Date: Sat, 8 Mar 2003 23:22:20 -0800 From: lapland@cyber-rights.net Subject: Enjoy James leaned over his oars. Sweating. The sun was just coming up over Sydney. A mist rose off the water in slow curling whisps. All four boys had lifted their oars from the water, so that the boat seemed to slide silently over the mirrored surface. The coxswain said: "Come on you buggers, time to go again." The fourteen year olds braced themselves, oars poised just millimetres above the surface of the water. "Pull!" The four dipped their oars and pulled, their bodies unfolding, then tensing -- knees in, arms extended. The pull... the reach... the pull.... "Leg drive... Sit back, spring back, ac-cel-er-ate" The front of the boat slipped through the water, seeming to hang - then drive forward. Only a little ripple, and the still pools where the oars had been, showed where the boat had passed. As they swept past the boatyard the coxswain called: "OK, half way there... We're gonna push for 20 strokes... get ready... This one...now!" The crew dug deep, their young muscles burning. James' eyes were fixed on the shoulder-blades of the boy in front. He was almost in a trance, concentrating so hard on the rhythmic motion of his whole body, the twist of his wrists, the burning pull against the water, the sting in his young thighs. From the edge of the boat-house a solitary figure watched the boys across the water. He wasn't a teacher or a coach, nor was he one of the passers-by who often stood and watched. He wasn't watching the sleek boat with the interested stare of a spectator. He was watching it with the glittering eyes of lust. And although the boat carried five youngsters, his stare was fixed on only one. James and his mates hauled the boat out of the water, turning it with a practised move above their heads. Then, holding it aloft, the coxswain scampered around the boat, hosing it down. "Get a move on!" "Bloody hell!" Holding the boat above their heads was hard work. Chip, the tallest of the boys took more than his fair share of the weight. All four stood there in their black and red lycra rowing suits, zoot suits they called them, sucking in their stomachs -- heads bowed, arms straining. The spectator drank in their young bodies -- defined by the wet material that clung tight as cellophane to butts and thighs, thin trembling arms and limp cocks. "OK, done!" They marched the boat into the boathouse and set it onto the rack. It was still early in the morning and the boys were in a hurry to get showered and get off to school. They scampered upstairs one boy slapping the butt of the young cockswain and Deaning about as they entered the changing room. The lycra suits were peeled off leaving the boys stamping damp footprints on the tiles. They stood in their undies waiting for another coxed-four that had finished before them to get out of the shower cubicles. James caught a look at himself in the mirrors. At fourteen he was positively bursting with the charm and innocent beauty of a boy. He was sports mad, the rowing being just one of many things he did. He tensed his stomach to show off his little six pack. It was not the rippling hard stomach of a body-builder, but he was proud of it nevertheless. He had been cultivating it for ages with endless reps at school and in his bedroom at home. Now that at long last he could definitely see the outline of his stomach muscles it was a matter of great pride to him. With his brown hair and chestnut eyes and his tanned olive skin he was simply breath-taking. James was beautiful, and he knew it. He was also at the age where he got horny at the slightest provocation. Usually he found showering with the other boys a risky business. It was strange. He didn't think of himself as gay, he sometimes fancied girls and certainly acted like he did around his mates. But his hottest moment's were stealing sly looks at the cocks of his friends. He wanked off about them, fantasized about them, dreamed about them. Since the day he was first able to cum he realized that he was a confirmed wanker. He loved to do it whenever he could - he was constantly horny -- and he loved it. Usually the idling around the showers after their workout would have been a good time for him to live on the edge of getting a hard-on. He loved the feeling of risk as he stole glances at the young bodies around him. He would have been galled if any of his friends had suspected him, but that didn't stop him from coming perilously close to a hard-on almost every time he came rowing. But today was different. Today he was just keen to get out of there. "Hurry up you dorks!" The showers were spraying a fine mist that billowed out of the cubicles, washing the river slime off the young bodies that turned and soaped and shook hair and scrubbed legs and armpits. "Fucking hell!" "James!" The reprimand was from a teacher who was overseeing the boys. It was his turn soon enough. He spluttered under the water. It ran down his firm chest, and ran in rivulets down his butt crack, wrapping around his hairless calves and pooling at his feet. His armpits were still hairless, and he soaped them up thoroughly in the steam. At the base of his young cock a few hairs licked around, suggesting the puberty he was into. He soaped his dick, pulling back the foreskin and rolling his silky nuts around in his hand. He squirted shampoo onto his head and massaged it into a lather that dribbled down his soft cheeks. "Come on James!" His mate was already dressed and ready to go. James hurried. This scene had been repeated many times. James and the other boys trained hard. They trained on Monday and Wednesday mornings and on Tuesday and Thursday in the afternoons. They gave up a couple of lunchtimes a week and raced on Saturdays. They pushed themselves hard doing weights, practising on rowing machines and on the lunchtimes they were not rowing they were usually doing weights. James' life right now seemed to be this routine. But today was far from routine. It was a day that James suspected would be etched on him for a life-time like a tattoo. James' sexual appetite had led him on-line. He had a computer in his bedroom and with it he was free to roam. He had discovered ASSGM and Nifty and used the stories to jack off to. A month earlier he had read a series called "Schoolboy dare" by an anonymous author called Lapland. They had touched some of his own dark sexual fantasies and he had cum with a new sort of power when he read them. Lapland had asked readers to write back and one day James had fired off an email. James was not dumb. He knew the risks of talking to perverts on-line, but over time the emails had become a sort of delightful, if pervy friendship. They swapped stories, and grew to care about each other. A fourteen year old and a forty year old drifting into a sort of sexual disembodied love.... As time moved on and the two of them became firm fantasy partners James began to wonder what it would be like to turn fantasy into reality. At first it creeped him out, but curiosity is a powerful thing. In the end James had written, half joking: "Why don't you come to Sydney...". A day later there was an email sitting in his inbox. "OK. I Will. What's your address?" James had almost stopped breathing. It sent a shiver down his spine. He sat for almost an hour, staring at the email that he was about to send in reply. He was scared shitless, but his cock was rock hard. He had to make a decision. Do I let this happen or do I chicken out? Minutes, almost an hour ticked by. He typed in his home address. Deleted it. Typed it in again. Deleted it again. Re-typed it. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!...." The mouse hovered over the send button. He closed his eyes and clicked. The following day he had not been able to concentrate on a thing. He hated Chemistry and that night after school he couldn't bear to think about it. His work was a scribbled mess. He kept checking and re-checking his email. Empty. Suddenly there it was. "I got your note. I am flying in. On Wednesday night next week, after your parents go to bed, go downstairs and put the front door on the latch. Buy some baby oil and have it by your bed. Put a sock by the door to your room so I know which room to enter." He had almost freaked out then and there, but again, reading the note both sent shivers down his spine and lit a red hot rage inside his cock. All he could think to himself was, I don't believe this, I don't believe it! As he left the boathouse to go to school all he could think was -- Fuck! Today is Wednesday.... The school day passed by in a haze for James. It was filled with the usual things and the usual people, but he felt as if he was walking around a movie set. The lunch-time workout on the rowing machines came and went. Classes ticked by painfully slowly. The later in the day it got, the more time seemed to drag. Chemistry seemed to last longer than the half-life of uranium. One of the teachers told him to go to bed earlier, taking his lack of interest for tiredness. But finally, just as he thought he couldn't bear it any more, the bell let out it's shrill alarm to sound freedom. Suddenly James came alive again, gathering up his books and rushing to get out. His goodbyes to his friends were hurried. He clattered down stairs, bumped past people and was out. Sydney had lost the harsh heat of summer, and had settled into the fine warm days of autumn. The harbour glittered like shook silver and the opera house sat on its edge like an open desert flower. James' parents were wealthy enough to live in an apartment on the waterfront. He reached home in record time and let himself in. As he did every day, he zoomed up into his room and pulled off his school uniform. He pulled on a pair of jeans and a fresh t-shirt and fired up his computer. Nothing. No email from Lapland, just a bunch of crap from game-site mailing lists. It had been like this for the past week. James didn't really expect to get one, figuring that if Lapland was flying in it would be unlikely that he would have access to the internet. So the last email was all there was. He opened it again. "I got your note. I am flying in. On Wednesday night next week, after your parents go to bed, go downstairs and put the front door on the latch. Buy some baby oil and have it by your bed. Put a sock by the door to your room so I know which room to enter." Today was Wednesday, THE Wednesday. James felt a tight knot in his stomach. Did he have the balls to go through with it? Why not just keep the door locked? The man would try it, find his way was barred and would slip away again into the night. He could just ignore any angry emails, erase the man from his mind and carry on with his life. So why had he bought the baby oil? And why was it sitting there on the floor by the bunk-bed? No, he figured he would be nuts to open the door. What if the guy was some crazed axe murderer? Then again, what if he did open it? They had got to know each other pretty well over the months via email. Lapland didn't sound like a craxed murderer, in fact he sounded pretty romantic and gentle. He seemed trustworthy. If he did open the door to the forty year old he could be about to have the most amazing sexual experience of his young life. He was hard just thinking about it. What to do? He sat staring at the email. Oh and what if his parents heard something and came to investigate? Jesus -- he thought. Nightmare scenario. No the best thing would be to keep the door firmly locked. His mother had returned with some shopping. She called to him: "James, darling, come and give me a hand." Helping his mother put away the shopping in the fridge helped to get him back to reality. The whole thing with Lapland was nut - this was reality -- plastic milk bottles and burger-meat, his mother smiling at him from across the room. He would think no more about it. Afternoon became evening, evening became homework and a night in front of the TV. Some dumb show made him laugh. It was time for bed. James shut his bedroom door and turned on the light by his bed. He stepped out of his jeans, pulled off his t-shirt and paused. He could see himself in the mirror. He loved the way he looked now. So sleek inside his own skin, so smooth and so full of energy. He couldn't help himself. He was thinking -- is this the way I look on the day I have sex for the first time? He pulled down his boxers, stepped out of them and looked in the mirror again. He stood like that in the middle of the room for almost ten minutes, his mind racing and turning over and over. He only snapped out of it when he heard his parents turning out the lights and making their way to bed, quickly hopping into bed, naked, turning out the light and pulling the sheets tight around his neck. What makes us take breath-taking risks with our lives? As James lay there in the darkness deep down he knew that the decision had already been made. Although he rehearsed over and over the reasons why he would be crazy to open the door he knew, simply, that he would. The risks were real, but human beings are hard-wired risk-takers. At the top of the tree: astronauts and explorers, maybe. But all of us come alive when we step out into the unknown. Opening the door would be, for James, "One small step for man, one giant leap for mankind." In the dark he lay still, listening to his parents getting ready for bed. He heard the light switch, the low murmur of their conversation. He listened to the silence. He waited. He waited. He had no idea how much time had passed. He needed to be sure, so he lay there a little longer as the moon rose over the harbour. He pulled back the sheet and swung his legs over the side of the bed. He sat there completely still, straining to hear. The sound of his own heart-beat was deafening. He tried to keep calm. The knot in his stomach was fierce. He eased himself down from the bunk-bed. His young cock was hard as a rock. He felt more naked than he had ever felt in his life. He moved over to his bedroom door and opened it, grimacing at the slight sound it made. He paused again to listen. Jesus H Christ -- he thought. He slipped into the living-room. If his parents caught him he'd say he was going to the bathroom. So why was he creeping about like a burglar? Fuck. His bare feet tip-toed across the room. The apartment was on one level. All he had to do was get to the front door. He wondered why he had never noticed before just how wide this fucking room was and just how fucking squeaky the fucking floor was. He made it. Using both hands he eased the lock open, and pressed down the little button that kept it that way. He pulled the door to see if it would open. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. They had dead-bolted it. He reached up and, gritting his teeth, twisted the dead-bolt as carefully as he could. He pulled the door again and this time it moved a fraction. A cold shiver ran up his spine. As he turned away from the door he could have cum right then. Instead, he crept back, quiet as a mouse, to his room. He fished a white sports sock off the floor and put it outside the door. He found another one and used it to keep the door slightly ajar. Then he hopped back up into bed, his ears on fire. James' body was tense, cold and naked under the sheet. It wasn't a cold night, but the concentration and tension was making him shiver. He grabbed his dick and pulled down on the skin, rolling his foreskin back. - God he could cum without even having to think about it -. He let go and put his arms by his sides. - Better not -. He listened hard to the night. Somewhere in the harbour a boat sounded its horn in two shirt blasts. There was a low hum from traffic that even at this time of night was circulating around Sydney's arteries. He was warm in his bed, it was very late, the sounds around and inside the house began to meld into a repetitive drone. He tried ever so hard to keep awake, to keep alert, but the arms of sleep were reaching out to him. He had spent more nervous energy than his body would allow him. He drifted, started, drifted again -- and soon was fast asleep. The flight from England had been hellish long. Richard had watched the movies, paced up and down to get his circulation going and tried to avoid looking at his watch -- hoping the time would slip past. The cabin crew had tried to make life easier, but it had been an ordeal. Most of the way across the oceans of the world, Richard had simply stared out of the window lost in his thoughts about James. He remembered the pattern of emails that had brought things to this head and smiled. The stewardess noticed his often blissful appearance and had said to him, as she served dinner, "Visiting a loved one?" "Yes. Yes indeed." The terrible secret never failed to put butterflies in his stomach. From taking the time off work - the lies he had told friends and colleagues about the reasons for the trip - to the packing for the journey -- all of it had created a surreal atmosphere that had hung around him for weeks. Richard's love for boys in general stemmed from his own childhood. His private boarding school had been a form of licensed abuse he had endured from the age of seven. The only mental respite from the bullying had been the snatched sexual comfort in the arms of other boys. As he had grown older in the school, his sensitivity to the loneliness of the younger boys, plus the powerful pull of his sexual appetites made him continue to seek out the arms of other boys, most of whom were now younger than him. A sexuality forged in such heat had simply stuck with him, as had his sensitivity to youngsters. His life had mostly been spent avoiding temptation, but James had opened up a whole new world of possibilities. Here was a youth seeking sexual exploration. James was horny as hell and not afraid to talk about it in his emails. For Richard it had been like putting an outboard motor in his blood-stream. The glittering lights of Sydney lay below the plane as it banked for its approach. Richard brought his seat to an upright position. His cock had assumed that position some time earlier. It was his first visit to Australia. He took a Taxi in from the Airport to his hotel by the waterfront. His room was stylish, ridiculously large and close to the action. He hit the pillow and slept for eighteen hours. Four days later he had adjusted to the time zone and felt fresh. He had found a swimming pool for his daily routine and felt fresh and full of life. It was Wednesday evening. That morning, wearing his usual black, he had wandered down to the water to watch the rowers. Unknown to young James he had guessed which of the boys he was from across the water. He had relished the sight of the boys as they pulled their boat from the water and had to pinch himself to believe he wasn't simply dreaming. All day he had been unable to eat. He sat in restaurants drinking coffee until late in the night, studying the map with the boy's house circled in red. He had watched Sydney turn from a working city to a night-time playground. Eventually it was time to leave the caf and head back to his room to freshen up. James was asleep when the front door slowly swung open. A black shape slipped inside and the door was gently shut. The shape stood still, silent. Listening. Then it inched its way into the living-room. Even had he been awake he might not have heard it. The darkness moved until it came upon the white sock, shining fiercely from the floor in the moonlight. Another long pause, then a black gloved hand reached out. Finger-tips pushed the door to James' bedroom ajar, then, like liquid mercury, the shape flowed inside without making a sound. In the darkness Richard now stood just feet away from the huddled shape of James. The boy had turned over, facing away from the door. One bare arm lay splayed outside the sheet. Richard stood quite still, looking down. An eternity passed. Finally, Richard bent down and pulled off his shoes. He peeled off one sock, then the other. He pulled a black sweat-shirt and t-shirt off over his head in one smooth movement. The black jeans took longer as he lowered the zip frustratingly slowly. His boxers were the last item to come off. A forty year old man stood naked in the moonlight in James' room. Toned from a lifetime of swimming, exuding a strong masculine presence - easy in his skin - Richard stood silent, with his cock swelling to a full erection. He reached up and slid the sheet from James' young body. The fourteen year old stirred slightly as it slipped away. On the bed lay the picture of young perfection. A boy lying on his back, a firm body toned from rowing and endless weight training. A pale limp young cock flopped to one side: darkened slightly at the base with a few wispy hairs. One arm flopped down, the other: wrist up by his face. Firm young thighs. Beautiful shapely feet. A boy -- simply - to die for. Perhaps it was the change in temperature as the sheet had been pulled back, perhaps it was that intuitive sense we have when someone is in the room. Whatever the reason, James stirred and his eyes blinked open. He froze. He lifted his head from the bed, trying to see in the dark, to be sure his eyes were not fooling him. In whispers: "Hello James." "Jesus Christ!" Richard stood by the bunk-bed. James realized he was completely naked. He made to grab the sheet. "Leave it.... Let me look at you." James lay back, his heart pounding fit to bust. He was fully awake, adrenaline pumping round his small frame. He couldn't take his eye's off Richard's body in the pale light. This man was naked in his bedroom. HE was naked in his bedroom. Jesus, the man had a HUGE hard-on! James felt the man's hand on his thigh. He looked down to see the dark shape just inches away from his cock. Christ, HE was getting a hard-on. Oh my god. "Come and lie on the carpet." James obeyed, quietly slipping down onto the floor. He spread himself on the carpet looking up at the shape that towered over him. Richard knelt down. The hand, the fingers rubbed gently around the softness of his inner thigh. Then down, cupping his knee, tracing down the soft hairs of his shin. Lightly gripping his ankle. Fingers tracing along his foot, tracing his toes. Back up the other leg, swirling fingers on his inner thigh, almost, but not quite brushing against his nuts. Then the man put both