Date: Fri, 19 Jan 2007 22:19:30 GMT From: booya@gawab.com Subject: Falling in Love Falling in Love Gay Man/Boy Love Exhibitionism Welcome to my story. Please donate to Nifty which you can do anonymously by clicking on donations on the main page. It helps to keep this site free for all of us. Thank you. This story is completely fictional and any resemblance to persons living, dead or anywhere in between is completely unintentional. This story is only to be posted on the Nifty website where it may be viewed free of charge and no where else. The author does not participate in, encourage or condone any type of illegal sexual activity of any kind with people who are under the age of consent in the area in which you reside. This story is simply for educational/entertainment purposes only. In most cases, readers may wish to pleasure themselves while fantasizing over this story's subject matter, those who cannot differentiate between fantasy and reality should not read this story or others of its type. Comments, suggestions and inspirational items may be sent to booya@gawab.com Make sure to include `Falling in Love' in the title otherwise your email will be exiled to the spam category never to be seen again. Please do not comment on any grammatical errors, I'm not an English major nor do I care to be. I'm just a young college student who enjoys writing and yes I use spell check and try to correct what errors I see. However I do appreciate your comments on the story itself and love to hear feedback about the story so far and what you may like to see happen. I also would love to hear about your fantasies and such so please write and tell me ALL about it. Falling in Love Well, my little story begins when I was 13 years old. Being on the swim team at my middle school I liked to keep in shape. Of course, being only 13 and small for my age my shape wasn't too much to speak of, but I did the best I could. We didn't have a pool at home for me to practice in so when we finished after school practice, I went jogging at the local park. That's where I met him. I've known ever since I can remember that I was gay and I had always been especially attracted to men. Not old men, but older men, young men in their prime. Tony was 28 years old and though not overly muscular, he was well built. He was 6 foot 1 and he towered over my 4 foot 9 inch slight boyish frame. I particularly enjoyed that about him. I've always had this thing for a man to be strong and to hold me and protect me. Being next to him made me feel kind of funny inside, not in a bad way but in a submissive way. Not like in a dominate slave kind of way but in a way that I felt like he would cuddle me and protect me. I felt totally safe when we were together. He didn't have a shirt on and his sweet smelling sweat glistened off his golden tanned body in the late afternoon sun. I did my utmost best not to drool. He had brownish hair which had been lightened just a bit by being outside a lot. I on the other hand had big dark brown eyes and long dark brown silky straight hair. Not long like a girl would have her hair, but long like boys did back in the 70's and like boys wear nowadays. I loved having my bangs hang down over my eyes which I felt made me look kind of mysterious. When my bangs bounced up and down over my eyes it made me feel like I was really sexy. I know, that sounds goofy for a young kid but that's how it made me feel. My mom always said that I had this mysterious looking almost eerie smile and when my hair hung over my eyes it made look that much more mysterious. I always noticed strangers staring at me all the time almost to the point of being hypnotic to them as they would always shake their head back and forth like they were shaking the cobwebs from their minds, then they'd try and look away without being noticed. I loved doing that to people. I saw him jogging in front of me about a hundred feet or so and I followed him for a couple of hundred yards before I could finally catch up with him. He heard my footsteps behind him and he glanced back momentarily in my direction. It was like a bolt of thunder hit me because when I saw his eyes I became totally transfixed on this man. He smiled back at me as I crept closer and closer to him. Now sometimes when I would see a hot guy jogging I may have been attracted to them but for some reason they scared me and not only did I not want to talk to them, I didn't even want to approach them. But this guy had me much different feeling inside. The feeling I got instantly from him was utterly incredible. It was like ... well ... it's kind of hard to describe but all my thoughts were on him and nothing else. It was an odd feeling though as I had not even spoken to him nor him to me. He didn't frighten me at all, in fact ... I felt safe and protected when I was near him, as though I knew he would