Date: Sun, 29 Jan 2006 14:42:59 -0800 (PST) From: tag michaels Subject: A Dream Comes True As with almost all of my stories, this one is all fiction. There isn't a shred of truth to it in terms of my own life. So, that being said, if intergenerational stories bother you then perhaps you should move up to the adult friends folder, or go read the Wall Street Journal or something. As always, feedback is welcome. Before you write asking if there will be more, there will be. Honest, I just don't know when. Meanwhile, enjoy. Hugs Tag Michaels I had known him since he was fourteen and now, just two weeks shy of eighteen, he hadn't changed all that much. He'd grown taller of course, now reaching about sixty seven and a half inches, but he retained his slender, young teenage boyish figure, appearing to still fit his hundred and thirty six pounds into pants with a thirty inch waist. He wasn't skinny, and he wasn't thin, just. slender. He hadn't gotten much more facial hair either so with the exception of the light smattering of black hair on the top half of a pair of perfect lips, his face was completely smooth with a clear complexion. A very slight hint of color accented nicely defined cheekbones that were the widest point on his face. They weren't high exactly but, just defined. His large dark eyes, framed by thick brows and luxurious lashes whose color matched that of his head, were very slightly oval and the only thing that gave evidence to some Asian genetics in his background. He had told me once that he was a quarter Filipino, a taste of Japanese and the rest was a mix of portagee and eastern European something all of which is gave his skin a very light tanned looking color. It also provided a nice contrast to the perfectly straight and crystal white teeth that he showed whenever he smiled, which was quite a bit. His pitch black hair was worn somewhat long with a shock of bang that often dropped down over his forehead which caused him to seem to always be pushing it back out of the way. He wasn't strikingly cute or handsome, at least not in the classic way that caused many people to drool or sigh. But he was still a cute boy in my opinion, his overall looks causing him to look a little like a waif and making him that much more endearing, at least to me. And apparently to the numerous girls he would claim to have had sex with although I never did see him in the company of a girl. I'd had a bit of a crush on Steffin almost since the first time that I'd seen him when I'd had rented the house next door to where he lived with his great grandmother. He had been sitting idly on his front porch when the realtor had first shown me the place, waving lazily at me when we made eye contact. He was in the same place the day that I moved in and, introducing himself with an easygoing and open demeanor, he'd offered to help me haul my belongings, mostly books, into the older two bedroom home. "Man you sure must like to read AJ" he said as he picked up the third box of books to my fourth box and we started back up the cracked sidewalk to deposit them in the living room. On that trip he walked in front of me providing me the opportunity to stare at his slender butt, all but ogling the orbs that gyrated inside the multi colored flowered surf shorts as he walked. I felt my cock stir at the sight and had to shove the sexual thoughts to the back of my head lest a bulge in the front of my own shorts give me away. I had liked boys ever since I was one, which was more years ago than I care to relate. I thought that boys were just about the most exciting thing in the universe and my greatest fantasy had been to bed one. Don't get me wrong, I had had sex with my share of boys. when I was a boy. But not as an adult. Maybe that was part of the attraction: remembering how their smooth bodies felt under my hands, how intense the feelings were for me when I was being sexual and assuming all boys felt the same way. Maybe it was the innocence of us, the exploration of new and forbidden territory, of trying new things and thinking how incredible each new experience was. I'd had a quiet and sporadic sex life as an adult and always with guys who were legal but it wasn't the same. It was good, it was fun, and sometimes even fantastic, but it just wasn't the same as being with a boy or at least what I remembered it was like to be with a boy. Over the years I'd had the opportunity to be in the presence of teenage boys in various stages of undress and even nakedness. This always took place in an approved environment; the public swimming pool, the locker rooms at the middle school where I worked as an English teacher and sometimes subbed as a soccer coach or PE teacher, or the nude beaches of Europe where I vacationed every few years. I'd even joined a nudist group for a short time so all in all I got my boy fix in that manner. Obviously it also provided me with a large number of visual memories for countless masturbatory sessions during the times when I wasn't with a guy. I didn't go to those places just because I liked boys however. I had been a top swimmer and all around athlete all through my school years and even considered a career as a coach or PE teacher for a time but I also had a passion for literature and that eventually won out in terms of a life's goal but I did minor in high school coaching. No, I went to those places because I got pleasure from them for themselves. I had actually gotten into the nudist thing because of a then boyfriend who had grown up in a naturist family. I found that I enjoyed the freedom of being nude and continued the practice after he and I went our separate ways. Legalistically speaking, I'd always tended toward the straight and narrow. I never had a moving violation in my life, always wore my seatbelt, waited until I was twenty