours, but in reality is properly just a minute or two. Jack looks like he either wants to cry or punch my living day lights out. "You.. love me?" "I fucking love you Charlie. From the moment you came into my life. I know your different then the rest. You fight to protect yourself, not because it's something you enjoy doing. And I see that! The day I met you was the day I changed, I'd never fancied blokes before and I don't really fancy other men. It's just you. Thinking about you makes me aroused, like constantly mate. Fuck, even in the showers today with you next to me rubbing yourself got me hard. But it's not other guys, I'm not gay.. I just love you". "Why have you not told me this before Jack, if you knew I was different? I wouldn't have hurt you Jack. Even punching you just then cut me". "It's not something I wanted to blurt out. You think I like feeling this way? You think I like being attracted to you. When I kicked Eddies face in it was because you were doing it. I went home and cried for hours; then wanked for hours after finding that naked picture of you on Facebook. I was in a situation of just crying and wanking for days. Everytime we were near each other, or you stayed here or me at yours I wanted to kiss you, and take things further. I'm constantly aroused thinking of you on top of me. That kiss at the party, it might have just been a kiss for you but it meant more to me. It was my first ever kiss and my only one since, I can't bear the thought of kissing someone else. It makes me feel sick". "You've never kissed anyone else Jack, fuck sake, I'm sorry.. " "But you've got nothing to feel sorry for mate. It's me, init? It's me thats missed out on that stuff because all I think about is you. When I close my eyes- it's you. When I open my eyes- it's you. Even if I'm making dinner for myself, I think of you and if you would like what I'm making. I don't know why Charlie, but I love you". And then I kissed him. He responded quickly, and the kiss turned more passionate as our tounges explored eachother's mouths. But then he pulled away. "Don't do this Charlie, if you don't want to.. " I shut him up by sticking my tounge in his mouth again. - "I've never done this before, so tell me if I'm doing it wrong" he says to me with a twinkle in his eye as he pulls out my dick from school trousers and boxers. He leans down and takes my cock in his mouth and I moan a sigh of relief. My 10 inch dick is pretty much aroused from the moment he touches it, but it feels so good having a nice, warm, loving mouth wrapped around it. He doesn't lick, just sucks, which is cool it is his first time. I grab his head and thrust my dick further down his throat. I thought he'd choke but he takes it all. He looks up at me and winks. "Fuck, bruv, your so good" I moan as he continues to make my dick feel like the most special thing in the universe. I don't last for long, I don't know why if it's because it feels so good, but I'm cumming down his throat in minutes. He totally surprises me by swallowing every last drop. Then he does something which I've never done and meant it. He kisses me. On the lips. With love. He whispers into my ear. "Come and see me tonight. I want to have sex with you" and then he licks my neck. - I decide I will see Jack tonight. I'll stay home for an hour and meet fucking Army son but then I'm going and I'm going to give Jack a night he won't forget. Because he loves me and I've never experienced love before. If you have any comments please email me Adztheman@mail.com (I gave wrong addy last time!) Thanks x