NEVER hurt me. Even at my young age, I could feel a certain physical attraction to this man almost immediately. It was clear that the two of us were being drawn together and despite the difference in our age, there was a strong sexual energy between us. As I got beside him he looked down at me as we jogged along and he nervously said hello to me. Now being just a kid I was extremely shy but he made me feel so comfortable I smiled and looked up at him boyishly and said hi to him. I don't know what it was about him but it was though I'd known him forever. I felt so comfortable with him that I did something I'd never done with a stranger in the park before. Hell, something I never did to anyone because unfortunately I was painfully shy around strangers. But it was different with this man because I ... I actually spoke to him; "My name's Ricky ... some people call me Rick, but you can call me Ricky. That's what I like the most. What's your name?" "Tony, but you can call me Tony." He said in a joking way as he smiled back at me. We both laughed nervously as it seemed that he was as shy as I was. His voice was like music to my ears. I could have listened to him talk about anything and that would have been exciting to me. It was so weird, I'd never been in a trance over a guy's voice before but his was somehow different to me. Oh, it was subtle. You or anyone else wouldn't have noticed anything out of the ordinary about his voice or any other man on the street, but to me ... oh ... I just can't gather the words to explain it! "That's funny, you jog here very often?" "Yeah I do, but usually in the mornings because of my work. But I've recently changed my schedule and now I try to come here every afternoon about this same time." He said. "What about you?" "Oh, I try to come here every afternoon right after school but I was running behind today because of practice." I said shyly. "I'm on the swim team at school and I don't have a pool at home to practice swimming in so I come here to jog to help build up my leg muscles." I explained happily. "Well, I'll have to start jogging a little earlier in the afternoon I guess." He said matter of factly. "Why is that?" "Well, I hate jogging alone and it would be more fun to have someone like you to talk with while I exercise. That is ... if you don't mind jogging with an older guy." My heart almost leapt through my body as I heard him suggest that we jog together everyday. Did I hear him right? Did he actually want to jog with a kid like me? ME? Maybe ... just maybe, he liked me ... you know ... like I liked him. Just the thought of getting to see him everyday and be with him thrilled me like you would NOT believe. Especially seeing him every single day with his shirt off ... oh my gosh, that would be freaking awesome!!! Would I mind? Was he crazy? "Heck no mister, I wouldn't mind at all!" Trying not to sound to excited about the prospect of just being with him everyday but I don't think I came across that way. "I think that would be awesome. You mean ... you'd actually want to jog everyday and talk to a little kid like me?" "Sure, why wouldn't I?" "Well, most men don't like talking to kids in the park ... you know, cause they're afraid someone would see them and think something weird was going on." "Well, you don't think I'm weird do you?" He asked nervously. "Heck no mister, I don't think you're weird at all. Sides, I like talking to older guys. I think it's cool to listen to their stories and stuff like that. Besides, it gets boring just jogging by myself." I said beginning to run out of breath. We passed a picnic table under a huge shade tree and sensing my exhaustion; he stopped and sat down on the table. "Hey buddy, I'm tuckered, let's rest a minute, okay with you?" "Sure, if you can't handle it I guess that's okay?" I teased. "Oh, you think you can out do me huh?" He teased back. "Sure, I could beat an old man like you any day with my hands tied behind my back." I taunted back. "Well, we'll just have to see about that one day won't we." He grinned at me as he mussed my hair. "Sure, okay." I smiled back at him. I always loved when men ran their fingers through my hair, it made me feel like a little kid and for some reason I enjoy that, I guess because it makes me feel sexy and desirable. Weird huh? But I don't care, I've always enjoyed feeling and acting like a little kid. I was a boy, a cute boy and if it were up to me, I would stay a cute sexy little boy from now on! Now I was a shy kid most of the time but I didn't feel self-conscious about my body around him at all. I mean, don't get me wrong, I wasn't ashamed of my body in the least, in fact just the opposite as I liked showing off my body. In fact I got in trouble sometimes for showing off TOO much of my body but he was so much bigger and stronger than me that I felt dwarfed by his