one before I ever had a drink and never tried any drugs. So for me it was logical, once I turned eighteen, not to have sex with minors and I never did. Well. Until Steffin that is. He was the only minor boy I was ever with and even then he was within breathing distance of being legal. So, Steffin came into my life and from the very beginning, when I ogled his slender little butt as he walked in front of me, I was taken with and attracted to him. I don't mean that he occupied my every waking moment or anything obsessive like that but he did figure largely in my jack off sessions and in my life as well. "Yes Steffin I do read a lot which I guess would be normal since I'm an English teacher with an emphasis on literature," I told him that first day. When he asked if I was going to be teaching school in Fairfield I said that indeed I was. He allowed as how that was cool and maybe he would be in one of my classes and I responded that it was quite possible. The boy became a regular at my house over the summer, so much so that I commented about his seeming lack of friends. "I'd rather hang out with you AJ. Most of my friends want to hang out at the mall or smoke cigarettes or do other stuff that they're not supposed to do." "Well I applaud you for trying to stay out of trouble Steff," I responded, "but I would think there must be much more fun things to do that hang out with an old fart like me." I never really cursed or used much slang around kids so Steffin laughed at my comment, his voice almost like a tinkling stream. The small sprouts of hair on his legs, as well as the pronounced bounce in the front of the surf shorts that he wore constantly, indicated that puberty was well on its way for the cute young teen. It just hadn't informed his voice yet. "You're not an old fart AJ besides even if you were you're a cool old fart and I like kickin it with you." I smiled and thanked him and told him I liked kickin it with him too." He rewarded me with a huge smile and a slight giggle. Like most boys in their early teens Steffin was preoccupied with sex and like many boys he had numerous questions about it and once he felt comfortable with me he didn't seem to hesitate to ask them or ask to look at any one of the half dozen books I had on human or adolescent development, sexuality, and other such titles. I'd been roped into teaching a health class for a couple of years, hence the selection of related books that I would never have acquired otherwise which is what I'd explained to Steffin when he asked why I had them. Often Steffin's questions would seem to come out of the blue. We were sitting on my back patio sipping iced tea one evening after the sun had gone down. The waning sunlight seemed to be a popular time for the boy to ask delicate or embarrassing questions, although his inquiries weren't limited to that time of day by any means. "Is there a spot inside your butt that makes you cum better when you touch it?" he asked. I explained the prostate gland, its use, and its sensitivity during sexual arousal and yes, if rubbed when a man was cumming or about to cum it made the orgasm much more intense. I explained where the prostate was and that if he used his middle finger, or an object, to rub the gland while he was jacking off he would find out for himself what it was like. Steffin was sixteen at the time and reportedly sexually active with girls so about a month after that discussion he announced that he'd tried it, rubbing on his prostate while he was hard. When I asked if he used his finger he said no, he made his girlfriend do it, to put her finger in his ass while she jacked him off. "You're right though AJ, it sure made my cum better and I shot clear to my neck," he added with a proud smile. We had covered erections and masturbation, or jacking off as Steffin's always referred to it, fairly early in our relationship, the ongoing discussions quite open and sometimes graphic, him offering information about distance or amount of liquid or explaining a different technique that he'd tried, as though he was the first boy to discover it. I was quite honest with him when asked if I still jacked off and we both shared information regarding frequency; mine being down to once, maybe, twice a week whereas his was sometimes twice or three times in one day. That concerned him and when I explained that for a boy his age that was within the normal range of experience, he relaxed visibly. "Sometimes it seems like my dick is hard all the time AJ, ya know." He pressed his hand to his groin as he made the statement, a movement that he made often, sometimes even seeming to wrap his fingers around his cock and sort of pull on it as though stretching it out. What's normal and what's not was often an opening for a lengthier and often detailed discussion that equally often segued into something else. That lead in prompted a discussion of boys having sex with other boys; sex generally meaning jacking off with other boys or maybe even a blow job, When I explained teenage boy sex, its normalcy and the fact that it was especially common between boys who were close friends, I also told him that boys often went so far as to engage in sexual intercourse with each other. "You mean they fuck each other in the ass?" he asked with a rather distasteful look on his cute smooth face. I smiled, nodded my head, and said that was exactly what it meant and that it wasn't about being gay either, that it was simply sexual experimentation among boys. He denied having any kind of sexual contact with other boys but I had reason not to believe that because later on he asked if meant anything if the boys weren't best friends and they did sexy stuff. On another occasion sex between boys became the topic of discussion and he asked if I'd ever done that, had sex with a boy when