hands on his waist, squeezing lightly, brushing up his soft flat stomach, tracing the ribs, feeling the pounding of his heart. His nipples caused the fingers to linger, to circle. They seemed to grow hard under his touch. Now the man's right hand was gently feeling his soft throat, now fingertips tracing the outline of his jaw, stoking his soft cheeks tracing like cobwebs across his forehead. "James. I never imagined you could be so beautiful." The hand was back at his inner thigh again. A knuckle brushed against one of his balls. They both froze for an instant. Then the man took James' hard young cock between thumb and forefinger. He squeezed. James lifted his butt off the bed. James couldn't believe it. It was happening. A man was wrapping his fingers around his cock. He was pressing, pulling down gently, pulling up. Bloody hell. The guy was starting to wank him. He stared down at the guy's hand. It looked dark against his pale skin in the moonlight. He could see his cock-head as it emerged and sunk into the guy's fist. Richard was going faster. Faster. He stopped. Richard put one hand on Jame's chest, the other pulled his foreskin back. He leaned over the boy, pulling his prick to 90 degrees from his stomach. He licked the sensitive head, swirling his tongue across and around it. James gasped. Now the tongue was tracing down the veined sides of the shaft while Richard's hand squeezed at the base. He took the boy's penis fully into his mouth, made his lips into a tight "O" and pulled up and down, his tongue dabbing against the boy's cock-head. James gripped the back of Richard's neck, arching his back. It was driving him nuts, almost to climax. "The oil." James fumbled about under the bed. Fuck, where was it? The guy had his hand on his butt. There! He pulled it out, flipped open the lid and handed it to Richard. Cold oil dribbled down his cock, then a warm hand grabbed it again, this time slipping smoothly up and down his shaft. The pace quickened. "Fuck. I'm gunna cum." He whispered urgently. "That's OK." "Are you going to fuck me?" "Yes, but not tonight. Tonight you get to enjoy a wank. That's it." James lay back. It was crazy, there on the floor in his own bedroom, just across from his sleeping parents, he was getting an awesome handjob in the middle of the night from a forty year old. The man was really going to task on his cock now, it was slipping in and out between the guy's fingers in a blur, the cock-head bouncing against his stomach. He felt the onrush in his balls, felt the point of no return, felt the final strokes that took him there to an orgasm that sprayed out in five furious pulsing convulsions. His buttocks were clenched, his whole body shook with the spasms. Again. And again. Silence and darkness swirled back around the pair. They stayed still. Richard kneeling, easing out the final drops of cum from the boys' dick. James, spent, splayed out. Richard lay down beside the boy, holding him in his arms. His fingers rubbed around in the goo on the boy's stomach. His cock pressed against the boy's thigh. James could feel the man's hairy legs against him, felt the fat cock pressing. "Do you want me to... wank you too?" James whispered. "No, not now." James felt the warmth of the man around him, possessing him. He was wrapped in the hairy arms of a forty year old. He could not believe it. "James... I have a plan. You will get to have sex with every one of your crew-members, and the cockswain I saw with you today. At the end of my trip you will let me fuck you, but not before. Are you up for it?" "Er, ... OK. What do I have to do." In the half-light Richard whispered his devilish plan to the boy, who's eye grew wide with astonishment. "Will you help me?" "Sure, I'll do it." They lay for a while in the silence. James whispered: "I don't know that I want you to fuck me though..." His small hand crept down. He took the man's twitching meat in his young hand. "You are too thick. You'd hurt me.... I kind of want to, but I'm scared shitless." "I know you are. When it comes to it, I have a plan that will get you past your fear." Jesus. This guy and his plans! James felt the cock in his hand, felt the girth. He couldn't imagine cramming that up his butt. "OK then..." They lay in the gloom awhile longer before Richard slipped away with the shadows into the dawn. Thursday morning was bright and fresh. James hopped on the ferry to cross the harbour to school feeling light-headed. The night before now seemed like a dream. He played it over in his head and smiled to himself. On the boat, on the seating across form him, a young girl sat with her legs splayed provocatively. She looked his way a few times as if to dare him to look up her skirt at the black panties she so obviously wanted to display. James seemed to think he had seen her sometime before but couldn't place it. He looked away, gazing around the shoreline of the city, listening to the steady hum of the boat's engines. The school day passed quickly. James was in fine form, Deaning with his mates, needing to make a quick escape from time to time because of his banter. He was willing the afternoon to roll round so that he could head off to the boat yard. James, Dillon the cox, Chip, Ben and Dean raced most of the way. As they turned the corner Jame's heart leapt as he saw Richard in conversation with their coach, Graham. "Hello boys." It was Graham. "James, I understand you invited Mr. Williams to join us!" "Yeah, I hope that's OK?" "It sure is. You kept this very quiet James." "What is it sir?" Chip asked. "Well boys, it seems that young James wrote a letter to Mr. Williams, telling him about our school and about your crew in particular. Mr. Willams is a sports Psychologist. I should say, THE sports psychologist, since he has worked with the very best." "Really?" "Yes, Mr. Williams has coached Sir Steve Redgrave in the UK, amongst others. He is a top rowing expert." Mr. Williams broke in. "Actually, coach, Steve Redgrave is the expert. I've never won a race in my life! No, my expertise is simply to fine tune the mental part of the sport -- to add focus and concentration." James pitched in. "Yeah, well coach I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I thought I'd email him and ask for some tips about how we could get better as a team. I had no idea Mr. Williams (ah, that's his name -- he thought) was coming to Australia for a conference. He said he'd like to drop by." "We are privileged to have him here. Mr. Williams has asked to see you boys row, then has offered to give you a little coaching. Hurry and get ready." The boys flew into the locker-room. "Fuckin' hell James. A sports psycho -- rologist?" Lycra replaced school uniforms. Bodies that had spent the day hidden behind shirts and trousers were now proudly on display. The boat flew off the rack, they held it aloft, managing it down the ramp to the pontoon at the water's edge. James had to concentrate hard to avoid an erection. "Careful you don't fall in again James!" "Yeah," said Chip, "What's the sport psychology of a guy who is expert at the backward-dive-off-the-pontoon trick?" Out on the water the performance was less than stellar. The coach and Mr. Williams followed in the launch, talking together and watching the boys closely. The team was nervous and Dillon fucked up a couple of times by not being clear with his instructions. The coach called a halt. With the boat back on the rack the boys gathered around the