frame. I watched as he rubbed his chest and for some reason I wanted to be just like him so I took my shirt off and rubbed my chest too so I could be like him. When I did, I noticed him looking over at me and he smiled at my antics and then I guess he got nervous because he darted his eyes away momentarily so that I wouldn't catch him looking but it was too late for that. I'd already spotted him giving me that `look'. The same look I got from guys at the mall all the time and other places while I was out and about. The `look' consisted of men looking at me and then quickly looking away so as not to get caught looking at a cute young boy that way. I knew what they were thinking though. They were thinking that if they had half the chance and they knew that no one would ever find out that they would strip me naked and have sex with me for hours on end and then run away. I LOVED getting the `look' from men and boys too for that matter. Yeah, I know, but I always had a lot of boys that gave me the `look' too even though they didn't even realize what they were doing. If you were cute when you were young, you've had that `look' before I'm sure. Some boys got scared when they got the `look' and rightfully so, but not me ... It made me feel SO sexy `because I knew they were `looking' at me because they thought I was hot and they wanted me. It's almost as though they were undressing me with their eyes, and I didn't mind that AT ALL! It ALWAYS got me hard knowing the guys were staring at me and imagining me totally naked. Little did they know that I would gladly have let them see me naked if they would have just asked me? Yeah, I always loved getting the `look' even from the men that scared me. It just made me feel sexy and I always gave them a little mysterious `look' back at them as though they knew that I knew what they were thinking! You should see the `look' on their face when I did that! Tony, got embarrassed over giving me the `Look' as he looked down at the ground sheepishly trying to ignore the fact that he'd just been caught `looking' at me. It didn't weird me out at all, in fact I liked it! I liked him looking at me a lot! Tony could give me the `look' as MUCH as he wanted! I purposely glanced the other way and stretched for about 10 seconds or so in order that I could put myself on display for him and to make certain, what I thought was happening ... was happening. When I stopped stretching, I quickly glanced back at him and saw him looking at my exposed bare chest and tummy again. I smiled to myself inside while my brain was going wildly insane. I thought to myself ... `YES ... HE LIKES ME!!! ... YES! YES! YES! FINALLY, A HOT GUY THAT LIKES ME!!!' I did my best to hide my excitement and it was then that I noticed his `excitement'. His tiny silk jogging shorts that I adored and that were slit up the sides all the way to his waist were bulging in the front and he quickly covered himself. I mean, he was bulging like 8 inches or so. He looked like he had a coat rack mounted in front of him! He looked huge to me! Of course, I am just a skinny gay 13 year old boy who doesn't even have a single hair on my body below my neck. I always thought body hair sucked and I know I'll never have any ... or my boyfriend! That was one thing about Tony, not only was his chest and tummy completely devoid of hair, but I didn't even see even a wisp of hair on his arms or legs! That was SO hot to me! But his 8 inches of hot hard man cock that he was trying to `cover up' were enormous to my 4 ½ inches. My eyes were transfixed to his manhood and he noticed that I was not shocked but interested as I never once diverted my eyes from between his legs. "Uh, sorry about that Ricky" He said sheepishly. "Sometimes it has a mind of its own and when it thinks about someone or sees something nice it just gets hard like this." He said smiling at me while noticing that I didn't look away and slowly he began removing his hands from his crotch in order to now `show-off' his erection to me. "Heck mister, that's okay, mine does that ALL the time." I boasted. "It's just not as big as yours is." I explained happily much to his delight. He didn't look nearly as uncomfortable about his predicament as he did 30 seconds ago. "Your dick looks REALLY BIG MISTER!" I said happily now that we had quickly turned our conversation to dicks ... HARD DICKS! (I love when that happens, don't you?) "How big is it?" "Well, uh ... thanks." He said nervously. "It's 8 ¼ inches when it's like this." He said pointing to his satin covered cock and at the same time I could see that he had a bit of a look of relief on his face that I was not bothered by a grown man having an erection so near him. Just the opposite, he now began to seem to enjoy not only discussing his enormous dick, but directing my attention to it as well! Indeed, he seemed to get a