I was his age. I feely admitted that I had, and although I certainly didn't elaborate on the frequency of my activity, I told him that I'd experimented with mutual jacking off as well as oral sex. I wisely chose to avoid all of the things above and beyond oral sex that I had enjoyed frequently as a boy and everything sexual except jacking off as an adult. During that discussion Steffin admitted he'd jacked off with other boys but was quick to add that he had never touched or been touched by another boy. "What's it like getting your cock sucked," he asked after I'd admitted engaging in that activity. "It's great Steff," I told him. "In fact lots of men I know prefer it to actual fucking because there's so much more manipulation on their cock and they don't have to do anything but lay back and enjoy it. Besides, if they're lucky, they can also get their balls played with at the same time." He smiled at that and did the tug at his cock action, something he didn't seem the least bit uncomfortable doing in my presence. Steffin had gotten hard before during our conversations and the first time I brought that topic up to him he was a little embarrassed by my observation, or at least my commenting on it. I had gone so far as to offer my bathroom for him to use if he needed to relieve himself but he didn't go that far. Even though that reaction dwindled as he got older, he sometimes let me know when he was aroused, even going so far as to point it out to me, holding the fabric of the leg of whatever pant he was wearing tight to his thigh and outlining what appeared to be a nice piece of boy flesh. Of course cock size came up in our discussions every so often and during the first discussion when he was fourteen, Steffin revealed to me that he thought he was six, maybe seven inches long but that he'd never measured it. That part I didn't believe at all. Every boy measures, often on a daily basis in early puberty. I admitted that I was around seven inches long as well. Although he never told me that he was circumcised I knew early on that, like me, Steffin was cut. There were times during the summer that is was very apparent that the boy wasn't wearing underwear under his omnipresent surf shorts and the outline of his boyhood charms was clearly evident, the rim of his cock head creating a ridge in the thin fabric. Over the years Steffin had given me with plenty of opportunity to see virtually every inch of his body. There were times after I told him that I was gay I thought he might be purposely exposing himself to me, sort of flirting in a fun way, but most of the time it was just the way he dressed. He frequently went about my house with his board shorts or athletic shorts as his only clothing. I discovered early on that he had a nice chest; the crease of his breastbone and the normal crease beneath them, giving his pecs a nice definition. His nipples were somewhat small brownish nubs in the center of small equally brown aureoles. His belly was one of those nice flat ones with a slight definition of abs and a lower part that glided downward into his pubic bone in a gentle slope that, with the creases of hips and pelvic bones, created the classic V. Like his chest, there was no additional hair, even at seventeen when most boys had what they called the "love trail" of hair from navel to pubic thatch. Equally devoid of hair were his armpits, at least during that first summer. The surf shorts that Steffin seemed to favor generally hung low on his narrow hips, giving up the waistband and a small amount of fabric of whatever underwear he had on at the time. At other times, when he wasn't wearing underwear, I could frequently get a glimpse of the top of the crack of his butt and the rounded tops of his butt cheeks where they pushed outward from the small of his back. Again, like his front, Steffin was hairless in the back with no hint at all of the normal growth of hair that takes place there. On many an occasion I envisioned myself looking lovingly at his tight, rosy, puckered hole and imagined it to be totally free of hair (an unlikely thing). I usually envisioned the imaginary hairless hole just before I stuck my imaginary tongue against it and it practically makes my cock hard just talking about rimming the cute young teen. There were a few times as well that I was presented with more that just a hint of his boyhood pride and joy and other times that I was able to admire the entire works. The summer after I'd met him, just before he turned fifteen,was an extravaganza when we spent four days at a motel on the beach. Steffin loved the water as much as I did but since the beach was a hundred and seventy mile drive away, going on a daily basis was impossible. I'd gotten to know his great grandmother quite well and she fully approved of the positive influence that I seemed to have with Steffin. Allowing him to spend time with me away from home wasn't a problem in the least. After our first day in the water we returned to the room to shower and change out of wet clothes and I let Steffin use the shower first. The shower, bathtub, and sink area wasn't sequestered by a door, only the toilet was. When he came around the corner of the shower area Steffin had his wet clothes in his hand and a bath towel around his waist which was hanging so low that it gave off a slight fuzz shot, the very top line of his pubic hair, which I observed was as black as the rest of his body hair. "What should I do with these," he asked, indicating the wet clothes. I told him to drape them across the railing of our sixth floor balcony for the time being. He walked past me to accomplish the chore and I got a shot of about four inches of butt crack and a lot more butt than I'd ever seen before and what a butt it appeared to be. My cock started a rapid rise at the