two men, still in their wet zoot-suits. It was Mr. Williams who spoke: "Boys. It's clear that you have a lot of talent. Your coach tells me you train hard. I am very impressed by your determination and dedication. But at your level the barrier to improved performance is mostly mental. Other youngsters in the Gold Cup will be training just as hard as you. Hard to believe, but true. The difference between the team that wins and the team that loses is 80% technique, 20% mental attitude. Get the unit thinking and breathing as one and you'll have the edge. That kind of team is put together by building trust and focus. I'm guessing you are all pretty good friends, am I right?" "Yes sir!" in a chorus. "But you have to become more than friends to move to the next level. Today we'll do some exercises to get at the basics." Richard had the boys positioned all over the boat yard. They were instructed to keep their eyes closed, The cox was told to give orders: Forward, stop, turn left. Dillon had to guide all four boys blind so that they would end up standing in line in the order they rowed in the boat in front of him. When he gave the order to stop a particular crew member, that boy was only allowed to stand still for five seconds. Then they had to walk slowly forward. It was chaos. Chip was off in the distance before Dillon called him back. James banged into a bench and grazed his shin. But eventually, like a shepherd, Dillon had the boys in place. The second time it was quicker. By the fourth time Dillon was getting the hang of it. Then they moved on to trust exercises. Chip and Ben had the job of catching. James had to stand rigid in-between them as they let him fall forwards and backwards, catching him at the last minute. They howled with laughter as James tried to prevent himself falling. "This game is about trust. You have to trust these guys absolutely. And, catchers, you have to be absolutely trustworthy. At school you can Dean about all you want to, you can play tricks on each other. But not here. Here there has to be a sacred bond of trust between you." At first they found the trust very difficult to achieve. But in the end they all felt a great sense of exhilaration as they began to know that as they fell they would be caught. Trust was beginning to grow. The day session ended with them on the water again. This time they clicked. The boat slipped through the water with the boys in good time and the oars in a steady rhythm. Dillon held them together. Graham was delighted. After they had changed and were leaving Graham was nowhere in sight. Mr. Williams however was there to greet them. "Well boys, how did you find that today." "Great." "Yeah, it was very cool. Helpful." "Good," he replied. "But let me put something else to you. Pinsent and Redgrave didn't get to their level, none of the greats do, without working on another aspect of the sport. This is the aspect I am expert in and it is very -- highly - controversial. But if you guys would like an introduction to it I'd be willing to offer you a session at my hotel. You would have to sign confidentiality waivers, because much of this sport psychology is patented and a trade secret. I own the patent." "What does it involve?" asked Chip. "Well, I suggest, if you are all interested, you visit my hotel tonight and we'll go into it. It needs to be the entire team, so if any one of you pulls out the deal is off. I just think it may be what you need to get the edge." "Well I'm in!" said James. "So am I." "Yeah OK." "Is that all of you? Are you all agreed? Good, then, shall we say 6pm at the Sheraton on the Park? I'll meet you in the lobby." The boys left the Grammar School and headed across the park. They made their way through the imposing arch of the hotel off the busy street. In the lobby Richard was there to greet them. "Hi boys, glad to see you are on time. Let's go up shall we?" In the elevator Richard stood next to Ben, noticing his light brown hair and golden skin. He still had the smooth skin of a boy, not too advanced into his puberty. As he stared at Ben he noticed Dean's cute face looking up at him, framed by dark brown hair. He and James share the same fantastic olive coloured skin, tanned and healthy and, he bet, soft to the touch. The lift had climbed to Richard's floor, so they piled out and followed Richard along the corridor and into the hotel room. Room is not quite the right description. The suite was large, with a wide set of panoramic windows that looked out over the park. The room they entered was the living area, with two large sofas facing each other across a coffee table. Chip whistled under his breath, smirking at James. "Didn't they have a bigger room?" It was Dillon. The boys laughed. "This is bloody enormous." On a side table were two silver framed photographs one with Richard standing by Steve Redgrave and Matthew Pinsent, the other of him standing beside Mike Tyson. (Each carefully created using Photoshop!). "Wow! You trained Mike?" Dean asked. "Well, sort of. I helped him with the psychology in his rise to become Heavy Weight Champion. I don't work for him now. He should have quit years ago, when he was at his peak.... OK boys well take a seat on the sofas." They flopped down and sank into the soft cushions. "Now boys, this session is confidential. I need you to sign these legal forms to commit never to speak about what goes on in this room." He handed out copies of a document in tiny print with some legalese all over it and passed round a gold pen. "This is simply to protect these methods of training, I hope you understand." The boys signed on the dotted line. "Good, that's that. Now let me describe the training to you. I remind you that you are free to go through with the training or to leave. If one of you leaves, however, the others will also forfeit the training. You either do this as a crew or not at all." James answered for them. "We're up for it. What do we have to do?" "One of the unspoken aspects of all sport is sex." The boys leaned forward. "Men in competition with other men, trying to achieve physical perfection. Men offering a physical display of their power to spectators. It is hard-wired into us as our way of attracting the opposite sex. Sport and sex are not different things; they are aspects of each other. To get to the roots of sports Psychology you have to understand sex: what drives us, our lusts our passions, our drive to orgasm." Dillon sniggered. Chip started to blush. "To excel at team sport requires the members of the team to establish a sexual bond so tight it can underpin athletic performance. This insight is highly controversial in the world of sport, but it is also the key to unlock stellar performances. This session, boys, is designed to turn you into one, living and breathing sexual unit. If you engage in this training you will have a major edge over your competitors..... When we first developed this training with Steve and Matthew I can remember Steve saying to me: "Hey it's win win. You get to train and get to have an orgasm. What's not to like about it?!" Chip looked over at James, still blushing. "So, boys, you have to make a decision as a unit. Are you willing to undergo this type of exceptional training and push yourselves to exceptional limits, or will you settle for ordinary training and being ordinary rowers? While you think about it, I'll be in the other room." With that Richard went into the bedroom and shut the door. Ben broke