bit bolder just discussing it with me and so did I! "You mean, when it sees something it likes it gets all hard like that?" I said in my best innocent little boy voice. "Well, yeah ... it does. It sort of has a mind of its own." He laughed nervously. "So, what does it see that it likes?" I asked pushing my luck a bit. "Oh, well ... uh ... I mean ... uh ... sometimes ... it just gets hard all by itself ... I ... uh ... mean ..." "I hope I get a big dick just like yours when I'm your age." I said letting him off the hook as I could see there was no way out of that one for him. But I knew what he wanted to say. He wanted to say it got hard from seeing a cute young boy like me half naked! "I'm just so little now I don't think I'll ever get that big!" I said in wonder as it began to throb. It had to have felt incredible rubbing against the silky soft satin fabric. He sat there in front of me with his hard man cock bouncing up and down in front of him not real sure whether he should be covering up and embarrassed or what while we both sat there discussing his big dick and my little boy dick! People jogged by on the side walk just a few feet in front of us and I wondered what they were thinking. Were they thinking this man was my dad or was this guy perving me right here in public? "I really like your shorts Tony. I wish I had a pair just like yours but I don't have any jogging shorts at all. All I have are these stupid baggy ones." I said sadly. "Yeah, it sure doesn't do much to show off your body Ricky." He said placing his hand on my shoulder. A shock of electricity seemed to shoot through both of us as his strong hand touched my tiny round bare shoulder. I felt so helpless at his touch but I would have laid there letting him run his hands all over my petite body at the same time. I felt wonderfully exposed helpless and safe all at the same time! "Yep, but it covers my hard-on's though." I giggled pointing at his huge erection. "Well, I suppose they're good for that but hey, why not show off what the man upstairs gave you, you know?" "Hey, my dad says that all the time!" "He does?" "Yeah, sometimes he sits around the house completely naked and my mom gets on to him but he just says, "Why not show off what the man upstairs gave ya" I explained. "Mom just smiles back at him gawking at his big hard dick while he sits there playing with it." "And your dad seems like a smart man, you should show-off what you got!" He smiled. "No need to cover it up I always say. What's the use of having a nice one if you can't show it off?" "Yeah well, that's different ... you got a lot to show off. I'm still just a little kid. Nobody wants to see what I got." I said dejectedly. "Well I beg to differ with you Ricky. You'd be surprised at who'd like to see what you've got. From what I can see of your body, which isn't much because you have those awful baggy shorts on, but what I can see looks REALLY nice to me." He said eyeing my small teenage body. "I mean, for a boy your age, you have a really nice body and you should be happy to show it off, I mean ... as much as you can. Or as much as you can get away with showing." He said beginning to get bolder and bolder about talking about our bodies. I was really beginning to enjoy this conversation a lot! "I really admire looking at boys your age as their bodies begin to develop. Right as they're going through puberty and on the verge of becoming a man. The transformation of a boy to a teenager to a man is incredibly beautiful I think. Yeah, you'd be surprised who likes looking at you and what you've got. Like, I bet the boys on your swim team are jealous of your boy cock. I bet you're twice as big as they are. Heck, I could close my eyes and just imagine you walking totally naked through the locker room and all the other boys just staring at your big hard boy dick wishing they had one like yours to play with every night!" He said bravely as he got bolder and bolder with his talk about my body! I couldn't believe the things he was saying to me but all it did was make me harder and harder listening to him describing my tiny teenage body and what `the other kids' would like to do to me. I knew he was talking about what HE would like to do to me and I enjoyed every single second of the boldness of his conversation. I'd stay here for the rest of the night listening to him talk about what the `girls' would like to do to me naked! "I bet the girls go gaga over you too. I bet their tongues would hit the ground if they were lucky enough to get to see you naked and see your hard boy dick! Heck, I bet they couldn't wait to suck you off! They'd probably beg to get their tongues around your big hard sensitive teenage boy dick and lick it all over. Heck, they should be so lucky to get your dick in their mouths! I guess what I'm trying to say is ... is that you got a great body