sight, causing me to hurry off to take my own shower and jack off under the warm spray, blasting out a great deal of sperm to be washed away down the drain. As my ejaculation slowed to a dribble I hoped that somehow the boy might be willing to take a shower together before we left to head back home and then I hoped that he wouldn't. I wasn't worried too much about getting a hard on in front of him. My time in nudist groups had given me plenty of practice at controlling the gallant reflex. No, it was more about the whole legality thing. Little did I know how far I was going to be willing to stretch that boundary. When I returned to the bedroom proper Steffin was splayed out in an arm chair watching the TV wearing only a pair of white cotton briefs. When he stood up I could see that he filled them out quite nicely, the fresh garment still retaining its tightness and clearly outlining his cock and balls. Of course I glanced at him and the boy smiled. "I hope it's okay if I don't get dressed all the way until we go for dinner AJ," he said, "it's just more comfortable in underwear." "I don't mind at all Steffin. If you weren't here I most likely wouldn't wear anything at all." He smiled knowingly and admitted that sometimes when he was home alone or in his room he went naked too, adding, "You can be naked if you want AJ, it wouldn't bother me." I grabbed a clean pair of boxer briefs from my opened suitcase and pulled them on up under the somewhat skimpy hotel towel. "I'm not to sure I'd want to parade around naked in front of you Steffin. I mean, it would be one thing if we both weren't wearing clothes." I let the statement hang and Steffin simply responded by saying that he understood. "Do you like those underwear AJ?" he asked nodding to my groin. "I've thought about trying them out sometime but none of my friends wear em so I haven't had a chance." I told him I did like them because they weren't as tight as briefs and not as loose as boxers, which I sometimes wore as well. He nodded in understanding then cupped his bulge and seemed to arrange himself. "I know. Sometimes these are sorta uncomfortable." "Well you could try on a pair of mine if you wanted to but since my waist is at least three inches bigger than yours Steffin, they'd probably hand on you and not give you a good fit. Maybe we could just buy you a pair and see how you like them." He agreed as how that would be cool. After dinner we lounged around and watched TV in our underwear, no shirts, and I got plenty of opportunity to see that the boy really did have an awesome body, at least the kind that I like. The matching orbs of his butt were a delight to watch as he walked and as he sat in the armchair with his legs somewhat open I could see that not only were his inner thighs totally smooth and hairless, there wasn't any fuzz sticking out around the leg band at the front of his crotch. I was guessing that Steffin's pubic patch was somewhat small and restricted to the base of his boyhood pride and joy, the kind pubic nest that I loved. I also envisioned that his balls, which appeared to be somewhat of a medium size, were also smooth and hairless. There was only a queen sized bed in the motel room despite my having had requested two twins when I made the reservation. I wasn't the least opposed to sleeping with Steffin but I also didn't want to promote it. In any case the boy didn't seem to be bothered by it and in fact gave me a tight hug before rolling over to his own side of the bed. I woke in the middle of the night, Steffin's hand feeling and gently squeezing my rock hard cock bringing me fully awake in an instant. I was lying on my back, legs slightly spread with the arm closest to Steffin lying on the bed, the other resting on my chest. I mumbled a little bit, moved the hand on my chest up to scratch my face and when I let it drop to my side I moved the other hand over until it touched against Steffin. The whole time he left his hand on my cock but didn't move. I wrote his behavior off to adolescent curiosity but by moving my hand next to him I was giving him an opportunity to take things a step further. He did. The had been on his side facing me but rolled to his belly and effectively placing his fully engorged cock into my hand, which I gently closed as though it were a reflexive action. I continued to feign sleep while the boy gently pressed his cock against my hand as he went back to feeling my cock. He stopped for a moment and rolled away, taking his hand from my cock at the same time. When he rolled back he laid his fully naked cock in my hand. I fucking near came right then and there as I allowed my hand to close slightly against the stiff warm flesh. Steffin went back to feeling me up while slowly and gently pushing his cock against my hand and in effect fucking my semi closed fist. That only lasted about a minute, maybe less when he stopped again and rolled away. I felt him leave the bed and cracked my eyes open enough to see and watched as he crossed the foot of the bed and headed up along my side on his way to the bathroom. His underwear was still on but not all the way, about two inches or so of hard boy cock sticking up and being held tight against his flat belly by the waist band while about half his butt was hanging out. I was pretty sure that he hadn't cum or I would have had his sticky warm young sperm in my hand so I guessed that he was headed to the privacy of the bathroom to complete that act. As soon as I heard the door to the toilet close I quickly got out of bed and grabbed a dirty sock. I dropped my underwear, pulled the sock down over my cock and proceeded to jack off. Standing in the small area by the shower and sink and cupping my balls while I relived the feel of Steffin's hard teenage cock in my hand, I reached my peak in record time, my