the silence. "Jesus H Christ! Did I hear that right?" Dillon was giggling again. Dean said "I think I've heard of this somewhere, like on CNN or something." James said: "Well I'm up for it if you are." Chip looked over at James: "Really?" "Sure, why not. Geeze, it's not like I haven't seen all you guy's dicks in the shower a billion times. What's the big deal? I mean we all like sex don't we? Well this is training and sex. Like he said, win-win. "But I'm not gay." "None of us are, but we are a crew. If he is right maybe this is what we have to do. Training doesn't make us gay; it just makes us better rowers." Dillon was laughing again. "Oh so that's why they call me `Cocks'!" They all started smirking. James said: "So are we in? Raise a hand." He raised his. Dean raised his next, then Ben. Dillon raised his hand. "You guys always have boners anyway..." Chip hesitated. "Come on Chip." "OK." His hand joined the others. James went to the bedroom door and knocked. As Richard came out he said, winking so the others couldn't see him, "We're in." "OK. I'm glad you have made that decision. I know it's a tough one to make, particularly for a group of fourteen year olds. But I think you'll enjoy it. Boys your age often quite like getting their rocks off, but more importantly, you will notice a big improvement in your rowing technique." James thought to himself: `Yeah right...' and smiled. "OK boys, first things first. I want you to strip off and put your clothes by the door. Then go and sit down again on the sofas." The five boys began to tug and unzip and wrestle out of their clothes, stealing glances at each other, not wanting to be the first to be naked. They were all down to their boxers. Dillon was wearing Y-fronts. James hooked his thumbs into the waistband. The others followed suit, looking from one to the other as if waiting for the command. James pulled down and all the others took a deep breath and shucked off the last stitches of their clothing. Five nude boys standing in a hotel room, looking embarrassed. "Now, the first step is to overcome your embarrassment. God gave you those bodies - you need to be proud of them. Dillon, it is Dillon isn't it? Well Dillon, put your hands by your side, don't hide your dick, we all know it's there..." Dillon took his hands away. His pricklett was smaller than the others, but all in all he still looked pretty sexy. Chip was easily the tallest of the boys. His ruffled blond hair gave him a very boyish look. His legs were smooth and long and his cock was the largest, quite thick for a fourteen year old. James found it hard to take his eyes off him. All of the boys except for Dillon had a dusting of light brown hairs at the base of their cocks, cute little wisps that licked around the small shafts. James was beginning to get a hard-on. Dillon noticed and said: "Oh my god, James' got a MASSIVE boner!" All the others looked. "I have not; it's just got a little life of its own is all." "Well boys, soon you will all have boners. OK, time for our first exercise. We have to get over the awkwardness with each other. We feel awkward when we are naked, because we feel as if we are in competition. In real life we often are, but you are a crew. Dean -- you need James' body and Chip's height. You need Ben's muscles and you even need Dillon's lightness. Their bodies are your strength and power. So, in a crew you should not feel in competition with each others bodies, but in complete harmony with them. You need to know if James is hurting, or if Chip's muscles are tired. So the purpose of this exercise is for you to get to know the bodies of all your crew mates as well as you know your own -- better in fact. I want you to run your hands all over the bodies of the other boys; I want you to explore them intimately. Get to it." James scooted over to Chip on the couch. "I'll do you first." James' smooth young hands began to fondle Chip's long legs. He ran his fingers along the shin bones, smoothed around behind the calves and up behind his knees. "Just relax." "That's the idea James. No Dillon, start to explore Chip's chest and face. Ben, start getting to know Dean." Soon the boys were engrossed in the fondling, squeezing and touching. Hands were everywhere, well not quite everywhere. "James, don't avoid his cock. I want all of you to squeeze and fondle each other's cocks. There is no way around it." James looked into Chip's eyes and saw -- what. Was it fear? Pleading perhaps? It looked a lot like love. His hand swept down Chip's tummy. Chip gulped. James' fingers curled around his friend's young cock. It felt smooth and silky, like a warm tender sausage. He felt Dillon reach between his own legs and take hold. All of a sudden James had Dean and Ben on him too. Hands were all over his body, feeling his feet, stroking up and down his stomach, fondling his pecs and rubbing between his thighs. He had two hands on his dick, no... three. They were grabbing his balls, pulling back his foreskin, feeling his stiffness for themselves. A scrum developed of gently heaving bodies. Boys touching and feeling and stroking. Chip joined in. James could feel a hand, bigger than the others, wrapping around his cock. A leg was in his face; his hand was on someone's firm buttocks, exploring the butt-crack. Was it Dillon? Someone's finger was poking in his own butt, Ben seemed to have his buttocks in both hands, he was pulling them apart to let Dean, oh it was Dean, probe around his anus. "That's it boys. You are starting to get the idea." James found his head in Chip's lap; he was staring at Chip who now sported a stiff erection. Dillon was gripping it with one hand, and had Ben's cock in the other. "OK boys. Now stop." The five prised themselves apart and flopped down, sprawled on the couches. Hair was a mess. Every one of them had a hard-on. "Now boys, the second exercise is to learn how each other get to the peak of performance and how to help each other stay at that peak. All of you are able to cum, am I right?" "Yes, sir." "Good. Now I want you to gather together on the couch. Dillon, you sit on the coffee table. OK. The idea of this exercise is to wank each other almost to climax, but not to cum. You do all know how to masturbate don't you -- I keep forgetting I am with youngsters." James smiled to himself. "Well, notice as you wank off your crew member that as he gets close to cumming, his nut sack tightens. The cock-head flares and tightens. At that point you need to pause or slow up. Do you all understand? Right then. Chip, I want you to wank James. James you wank Ben. Ben you wank Dean. Dean you want Dillon on the coffee table and Dillon you wank Chip. OK, you got that? Begin." The boys were pretty close to cumming as it was. Chip took James between his thumb, index and middle finger and began a slow steady rhythm. James arched his back trying to offer more cock for his friend to jack. James reached for Ben's circumcised cock and played with the cock-head, squeezing it and rubbing it tenderly with his finger-tips. Dillon was pounding Chip's cock in his small fist. "Easy does it Dillon. Don't slam his meat like that, you won't know when he's about to shoot." James felt his nuts tightening, felt the building pressure. Chip whispered: "Are you about ready?" He nodded and Chip stopped, keeping a grip but letting the moment subside. "That's good Chip. You are getting it." Ben was moaning with James attention. He couldn't concentrate on Dean's