kid." He stammered trying to go forward and backtrack at the same time. "Like your dad says, don't be afraid to show it off. Don't ever be afraid to show it ALL off! You're body is incredible and you look adorably sexy!" "It is ... I mean I do?" I asked hopefully. "You really mean I have a nice body?" "Oh yeah Ricky, I mean just look at you ... you have the most beautiful soft sexy hair." Then it happened, he looked deep into my eyes as we stood directly in front of each other. We were mere inches apart as I could feel the heat from his body. His hard man dick still bulging lewdly inside his short silky shorts and we were so incredibly close that his dick would actually brush against my chest ... just for a split second or so and you could see the incredible excitement in his eyes when his throbbing dick brushed over me even though it was only for a second. As if in a daze I looked up and was immediately lost in his eyes as I stood there as he described the parts of my body he liked the most and I just stood there like I'd been paralyzed as he talked about and touched me! He ran his fingers through my silky straight hair and every strand fell back in place. He smiled at me and said; "You have one of those amazingly cute `pretty boy' baby faces, with dreamy big dark doe eyes. He said as he let his strong hand gently cup the side of my face. We smiled at each other as my hair blew gently in the warm late spring breeze. His hand lingered there for a second then with just one finger; he slid it right down my chest and the center of my torso all the way to my waist and said; "You have such a wonderfully nice slender body with an awesome six pack for such a young boy." He said as he let the palm of his big strong hand gently caress my tummy. I quivered ever so slightly at his magical touch. "You have such well defined abs and that wonderful sexy `V' that points down towards the treasure that's just inside your shorts." He said letting his hand drift lower towards my bulging throbbing crotch. "I can just imagine, I mean I can really just imagine what the rest of your body must look like and I like everything I can see ... ... so far." He said almost seductively. His hand drifted even lower and he let the back of his fingers slide ever so gently over my sensitive teenage dick. My hard boy cock twitched uncontrollably at his soft touch. Then my body almost convulsed and in the back of my mind I wondered if I'd actually cum in my pants just from his slight contact with my pre-pubescent teenage body! My entire body shivered at his touch and I never wanted it to end. He could feel me anywhere anytime as far as I was concerned. It was like he was in awe of my tiny boyish body! Did he really and truly like how I looked? No one had ever commented on my body like that before besides my Dad. I wasn't quite sure what to make of his comments and actions but it made me feel incredibly loved like I'd never been loved before for some reason. "Thanks Tony." I managed to mumble with my head hanging down. I was so embarrassed that he was talking all hot and stuff about my body. But damn, he was turning me on too! Could it be possible that he likes young boys? Did he really think I walked around the locker room naked with a hard on for all the boys and my coach to see? And what did he mean by `he likes everything he sees ... ... so far'? Did he plan on seeing my dick? Did he plan on seeing me totally naked? He rested his hand on my shoulder again and gently let his fingers twirl through my long hair. When I tilted my head back, my hair went half way down my back and he seemed to enjoy playing with it. I sure as hell liked it. I just stood there with my knees trembling letting him do and say anything he wanted. I was like putty in his hands, his wonderfully big strong soft hands. It was at that exact moment that I fell hopelessly in love with Tony. He could have jerked me naked right there in the park and made love to me in front of everyone and I would have LOVED it! I'd never felt love ... true love before but I was absolutely positive this was it. I mean I had looked at boys and men before and felt kind of funny inside but never ever anything like the feeling I was experiencing at that very moment. I looked up into his eyes as he ran his hand up and down my bare naked back and sighed as his hand lingered on my slight shoulder blades. "What's wrong tiger?" "Huh?" "What's wrong, you look sort of funny." He said smiling back at me knowingly. "Oh, nothing, I was just thinking that's all." I said embarrassingly as I still trembled and felt goose bumps all over my body. "So your dad likes to sit around the house naked sometimes does he? I bet you like to do the same thing don't you?" He asked nervously but seemingly throwing caution to the wind as he asked me that question. "Naw, well ... sometimes I do ... like if nobody's home an stuff. Or like at bedtime and on Saturday morning when cartoons come on early I get up and watch TV naked but not like all the time." I said somewhat embarrassed that I liked to go naked at home. "Awe, that's so cute! I bet you look adorable all cuddled up naked on the couch early in the mornings. I'd sure like to see that. I go naked at home a lot too." He admitted sheepishly. "You do?" "Sure, it's fun! In fact, I hardly ever wear clothes at home." "But don't your wife and kids get bothered by that?" There ... it finally came around in the conversation! Was he married? "Nope, well ... I'm not married either, but If I was and I'm not going to be ... but if I was I'd go naked in front of the wife and kids and I'd let my boys go naked at home too. You shouldn't grow up ashamed of your body, you should be proud of it." He explained. "My parents raised me as a nudist and it just feels completely normal not to have any clothes on. In fact, it feels kind of weird sometimes to have clothes on. Like now, it would be so much more comfortable to be naked." He said looking down wishing he'd not just said all of that to thinking he'd probably already went a bit too far with this conversation. "Wow, I'd bet you'd be a cool dad too! Would ... uh ... you let your son see you with a hard-on too?" I said almost giggling at my question. Pleased at my response he threw caution to the wind again and looked over at me smiling and said; "Sure, why not?" He said, then getting a bit bolder he said' "and if he got hard I'd want him to show off his hard boy dick too!" He smiled. "That is SO cool! But what do you think your wife would say; I mean my mom gets upset sometimes when my dad and I go naked at home and we get hard like that." "Well, first off, if I was to get married, and I'm not going to ... I'd never marry a woman who was such a prude. She'd want to see her family naked, heck she'd be going naked too! IF I was married that is but that's not going to happen." He said rather emphatically. "Wow, that's awesome!" I said excitedly rubbing my crotch as we sat on the picnic table. I was smiling at him letting him know that I was really `okay' with this conversation. "So ... uh ... why aren't you going to get married ... I mean ...you're uh ... really nice looking. I bet you could get any woman you wanted!" I asked curiously hoping beyond all hope that he'd tell me what I REALLY wanted to hear. "Well ... uh" He said nervously not sure exactly how to explain this to me. After stammering about for a few minutes he finally just blurted it out. "You see Ricky ... well to be honest with you, I uh ... I really don't like women in that way." He said as I could see his body tense up. I knew that he was afraid that if he admitted he was gay that I might just bolt and not want to be around him again. Hell, he may have even worried that I'd tell somebody about what we'd been talking about. After all, he'd only just met me an hour ago. "You mean ... uh ... you mean you're gay?" "Well ... uh ..." "It's okay, you can tell me. It's just us guys here and I promise I won't tell anybody." I explained hopefully. "Please ... tell me." "Well ... if you must know and you promise not to go around telling everyone ..." "OH I PROMISE!" I interrupted him. "I won't tell a soul Tony." I said rather emphatically looking at him wanting him to open up about it and still hoping he was going to tell me the truth. "Okay, you look like I can trust you." He said. Yep, I'm gay alright little buddy. I hope that you don't have a problem with that because, I really like you and hope that we can be friends." "Heck no, I don't mind that you're gay. I uh don't really like girls either." I said nervously. I'd never admitted that to another guy or anyone else for that matter. Even though I always got called little faggot at school and no one really liked me because of it. Even though I didn't act gay, people always just ... well they just assumed I was. I mean, I didn't exactly say I was gay, but I sure as heck wanted him to know that I didn't like girls. "See, I knew that I liked you when I first saw you, we're a lot a like you and me ... I just had a feeling about you." He told me looking completely relieved. "Uh, you did?" I asked. Was it that obvious that I was gay? I mean, I didn't act gay or nothing like that, I just acted like any other normal 13 year old boy ... how could he tell? "Yeah, you see, some gay guys uh have what's called ... gaydar ... sort of like radar. They can tell when other guys are gay or that maybe they're bi. You, you don't act gay but there was just something about you that I could tell that you weren't like other boys. Nope, you weren't like other boys at all." He explained. I couldn't really understand it all and how he knew but I knew that I didn't mind. I didn't mind at all. I was always