knees going weak with the intensity of my sperming. As soon as it was over I nursed the shaft in order to coax out the last remaining liquid then tossed the sock into the pile of dirty clothes and was crawling back under the covers as I heard the toilet flush. I felt Steffin return to the bed and it seemed that his breathing was still a little more rapid that it should have been but then mine would have been too if I hadn't been working at controlling it in order to appear to be asleep. The following morning neither of us said anything that alluded in any way to the activities that had taken place other than the "how did you sleep" question which was answered by "good". Steffin must have felt that what had happened was a sort of permission for him to be a little less vigilant in hiding his body from me. The next day after his post swimming shower he hadn't hesitated to drop his towel while I was still in the room. He was facing away from me however but I still got a great shot of his butt and a small glimpse of the underside of his balls as he was bent over slightly to step into fresh underwear. "I hope you don't take this the wrong way Steffin," I commented as he was pulling the clothing up into place, "but you have a pretty cute butt." And he did in fact have a very nice ass. Slender, with nicely rounded orbs that wasn't a bubble butt and not a flat ass. Like everything else about the teen, he was just right. I could tell that he was reaching down the front of his pale blue briefs to readjust himself as he looked back over his shoulder, first at his butt then at me. "Thanks AJ," he said before turning around to face me. "Is the front cute too?" I was a little taken aback at that and if memory served me correctly, it was the very first time that he had made any comment in that vein. "Well." I laughed, as I undid my own board shorts and slipped them down and stepped out of them, then stood there in wet underwear that all but showed off my stuff, "I haven't seen it in the flesh but it certainly appears to be healthy enough." He smiled then told me that I looked pretty healthy too. He crossed the room toward me, stopped in front of me then reached out and touched the dark blonde trail of hair that ran between my navel and pubic hair. "How come I don't have hair there AJ?" he asked. I could feel my cock stir and knew that it would only be moments before my dick gave me away. "You probably will in time Steffin," I replied turning away from him and taking the three steps to the shower where I opened the glass door and got the water going. I looked over my shoulder to find him still standing there, watching me, so there was little I could do but drop my drawers and step into the shower, which I did. "Nice butt," I heard him call out as I stepped in. I leaded my head back out, said thanks and closed the opaque glass door. I was hard as a rock by then and since the glass door wasn't totally clear I figured I had some privacy so quickly grasped onto my cock and stroked it, cumming for the third time in twenty four hours. It had been a very long time since that had happened. It would be another year of so before I found out that Steffin had been watching me and even though he couldn't fully see what I was doing, he knew that I was jacking off in the shower. The next day and following night were pretty uneventful, as least as far as I was conscious of. If Steffin played with me in the dark of night then I was totally oblivious to it. Our last day was much of the same; it was only our last night that things changed. Steffin took his bedtime shower first and when he came out he stood next to his travel bag and dropped his towel and went about making sure his crotch was dry. He was standing with his back to me while I was seated in an arm chair in main part of the bedroom. When he was finished he dropped the towel to the floor and pulled a clean pair of underwear from his bag. He looked back over his shoulder, saw that I was watching him and wiggled his little butt seductively, a huge smile over his cute face. "Is my butt still cute AJ?" he asked. "Indeed it is Steffin, gets cuter by the day." "I didn't know you were watchin it that close," he retorted. I didn't have a rebuttal, as it were, so just shook my head and laughed as I stood up and headed toward the shower. I was only wearing my underwear and as I passed him Steffin swatted me on the butt then ran and jumped into the bed before I could respond. "Gotcha," he called from under the covers. I dropped my underwear and wiggled my own butt back at him eliciting a, "Woo hoo." I took my shower, got into fresh underwear much in the same manner that Steffin had, dropped my towel with my back to the bed where he lay watching me, and stepped into them. I shut the light off and padded over the bed in the dark and slid in under the covers. We made small talk in the almost totally dark room, ruminating over the past three days. As the conversation slowed Steffin rolled over on his side to face me. "It's been really great AJ. I never get to come to the beach. I guess I never really get to go anywhere so I really appreciate it. He moved in close for a hug so I turned slightly to reciprocate. He slipped his arms around my neck and snuggled in and I felt his cock against my lower belly, just above the waist band of my underwear. "You're not wearing underwear Steffin," I pointed out. Indeed, he was holding me quite tightly and, although he wasn't exactly pressing his groin into me, I could very easily tell that his soft cock was pushed against me. My own cock started its inevitable rise immediately. "I hope it's okay AJ but last night was warm and if I was at home I would be sleeping naked and I know that you sleep naked most of the time cause you told me so I figured that you wouldn't mind if