cock, so he pulled on it with stiff jerking motions. Dean's flat stomach started to heave and globs of white spunk squirted from the tip, looping over and landing on the coffee table. "Oh fuck!" "OK boys, you have to pay attention not so much to your own pain or pleasure, but to the pain and pleasure of your crewmate. This will take practise, but you'll get there. Well done Chip. You managed to concentrate despite Dillon's hard pounding. Concentration is the name of the game. OK now we need to wait for Dean to recover enough to be able to cum again. While we wait I want Dillon to come and help me move the desk into the middle of the room. Richard unplugged a desk lamp and he and Dillon lifted the table into the new position. "Now Dillon. As the cox, you have the job of bringing these guys to the height of their performance at exactly the right time. This exercise will help you to be able to concentrate on every one of the rowers at the same time. It will teach you to know exactly how to bring them to a peak simultaneously." "How did I know I was in for some special treatment!?" Dillon joked to the others. "Take this lube, put some on your middle finger and gently insert it into your butt hole." "Are you serious?" "Absolutely! Lie on the table with your feet up to get comfortable." Dillon was too far in to go back now. He did as he was told. The others watched as he lay back on the table in the middle of the room, one slick finger pushing into his arse-hole. Dillon's young cock was stiff and sticking up. "OK Dean are you ready?" The boy nodded. "Excellent. You guys recover your sexual function so quickly at your age. Ben -- stand on one side of the table. Dean -- you on the other. Now Dillon, take Ben's dick with your right hand and ... yes you got it." Dillon had both boys by the cock. "Now James, you go to the top of the table by Dillon's head, and Chip, you go to the bottom. Now Chip...." "Yes sir." Squeeze some of that lube on your dick. James watched as Chip eased out a little squirt onto the tip of his swollen cock. Chip smeared it down the length of his meat, swirling it around to make sure it was fully coats. James gasped as Chip edged closer to Dillon, aimed his cock-head at the boys crack and began to push. Dillon said: "You better not hurt me." Chip had found the hole. "OOOOOwww! Fuck!" "Gently now Chip." Chip pushed, the tops of his white thighs were trembling as he forced his way in. "Come on Dillon, take James in your mouth." The crew were in their new racing position. James had the cox's mouth hot and tight around his dick. Chip was deep inside the boy's butt. Ben and Dean were being gripped by his small hands. Chip started to hump the boy. James started pushing deeper into the lad's throat. Dillon began to pull on the dicks in both hands. "Now Dillon, I hope you can hear me. You have to sense when Chip is close to cumming, work on James and the other boys to get them to the same peak at the same time. The aim of the training is to get all four of your rowers to peak at the same time. The table was rocking. Dean and Ben were tweaking Dillon's nipples and groaning as their dicks received a hard pulling. Chip was flicking his blond hair out of his eyes, beginning to sweat as he pushed in with a rhythm that got more and more frenzied. James was staring at Chip, watching the lust take hold of his friend, seeing his sweat, his long legs, his meat squeezing into the boy on the table. He himself was starting to move to the same pace, Dillon's throat was taking almost his entire length. In this weird ballet the boys were wound higher and higher by their cox. Each one of them was now standing on tip-toe leaning in to the table. Buttocks were clenched, all concentration was on the powerfull pressure building in their nuts. James could see Chip tip his head back. Chip grabbed Dillons legs and pulled him down, deep onto his cock, James lunged forward to keep his cock in the warm slippery mouth, Ban and Dean nearly fell. Deep in his bowels Dillon felt Chips h ot spunk spurt once, twice, three times in fast hurried pulses. Ben and Dean shouted "Oh fuck!" at the same time, shooting looping strings of cum across the table James climaxed, unloading into Dillon's mouth. The boy writhed on the table. The crew, in black and yellow, stunned the Gold Cup crowd. They won by five clear lengths. Those who saw the race saw a sport raised almost to an art form by a boy's crew. The young coxswain seemed to breath with the rowers. They flowed as easily as the water around them. Their bodies were an organic machine that reached, pulled and reached again. It was like a ballet, a painting, it was like eating chocolate or better -- having sex. Richard watched the boys haul the boat out of the water at the end of their training. Later that night his plane would take him back to England. A heavy weight lay in his heart. Graham waived as he left. "Thanks for all your help, Mr. Williams. Don't know what you did to lick them into shape, but it sure worked." Ben and Dean were the next to leave, Dillon and Chip weren't far behind. They smiled and waived their goodbyes. He was heavy-hearted to see the boys leave. Finally James emerged from the boat-house. "Are you the last?" "Yeah. They told me to pull the door shut when I leave. They have all gone." "Well, don't shut the door just yet, let's go inside for a moment." Richard and James went back inside the boat yard locking the door behind them and stood by the racks of boats, amongst the piles of oars and equipment. "Come and sit by me while I look at you." Richard and James sat on the stairs, Richard gently brushing the hairs from James' face. "You are so beautiful." "You really think so?" "You know it." They sat in silence for a while, Richard tracing his fingers over the boy's soft cheeks and his puppy soft neck. He rubbed his back. Sitting there with his arm around him, one of his large hands resting on the boy's thigh, Richard felt tears welling up. "We've come a long way together in a short time, haven't we?" "Well you have. All the way from England!" "You know what I mean...." They sat together in the dying light of the afternoon. Richard held James close, smelling his hair, feeling the warmth of the boy against him, slowly and lovingly caressing him though his school uniform. The sunlight fell like gold across James' olive skin. He looked like a young lithe god, visiting earth from Mount Olympus. Richard asked: "Are you hard." "Guess...." James smiled. Richard reached down and felt the boy's stiff cock straining against the material of his trousers. He squeezed it slightly between his fingers, feeling it twitch under the material. James reached down too, his small hand sliding in between Richard's strong thighs. He had never felt a man's cock before, but there it was, lurking under the cotton trousers. He could feel its heat. His fingers traced its girth. He rubbed his thumb over the trapped cock-head. "You are so much thicker than me." "Well, I have a few more years than you. Anyway, James, your cock is just perfect. Feel how muscular it is, how sleek it feels." Richard was squeezing and pulling slightly. "People would die to feel a cock like this between their fingers. I am the luckiest man on the planet right now." James squeezed too, and fiddled with Richard's cock, trying to ease it out of the trouser leg where it had become stuck. It was now sticking up straight - the tip poking out of the waistband of