so worried that if someone found me out that I'd be all weirded out and stuff but with Tony it was different, I liked that he knew about me. I was completely and totally comfortable with the fact that he suspected me as gay! In fact, I was HAPPY that he had figured me out! Even though I didn't really tell him I was queer as he was, I didn't deny it either. We sat there silently as the warm breeze blew across our near naked bodies. He placed his hand on my shoulder again and let it slide slowly and sexily down my bare back. We looked at each other then stared back out into the park for what seemed like forever just soaking up what had just transpired between us. That relaxed comfortable feeling that you didn't have to hide something so important from someone you liked anymore. It felt so incredibly awesome, like a new freedom had just been given to you. Even though it was still to remain a secret, we didn't have to hide it from each other anymore. But why ... why did he like a little boy like me? We sat there daydreaming and I'm sure he was wondering the same thing. Why would I like a man ... a grown man like him? "Well come on sunshine, we can't sit here all day talking about our dicks and how hot you must look like when you're totally naked and get any exercise in now can we?" He said standing up and jogging in place as he helped pull me to my feet. I was mesmerized by his hard bouncing dick in his tiny shorts. I loved how he didn't bother to hide it from me anymore; it was like he was displaying himself for me ... just for me ... right out here in public ... all of which was just perfectly fine with me! He pulled me by the hand which my hand felt dwarfed in his big strong hand. We began jogging and my dick was beginning to ache in my khaki shorts. I really wished I had a pair of those silky kind like he did. Oh my gosh that satiny soft fabric must feel incredible rubbing softly against his hard dick. We made another two laps around the park and he'd look over and smile at me and I'd look back up at him and smile back. I felt so free and alive like I'd never ever felt before! When we got back to one end of the park, I told him that I just lived around the corner and that I had to go home now before my rents started looking for me. "Oh well okay then." He said sadly as though he was actually going to miss me! "Will uh, you be here tomorrow?" He asked with a glimmer of hope in his voice hoping beyond all hope that he'd not scared me away with all this talk about nudity and being gay and showing off our dicks and stuff. "Sure thing, I wouldn't miss it. I'll meet you here at 4:35 right after practice that is ... if you still want to jog with a stupid kid like me." I said excitedly. "I'll be here at 4:00 waiting for you on the bench bright eyes." He smiled at me, "And don't call yourself a stupid kid! You seem to be really intelligent for your age, I like talking to you. I could sit and listen to you for hours." My heart fluttered when he called me `bright eyes!". I don't know why ... kind of dumb I guess but all I knew was how it made me feel and that's what I'm describing to you guys ... and girls too if any of you are reading this. Then what he said hit me like a ton of bricks, `he could sit and listen to me talk for hours!' That's exactly what I'd thought about him!!! If I had ever had an inkling about liking girls, it flew right out the window at that moment. I was gay, 110% gay! I loved men and I was head over heels in love with Tony! Tony, a grown man! I'm 13 years old and I was forever more in love with a grown man! I didn't fall in love with a boy but a grown gay man! "Okay!" I said happily. I don't know what made me do it. I guess it was just because he made me feel so comfortable that I ran over to him and hugged him. My face pressed into his chest so tightly and it felt SO good. He didn't flinch or back away at all like I thought he might since we were in public and all. In fact, he held me close to him too. With his dick quickly hardening at my touch again I looked up at him smiled and said; "See you tomorrow!" "I'll be counting the minutes. Bye buddy!" He said as I turned and walked away. I glanced back at him and smiled and he just stood there watching me walk away. Me, a stupid clumsy awkward skinny gay little kid and this Adonis of a man who could be with anyone in the whole world, wanted to be with me. ME!!! Please feel free to write with your comments, suggestions and any inspirational material you may care to send to booya@gawab.com Make sure to include `Falling in Love' in the title otherwise your email will be exiled to the spam category never to be seen again. Other stories on nifty I've written that I'm sure you will enjoy include the following; Skinnydipping --- Bi-sexual Adult/Youth Section (though it's mostly all gay) I Love Being Naked --- Gay Adult/Incest