did." His words came out in a rush and he loosened his grip on me and moved back a little bit. My mind was racing, along with my heart while my cock was filling rapidly with blood and beginning to strain against the thin fabric of my boxer briefs. "I understand Steffin, its okay and you're right it has been rather warm." I heard his sight of relief and he hugged back up against me, his teenage cock once again pushed into my belly. "You can take your underwear off if you want AJ," he said into my chest, "I wouldn't mind." I wanted very much to take my briefs off, to be naked and to hold this wonderful warm specimen of naked boyhood in my arms. I wanted it more than anything in the world but I was scared. I was scared at what he would think about me being hard as marble. I was more scared that he might respond positively to it and want to do something about it than I was that he would treat my arousal negatively. I didn't say anything for a little bit so Steffin asked if I could scratch his back for him. Thinking that might be a distraction for him but without further thinking I said I would and rolled more onto my side in order to effectively reach all over his back. "Oh man AJ you got a boner dontcha, that's why you want to keep your underwear on?" In rolling over I inadvertently pushed my groin against Steffin's thigh and he would have had to be sound asleep not to notice the distinctive feel of my rigid flesh against him. I mumbled a yes and got down to the business of scratching his back, my nails working lightly over skin. I worked from side to side first, going from his neck all the way down until I felt the rise of butt and when I finished that I started at the top again and scratched up and down, doing the top half first then the bottom half. The boy was all but purring in seconds and I had hoped that the distraction would continue but as I did the bottom half, I let my hand move farther up the rounded globes of his butt, my fingers touching the beginning of his crack. And then I felt his cock begin to move between us. Steffin was getting hard and by the time I had finished his young dick was at full stand, Steffin having moved his belly and groin back away from me in order to let the thing spring up then moved back in close so that it was trapped between our bellies. "Oh man AJ that felt so good," he whispered, his voice seeming to be a little huskier. I'd left my hand draped over his side and started gently rubbing it, not wanting to break contact. This is what I remembered from my youth, the soft warmth of a boy's skin against mine, our ever hard young cocks pressed against each other's body except that mine was still trapped inside my underwear, a fact that Steffin was acutely aware of. "Gosh AJ I can feel the wetness from your precum," he whispered, "your underwear are gonna be soaked if you don't take em off." He let go of me and rolled away. "Go ahead, take your underwear off AJ." I rolled to my back, raised my ass and slipped my brief's down then tossed them on the floor and rolled back to my side. Steffin was back into my arms in a flash and making no bones about making sure that our groins were pressing against each other. His move necessitated my doing something with my free arm so I returned it to his back and resumed rubbing it. I gave myself over to the moment, not worrying about what might or might not happen, reveling in the feeling of holding him and being held. When my hand made its fourth trip downward I allowed it to stray up onto Steffin's butt where I gently kneaded the flesh before moving back upward. Steffin groaned softly in pleasure and pressed his groin into mine even harder then started a very slow sort of humping movement. "Your dick is so hard against mine," he whispered into my chest. He then moved back slightly and pushed his hand down between us and grasped onto my cock and gently squeezed up and down its length. "Gosh your cock is so thick AJ," he added. More than ten seconds of that I would cum like a water hose and much as I loved having him touch me I couldn't continue. "I don't think that's a great idea Steff," I said softly. "Why not AJ, you can touch mine if you want to." I gently pulled away from him and he let go of me. "Why not AJ, Doesn't it feel good having me touch you?" "Oh yeah Steffin, it feels great but it's not okay really. I mean we probably shouldn't even be lying here in bed holding each other, especially being naked and, well, hard." Of course he wanted to know why. We were still very close to each other and even in the small amount of light I could see the confusion in his large dark eyes. We were there, we were naked, we were both as hard as guys could get and both loved the feel of what was going on. What more was necessary? He didn't any of that of course but it was there, in his eyes. "Because you're a minor Steffin and I'm an adult. You're fourteen and I'm forty one. It's very illegal for me to have any sexual contact with you even though I would like it as much as you would." "I would never tell anyone AJ, not ever. And it's not like you're taking advantage of me or anything. Gosh it's more like I'm taking advantage of you." Ahh the innocence and simplicity of youth. "I have no doubt that you would never say anything Steffin and you're not taking advantage of me but that isn't the point. It's still against the law and part of how I live my life is obeying the law. I think it's obvious that I like you a whole lot Steffin and I think my body is telling us both how I feel about lying here and holding you, feeling the warmth of your skin. It really is way cool but it's still against the law to be sexual, and being like this with you is sexual, so I feel like I'm sorta going against my own beliefs just by doing that. Touching each other's cock is well, beyond what