Richard's trousers. "Can I suck it?" His young fingers undid the belt; squeezed open the button, slid down the zip, and let the cock swing out free. James knelt down at the bottom of the steps. "Lift up." Richard did as he was told and the fourteen year old pulled his trousers and pants down around his ankles. For a while James just held the penis between his fingers, staring at it. Seeing the veins and the power of the pole he had in his small grip. The skin was soft as he pulled on it, but the muscle was straining and hard. The cock-head was purple and bulbous, like an angry fleshy mushroom. Some pre-cum was at the slit. James put his fore-finger to it and tested the viscosity, pulling it like liquid chewing gum till it snapped. He put his finger to his lips and licked it. Leaning forward, he put his mouth just millimetres from the head. He pursed his soft lips and kissed it with the delicacy of a butterfly in a summer field. Then he opened his mouth wide, straining his jaw, and plunged down. The pole slid inside his mouth, veins rushed over his stretched lips and were coated with his spit, the mushroom head was bumping against the back of his throat. It was gross, it was heaven, it was making him gag, making him want to push it in deeper. All the frustration of so many young years of being so close to other boys yet unable to touch -- all the frustration and passion of his young teenage years made him want this man. He pushed the cock deep into his throat, over and over again. He had to have this inside him, had to do this gross thing, had to be dirty, filthy, wide open, stuffed full of cock. Here was where the control of his piano lessons could end, where there was no crew to be in sync with, where there was nothing but abandon and lus t, bare flesh and spunk and shit and fucking orgasms. Here was freedom and slavery all rolled into one. He pulled off, spit joining his mouth to the cock still. "Will you fuck me? I mean really fuck me? I mean you gotta tie me up or something because I'll scream and want to get away, but you can't let me. I have to do this with you, right here, right now." "Jesus!" "I mean it." Richard looked down at the boy, at the deep pools of his brown eyes, at all the hope and life that filled them. He ruffled the boy's hair. "You sure now?" "For fuck's sake!" Richard got to his feet. "Strip off then." James got to work, hopping on one leg as he tugged off his shoes and socks. The shirt was pulled off as soon as he had opened a couple of buttons and could drag it off over his head. Trousers and boxers soon joined the pile. Richard was rummaging around in the sports equipment. He returned with two oars and a roll of duct-tape. In the middle of the club-house floor, alongside the boats that still dripped water, he laid the oars, one on top of the other in the shape of an X. Where they crossed he looped the tape to tie them together. "James -- lie down on top of the oars. Stretch your arms and legs out. James lay, face down, over the oars while Richard bound first his wrists, then his ankles to the wood. Splayed out on the oars, James was immobile. Richard walked to the top of the oars by James' head and lifted them up. He dragged oars and boy towards the boat-rack, propping the oars up, so that they were angled at 35 degrees. James' feet were off the floor; his whole weight was now taken by the tape, braced by the oars which splayed him out in an erotic crucifixion. Richard walked behind the helpless boy and started to run his hands all over James' body. Richard traced and fondled the silky smooth skin, felt the toned muscles and soft stomach. Ran his fingers over James' panting ribcage and gripped the boy's strong thighs. He reached around the oars and grabbed the boy's cock, feeling it leap in the palm of his hand. He cupped the balls and dragged down on them, gripped the small shock of pubic hair at the base of James' cock. "God I love you..." he whispered as he wanked his young friend, pulling the foreskin back. He moved around to the front, between the oars and the boat and knelt down, taking the boy's urgent cock in his mouth. He sucked and slavered away, rolling and licking and pulling on the foreskin with his teeth. Then he was round the back again. He took the twin globes of James' buttocks in each big hand, massaging them, spreading them, pulling them apart to reveal the pink puckered hole that winked out, twitching in anticipation. Richard spat on his palms and copiously lubricated his thick rod. He grabbed the oars up by James' wrists to steady himself and lowered his body onto the boy. His cock slid in between James' buttocks. "Oh my God! That will never go in! You better stop." But now the enraged cock-head was at the puckered hole. It was pressing. It was slick and there was pressure behind it - building pressure that would not be stopped. James tried to keep his butt hole closed, but all of a sudden it winked open the tiniest fraction and the cock-head had purchase. It forced the ring apart, pushing it, pushing until James could feel it giving way. The monstrous cock-head was a millimetre in. Now with the weight of the man on his back the pole forced James wider and wider, he could feel the shaft as it widened and slid and pressed in. Felt the veins. Felt the hairs, felt the sliding relentless shaft as it took away his virginity until the man's meat was lodged deep inside him. He was pinned to the man's cock, strapped to the oars, helpless, fucked. Richard pulled out a little then pushed in. "Oh my God!" Out and in. Out and in. Out and in. James was squirming, his wrists and ankles pulling helplessly against the oars. His buttocks were slapping against the man's hairy thighs, his cock was swaying in the air, bouncing off his tight stomach, hitting against the wood of the oars. Out and in. Out and in. It felt like he had a telegraph pole up his butt. Out and in. Out and in. Deep inside him he could feel the mushroom head probing his guts, stroking the walls of his anus, stretching him wide. It pounded against his prostate sending a shiver of sexual tension from his butt to the tips of his fingers and toes. Out and in. Out and in. Richard was taking the boy, tearing into him, half-crazed with lust and with a burning love that made him feel like his brain was on fire. Out and in. Out and in. He looked at the boy's wrists, strapped to the oars, looked down at the little feet dangling off the floor, saw the boy's olive skinned back, his white buttocks contrasting to the hairy darkness of his thighs as they pounded against him. He reached around to grab the boy's dick, so hard and silky between his fingers, so young, so bursting with boyhood. There in the boat-shed, in the dying light, a fourteen year old boy took a man's cock - took all the pounding he could give him and as he did so, felt his own young cock swell and strain and felt the burning in his nuts, felt the man's hand squeezing and pulling, felt the cock deep inside him increasing in tempo until finally he couldn't hold it back a second longer and the oars, the boats and the whole round world shook with the simple orgasm of a boy. This story is based on the Fantasies of James, 14 years old, from Australia. The fiction is the work of Lapland. If you liked our collaboration let us know by emailing James on: asdfzxcv55@hotmail.com Lapland on: Lapland@cyber-rights.net Lapland would love to see a pic of you as you were or are in your early teenage years.