I feel like I can do. I hope you can understand that Steffin cuz like I said, I really do like you a lot and love hanging out with you and doing things together." He put his hand on my hip and smiled. "I understand AJ, honest, I do. Will you still hold me though?" I nodded my head and he snuggled back up to me, his hand on my butt and pulling me a little tighter to him. Neither of our cocks had lost one iota of hardness and were pressed side by side into both of our bellies. I went back to rubbing his back and not shying away from his butt but moving with ease right down on to his fleshy cheeks. Goddamn it felt so good holding him like that and not for the first time did I wish that I wasn't so fucking law abiding. I wanted to roll him over and devour his hard young cock, taking his rigid shaft all the way down to its root until his pubic hair poked my nose. I wanted to cup and fondle his balls, feel the smoothness of the sac in my hand. I wanted to taste his teenage sperm, feel his cock swell in my mouth as his warm sticky cum blasted against the back of my mouth, knowing how it would feel for the young boy, getting his cock sucked while he came. Steffin's voice broke my reverie. "Oh man I need to cum so bad. Could we jack off together AJ? I don't mean touching each other or anything, we could each do our own self but can we? That wouldn't be the same as having sex, if we didn't touch each other." Yeah, and Clinton didn't have sex either. I knew full well how such a scenario would play out in a court of law. While it wouldn't be exactly like having sex it was still against the law. On the other hand, so to speak, I felt like it was a passable compromise . "I guess that might be okay Steffin," I said. What the hell, I was hard as stone, leaking like a sieve and my own balls would begin to ache if I didn't relieve the pressure and get my cock back to its default state. I didn't think that excusing myself to go to the bathroom while Steffin was accomplishing his deed in the bedroom was exactly good exercising social skills either. Besides, I was dying to see his fully naked body, to see his cock and balls and to form a picture in my brain for even better jack of fantasies later on, although our time together had already given me plenty of fodder for that. We rolled away from each other, shoving the bed sheet down in the process, then unashamedly looked at each other's stuff. The room was mostly darkened so the view wasn't all that great. "Wait a sec," Steffin said and rolled off the bed and went over to the shower slash sink area. He turned on the light, giving us a soft glow to be able to see each other better without it being intrusive. He came back toward the bed and I felt my heart leap at the sight of him. His body was so hot looking to me; flat in all the right places, that classic V of his pelvic area ending in a small bush of black hair at the base of his cock which was standing at a full six and a half plus inches of attention. The boy was beautiful and once again I regretted my law abiding nature. I wanted to gobble him up. "That's much better dontcha think AJ?" he said as he laid back down. He didn't take hold of himself right away but was looking at me or, more specifically, my cock. "Jeez AJ you're pretty big," he said, adding, "and your balls are much bigger than mine." They really weren't but maybe it was because he was a boy and just lacked the experience of actually scoping out other guys nuts. My cock however tended toward thickness, the head large enough soft but when swollen, as it was then, probably seemed bigger than it was. I looked Steffin over as well and if I hadn't been in love with him before I sure was then. He was everything I'd ever dreamed of, mostly smooth, slender, and flat. I wanted so much to suckle him but I just wasn't going to let myself go there. "You've got a terrific body too Steff. Your cock is beautiful, a perfect size and your balls are so smooth. Seriously, if you were older I'd be very tempted to do more than just jack off." "Really AJ? You really mean that?" I nodded my head and took hold of my cock and began to slowly stroke it which prompted Steffin to do the same. We both began making a slow love to our selves and because Steffin was left hand and I'm right, we were both afforded a good view of the other and I noticed that the young teen was taking full advantage of that, not that I would have mattered because we were so close to each other that we were all but touching. I took note of the fact that his balls were totally smooth except at the very top where they began their hang from the base of his cock. I reveled in the sight of the eggs as they moved up and down in their smooth sac in tandem with Steffin's stroking. While I used the full grip stroking motion Steffin used his thumb and two fingers and stayed mostly at the top of his shaft just under the head. It was clear to both of us that the other was in an elevated state, both cock heads leaking out precum. Being a young teen it didn't take long for Steffin to reach a climax. One hand went reflexively to his totally smooth balls and tugged gently on the eggs while the other hand picked up speed. "Oh god oh god AJ I'm gonna cum," he groaned. He raised his head to look down, as most guys to, to watch Mother Nature's eruption. All of a sudden his butt lifted off the bed, he changed the angle of his cock and he came. The first small squirt shot out fairly quickly but didn't go far, landing just about his flat belly button. The second one however blasted clear up his head and would have hit his neck if his head hadn't been tilted so far forward. As it was he got hit on the tip of his narrow chin and the glob hung there as his cock continued to erupt in six more equally powerful squirts, his taut belly constricting visibly with each squirt. He finally slowed his stroke and his cock slowed down to a dribble, white goo oozing out over the head to run down across his thumb and into his pubic hair. The glob hanging from his chin finally stretched out and touched his chest, joining the rest of his sperm which was splattered in streaks all over his torso. His hand left his balls and cleaned the dripping sperm from his chin and wiped it onto a clear spot on his belly. The whole thing took about thirty seconds and was possibly the hottest thing I'd seen in years and I do mean years. I had continued to jack my own cock and watching Steffin experience his sperming took me to the edge. His body had no sooner relaxed onto the bed when I announced my own cumming. "I'm there Steffin, I'm gonna cum, oh god, oooohhh." was about all I got out before my cock issued forth its own sallying rounds of white goo. My free hand went to a nipple as my butt rose slightly and I came, the first shot not dicking around with a little plop but going clear up over my shoulder and hitting the pillow under my head. I heard Steffin gasp as my cock continued to blast out jet after jet, eight more in all, of sperm that, like the boy next to me, literally creamed up my entire chest and belly. "Shit AJ that was awesome," Steffin said, clearly impressed by the show. "Man I never seen anything like that you shot clear over your shoulder and man look at all that cum." His words poured out, much like his sperm had and I had to admit that I didn't generally shoot that far or make that much liquid but apparently the entire experience had more of an effect on me that I'd thought. I relaxed back onto the bed and continued to nurse my cock, milking every last drop. Steffin lay beside me, no longer stroking actually but playing with his balls, rubbing his cock, and generally just keeping his hand occupied while I lay there panting and willing my breathing to return to normal. "That was totally awesomely cool AJ," the boy said quietly, "I'm serious. We lay there quietly a while longer before Steffin finally said that he was going to clean up. I said that I needed to take a shower then he piped up with, "That's probably a better idea I'm pretty messy too. Hey, why don't we take it at the same time." I raised an eyebrow and he added, "it wouldn't be like having sex and we've already seen each other naked. Come on AJ, it'll be fun, I'll wash your back for you and you can do mine." I didn't sense that he was being relentless but just sort of practical, in a way. "Okay," I replied and rolled off the bed. As soon as I stood my cum, which had slowly begun inching its way toward my ribs, changed direction and headed downward toward my pubic hair. Steffin was already headed for the shower and I got to watch his butt move, this time without clothes and I'm telling you it was the cutest damned butt I'd ever seen, at least since I was a boy admiring other boy's cute butts. Those globes moved so gently and his crack, dusky in the very center, hid charms that my tongue was dying to explore. My cock, which had started to lose its rigidity, started to get it back and I had to force myself to think of other things. Once Steffin got the water where he wanted it we got in and rinsed off then soaped, each soaping the other's back. Steffin washed my back first, massaging my shoulders a little after he got me all lathered and I must say it felt pretty good. I was a little disconcerted when he moved down onto my butt then slipped some fingers up inside my crack almost to my asshole. "Sorry AJ," he said with a giggle and when I turned around he was smiling sheepishly. I washed his back for him, avoiding his butt entirely and I don't mind telling you it was a difficult choice on my part. After we dried and got back into bed, still naked, Steffin cuddled back up to me, his head on my shoulder. We lay there quietly for a little bit, our breathing slowing down in preparation for sleep. "AJ," he asked quietly. "Mmmm." I responded. "I really appreciate this weekend and what we did tonight. You don't know how much it means to me." He moved then, raising up on and elbow and kissed me on the lips. Not a quick peck and not a longer kiss with hidden meaning of things to come but certainly more than a three count. He didn't say a word but just laid his head back on my shoulder and was sound asleep in about two minutes leaving me to continue to wonder what that was all about. The next morning Steffin wandered about naked, his soft cock swaying as he walked or lying in repose across an upper thigh when he was lying on the bed or on top of his balls if he were sitting in an armchair. The boy seemed to have a total lack of self-consciousness about his body, the activity of the night before seeming to have given him permission to toss modesty out the door. And I didn't mind at all. I enjoyed looking at him and it seemed as though he liked looking at me as well. "You got a nice body AJ, ya know that? For an old guy I mean," He added with a smile. I was standing in my underwear folding clothes and getting things packed up to go. I reflected on that statement, looking in the mirror, and admitted to myself that at forty one I was in pretty good shape. I still wore a thirty three to thirty four inch pant and my five foot nine hundred and seventy one pound frame was flat. While not exactly gym toned, my chest and abs were defined well enough, My dark blonde hair was still as thick and retained the same amount of very slight curl that it had when I was Steffin's age. I shaved every day although I could go for a day or so and it wouldn't look bad, had sort of a rough boy look to it and I was told by girls mostly that my baby blue eyes were very attractive. I guess that overall, I wasn't to bad for an "old guy." "Thanks Steff," I told him.